Re: Ever fantasized about another family member?
Ok lets see... There are about 5 guys in my family of whom I want to have sex with.
First one would be my cousin (and the only young one), my father's brother's son. One day he tried to ball tap me, and I told him you try that shit again and I'm going to grab your cock and balls & squeeze. So he tried it again a day later, so I kept to my promise and grabbed his cock and balls, he pulled away before I could get a nice squeeze. After that I haven't seen him for a couple months because he was in school. We would always talk on the phone everyday for at least 20 minutes at a time. We eventually ended up talking about jerking off, how big our cocks are, how long does it take to cum etc..... It really got me thinking if he was gay, so ever since then we still talk about our cocks, I watch porn in front of him on purpose, and one day I put on a porno for him while I got in the shower, but I came out with my boxers on and started watching the porno with him, he would take a peek at me at times but return fast to the porno. I rubbed my cock a bit so I could get hard, and told him im going back in the shower and jerking off, and gave him a towel and he said he wouldn't need it, I said bullshit and what do you know he did jerk off, while I was in the shower I jerked off thinking about him and moaning. Now my cousin he is a bit on the heavy side but still that doesn't stop me, he is about 5" hard, dunno about thickness just seen his cock hard after watching some porn, straight porn. He jokes with me at times and says blow me or something like that, so I pull him into another room and get on my knees and start trying to get his pants down (as a joke he thinks, but really I would suck his cock in a quick minute), he would start laughing and tell me to stop so I do. We keep doing this, but I am really scared of going forth in case if all of this gets told to someone in the family, wouldn't mind if he told his father cause I want to have sex with him also which you will find out in a second. But I want my cousin to have a wife and kids, and me doing this is influencing him to go gay since he is young. Not sickly young but young.
Now the second person would be my cousin's father. He is in great shape and is good looking, but thats not the reason why I want to have sex with him. The reason why is because he is nice, sweet, and I think he has a big cock (never seen his bulge or anything though) and would be great in the sack. He just looks the type.
Third person is a cousin I suppose of the family but he is older then me by at least 15 years more on the 20 side though. I was at a party at my cousin and uncle's house (of whom I want to have sex with), and I went to sit in the front of the house to smoke a cigarette (when I was smoking) and he sat next to me. We barely talked cause I don't know who this guy is, hell I don't know who half of my family is other then my mother's and father's brothers and sisters and their kids. But I noticed him staring at my package quite a few times, and I would look at him and he would look away then he would look again when I wasnt looking at him (haha, yeah I know). Ever since then I have been wanting to have sex with him, he was checking me out and he has some pretty good looks. But like I said I barely know him, and I barely see any of the family other than specified, but I am hoping to see him at my cousin's wedding and try something out with him. The plan goes like this, whenever he goes in the bathroom I will go to, or if I go in the bathroom and he follows, I will always be taking a urinal and I am hoping that the partitions aren't big or that there are no partitions and I will start looking at his cock and hope he does the same for me, then after that if all goes right you better believe I am taking him and sucking his cock, then getting his number and doing more

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The fourth person is my Uncle, who is married to my mother's sister. This guy had a GREAT body about 7 years ago, he plays baseball and was asked to go play for the Yankees (never went though), he is a great looker. Rugged, about 6'3", salt and pepper hair and goatee (one great turn on for me...). So me being the person who I am and going around peoples privacy to find something they use, I start to search my Uncle's bedroom when my aunt was at work and when my uncle was at work as well. I search their bedroom everywhere but always putting everything back where it was found. Now what I was looking for was some porn, I found two porno movies, and it mainly had 3 ways, 2 girls and a guy or 2 guys and a girl. So I