My Best Friend - Chapter 46 - Monday

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My Best Friend - Chapter 46 - Monday

I woke up and stretched out both my arms and my toes as far as I could and then realized with a start that my hands instead of hitting the headboard and wall behind the bed were out in space and my toes were crammed against the headboard. Then I remembered last night and falling asleep at the opposite end of our bed. I let my arms dangle in the air and then let them slowly lower to the floor.
"Weird isn’t it?" I heard my lover say.

"Yeah but I slept like a log. How about you?" I said rolling over on my side to look at my long haired lover. He was looking at me and resting on his crooked elbow and he had this huge beautiful freaking smile to end all smiles on his lovely face.

"Yeah great. maybe we should try the opposite end of the bed every once in awhile and not using a pillow didn’t seem to affect my sleep." Timmy said blowing me a kiss. I opened my mouth and let his air kiss blow inside and then when it was in I quickly closed my lips to trap it inside. I let it bounce all around my mouth and felt as it explored every crack and crevasse. I sucked it all the way deep into my lungs and then opened my mouth to blow one back to Timmy. He laughed and turned his cheek to catch my kiss on the side of his face.

I leaned forward and he leaned forward and we kissed each other. Slowly at first just tasting each others lips again and again and then our tongues started their exploration and soon we were pulling each other tight and close and locked into a tight embrace. My heart was doing flip-flops as I felt his hand slide down my side and lock onto one of my butt cheeks grasping it hard and squeezing. The heat from our crotches could have melted wax this morning and soon our cocks were hard and shoved up tight against each other between our hard flat abs.

We both started to shift our hips slowly at first and then faster. Our hard dripping cocks rubbed each other and the feelings were so freaking intense as we humped each other. We never stopped our kiss as we rubbed our intensely sensitive cocks against one another. I could hear our groans but they were muffled by our passionate kiss. I clenched my arms tightly around Timmy and pulled him even closer if that was possible as I shot my morning load in between our chests. It felt all wet and warm and gooey and then my cum was joined by Timmy’s as I felt him clench his muscles and shoot a load of creamy white morning cum to mix with mine. We continued to kiss and hold each other and run our arms and hands along each others backs and butts.

Finally Timmy broke the suction of our long passionate kiss and looked at me and yelled, "HOT DAMN that was FREAKING SWEET. OH SHIT TOM!!!!! What a freaking incredible kiss and my cock felt so good when it came. It was so fucking intense laying next to yours."

I laughed and looked at my lover and felt each and every feeling he had felt. We were one. Two bodies but one soul and one person in our love for each other. "We are so awesome together aren’t we Timmy?"

"Damn you can say that again if you want to," Timmy said smiling at me knowing I would do just that.

"We are so awesome together aren’t we Timmy?" I said again.

"Yes we are you sweet thing you." he said kissing my face all over and making cute slobbery sounds as he kissed my eyes, cheeks, lips, chin and eye brows. When he had finished and my face was all wet I lifted myself up and off him breaking the slimy wet creamy suction our cum had made. It was a mess but a beautiful mess. He jumped up in the air and backwards at the same time pushing himself up with his incredible arms. I could see all the wet gooey cum all over his chest and some was still dripping from his softening cock and some was all in his pubes. He stood there and ran his fingers across those hard abs of his making trails through the wet cum. Finally he raised his finger tips to his lips and tasted our mixed up cum and then smacking his lips and smiling he reached out his hand to me and said, "Great tasting cum man. Come on we need to get a shower and get out on the track. I need to work these legs out."

I let him grip my hand with his and felt as he pulled me up and off the bed to stand there in front of him. He took the palm of his hand and ran it through my cum and across my chest making me gasp at his touch. He then raised his cum covered hand to my lips and I drank of our man juice and licked my lips in satisfaction at the creamy good taste of our cum.

"Damn man that is so fine. Wish we could bottle it and sell it so everyone would be able to share in our good fortune," I said laughing as I pulled on his arm and we ran to the bathroom to pee and then shower.

I reached in and turned on the water before going to join Timmy at the porcelain bowl. As we stood there battling our stream of pee with each other as the hot water made its way from the basement all the way up to our attic room. By the time we had shaken our cocks and finished emptying our bladders the water was starting to steam. I held the shower curtain aside for Timmy and let him jump in first and then I followed him and we stood there getting wet all over.

"We really need to talk with Skip about the size of the showers in our new place man. I mean I love the closeness of this one but we could do with just a little more elbow room you know," Timmy said grinning as he washed my pubes, cock, balls and chest. God he had such strong hands and I loved their touch and the way they made me feel.

When he had finished I started in on his magnificent body and said, "Well I don’t think we will have any problems with our landlord man. Skip would do just about anything for us and shit he has the money to spend which will only improve the property. Damn it’s going to be such a blast when we go back to school and live together on our own." I said paying special attention to Timmy’s cock and balls. He let himself get hard again as I washed him all over. I stroked his hard cock and he groaned as he leaned back against the tile wall of the shower.

"Damn man you have gone to far. Now take me all the way. Shit your hands are so awesome," Timmy said as he clenched his abs tight to intensify the feelings I was giving him before his orgasm. I let my soapy hands squeezed and massage his ball sac as my other hand whipped back and forth over his hard dick shaft. He was thrusting his hips back and forth as I jerked his cock finally shooting another quick load on my legs. I continued to pull on his cock as he shot his entire load. His body jerked and quivered with the wonderful feelings of a post orgasm jerk. I let him turn to wash off so I could take my place under the stream of water when he was done.

While I cleaned off his mess from my legs I asked him, "So how many times do you think its possible for a guy to cum in one day?"

"I am not sure man. Probably like 6 or 7 I would imagine. I think after that your dick would start to get sore and raw and your balls would start to hurt but shit we should try it sometime and count. It would be worth it to know I guess in a weird sort of way." Timmy said turning off the water as we stepped outside to dry off.

"Now we just have to find the time to be completely free and by ourselves to do our research," I said laughing as we hung up our towels and walked back to our room to dress out in our running gear.

"Yeah that will be the hard part. Maybe we should just get all our friends and lock us all in a house somewhere and just have sex for like 24 hours straight and see who can come the most." Timmy said excitedly, "We could like do a test and all and like measure our cum each time and shit like that."

"Hell yes man," I said catching his enthusiasm," We could like get Phillip to film each of us as we came and shit and then later we could go back and watch everyone and then we could post the results of the great JACK OFF competition on our web site."

"Oh I like the way you think Tom Peters. Let’s work out the details and see what we can CUM up with. Get it CUM up with!" Timmy said as he chortled to himself.

"I get it. I get it," I said laughing, "That is so lame but I get it. Now let’s hit the track and find Mike and Blackie."

We ran down the stairs and unlatched the door to the attic and then bounded down the stairs to the kitchen. It was dark and silent but the back door was open so we pushed out through the screen door and found Blackie and Mike in the back yard. They were both peeing. Mike had his little cock out and was peeing in the bushes and Blackie was squatting next to him on the grass. We couldn’t see Mike’s cock or anything but could just tell what he was doing from his "pee stance" and by the fact that his back was towards us.

"Watering the garden Mike?" Timmy called to Mike. Blackie jumped up at the sound of his voice and Mike turned and smiled at us and then we could tell he was shaking and putting his cock back in his running shorts.

"Um...yeah...these bushed looked like they were drooping Timmy. Hope it was OK."

Timmy laughed and said, "No problem from me Mike. It’s great to be a guy and to be able to pee almost anywhere."

Mike ran over to us as did Blackie and we started to do our warm-up exercises together. Push-ups, sit-ups, bend overs, stretches and leg raises. It felt good to stretch and bend and work our muscles out. When we were ready we took off down the driveway and onto the sidewalk and down to the park. Jon and Jake, Tricia and Brad and Todd, Brandon and Walt, Skip and Randy, and Johnny and Billy were already there warming up and Ryan came screeching in as we reached to others and said hello. He ran over and started to get in shape.

"Sorry I am late guys. I can never seem to time the drive just right," Ryan said to the group.

We all told him it was no problem as Paul drove up and got out. Soon we were ready to run and took off in a tight pack of runners all breathing nicely and pumping arms and legs. Soon the pack started to break up into our little groups and I found myself with Brandon, Jon, Billy and Johnny. I was surprised that Brandon was running with us slow pokes but maybe he wasn’t feeling his oats this morning. I was glad for the company and never questioned who ran with who.

Skip, Walt and Mike were going in their group and Blackie was following close at Mike’s heels as they made their way slowly around the track but doing quite well.

"So anything new Tom," Johnny asked between breaths.

"Well Timmy and I rode our bikes out along the new Miller’s Pond Road Bike path and it’s awesome man. Have you tried it out?" I said.

"Yeah it is so cool. This town is really spending money on amenities like bike trails, skate board parks, dog parks and tracks. It is very foresighted of the council which usually is not the case," Billy said.

