Make mine to go

[slickgrant]

Ok just so you know I keep checking a couple of times a day to see if there is a new chapter. As soon as there is my world stops for a few minutes while I catch up. Great writing really captivating. Keep up the fantastic work!

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks for the support KY and slick. I am glad that you are enjoyng my story
Heres the next chapter guys. Enjoy!!


"Make mine to go"
Chaprter 49

The men had finished their desserts and coffee. "Thank you guys so much. You will never know how much tonight has meant to me. Hopefully one day I can pay you back. " Kyle said. "No need for any payback. I have been at the top and I have been at the bottom. I have been SO very close to where you are today. At the moment I guess you could say I am in the middle.:" Lee said. "Hopefully one day I will be back on the bottom side of the middle." Kyle laughed. "Is there anything that we can do for you ?" Chris asked. "You have done more than you can imagine. I will never forget this night as long as I live." Kyle said. "I have extra room at my house if you would be interested in moving south and trying ot start over." Wayne said. "Thats a very tempting offer but I still have my pride. Thats the only thing I have left and I will make it." Kyle said. "I hope this doesn't piss you off but could I give you some money ?" Wayne said. "No thank you. I can't have the luxury of relaxing on the street for a couple of days. It would be like having to start over again." Kyle said. "Where will you stay tonight ?" Chris asked. "I just need to get near the downtown MARTA station and I can go from there." Kyle said. "You still didn't say where you plan to sleep." Chris said. "Well along with pride I do have a few secrets. I will be fine. " Kyle said seeming to get a little nervous. "Well our deal was that we would take you back to where you wanted to go. " Lee said. That got a cross look from Chris and even Wayne. "One more deal though. You have to let us know how to keep in touch. Don't worry I wont be hunting you down to give you money. You have become a friend and I can't just turn you loose and not know at least how you are." Lee said. "That shop doorway is my evening spot to people watch. So I will be there. But please don't try to get your friends to bring me money. I wont take it. " Kyle said. "Deal then. See you again soon." Lee said.

Chris drove Kyle back downtown. "I know that you are a proud man. I also understand that you don't want hand outs but you had said you sleep under a bridge. At least let me help you until your ribs are healed. Lee would kill me for this but I am having a hard time here." Chris said. "You are a very kind man and Lee is lucky but I have to do this on my own. I created the mess and I have to fix it. " Kyle said. "Besdies Salvation Army on Luckie street is ten dollars a night." he added. "Luckie street huh?" Chris said. "I will make you a deal. Let me take you there so you can stay at least until your ribs heal. Then once you are better we can go from there." Chris said. "Whats the deal ?" Kyle asked. "The deal is that Lee doesn't make me sleep on the couch." Chris laughed. "Sounds like a one sided deal to me." Kyle said. "Oh no its not buddy. I don't want to freak you out and I wont go into details but Lee's Grandmother was native Indian. She has haunted his dreams for over a month that there was someone that needed him. He almost broke his neck to find you when we drove by. It scared the hell out of me. I saw a peace on his face tonight that I haven't seen in a month. It's not that we felt like we did anything charity wise. Honestly we found a new friend. " Chris said. Kyle had a tear running down his cheek. "A couple of nights then Lee wont be mad at you. I still think its charity." Kyle said. "Believe me when I say this, but chraity has nothing to do with it." Chris said. They arrived at the Salvation Army rescue mission. It took a few minutes but Kyle was accepted. Chris pulled out a $100 bill and handed it to the attendant. "This is for ten days." Chris said. "I said a couple." Kyle said. "Too late." Chris laughed. "Here is another $50 for an account so that my friend can get things he needs from the thrift store. And be advised he will give me recipts." Chris said. A quick hug and the promise that they would be able to find Kyle and the attendant carried Kyle through to his room.

Wayne sat quietly on the couch waiting on Chris to return. He and Lee had been in lite conversation. "Whats wrong buddy ?" Lee asked. "Oh nothing really. Kyle just gave me a lot to think about." Wayne said. "Why is that ?" Lee asked. "Well I thought about Ronnie and his situation. I am afraid if that were to happen to him he would be in the same shape. And yes I would do exactly what Kyle did." Wayne said. "I was afraid when he started his story that it would hit close to home with you." Lee said. "I am alright it just gives me a lot to think about." Wayne said. "Well buddy we would never let that happen to you." Lee said. "No offense but I am sure that Kyle thought the same thing. I wish I knew who this dentist was so I could give him a piece of my mind." Wayne said. "Honestly from listening to Kyle's story I wonder if the dentist even knows." Lee said. "He has to know something. Hell you wake up with the same self centered partner but all your bills are paid and all your money is still there. Noone is that dumb." Wayne said. "I agree but unless I heard his side of the story I couldn't be mad at him." Lee said. About that time Chris came through the door. "Hey babe. Where did you take Kyle ?" Lee asked. "O.k. don't get mad but I finally put my foot down a little. I carried him to the Salvation Army Center downtown and I paid for ten nights." Chris said. Wayne jumped up and ran and hugged Chris tightly. "Oh God thank you. How can I pay for more time." Wayne said. "Lets just let this time run for a little while and see what happens." Chris said. Chris pulled Wayne back into a hug. "I am sorry buddy. This was suppose to be a special night for you. We will have to do another one later." Chris said. "No way. I don't think my night could have been any better." Wayne said. Chris looked over Wayne's shoulder towards Lee with a questionable look. "Later" Lee mouthed and blew Chris a kiss.

"Have you seen my phone ?" Ronnie asked. "Yes." his partner said. "Where is it ?" Ronnie asked. "You don't need it. You ruined my plans earlier and you are taking me to the The Eagle tonight." he said. "You know I hate going to the bars. Too loud and too much smoke." Ronnie said. "I didn't ask. Here put on this dog collar." he said. "I am not wearing that collar." Ronnie said. "Well you wont get your phone back then." he said. "I am not dressing up but I will go for an hour or so if that will shut you up." Ronnie said. "I told my friends that you would make this up to me so you need to wear the collar." he said. "I have never worn a collar and tonight will not be the first. Now where the hell is my phone." Ronnie said. "You will get it later when we get back and I am happy." he said. "What the fuck is your problem ?" Ronnie said. "This is my house and I run it." he said. "Umm last I looked my name was on the deed." Ronnie said. "Just a technicality." he said. "Well if I am going lets go now. We are not staying but an hour." Ronnie said. "No we are going in my vehicle and I will have the keys. This is my night." he said. "This shit is just getting too much." Ronnie thought. "Well move or you are going alone." Ronnie said

Lee slept the best he had in almost a month. "Morning sexy." Lee whispered to Chris. "You feel alright baby ? Chris asked. "I slept great." Lee said. "No more dreams ?" Chris asked. "I still had some but they were not desperate. I am convinced though that Kyle and Ronnie have some sort of connection. I just have to think about how to approach it. " Lee said. "Well you know I will help all I can." Chris said. "Baby you have helped more than you can ever know already. I am sorry that I worried you so bad last night but I had no option but to find him." Lee said. "I understand. I just wish I knew what you were going through so I could help." Chris said. "Baby you just helped. I have been so afraid that you were going to say all this was just too much and wanted no more part of it." Lee said. "Well Wayne helped last night. I was so scared I was going to cross a line and you would never forgive me. I didn't know what you were trying to do." Chris said. "Wayne is a good guy. I just hate we ruined his evening. " Lee said. " I talked to him about it and he said that we had no reason to appologize." Chris said. "He had a rough time while you were gone. He said that he could see himself doing the same thing with Ronnie if he had too." Lee said. "You know I thought about that too. I have a question though ? " Chris said. "What is that?" Lee asked. "Last night Alex told me that Kyle needed him. He said that his insides were sad. Am I going to have two dreamers ?" Chris asked. "Too early to tell but it may have just been that Alex is still able to see into Kyle's soul. Besides Cody went straight to him and it usually takes him a few minutes to warm up." Lee said. "I guess your right." Chris said. "Alright sexy time to hit the shower before everyone starts moving around. Do I need to call Keith for you ?" Lee laughed. "Nah You get me excited not Keith. " Chris laughed.

"Come on baby. We need to straighten up before Wayne gets here. " Brian said. "Wayne?" Keith asked. "Yes remember we asked him to come by here before he went home." Brian said. "No naked day with my baby today ? Yesterday was life changing." Keith said. "Well you can have a naked night with your baby but we have to get moving." Brian said. About an hour later Wayne arrived at Brian's apartment. "Hey buddy how was the picnic and the dinner ?" Keith asked. "The picnic was great but the dinner was beyond interesting." Wayne said. "What do you mean interesting ?" Brian asked. "Keith does Brian know about Lee and the dreams ?" Wayne asked. "Well I told him what I know but don't tell Lee." Keith said. "Well that latest dream he has been having was a rough one. We found the guy." Wayne said. "No shit. How did that go ?" Keith asked. Wayne told the two men of the events of the evening before. He told as much of Kyle's story as he could. He told about Lee jumping out of the vehicle and also told how Alex and Cody reacted when they met Kyle. "Shit we missed out." Keith said. "Well I think Kyle would have freaked out worse if the group had been larger." Wayne said. "How did he react ?" Brian asked.
"He is a very proud man. It took a few minutes to even get him to look at us. He refused to accept any charity. I tried to offer him some money and that was a big mistake." Wayne said. "Where is he now ?" Keith asked. "Chris paid for ten days at the Salvation Army." Wayne said. "We can go pay for more days baby." Keith said. "I would talk to Lee first. Lee says that this is not over by a long shot." Wayne said. "Whats wrong buddy ?" Keith asked. He could see a tear running down Wayne's cheek. "I could see myself in Kyle. I could see the same thing happening with Ronnie and that being me." Wayne said. "We wont let that happen." Brian said. "That is a promise that non of us can make. I just feel blessed that Ronnie is healthy and I haven't been faced with this." Wayne said. "Well we haven't met him but Kyle has two more friends now so we will get this fixed." Keith said.

Bob and Paul both held a baby since both had decided to eat at the same time. "Are you going to be alright when I go back to the office tomorrow ?" Bob asked. "It will be a new learning curve but we will be fine. Plus I am talking to both of our Mom's when they get here today. I am sure they will be glad to help out." Paul said. "Just try and stop them." Bob laughed. Both babies fed, changed and asleep the two men stood arm in arm looking into the cribs. "Are you happy baby ?" Bob asked. "I have never been happier. We have a few minutes. Let me prove how happy I am Race you to the shower." Paul said as he left the room and headed for the master bedroom. Bob looked at the babies one more time. Pulled their blankets up and then followed Paul. Paul had the shower running warming the water. Bob wearing only a pair of running shorts stood in the door and watched his naked lover preparing for thier shower. "I see at least someone likes what he sees." Paul laughed. He had looked and could see Bob's hard on inside his shorts. "Oh baby my whole body loves what it sees. " Bob said. Paul stepped into the shower. "You better hurry if you want some. Your mother in law will be here shortly and she may not approve of what you are doing to her son." Paul laughed. Bob's shorts dropped and within seconds he was under the warm water with his arms wrapped around Paul.

Bob began to wash Paul's body taking very slow motions taking his time to touch every inch of his lover's body. Paul was trying his best to wash what he could of Bob but his lover had other ideas. "This is all about you baby." Bob whispered. As he pushed Paul under the warm water to rinse the soap off, Bob reached over and took a bottle of conditioner. He filled his hand and leaning slightly he reached between Paul's legs and inserted a couple of fingers into Paul's ass. He pulled his finger out and pulled Paul even closer. Locking his lips to Paul's he reached around and reinserted his finger."Uuhhh . oh fuck baby." Paul moaned. Bob lightly pushed Paul back against the shower wall. Lifting Paul's right leg Bob guided his raging cock towards Paul's twitcing ass. "If my Mom only knew what you are about to do to her baby." Paul whispered. "She would be happy that I am about to fuck her babies brains out and make him happy." Bob whispered. As Bob's cock head pressed through the opening Paul pulled Bob tighter and gasp for air. "You Mom would be proud of how well I am going to lube here babies ass." Bob whispered. "She would say faster." Paul whispered. "Sounds like my baby needs a refill." Bob whispered. One quick motion and Bob pushed in as far as he could go. Almost balls deep he pulled Paul's face in for a deep sensual kiss."Oh fuck baby I am so close." Paul whispered. Bob leaned back in for another kiss and began to quickly stab his lovers prostrate with his cock. Paul pawed at Bob's back and raised to his tip toes on the one foot still down and grabbed Bob tight. "Oooohhhh... ffuuuuucckkkk... aahhhhh....sshhhhiiittttt..." Paul screamed as his cock shot his load in between him and his lover. Bob pulled out and turned Paul around and without missing a step he slid his cock back deep inside his lover. Paul had reached out and braced himself against the wall. "Fuck me baby. I need a refill please." Paul whispered. Bob began to piston in and out of Paul's ass. Pulling his cock completely out and without any guidance moving right back in balls deep with every stroke. Within a couple of minutes "OOOOHHHHHH hoooollllyyy FFFUUUCCCKKKK." Bob shouted as he held Paul tight against his body. Bob's body shook as he began to unload deep inside his lover. "Oh fuck baby that was hot." Bob whispered in Paul's ear as his body still twitched and his cock flexed deep inside of Paul. "I think you mother in law would be pleased. I know her baby is." Paul whispered.

Kyle stepped out of the Salvation Army shelter to a beautiful Atlanta day. "Last night still feels like a dream." he thought. "I have to find a way to repay their kindness." he thought. Walking into the building next door Kyle began to look at all the items donated for resale in the Thrift store. As Kyle walked the isles he was remided of things that he use to donate. There were odds and ends but nothing caught his attention until he turned to start up another isle. It was if a certain figurine that seemed to just glow. As he stood in front of the three inch tall figurine his mind wandered back to his firends house. "Please keep him safe and give him a happy life." Kyle whispered to the figurine. "Hey Kyle. Find anything interesting ?" the man asked. "I like this figurine but I don't need it." Kyle said. "Well you know you have a $50 credit in here and the store for anything you need." the guy said. "I didn't know that." Kyle looked up in shock. "Yeah that dude last night paid for ten nights and also a $50 credit in the store." the man said. Kyle looked at the figurine and saw that it had been marked seventy five cents. "Can you hold this for me for a few days and let me come up with the money?" Kyle asked. "Sure but I can just take it off your account. " he said. "No thanks. For this one I had rather come up with the money myself. I have someone special to give it to." Kyle said. "Done buddy. I will put your name on it under the counter." he said. Kyle stepped out into the sunlight and started about his daily routine. "I need seventy five cents. Breakfast is included here so I will eat and I can wait another few days on my ticket. " Kyle thought as he scanned the sidewalks for change.

"Have you been having any problems ?" Ronnie asked his patient. "No, Everything seems to be fine. No more headaches and no nausea." the patient said. "Well thats good to hear. I want to run a couple of tests and make sure that everything is healed fine and there is no scarring." Ronnie said. "If you think thats necessary. I just want to make sure that I am good to go." the patient said. "How are things at home ?" Ronnie asked. "Well I ended up kicking my partner out. I found out the hard way what I had suspected. He was only out for himself." the patient said. "What about the guy that stayed with you in the hospital and at home ?" Ronnie asked. "I can't find him. My partner ran him off the last couple of days before I got my mind back and noone has seen him. Not even his family. " the patient said. "He hasn't called to check on you ?" Ronnie said. "He probably never will. He was treated so nasty. My partner claimed he paid all my bills so I gave him money. I found out from friends that he had left and was living with another guy until he found out I was going to be fine. He came back and kicked the other guy out and said he wasn't needed anymore. I also found out from his family that he sold everything that he had just to keep my bills up. I was so outraged at my partner. That was the only day that I had a bad headache but I didn't call." the patient said. "Well you understood where that headache was coming from." Ronnie said. "By the end of the day honestly I thought I was going to have a heart attack." the patient said. "Do you need something for anxiety ?" Ronnie asked. "Not at all. Once I closed the door behind him I had a peace that I have not had in years. My only anxiety is that I lost the one person that truely loved me. He has just vanished. I was so dumb. My sense of commitment ruined two lives. Mine and his" the patient said. "Maybe he will call." Ronnie said. "Its been months. His phone is disconnected and he hasn't checked emails in months. I still send him one every day but they go unread." the patient said. "Well if there is anything that I can do I will be glad too." Ronnie said. "The only thing I can tell you is that if you see him please don't let him out of your sight until you contact me." the patient said. "I think I can handle that." Ronnie laughed. "Well I spend every free minute I have praying and looking but at this point I figure he may be on the west coast by now or something. I don't sleep at night praying that he is alive and safe." the patient said. "What will you do if you find him?" Ronnie asked. "Spend the rest of my life and if it takes it every penny I have to make up for what happened. He spent every penny he had for me and asked for nothing." the patient said.

The patient went for his tests and returned an hour later. Ronnie looked over the xrays and the blood test results. "Everything looks good. One test wont be back for a couple of weeks but I think everything will be fine." Ronnie said. "Thanks Ronnie. I owe you big time." the patient said. "Just take it easy and stay well." Ronnie said. "How are you and your partner ?" the patient asked. "Honestly we are just there. It gets tougher every day." Ronnie said. "Well buddy I will only say this. If you see the chance to be happy don't do like I did and wait until its too late and they are gone. We only travel around this old cruel world once and we don't get a redo." the patient said.
"Well mine keeps threatening to hurt himself." Ronnie said. "Well you know we both had to take a lot of psychology to get our doctorate. They always told us that someone that threatens is not really a threat. You need to think about you and not worry about him. I am living proof." the patient said. "Well i wish it was that simple." Ronnie said. "Thats your excuse. I had the same one and then when it was too late I realized it was just that. Nothing but an excuse." the patient said. Ronnie's patient left his office as he sat as his chair he pulled up a pic he had of he and Wayne together. Lost in his thoughts he caught himself saying a prayer to always keep Wayne safe. "I love you Wayne." Ronnie whispered. He sat and thought of what would happen if he were int he same situation as his patient. He realized then that he had to figure something out because he could only thank God at the moment that he was not in his patients position. Ronnie pulled his patients file up and programmed his number into his phone. "I think my new group of friends will be good for him. I will talk to them about inviting him to one of their dinners." Ronnie thought.

 

[Kyanimal]

Hey, "Lake"

I'm liking how this seems to be dovetailing to "the dentist", and Kyle, possibly being re-united, and Ronnie getting to the point of "waking up", and saying good riddance to His parasite, too.

