NO ONE MENTIONED HAPPINESS!
Todd Solondz is so amazing. He did Welcome to the Dollhouse as well.
Okay. I'll start with Dollhouse. Heater Matarazzo stars as Dawn Weiner, a Jr High student in suburban Jersey. She is tortured by fellow classmates all the time.
Scene: Dawn sits down in the cafeteria by a loner girl. A group of cheerleaders come up to the table, laughing.
Cheerleader: "Dawn, we were wondering - are you a lesbian?"
Dawn: "No."
Loner Girl: "She's lying. She just made a pass at me."
Cheerleaders, laughing: "LESBO! LESBO! LESBO!"
Scene: Dawn tells her teacher that a boy in her class (Brendon Sexton III) is trying to cheat off her test. He corners her in the hallway.
Brandon: "Yo Weiner, you better get ready, 'cause at three o' clock today, I'm gonna RAPE you!"
Yeah. Todd Solondz also did Happiness a few years later. My jaw was on the floor by the time it was over.
A father stops at a convenience store on his way home from work. He's looking at the Teen Beat magazines. I thought he had a daughter and was picking one up for her. Oh, how I gasped when he got in the backseat of his car and began masturbating to the pages of underage boys.
He has a conversation with his 10-year-old son Billy toward the end of the film:
Billy: "Dad?"
Dad: "Yes, Billy?"
Billy: "Everyone at school is saying things about you."
Dad: "Who is everyone?"
Billy: "Kids, you know. Everyone."
Dad: "What are they saying?"
Billy: "That... you're a... serial rapist. And a pervert."
Dad: "You mean, like what they painted on the house?"
Billy: "Dad, did you, um... uh... with... Johnny Grasso and Ronald Farber?"
[His father raped his two friends: Johnny, when he spent the night at Billy's house, and Ronald, when Ronald's parents left him home alone for the weekend.]
Dad: "Yes."
Billy: "What... did you do?"
Dad: "I touched them."
Billy: "What do you mean, exactly, touched?"
Dad: "I fondled them."
Billy: "What for?"
Dad: "I couldn't help myself."
Billy: "What else?"
Dad: "I... I unzipped myself."
Billy: "You... you mean, masturbated?"
Dad: "No."
Billy: "Then what?"
Dad: "I... made love."
Billy: "What do you mean?"
Dad: "I fucked them."
Billy: "What was it like?"
Dad: "It was... it was great."
Billy, crying: "Would you do it again?"
Dad, crying as well: "Yes."
Billy: "Would... would you ever... fuck me?"
Dad: "No. I'd jerk off instead."
Yeah. I quoted that exactly from the DVD. I was in tears by the end of that conversation.
So, that's the most disturbing film I've seen.
I want to see Ken Park, Irreversible, and Araki's earlier stuff (Nowhere and Totally Fucked Up).
Another two films that made me close my eyes because I was so freaked out were David Lynch's Lost Highway (the scenes involving Robert Blake) and Mulholland Drive (that bum behind the diner made me cry).