"Yeah well Timmy and I met these two really cool dudes out there and had a little circle jerk. It was awesome and one of them is like royalty back home in England but he was just an ordinary guy except for his accent," I said laughing. "Oh and speaking of accents Timmy and I had some fun with this hot dude from Czechoslovakia who looks just like Peter Vope from Bel-Ami."

"You always seem to meet the neatest guys Tom," Jon said. "Have you told them about meeting Ronnie Boy?"

"Oh yeah one of Jake’s neighbors is this real jock type Abercrombie guy. You probably know the type. Such a stud muffin and he has like this huge 11" cock and he self-sucked it for us yesterday. It was sort of gross but cool at the same time and it made him feel good to finally be able to show off his equipment to other guys. He had been dying to do it for years," I said.

"Tom’s right. At first I thought it would be cool but it was to much for me. I guess I just like my cocks a more manageable size." Jon said laughing at the thought of Ronnie Boy sucking on his cock, "But damn the boy can shoot a load. Huh Tom?"

"You said that right. Hey Brandon I have to tell you that Mike really digs his board. Thanks for setting that whole thing up with Moon Dog man who by the way has the hots for you even if he won’t admit it," I said reaching out to lightly punch Brandon on the shoulder as we ran.

"Yeah I suspected as much. He protested way to much but I am not sure I am even into that Tom. I am pretty settled with my old man over there right now although I wouldn’t kick any of you studs out of my bed if you happened to find your way in," Brandon said with a laugh as he kicked out and ran out in front. "Catch a little of this ass if you can." he called turning to look over his shoulder at us and smile.

We all put on the speed and soon we were in a race, pumping hard. My legs were like jelly as we rounded the turn coming up on the home stretch. Brandon won easily, followed by Jon, Johnny, me and then Billy. We all slowed down and then started to walk around leaning over spitting and catching our breath.

"So will I see you tonight for another lesson Tom? You were getting pretty good on Friday night before we had to quit," Brandon said coming over and throwing his sweaty arm around my head and shoulders and kissing me on the cheek.

"Sure man. You going to bring some extra boards again?" I asked.

"Oh you know it. So we all ready for the big cook-out before the concert guys?," Brandon asked Johnny and Billy.

"I think so. We found a great deal on some incredible t-bone steaks the other day and bought enough for everyone. If everyone else brings the drinks, bread, salad and dessert we should be set. We’ll do some baked potatoes as well," Johnny said.

"Damn we are going to be so stuffed for that concert. It should be righteous man," I said excitedly as we watched Timmy, Brad, Ryan and Jake race to the finish line. Brad won easily by about 2 lengths and Paul was happy with his race. I could see it on his face as he walked over to talk with him.

"See you guys later. Reese has a new horse coming in this morning and I have a ton of lines to memorize for my new movie. I have to leave on Friday and shit guys I will be sorry to see my summer over but a guys has to work when he can in this business or they forget about you in a flash," Ryan said.

"I don’t think they will ever forget about you Ryan," Mike said seriously looking at his new found friend.

"Thanks buddy. I am going to miss you but I’ll let you know by e-mail whenever I am in town so we can get together for more driving lessons. OK?" Ryan said picking Mike up and swinging him around and kissing him on the cheek making him blush with the pleasure of friendship and love. His life had changed so much in the past few weeks and I was so happy for the little guy. His childhood had been a mess up until this point but from now on out it was going to be so freaking sweet!

Everyone began to leave to begin their days and Timmy and I walked over to say hello to Walt before he and Brandon ran off towards the home.

"So you didn’t bring the new truck man?" Timmy asked.

"No Brandon thinks its better for me to run over here with him. He is trying to knock me into shape and doing a pretty good job of it I might say," Walt said smiling at us. I had to say Walt was looking fitter than he had and he certainly looked better mentally than I had seen him.

"So how did the exam go yesterday if I can ask?" I said.

"It went very well Tom. On the surface Mason is physically fit and in wonderful shape and I have to tell you that without his clothes on he is one hot and hung dude! I know I shouldn’t tell you that but I was hard just looking at him if only I could put out of my brain what he did to poor Ralph. When he was undressed I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I know that is totally unprofessional but human I guess. He told me about all his risky behavior and I feel so sorry for him guys. He is really messed up inside and needs some friends. I suggested he make an appointment with Dr. Larson as soon as possible to just talk and get some of his feelings about being gay out on the surface." Walt told us. Paul had walked up and was listening.

"That is a great idea. She is awesome and Mike has certainly liked seeing her. I agree that Mason is one fucked up dude. So when do you think you will you hear about his results." I asked.

"Later this week. I ordered a full range so it may take a little longer than normal but Mason wondered if you and Timmy could be there when I tell him. I think he is really scared of what we are going to find out and to be quite frank I am as well." Walt said.

I looked at Timmy and he looked at me and then he said, "Sure thing. Give us a ring and we’ll come to your office. Thanks for doing this man. Say Paul anything you can tell us about the meeting yesterday with all the parents?"

Paul looked at us and then said, "Well Megan didn’t tell me all that much but she does want you two to call her later this morning. She said all things considered it went pretty well. All the moms cried and most of them couldn’t believe their baby boys could ever do such a thing but the boys were all stand up and took all the blame on themselves. The men were sort of pissed and embarrassed at the same time and felt as if this was just one big inconvenience. I think Megan said the parents by the end were pretty impressed with the maturity of the boys and their willingness to take ownership of their terrible actions last year and I think Megan was impressed too!"

"Thanks man. Tell Megan I will give her a call later on. Thanks for putting Ralph up at your house and for meeting with Mason and him on Saturday night. You guys are the best. Are you excited about Lyle coming back up this week for the concert?" I said.

Paul face lit up at the though of Lyle and he said, "You know it man. I feel so complete when I have both he and Megan and Ethan around. I guess I am a true bi-sexual. Oh yeah I don’t think I told you the house behind our came on the market this past week and Lyle put an offer on it and was accepted. It is really small but it will be perfect for him and we can put a gate in the back fence for us to use."

"Wow Paul that is such great news. Things are really falling into place aren’t they?" Timmy said excitedly.

We all hugged and said goodbye and called to Mike and Blackie for the walk home. As soon as we crossed the street Mike took off running with Blackie telling us he would meet us at home. I pulled out my cell phone and opened it. "What say I give Cary a ring and see what he is doing tonight? I am sure he needs some company" I said to Timmy as we walked along.

"I was just thinking the same thing Tom." Timmy said as I dialed Cary’s number. It was early but no time like the present to set up a hot date with our red headed friend for tonight.

"Hey Cary man it’s Tom. Yeah. Sorry if I woke your cute freckled butt up but Timmy and I wondered if you want to grab a bit to eat tonight with us and then come back to our place for a little exercise afterwards?"

"Yeah...... Ok sure. I understand. No problem.... Sure man....Tomorrow will be just as sweet. Cool......see you around 6:30 PM man...... Timmy and I will pick you up......... Indian OK?...... Yeah see you then......Love you man," I said flipping my phone closed. "All set man. He sounded good but happy for the invitation." We walked into our driveway and up to the backdoor of our house. Inside Ben and Willie were eating and jabbering away a mile a minute. Mom and dad were talking with them and drinking coffee. We went over and gave them a kiss and then kissed the boys.

"Mike is upstairs taking his shower." Ben said with a mouthful of cereal.

"Hey man please don’t talk with your mouth full. Don’t you know that can be gross," Timmy said.

"Sorry Timmy. I forget sometimes." Ben apologized.

Timmy and I got bowls for granola and then sat down with two bananas and some fresh strawberries and milk, juice and coffee. "That’s OK but we don’t want mom to throw up or anything." Timmy said.

"Sorry mom," Ben said.

"That is OK Ben. Timmy used to do the same thing." mom said.

"Boys Tom and I are going out with Cary tomorrow night and Mike has his appointment with Dr. Larson today so if your can be ready around 5:30 PM both nights then I can read for about 40 minutes. OK?" Timmy asked.

"We’ll be ready Timmy." Willie said excitedly rocking in his seat.

"We will be here for dinner tonight but not tomorrow mom hope that is OK?" I said.

"Sure boys thanks for telling me. Cary goes back to Africa soon doesn’t he?" she said.

"Yeah. I think his flight out is on Thursday or Friday. I am not sure. I know he wants to get back over there. He misses his work and he really misses Thor. They really fell in love while Thor was here but damn they are really going to face some obstacles over there in Africa.. If anyone finds out they are lovers it could be real trouble. Even if they are suspected they could be in trouble. The whole Africa culture is so in denial about gay sex." Timmy said.

"Well we will have to keep them both in our prayers then. What a shame to have to be careful who you love. Just doesn’t seem right" mom said.

Timmy and I finished up our breakfast and took our bowls to the dishwasher. We were headed upstairs to get ready for work as Mike came bounding down the stairs with Blackie right behind.

"I’ll be down in just a minute Mike." I said as we passed each other.

"I’ll eat my breakfast and be ready to go Tom," he said.

Timmy and I continued on up the stairs to our bedroom where I found my work clothes and shoes and got dressed.