At least that's the way things currently seem to be heading.

However, with characters, and events, sometimes running off with a story, in unexpected ways, I guess we'll all have to wait and see!

More, Please!

And, of course ... No Matter What ...

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks for reading KY. I hope you are enjoying.
Here is the next chapter in my little story. Enjoy it buddy.



"Make mine to go"
Chapter 50

"Baby we need to discuss something." Brain said. "Sure babe. Whats up ?" Keith asked. "Well my lease is up at the end of this month. I know its the start of the holidays but I want to get out of here." Brian said. "Sure we can move everything to my house if you want." Keith said. "Well that would be nice but I was really hoping you would go look at houses with me. I had rather rent a house than an apratment." Brian said. "Sure babe but why not buy one instead of renting ?" Keith asked. "Right now we don't know where we are headed so I had rather lease for a year and then we can consider buying." Brian said. "Well we are headed together and thats all that matters. Plus don't get upset but I plan to help pay. My house payment is cheap and almost paid for. I want you to get what you like so I plan to pay part of it too." Keith said. "Well I wasn't asking you to do that." Brian said. "Look baby. I will live there too just as much as you and besides I don't have a truck payment anymore and had rather pay that amount towards a house you are happy in than settle for what you think you can afford on your own." Keith said. "Have I told you that I love you ?" Brian said. "Sure did. You asked me to marry you. I can't wait." Keith said. "So will you look at houses with me ?" Brian asked. "Try and stop me." Keith laughed.

Life went on for all the couples. Chris and Lee kept a check on Kyle. Keith and Brain had also went and paid for Kyle to stay. Chris had stopped by the Salvation Army to pay more and found out that another ten days had been paid by someone else. He had no clue that it was Keith and Brian. Keith and Brian had found a house to rent and were in the process of moving. Some of Keith's buddies had come up one weekend and helped move everything from the apartment to the house. The house was a fairly large three bedroom house with simming pool. When they were unloading the last boxes a delivery van arrived. Chris, Lee, Bob and Paul had gone in together to buy an outdoor kitchen set including grill as a gift. "Damn baby. Where did that come from ?" Keith asked. "The card says its from all the guys." Brian said. "Well we are going to have to invite them over so I can use their gift and feed them." Keith said. "Don't worry. I am sure that with this and the pool you will get lots of use out of it. " Brian said. A couple of Keith's buddies watched as the kitchen unit was assembled. "Damn Keith. My wife's friends didn't do anything like this. You got any single friends Brian ? I need one of these." one of his friends laughed. "Not any female ones." Brian laughed. "Hell for one of these I will change teams." the friend laughed. One of Keith's friends had to go back home that evening but his friend Phillip was spending the night to help with one last load the next day. All the furniture was placed and Keith headed to the grocery store. For the friend that was leaving Keith bought a six pack of beer for him to carry home. For the other three men he bought steaks and a case of beer.

Late afternoon Bob and Paul stopped by with the twins to see the new house. "Well we know that you two will be hosting some of the parties now with all this room." Paul said. "Thank you so much for the grill and kitchen unit." Keith said as he hugged both men. Keith took Addyson and handed her to Phillip and then took Leyton for himself. "We got diaper duty. Let Brian give you the ten cent tour. " Keith said. Keith watched his friend Phillip as he talked to the infant as if he was a natural. "I need me a couple of these." Phillip said. "Well now that we have moved into the house I am going to start working on a few for me and Brian." Keith said. "Buddy I don't want you to get your hopes up too high. You know its not easy for gay couples." Phillip said. "Well Lee has the inside scoop. It may take a year or two but at least we will be working on it." Keith said. "Well you know if you need a character reference I will lie for you." Phillip laughed. "How are things going with you and your girlfriend ?" Keith asked. "Oh she is ready to get married. I am just not sure she is the one." Phillip said. "Don't make a move until you are sure." Keith said. "How did you know that Brian was the one ? I mean I see it in both your eyes and I hear it in your voice when you mention his name. " Phillip asked. "Phillip I never believed in love at first site until i saw Brian. I thought that love was something that came later but the moment he let the window down on that SUV and looked into my eyes I knew i was in love." Keith said. "Damn that sounds nice. I don't have that feeling I don't think." Phillip said. "Do you miss her from the minute she isn't where you can see her ? Do you constantly look at your watch and count the minutes until you are back with her ? And when you touch her do you get almost and electric shock and feel the rest of the world and all its issues just melt away ?" Keith asked. "Not even close. Sometimes I look at my watch to see how long before I can carry her home." Phillip said. "Well buddy move slow then please. You are one of my best friends and I don't want to see you trapped and unhappy." Keith said. The men continued to talk to the infants until Bob and Paul returned. "This house is perfect for you two." Bob said. "Yeah we looked at six or seven but kept coming back to this one." Keith said. Bob and Paul collected their babies and bid the men goodbye. "You are closer now so don't be strangers." Paul said. "Hey your number one baby sitter had to move closer." Keith laughed.

The sun had began to set and Brian had most of the kitchen unpacked. Keith and Phillip were out testing the new grill with the steaks that Keith had bought. Brian watched closely because Phillip seemed to make numerous trips to the beer cooler. Brian went out to check on the men. "Is Phillip alright babe ?" Brian whispered. "Yeah I think its girlfriend issues. I am keeping an eye on him. I am glad he plans to stay tonight because no way in hell would I let him dirve." Keith said. "Just making sure. I really like him. He is a super guy." Brian said. "I know baby. I hate to see him hurting but I had rather him hurt now than when its too late." Keith said. "Very true. Well I have the potatoes and salad ready. Just waiting on the man of the house and his steaks." Brian said as he squeezed one of Keith's ass cheeks and turned and headed back tot he kitchen. "I saw that. Get a room guys." Phillip called out laughing. "Well i spared you. Normally Keith would be naked and I would be squeezing something else." Brian laughed and he walked back to the house. Just the thought for some reason made Phillips dick twitch. "Well I have no doubt that man loves you buddy." Phillip said. "Not as much as I love him and thats a fact buddy." Keith said. Dinner went well and the men chatted about moving and also police business. "Are we boring you ?" Phillip asked Brian. "Not at all. I enjoy seeing you too laugh and talk about work." Brian said. "Damn my girlfriend tells me I am off the clock so leave it at work." Phillip said. "Well I am interested in everything in Keith's life." Brian said.

It had been a busy day for all three men. Brian had prepared one of the guest rooms and the guest bath. The beer had began to get to Phillip and he went and showered and preapred for bed. In the master bedroom Brian was finishing the bed when Keith came in. "I love you baby. I think Phillip really likes you too." Keith whispered. "He's a great guy. I was afraid that he would be freaked about the gay thing but he seems to be fine." Brian said. "He told me years ago that he was fine with it. I just hate he is having such a hard time with his girlfriend." Keith said. "Is it that bad ?" Brian asked. "Well I think that he realizes that he doesn't have what you and I have and he is starting to rethink his situation." Keith said. "Well I know that there is our type love out there for everyone. I just hope he finds it." Brian said. "Now its time for me to show my baby how much i love him and christen the new house. Well at least the master bedrrom since we have guests." Keith laughed.

"Shit that beer is running right through me." Phillip thought. Wearing only his boxers he headed across the hall to relieve the pressure. Once he had finished he started back to bed. "Uhh. oh fuck baby your ass is always so tight." came a voice from the partially opened door. "Harder baby.. Fuck me." he could hear. Phillip moved slowly towards the cracked door. As he looked through the opening he had a plain view of Keith's ass moving back and forth. Brian's arms and legs were wrapped around Keith's body and he could plainly see Keith's huge cock moving in and out of Brian's ass. "Fuck baby this is the sweetest ass on the planet." Keith said. "Just for your dick baby. Harder." Brian said. Phillip stood in the doorway and felt his cock begin to rise. "I thought man on man sex would be gross but this shit is the hottest thing I have ever seen." Phillip thought. The moans began to get even louder. "Holy shit how does Brian take that baseball bat up his ass ?" Phillip thought. Not even thinking about it Phillip lowered his boxers and began to stroke his now hard seven inch cock. Never taking his eyes off the two men having mad, passionate sex in front of him. "Holy crap. He has to be stretching Brian's ass to its limit." Phillip thought as he stroked his cock. "Ohhhh fffuuucckkk baby i am cuummm.....innnngggg." Brian called out as he shot a load landing on his chest. "OH FUCK. he just shot off without even touching himself. I see all four hands. He didn't fucking touch himself. " Phillip thought. Phillip watched as Keith began pounding Brian's ass even harder. "Fuck baby...Ohhhh shhittt I am going to fill that sweet ass up." Keith said. Philip watched as Keith pushed in one last time as his toes dug into the bed to get even deeper. "UUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHhh,,,,," came from Keith as Phillip watched Keith's body shake as he dumped his load inside Brian. Phillip felt himself about to cum which was the first time he had realized that he was jacking himself off while watching two men have sex. Phillip slipped out of the doorway and with his back against the wall he held his hand out to try to catch his earth shattering orgasm. "Fuck. No wonder Keith is so happy." Phillip thought. Not wanting to be caught Phillip slipped back down the hall and into the bathroom to clean himself up. Looking in the mirror all he could think was "what the hell did you just do ?" Keith and Brian fell asleep spooned against each other. Phillip lay in the bed looking at the ceiling.

"Hey Bro. Those beers talking to you this morning ?" Keith asked as he walked into the kitchen. "Morning buddy. Nope. No affects from the beer." Phillip said. "You seem distant." Keith said. Keith grabbed a cup of coffee and sat across from Phillip. Phillip struggled to look up at Keith to look him in the eyes. "I have a confession." Phillip said. "I already know. Brian saw you. Its alright Bro. No harm." Keith said. "Brain saw me in the door ?" Phillip asked. "Yeah he whispered and told me we had an audiance. So i kept it calm." Keith said. "You call that calm ?" Phillip asked. "Very calm." Brian said as he walked in behind the men. "Oh shit Brian I am so sorry buddy." Phillip said. "Don't apologize. Besides I think it made Keith even hornier." Brian laughed. "Well I didn't start out to watch but I just couldn't help it. " Phillip said. "Bro if there had been a problem we would have stopped right then and shut the door." Keith said. "Do you mind answering a question ?" Phillip asked. "Shoot." Keith said. "I hate to discuss it but ." Phillip started. "Spit it out buddy." Brian said. "Is it always that intense ?" Phillip asked. "That was calm in comparison." Brian said. "Your kidding right ?" Phillip asked. "Nope bud. That was calm." Keith said. "Damn. I saw Brian's toes curl and fuck you shot without touching yourself. And Keith bud. Every muscle in your body tensed up and your body shook when you shot." Phillip said. "It has been a lot more intense. " Keith said. "Shit. I mean I enjoy a nice pussy but its nothing like that. I mean yeah it feels great but its a quick release and then I am done. Plus I have never had one bite their lip to keep from screaming. " Phillip said. "Oh you saw that." Brian said. "Fuck yeah. At first I thought it was pain from big boy here but then I realized it was pleasure." Phillip said. "If you don't do it right it can be extremely painful." Keith said. "Do you think I am gay ? I got harder than I have in years watching that." Phillip said. "I doubt you are gay." Brian said. "I can't explain it though." Phillip said. "What you saw was passion. It wasn't just sex. And passion is a huge turn on reguardless of who is doing it. You didn't see horny. You saw true love." Brian said. "Now wait. I was horny." Keith said. "You are always horny big boy." Brian said. All three men laughed which cut the tension. "Look Phillip. I have fucked a few women along the line and also a few men. The women just didn't do it for me. And no man has done it to me like this until I met this one. Just his scent starts big boy twitching." Keith said. "Down big boy. There will be no exhibition on the breakfast table this morning." Brian said. "Damn." Keith laughed. "Well it worried me a little. I mean no guy has ever turned me on and it wasn't either of your bodies it was the intense sex." Phillip said. "Well if that hot ass in the air didn't do it for you then you aren't gay." Brian said pointing to Keith. "Besides. I like my tits well rounded and very plump." Phillip said. "Good then I don't have to worry about you trying to take my man. I like my tits a little muscular and covered with hair. " Keith said. "Thanks guys for being so understanding." Phillip said. "No problem. Plus I was informed that next time if there were guests in the house and I left the door open that I wasn't getting any that night." Keith laughed.

"Morning sexy." Chris said as he wrapped his arms around Lee. "Morning Love." Lee whispered. "What do we have to do today ?" Chris asked. "We need to go by and see Brian and Keith's new place." Lee said. "I am glad they found a place they both like." Chris said. Chris began to snuggle up against Lee and kissed his neck lightly. Lee could feel Chris' cock beginning to grow. "Hold that thought. 5.....4.....3....2...1..."Lee whispered. Tap tap on the door. "Come on in stinker." Chris called out. "How you know it was me Papa ?" Alex said as he opened the door. "I could smell you coming." Chris laughed. "No you didn't Papa. Did he Pop ?" Alex asked. "Come here and give me a good morning hug and kiss and let me see." Lee said. Alex squealed and ran around the bed and jumped up beside Lee's head. A quick kiss and a tight hug and Alex sat back up. "What about Papa's ?" Chris asked. "He said you stink and he could smell you didn't he buddy ?" Lee said. Alex just grinned and shook his head yes. Within seconds Chris had reached over and grabbed Alex and Lee was caught between the tickle monster and a screaming child. "Life don't get no better." Lee thought. "Alright kids. We have to get stinker and get ready to go. We have to go see Uncle Keith and Uncle Brian's new house." Lee said. "They have a swimming pool." Chirs whispered in Alex's ear. Alex grinned from ear to ear and before he even got to the door running to his bedroom his pajama top went flying across the room. "Think he will be ready first ?" Chris laughed.

"Hey babe. Don't forget the sun block." Paul called out to Bob. "They aren't going to be in the pool." Bob said. Paul just looked at him funny. "Alright baby. Whatever you say." Bob laughed.
"I am looking forward to this. You planning on swimming ?" Paul asked. "I am not taking a suit. It will probably be a little too cold." Bob said. "Well we need to stop and get some chips, buns and other fixings. Chris and Lee are bringing the meat and buns plus desert." Paul said. "Well do Keith and Brian know that we are going to test out the gift ?" Bob asked. "No but Chris said that they said they were going to be home all afternoon. They have to eat too." Paul laughed

Bob and Paul arrived about ten minutes before Chris and Lee. All the men and children had toured the house and Alex ran up to Keith. "Unca Keith. You got a fwimmin' pool ?" Alex asked. "We sure do buddy. Lets go see it." Keith said. Keith and Alex headed out to the backyard. It was a nice large back yard with a privacy fence that went all the way around and was connected to the house. Alex's eyes were big as they walked around the pool. Keith kicked off his flip flops and stood on the steps in the shallow end. He had Alex standing in the water too. "Pop can we go fwimmin'?" Alex asked. "Baby I am sorry but we didn't bring you a swim suit. I was afraid it was going to be too cold." Lee said. "But its not cold." Alex said. "I am sorry baby. If we had known it was this warm we would have brought you a swim suit. Ask Uncle Keith if you can come another day and swim ?" Lee said. Alex stood there and looked across the pool not making a sound. Keith looked down and saw the tears rolling down Alex's cheeks. "Come here little buddy. Do you want Uncle Keith to fix this. ?" Keith said. Alex held on tight and put his head in Keith's shoulder and began to cry. "Fuck this. I can fix this one." Keith thought. "Alright buddy I need your help." Keith said. He set Alex down and removed his shirt and pants. Next he removed the diaper. "O.k. buddy we are going swimming. When I pick you up you hold on to Uncle Keith real tight and hold your breath. O.k. ?" Keith said. "Can we Unca Keith ?" Alex said sniffling. "Sure thing buddy. Get ready." Keith said. Keith pulled off his own shirt and quickly pulled his shorts off and grabbed Alex. A he bolted towards the pool he heard "KEITH!!" Brian hollared."Well I see two piles of clothes and one pile is way too big for Alex." Paul said laughing. "He is turning into a real exhibitionist." Brian said. "What the hell. Why not." Bob said as he ran across the pool decking stripping as he went. "BOB!!!" Paul hollared. Before he completely got it out of his mouth there was a big splash and Alex squealed even louder. "Go ahead. I know you want to." Lee told Chris. "Are you sure?" Chris said. "Well one of us has to watch out for our son." Lee laughed. As quick as the rest Chris had stripped and jumped into the pool naked also. "If you two want to join them I will take care of the babies." Lee said. "Are you sure ?" Paul asked. "Go and have fun. I don't plan to swim." Lee said. Paul got up and stripped and joined the men. Though it was fall it was still hot outside with the sun out. Cody kept looking at the men in the pool and laughing never taking his eyes off them. "Can I take Cody in ?" Brian asked. "Sure" Lee said.

Brain and Cody played in the shallow end. Brian would hold him and let him splash in the water and then hold him so he could float on his back. The other men had Alex in the deeper water tossing him from one to another like a basketball. They played and swam for a while and Keith took Alex and lay him on his stomach and floated on his back. "Watch that monster with Alex. It may sink you guys." Bob called out laughing. Chris and Bob moved closer to the shallow water to watch Paul and Brian with Cody. "Let me get out so that Lee can get in." Bob said. "Don't bother. He wont do it." Chris said. "Why not ? We are all friends here." Bob asked. "There is no way he would go skinny dipping with a group. He has an amazing body. Its not from a gym but to me its amazing. He doesn't think so. Plus he has so much hair it embarasses him. I love it. It is a huge turn on to me but he thinks its gross. Plus that man has the most beautiful low hangers you have ever seen on a man. Hell they lay on the bed by themselves." Chris said. "Well most men would love that. He should be proud." Chris said. "He isn't though. Someone told him years ago that he needed scrotum reduction surgery. I have to admit you have to be careful during sex and you have to move them out of the way but I love it. He hates it." Chris said. "Well it may not be until summer but we will have to get him more comfortable around us. " Chris said. "Good luck with that one buddy but you are on your own there. I am not going to push my luck." Chris laughed.

