
Hey there, Reddit! I'm about to share a deeply personal and taboo fantasy that's been consuming my thoughts lately. I'm not sure if I should be embarrassed or excited by the idea, but here goes:
Recently, I've found myself drawn to the thought of creating a video of myself, well... you know, and then having that video leak to my own dad. I know it sounds crazy, but the idea of my father watching me, getting aroused, and eventually wanting to make love to me, his son, is both thrilling and terrifying.
In my fantasy, I imagine myself being blackmailed into making this video. The blackmailer threatens to release the footage to my dad unless I carry out their demands. I'm torn between the urge to resist and the fear of what might happen if I don't comply. It's a twisted power dynamic that has me both repulsed and fascinated.
The thought of my dad seeing me in this compromising position, his son begging for his cock while rock hard, sends shivers down my spine. I can imagine the look of shock, disgust, and eventually, arousal on his face as he watches the video. The idea of our relationship being turned upside down by this act of betrayal and desire is both repulsive and alluring.
I know this is a taboo fantasy, and I'm not sure if I should be ashamed or proud of myself for having such thoughts. Part of me is scared of the consequences if this fantasy were to become reality, but another part of me can't help but be drawn to the excitement and taboo nature of it all.
I'd love to hear from anyone else who's had similar thoughts or fantasies. Is it normal to be drawn to such taboo desires? How do you reconcile your conflicting emotions?
Let's discuss!