"Damn you are so freaking hot in your work clothes Tom. If I was one of your clients I would invite you inside for some hot sex. I am a sucker for a guy in work clothes," Timmy said smiling as we hugged and kissed each other.

"See you around 5 PM," I said. "I’ll call Megan and talk with her."

"OK see you man. Love you!" Timmy said as I walked down the stairs.

I turned at the bottom of the stairs and said, "LOVE YOU TOO!" I then went down to the kitchen where Mike was giving mom a big hug at the kitchen sink. Dad was looking on and smiling. What a scene for him I thought. Marital and family bliss in the Peters house and in the Peters kitchen.

"You ready to hit the road man?" I called to Mike as I piked up the cooler with our lunches inside and gave dad and quick kiss and mom one as well. Mike and I walked out to the truck after he said goodbye to Blackie and we got in for the drive to our first job.

"So Tom we still do Ryan’s place even if he and Reese are not there?" Mike asked as we drove.

"Sure thing Mike. They have a caretaker looking after the place while they are gone," I said.

"I am going to miss them and especially being able to drive his awesome car!" Mike said grinning.

"I’ll bet you are. We are all going to miss them but they will be back every now and then and I am sure he will call you and let you know when he is in town," I replied.

We were silent for a few moments and then Mike said, "It’s nice having a mom I can hug Tom and she really listens to me when I talk with her and I like having dad around."

"You are right about that my friend. You still want to go and see Dr. Larson this afternoon at 4 PM?" I asked.

"Yeah it is probably good for me to go a few more times. I like talking with her and asking her questions. She is nice and listens to me," Mike said looking over at me.

"Yeah that is good to have someone to talk with. I am glad that is working out. Our friend Mason is going to go see her too." I said. We pulled up behind our trailer and jumped out to help unload our stuff and get ready for our workday. We all said hi and I let Brad take my Bob-cat and Bev let Todd take hers.

"So Tom that was quite a bombshell at church on Sunday. My girlfriends couldn’t believe that shit and were amazed that you and Timmy got those jocks to confess and accept responsibility for what they did. I have to say most of those guys were always pretty rude to me when I knew them but I did have to respect them for owning up to their crime. I thought Megan preached a good sermon and her talk about hate crimes was on target. People may not like it but they need to hear that shit," Bev said as we got our weed eaters ready.

"I was glad to see all of you there. Things are really going to change with Mr. Richards backing and Skips money for this new program. To late for you and me but I just have to think about all the younger generation of gay guys and girls that it will help through their teenage years." I said.

"Ralph was pretty hot as well and his voice sent shivers up and down my spine it was so sexy. I can’t believe the shit they did to him Tom. Is it true they kicked him so hard in the balls he lost one of them?" Bev asked.

"Yeah Bev it was pretty bad. Suffice it to say they didn’t really go into all the gory details but they hurt Ralph pretty bad and would have killed him if they had heard a noise and run away." I answered as I pulled the cord on my weed eater and it started up right away. I adjusted my ear protectors and we headed out to trim the extensive flower beds on our clients property. I soon was lost in my normal working daze and before long it was break time. I turned off my weed eater and wiped the sweat form my forehead and looked around the front yard. It was gorgeous. We had done another super job and still had the back yard to finish.

"How’s it going big guy," I said to Mike putting my arm on his shoulder as we made our way around the house to use the restroom facilities before our break. I found the key and let ourselves into the quiet, dark and cool house. I let Mike use the facilities first and I pulled out my cell and dialed Megan’s number.

"Hi Tom. Paul said you would be calling," Megan answered.

‘Thanks so much for all your did to make Sunday work out. I know it must have been a difficult job. Just wanted to know if there was anything Timmy or I could do to help and how the meeting with the parents went? Paul said he thought it went well," I said.

"Over all considering the situation I thought the parents handled it really well. There was the crying my the mothers and the fathers were mad at first and in denial but each of the boys really stood up to their dads and took ownership of their actions which showed a very high level of maturity. I was actually impressed with all of them including Mason. I know he has so much guilt over his actions and shame at being gay that he is carrying around but I do think underneath it all he is a good kid. Just very troubled and conflicted." Megan said.

"Hey that is great. Walt examined Mason but the test results won’t here back for a few days but he did recommend Mason see a psychiatrist. Her name is Dr. Ruth Larson and she is seeing Mike and I like her a lot so I think that will be a step in the right direction for Mason. He has so much crap to work out and I know it must be so hard for a guy like him to finally admit to the world and his family and friends he is gay." I said.

"Well thanks for all you guys did for the boys as well as Ralph. I think your program is really going to make a difference in so many young lives. You just have no idea and I want to be a part of designing the program if I can." Megan said.

"That is so cool Megan. Yeah I’ll just give Mr. Richards a call and I’ll let him know you want to be a part. This thing is going to really take off. I am so stoked! See you all on Wednesday night!" I said hanging up as Mike came out of the restroom zipping up the fly on his pants.

"All yours Tom," he said with a grin as I tousled his hair and passed him on my way to use the toilet. My bladder was full and it felt good to let it go and relieve myself. Damn that felt good I thought as I shook off my cock, zipped up my pants flushed the toilet and washed my hands before heading back outside for our mid morning snack. I passed Brad and Todd on my way.

Mike and Bev were sitting around the wrought iron patio table spreading out their food and drinking water. I joined them and soon was crunching down on carrot and celery sticks and eating a granola bar and some grapes. I was famished and made quick work on my food. Everyone seemed to be hungry today so there wasn’t much time for any small talk. A little of this and that but nothing major to discuss.

"Damn we must be starving today," I said laughing as we finished off. "From the looks of it we haven’t eaten in a week."

"Yeah I am not sure why but my breakfast just didn’t last this morning," Brad said as we cleaned up our mess and started back to work. With all of us working hard we made quick work of the back yard and soon were loading up our stuff and ready to eat some lunch before heading over to our next job. We had two more small jobs to finish before Mike and I headed to Dr. Larson’s for his appointment with her.

"So you excited about the concert on Wednesday Tom?" Todd asked.

"You known it man. I have been waiting so long to hear Ben play. He is like so awesome at least in my book," I said.

"And I like Jack Johnson," Mike added shyly.

"Yeah I can’t wait. I don’t really know much about him but I have heard he is pretty cool and a great musician. I want to play the guitar but am not very good," Todd said.

"Shit you are pretty good man. For only picking it up last year I think you are real good," Brad said.

"Thanks man," Todd said blushing at his friends compliments.

"Well if you want to see more of him pick up his two DVD’s and watch them. The first one is called Pleasure and Pain and the second one is with the Blind Boys of Alabama and was filmed at the Apollo Theater in New York City. They are both pretty awesome." I said.

"Cool you want to see if the video store has them and watch them tonight?" Todd said excitedly to Brad as we finished our lunch and cleaned up our mess. Bev found our check in the kitchen when she went in to use the rest room and we all took a quick whizz and then headed out so we could finish the two jobs left on our agenda.

On the way over to our next job Mike looked at me and said, "Tom do you think I could learn to play the guitar? I mean I asked mom once and she laughed at me and said forget it no one in our family had any talent so she wasn’t going to waste any money on me."

I looked over at him and his earnest little face and said, "I’ll bet that really hurt your feelings didn’t it?" He shook his head yes. "Your mom could be mean when she wanted to couldn’t she?"

"Yeah like all the time Tom. So do you think I could take some lessons?" Mike said.

"Sure I think mom and dad would be happy to get you started. I know it takes a lot of hard work to be good but I know you have the determination if you set your mind to it. Ask Todd what he did and maybe he can give you some pointers and you have earned enough money this summer to buy a guitar and then the ‘rents can pay for the lessons." I said.

"Thanks Tom." Mike said happily as we pulled up to the curb for our next job which took no time at all. Mike went over to talk with Todd and ask him about the guitar lessons.

When we had finished and were driving to our last job of the day I asked Mike what Todd had told him. "He said I can come over sometime and see his guitar and he told me about this awesome dude who gives lessons. Maybe after work tomorrow we could stop by his house if it is not to much trouble for you."

I reached over and pushed the cap of his hat down on his head, "No problem big guy. But Timmy and I have a date with Cary and we are going to read to the boys at 5:30 so maybe you could ride home with Bev and she could run you back to our house. Talk with them and see if that will work. if not I will work something out. I’m there for you my man.."

It didn’t take us long to finish our work and Bev told us to hit the road and they would see us in the morning. Mike and I drove over to Dr. Larson’s office and soon were inside the cool air-conditioned office. The door to her inner office was closed so we sat down and waited for a few minutes until she came out. She smiled when she saw us and motioned for Mike to come on inside.

"I’ll be right with you Mike. Have a seat I want to talk with Tom for a minute if you don’t mind," she said.

"No problem. Take your time," Mike said as he walked into her office and she pulled the door closed. I stood up and walked over to where she was standing.

"What’s up Ruth?" I asked.

