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[Mike1984]

Since I arrived here just over a month ago I've been hearing about the upcoming series between England and Australia. It's important... or it seems that way, last year England won the series and everyone went crazy. It's quite clear that there's no love lost between the two countries when it comes to cricket. I don't know much about the game but I can recognize a few of the players now and maybe I'll pick up the rules sometime.
Well it all started this morning in Australia.. midnight here ..and we've woken up to find that England are in trouble.. as the doom merchants predicted they would be. It's only the first day and the last game is after Christmas..could be interesting. Maybe I'll concentrate on the rugby union series which is going on here now.. that's a faster moving game and there are some big beefy guys playing. Sometimes they all end up in a big heap with the ball somewhere underneath... I wonder if I could find a team that would let me play??

 

[Mike1984]

New apartment tomorrow.. can't wait! It's not really new , 1970s I think but the best thing is that it'll be mine, all mine... as long as I keep paying the rent. I've been sharing a house for the last few weeks with a couple of of guys from the company, one an Arsenal fan and the other a Spurs fan and I was the one in the middle. Sharing is OK but not ideal, not much space for one thing and a long wait for the bathroom some mornings..also no jacking off the shower and lots of dirty washing everywhere. It's going to be great to have somewhere on my own although it was fine to begin with, I had a load of questions to ask. .. I expect they'll be quite relieved when I move out. They're just settling down to watch the third day of the England/Australia test match which starts in about half an hour... mad fools, inflicting more pain on themselves. Time for me to go to bed, early start tomorrow.. I wish I had a set of earplugs.

 

[Mike1984]

I'm here and I think it's going to be OK. The shower is good and powerful and there's a big comfortable bed - what more could a guy ask for? I don't know what the neighbors are like but I'm not expecting to see much of them. I did get an unexpected visitor last night though, I had to stay up late to prepare some stuff for today. Once I was done I had a quick shower then walked naked into the bedroom and found a large tabby cat lying in the middle of the bed.. I'd noticed a cat flap thing in the kitchen door but hadn't thought much about it. We sized each other up, she - I'm sure she's a she - wasn't going anywhere so I got into one side of the bed and dozed off listening to some very loud purring. Bad move.. now she's knows she's the boss. When I woke up she was gone. Is this the start of a beautiful relationship? I love cats but I hope there are other men in her life - I'm quite happy to be just one of them. We'll have to lay down some ground rules though. When I was younger 'my' cat at home sometimes used jump up on the bed when I was jacking off , he just sat there watching me cum.. maybe I shouldn't do that in front of a lady.

 

[Mike1984]

..it certainly wasn't there last time I looked. Mine's not the neatest circumcision ever -you can see the scar from miles away but I'm happy enough with it because my nice thick frenulum is intact - thanks to whoever left it for me!! I'd found out how good it was to play with a long time before I knew what it was called. I know or at least I guess that most men here are uncut so I've become more aware that something's missing. But I not going to try and 'restore' anything unlike a guy I know back home who is trying get some kind of foreskin back.. when he showed me his dick with something called a tugger attached to it I started laughing which pissed him off. I 'm somewhere in the middle.. how boring is that?? I'm not mad at my parents, I like that it's easy to keep clean and the head's always exposed..I reckon the head of a guy's cock is the best part. I don't believe the doom merchants who say the head will lose its sensitivity and I'll have to work harder and harder to cum.. that's stupid because the place that sets off my orgasms is half way down the underside of my dick.. as long as I don't wear that spot out it'll be fine. The crazy thing is that both the men I've had sex with since I came here are cut - a very nice Jewish boy from north London and an older Australian guy - so I'm still waiting to inspect a foreskin close up for the first time.. I know they're out there.

 

[Mike1984]

This is the first weekend since I arrived here that I haven't had go into work..it feels good. It's a beautiful morning and the apartment is full of sun. My tabby cat friend has had some milk and disappeared into the bedroom. My dick has that nice feeling it gets after it's been rubbed a lot and my balls ache a little -last night was really strange, I was tired but very wound up, I was dozing but kept waking up to j/o and I came 4 times..last one was just as it was getting light, I woke up on my stomach still horny and started humping the bed.. haven't done that for ages, it took a long long time to get off and I almost didn't make it but when I did it was one of the best orgasms ever. Nothing came out but it was incredibly intense, I got a bit moany and vocal - so I'm pleased my neighbor upstairs wasn't in. She's a flight attendant for British Airways so she's often away for a few days. I think she's due back sometime this morning so I'll have to keep things quiet down here in case she needs some sleep. She has a big beefy boyfriend who looks like he should be a rugby player- very tasty. Tonight I'm going to Wimbledon to see some people who lived near us for a while when I was 16/17.. it was when I was trying to be a good straight boy (that's another story) and I dated one of their daughters a couple of times.. not a success but I know that sometime during the evening I'll hear myself telling her parents how much I enjoyed taking her out. Then on Sunday the nice Jewish boy is coming down from north London. No plans , we'll see how it goes. I suppose we could have a walk in Osterley Park which is close by, but it'll probably be windy and wet again so we' ll have to find something to do indoors.. that's fine, there are so many great ways to spend a Sunday afternoon. Now it's time to shave and shower and then do some tidying up.. or maybe I'll just go back to bed for a while.