Cody was so tired he could barely keep his eyes open. Brian and Paul brought him out of the pool and before they made it to the shade Cody was slumped over asleep. "One tired little man." Paul said. Just lay him on that towel and you guys go back and swim. I just checked the babies and they are fine." Lee said. "Why don't you go and we will stay." Brian said. "I am fine. I had rather watch all the eye candy anyway." Lee laughed. "Well we need to start cooking soon." Paul said. "Oh no. Those guys can drip dry and cook." Lee laughed. About twenty minutes later all the men came out of the pool. Bob was carrying Alex and he was asleep on his shoulder. "Lay him down beside Cody. I will dress them when they wake up." Lee said. "Did you get some towels out baby ?" Keith asked. "Nope. You guys can drip dry and cook at the same time." Brian said. "Sounds good to me." Keith said. It was a wonderful afternoon watching all the naked sexy men cooking burger and hot dogs as if it was just another day. "Baby one of us needs to stay out of the pool and watch the babies so Lee can swim." Paul whispered to Bob. Bob pulled his lover in for a tight hug. "I offered earlier and Chris asked me to leave it alone. He said Lee wouldn't do it." Bob whispered. "But ...." Paul started. "But nothing baby. Lets trust Chris." Bob said. "O.k. I guess." Paul said.

"Man its a hot day out here." Kyle thought. As he walked down the sidewalk he thought about just how much easier his life had become having a place to sleep and one meal a day. His ribs were still sore and he had gotten a cough that he couldn't get rid of. Each cough hurt some but it was still better. As he walked along he saw something under the edge of a bush that shinned. As he got closer he stooped to look under the bush. It was three quarters in a triangle. It was if someone had placed them there and not dropped them. Kyle looked around and there was noone close. He sat on a bench near by waiting for a child to come back thinking they had placed it there for safe keeping. The sun began to set and noone had claimed the quarters. Kyle thought about waiting until the next day to see if they were still there but decided someone else may take them. He took the seventy five cents back to the Salvation Army store to pay for the gift he had picked out. He had been looking for a couple of weeks and still had not been able to come up with the money. Finally he had it. He lifted his face towards heaven and all he could say was "Thank you." Once in the store the man dug under the counter looking for the figurine. Kyle was about to panic thinking someone had moved it. "Found it" the guy said. Kyle paid for the gift and with it clasped in his hands he went to his room to put it safely into his locker. "Today has been a perfect day." he thought.

 

[Kyanimal]

WOW!, "Lake"! Perfect! Simply PERFECT!

"Just Guys, being Guys, around Guys!"

And, I'm thrilled that Phillip got a chance to enjoy that aspect, of Life on This Planet, too!

However, your last paragraph, with Kyle, was one of the most "touching" things I've read in quite a while!

THANK YOU! ... and ... No Matter What ...

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks for your continued support KY.
Heres another chapter for you. I hope you like it.


"Make mine to go"
Chapter 51

The colder weather had settled in so the pool was cleaned and coverd for the winter. A couple of weeks after the pool party the men gathered at Chris and Lee's house for a small Saturday night dinner. Chris had contacted the Salvation Army and left word for Kyle to be ready at five p.m. and he would pick him up. Kyle stood in the lobby waiting on Keith with his figurine held tightly to his chest. A few days earlier the hotel dumpster was full of gift bags and paper from an apparent wedding reception. He was able to find some tissue paper and a piece of ribbon that was not damaged. "I hate that this is recycled paper but I hope Lee doens't know that." Kyle thought. Chris pulled up out front and had rolled the rear passenger window down. Kyle could see Alex waving from his car seat. As he entered the SUV he held tightly to his gift. "Hey buddy. The welcome party in the back seat pitched a fit that he had to come with me." Chris laughed. Kyle turned and spoke to ALex. "How are you little man ?" Kyle asked. "You gonna eat with me Unca Kyle ?" Alex asked. "Did he just call me Uncle?" Kyle thought. Kyle looked puzzled at Chris. "Hey he decides who he calls Uncle. Not us. There are a few that are still waiting." Chris smiled.

When Chris and Kyle arrived back at the house Kyle was introduced to all the dinner guests.It was a little over whelming trying to remember names and who went with who. Alex barely got a foot away from Kyle and did most of the introductions. The meal was great even though it was fairly simple. Chris was pleased to see that Kyle ate a fair amount and was not dividing his food to save for future meals. The men all chatted about different things and each one tried at points to include Kyle in thier conversation. Kyle tried to help clean the kitchen but with Alex setting beside him and Cody holding onto his leg as he sat it was almost impossible. "Here buddy. You look like you need one more. " Bob said as he handed Addyson to Kyle. "Are you sure ?" Kyle asked. "Is it alright Alex ?" Bob asked. "Annyson likes Unca Kyle too." Alex said. "Good enough for me. Besides I can help in the kitchen." Bob said. For the first time in over a year Kyle felt both unconditional and non judgemental love with a lap full of children. He had still not taken his eyes off the small gift that he had brought and placed it on a shelf for safe keeping.

The boys were finally in bed and the babies asleep when all the men finally sat down for coffee and dessert. All the men seemed on edge trying not to upset Kyle. Keith being the one in the group that sometimes speaks first and thinks later started things off. "Kyle it has been really great meeting you. We have heard so much about you. " Keith said. All the men saw the fear in Kyle's eyes. "No buddy. They don't know your story. That is yours to tell to whomever you are comfortable telling." Lee said. "Just remember that you are among friends here." Bob added. Kyle sat quietly for a minute and then sipped his coffee. "Well you are all super nice people and I am honored that you consider me a friend." Kyle said as he stood and headed towards the shelf. "We didn't want you to leave." Brian said. "I am not leaving yet but I have a small gift that I need to give Lee and Chris." Kyle said. "You should not have gotten us anything." Lee said. "Well for some reason this just kept drawing me to it." Kyle said. Chris sat beside Lee as he pulled the tissue paper off. There in Lee's hand was the religious figure that was in his dreams. It was a small figure of the Virgin Mary. Lee clutched it tight as tears rolled down his cheeks. "She is in my dreams." Lee whispered. "Well I am not Catholic but this figurine was all over my friends house and she saw me through a lot of tough times." Kyle said. "I am not catholic either but this is the Virgin Mary and she has been in all of my dreams." Lee said. Chris placed his hand on Lee's shoulder and squeezed before he stood and went and hugged Kyle. Lee could only look at the figurine while the tears flowed.

Kyle took his seat again and looked down towards his lap. "Whats wrong buddy ?" Bob asked. "Nothing. I didn't come here to upset anyone." Kyle said. "Oh no. You did not upset me. In fact you could not have given me anything elase that would have meant anymore to me. " Lee said. "Why is she so special to you since you aren't Catholic ?" Keith asked. "You really haven't heard my story ?" Kyle asked. "No. We asked but Wayne, Chris and Lee all said that it was your story and that you were the only one that could tell it." Brian said. The men sat in silence as Kyle began his story. He never looked up fearing what he may see in others eyes. Noticing Kyle's reactions Chris got up and went and sat on the arm of Kyle's chair putting his hand on his shoulder. There were a few low gasps and Paul had tears running down his cheeks while they listened to the story. As Kyle ended his story all the men sat in silence until Paul got up and walked over to Kyle. "You are among friends. Nobody will hurt you again." Paul said as he pulled Kyle to his feet and hugged him. All the men took their turns hugging Kyle. "I hope you don't think I am a fool." Kyle said. "Quite the opposite. It takes a stronger man than I have ever met to do what you have." Keith said. As they carried their cups and plates into the kitchen Kyle would not take no for an answer this time in cleaning up. Brian and Paul were helping when the doorbell rang. "Hey buddy. Glad you could stop by." Chris said. "Sorry I couldn't stop by earlier but I did want to stop and say hello." Ronnie said. "OH HOLY FUCK" went through Kyle's mind. He stepped back just a little to look down the hall to the front door. His body began to shake and he could barely breath. Kyle bolted to the dining room and around the corner almost knocking Brian down in the process. Paul and Brian were both in shock. Lee had walked into the kitchen hearing the noises. "Where is Kyle ?" Lee asked. "He almost knocked me down when he saw Ronnie trying to get away." Brian said. "What is that all about ?" Paul said. Lee found Kyle in the corner of the dining room trying to hide on the side of the china cabinet. "You alright buddy ? What's wrong ?" Lee said as he leaned down. "PLEASE he can't see me. He can't find me. PLEASE get me out of here." Kyle said almost frantic. "Ronnie is o.k. You would like him." Lee whispered. "PLEASE NO... PLEASE." Kyle almost screamed in a whipser and his body shook harder Lee noticed that he had even wet himself. Brian was standing in the doorway watching. Lee motioned for him to come over. "Go tell everyone not to mention Kyle at all to Ronnie. " Lee said. "But why ?" Brian asked. Brian then noticed that Kyle was so scared that he had wet his pants. "I don't know just go. " Lee said. Brian quietly whispered to each of the guests not to mention Kyle. "If I promise he wont come in here will you be alright. I don't want him and the others to come looking for me. " Lee whispered. "Just promise me he wont find me." Kyle said. "I promise." Lee said.

Lee returned to the guests and the first opportunity he had he told Chris that when he could get Ronnie in the breakfast room that he wanted him to go into the dining room and get Kyle upstairs un noticed. The men stood and talked as Lee moved the conversation towards the breakfast room. "Excuse me a minute and let me check on the kids. I will be right back. " Chris said. Entering the dining room Chris knelt down to Kyle. "Come on buddy. Ronnie is at the other end so I am going to get you upstairs so you feel safer. " Chirs said. Kyle reluctantly followed Chris being very careful not to be seen by anyone else. Chris had noticed also that Kyle had wet himself. Chris entered the master bedroom and went to the closet. He pulled out a pair of jeans and a polo shirt of Lee's. "Here buddy go in the master bathroom and take you a shower and clean up. We will be back to check on you shortly. " Chris said. "I am so sorry for this. I just couldn't stop it." Klye cried. Chris pulled Kyle into a hug. "You are in my house and among friends. Noone will hurt you here I guarantee it. " Chris said. Kyle stood still shaking. "Now you take a long hot shower or even a long hot bath. Here are some fresh clothes and one of us will be back to check on you soon." Chris said. Chris enetered the room and all the men looked his way. Still trying not to let on that something was wrong. Chris just smiled and shook his head no as to let them know that everything was fine for the moment. Ronnie stayed for about thirty minutes. As he was getting up to leave Keith walked over and hugged him and excused himself to go check on the babies. His real concern was checking on Kyle. As Keith entered the master bathrrom he could hear the water running. "Kyle ? You alright buddy ?" Keith asked. No sound came from the shower but a low whimper and the sound of the water. Keith moved towards the shower and as he turned the corner he saw Kyle balled up in the middle of the shower floor shaking. Not even thinking about it Keith stripped his clothes and stepped into the shower and pulled Kyle into a hug. "He is leaving buddy. Everything is alright. " Keith said. Moments later Brian came around the corner. "Turn the water off baby it has gotten cold and get us two towels." Keith said. Brian reached in and turned the water off and then went to find towels. Chris appeared in the doorway as Brian was getting towels. Chris got into the shower and helped Keith to get Kyle up and help dry him off. The other men had came upstairs and were in the master bedroom. "Hey guys. Go down stairs and wait. We will be down in a minute. Kyle is really shook up and is begging everyone in there to forgive him for what happend." Brian said. "Yeah we don't want him to come out and see us and get even more upset. " Bob said.

Once back in the master bedroom Chris still held Kyle in a hug to try and calm him while Keith and Brian dried him off and started trying to dress him. Kyle stared blankly and had his arms crossed on his chest and couldn't speak. "See everything is alright. Lets get you downstairs and get some coffee in you. That water had gotten cold." Keith said. "I can't face them." Kyle said. "Nonsense Kyle. We told you that you were among friends. If you can't have a moment among friends then who can you have it with." Keith said. "Go dry off and get dressed baby. I will help Kyle while you and Chris get on dry clothes." Brian said. Brian was able to calm Kyle enough to get him dressed and back down to the living room. The others were talking about something that was on the television. Kyle was expecting all eyes to be on him but as he entered the room the guys acted as if nothing had happened. Once all the men were settled Kyle began to speak. "If you could take me back now I would appreciate it. I am sorry for the way I acted." Kyle said looking down at his lap. "Buddy you have nothing to be sorry for. We just want to help but you have to help us too." Bob said. "I have told you enough. I don't want any pitty." Kyle said. "I stepped into that freezing ass water buddy so you get no pitty from me." Keith laughed. Brian punched him in the side."WHAT ?" Keith said. "Sorry Kyle sometimes its tough to take him out in public.:" Brian said. This caused Kyle to look up at the men and smile. "Ronnie was my friends doctor. He use to set and talk to me for hours. He is the last person that came to see my friend before the partner showed up and kicked me out. I haven't seen any of them since and I just couldn't start over again. I have come too far." Kyle said. "That explains you getting upset when I mentioned Piedmont Hospital." Chris said. "I was afraid I would run into Ronnie." Kyle said. "I am just glad that he wasn't here when you, Chris and Alex walked in the door. I am sorry that your evening was ruined though." Lee said. "Oh no my evening wasn't ruined. I am just sorry that you guys had to see that side of me." Kyle said.

Chris and Bob carried Kyle back to the Salvation Army. All the men had tried to get him to stay at their homes but Kyle told them that though he felt safe with them that he needed to be somewhere that he felt comfortable. He also admitted that he really wanted to be under the bridge instead of the rescue center but he could not see the waste of the ten dollars. Chris and Bob met Paul at their house on the way back. Brian and Keith had helped Paul load the babies. "That was some deep shit." Bob said. "Well I have learned a valuable lesson. I use to look at Alex and feel sorry for the little things that set him off. Sometimes I would get upset thinking he should realize that things were better. Now I realize that trama is trama no matter how old you are." Chris said. "Well I realized one thing tonight too. I thought I was a strong man. I have no strength compared to Kyle. I don't think I would survive what he has." Bob said. "It makes you realize just how blessed we really are doesn't it ?" Chris said. "Yes and my first act is to kiss my babies and hold and kiss my husband." Bob said as he opened the vehicle door. "Thanks for your help and I will be kissing all of mine in about ten minutes. Good night buddy." Chris said.

"That was a little scary." Brian said as he and Keith drove towards their home. "It wasn't really scary to me. It was very sad though." Keith said. "I was afraid that he would hurt himself ." Brian said. "That wouldn't have happened." Keith said. "Baby you can't protect everyone. " Brian said. "Its not like that baby. Kyle is the strongest man that I have ever met." Keith said. "Why do you say that ?" Brian asked. "It took more strength than either you or I could pool together to even come tonight. Then to open up and tell us his story. That was not looking for pitty. That was sheer guts." Keith said. "I guess you are right." Brian said. "Answer this then baby. If that had happened to you would you have survived the streets ? And secondly if you had been in his situation would you be able to look anyone in the eye without breaking down ?" Keith asked. "I see what you are saying. I would not have made it on the street much less dealing with everything that he has." Brian said. "Yes baby. Thats strength. Thats more strength than all the men in that room tonight could have pooled together adding all of us together. " Keith said. "You know how much I love you ?" Brian asked. "I will when you say I do." Keith laughed. "Baby I know that look. You need to let Chris and Lee handle this. You can't step in all macho and make things right." Brian said. "Me macho ? My baby thinks I am macho ?" Keith laughed. "Yes I do. But you can't be a cop and just go bursting in and fix things." Brian said. "Well if Kyle had not explained why Ronnie upset him so bad tonight I may have lost my badge." Keith said. "Why would you loose your badge babe ?" Brian asked. "Well I thought that Ronnie may have been the one that hurt him so bad. And if he had done that to Kyle and also Wayne his ass would have been grass." Keith said. "Yeah I was worried for a little while too that it may have been Ronnie." Brian said. "Just promise me you wont put Kyle in a bad situation trying to fix this. This is not a "he man" fix it situation." Brian said. "Oh I would never put him in a bad situation." Keith said. "That doesn't mean that I am done though. " Keith thought to himself.

Chirs arrived back home to find Lee already laying in bed. He was admiring the tattered little figurine. "You alright baby ?" Chris asked. "I am fine. I felt so sorry for Kyle though." Lee said. "I just wish I knew more or better yet wish I knew how I could help him better. " Chris said. "I had a feeling that there was a connection to him and Ronnie but was not sure what it was." Lee said. "You had said that they were some how connected. My first fear was that Ronnie may have been the one that hurt him. If that had been so Ronnie would have had issues with me for both Kyle and Wayne." Chris said. "Well that thought never crossed my mind. I didn't see that connection in my dreams so I never thought of that." Lee said. "I hate that we will have to split up our gatherings. I hate not including Kyle in the things we do but I don't want to shut Ronnie out either just for the sake of one." Chris said. " I have a feeling that it will all work out. Not sure how though." Lee said.

Chris had stripped and brushed his teeth. As he headed towards the bed Lee let out a low cat call. "See something you like ?" Chris said as he posed. "Oh I see lots I like there sexy. The sexiest part I can't see though." Lee said. "Need more light ?" Chris laughed. "No silly come here." Lee said as he pulled the covers back. "What did you not see." Chris laughed. Lee placed his hand on Chris' heart. "This my love. The reason I love you so much." Lee said. "Well darn I thought it was my superior body and super hard cock." Chris laughed. "Well I am still trying to decide about those parts. I need some more exploration to make that determination. " Lee said as he kissed Chris on the lips. Pushing Chris onto his back Lee move to lay on top of him. Starting with a deep passionate kiss and then working his way to Chris' neck. From the neck he moved to Chris' ear lobes. The moans let Lee know that he was hitting all the right places. Plus the fact that Chris' dick was rock hard and pressing against Lee's balls. Lee then moved his attention to Chris' upper chest making sure that he paid special attention to each of Chris' hairy nipples. "Baby you are driving me crazy." Chris whispered. "Still working on my inspection. Be patient. These things take time." Lee whispered. Chris moaned as Lee licked and then sucled on each nipple making sure that he paid each one special attention. Once satidfied there he moved slowly down and paid as much attention to Chris' belly button. "I just love this hairy belly button." Lee whispered. Lee's next target was the small tufts of skin that some would call love handles. He has learned that this is a very sensative and erotic area for most men. Moving his body further down on the bed he by passed Chris' aching cock and began to lightly lick Chris' massive balls. "Oh shit babe. You can't do that for long." Chris whispered. "Inspections take time." Lee whispered.