"Well I just wanted to tell you that I met with your friend Mason earlier today. He gave me permission to talk with you and said he had no secrets from you. I am quite disturbed by his behavior last year and he has lots of very deep seated problems. He said that Walt ran a full range of tests but that they won’t hear back for a week or more. I just wanted to tell you that Mason is in a very fragile state right now and he does need some friends. He feels that his parents hate him for what he did to Ralph Hamilton last year and also feel that it is somehow his fault for being gay and that his teammates and coach will reject him once they find out he is gay. I know what a caring person you are and I am sure Timmy is the same so I just wanted to give you a head’s up." She said looking me in the eye.

"So what can we do?" I asked.

"Just try and listen to him and talk with him and let him talk is the best thing right now while he and I work on his deeper issues. He just needs to know that he isn’t completely alone in the world. I don’t expect you to be his doctor and I am not even sure you want to be his friend but I wanted you to know so you could make your own decision," she said running her hand up and down my arm.

"Timmy and I will do what we can Ruth. We hate what he did and we don’t like his behavior last year but we can empathize with his situation and will try and talk with him." I said.

"Thanks Tom." Ruth said.

"Do you think he is in any danger of hurting himself?" I asked.

"To be completely honest with you Tom and not to share with Mason but yes I do think he is capable of hurting himself especially if the results of his tests are not positive. But we can’t feel guilty about what Mason chooses to do with his life. Just talk with him and be his friend for awhile. That is all you can do right now." she said turning to go into her office and talk with Mike.

I pulled out my cell phone and voice dialed Timmy, "hey lover man what’s up with you and how was your day?" I asked when he picked up on the 2nd ring.

"My day was awesome Tom. Great weather and I swam my laps and the kids on the team had a great practice. What about you? I missed you." Timmy said.

"I missed you too. My day was good. Got a lot done. I’m at Dr. Larson’s with Mike now. She saw Mason today and wants us to talk with him. She says he is really on the edge and needs to talk with us." I said.

"So of course you said yes didn’t you?" Timmy asked with laughter in his voice.

"You know me all to well my man. I’ll talk with you later about it." I said.

"So we’re eating at home tonight? Right?" Timmy asked.

"Yeah. I think mom is making meatloaf and mashed potatoes and then you can read and we can go to the skateboard park with Mike later. How’s that sound?" I asked.

"Like a plan to me. See you soon. I’m on my way home now," Timmy said hanging up.

I looked at my phone and then at the clock on the wall and then at my phone again. Then I dialed Mason’s cell and he picked up on the third ring. "Hey Tom," he answered in a slow and dejected voice.

"Hey Mason. I just talked with Dr. Larson and she said you came in for a session today. That is good man. She is really good. My brother Mike is seeing her and really likes her." I said.

"Yeah Thanks for suggesting her Tom. I am so fucked up man. So freaking fucked. I don’t know if she or anyone can help me." he said.

"Look Mason I can’t tell you how to think or feel right now and I have no idea what you are going through inside but look man if you need to talk Timmy and I are here for you. How about later tonight? What are you doing?" I asked.

"Shit my parents want to keep me under lock and key man. They are so freaked. Where could we meet?" he asked.

"How about the Maple Street Park man around 10 PM say? Just some talk time OK?" I suggested.

"Thanks Tom. I’ll be there." Mason said and hung up.

I really didn’t want to get involved with Mason but I knew Timmy and I had to help him if we could. I knew he was hurting inside and needed to resolve his issues of being gay. I was sure his teammates and family and friends had done a number on him his whole life and he had bought their crap but now that he had been outed he had to face the reality that he was indeed gay.

Just then I heard the door open and Mike and Dr. Larson came out into the waiting room. She had her hand on his shoulder and he was smiling and giggling as they walked.

"What’s so funny guys?" I asked getting up.

"Mike just told me one of his brothers Knock, Knock, jokes and we were laughing about that." Ruth said.

"It was a pretty lame one Tom but it was really funny you know." Mike said still giggling. "Oh and guess what? Dr. Larson said I don’t need to come back anymore. She thinks I am doing really good."

"Great news Mike," I said.

"He is doing really good Tom. I am so pleased with his progress. Mike is a remarkable young man and he is going to go places I am sure." Ruth said looking at me and then she looked down at Mike and smiled and said, "You might not need to see me anymore Mike but I still want you to touch base with me every once in awhile and let me know what is happening in your life. I hope you will do that for me. Both of you."

I stepped in and hugged Ruth and she hugged me back and then she hugged Mike. "We will be sure to do that Ruth," I said as Mike and I walked out of her office. We took the stairs down to the lobby and then out into the afternoon heat and my truck.

When we had gotten in my truck and buckled up and were pulling out Mike said, "I really like Dr. Larson Tom. Thanks for letting me talk with her."

"Yeah she is pretty cool for a shrink Mike and I am so glad she was around to help you talk. It is always good to get things out in the open. Remember that cause it’s important for your whole life man." I said.

"And I can always come and talk with you and Timmy can’t I?" he said.

"You know that is right bro and mom and dad are there for you as well. And Brandon and Walt and Van and Johnny and Billy and Todd and Brad and Bev and Jake and Jon and Lucus and Gordy and Marie and Grand. Everyone is there for you man," I said thinking of all our friends

who were there for us.

"We are pretty lucky aren’t we Tom?" Mike said looking over at me.

"Yes we are Mike." I said as we pulled into our driveway and I parked behind Timmy’s car. I wanted nothing more that to find my lover and embrace him and hold him and kiss him and tell him how much I loved him. We got out and walked towards the house. "Boarding at the park tonight Mike?"

"Yeah. I can’t wait." Mike said running up the steps and inside the house. I followed quickly behind and as soon as I entered the kitchen I could smell the wonderful smells of dinner and I was suddenly famished. Mom was at the sink and dad was standing there with a glass of wine. They looked up and smiled at me. I went over and gave them each a kiss.

"How was your day Tom?" mom asked.

"It was great. We got a lot of work done and I took Mike to see Dr. Larson and she said he is doing so well she doesn’t need to see him any more but she does want to hear from him every now and then to check on his progress." I said.

"Oh that is such good news Tom," mom said. "Dinner will be in about 30 minutes so you have time to get a shower. Timmy’s upstairs already.

"Thanks mom I’ll catch you on the bounce," I said bounding up the back stairs 2 at a time to find my lover man.

I latched the attic door as I quickly ran up the stairs to our attic lovers nest. Timmy was sitting at the computer checking e-mails but as he heard me enter the room he turned and smiled his big white tooth ear to ear smile at me and stood up. I just felt so tingling all over at the very sight of my man and I ran into his open arms and we just held each other tightly. I found his lips with mine and we locked them together and touched tongues which sent electric sparks up and down my spine. I groaned with my love for this man.

"I love you. I love you, I love you," I said over and over again as I kissed his cheeks and his face. "I just missed you so much and wanted you to know how much I love you Timmy." I was weeping I was so happy and Timmy was smiling and laughing as he told me he loved me. I smelled the chlorine on his skin. His mouth was so warm as he pressed against me and I could feel his instant readiness as he could feel mine. We were one and we were in tune with each others inner bodies and souls. I melted against him and was helplessly responsive to his touch and his taste. He helped me off with my shirt and then I unlaced my work boots and let Timmy undo my pants and push them to the floor. As my boxers hit the floor my dick sprang up hard and erect and slapped my chest and pointed straight up and out towards Timmy begging for immediate attention.

"God you are so beautiful Tom and I just love and adore your cock," Timmy said as he wrapped his strong fist completely around my hard shaft and squeezed it tightly while pushing it down between my legs.

It felt so good I cried out, "Timmy! Oh shit yes!" I was still crying as Timmy squeezed my cock and milked it. "I need you so much Timmy Hamilton. Please I need you," I cried out wanted Timmy to fall on his knees and worship my cock. I, Tom Peters, the former overweight geek wanted Timmy Hamilton, the king of the jocks, to suck me off and put my hard dick in his mouth and taste my manhood and revel in its majesty.

He dropped to his knees on the floor in front of me and held my cock tightly in his fist twisting and squeezing it as I moaned and cried out his name over and over again. He was smiling this huge smile as he looked at my cock and squeezed it agin making the head explode. It was huge and purple and so sensitive that when his tongue began to lick it my whole body convulsed and contracted with spasms of pure joy.

"Hold the base man and work the tip till I scream man," I begged. "Please work on the tip man. Oh shit it’s so freaking intense. Take me on a ride man and don’t stop till I cream."

"OK man but remember you asked for it." Timmy said with a devilish grin on his face as he started to work me over. He slid his wrapped fist all the way down my slippery precum covered cock till he locked it as tight as he could into place around the base. His grip was incredible and my cock expanded about 3 sizes as the blood was trapped inside. "Oh shit man look at it. Look at your veins man and it’s so freaking purple and shit."