continue my search this time I search my uncle's computer. His computer is password locked, but luckily I saw him typing it in one day. So I check his files and folders etc, and I come across a couple guys who are naked and have a hard on. He only uses this computer so I know my Aunt didn't download those pictures. So this gets me wondering. So I asked my cousin who was about 6 at the time to walk in on his father while he was in the bathroom and find out how big his penis was. (Yes I know its fucked up I asked my 6 year old cousin to check out his father for me) So I asked my cousin a week later and he held out his hands and it ended up being 6", now I wasn't going to ask my cousin if my uncle's cock was down or up. So that made me wonder if he was hung or was 6" hard. But then again my cousin could've not looked or held his hands up wrong. I never pursued this though because when I do see him he is always around his kids or my aunt. But one day when the family went to Disney we went to Hurricane Harbor or one of the water parks that Disney has to offer, and as we were waiting in line I accidently brushed up against my uncle's cock with my hand. I turned around fast and saw my uncle smirking. At this point I was so excited, after the ride I go into the bathroom to use it, and my Uncle comes in as well and we both take urinals right next to eachother, but the partitions were high and I couldn't look over it and down, but my uncle sure can cause of his height, and what I noticed is he was looking down at my cock. So I figure let me jerk off a bit or get hard and see if he notices or does anything. BUT just as im about to do it some kid walks up behind me and yanks my shirt and starts talking to me! Im like go the fuck away kid in my head, I answer his question and turn around to my uncle who wasn't there anymore. I was so pissed off..... The kid probably blew my only chance.... A couple years later it is Easter and me and my Uncle drive out to go get some stuff for the food and plastic items so we didnt have to do dishes. I tell him I went and got a massage and he said with a happy ending and I told him yeah (which was a lie) she went and gave me a blowjob. Then I go into the store and grab the stuff needed real fast because I wanted to get back on subject with the whole sex talk. But I figured he would just stop after I had went in, after I get out and back in the car we start talking about it again. We start talking about the girls I had slept with and the crazy places we did it (which was true), and he started talking about girls he used to bang when he was in school. We finally get back to the house and we both say don't let anyone know we talked about this. As we were driving though I was so fucking horny I was just about to start sucking my uncle while we were driving. He could react badly but for what I care nothing as long as I had the chance to.... So on New Years of that year he comes over the house again with the family. And after everyone was asleep me and him were up still drinking, he drinks a lot and gets drunk I really wanted to seduce him but didn't know if he was there all the way, so I show him some pictures and movies of some porn clips I downloaded, and all of the guys had the same cocks so I pretended that was me, and he was saying how much he wishes he could do that again and that he is jealous of me. So I get a though and say to him, well I am going back to the other house (which is only a couple blocks away), and tell him I have this stripper girl I met and she gives GREAT head, want to come over and get some head? He says let me check if everyone is asleep. As he comes out he says everyone is asleep when should we go? I told him wait here let me call her, which all of this was bullshit so I pretended I called someone. I go back inside and I tell him we can leave now but she really wants a picture of your cock (my own pleasure haha), and he blushes and says no she can look at it when we get there, so we get into the car and he drives me over there. As we are in the parking lot of my place he starts to get nervous and doesn't go through with it... If he had come in I would put my phone to make it ring and make it sound like the girl called me and asked for us to both get naked, hard and unlock the door and she will come in and strip and suck us both off. But then she wouldn't and we both would sit there with hardons so I would grab a porn and put it on and start jerking off and hopefully suck his cock from there lol.... Ever since we first started talking about sex we always talk about it, he could bring it up or I could bring it up.
Long huh? Well one more I promise lol...