Lee began to lick Chris. Starting at the bottom of his nut sack and licking all the way to the tip of his cock and then back down to the bottom of the ball sack. Chris had about all he could take and reached down and put his arms under Lee's and pulled him back up until their lips touched. "You drive me fucking nuts. You know that ?" Chris whispered. "Who me ?" Lee whispered. Chris flipped them over so that he was on top of Lee. He reached down and gathered some of Lee's ample precum Chris was positioned between Lee's legs. He put one arm around Lee's neck and pulled him into a kiss while he took the one he had gather the precum and reached around Lee's legs and began to finger fuck Lee. Lee was gasping for air while Chris passionatly chewed on Lee's neck. "Baby fuck me please." Lee whispered. "In due time baby." Chris whispered. Chris removed his fingers from Lee's ass which made Lee a sudden since of emptiness. Chris licked and nibbled on Lee's nipples and then moved his way down until he was just above Lee's leaking cock. "Mmm.. come to Papa. I need some honey from my honey." Chris whispered. "You silly man." Lee laughed. Chris took the head of Lee's cock in his mouth and began to lightly suck. "Baby please I was close when you walked in the door. " Lee pleaded. Chris took the rest of Lee's cock down his throat resting his nose in Lee's pubes. He began to suck harder and faster as he came back up going all the way back to Lee's pubes on the down stroke. "Baby stop I am close.. please ...UUuuuuhhh......aaahhhhh ... shhhiiittttt...".Lee shook as the first shot if his orgasm hit the back of Chris' throat. Chris dove down on Lee's cock so that each remaining rope slid eaily down the back of his throat. Once Lee had settled Chris released Lee's cock and slid back up and kissed Lee deeply. "Better now baby ?" Chris whispered. "For me yes. That was amazing." Lee whispered. "Good now daddy is going to tap that sweet ass, stretch it wide and fill my baby up." Chris whispered. Chris reached over to the night stand and took the bottle of lube. Applying some to both Lee's ass and his cock Chris moved his cock into position.

Chris looked into his lovers eyes as he slowly slid his cock inside him. He could see the glaze come over Lee's eyes just as Lee could see it in him. "Baby I love you so much." Chris said as he lay part of his body weight on Lee. Lee wrapped his arms and legs around Chris pulling Chris' head down so that he could nibble and suck on his ear lobe. This put Chris into motion. What started out as a slow comfortable motion had picked up speed and intensity. "Oh fuck baby your ass feels like a velvet glove." Chris whispered. The harder Lee sucked on his ear lobe the harder Chris pistoned in and out of Lee's ass. "Aahhhh babbbyyy... I am so close again." Lee whisperd. "Hell yeah. Daddy going to make his baby come twice tonight." Chris whispered. "Oh shit daddy fuck another load out of me." Lee called out. Holding tight to Chris it only took a few more storkes and Chris was graced with another rope of cum hitting his chin from Lee. As Lee's moaned and tightened his ass around Chris' cock he could only drive in for one last deep thrust as his cock exploded dumping a load deep inside Lee. "Shit baby I can feel your warmth inside me. Every shot." Lee whispered. Chris gave Lee's ass another three or four minutes of hard pounding. "Got to make sure all daddies cum stay deep inside his baby." Chris whispered. " I love you so much." Lee whispered. "Ditto baby." Chris said.

After Lee cleaned both he and Chris up they lay spooning in bed. Lee was still concerned about not fully understanding Kyle and Ronnie's connection. He drifted off to sleep and was pleasantly surprised. The religious figure in his dreams appeared to him and nodded as if to say yes, or thank you. He knew then that the figurine was not just a coinsidence. The dream began to turn a little dark. Lee could see that he had touched on the connection from Ronnie to Kyle but the shadows got even darker with Kyle. "What does this mean ?" Lee thought. Ronnie and his situation was more the focus of this dream but everytime Kyle would come into the picture it would fade from fair to really dark and then back. This was new to Lee and had him concerned. "How do I find out what this means ?" Lee thought.

 

[Kyanimal]

Indeed! "What does this mean?"

Very Intriguing, "Lake"!

More, Please!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks KY. It looks lke this story has about played out as far as readers. I may have to begin
thinking of an ending. Thanks for your comments and for reading my little story.

Here is the next chapter. I hope you enjoy.

"Make mine to go"
Chapter 52

"Good morning sir. How may I help you ?" Pamela asked. "My name is Keith and I am here to see Chris." Keith said. "Sure Mr. Keith. Mr. Hamrick is expecting you." Pamela said. About that time Bob walked into the office. "Hey buddy. How are you ?" Bob asked. "Hey Bob." Keith said. "Sirs Mr. Hamrick is expecting you. Go right in." Pamela instructed. "Oh we are expecting one more in about thirty minutes." Keith said. Bob looked at Keith with a puzzled look. Once in Chris' office and settled the men began to discuss what they had secretly discussed among each other for the past couple of days. They were there to discuss Kyle and how they could help. "You know guys this meeting may cause a divorce before I ever get him to say I do." Chris said. "I know that Lee is very careful about everything he does but we need to do something instead of waiting on dreams to guide us." Bob said. "Well I have seen a lot being a cop and I saw a man that was on the edge. Yes he is strong and holding on but how long could anyone hang on. I don't want to wait until he falls off the edge and then try to pick up the pieces." Keith said. "Who was it you were talking about that would be here soon ?" Bob asked. "Ronnie." Keith said. "Oh shit." Chris said. "Hear me out. I have gotten to know Ronnie fairly well. If we want to know how to help we have to find out what his deal is in all this." Keith said. "You have a point." Bob said. "Bob, Do you handle gay divorces before the ceremony. My ass is toast." Chris said.

Pamela brought Ronnie into the office when he arrived. The men said all their hellos. "Whats up guys ?" Ronnie asked with concern. "Well we have a doctor, a lawyer, an architect and a cop in here now. Maybe we can get to the bottom of this." Keith said. "Bottom of what ?" Ronnie asked. Chris began to explain the situation at the house the other night when Ronnie had arrived. He had not mentioned Kyle's name nor any part of his story. "I felt a tension that night but I was hoping it wasn't because I came by." Ronnie said. "Well it was but it wasn't you or anything you did. At least we don't think." Bob said. "Why would this guy freak that I showed up ?" Ronnie asked. Chris pulled out his phone and began to scan through some pictures he had. There was a picture of Kyle with the rest of the men in the living room. "Look at this and tell me if you recognize anyone special. " Chris said as he handed the phone to Ronnie. Ronnie looked at the picture and suddenly. "OH SHIT...Thats Kyle. FUCK where is he ?" Ronnie said. "Slow down a second. We have to know how you know him. " Bob said. Ronnie pulled out his phone. "Shit I need to call James." Ronnie said. Keith reached over and took the phone from Ronnie's hand. "Not yet Doc. You explain and we tell you who you can call." Keith said.

Ronnie began to explain how he had met Kyle. He told the men that he was the one that had given Kyle permission to sit with James. The partner showed no interest in his recovery and not knowing if James was able to know what was going on around him he felt that Kyle was the best bet to try to bring James back. He told the men that he envied the love and the care that Kyle showed towards James. He also admitted that he was the one that allowed James to be taken home but with the firm understanding that Kyle would be the one to take care of him. James' partner agreed so he was realeased. Ronnie also admitted that on his home visits to check on James that it was always Kyle there and never the partner. " I wanted to hire him at the hospital. He kept the nursing staff on their toes and working like a well oiled machine when it came to James." Ronnie said. "Where is he ? Is he alright ? James has been searching for him for over a year." Ronnie said. "Slow down. He is as fine as he will allow us to keep him at this point." Chris said. "I need to know why James was looking for him." Chris said. "He needs to find him." Ronnie said. "Not good enough." Keith said. "Before we tell you anything or even allow you to tell James we need to know what James' plans are if he found Kyle." Bob said. "I don't really know but he gave me his number last week and asked me to help find him." Ronnie said. "Well Kyle has been through enough due to James so until I know more I am sorry. I can't give you that information." Chris said. "James needs to know and let them work things out." Ronnie said. Ronnie reached back towards Keith to get his phone. "Not yet." Keith said.

"Did you know that Kyle lost everything that he had and spent every penny to his name just to keep James going ?" Keith asked. The other men looked at him as if he was not suppose to tell Kyle's story. "Look if we are going to move forward in any way we can't wait for Kyle to be strong enough to tell Ronnie himself. " Keith said. "Agreed." Bob said. "Well Bob start getting those papers ready.I am going to need them." Chris said. Since Chris heard the complete story first hand he began to explain beginning with Lee's connection with his grandmother and his dreams. He explained about the night that they found Kyle and the tense moments it took to even get Kyle to speak to them. He went on to tell Kyle's story of selling everything that he owned and draining his accounts just to pay James' bills. He even added that the partner brought some of his and his new lover's bills for Kyle to pay. Ronnie sat there in shock. He knew that things had not gone well between Kyle and James' partner but he had no clue how bad it was. Chris continued his story and admitted to Ronnie that Kyle had been living on the streets of Atlanta and until they found him it was under a bridge. "But he owned his home and a business." Ronnie said. "Yes and he sold it all to pay James' bills." Keith said. "James has hired a private detective. He figued that Kyle may have even been on the west coast by now." Ronnie said. "Well you see now why we couldn't just let you call this James guy." Keith said. "Yeah if we allowed that and James found Kyle just to tell him thanks and be subjected to the partner again we would all be single tomorrow." Bob said. "I am afraid I will be anyway." Chris said. "James found out too late that his partner had not paid all those bills. When he found out what happened from other friends he kicked his partner out." Ronnie said. "Well we couldn't take that chance." Keith said. "James has called Kyle's sister twice a week for a year hoping that she may have heard from him." Ronnie said. "Well I don't feel sorry for him. Kyle admitted the he had cell phone service for either two or three weeks after the partner kicked him out and James never called." Chris said. "I didn't know that." Ronnie said.

The men sat quietly for a moment letting everything that Ronnie had just learned soak in. "Here. Now you can have your phone back." Keith said as he handed it to Ronnie. "Thanks and thank you." Ronnie said. "Why the second one ?" Bob asked. "Thank you for telling me what happened and then thank you for stopping me from making that call and making things much worse." Ronnie said. "Well when you call James I hope that you think about what you say first." Chris said. "Don't worry. James wont get a call from me until we can figure out how to handle this and not send Kyle over the edge." Ronnie said. "I am so relieved to hear you say that." Bob said. "Well without the explaination I would have royally fucked this all up. I figured he had just moved on with his life and James couldn't find him." Ronnie said. "He has moved on. Moved on to maybe two meals a week and had been living under a bridge. He even admitted that he collected enough money once to take a bus to James' neighborhood and hid behind a dumpster and watched him come and go from work one day to make sure he was fine." Chris said. Ronnie looked down at his lap and at his phone trying to fight back tears. He handed the phone back to Keith. "You hold that for another minute." Ronnie said. "Why ?" Keith asked. "Because I think that James is a super guy but after hearing this it takes all I have not to call and curse him out and hang up on him." Ronnie said. "Why would you do that ?" Bob asked. "Because he allowed his partner to do this to his life and Kyle's " Ronnie said. "Dangerous ground buddy. Lee has been dreaming about you to." Keith said. "Do what ?" Ronnie said. "KEITH." Chris said. "Hey shoot me. This man needs to see his own situation and how closely it applies. And if you say its complicated one more time I swear to God I will deck you right in the face." Keith said. Bob and Chris both looked at Keith not knowing exactly what he meant. "Well guys suck it up. We all are leaving here now and going to talk to Lee. You can write the papers up on the way giving him everything I have." Chris said. "Not sure I want to go." Bob said. "To late buddy." Keith laughed.

Lee was concerned when all the men walked in the house at the same time. "Hey guys. Can I get you all something to drink ?" Lee asked. Seeing the concern on Lee's face Chris walked over ahd hugged Lee tightly. "Forgive me baby and please remember that I love you more than life itself." Chris whispered. "Alright you are scaring me. Someone better speak and do it quick." Lee said pushing Chris away. "Its not bad buddy. At least I don't think so." Keith said. "Let me be the judge of that. Start talking guys." Lee said. The men all sat in the living room and Lee sat on the edge of the couch. Chris was concerned that he had not taken his usual spot next to him. Ronnie began by telling the story of his friend James. Chris could see Lee getting more and more tense as the story went on. Keith admitted that he was the one that had started Kyle's story and that they all felt they needed to help if they could by getting to the bottom of what caused Kyle to freak out that night. "Well I guess you have called this James and told him where Kyle is then." Lee said in a very firm tone. "No I haven't. And I wont call him until I know that we can handle this without him getting hurt." Ronnie said. "So I guess you guys don't trust me." Lee said firmly. "Yes baby we do. The thing is that you have to trust us." Chris said. "Don't blame Chris. He and Bob had no idea that Ronnie was coming to our little meeting. That was all me." Keith said. "Meeting?" Lee questioned. "Look Lee we all wanted to help Kyle. I understand that you have your own way of working but you can't do it all alone. You need to trust us that we had Kyle's best interests at heart when we did this." Bob said. "I wish you had told me that you were going to meet to discuss this." Lee said. "And what would you have said ?" Chris asked. "Careful there. You and I will discuss this after everyone leaves." Lee said. "Told you I would need those papers." Chris said as he looked down towards the floor, "Don't be mad at him. I am the one that made the calls. Had you rather I had not included Chris ?" Keith asked. Lee just looked at Keith as if he could kill him. "Sorry Lee but if I had told you about this you would have pulled that damn army or something out to stop this from happening and we would be no closer to an anwer." Keith said. "You know he is right." Bob said. "Lee I am a cop. I see things similar to this every day. I saw a man that was on the edege of falling off. If something is not done quick he may run into either Ronnie or James on the street and we wont be there to help." Keith said. "You do have a point." Lee said. "Now can we discuss a rational aproach to all of this ?" Ronnie asked.

All of the men sat quietly for a moment. "Well I need to know more. And I need a promise from each of you that you will not go all macho and think you can fix this on your own. Kyle is very fragile and if you push it we may not be able to get him back." Lee said. "Oh don't worry. Alex has tought me that lesson." Chris said. "Well i assure you that I will not say a word to James until we have all agreed that it will not harm Kyle." Ronnie said. "I can assure you of one thing. Kyle will not meet James to talk unless some of us are present. I will not allow him to be just thrown in and see what the outcome is." Lee said. "Baby please. None of us would do that." Chris said. "Just clearing this air up front." Lee said. "What is James' status right now ?" Lee asked. "He is single. He kicked the partner out. He hired a private investigator to find Kyle." Ronnie said. "Well I just have dreams. Anyone have any suggestions ?" Lee said with a sign of defeat. Chris got up and went and pulled Lee to his normal spot on couch and put his arm aournd him. Chris lightly kissed Lee on the cheek. "I love you baby. Please know that." Chris said. Lee just lightly squeezed Chris' leg and turned his attention back to the other men. Chris hoped he could take that as a sign of acceptance. "Well we are having the early Thanksgiving dinner at our house next weekend. Can we make that a controlled situation and get James to come ?" Keith asked. "I need to talk to James and find out what his intensions are for Kyle if he finds him before I will agree to that." Ronnie said. "Thank you." Lee said. "For what ?" Ronnie asked. "With everything you are going through you have the compassion to think of Kyle first." Lee said. "Going through ?" Ronnie asked. He looked at Bob and he folded his hands and lay his head on them as if to signal Ronnie that if he could remember he was told that he too was in Lee's dreams. Lee had not realized what he had said.

"Well since you are home early for the day I am going to check on Kyle. So when the boys wake up they are yours." Lee said. "And you. (Lee turned to Ronnie) If you try to follow me to find out where he is I guarantee I will know it and I gurantee you will regret it." Lee said. "Anything else I can do baby ?" Chris asked. "I will say one last thing. You guys are doing the planning here. If it back fires on you or Kyle gets hurt out of this then you will deal with me. You think my Mom is scary you fuck this up and I guaran - fuckin' - tee you that you will know what fear really is." Lee said. Lee left without a kiss which really had Chris worried. "Keith. If you fuck this up for me and Lee leaves my first phone call will be to Mrs. Ruth. The next to your boss." Chris said. "Chill Bro. Lee will be fine. " Keith said. "Do you guys know something I don't ?" Ronnie asked. "Lee doesn't make idol threats and I think you have seen enough to know that he has the ass to back his threats up." Bob said. Chris got up and walked to the window and watched as Lee backed out of the garage. Lee looked up into the window and Chris blew him a kiss. Lee blew one back but still had not smiled. Chris turned around and headed back to the living room. "Here is the deal guys. Noone does anything in Kyle's situation unless they talk to me first." Chris said. "Chris buddy. Chill out a little." Keith said. "No Keith you chill the fuck out. Brian is still speaking to you. I didn't step up into your house and fuck your life up so you owe me this. " Chris said. "For more reasons than that I agree with Chris." Bob said.

Lee had not even made it out of the driveway before he had hit the dash control on his SUV and placed a three way call to both Paul and Brian to let them know what happened. "Look guys. I don't know what they are up to but if they screw Kyle over trying to be the "he-men" and fix things then they better be ready to duck." Lee said. "We are with you on that. " Paul said. "Guys I may need to appologize. I have a feeling that this was Keith's doings." Brian said. "Why would you say that ?" Lee said. "Something just smells like this had Keith all over it." Brian said. "Well the only thing I really need you two to do at this point is to reinforce the fact that they better not screw this up and mess up Kyle's life any more than it already is." Lee said. "I will call Mr. Bob right now." Paul said. "Just wait until he gets home. I just left them all at my house discussing how they are going to get their asses out of my cross hairs." Lee said. "Where are you headed now ?" Brain asked. "I am headed to see if I can find Kyle. I just need to know he is alright." Lee said. "You need me to go with you or watch the boys ?" Brian asked. "No the boys are with Chris and I figure if I show up with a group it may freak him out. " Lee said. "Good point." Paul said. "Alright guys just promise you will help me keep this from going sideways." Lee said.