He then reached out his cupped hand and poised it over the head. I tensed up my body and he toyed with me for a minute pretending to touch my cock and then not doing it and then pretending again until finally he stared to rub it hard in the center of his palm making me buck and quiver and my body twisted as I felt the intensity of his touch on my already over sensitive cock head. I had never felt this much pain before in all my life and I never wanted it to stop. My whole body was wracked with the sensual pain of Timmy’s palm. He was working hard and breathing fast as he worked my dick.

Then as I was ready to fall on the floor he took his hand off and started to lick and suck on the tip while he squeezed my balls and massaged them really hard causing each nut to explode with more pain taking me to the edge. I was teetering there on the edge wanting to sail out and leave this world but yet wanting to stay around to see what Timmy would do next but then I was gone and I was falling. Free falling through the clouds and feeling so good. I had no idea where I was but I felt so good. I felt loved and I felt supported as I flew around through the clouds. My eyes were closed but I could see the sky and the blue color of it and the white puffy clouds.

I had no idea how long I was floating but then all of a sudden I could hear a voice calling me and I knew it was Timmy. I felt relief and I felt that incredible feeling of release after a good orgasm and I opened my eyes to see Timmy looking at me and his baby blue eyes staring down at my face and the white perfect teeth. His finger tips stroked my face lightly and gently.

"Damn Tom you are so beautiful," he said to me. I loved the words. I hungered for those words.

"How long was I over the edge man?" I asked.

"Shit for like 15 minutes man. It was so freaking radical man. So sweet to watch you. It was awesome. You like just were standing there clenching all your muscles man and I was like working the tip of your cock. You were pumping your hips back and forth and moaning my name and then all of a sudden you just collapsed on the floor man. It was like in slow motion and you didn’t hit hard or anything. It was just slow and easy and then you were on the floor and your legs were twitching and you were smiling this great smile and drooling and making these neat little whimpering noises. I never let go of your cock man and then all of a sudden your balls like contracted and jizz started to just ooze out of the tip of your cock and all over the place. It was like a volcano man. It just kept oozing and oozing man. Shit it was dripping all over my hand and into your pubes and everywhere man. I loved it. So think and creamy Tom. Shit and then I just let go of your cock. My hand was so freaking tired from squeezing it and then you started to shoot man. It went about 3 feet in the air and your whole body was like bucking and contracting and shit man on man it was like nothing I had ever seen. So freaking sweet," Timmy said still not breaking eye contact with me.

"Damn that sounds cool. I was like floating and I just felt so good. It was like I was floating in the clouds man and everything just felt good. I never wanted to come down it felt so good. My eyes were like closed man but I could see. Oh shit man it was awesome. Oh damn mom said dinner was in like a half hour when I came up and I need to get you off," I said trying to get up.

"No worries my man. I shot my load in my shorts watching you cream. It was an awesome feeling and I couldn’t stop it. Come on lets get a quick shower and eat. I am starved" Timmy said jumping up to his feet and reaching his hand down to grab mine and help me up. I could see his shorts were all wet and stained with his load of cum and my chest, abs and crotch were full of mine.

"Damn I did shoot a load and a half man. Look at this shit," I said running my fingers through my cum and then tasting the creamy goodness with my tongue. Timmy tasted a bit and licked his lips as we walked to the door. He slipped off his boxer shorts and threw them in the dirty clothes hamper as we walked to the bathroom with our cocks dripping and half hard. My balls were aching and my cock was sore but it was a good kind of sore. An over the edge kind of sore.

I turned on the water and as soon as it had warmed up I jumped in and Timmy followed right behind. We soaped ourselves up and washed all our love juice off and it felt good to stand under the hot spray of water. After getting clean we dried off, took a quick pee and headed back to our room to get dressed for dinner. I held Timmy in my arms again and nuzzled my nose in the crook of his neck. I just loved his smell and sometime thought neither of us could ever wash the smell of sex off no matter how long we showered. We were young and hung and teenage sex machines.

"Damn I am so hungry I think I could eat a horse man," I said slipping on a new pair of boxers and then some shorts and a t-shirt. We didn’t bother with sandals at this point. We could grab them later. We let our hair dry naturally and headed downstairs. Everyone was just sitting down around the kitchen table and we joined them as we clasped hands to say grace.

"Oh good lord thank you for all our many blessings. Thank you for love and for healing and for all you gave us each and every day. Thank you for this family. Watch over all those who are not here with us tonight and help all those who need your help today and always. AMEN" dad said as we all joined in on the AMEN and then dug in to the bowls and platters of delicious looking food. There was chattering and laughter and lots of talk as we ate and filled each other in on our full days. It felt good to be a family and to be around our dinner table enjoying each others company.

"So are you boys going to help mom clean up so we can read Redwall and then go to the park?" Timmy asked as we all finished. He didn’t have to ask twice as Ben and Willie joined Mike in clearing the table and helping mom get all the dishes in the dishwasher. It was nice to see them pitch in when asked.

"Thanks boys. I think that does it," mom said at last. Ben tore off up the back stairs to find the book as the rest of us headed outside to the Maple Tree. Just then we heard some noise and saw Brandon, Walt, Moon Dog, Lucas and Gordy coming up the driveway.

"Hey guys. We got to the park early and thought we would come up and see what you were doing. Hope that is OK?" Brandon said with a smile as he ran over to give Timmy and me a kiss. "Hey big guy," he said to Mike.

"No that cool guys. We were just going to read a chapter and then head down. Come on have a seat and join us," I said as Ben came outside with the book clasped in his little hands. We kissed Lucas, Gordy and Walt and clasped hands with bad assed Moon Dog. I knew he was so straight and normally I was not at all attracted to guys with tattoos and piercings but he was oddly erotic in a weird kind of way. He was so freaking thin and pale but somehow under that tight white skin he was in shape and hot as hell. His bony hips were barely holding up his low riding pants and his long black hair swung as he walked. I found myself wondering how he was hung and what he was like in bed.

Timmy looked over at me and cocked his head and smiled and I knew he had been reading my thoughts just like he read the newspaper. Timmy sat down and we all found our places in a semi circle around him. Ben sat in my lap and Willie sat in Brandon’s. I ran my hand over Brandon’s back and shoulder and he smiled at me.

Timmy closed his eyes and took a deep breath and then opened the book and started to read and like usual we were no longer on Maple Street but we were surrounded by the good animals of Redwall as they prepared for another adventure. they had gotten a message from the badgers that their mountain castle was under siege from a navy of rats and weasels and other evil despicable creatures. They needed help and they needed it right away. it would be a long forced march through the marshes of Redwall but the inhabitants of the abbey made ready. They said good bye to their loved ones and those they had to leave behind as they marched out of the open gates of the abbey and down the road. They sang songs and talked with one another to keep each other psyched for the inevitable battle to come.

When Timmy closed the book the animals were just about ready to enter the swamp and take the shortcut to the Badger Mountain. It was the shortest way but also very perilous as their were huge venomous snakes guarding the path. We all breathed a sigh of relief as Timmy closed the book and sat their in silence listening to our hearts beat in our chests as we regained our breath.

"Wow that was awesome," Gordy said.

"You can read the shit out of a story Timmy my man," Moon Dog said whistling in admiration.

"Thanks guys. Now who wants to board a little bit before we grab some dessert? I think mom has a lemon pound cake on top of the refrigerator if I am not mistaken," Timmy said smacking his lips loudly.

"Well I declare Timmy Hamilton how in the world did you ever see that cake way up there?" mom laughed.

"Mom I could smell it as soon as I stepped out of my car this afternoon. You have to remember I have lived with you for a long time. In 19 years I have seen plenty of cakes and tasted them all," Timmy said getting up and handing the book back to ben who ran off to put it inside.

"Mom is there enough for everyone to come back for dessert?" I asked.

"Yes Tom there should be plenty and all of you are invited," mom said looking at the others.

"Thanks Mrs. Peters," Lucus said.

"Look boys please call me Alice and this is Alan. Mr. and Mrs. Peters is just so formal and stuffy," mom said.

"Awesome Alice girl," Moon Dog said shaking his hair which rattled his piercings and giving mom a high five. We all laughed as mom high fived him back. Timmy ran upstairs to grab our shoes and when he came back we quickly slipped them on and all headed down to the park. Everyone came even mom and dad. Mike grabbed his board and Brandon, Lucus, Gordy and moon Dog had theirs so they headed down the sidewalk on their boards. Ben and Willie and Blackie ran along side laughing and yelling and encouraging them. It was fun to see them all having such a great time.

Mom, dad, Walt and Timmy and I walked along behind them watching. We watched as they carefully crossed the street and headed into the park which was full of couples, children, babies, young people of all ages. They were having picnics, running, walking, playing, boarding and just talking on a beautiful summer evening. It was so nice to have it so close to our house.

When we got across the street Timmy and I jogged over to the board park and watched as Brandon gave Mike some more lessons. We found the extra boards he had brought and soon everyone was having a blast. It was actually quite fun and I found myself really getting into it. The time just slipped away as we ran the curls and did loops and shit. Moon Dog was good. Really good but damn Brandon was just freaking awesome. He could do things on a board that didn’t seem humanly possible for anyone to do. I was amazed and impressed and I think everyone there was in awe of him and his talent. The amazing thing was he wasn’t showing off at all it was just pure raw talent. He was having a great time and I felt good knowing how much his life had changed in just a few short weeks. Shit all of our lives had changed and it felt GREAT.