 

[Mike1984]

Another 6 day week with early starts and late finishes. Now I'm a commuter on the Piccadilly line up to Knightsbridge so in the morning I prop myself up in a corner and read the Metro. I've been amazed by the Diana stories since I arrived, this week she was everywhere with the concert and the 900 page report and the inquest. Where I'm working is almost next door to Harrods department store whose owner seems to be the main conspiracy theorist.. I've been to have a look at the 'shrine' to Diana and Dodi in the basement, apparently every 31 August it's moved upstairs to one of the main windows and people leave flowers outside. Not far away in Hyde Park is the memorial fountain which looks a bit bleak in December.. just me and lots of geese on a wet afternoon. Her sons seem to be doing OK but this never ending coverage must be hard for them.
Going back in the evening I don't read I just try and relax. Even after a drink with my colleagues I can't do that easily.. so how do I unwind? OK I admit it.. I may be tired but I'm alway horny so I jack off and cum a couple of times, first a quick one in the shower trying not to get soap in my piss slit and then a slower one in bed. The orgasms aren't always the greatest but they're orgasms..it works! It's got to be better than taking pills. I'm sleeping OK and even the planes coming over early in the morning into Heathrow aren't waking me now. Friday night was different , although I'm here on a temporary basis I was invited along to the company Christmas party and I don't remember much about it. I know that near the end I spent quite a bit of time with a guy who I'd guessed was gay but wasn't sure.. well now I am, he's about 5'4" and funny and I think he's living with someone but I'm not sure how serious their relationship is. I bet I made a fool of myself but we had a quick hug when I left... now I'm quite looking forward to going to work tomorrow morning.

 

[Mike1984]

..that's what guys say to each other, in the UK we're all mates even if we don't know each other.. I like that. Now Christmas day here and it's so quiet. Even my local Tesco is closed, no trains, no neighbors, nothing. I've no time to go back to the US, anyway traveling this time of of year is hell.. just ask anybody who's been stuck at Heathrow or Denver. But I'm OK , just like Ripley and her cat drifting through space after getting rid of the last alien.. I feel totally relaxed. I used the bath for the first time this morning instead of the shower.. it's not very big but I'm not exactly super tall so it was great just lying in there thinking some very hot thoughts. My work colleagues and other people I've got to know have been very good to me and I still feel their warmth but now it's their time to be with their families. Later I'll call home and I've been told I've got to watch Doctor Who. I'm wearing my present to myself...a rugby shirt from Hackett, pricey but who cares. I know why this holiday is going to be a happy one .. it's because of Ben the guy from where I'm working. He's still almost a stranger but just thinking about him makes me feel.. well when I was in bath I started off with a marine just back from Iraq but thinking about hugging Ben close is what made me cum.. wow.. what an orgasm. I'd forgotten how messy cumming in the bath can be!! I was wrong about him being in a relationship, like me he's recently split up so maybe we'll both be a bit wary to begin with. On Friday evening he's taking me to a pantomine at the Barbican .. Dick Whittington. I'm not sure what to expect but he says it's something very British ..or is it English? Anyway there's a dame who's a man and lots of corny jokes and we'll have to join in. Right now I guess he's with his family and I'm 100 percent sure he's making them laugh... Merry Christmas Ben.

 

[Mike1984]