"Excuse me sir. Can you give me directions ?" Lee said through the passenger window of his SUV. "Hey Lee. What are you up to ?" Kyle said. "Hop in." Lee said. Kyle got in the passenger side and Lee pulled out and headed down the street. Lee pulled into a convenience store. "Want something to drink?" he asked. "No thanks. I am fine." Kyle said. Lee returned from the store with a bag in his hand. He pulled out a bottle of water and handed the bag to Kyle. In it was a sandwich, a bag of chips. two packs of crackers, and two bottles of juice. "Lee I told you I was fine." Kyle said. "I know buddy. I am pissed off at Chris and needed to go shopping. He will appreciate that I spent this instead of going to a mall or a furniture store. " Lee laughed. "Please don't be mad at him. I am sure he didn't mean it." Kyle said. "Oh I am not really mad at him that much. I was but he needs to sweat it a little." Lee said. "Lee games played on people is what got me where I am right now. I didn't play a game. They did but I paid the price so please be careful. I can see that you two love each other and playing games can put you in the same situation love wise that I am." Kyle said. "Don't worry buddy. I think Chris learned his lesson today. I will let him off the hook when I get back home." Lee said. "Brian wanted me to invite you to an early Thanksgiving dinner at his and Keith's house next Saturday. " Lee said. "Tell him thanks but I can't afford to bring anything." Kyle said. "Don't worry about that he wouldn't let me and Chris bring anything either." Lee said. "Are you alright ? You had a rough night the other night." Lee said. "I am fine. I am sorry I messed your night up." Kyle said. "You didn't mess up anything." Lee said. "I tell you what. Let Chris come pick you up on Saturday at five p.m. like last time and you and I can demand they let us clean up the kitchen." Lee said. "I can do that." Kyle said. Lee carried Kyle closer to the Salvation Army and let him out. "See you Saturday buddy." Lee said as he pulled away.

Bob entered the house and called out for Paul. He got no answer so he headed to the babies room. "Hey baby. How was your day ?" Bob said. "Apparently not as interesting as yours." Paul said. Still not turning to look at Bob. "Are you alright ?" Bob asked. "I don't know. Am I ?" Paul said. "You must have talked to Lee." Bob said. "Yep. Had to find out from Lee instead of the man that promised no secrets." Paul said. "Babe its not like that." Bob said. "Um was this a secret ?" Paul asked. "Well yes but..." Bob said. "Well then it is what it is then. Plain and simple. Oh by the way your plate is in the oven. I am not hungry." Paul said as he walked past Bob and headed to the master bedroom. "Baby all we were trying to do was help." Bob said. "Were you in the conversation the other night when we said we would all help Kyle together and we would talk things out. ?" Paul asked. "You know I was." Bob said. "Apparently not." Paul said "Baby please tell me you aren't mad." Bob said. "I am not mad. I am disapointed. I will tell you this. If this back fires and Kyle gets hurt any worse then we will have a different conversation." Paul said. " I promise it wont. " Chris said.

Keith eneterd the house and could not find Brian. Looking out the kitchen window he saw Brian setting in one of the lounge chairs. "Hey baby how was your day ?" Keith said as he headed out to where Brian was. Brian just looked at Keith and then looked back to his coffee cup. "No welcome home kiss for your super cop." Keith said. "Set down Keith . We need to talk." Brian said. "Whats wrong baby ?" Keith asked. "What did you do today ? And think very carefully before you answer." Brian said. "Shit. Lee called." Keith said. "Why ? Should Lee not call me ?" Brian said. "Well we told him that nothing would happen to Kyle." Keith said. "You still didn't answer my question " Brain said. "What do you mean baby. " Keith said. "You really don't know. Lee should not have had to call me. You should have told me what you were doing." Brian said. "But baby I just wanted to help." Keith said. "And you couldn't include me in your plan." Brian said. "You would have tried to stop me." Keith said. "Maybe. Maybe not. Its all according to what your plan was." Brian said. "Baby I saw a man on the edge and I had to do something." Keith said. "Did you think of what could happen if things had gone different ?" Brian asked. "But they didn't." Keith said. "I realize that. But did you know that going into this ?" Brian asked. "Baby it will be fine." Keith said. "And you know this for a fact ?" Brian said. "Well we will make sure." Keith said. "We ?" Brian asked. "Yes baby. We are a team." Keith said. "You don't get it do you ? A team is a joint effort. Not one going out to save the world single handed." Keith said. "Please listen to me. You see the world in black and white. Right and wrong. There are a lot of grey areas in peoples lives. Take Lee for example. I could not imagine having to try to even keep up with all the grey areas in his life. Kyle is the same. His world is in no way close to being in black and white." Brian said. "Lee's is different. His involves lots of money and crap." Keith said. "Grey is greay baby. Yes Lee's life involves money and power. Kyle's life involves living day to day on the street. Did you not hear his story ? Did you not see how broken he was but still holding it together ?" Brian asked. "Yes but when he finds out what I did today then he will be alright." Keith said. "You don't know that baby. Neither of us know if we were told the complete story by either side. There may be even more there that was even more painful. Did you stop to think of that ? " Brian asked. "No I didn't." Keith said. "Baby just do me a favor and remember that everyone you deal with is not a suspect and there is only black and white." Brian said. "I see your point. I am sorry." Keith said. "Just don't shut me out again." Brian said. "Are we alright ? " Keith said with a tear in his eye. "We are fine. I still love you. I just lost a little trust today. Thats all." Brain said. "Baby please. I will fix that too." Keith said. "Well I am sure you have a couple of guys that aren't too happy with you right now. I bet Chris and Bob aren't enjoying the cold shoulder at home." Brian laughed.

When Lee returned home he went in to check on the boys. "Hey baby. Did you find Kyle ?" Chris asked. "Yes." Lee said. "Baby please don't be mad at me." Chris said. "I'm not mad. I just thought you trusted me is all." Lee said. "I do baby. I do." Chris said. "A secret meeting and a secret plan shows that you don't trust me. I knew mentioning those dreams would screw things up." Lee said and picked up Cody. "Come on stink pot. You need a dry hinnie." Lee said and headed upstairs. The evening went smooth but quiet. Later in bed Chris had spooned up to Lee's back. "Do you forgive me baby. This is killing me." Chris said. "There is really nothing to fogive. I told you that there were some very dark things in my latest dreams. I wanted to try to know more so that noone got hurt. I guess thats out now." Lee said. "Baby we just wanted to help. This whole thing has been your burden and we thought we could help." Chris said. " I can understand why you did. It just hurt that you didn't trust me at least to tell me." Lee said. "I promise no more secrets. I told Bob three or four times that he needed to write out the divorce papers I would need and I would sign them before I ever got to sign the marriage license." Chris said. " Baby please tell me we are alright. " Chris said. "We are fine. I just hope that you learn one day to trust me." Lee said. Chris knew he couldn't argue so he just pulled Lee tight and held him close until he felt his lover fall asleep.

 

[xander-n-ky]

Thank You for this amazing story. With every line I read I can feel all of the love and emotions between the characters. Hits really close to home with me as my best friend is in the same situation as Kyle.

 

[FastOne]

I am still loving this story - actually checking for updates several times a week! And now, maybe more than ever, I am dying to know what happens next.

Amazing!

 

[Kyanimal]

"Lake", Buddy!

As the above posts prove, I'm not alone in Loving your work!

Please, PLEASE, keep this going!

THANK YOU!, and, yes, MORE, Sir!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks Xander. There are a lot of things in my story that relate to me also. I hate that your friend is going through
something like Kyle but I also hope that my writing remains realistic.

Thanks fastone. I am glad that you are enjoying .

Thank you tooo KY. I know the numbers were going up slowly but it seemed that you were the only one enjoying. THX


Here's the next chapter guys. I hope you enjoy.



"Make mine to go "
Chapter 53

By mid week the men had come off probation for the most part. I think it took Bob a little longer to get out of the dog house than the rest. Both Bob and Chris had talked to Keith and told him that he better not do anything else without the approval of everyone because they were not willing to pay the consequences. Lee finally had to set Chris down and tell him that everything was fine and he had no need to keep trying to make it up. It was getting out of hand. All of the men had decided to meet on Thursday evening. They needed to plan the meal and how things would work plus they needed to discuss Kyle.

All of the men met at Keith and Brian's house so they could help move any furniture if needed. Ronnie was invited to this meeting so that there would be no surprises. "Well guys I think this has been a stressful week." Lee said. "You aren't kidding." Bob said. "I am sorry that I may have caused any stress among you guys this week." Ronnie said. "It wasn't you Doc. It was all me." Keith said. "Well if the truth be told it was really no one's fault. This had to happen eventually but it just all started the wrong way." Chris said. "Thats true. I am not upset with anyone. Everyone here by now knows that I have dreams. The reason I was so upset was that my dreams about Kyle have turned real dark. When I say dark I don't mean that I can barely see him but it means that something bad is in the future. I just don't know what." Lee said. "Well Chris and I have talked about that and we are prepared to step up and do anything possible in the event it does." Paul said. "We are too. Plus Keith and I have discussed moving Kyle into our house if the need arises. We don't have kids so it would be easier on us." Brian said. "Well not yet." Keith said. "Down big boy." Brian said. This got a good laugh out of all the men. Lee was relieved that finally everyone was able to laugh again. "My first question is to Ronnie. How do you think we should handle this Saturday ? You know James and we don't." Lee asked.

"My first concern will be Kyle." Ronnie said. "Thank you." Chris commented. "I have talked to James and he was reluctant but he has agreed to come with me. I told him that you were a great group of guys and that I felt like he would enjoy your company and would fit in quite nicely." Ronnie said. "Have you mentioned Kyle at all to him ?" Lee asked. "I met him for coffee today. I told him that I was trying to help find Kyle. I then asked him what he would do when he found him. He assured me that he would spend his life trying to make it up to him. He said that he knew that he was in love with Kyle and that Kyle loved him but he never realized just how much until Kyle was gone. " Ronnie said. "Is he a pushy type guy ?" Brian asked. "Not at all. I get the feeling that if he finds Kyle and has a chance to speak to him that he will take the time needed to win back Kyle's trust." Ronnie said. "Well lets hope he remembers this when they meet again." Paul said. "I am not going to try to run different scenarios of what may happen. All I ask is that everyone be prepared for what may happen. We have a babysitter because I can't take a chance on Alex seeing Kyle upset." Lee said. "Both sets of granparents are coming to spend the night to watch the twins." Paul said. "Yeah means I wont get any Saturday night." Bob laughed. " I would like to find Kyle tomorrow and make sure that he knows his invitation came from me personally." Brian said. "I think that would be great and I am glad you mentioned that. When I invited Kyle he said that he appreciated it but he couldn't afford to bring anything. I told him that Brian was not allowing any of us to bring anything. So I don't want to hear any comments to me or Paul about anything that we may have brought. As far as Kyle is concerned Keith and Brian are furnishing everything. I hated telling a fib but he is a very proud man. I told him that he and I would clean the kitchen and we wouldn't take no for an answer." Lee said. "We want him to just be a guest." Keith said. "Black and White baby. remember ?" Brian said. "Yeah I guess so." Keith said. "You guess ? Do we need to call this whole thing off ?" Bob said. "Don't worry Bob I learned my lesson." Keith said. "Just checking ." Chirs laughed. "Well if you don't argue just a little about it he will know something is up. But don't push it too much." Lee said.

The next morning Brian set out ot find Kyle. It took about an hour but he found Kyle setting on a bench near one of the parks. "Hey buddy. Care for lunch ?" Brian asked. "I am fine thanks but I will set with you while you eat." Kyle said. "I'm not really hungry. I just wanted to spend some time with you and make sure that you were still coming on Saturday." Brian said. "Are you sure ? I told Lee that I couldn't afford to bring anything." Kyle said. "Nobody is bringing anything but themselves. I know the last one didn't go so well." Brian said. "I am sorry for that. I need to thank Keith for caring enough to try to help." Kyle said. "He knows that." Brian said. "I need to tell him myself. Not too many men would get in a shower naked to help someone he just met. I need to appologize to you too for that." Kyle said. "For what ?" Brian asked. "Well not too many men would appreciate their boyfriend getting naked with another man." Kyle said. Brian just laughed. "Keith is a true exhibitioist. It didn't bother me a bit." Brian said. "Still I need to appologize." Kyle said. "No need in it. Plus if you noticed he has nothing to be ashamed of. Nothing at all." Brian said. "Honestly I didn't notice. I was so freak out all I could feel was human arms around me and it was calming me down. Its been a long time since anyone just held me. I didn't realize until that night just how calming it can be." Kyle said. "I did realize that he had a fucking baseball bat for a dick but I am not about to admit that to Brian. If Brian is a bottom my heart goes out to him." Kyle thought. After about two hours of just chatting Brian told Kyle that he had to go home and start cooking. He offered to take Kyle home with him and he could spend the night. "You can keep Keith company while I cook. That way I know it will be ready on time." Brian laughed. "I couldn't do that. You need all the peace you can get before tomorrow evening." Kyle said. "Is he that sincere or that proud ? I guess both." Brian thought.

Alex came running in the living room. "Do me and Cody get to spend the night with Mrs. Pamela tomorrow night ?" he asked. As Chris picked him up and placed him in his lap Alex never lost eye contact. "Do you really want to buddy ?" Chris asked. "Peeeezzz Papa she has pacorn and she plays with me and Cody. We can play anything we want to." Alex said. "We have popcorn here." Lee said. "I know Pop but hers is better." Alex said. "Find out what type she buys." Chris laughed. "We send some in the diaper bag." Lee whispered. "Well buddy Mrs. Pamela wanted you and Cody to spend the night but you have to make sure you pick up all your toys here before we go over there tomorrow." Chris said. "O.k. Papa. I will and I will pick up Cody's too." Alex said. "Suck up." Chris whipsered and laughed. Cody was walking better and needed a constant companion to keep him out of things. Cody came up and looked at Lee. "Dink." he said. "What was that ?" Chris asked. "He wants his sippie cup. He wants a drink." Lee laughed. Alex never stopped talking while in the bath about how much he wanted to stay at Mrs. Pamela's and what all games they played. " Sounds like we are all in for an exciting evening tomorrow including the boys." Lee said. It took a little longer for Alex to go to sleep because of the excitement of tomorrow.

While Chris read bedtime stories Lee excused himself to the master bathroom to prepare for what he hoped would be an exciting night for both him and Chris. Lee was pulling back the covers when Chris came into the room. Chris walked up behind Lee and began to run his hands along the hair on Lee's back. "Baby you have no clue how much all this hair turns me on." Chris whipsered. Lee reached back and cupped Chris' hard on through his shorts. "I think this may be a clue." Lee laughed. Lee turned to face Chris He wrapped his arms around Chris and slipped his hands through the waste band of Chris' shorts and cupped an ass cheek in each hand. Chris leaned over and lightly kissed Lee on the lips. As their breath met their mouths opened and the tongue fight for best exploring rights began. Lee began to slide Chris' short down and had to bring one hand around to help Chris' hard cock get past the elastic. Holding an ass cheek in one hand and Chirs' throbbing cock in the other. The two men were almost in a slow dance as if it were perfectly choreographed. "God baby you make me so horny it hurts." Chris whispered. "Just doing my job then baby." Lee whispered. Chris turned Lee around and took one hand and lifted one of Lee's legs and placed it on the arm of the recliner. He leaned Lee over so that he was resting his hands on the back of the chair. He ran his hands over the hair on Lee's back as he worked his way down Lee's body. As he got down on one knee he parted Lee's ass cheeks. Chris blew puffs of warm air on Lee's rosebud to cause it to twitch. "Come to Papa." Chris whispered.

Chris began by reaching under Lee's legs and pulled his cock backwards and began to lick from the tip of Lee's cock back up to Lee's ass ring. "OH baby. I need you inside me." Lee whispered. "MMmmm... apparently I am doing my job. There's lots of honey oozing from my honey." Chris whispered. Chris collected precum on his tongue and licked around Lee's low hanging balls and up to his rosebud a couple of times before darting his tongue inside Lee. The electricity running through Lee's body caused him to move forward. Chris took his hands and pulled Lee back onto his tongue by his hips. Chris went to work on Lee's ass. Licking, sucking and the slurping. The noise itself was drivng Lee crazy. Once Chris felt that he had Lee relaxed and loosened enough he took one hand and began collecting more precum. He spread some on Lee's ass and then took a couple of palm fulls and applied it to his cock. Chris kissed his way up Lee's back and when he reached his neck he moved his raign cock into place. "Ready baby ?" Chris asked as the tip of his cock slipped into Lee's ass. Lee arched his head backwards so that his head was on Chris' shoulder. "Oh fuck baby. I needed this really bad." Lee whispered. Chris pulled Lee's body tight to his which caused his cock to slide in balls deep. The deep moan coming from deep inside Lee's body let Chris know that Lee was content. "Just doing my job too baby." Chris whispered. The men stood motionless for a couple of minutes with Lee's head sideways in a pationate kiss with Chris. Chris turned Lee around and walked him fully impaled towards the bed. Lee lay forward on the bed then Chris pulled Lee's body further on the bed without removing his cock.

Chris began to slowly move in and out of Lee's ass. Sometimes removing his cock completely and then re entering in a single stroke with no resistance. Chris had his hand under one side of Lee's face pulling it up so he could kiss him as deeply as possible from that position. "Oh baby. I can feel every vein in your cock. Sometimes I can feel your heart beat through it." Lee whispered. Chris moved slightly so that his hips and legs were more to the side. This direction placed even more pressure on Lee's prostrate. Lee felt as though his heart skipped a beat with every thrust. Chris pulled his cock out and turned Lee quickly onto his back. He lifted Lee's legs and placed them on his sholder as he slid his cock back inside Lee . Chris leaned over and stared into Lee's eyes. "Hello sexy." Lee whispered. "I wanted to look into my babies eyes when I dumped my load deep inside his ass. " Chris whispered. Lee began to wiggle more which indicated to Chris that Lee was getting close. The thought excited Chris so much that he could not hold out. One last deep thrust and his body began to shake. Chris stared into his lovers eyes as his cock flexed and began to shoot ropes of hot cum deep inside. The feeling of Chris' cock flexing inside him and the warmth of the cum being unloaded sent Lee over the edge. Lee's cock began to shoot ropes of cum all over his chest while still looking deep into Chris' eyes. "Oh fuck baby. It still amazes me that just me fucking you can make you cum without even touching yourself. " Chris said as he tried to catch his breath. "Only when its right and with the right man." Lee whispered.

