I have almost always been afraid of Death. I remember being 5 or 6 and after my Grandma died and after it hit me I would never see her again, and I cried and then cried because I knew I would die one day. Yes, it's sad but from at least the age of 6 I have known and been afraid of my own mortality.
I have been recently been reminded of my great fear once again, while I was at the school I intern at for my education class I found out that a girl I graduated and knew had lost her fight with cancer. A couple months ago a girl I know from when I went to school there was murdered by her ex-boyfried. I will go more in depth about this later I just want to get this out.
I know having a person you know die is supposed to feel you with life and make you live each day to it's fullest, but A large part of me gets fearful. I'm scared of death and it's impacted that I know one day I will die, my fear is a lot better than what it once was I still get freaked out from time to time.
I have been recently been reminded of my great fear once again, while I was at the school I intern at for my education class I found out that a girl I graduated and knew had lost her fight with cancer. A couple months ago a girl I know from when I went to school there was murdered by her ex-boyfried. I will go more in depth about this later I just want to get this out.
I know having a person you know die is supposed to feel you with life and make you live each day to it's fullest, but A large part of me gets fearful. I'm scared of death and it's impacted that I know one day I will die, my fear is a lot better than what it once was I still get freaked out from time to time.