waynemm
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I just have to share this, otherwise I will burst!!!! It might be a bit lame & long though... 
I had my FIRST REAL GAY KISS last night!!!!
My very accepting & str8 sis is visiting me in London, and we went out to a gay nightclub last night (on her request)... Was having a good time when this rather hunky guy came up to us, and started dancing in our group. Soon he turned his attention to me only. Self- confidence was never really part of my repetoire, so I was freakin nervous!!!
So, I played a bit hard-to-get, and felt a bit uncomfortable with someone so close to me.
And the next moment, he said he'll be back. And in my mind I was like "Oh no. What have I done!!
Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!" But then he did come back.
And things progressed a little further. We teased each other a bit, he getting closer, and I pulling away, but slowly unbuttoning my shirt... But the next moment, we started kissing!!!
And he didn't waste any time getting any tongue action in there! Now, for an extremely conservative guy like me, that's HUGE! I could audibly hear my friends & family cheering me on, and then I was just lost in the moment. The kiss was awesome, but I kept worrying whether I'm doing OK. And still feeling very nervous. And then he stopped again. Again with the same story of he'll be back!!
So I went to the loo, mulling things over in my head. Confusion, fear, relief and happiness all going through me at once! But I decided to pull it together and go out there again.
And the same thing happened a few times, me just getting more and more relaxed, excited and horny (later last night I saw a few pre-cum staines in my boxers...)!!
Initially I thought him saying "I'll be right back" was coz he's playing hard-to-get. But that got answered later on... Turns out, he's str8, according to his friends!!!
His (openly gay) friends saw him, and freaked in a good way! And then they told me, he's actually str8, and has a girlfriend. And with a rather sheepish grin, he admitted that he's actually Bi.
And I just said that well, I've enjoyed myself, and hoped that he did too. And then gave him my msn address. He left shortly after that. 
But the rest of the night I was buzzing with excitement!!! MY FIRST REAL KISS!! And it was awesome!!!!
And incidently, he is exactly the type of guy, looks wise at least, that I would go for!!
THX for listening, err, reading!!!
I had my FIRST REAL GAY KISS last night!!!!
My very accepting & str8 sis is visiting me in London, and we went out to a gay nightclub last night (on her request)... Was having a good time when this rather hunky guy came up to us, and started dancing in our group. Soon he turned his attention to me only. Self- confidence was never really part of my repetoire, so I was freakin nervous!!!
So, I played a bit hard-to-get, and felt a bit uncomfortable with someone so close to me. And the next moment, he said he'll be back. And in my mind I was like "Oh no. What have I done!!
Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!" But then he did come back.And things progressed a little further. We teased each other a bit, he getting closer, and I pulling away, but slowly unbuttoning my shirt... But the next moment, we started kissing!!!
And he didn't waste any time getting any tongue action in there! Now, for an extremely conservative guy like me, that's HUGE! I could audibly hear my friends & family cheering me on, and then I was just lost in the moment. The kiss was awesome, but I kept worrying whether I'm doing OK. And still feeling very nervous. And then he stopped again. Again with the same story of he'll be back!! So I went to the loo, mulling things over in my head. Confusion, fear, relief and happiness all going through me at once! But I decided to pull it together and go out there again.
And the same thing happened a few times, me just getting more and more relaxed, excited and horny (later last night I saw a few pre-cum staines in my boxers...)!!
Initially I thought him saying "I'll be right back" was coz he's playing hard-to-get. But that got answered later on... Turns out, he's str8, according to his friends!!!
His (openly gay) friends saw him, and freaked in a good way! And then they told me, he's actually str8, and has a girlfriend. And with a rather sheepish grin, he admitted that he's actually Bi. And I just said that well, I've enjoyed myself, and hoped that he did too. And then gave him my msn address.
He left shortly after that. But the rest of the night I was buzzing with excitement!!! MY FIRST REAL KISS!! And it was awesome!!!!And incidently, he is exactly the type of guy, looks wise at least, that I would go for!!
THX for listening, err, reading!!!