The two lovers spooned in bed drifting off to sleep. Both were exhausted from the day and from their love making. Chris almost woke Lee a couple of times because Lee was restless and sometimes his body would shake. Chris knew that the only thing he could do was lay still and hold his lover tight. He didn't dare wake him. Sometime during the middle of the night Chris heard Lee lightly sobbing. "What is it baby ?" Chris asked. "Its nothing sweetie. Go back to sleep." Lee whispered. "I haven't been asleep. You have been having bad dreams. Remember we are a team. Tell me whats wrong. " Chirs insisted. "Thats just it. I don't really know. It was lots of pain and some very dark stuff. I am not even sure who it was." Lee said. Chris just pulled him closer hoping that his body pressed to Lee's would calm him so that he could sleep.

The next morning was busy in every household. All the men were preparing the dishes that they were carrying to Brian and Keith's. There was a non spoken tension in everyones mind about what may happen with Kyle. Each man in his own way had to prepare himself for what he may see or what he may have to be prepared to do. Lee had even put an extra set of his clothes out to take in case they were needed. Brian was in the kitchen preparing some food as he turned to see Keith in the dining room. Keith had decided to clean the light fixture above the table. Keith was still naked and the motion of wiping the fixture and his arms above his head caused his falccid cock to sway back and forth. Brian quietly moved into the dining room and leaned over and trapped the head of Keith's cock in his lips. "Easy there now. My fufure husband is in the kitchen. I don't want him to catch us." Keith said continuing his work. "Well if you don't shower and get dressed we will have to call this of until another day. This is not going to be a pool party Thanksgiving." Brian laughed as he released his lip grip on Keith's cock. "Ah man. That was just getting good." Keith laughed. "We'll save that for later tonight. I will make up for the time loss stud." Brian said. "Woo Hoo my baby is giving up that sweet ass tonight for me." Keith grinned.

The guests began to arrive. There were smiles and greetings but also tension in the air not knowing what would happen. Chris had taken the boys to Pamela's and headed to pick up Kyle. Not seeing Kyle in the doorway Chris parked and went into the lobby. " I was suppose to meet Kyle here at five." he told the young man. "Yeah Kyle has been looking forward to this all day. But he hasn't come back in. I figured he would have been back a couple of hours ago. " the guy said. "Any idea where I might find him ?" Chris asked. "No idea dude. You are welcomed to wait for a while if you like." the guy said. Chris waited until six before giving the young man his cell phone number and telling him to call him as soon as Kyle came in.

At the house all the guets had arrived. Ronnie and James were scheduled to arrive last giving them time to get Kyle inside and settled. The other men were on edge when Chris drove up because he was late. When he entered the door he was alone. Lee and Bob looked at him and he just shruggeed his shoulders. "Where is Kyle ?" Keith whispered. "Don't know. He never showed up and the guy at reception had not seen him. " Chris said. Lee over heard the conversation and pulled most of the men into the kitchen. "This may be good guys. This will give us a chance to find out a little about James before we decide if we want to do this again." Lee said. Paul went back into the living room to tell the remaining men that dinner would be ready in five minutes. He stopped and whispered to Ronnie what they had discussed. The tension was finally dropped as every man took their place at the table. Lee was sad to see the empty spot that Kyle was suppose to take. The dinner went smoothly and the men got to know James better. They didn't grill him with questions but involved him in theirs.

Dinner was a complete success and the men sat at the table to full to move. "I want to thank you for inviting me tonight. Its been a rough year at my house and I needed this." James said. "A rough year ? How so ?" Bob asked. "Well its a long story and I don't want to drag the party down." James said. "You are among friends buddy and sometimes it helps to talk about it and not try to hold it all in." Keith said. "You all seem to be happy couples so I don't want to put a damper on anything." James said. Chris started out by telling his and Lee's story. It was an abbreviated version but it started with their first meeting up to the point of the night Keith was injured. All of the men had heard or experienced the story but non said anything. I think they all realized that this was Chris' way of getting James to open up. Next Keith stepped in and told of how he met Brian that first night when he was assigned to guard Lee's house.

James leaned back in his chair and began to tell his story. First he told of how he met Ronnie. His first memory of the Emergency Room was Ronnie leaning over him telling him that he was in the hospital and that everything would be alright. He then told portions of his recovery. He felt sad that he could not remember most of it. He had to rely on what friends had told him. He told the men about his partner at the time and how he reacted. He also touched on a man that helped him more than anyone. "Tell us about the man that helped." Brian said. "It hurts too bad." James said. "We are all friends here James." Ronnie said. James continued his story of how he met a man named Kyle that he had fallen in love with. He had a partner at the time so he never acted on it but that Kyle had stood by his side as much as possible even before he got sick. He knew that Kyle was in love with him too but the circumstances just were not right for them to be together. When he got sick he found out from friends later that his partner never went to the hospital. He also found out that once he was allowed to go home that Kyle is the one that stayed with him. His partner had been having an affair that he was unaware of and had left him there to move in with his lover. He said that his partner had even told Kyle that he didn't sign up for this and left. It took many months for him to recover and he was unaware of what was going on around him. They say that I knew what was going on that day but then the next it was all a blank again. He continued his story until the point that his partner returned and kicked Kyle out of the house.

The table was quiet for a moment. "How have you dealt with your partner after finding out what he did ?" Paul asked. James continued his story by telling everyone that for the first couple of weeks he thought things were the same. A few friends had come by and seemed surprised to see his partner there. He had not thought much about it since noone really liked him anyway. He sat down at the computer to check his accounts and find out how far behind he was on his bills when he discovered that all of his money was still there but his bills were paid. There were a couple that were missed but they were not major. He told the men that he had asked his partner if he paid them and was told that he did. James went on to tell them that it took him two days to figure out just how much he owed his partner and finally wrote him a check. "I should have known he didn't have the money and would not have paid my bills." James said. "Why would you say that ?" Lee asked. James described his partner to the men. He told about the greed and how his partner felt that he was intitled. "How much did you pay him if you don't mind me asking ?" Brian said. "It was almost $300 thousand dollars." James said. "Damn." Chris said. "Who paid your bills if he didn't ?" Bob asked. "It was Kyle. He had paid all my bills and I didn't know it. Instead of checking into it I just took my partners word for it and paid him the money." James said. "Did you ever try to pay Kyle back ?" Lee asked. "If only I could." James said. "Well I am sure a little at a time would help." Keith said. James leaned forward and put his face in his hands. "I have the money in an account to give him now. I can't find him." James said. James told the men that friends have come to visit and told him that Kyle was the one that had taken care of him. He told them that Ronnie was the one that allowed Kyle to stay with him in the hospital or he would have been alone. "I have totally fucked up my life with the man that I love and really loved me and I can't find him to make things right." James said with a tear in his eye.

All the men sat quietly for a moment. "Have you tried to call him ?" Chris asked. "When I knew what was going on I thought that since I didn't get an answer from him on emails that he had moved on with his life. It was a month before I found out what really happened and when I tried to call his cell phone it had been disconnected. I guess he changed his number." James said. Bob's cell phone rang and he did not recognize the number. "Excuse me for a minute." Bob said and politly got up from the table. "Hello." Bob said. "Is the Attorney Bob Lasko ?" the voice said. "Speaking. How may I help you ?" Bob said. "Sir this is officer White with the Atlanta Police Department. I found your card in a man's pocket." the officer said. "I practice corporate law." Bob said. "Well I am sorry to disturb you. The man only had two cards on him. One was for an attorney and the other for an Architect. I don't see how he would need any of them though. So sorry to disturb you." officer White said. "Wait. You said an Architect ?" Bob asked. "Yes sir a Chris Hamrick. I may try him next." the officer said. "Wait. he is here too. What happened ?" Bob asked. "We were called out to investigate a homeless man." the officer said. "Oh fuck.. Kyle.. What happened ? Is he alright ? " Bob asked frantically. "Sir he was beaten and stabbed repeatedly. I have been given the task to try to find his next of kin." the officer said. "Oh NO... He's dead." Bob exclaimed. "Not yet sir but the ER doctor at Atlanta Medical Center asked me to find his next of kin if possible and ask them to come because he may not last long." the officer said. "I am on my way. You said AMC right ?" Bob said. "Yes sir. I will be here for another hour or so." the officer said. When Bob returned to the table he was as white as a sheet. Chris stood quickly and went to Bob. "What wrong ?" Chris asked. "Its Kyle. That was the police. he is dying. He was beaten and stabbed." Bob whispered in Chris' ear. "HOLY FUCK." Chris shouted which startled all the men. "Whats wrong ? Whats going on ?" Lee said. "Ronnie, James. You need to come with Bob and I immediatly." Chris said. "Baby whats wrong. You are scaring me." Lee said. "Its Kyle. Someone tried to kill him." Bob said. The table shook from the shock all the men experienced. "KYLE?? where ?" James jumped up moving the table as he did. "Come with us. We will explain on the way. You too Ronnie. We may need you." Chris said as he grabbed his keys. "Car seats baby." Lee shouted. Keith tossed his truck keys to Chirs. "We will be right behind you." Keith said. "Come on guys. Lets clean this up real quick and get going. " Paul said. "Fuck this it can wait." Keith said. "It wont take ten minutes. By the time we get there the others will be able to get information." Paul said. The men made quick work of the leftover food and dishes and headed to the hospital.

"Officer White I am Bob Lasko and this is Chris Hamrick." Bob said. "We need someone to identify him to make sure you have the right person." officer White said. "Let me." James stepped up. "Let me do it James. I don't know what I will find. Let me make sure its Kyle." Chris said. The nurse carried Chris across the hall and behind a curtain. The nurses and doctors were still working on him. Chris moved around towards the head of the bed and saw the face of the loving man that he had come to know as a friend. "You can speak to him but make it quick." a nurse said. Chris took Kyle's hand and leaned over. "Hang in there buddy. This is Chris and I got your back. I have a surprise for you too so you can't leave me." Chris whispered and then leaned over and kissed Kyle on the forehead. It took all the strength that Chris had to walk back to the other side of the curtan. "I will be out shortly to update you." a young doctor said. The men could tell from Chris' expression that it was Kyle. James' knees went weak and Bob and Ronnie caught him and helped him set down. The rest of the men arrived and waited patiently for the doctor. One of the doctors emerged from behind the curtain. "Are you all together ? Oh hey Ronnie." the doctor said. "Kyle is stable for the moment. We are waiting for an operating room to be preapred. The prognosis is not to good at the moment but we will do everything we can. I can allow one of you to visit him until the operating room is ready. That should be maybe five minutes." the doctor said. Everyone turned to look at Lee. He shook his head no and put his hand on James. "You go." Lee said.

James pulled the curtain back slightly and saw a battered man laying on the bed with tubes and bloody bandages all around. The nurse took his arm and guided him to the side of the bed and slid a stool up for him to set on. James took Kyle's hand. "Baby its me James. I am here now. I found you. Baby please don't leave me." James whispered. "I have looked for you for a year. Please don't leave me. I love you so much." James whispered. James felt Kyle lightly squeeze his hand but it was only for a few seconds. "Baby I love you so much. Please don't leave me here alone." James said. Kyle's hand released its grip and the movement intensed in the room. A loud beep rang through James' ears. The nurse grabbed James and pulled him from the stool. "You need to leave. Let us do our work." she said as she pushed James towards the curtain.
"CODE BLUE ER.... CODE BLUE ER." rang out over the intercom. The other men watched as James stepped out of the curtain and sank to his knees. People were rushing in and out of the curtain and Bob and Ronnie ran to get James. "I found him Ronnie. I found him and he is gone." James said. All the men stood speechless watching as people hurried in and out of the curtain.

 

[Kyanimal]

Oh!, Crap! What I really mean is, "Oh!, SHIT, and DAMN!!

May not the Worst happen Now!

However, as Characters, and Stories, might take their own Paths ...

MORE, Please!

And, Yeah! ... ALL the more Reasons to ... No Matter What ... Sincerely ...

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[FastOne]

!!!

I'm in tears here waiting for the next installment... and hoping things take a turn for the better.

James seems like a quality guy; I don't think he could ever forgive himself for all that happened to Kyle if he doesn't make it.

I sure hope that the burst of activity and noise at the end was Kyle suddenly sensing, after already giving up all hope, that he has a tremendous amount still to live for - and his body started to come back ready to kick a**, take names and fight as hard as it takes.

I think we all know that if there's anyone in this story strong enough to survive this, it's Kyle. But he's not invincible either. Godspeed!

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks KY and fast. It has been a challenge to write a couple of these chapters but I hope that
you are enjoying them.

Here is the next installment. I hope you enjoy this one too.


"Make mine to go"
Chapter 54

Kyle saw the bright light that everyone spoke of. When the light faded some standing in front of him was his mother and father. Also there were friends that he had known and his grandparents. "I guess this means I am dead." he thought. "Not yet son. But that is up to you." a voice said. In front of him stood a lady with hair that flowed down to her feet. "What do you mean ? Thats my Mom and Dad and my grandparents. Who are you ?" Kyle thought. "I am grandma." she replied. "I never called anyone grandma." Kyle thought. "I am not your grandma son. I am Lee's grandma. I am the one that sent Lee to find you." she said. "You have a super grandson." Kyle thought. "Yes I do. I am very proud of him. I just wish that I had been granted more time with him so he would understand his dreams." she said. "But I must be dead." Kyle thought. "No son you are at a deciding point. " she said. "Allow me to take your life into my hands for a moment and come walk with me." she said. "I would like to speak to my parents." Kyle thought. "There will be time for that son. They will still be here." she said.

First she carried Kyle to the waiting room. She reached over and touched Lee and he immediatly began having stomach and chest pains. The focus left the curtain and went to Lee. "Now my son. Lee is holding you life while we talk." she said. "I can't ask him to do that." Kyle said. "My grandson is strong. Much stronger than any of you realize. He has the strength to hold all of your lives if needed." she said. Kyle knelt down in front of James. He reached out and touched James cheek. "I love you too baby and always will." Kyle said. James felt something on his cheek and reached up which if in person would have placed his hand on Kyle's. "You see son. He has a love for you that most men and women only dream of their entire lives." she said. "You see this man ?" she asked. "Yes Chris." Kyle said. "I brought him to my grandson. Lee has lived a hard life when it comes to people taking advantage of him. This man has the soul that is perfect for my grandson. " she said. "I wish I had found that soul." Kyle said. "You did. He is right there praying for you this minute." she said. "He has a life. He has someone he loves." Kyle said. "Come with me son I need to show you something else." she said.

Next Kyle found himself in James' bedroom with Kyle laying in the bed holding James. " I remember this. I tried to give him my life to keep him around." Kyle said. "I know that son. I was sent to you then. I helped hold him on the earth for you." she said. "Thank you." Kyle said. "Don't thank me. It was you that drew me. It was your doing." she said. " I can't relive this." Kyle said. "You will not have to son." she said. The next scene was Kyle walking down the drive after being kicked out. The scene changed to a big argument with James and his partner and Kyle watched as the partner moved out. "That was a year ago son. He has searched high and low for you ever since." she said. "I am so sorry for putting you through that James." Kyle whispered. "No son. He had to live that year so that he realized that it was true love and not just a feeling." she said. " I still hate that I put him through that. I never meant too." Kyle said. "Son you can't take his pain away. Everyone has to live their own. You have suffered enough of his pain to last many lifetimes." she said.

Back in the Emergency Room Ronnie had insisted that they admit Lee and check him out even though Lee preotested. Chris began to break. His nerves could not handle the thought of something happening to Lee. Lee's grandmother and Kyle stood watching events when Kyle's father appeared and whispered in Lee's grandma's ear. "I need to leave you for a moment Kyle but your father will stay with you until I return." she said. Bob and Keith were trying to steady Chris as they took Lee into an exam room. Lee's grandma walked up and put her hands on both sides of Chris' face. "My son do not worry about Lee. He is holding Kyle's life at the moment until I can return him. I am proud of you and my grandson. Now I need you to be strong for him. He can handle Kyle's life but if he feels that you are being hurt he may not be able to hold on. I need you to hold Lee's life while he holds Kyle's" she said. "I can do it." Chris whispered. "I know you can son. If not I would not have asked. Go to him. Show him your strength and let him know that you and he will be fine." she said. "I can do that." Chris whispered. Chris immediatly stopped shaking and wiped the tears from his eyes. He took a deep breath and told the other man. "He is holding Kyle's life right now. I need to help." Chris said and headed behind the curtain. "What the hell was all that ?" Paul asked. "I have a feeling that Chris just got a touch of what Lee gets." Keith said.

"Kyle your Mother and I are so proud of you." Kyle's father said. "I guess you and Mom know by now that I am gay." Kyle said. "Kyle your Mom and I knew that before you were a teenager." he said. "You knew ?" Kyle asked. "Yes we did son and we have no problem with it. God makes the decision as to who our true love is. Not us." he said. "Dad am I dead ?" Kyle asked. "No son. At the moment your friend Lee is holding onto your life. His grandmother will give you a choice in a little while but I can't help you there." he said. "A choice ?" Kyle asked. "Let her finish and then after you make your decision we still still have time to talk with your Mom. Just remember son that we are very proud of you and love you dearly." he said. Suddenly Lee's grandmother had returned. When she took Kyle's hand again he could see James kneeling beside his bed and could hear him praying to God for Kyle's safety as if God had recorded all prayers. In just a moment they were back in the waiting room They stood beside James and he knelt in a corner and prayed, "Dear Heavenly Father I will give my life and everything I won if you will bring Kyle back to me. Please take my life and spare his. He has paid a higher price for me in his life than any other person." James prayed. "Can you give him peace ?" Kyle asked. "That will be up to you son." she said. Lee's grandmother reached down and placed her hand on James' shoulder. Not a word was said but James looked towards heaven "Thank you. For some reason I know you heard my prayer." James whispered as he replicated a cross on his chest and pulled a cross out on a necklace and kissed it. "You didn't speak to him." Kyle said. "I didn't need to son. God did that." she said.