Quite a weekend .. I've been out for a walk in Osterley Park and I got soaked, my fault .. I can't get used to this weather, it was so sunny earlier, I guess you always have to assume it's going to rain here. It would've been worse if a lady walking her dog hadn't let me share her umbrella for a while. The dog was loving it... a labrador, my favorite. My part time cat gave me a pitying look when I started dripping all over the kitchen floor..she's not stupid but I bet she knows I am. I can't believe how good I feel now, the weekend started badly.. problems at work so I coudn't go to the pantomime, bad news from home, one of my credit cards stolen...minor stuff though, how about - U.S. death toll in Iraq reaches 3,000. I helped my elderly neighbor from next door with her shopping, I know she wants to stay independent so I'll try and do what I can as long as she doesn't keep asking when she's going to meet my girlfriend. I wasn't exactly looking forward to New Year's Eve, I was invited to Wimbledon for a party being given by my family's friends.. the daughter who I dated was there plus her brother and some of their college friends so it was OK, even more OK when I started talking with Joe who's at Oxford university..skinny but not too skinny, nice smile, talks non stop, lots of questions. I was asking myself - is he gay?.. I'm often wrong but this time I was right. Later when I was trying to work out how to get back he offered to drive me there.. I thought yes please but said no thanks, I'll be fine.. In a couple of minutes we were in his ancient VW Golf. He's a scary driver but no blue flashing lights appeared behind us so we were there in no time. Did he want to come in? .. I didn't have to ask so I was pleased I'd just changed the sheets and wished I'd done more tidying up. He's got such great hands, a guy's hands are what do it for me and I try and use my hands to make a guy feel the best he can. It didn't take him two seconds to work out I'm ticklish and after that I can't remember much ..apart from figuring out how to work his foreskin , the look on his face just before he came, how me found out how to make me cum a second time just by gently rubbing the sweet spot on the underside of my dick. In the morning before he left he wanted to watch some of the New Year concert from Vienna so we settled down and I dozed off in his arms. Will I see him again? maybe, I hope so, once was great,but.. and my wish for the new year is that England perform brilliantly in the last cricket test match starting in Sydney tomorrow because I know that will make Joe very happy.

 

[Mike1984]

Saturday = rain and gloom, I went out in the evening but you guys know how it is, sometimes it just doesn't happen like you want.. the two guys who's just been to see the Nutcracker were in a great mood and asked me to their place but I wasn't sure what for ..so I said no thanks. Big moon on the way back, I jacked off a couple of times when I got in and had the best sleep for a long time. Sunday=more rain and even darker but then suddenly Joe's red VW Golf came screeching to a stop outside, I hadn't expected him and I was about to go over to clear leaves and trash from what Mrs Thompson my elderly neighbor calls her back garden, kids throw all kinds of stuff in there. I didn't want to let her down and he offered to help which was great, he wasn't dressed for it but I 'm learning that sort of thing doesn't bother him. We found a hibernating hedgehog under some leaves and had to quickly cover it up again. She gave us tea and Christmas cake - she says it lasts for weeks - and I got a pot of blue hyacinths which should smell better than my unwashed socks. She's a big cricket fan like Joe so they had plenty to talk about..Flintoff this and Harmison that..I reckon Australians are OK so I kept quiet. We didn't have much time alone after that but we made the most of it, he cums so easil, I get more vocal as I get closer but he seems to find a special quiet place. I still love his hands and the tan line he got last summer..seeing it on a dark wet January afternoon was so good, can't wait for some sun. He's back to college in Oxford in a couple of days, maybe that's it? Now I don't think so, I've just got to find a way to surprise him. Then just before I went to bed.. Eagles have won! Not a bad weekend after all.

 

[Mike1984]

I spent the last week in Manchester with my boss. Separate rooms so I was able to go out a bit on my own .. seems like a good place to live and play. Ben at work said I should watch Coronation Street to get an idea of the accent but I've seen Eastenders a few times and they don't speak anything like the people I know in London. Weather has been windy of course- always seems to be- but even more so on Thursday, I got back very late on Friday, when I looked out next morning most of the fence round the back had been blown down. It was pretty rotten anyway, covered in ivy. I tried contact the landlord but then my flight attendant neighbor upstairs came down and said her boyfriend was coming round and he'd be able to help me fix it temporarily, all I had to do was find something strong to tie things up. She's so nice but I wasn't sure how he'd react to being volunteered. It too a while to find a rope... they don't sell that sort of thing at my local Tesco. When I got back there he was, smiling thank God and a firm handshake ..wow..just as good as I remembered, 6'4ish and big with it. No problem with the lifting, he did it all on his own, muscles straining while I was trying to knot the rope at the same time as hiding my boner and wishing I'd jacked off earlier. By the time we'd finished Jane had gone off to work - BA is certainly not her favorite airline, she may be going on strike soon - so I cooked bacon and eggs plus lots of toast, I felt a bit guilty about using up the time he can spend with her. It's OK. I can talk sport and stuff at the same time as wishing I had his big arms hugging me close and his fist wrapped round my dick..while knowing nothing is ever going to happen. The rugby team he supports is Wasps who play in Wycombe which isn't that close so he's offered to take me to see a game. Will I go? Of course, I'll enjoy his company and it'll be something new. And there'll be some more great looking men on the field.