"He is amazing isn’t he?" Gordy said as he jumped off his board to come over and stand next to me and watch. I put my arm on his shoulder and rubbed his back.

"Yeah. I can’t believe half the shit he can do is even real man," I said.

"Thanks so much Tom for getting Lucus and me together. I really needed the push you gave me. I feel so complete inside now. It’s like.... shit.... it’s like....Damn man I can’t even find words for how great I feel. I thought it was supposed to be like this with a girl but it just never was. I just thought it was my fault. Damn I just love Lucus so much and I just want to be with him every minute of the day," Gordy said.

"Yeah isn’t love the bomb man?" I added.

"I broke up with my girlfriend today. It was really hard for her. I mean she had no idea and all so it was like out of the blue but I couldn’t lead her on. I told her I was gay and I thought she was going to freak but after we talked it was pretty cool actually. I mean she knows Lucus and likes him. She was surprised as hell but then so was I! She says she wants to still be my friend and to hang out with Lucus and me sometimes and go to the mall and shit." Gordy said.

"Well I am glad you told her and got it out in the open. It is the pits to have to hide who you truly are. You are probably going to catch some shit in school next year but with Lucus there you should be OK. Have you told your ‘rents yet?" I asked.

"Yeah I decide to just get it all out of the way. At first they were like speechless and all but they seemed better this afternoon. My mom said she wanted to keep it quiet and I told her she didn’t have to go out of her way to explain but I wasn’t going to lie to anyone and that included my grandparents and other relatives and friends." Gordy said.

"Well damn man that is cool. I mean you still have to watch your back you know but it is so much better to have it out in the open. I had to hide for so long and it was hell let me tell you." I said running my hand up and down his hard strong back.

It was getting dark so we called it a night and grabbed our boards and headed back across the park to find mom, dad and the boys. Once across the street Ben, Willie, Mike and Blackie tore off up the sidewalk this time instead of down. We all talked and walked and walked and talked.

Once inside the kitchen mom got the cake down off the fridge and started to slice it up while I found some paper plates and Timmy got the ice cream. Soon we were dishing up ice cream and the boys took theirs into the family room to eat while the rest of us stood around the kitchen and ate and enjoyed the wonderful taste of a lemon pound cake with vanilla ice cream.

When we had finished we cleaned up and even Moon Dog helped and then everyone said thanks to mom and good night to mom and dad and we walked them outside.

"So what are you guys doing now?" Lucus asked.

"Well we are going to meet Mason in the park and talk with him about being gay and what is going on inside his fucked up brain. He is really fucked up inside and needs someone to talk to. So you know Timmy and I volunteered," I said.

"We’ll walk with you back to the park if that is OK," Timmy said. "Let me just tell mom and dad where we are going."

Brandon looked at me and said, "You guys are better men that I am. I am not sure I could be as nice as you are to a guy like Mason. What he did to Ralph reminds me to much of what Stevie Parks did to me that afternoon."

"Yeah I hear you bro. How was your ride to the airport with Ralph?" I asked.

"It was cool. He is a great kid and had lots of questions. We just talked and talked the whole way there. It felt so good to just talk with him. He has the sexiest voice doesn’t he?" Brandon said grabbing his crotch.

"Yeah you are right about that. Does he like have a lover in Denver or anything?" I asked.

"No in fact he has never been with a guy yet. He knows he wants to but after what happens he says he is just taking his time and just trying to be out and sure with who he is and all. His head is really screwed on right Tom and I admire him a lot. I think he is actually looking forward to helping with the high school program for gays and he acts like he wants to take you up on your offer to move back here for college." Brandon added.

Timmy ran outside and we all started to walk back down the sidewalk. Lucus and Gordy gave us a kiss and zoomed off down the middle of the street on their boards and when we got to the first cross street Walt and Brandon said goodnight and headed to their house. That left Moon Dog, Timmy and me. I wanted to see Moon Dogs cock in the worst possible way and I couldn’t explain it at all. It was so weird but I just couldn’t get him out of my mind.

We walked along in silence and as we reached the parking lot of the park Lucus was just pulling out in his truck. His window was rolled down and he leaned out and clasped our hands one by one and said good night and then roared off down the street towards his home and a night of loving his new found boyfriend I hoped.

The park seemed deserted as we walked across the grass towards the skate park with Moon Dog. "So when are you meeting this guy you were talking about and what’s up with all that shit? What did the dude do?" He asked.

"Well to make a really long story short Mason is a cool jock and last year he and his friends beat up a young guy who looked at his crotch the wrong way in the locker room." Timmy started.

"Oh yeah I heard that shit man. That was some bad assed shit," Moon Dog said.

"Yeah it was really bad man. Anyway it turns out that Mason was a closet gay and was scared his buddies would find out so he freaked and they freaked and poor Ralph was caught in the middle. They almost killed him but ran away when they heard a noise." I said.

"And then when Mason went off to college last year he felt so guilty he started to hang out in the glory holes on campus and got caught up in some really weird shit man," Timmy continued.

Moon Dog looked at both of us and then said, "I know it sounds stupid but what is a glory hole?"

"Well it’s a mens bathroom with like these holes cut out in the stall walls man and guys go there and like stick their dicks through these holes and get blow jobs and get fucked and they never have to see the other guy. It’s really anonymous and all but it is so dangerous and fucked up. He said sometimes he would stay in there most of the day and give one blow job after the other and get fucked in the ass by 15 or 20 guys in a row. It was so fucked up." Timmy said. "It’s the stuff that gives gay guys a bad name and is so impersonal and well it’s just fucked up."

"Shit that sounds so fucked man. I can’t believe this shit and I never heard this kind of stuff before. I thought I knew it all. This just blows me away." Moon Dog said shaking his head.

We stood there in silence for a few minutes and then Moon Dog walked over to one of the big cement curls and leaned back against it and dug his hand deep in his pocket and pulled out a joint. "Mind if I smoke one guys and process this crap you just laid on me. I mean I asked you and all but shit my mind is having a hard time grasping this fucked up shit."

"Go ahead man." Timmy said as Moon Dog lit up his joint and took a deep toke into his lungs and held it before blowing it out in a long stream. It smelled good and it was nice to watch as Moon Dog enjoyed smoking his joint all the way to the bottom before crushing it out and placing it in his shorts pocket.

"So what time is Mason showing up?" Moon Dog asked in a dreamy kind of stoner voice.

"Should be soon. You should probably be shoving off man Don’t mean to be rude or anything but you might freak him if you were here," I said.

"Cool man. No prob," Moon Dog said getting clasping my hand and arm and pulling me into a half hug. He did the same with Timmy and then turned to walk across the other side of the park. "Hey man," he said looking at me with this weird wicked looking grin on his long thin pale white face. "Tom, I know you have been dying to see me in all my glory so here is a quick show just for you and Timmy." And with that he dropped his board on the concrete pad and reached down to grab his t-shirt and strip it off and then he pulled his shorts down to his ankles. His whole entire body was so skinny and so freaking pale and white. If he turned sideways you probably couldn’t even see him. He had this concave chest and you could count each of his ribs he was so damn skinny. His long thin arms were as white as the rest of his body. It seemed as if he never went out side in the daylight. I guessed he was to busy building boards in his shop. He had some nice pubes and he might have the longest hanging ball sac and nuts I had ever seen on a guy. They looked like they hung down to his knees almost but were more likely about 6 or 7 inches. His cock was really thin like the rest of his body and pale white with this very bright rosy red mushroom tip and about 6 inches soft. I could see the red and blue veins running up and down the length of the shaft just under the white translucent skin. He has a great treasure trail that was really visible because of his pale white skin. He had pierced nipples and navel and the tip of his cock was pierced as well. Damn I had heard about that but had never actually seen one or met a guy who had one. He turned sideways for me to see and he had absolutely no ass at all. Straight down and nothing there. It was weird and erotic at the same time. My cock was hard and dripping from the show I was getting.

Shit how did he know I wanted a peek? And he was giving me the whole show. Could Moon Dog read minds like Timmy? Then all at once he pulled his shorts back up and picked up his

t-shirt and he and Timmy began to laugh. "Hey man don’t freak Timmy asked me to show you. I can’t read minds. Timmy said it would make you happy and I am all about making people happy although usually it’s the other sex I make happy with this," and he grabbed his crotch and pulled up and squeezed. "But hey what the hell I guess this Moon Dog can learn a few new tricks!" And with that he leaned back his head and howled at the sky and we all laughed.

"Thanks man." Timmy said to Moon Dog and then he looked at me still smiling, "Hope you’re not mad Tom. I wish you could have seen the look on your face. It was priceless man."