Back in the room with Lee, Ronnie and the ER doctor had ruled out a heart attack and were giving him a light sedative to see if it may have been a panic attack. The nurse arrived with the shot but Chris had taken Lee's hand and whispered in his ear. As soon as he kissed Lee lightly on the lips Lee began to calm. "I am here baby. You can do this. You hold onto Kyle and I will hold onto you." Chris said. Ronnie walked over to Chris and asked if they could give him the shot. "No Ronnie. He has to live through this. I have to live through this." Chris said. Ronnie convinced the ER doctor that they needed to wait. If it flairs back up then they would give him the sedative
Ronnie returned to the waiting room to let the men know that Lee was calm now. "I don't understand it but the minute Chris took his hand and whispered in his ear Lee calmed down. He said something about Lee holding Kyle's life and Him holding Lee's." Ronnie said. "Makes sense now." Keith said. "Why do you say that ?" Paul asked. "Well if Wayne were here he would tell you too. When Chris calmed all of a sudden as if nothing was going on I will bet you that Lee's grandmother was giving him instructions. It also makes sense that the way Lee acted and the pain he was in was that she had handed Lee Kyle's life." Keith said. "I guess when you look at all the aspects it does make sense." Paul said. "Its crazy but makes perfect sense." Brian said.
"Speaking of Wayne. Where was he tonight ?" Ronnie asked. "Lee carried him to the airport yesterday. He is in Seattle." Paul said. "PAUL." Keith said. "Hey I am a new parent that runs on four hours of sleep a day. Forgive me if I am tired and can't do this cloak and dagger shit tonight." Paul said. "Its alright baby. Its really no secret." Bob said. "Wayne went to Seattle for a job interview. He will be back next Friday or Saturday." Brian said. "An interview ?" Ronnie asked. "Yeah dick head. It hurts to bad to stay around here." Keith said. The men just looked around. "What no. KEITH ?" Keith asked. "No baby I couldn't have said it better myself." Brian said and kissed Keith lightly on the lips. "I will say it again if it gets me another kiss." Keith laughed. "Oh one more thing Bro. The first chance you get to set down with Lee you better listen." Keith told Ronnie

"Now Son you have a decision to make. I am breaking the rules for a moment and letting you chat with your family before you make the decision. But I am known for breaking the rules." she said. While Kyle talked to his parents his mortal body was being taken from the emergency room up to a waiting operating room. James was allowed to walk holding Kyle's hand until they reached the elevator. James leaned over as the elevator opened and kissed Kyle on the head. "Come back to me baby. I need you and I love you." he whispered. Though James whispered it rang out like a loud speaker being broadcast through heaven. "Was that James ?" Kyle asked. "Yes son that was him. Now you have to decide. Do you go back and live and full happy life or do you give up and stay here now ?" Lee's grandma said. "I can't take getting hurt again." Kyle said. "My dear child. That man has no hurt left in him to inflict on you. All he has is love." she said. "Son we are proud of you and will be here waiting on you when it is truely you time to join us. Tell your sister we love her and we are proud of her too." Kyle's mother said. "I love you guys but I have to go back." Kyle said. "Is that your decision ?" she asked. "Yes it is. I want to thank you first for your grandson and for helping me to make this decision. " Kyle said. "The decision was all yours. Remember this. It will be a long painful recovery but at the end you will have a life of love that most only dream of." she said. "If I could handle the streets I can handle this." Kyle said. "I thought so." she said. Within moments Kyle could feel the pain return. He could hear the nurses talking so he knew he was back. "This hurts but I can take it." he thought.

Lee had calmed completely but was exhausted. Chris sat at the edge of the bed and watched his lover. Lee was drifting in and out of sleep. "Lee." she said. "Hey Grandma. Thank you for saving Kyle." Lee thought. "He will be fine my brave son. It is time for you to talk to the good doctor though." she said. "I will." Kyle thought. "Tonight my son. I have his grandmother with me. When you talk to him tell him that he is to listen with his heart and not his head. She says to call him "run run" and he will listen." she said. "Thank you Grandma." Lee said. "Now take your lovers hand. I have something to say to you both." she said. "You can do that ?" Lee asked. "This may be the only time Chris gets to meet me." she said. Lee took Lee's hand and whispered for him to close his eyes for a minute. Chris followed Lee's instructions. "Hello Chris. I am Ruth's mother, Lee's Grandma. I came to you earlier and asked you to hold on to Lee's life while he held on to Kyle's. I see the love that you have for each other from inside. It is a rare gift from God so you both need to cherish it. I have been granted the authority to do one other thing. Until it is time for you two to join us in heaven you each have the power to hold each others lives if need be. Know if you feel like you are leaving this earth that your lover and soul mate stands beside you holding onto your life so that you can come back. You have a long and happy life ahead of you and Chris please be patient with Lee when I am having to do the spirits work through him. I love you both and the boys too. Alex has met me but Cody is not quite old enough yet. Soon though. They are sweet boys and will bring you years of joy." she said and as soon as her voice ended she was gone. "HOLY shit baby. Was that what i thought it was ?" Chris asked. "You met Grandma. You must be special. " Lee said. "You know I am." Chris laughed. "Boy that was some weird shit." Chris thought. It was almost as if he heard a voice say. "I heard that." "Baby thank you for saving my life." Lee said. "No baby we are each others life. Never forget that." Chris said.

Ronnie came in the room to check on Lee. Still confussed with the news that Wayne was in Seattle he was not functioning well. "How is our patient ?" Ronnie asked. "I am fine now. Thank you for getting me help." Lee said. " We didn't do anything. Somehow Chris did it." Ronnie said. "Speaking of that. We need to talk for a minute." Lee said. "I need to leave you guys alone." Chris said. "No baby. You stay. Ronnie may need to hear it from you too." Lee said. Ronnie was totally confussed by this point. Lee began to explain the fact that he has dreams. "Yeah I heard about that part." Ronnie said. Lee just looked at Chris. "Sorry babe. It was Keith." Chris said. "Well since you know I will tell you what I see. First off I am suppose to tell you this. Listen with you heart and not your head run run." Lee said. Ronnie gasp. "My Grand was the only one to call me that." Ronnie said. "I know. She said if I wanted you to listen I had to say that." Lee said. "Well you have my full attention." Ronnie said. "In my dream I see your avitar. Around you are the people in your life. Your family is there and they love you but they have their heads turned because they do not approve of someone in your life. The person that holds the spot in your love life is a very dark shadow that seems to be choking you. This person has a lover behind them that they hide from you. The gaze that you have for the person that you really love is strong but that figure is fading. " Lee said. "Fading?" Ronnie asked. "They use to be a strong figure in your life but the more I dream the more they fade. You have one last chance to go for that love or it will be lost forever." Lee said. "Are you talking about Wayne ?" Ronnie asked. "I can't answer that. I know that he loves you but the one that you hold in your heart is your secret. I do know that this person is about to be lost to you forever. I was warned that you have one last chance." Lee said. "After tonight my friend I would not second guess that." Chris said. "Where is Wayne ?" Ronnie asked. Lee stalled for a minute. "He is in Seattle. He went for a job interview. " Chris said. "I thought he loved his job." Ronnie said. "He does. He said that he could not stay around here and see your life slip away. He also said that the pain that he saw in your eyes and in your face was killing him. He had to get away so that he could have some peace in the little bit of life he had left." Chris said. "Little bit of life ?" Ronnie said. "I don't think he is sick but when you reach your fifties you have to realize you don't have as many years left as you use to." Lee said. "I don't know what to think." Ronnie said. "Run run listen with your heart and not your head. Apparently your Grand knows that you try to over rationalize everything. " Lee said. "Yep that was her you talked to alright." Ronnie said. "Well my friend I need to get up and move around. Remember it is up to you but you only have one more chance. This person whom ever it is will not be around if you decide to wait until later. They may not die but you personally will loose them forever." Lee said.

Paul stuck his head inside the curtain. "We are moving to an ICU (Intensive Care Unit) waiting room." Paul said. "I am coming with you." Lee said. "No you rest buddy. " Paul said. "I am fine. I just need this stud here to help me get up." Lee said smiling at Chris. They met the rest of the men in the hallway as they made their way to the elevators. Once in the waiting room Lee went over and sat beside James. "I am so sorry. We had to make sure that Kyle would not get hurt again before we told you that we found him." Lee said. "Its all my fault." James said. "No its not. Kyle knows now that you love him and he is fighting in there right now to stay here with you. You have to be strong for him." Lee said. "How do you know that ?" James said. "Just know that I know this and am not saying it to make you feel better. You seem to be a super guy but my concern is Kyle and I know he will be fine." Lee said. "How did you find him ? I have looked for a year." James said. "Well I had a little help fom a higher power." Lee said. "How could you. I have prayed every night that Kyle be found." James said. "Well you do realize that God does not always answer paryers the way we expect him too but he does answer them." Lee said. "I do owe you a major thanks for finding him. I just hope it was not too late." James said. "Kyle is stronger than you can ever imagine. He has survived on the streets of Atlanta for a year. Until two weeks ago he was sleeping under a bridge. So this should be a walk in the park for him." Lee said. "I put him under a bridge and digging through dumpsters for food. How can he ever forgive me ?" James began to cry. "The one thing I have learned about Kyle is that he is a strong man. He is a proud man. But he is also a man that does not hold the past against someone. " Lee said. "You got to know the true Kyle then. I just wish I had listened to my gut instead of my mind back when I had a chance." James said. Ronnie had been beside them listening. "Well buddy you listened to your heart instead of your head and now you have another chance." Lee said and looked at Ronnie. Ronnie turned his head and looked at the floor.

Bob and Paul came to the group of men. "We are going for coffee or anything else anyone wants. What can we get for everyone ?" Bob asked. "We are fine." Chris said. "Coffee for everyone then. If you need decaf speak now or suffer later." Paul said. "The doctor said this would be a while and he has only been in surgery for three hours. So you will need the coffee sooner or later." Keith said. They all agreed and Keith, Brian, Bob and Paul headed for coffee. "I need a drink." Paul said. "Why would you say that ?" Brian asked. "There has been some weird and heavy shit going on around here tonight and I am too tired to try to make sense of it all." Paul said. "I have to agree with you there but Lee says that Kyle is going to make it so I have to believe that he knows something we don't." Brian said. "Did you see that shit when Chris was about to fall apart and then the next second he was strong as a mountain ?" Bob asked. "Yes I heard him say that he had to hold onto Lee's life so Lee could hold onto Kyle's." Bob said. "I don't doubt it and if Wayne were here he would tell you the same thing." Keith said. "Why would you say that ?" Brian asked. "Wayne and I grew up with Lee. There was a lot of crazy shit that happened over the years but he was always right. We were always told it was the indian in him." Keith said. "Well I can't wait to hear this explaination." Paul said. "You may never get it. But now that you know about his dreams he may open up and tell about it." Keith said. "Why wouldn't he tell us ?" Brian asked. "Well he already feels like we think he is a freak." Bob said. "No we don't." Paul said. "Put yourself in his place. If it were you would you go around telling your friends the crazy shit you see ?" Keith asked. "I see your point." Paul said as the door opened to the elevator.

"Baby I am so confussed. But we both need a good night sleep before we talk about this. " Chris whispered. "Please don't freak out on me baby." Lee said. "Oh I am not freaking out. Quite the opposite. I think I understand it even more now. I just have some questions." Chris said. "Let me go check on Ronnie." Chris added. Walking across the waiting room Chris went to the area that Ronnie had moved to over in a dark corner. "You alright buddy ?" Chris asked as he sat next to Ronnie and patted him on the knee. "I don't know. Was Lee serious ?" Ronnie asked. "Answer this. How would he know to call you run, run ?" Chris asked. "He wouldn't." Ronnie said. "Secondly. How would he know to tell you to think with your heart and not your head ? And to tell you not to over rationalize what he said ?" Chris said. "There is only one way for him to know all that." Ronnie said. "Well I suggest you take him serious. I learned a lot tonight about Lee and his Indian ancsetors. How do you think I knew to go in and take his hand and hold him in this world ?" Chris asked. "That shit was wild. How did you know ?" Ronnie asked. "I was told by the same person that told him to speak to you. Thats how." Chris said. "A ghost told you." Ronnie asked. "I didn't see a ghost. I felt two hands on my face and a voice in my head said to go to Lee and hold his life so that he could hold Kyle's. That is what all the pain was in Lee. When his Grandmother handed him Kyle's life he felt Kyle's pain." Chris said. "What should I do then ?" Ronnie asked. "Just think with your heart and not with your mind. Over analize it and you will loose. I can just about guarantee that." Chris said. "So you think Wayne is gone ?" Ronnie asked. "I think that is up to you. If Wayne is the one that Lee was talking about then the ball is in your court. You are the only one that can decide if you are going to do the right thing or loose him forever. When Lee said this was your last chance I sincerely believe him. He never says anything that he has not been told. " Chris said. "So think buddy but don't analize. " Chris said.

The men had been in the waiting room for about five hours when the doctor came in. All the men gathered around in silence to hear what the doctor had to say. "Kyle made it through surgery. He is stable at the moment but it will be another seventy two hours before we know if he is going to pull through. He is a very strong man to have gone through what he has. He crashed (died) on us three times on the operating table but he bounced right back. I personally think he will be alright because his body was so weak and damaged its a miracle he made it through the ER. He had some broken ribs and some internal bleeding from the stab wounds. We were able to reset the ribs. One was tricky. Apparently it was broken a few weeks ago and had punctured a lung and had never been treated. Due to the lack of nutrition his organs are strained. We were able to stop all the bleeding we could find and stitch up the stab wounds. We have had to give him a lot of blood. When he got into the surgery theater we were surprised that he was still alive. He didn't have enough blood in his system to sustain his body but he wouldn't give up and that was a good sign. He is strong so he has a chance." the doctor said. "Are you moving him to ICU ?" James asked. "He will stay in recovery until the morning. We need to keep him closer to the operating room in case we missed some bleeders but he should be in ICU by breakfast. I am giving Ronnie the forms to add all names that are eligable to visit. Who is James ?" the doctor asked. "I am " James said. "He asked for you before he went under. If you are around when he comes into the ICU unit it will be good for you to talk to him if you are available. He may not be able to respond but hoepfully he will hear you." the doctor said. "I will be right here. I will be right here until he comes home." James said. "Well by that time we would have to fumigate the hospital. You are no good to him if you don't rest too." the doctor said. "I brought you the admission forms to fill out Ronnie. Drop them off at the desk in the next couple of days." the doctor said. "I will pay for it all." James said. "No need in that. Ronnie will handle it." the doctor said. "I am going back to check on him and then I will have a nurse come get you when he is in the ICU. I suggest the rest of you go home and rest. He is not going anywhere for a while." the doctor said.

The men all breathed a sigh of relief. It finally sank in that Kyle was still alive and James' knees buckled. Brain caught one arm and Paul caught the other and sat James in one of the chairs. James finally let it all out and began to cry. Lee kneeled in front of him and took his hands. "Whats wrong James ?" Lee asked. "He's alive Lee. He's still alive. I have one more chance." James cried. Lee leaned over and pulled the man into a hug and just let him cry. "Well guys there is nothing more we can do here tonight. Tomorrow will be a tough day so everyone needs to get some rest." Ronnie said. "We are not leaving James here alone." Keith said. "We are going to take turns staying here with James and Kyle." Bob said. "You guys go. I will stay until in the morning." Brian said. "I am staying with you." Keith said. "No you are not. You are going home and getting some sleep so you can drive me home tomorrow." Brian said. "Yes baby." Keith said. The other men said their goodbyes. Bob and Ronnie were bringing James' car to the hospital the next day and Keith was returning to get Brian. Lee was coming to relieve Brian and bring James something to eat. It was a long but strange night but for the moment all was well.

 

[FastOne]

Tremendous, Lake.

Thanks for keeping the story not only going, but also riveting.

 

[xander-n-ky]

Thank You for this latest chapter, it was so moving.

Lee's grandma is a matchmaker/miracle worker. I love that she reached out and shared her gift with Chris, in hopes that this will help him understand Lee's gift was a brilliant move. Glad Kyle made the decision to return and he and James can repair the wrongful past and move forward with pure joy and happiness. Seems this being given a second chance warning is something Ronnie truly needs to listen to his heart on, so that maybe he and the one he loves(Wayne) can fix all of their wrongs and get on the right track.

 

[Kyanimal]

Hey, "Lake"!

Indeed! THANK YOU! for that latest chapter!

I can certainly understand Lee wanting to keep his Spiritual Experiences, with his grandmother, under "wraps". There aren't a lot of others that would Understand, and would likely consider such things quite "out there".

I'm not one of those unbelievers because I KNOW better!

And, I've got to commend You for writing about it!

In short ... MORE, Please!

All the more reasons to ... No Matter What ...

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[lakesinclair]

Thanks guys for your comments. It makes it easier to set down and write when you
know that someone is enjoying the effort.

Here is the next chapter. I hope you enjoy.


"Make mine to go"
Chapter 55

Bob and Paul had made it home and checked on the babies. Both grandmothers were up and had informed them that both babies had just been fed and changed so they should sleep for three or four hours. The men explained what had happened and what the latest update was on their friends condition. "I am so very proud of you son. I credit a lot of that to Bob." Paul's Mom said. "Why is that ?" Bob asked. "Well until Paul met you he was mad at the world. If you were to have mentioned a homeless person to him he would have turned his nose up." she said. "MOM! " Paul said. "Well its true. If you had even seen anyone that you didn't think was your caliber you would look down your nose at them." she said. "Was I that bad ?" Paul asked. "Sad to say son you were. When Bob came into your life you seem to finally take the time to see the people around you and see their circumstances." she said. "Well I still don't think I was that bad." Paul said. "You were sweetie." Bob said. "Well I didn't mean it." Paul said. "We know that. The only reason I say that is that I want you to remember how you acted when these babies get older. The world is a lot different than when you were growing up so be protective but not overly so. I want my grand children to feel comfortable in this new world." she said. "I will Mom and now that I know it I am sure my husband will remind me if the time comes." Paul said. "Was Bob like that ?" Paul asked Bob's Mom. "Honey if I would have let him he would have brought every stray animal or person home with him. If he was late coming in from playing I would begin to worry and Dad would say "Don't worry that boy is probably keeping some hobo company". He will be here soon." she said.