 

[Mike1984]

I've jumped on board a kind of rollercoaster with Ben from work, it's exhilarating and scary..could be a great ride. A couple of weeks ago we went out and he got me dancing again..I hadn't done that for a while, we went on all night and it started from there. I may only be here in the UK another couple of months and he's planning on going traveling for a while so I think we both decided at the same time - lets go for it. You know how it is when you wake up feeling good, for a second or two you don't know why and then whatever it is hits you..that's how it is most days now although he drives me crazy and then makes me happy a moment later. The only times he stops talking are when he's sleeping and when he's cumming, I just hate getting him on the phone at work when he's says he has a problem with his PC, of course there's nothing wrong with it but he starts whispering sweet stuff, I have to try and stay serious and hide my boner under the desk. One minute he's pissing me off by making fun of my accent or my big ears or my noisy orgasms but then he nibbles my ear or tells one of his jokes or hugs me tight and I don't care any more. Right now he's somewhere under the duvet in the bedroom next door , skinny little fucker with balls of steel...gay bashers beware! We're both a bit turned on by big Steve the rugby player upstairs, if he came crashing through the ceiling one night we'd be squashed flat but they find us both with smiles on our faces. Ben's going to wake up soon and if I'm not there he'll start yakking away to the cat instead , she's on the bed too but she's learning how to cover her ears. My turn again soon.. can't wait.

 

[Mike1984]

..but a big week coming up, for the last couple of months I’ve been doing two jobs for the price of one, I reckon I’ve done OK and I’ve had some positive feedback , in a couple of days I’m going to find out from my bosses what they think, I hope I’ll be allowed to have my say too. Anyway it could mean I stay here in the UK for longer which ... yes I would like to do very much! Wish I knew already, I could have tried for tickets to Glastonbury this morning... I really want to see the Kaisers, soundtrack to my life right now. I’ve been working so many hours, weekends too, that I didn’t realize what a mess I’m in, there's a big pile of underpants and odd socks in the bedroom and I know there are holes in some of them.. the spring sunshine shows up the dust everywhere. Well too bad, at least I’ve always made sure I had a pair of clean sheets on the bed, that’s also because I’ve been jacking off a lot and I mean a lot, the cum stains build up build up pretty fast. I think I've set an unofficial world record for number of orgasms , it won’t get Michael Phelps style publicity but it’s mine. I managed to find a couple of half decent things to wear to go out last night to one of my work colleague’s birthday party in Southall.. a fantastic restaurant , everybody was dressed so well and colorfully , I felt like an ugly duckling but after a couple of Kingfisher beers I stopped caring and had a great time. This morning I took Mrs T to Tesco, whisky and cigarettes for her, I think that’s what she lives on , microwave meals and socks and chicken breast for me... and the cat. Mrs T doesn’t approve of me feeding the cat but I think I kind of owe her something for being there at 4am when I feel very low. . can’t feel too bad with a purring cat on the pillow next to yours. Later Jane and Steve from the apartment above took me with them to Windsor Great Park which was amazing..I kind of know camelllias and magnolias but I’ve never seen anything like that, we had a very long walk and then the best bit, I bought them a big tea at the visitor center.. well, Steve and I had a big tea, Jane is more more sensible and knows how to stay in good shape. So now what?.. the meeting at work of course, and later in the week a date with a guy I met a while back in Oxford when I visited Joe, he’s from the US too, California. When he called me last week I recognized his voice but couldn’t picture his face.. it’ll be a sort of blind date. So tomorrow its clothes buying time.. Gap, Uniqlo or ‘your M & S’ ... doesn’t matter where it is , I just hate buying clothes.

 

[Mike1984]

Can't believe it's 6 months in the UK..I can't remember that much about those dark months, I know I jacked off a lot, didn't eat properly or sleep enough but I guess all those evenings and weekends I worked paid off, I had a very good appraisal last month so now my head's finally above water and best of all I'm sort of 'partnered', if that's the word..can't say for sure yet but it feels so good. How did it happen? I wasn't looking and neither was he, how it'll work with him in Oxford and me in London we just don't know yet. I'm going to be based here for at least another 6 months but now there may be some traveling abroad involved. On Saturday morning I'm flying back to the US for my grandmother's 80th birthday party, all her family will be on parade and it's mothers day too so that should go OK, but I'm not looking forward to the rest of the week with my mother and younger brother, I know from the calls I've made that they are still so unhappy after the divorce, my dad's new wife expecting a baby soon hasn't helped. I can almost picture the three of us sitting round like the witches in Macbeth making up curses and spells..problem is I don't want to join in, I've got closer to my dad since he was in the UK a couple of months ago and I'm planning to visit it him in DC before I come back here, anyway I reckon it's too late to be taking sides now, it's over. Don't know why but I still have a photo taken 10 years ago , 4 grinning boys, smiling(sort of) mom plus dad in his army uniform.. I see a happy looking family, now we hardly talk to each other. Jeff'll be here on Friday night before I go. He's found out I'm ticklish but that's just the start of it...