"Shit how could I be mad at you lover boy. I’m just glad there isn’t another person out there who can read my mind. That would be freaky man." I said grabbing him and holding him tight. "So before you head out man can I ask you a personal question?"

"Sure go ahead man," Moon Dog said still grinning at us.

"What is it like with that ring in your cock? Does it hurt? Did it hurt?" I asked in a rush.

"Wow man. Slow down with the questions. Yeah I have to admit it hurt like hell when they did it but I am pretty used to it now and it is really for the chicks. They say it increases their pleasure when we fuck and like I said Moon Dog is all about giving pleasure." he said.

"So can you like still jack man?" I asked.

"Oh yeah. It took some getting used to how to do it but its cool but hey I don’t have much time for jacking Tom," he said still grinning as he stepped on his board and kicked it up in the air did a quick turn around and caught it with his one hand. "Catch you guys on the flip."

He headed out into the shadows on his way home I guessed. Timmy and I continued to hold each other and just enjoy the feelings of being together. I could feel his heart beating with the rhythm of my heart and hated the fact that Mason would be coming along soon to break up this wonderful sensual time.

"So what did you think man?" Timmy asked me.

"Shit man I am rock hard and I am not sure why. I am not usually attracted to guys like Moon Dog but he was hot man. It is so freaking weird. I never saw a guy so thin before and so pale. It’s like he is a vampire or something but he is cool. I like him a lot and would like to get to know him better and not just in a sexual way. Thanks for asking him to strip for us. That was sweet my man," I said kissing Timmy on the cheek.

"Yeah well I wanted to see him naked as well so it wasn’t all for you lover boy," he said tickling my ribs with his hands and making me laugh.

"God I love you so much Timmy Hamilton," I said.

"The feeling is quite mutual Tom Peters," he replied.

Just then we heard a car come down the street and into the parking lot. We turned to watch as Mason got out and we waved to him and he headed our way at a slow trot. He was hardly even out of breath as he came up to us and we shook hands. Damn I could feel his gayness coming through his handshake. He was hot but he was so off limits.

"Thanks for seeing me guys. I am sure you would rather be doing something else but shit my parents have me feeling like a fucking prisoner or something and I needed to get out. I told them I needed a drive and just left. I don’t think they knew what to say and I am 19. All the other guys are sort of on restriction for awhile so that feels weird but we have talked on the phone. At least they haven’t totally dumped me for being queer. But that will probably be next." Mason said in a dejected voice as we all sat down on the concrete pad of the board park.

"So talk it out man. What do you need to say? We’re hear to listen to you." Timmy said.

"God where do I start? I have never actually had a real conversation with a gay guy Timmy. I mean yeah you have talked with me but well you know what I mean. All those guys at UVA in the bathroom were so anonymous and all. No talk at all just sex and I guess it wasn’t even really sex. It was just release for them and for me but it wasn’t really a release at all. I think what I did made me more trapped than I ever was before. God I am so fucked up." Mason said looking at us.

"So tell us about the glory hole man. How did all that come about?" I asked.

"Well I got to college and I knew I wanted to be with a man and all but I had no idea how you did that. Shit I was surrounded by jocks with cocks swinging every which way every day in the locker room and I was going crazy wanting to touch a man. Then one day I overheard two of the guys talking about when their girlfriends wouldn’t put out for them they could always get a blow job over at the bathroom in the basement of the library. They talked about how it worked and how you didn’t have to see the guy and the guy didn’t have to see you. So I went over there and I was so freaking nervous and shit. I went into one of the stalls and sat down on the toilet and saw the hole in the wall. I waited till I heard someone come into the other stall and then well I just stuck my cock through the hole and let this guy suck me off. I wasn’t ready for how good it felt but what I really wanted was to suck on a guy so I sat there and waited till someone pushed his cock in the hole and I started to touch it and look at it and stroke it. It must have made the guy mad or something because he growled at me to fucking start sucking his cock. He wasn’t there for a hand job he wanted the real thing. So I did as I was told and I put it in my mouth and sucked it. I was pretty bad at first. Shit I was awful. It was a wonder the guy didn’t come in my stall and beat the shit out of me. I had no idea about keeping my teeth out of the way and all but pretty soon I was sucking anything that pushed its way into my stall. And I got good. Real good. I could bring a guy off in no time and from the sounds they made on the other side of the wall they liked what I could do with my mouth and tongue." Mason took a deep breath and then continued.

"Damn then I was like addicted or something. I couldn’t keep away from that place. I would get in the middle of two other stalls so I could suck on two cocks at once or take it up the ass and suck a guy at the same time. I couldn’t get enough cock. I wanted to blow every cock in Charlottesville. The first time I took it up the ass I thought I would die it hurt so bad and I bled all over the place. Blood was running down my legs and the guy had ripped my asshole with his huge cock. Oh shit it hurt but inside I needed to punish myself so I kept doing it and doing it until I was exhausted. I told you I would sit in there for hours and hours until I was completely spent and a few times I even passed out and just slept on the dirty fucking cum and pissed covered floor." Mason took another breath before continuing. Timmy and I just let him talk. I couldn’t believe what he was telling me. I had heard stories of glory holes but had never actually been to one.

"Shit I even overheard the guys in the locker room talking about this new guy in the bathroom who took anything that came his way. They said they could shove a monkeys dick through that hole and this guy would suck it. They laughed about it and talked about how pathetic this guy was but they came and used me and had no idea it was me. They thought I was such a loser and just a some fucking fairy faggot. They had no idea. I used to fantasize about what would happen if they found out and what they would do to me so I kept quiet and just let them fuck me and I sucked them and I hated myself for what I did to Ralph and for what I was doing to myself." He stopped talking and just looked at us. He was crying but he was breathing hard and fast and his chest was rising and falling. But I could tell that this was a release for him and it was doing him some good just to talk about it out loud instead of keeping it all bottled up deep inside.

"So do you think you are capable of a loving relationship after all that Mason? Is it out of your system?" I asked.

"I don’t know Tom. I still feel so bad inside about being who I am and what I did to Ralph. I just don’t know If I could let myself love anyone else or let anyone else love me. I feel like I am letting my folks down and my friends down by being gay. I have felt that way for so long. I kept telling myself I could change. I could change. I mean yeah of course I think about it and I guess deep down I want it but I just don’t know. You know me Timmy. I have always been a bastard and a cheat and a prick when it comes to my relationship with girls and with all my friends. I was always hiding behind that facade. I made myself do it to punish myself for being gay. I hated myself for so long and I guess in some ways I still do. But I just am so tired of it and I do want to change. Seeing Dr. Larson today has really helped me. She gave me a list of questions to ask myself and she wants to like see me 3 times a week for the rest of the summer. My folks are paying for it because they think she will "cure" me of being gay. They have no clue. I have tried to talk with them but they really don’t want to hear it. They don’t want to believe their son is really gay." Mason said.

"So have you thought about what you are going to do if the test results come back and you are positive for HIV?" Timmy asked.

Mason hung his head for a minute breathing hard and thinking. We let him think and then he said, "Yeah. Like all the fucking time. I guess I think I do have it and I guess in some ways I think I should have it as punishment for what I am and what I have done."

"Mason you may or may not have AIDS but look man it is never a punishment for anything. AIDS is what it is. A disease man. Your risky behavior has put you at risk man but if you have it that will be the reason. AIDS is not a punishment no matter what some stupid right wing bigoted supposedly Christian folks would like you to believe." I said.

"I wish we knew more about AIDS Mason but the truth is we don’t. We all need to read up more on it. Look even Tom and I have done some risky things this summer so you aren’t the only one. We all need to be more informed about this terrible disease and all of us will help you get through it. The help you are going to give in planning this new program for high school kids is going to be great and the fact that you are going out to Denver to talk to Ralph’s school is a good thing as well. You have taken the big steps and you have opened the door to opportunity and that is a good thing." Timmy said.

"Timmy is right Mason. I want to add that I think you need to take a real break and not even think about a relationship at this point. You and Dr. Larson have to work through all the shit you have inside your brain. It is eating you up and you aren’t going to be good for anyone until you get it cleared up. You need to just be satisfied with your hand and your cock for now. I know that is easy for me to say but I think it’s true man." I said.

"You’re right Tom. I guess my biggest fear is getting rejected from the lacrosse team. My whole life is built around lacrosse and it is the one thing where I am really good. I know I am good at it man and I am a team player and I work well with the other guys on the team and I love it so much it hurts. I just don’t know what I would do if I lost that part of me." Mason said.

"Then I think you need to face it head on Mason and call your coach and go meet with him. Get his advice. If you are as good as you say and as much a team player as you say then there should be no problem on the field. Now what happens in the locker room is another story. Your teammates will probably freak at the thought of you being in the locker room and seeing them naked and shit but you are just going to have to work that out as it unfolds," I said. "I don’t think you need to lie to them but I really don’t think you should tell them that you were hanging around the glory hole bathroom last year. That is something they just don’t need to know. That would just make things worse than they already are man."