The house was quiet and Bob had pulled Paul's back into his chest. Both men were tired but still trying to mentally grasp everything that had happened. "You asleep baby ?" Paul asked. "Not yet. Whats up ?" Bob said. "I am trying my best not to freak out over what happened tonight. I just can't let some things go." Paul said. "The doctor said that Kyle was strong and was holding on." Bob said. "That I believe. What gets me is all the other stuff. It was too much too fast. I just can't wrap my brain around it all." Paul said. "I know what you mean. Maybe Lee will explain when things calm down." Bob said. "Well its definatly not boring around here anymore." Paul laughed. "Yeah I thought about that earlier. We use to just have group dinners and then every body went home. Now you have to look over your shoulder to see what is going to happen." Paul laughed. "It definatly stays interesting." Bob said. "My concern thought is Chirs. How is he handling all this. You know he was always sort of low key." Paul said. "I think he will be fine. I saw a strength in him tonight that I have never seen. Not even when Lee was missing." Bob said. "Well I never thought of Chris as low key but I see what your saying now. I think those two work perfect together." Bob added. "Yeah the one that worries me is Brian." Bob said. "Why is that ?" Paul asked. "Well Brian has always been quiet and tried to hide. I just never figured he would be comfortable with someone as out going full of life as Keith." Bob said. "Yeah I love Keith to death but I would half kill you if you acted like him sometimes." Paul laughed. "Why it should be fun." Bob said. "Don't you even think about it." Paul laughed. "I did enjoy the naked cook out though." Paul added. "Well I have a feeling you will see more of those." Bob laughed. "What did you think of James ?" Paul asked. "I really liked him and I think that he was sincere." Bob said. "Yeah I think so too but only time will tell." Paul said.

"Baby you are so tense." Chris said. Chris and Lee had returned home. They took a quick shower together and were spooned in the bed. "Just waiting on the bomb to drop." Lee said. "What bomb are you talking about ?" Chris asked. "Baby you have had to absorb a lot in a short period of time tonight." Lee said. "Well if you are worried about me dropping a bomb its not going to happen. I felt more alive tonight than I ever have. When your grandma whispered to me that I had to hold your life so that you could hold Kyle's I felt alive. For the first time since we met I had the feeling that you needed me and that I could protect you." Chris said. "Babe I have always needed you. " Lee said. "Deep down I knew that but every time something happened I felt helpless. Tonight I felt like I could be the man I needed to be for you." Chris said. "Baby all I ever needed to know was that you loved me." Lee said. "There is no question about that. I am glad that I got your granma's approval." Chris said. "Oh I knew that my grandma loved you but it makes it easier for me knowing that you don't think I was insane." Lee said. "Was that her true hair. I have never seen such beautiful long hair." Chris asked. "I wasn't sure if you really saw her. But yes that was her real hair. When she let it down it always dragged the floor." Lee said. "Well I see where your Mom gets her commanding presence from." Chris said. "Neither one takes being ignored to well." Lee laughed. "Well at least now when you mention her I know what she looks like. She told me too that Alex could see her and that when Cody was older he should too. Should I be concerned ? " Chris asked. "She said she loved them and was proud of us so I feel blessed that we have someone with higher authority than us watching out for them too." Lee said."I guess you are right. I can only handle one dreamer in the family though." Bob laughed.

Brian and James sat patiently in the waiting room. "I love you baby. Call if you need me." was text that came through on Brian's phone from Keith. Brian just smiled. "You are a lucky man." James said. "I am really blessed." Brian said. "Maybe one day I will get those texts again." James said. "Again ?" Brian asked. James went deeper into his story and told Brian that Kyle use to text him almost daily and tell him that he loved him and that if he needed him to just call. He also said that he had never been a morning person until he and Kyle started emailing every day. The first thing that he thought of for a few years was as soon as he woke up he had a email waiting from Kyle. He admitted that for the last year that every morning he would say a prayer before he turned on his computer that this would be the day he would get another email. "I feel so bad that we didn't do more for Kyle before this happened." Brian said. "I am amazed that you were able to do as much for him as you did. " James said. "Why do you say that ?" Brian asked. "I don't know how long you have known Kyle but he is a very, very proud man. I tried to do things for him when everything was good and he would turn around and out do me giving back." James said. "He always told me that the things that he did for me didn't have a price tag. He did it from the heart." James said. "You now have a second chance. Most don't get that." Brian said. "I have tried to talk to Ronnie about his situation. Maybe seeing this will wake him up." James said. "Keith and I have both talked to him about it too. I hate that Kyle got hurt but maybe it will be a wake up call for him and Wayne." Brian said. "Wayne ?" James asked. "Sorry I said too much." Brian said. "No. I didn't know that you knew about Wayne or especially his name. " James said. "I didn't to begin with. Keith, Lee and Wayne grew up together. Keith and I had met Ronnie when I was injured and then he took care of Keith when he was. Wayne being a friend was here to help and that is how we found out about he and Ronnie." Brian said. "Thank you dear Lord for that." James whispered. "Why do you say that ?" Kyle asked. "If God has brought this small group together in such a strange way then I know Kyle will be alright." James said.

Keith and Ronnie arrived at the same time the next morning. "Buddy I can tell your couple of hours of sleep didn't help too much." Keith said. "Well I didn't get any sleep. I tried but I had too much going through my mind." Ronnie said. "Ah. You must have talked to Lee." Keith said. "Yeah and he told me that I had one more chance with Wayne or he would be lost forever." Ronnie said. "Well I myself would not test Lee." Keith said. "Has Wayne said anything ?" Ronnie said. "Not that I know of. If he had Lee would never tell you. Lee gets his information from a higher source." Keith said. "Yeah he told me things that only my grandmother would know." Ronnie said. "Well I would suggest that you listen then. Buddy, its up to you. If you want Wayne then listen to Lee. If you want you life to continue like it is then just wait and see if Lee is right. I will say this though. I have never known of Lee to be wrong." Keith said. "It may be too late now." Ronnie said. "Not if Lee said you had one last chance. If he had not been told that then he definatly would have have said that to you. Lee doesn't play when it comes to that stuff." Keith said.

As they entered the waiting room they saw that Brian and James were still setting in the same chairs they left them in earlier that night. A nurse entered the room just after Keith and Ronnie. "Are you James ?" she asked. "Yes." James said as he jumped to his feet. "We have moved Kyle into the ICU unit. He had a rough night but is stable for the moment. If you will follow me I will take you to him but I can only allow you to stay for about five minutes at this point." she said. "I am suppose to have authority to look at his chart." Ronnie said. "Yes sir you do. If you will follow me too you can look at his chart while James visits." she said. "What about Brian and Keith ?" James asked. "We will be fine. We will see him when he is more settled. You go. " Brian said.
As they started into the ICU unit James walked beside Ronnie. "Listen buddy. Right now Kyle needs you to be strong. He doesn't need to hear appologies. There will be time for that later. If you love him just tell him that and try not to cry. If he thinks you are upset then it will be harder on him. You need to be his strength like he was yours." Ronnie said. "He may not want me there." James said. "This isn't about you buddy. This is about Kyle. If he doesn't want you there then he can tell you that later when he is able." Ronnie said. "Your right." James said. Ronnie stood in the doorway looking over Klye's chart. "Holy shit." was all he could think. Ronnie watched as James held Kyle's hand and rubbed his other hand over Kyle's cheek. He watched as James leaned over and lightly kissed Kyle's forehead. He seemed to get lost in watching James and the love that he was showing for Kyle and not paying as much attention to Kyle's chart. The nurse touched Ronnie on the shoulder. "I can only give him another minute or so. Let him know that in a couple of hours if he remains stable that he has been cleared to come and go as he wants and stay as long as he wishes. He will not be restricted to visiting hours." she said. Ronnie quickly scanned the rest of Kyle's chart so that he could walk out with James. "Damn. How is he still alive ?" Ronnie thought.

Lee had arrived and was talking to Keith and Brian when the men came back out. Ronnie had his hand on James' shoulder. Keith walked up and hugged James. "See buddy. Kyle is going to be fine." Keith whipered. James broke down and began to cry. "He looks so bad." James whispered. "Well looks aren't everything. Those will heal." Keith said. "No its not that. I love whats inside him more than the outside. I just hurt so bad for him and feel like all this is my fault." James said. "Its not your fault James. Its not Kyle's fault. You and Kyle both needed to be at this point in your lives so that neither of you would have a doubt about each other." Lee said. "But why so much pain ?" James asked. "I will be honest. I looked at his chart and for everything that he has been through it is a true miracle that he is still alive. He has to know that God was not done with him yet for him to still be with us." Ronnie said. James just slumped into one of the chairs. "You need to go home and sleep some and get a shower. I will be here." Lee said. "I'm not going anywhere. Plus I called his sister. She should be here shortly." James said. "One of us plans to stay with you too." Lee said. "You don't need to do that." James said. "We do a lot of things that we don't need to so get use to it." Keith laughed. Ronnie pulled Lee off to the side. "I know this is not the right time but where is Wayne ?" Ronnie asked. "He is in Seattle. But don't call him and upset him. That may make him take the job if its offered even if he doesn't want it." Lee said. "I'm not. I didn't sleep last night. I believe you when you say I have one more chance. I am clearing my appointments after today and I am going to Seatle to get him." Ronnie said. "I think you need to do some house cleaning before you go and try that. If your partner is still there then you will do more damage than good." Lee said. "Don't worry. I plan to have that talk today. He will be gone before I get back. I can't take a chance of loosing Wayne forever. After seeing James and Kyle together I know that more than ever." James said. "As long as you plan on cleaning your house first I will give you the information as to where he is staying. I will tell you this though. If you go out there and you hurt him then you will deal with me. I promise you that you will regret the day you ever met me." Lee said firmly. Ronnie hugged Lee. "No Lee its time to make a lot of wrongs right if Wayne is willing." Ronnie whispered.

The men chatted for a few minutes and as Keith, Brian and Ronnie were getting ready to leave Kyle's sister arrived. All the men were introduced. They were all surprised that James had never met Kyle's sister. They had only spoken over the phone. Ronnie excused himself and went back in to the ICU to make sure he had added Kyle's sisters name to the list. The nurse checked the list and confirmed. "I am glad she was able to make it. This still doesn't look good. He coded on us (died) twice last night. He is a strong one alright." she said. The thought of Kyle loving James so much that he would hold on and suffer through all he has made Ronnie realize even more that he needed to do something about his own situation. Ronnie returned to the waiting room but felt it best not to mention Kyle's issues from the night before. Once back in the room Kyle's sister was talking to the group. "I wish they could find who did this but the officers I talked to gave me the impression that a homeless man assaulted was not a big issue." she said. "Don't worry we already have people on that. I took care of that on the way over here." Lee said. The men looked at Lee but didn't dare ask any questions.

"I don't know where you keep going but I would have appreciated some breakfast this morning." Ronnie's partner said as Ronnie came in from the garage. "Waffle House is down the street." Ronnie said. "Don't get that type attitude with me." he said. "Well I tell you what. I am leaving tomorrow to go to Seattle for a few days. When I get back I expect you to have all your belongings out of my house. And don't take any of my stuff." Ronnie said. "What the hell ? I am not going anywhere. You owe me." he said. "I owe you ? Thats a fucking joke. Speaking of fucking. You can move back to your own house or move in with the guy that you are fucking. I don't really care which." Ronnie said. "He has a partner I have you know. I mean ummm.. what are you talking about ?" he said. "Lets not do this. We are both grown men. Its over and I want you to leave. I am going to Seattle for three or four days and when I get back I expect you to have all your stuff moved out." Ronnie said. "Well I am not going anywhere." he said. "You can go peacefully or you can do it the hard way. Thats up to you." Ronnie said. "You can't treat me this way." he said. "Why are you here anyway ?" Ronnie asked. "I have dealt with a lot over the years. I earned a doctor. I deserve a doctor. You promised to take care of me and never hurt me." he said. "It would be a different situation if I thought I was hurting you. The only thing I am hurting is your life style." Ronnie said. " I will turn all our friends against you." he said. "Our friends ? I haven't been allowed friends. They are all yours. You ran mine off when they saw that you didn't care about me and that you were all about yourself." Ronnie said. "Honey we can fix this." he said. "Too little too late. I am going to take a nap in my room. You can pick another room until you get your things out. I need a real life. Not a life you design for me." Ronnie said. "You can't get rid of me this easy." he said. "Easy ? Its been years of hell. Having you leave will be a breath of fresh air." Ronnie said as he headed up the steps. He could hear his partner pretending to cry out loud. "I will kill myself." he shouted. "Just wait until I leave and don't mess up any of my rugs." Ronnie called back as he turned the corner and shut the bedroom door.

Back at the hospital they had allowed James and the sister to visit with Kyle. They still had him lightly sedated but not fully. James was able to get Kyle to lightly squeeze his hands a couple of times. The mood was even stronger. James and Kyle's sister returned to the waiting room. "He squeezed my hand." James almost shouted as he ran to Lee and hugged him tight. Kyle's sister is named Debra. "I was not prepared to see that." Debra said. "The doctor told us this morning that he thought he would be alright but it would take a while. He said that Kyle was a very strong willed man." Lee said. "That he definatly is." Debra said. "Even before all this happened I had told him that I had never met a stronger person as far as his endurance." James said. "Well he will have to call on every ounce he has left to pull through this I am afraid." Debra said. "I think he has more help than you know." James said. The group sat for a while getting to know each other better. Lee tried to talk James into at least going home and showering and changing. "Maybe later. I just found him. I can't loose him again." James said. "Well I don't think he is going anywhere anytime soon. " Lee said. "Maybe after the next visiting period." James said.

"Morning Moms. Thanks for staying last night." Paul said. "No problem son. The babies are fine. I know you and Bob got in real late. Go back to bed. We can handle this." she said. "Well let me get us both some juice. I will wait on the coffee. We are both pretty tired." Paul said. Paul got a large glass of orange juice and returned to the bedroom. Bob barely woke up enough to drink a little juice and they both fell back asleep for another hour or so. "Morning Lover." Bob said as Paul began to wake up. "Morning stud. Did you get any sleep ?" Paul asked. "I finally got some." Bob admitted. "I did too. I kept waking up listening for the babies and then realized they were not in here and went back to sleep. " Paul said. "I remember hearing one of them cry and as I was trying to get up I heard our Mom's talking in the hall so I went back to sleep." Bob said. "I wonder how Kyle is ?" Paul asked. "Well there were no phone calls or texts and Brian was staying there with James." Bob said. "I think we need to get moving. We don't want to run our baby sitters after their first night." Bob laughed. "Go get us two coffees sexy while I warm the shower up." Paul said. and kissed Bob lightly on the lips.

When Bob returned with the coffee he could hear the sink running in the bathroom. As he turned the corner he was unable to find Paul. He looked in the shower and tub area. He walked further into the dressing area. "Oh my my. I like this new exercise." Bob said. "Yeah I need some exercise after last night big boy." Paul said. Paul had put a blanket on the floor. He lay there on his back with his legs pulled to his chin. "See something you like ?" Paul whispered. Bob set the coffee down and lowered his shorts. It was obvious he saw something he wanted. Bob got down on his knees and crawled towards Paul. He took his tongue and lightly licked from Paul's puckering whole up to his balls. He began to lick again and suddenly inserted his tongue into Paul's ass. Paul bit his lip wnating to scream. "Do you think my mother in law would approve of what I am about to do to her baby ?" Bob whispered. "Turn the shower on to cover the noise." Paul whispered. "Oh no baby. You have to control your volume this time." Bob whispered. Bob lowered his head and began to rim Paul as if he were a starving man. Paul's head was thrashing back and forth. "Baby please fuck me. I need you inside me bad." Paul whimpered. Bob never slowed his assault.

Bob began to lick his way from Paul's ass, up along his ball and then to Paul's throbbing cock. "No baby. I am too close. I want to wait and cum while you are inside me." Paul said. Bob moved forward and licked his way up Paul's stomach stopping at both nipples to pay them attention and then to Paul's lips. As Bob leaned over and began to kiss Paul deeply Paul reached around and guided Bob's throbbing cock to his ass ring. "Boy my baby is horny isn't he ?" Bob whispered. "No baby. I just need you inside me. I need to feel your love inside me and make me feel secure and whole." Paul whispered. Bob stayed still only kissing Paul while Paul moved his body and pushed himself onto Bob's cock. Paul quickly wrapped his arms and legs around Bob almost screamiong into Bob's mouth. "Oh fuck baby that was intense." Bob whispered. "Fuck me baby. Make me yours. Make me feel secure and full." Paul pleaded. "Are you alright baby ?" Bob asked. "I just need this connection. I need to feel safe after last night." Paul said. Bob reached back and put Paul's legs in the cuffs of his arms. He pushed Paul's legs up so that Paul's ass was higher in the air and Bob matched the height by raising to his tip toes while still kissing Paul. As Bob began to slowly move in and out of Paul's ass. "Faster baby, faster. I need you to pump it out of me." Paul whispered. Bob picked up his pace. Raising his hips high enough to completely remove his cock from Paul's ass and then swiftly going back in balls deep. Paul was biting his lip and then biting Bob's trying not to scream. After about five minutes of hard pounding the sound of skin slapping together pushed Paul over the edge. "Uuuuu gggg hhhhh..
ooohhhh sshhhiiiitt..." Paul grawled through his teeth as the first shot of his orgasm landed in his hair. The next shot hit his chin and the following ropes landed from his chest down to his navel. Paul was so worked up and wanted to scream so bad that he clamped his ass ring harder than ever around Bob's cock. On the third stroke Bob pushed with his toes to get as far inside Paul as he could and kissed him deeply as he began to dump his load deep inside his lover.

As both men began to breath easier coming down off their orgasms they heard a voice at the bathroom door. "Paul honey. Where is the washing powder for the babies clothes ?" a ladies voice said. Both men froze. Bob's cock was still buried deep inside Paul. "Mom it is in the pantry. We are getting ready. We will be down shortly." Paul said. "Thats alright honey. Take your time. You and Bob go back to what you were doing." she said. They heard the door close and both began to laugh. "At least she didn't come all the way in here looking." Paul laughed. "Well she would just know that I serviced her baby the right way. I wonder how long she was in the doorway?" Bob laughed. "Alright stud a quick kiss and then you need to remove that monster before she comes back and asks about something else." Paul laughed.

 

[xander-n-ky]

Thanks for another great chapter.

I don't have alot to say about Lee and Chris or Keith and Brian except we see what great friends they are and the support system they bring is outstanding.
Paul and Bob are great to be around as well and now that they have some help around the house to look after the babies they are taking advantage by having a lot of hot nights of passion. Love it

Kyle and James. When we first saw James in this chapter he was being run by his emotions and doubting if Kyle would even want him there but as the day wore on and after having Kyle lightly squeezing his hand and the others supporting him and Kyle, I hope he realizes he is in the right place.

Ronnie needed to be a little more forceful with his partner just from the way he has talked about him, he's a psycho and I don't see him leaving and walking away that easy. I would be more afraid of him walking up them stairs and doing something to me than some idle threat of him harming himself.