The fifth one and in no particular order would be my father. I wasn't really into my father until I found a homemade jerk off video with sound (him talking dirty) in his bedroom of him. Like I said before I am a nosey person, I go through peoples things and why I went through my parents bedroom is because I wanted to find some porn to jerk off to. So I watched this tape over and over for the next two years then we move, and I lose track of the video and never see it again! I still get mad at myself for not keeping better track. Everytime I find a tape that is blank on the outside I check and see if its the homemade tape... Sad huh? lol I never tried anything until this year and thats because I finally get my father alone in our own house without my mother, brother and sister (our shore home). I still go through his room like once every two months in hopes a new homemade video would surface of him (he got a new cam corder and there are cd's missing from it! and he trys to hide the cam corder), and also to check if there was new porn which sometimes there is. My father has like 20 different porns.... None gay/bi and only one gangbang with all guys and like 1 or 2 women. But what really got me into trying to seduce my father was his cum rag that he left next to the couch in the living room. I inhaled that thing and licked at it for hours then I put it in the wash. So we are alone for a long period of time, I walk around in just a bathrobe or in my boxers (which he rarely does

). One day I say to myself just stay up all night and when he wakes up in the morning pretend you are sleeping. So I stay up all night and at around 4am I put in a softcore movie called Pirates (if you ever watched it, its a rip off of Pirates of the Carribean but with porn stars), at around 5am after pausing and rewinding waiting for him to come out of the bedroom because he wakes up at 5-6am everyday, he finally wakes up and goes in the bathroom. So I turn the movie on and the sound is low not to get caught putting it on after he woke up. I pretend to sleep with my boxers on and my hand on my cock in my boxers, he walks into the room and looks at me and looks at the TV I suppose and starts to laugh a bit and says want me to keep this on? I don't respond because im pretending to sleep, and he asks are you awake, I still and staying strong with the whole pretend sleep thing, and he asks again do you want me to keep this on. After no answers he turns it off and walks out after laughing a bit and goes in his room. Im thinking in the back of my head at that point why didn't I just wake up, see if he was naked, or wearing his boxers or if he wanted to join me! Another beat myself up mistake! I wait a couple minutes and calmly without noise pass his bedroom now what I thought I heard was slight moans coming from my father. So I think on my feet, I will burst into his room and see if he is jerking off or not, and see if he covers up fast or just stops. But I had to pretend I just woke up from a bad dream that had him in it. Now I am chickening out and 10 minutes pass so I finally get the nerve to do it, and of course I don't go all the way and I knock on the door and say dad, he says yeah I asked if I could come in and he said yes. I open the door to see him laying on the bed with shirt and sweatpants on and his legs crossed and from what I seen I hope I saw it, his cock hard. Im going emo crazy like slit wrist crazy because I wanted to catch him or I could have done something when he first came in and asked questions... I told him I had a bad dream about him and he said it was alright and I left. I crept by his room but didn't hear anything so I knocked then opened the door really fast, and of course he wasn't hard anymore and was laying flat on the bed..... I guess he stopped because he knew his son was now awake and he couldn't finish jerking off.... I tell him I can't get back to sleep... But after all of that I go back in the living room and pretend I am sleeping this time with some of my cock and balls visible. He walks in puts on his shoes slowly from what I heard and he leaves, nothing said..... I wasn't going to sleep naked in the living room because he does have his workers come over sometimes during the morning while I am asleep, so I go in my room and sleep naked, but I put something in front of the door so that if he doesnt come in the thing will knock over and I will know if he was in there or not. But that wouldn't do anything if he was looking at me with a wide eye or just in and out because of it. So later that night he fell asleep on the living room couch with a pair of jean shorts on. I gather the courage after 10 minutes again and rub his crotch a litte, he stirs and I leave he gets up goes to his room then leaves it again. I guess he was a little to uncomfortable in those jeans because he was now in a basketball type shorts. I walk in again when he falls asleep and im just sitting on the couch watching TV waiting for his snore so I could touch him again. I didn't gather the courage this time to try anything. But what happened next was unbelievable! He starts to rub his cock and balls, going under his short bottoms and starts rubbing and scratching away. Still no snore, so I think huh. But as I was watching I was hoping he would just pull his cock out and start jerking off like he was having a wet dream. But he didn't and he stopped and a couple minutes later he wakes up and says his leg hurts him. probably because I was staring at him so hard he woke up and saw me and then he said he was going to bed. So again I pass his bedroom door and I thought I heard slight moans but I didnt pursue it. And well when he was rubbing himself I so wanted to just do it for him, pull out his cock and start sucking like i never sucked before. If anything were to happen, I would be whipped butter spreading on hot bread... I catch him every now and then with shorts that are short but baggy and I look up them but see nothing... I am still trying to this day to seduce him or try and get a look or something of him, but I never really get the chance because family is back! =( Hopefully soon it will just be me and him.





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