"Yeah I have to agree with Tom. Keep that shit to yourself. It’s private man and none of their business. Just tell them you are gay and that you have no sexual designs on any of them. They may or may not believe you about that. You know how weird straight guys can be about their precious cocks but you will just have to see. Do you have one guy on the team who is like a stand up guy and will support you?" Timmy asked.

Mason was silent for a minute and then said, "Yeah I think Preston Storelli would back me up."

"Then I think if it was me I would ask him to meet with you and the coach together. Does he live close to Charlottesville?" I said.

"Yeah as a matter of fact he lives right outside in a little town called Stanardsville." Mason said. "I’ll call them first thing in the morning. I know I don’t deserve your help but thanks for all you are doing. Just being able to look you in the eye and tell you I am gay means so much to me."

I reached out my hand and touched his arm and said, "Look we are here to help you get through this Mason. When Walt calls you with the results of your tests let us know and we can meet you at his office."

"And let us know how it goes with talking with your coach and Preston." Timmy said. We all stood up and sort of looked at each other and then I stepped forward and gave Mason a hug and kissed him on the cheek and then Timmy did the same. Mason had been so calm but now he started to cry.

"Hey man. I can’t say it will all be OK but we will help you thorough this man. Just try and think positive and work on that shit Dr. Larson gave you to do and take one day at a time. Whatever you do don’t hide. Go out to the club and see your friends and try to change the way you have used people in the past man." I added.

He sniffled and wiped the tears form his cheeks and then we all turned to walk back to the parking lot. Mason got in his car and we stood there and watched him drive off.. I hoped he would get through this and be OK but inside I was worried he might try and kill himself.

"It’s a possibility Tom but he knows we are here to talk and the rest is up to Mason and Dr. Larson." Timmy said putting his arm around my shoulder and pulling me close to him.

"Yeah but you know me man. I want everything to be perfect and I worry about what he will do if his coach and the lacrosse team reject him and shit what if his tests come back and he is positive?" I said.

"We will just have to be there for him Tom. That is all we can do." Timmy said as we started to walk up the street towards home. We bumped hips and butts as we walked along in silence. The night was still and it was quiet in our neighborhood as we walked along just enjoying each other. When we got to the house everything was dark so we closed the back door and walked up the stairs to the hallway. We saw a light on in mom and dads room and the door was cracked open so we walked down the hall and peeked our heads inside.

They were sitting in bed reading their books. "Hello dears. Everything all right?" mom asked putting her book down on her lap.

"We were just talking with Mason. He has started to see Dr. Larson but he is pretty screwed up. He is scared about the results of all his AIDS tests Walt gave him on Sunday and he is terrified of being rejected by his teammates and coach back at UVA. So please keep him in your prayers." Timmy said as we walked over to each side of the bed and kissed them each goodnight.

"You boys are so good to everyone. I am not sure how sometimes but I am so glad you are that way and I hope you never change," dad said.

"Thanks dad. See you all in the morning," We both said leaving the room and shutting the door so they could have some privacy and maybe some SEX! We walked to our door looking in on the sleeping boys and watching them all for a few minutes. They were so peaceful as they slept.

Timmy latched the door to our attic love nest and we walked upstairs and down the hall to the bathroom where we peed, brushed our teeth and then headed to the bedroom for a good nights rest. Once in our room we quickly stripped off our clothes and then walked to the bed and pulled the sheet back and lay down facing each other.

"So Tom if anything happened to me and I like got sick would you stick around and still love me?" Timmy asked as he gazed in my eyes.

"I promise Timmy. Nothing could ever make me stop loving and caring for you. You complete me man and without you I would just curl up and die. I hope you feel the same way about me," I said taking my fingers and tracing them across his face.

"Yes! Yes! I feel the same way Tom," Timmy said excitedly as he moved closer to me. Our bodies were touching and we were looking deeply into each others eyes. I could feel the heat form his body and I knew he could feel mine as our crotches touched and then our cocks and pubes. I felt my cock grow hard and then could feel Timmy’s growing as well.

The our lips touched and then our wet tongues started to touch and explore the insides of our mouths as we sucked on each others faces and kissed each other as deeply as we could. Time seemed to stand still for both of us as we kissed and then wrapped our arms around each others backs and scooted even closed and closer. Our hard and by now very slippery precum covered cocks were sliding against each other causing those wonderful electric shocks of love coursing throughout my body and Timmy’s.

Our nipples were touching and mine were hard and erect and pressing into Timmy’s. We moaned deep down in our throats and made sounds like primitive animals hidden deep within our souls. Again, like before we were now one body, one soul, one being. I wanted to stay like this forever and a day. I didn’t want the release an orgasm would bring. I just wanted the love we were feeling for each other.

We broke our kiss and nuzzled each other necks and held each other tightly. I felt my orgasm recede into my body as I shivered. I could feel my cock grow soft and then I was drifting into dream land and blessed sleep. I heard Timmy whisper "I love you Tom," in my ear as I drifted off and I heard myself whisper "I love you Timmy," to him as we both fell asleep still holding each other.

 

[tommy296]

Another great chapter! Just went back and re-read the first few chapters again to recall where this all started and have to say this has really been one busy 46 days for Tom & Timmy...

Thanks so much for sharing your talent with us!

 

[harry113]

Dear Tom, Thanks for another wonderful chapter.
I really hope enough people will read this & post comments so you will be encouraged to continue writing. This is one fantastic story, both for length of writing and for content.
Once again, THANK YOU !!!!!
Peace & Love
Harry

 

[pfunkatl2]

well I FINALLY caught up on your HOT story...and NOW no more posts...I NEED timmy and TOM! and THANKS for your diligent work to this point as well

 

[Kyanimal]

I FINALLY got caught up! Granted, it's taken me awhile. And, I have to admit, I did skip over a few of the last 10 chapters. (Which I intend to go back and read!) But ... that is no fault of this Story, or it's Author! It's just my own "goofy" schedule that has been, regrettably, keeping me "away".

Tom ... I sincerely hope there is more of "Tom and Timmy" yet to come! They at least need to get back to college, yes?? And, of course, knowing how much I have missed them, while I've been "out of touch", I am hoping, and looking forward to, keeping up with them, and all the other characters! Please??

You have, indeed, created, and shared, a New World! It's even had some very positive impacts on my Real World! For that ... THANK YOU!! I am sincerely hoping you may find the inspiration to continue! You have been a true Inspiration to me, and many others!!
HUGE HUGS!!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[sheep]

Well Tom
Where is part 47? Do you have writers block or are you away on vacation?

 

[Kyanimal]

Here, HERE!! YEAH! What Sheep said!!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[gmoney]

One more fan here asking the same thing. Please, please. I need to know how Timmy and Tom are doing!

 

[unoponcho]

I am like the others. We have been missing you. Let us know when to expect the Chapter 47.

Kevin
unoponcho

 

[valle12tom]

To all my fans - no I do not have writers block but yes I am on sort of an extended vacation where I am examining my life and what I am all about as gay in the closet man in this world. I want to be out but I can't do it and that is affecting what I write. My naivate and my total lack of experience as a sexual man obvioulsy comes through my writing and most of the readers out there just don't see what it is I am trying to write about and say and that has been most discouraging.

So thanks for the encouragement. I will continue to look at where I have been and where I am going and see what happens for the future. In the meantime just hang tight and read others stories.

peace to you all today and always and I really mean that.

 

[harry113]

Dear Tom, this is one fantastic story and is worth continuing .... even as occasional chapters just so we can keep up with Tom & Timmy !!!
Take in what Thor wrote .... it is true you know ! & also what Tom & Timmy advise !!
Just be yourself & enjoy !!
Peace & Love to you dear guy
Harry

 

[hungbuzz]

Tom,
this is a fantastic story and i can't wait for you to start writing again.
take care

 

[valle12tom]

Thanks for liking what I have written. I too am waiting for the writers urge to hit me up side the head again and start my writing juices flowing.

I think I would like to go back and edit all my stories and especially My Best Friend but that will come when it comes.

Untill then I guess you can re-read everything.

Thanks again to all of you out there who have read and liked what I have written. You will never begin to imagine what that means to me as a closeted virgin gay man.

peace now and always

 

[Kyanimal]

For my buddy, Tom ...



Now does THAT make you feel like some more?

Hope so!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[sheep]

Kyanimal is right. We have lived without the boyz for too long. This was a winner of a story. We don't wanna see it evaporate, Tom!

 

[harry113]

Hi Dear Tom.
I am adding my penn'orth to the other guys!!
Please write some more about 'our boys', we all really enjoy what you write for us, once again Thank you
Hugs
Peace & Love
Harry

 

[valle12tom]

Hey guys you are making me blush and I thought no one cared. No just kidding. I know my story resonated with so many of you guys and gals out there and I am glad for that.

I am still working on my life to get to the point where I can write again. Please bear with me if you will.

I love you ALL I really do.

peace to all today and always

 

[Kyanimal]

Aw, Tom ...

Truly wishing YOU All the Very Best!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz