Growing up my life had been really hard from people bullying me at school, weight issues, and self-hate, and family relationships. I can't believe I held it up for so long. My parents divorced when I was less than 2 years old. They had an on and off relationship in the house after divorce, they still hated each other but loved each other at the same time. They fought again, and finally seperated for good. My mom couple years found another man. A german lawyer, filthy rich, we we're as poor as living in a cheap apartment owned by the government. I was gr4 at the time. I remember going home hating him to death. When he got off work at 6, he'd come over to our place (he had his own place in a rich town) he spend the night at our place. I remembering, throwing our keys out the window, so he can catch them and enter the second floor of our apartment. Years went by, and I started accepting him more. He supported us. Braces, tutoring, school, fee's, bills... literally everything. I thought my mom had got with him because he's rich, gold digging his money. I didn't think much about that. My mom hardly bought anything expensive, though she now does have some Gucci, or LV those girly shit.
My braces ended up costing $10,000 because it took around 3 years. My "step dad" had offer to buy her a $80,000 dollar car. He bought us a home, we're currently living in. $400,000. She never asked for this. She lost her job, because the owner moved out, and closed down a shop. She worked as a low pay full time taylor. Anyways i'm rambling here. But my mom got all of her friends, to support my step dad with his new job as a city counsellor; asking for votes. He was a so called, honest and loyal man, my mom had told me. My mom wanted me to be just like him one day. Honestly high school years, I was extremely bright. But I wanted to be nothing academic, I wanted to be a singer, and they never supported that, because it wasn't a "real job". My step dad wanted me to be a well.. something professional along the lines. He had 4 children, all grown up in their early 20's. One of them, was just like him, more cautious and bright. He's a lawyer now as well. Another who I heard grew up as a dumb idiot, and never went to university, now works for the Parliment of Canada.
I don't even know how to word this. With my mom laying on my bed crying. I recently found out he's been cheating on my mom for approximently 1yr. She just found out today. Some old chinese lady, apprently older then my mom. Who's only 47. Apprently the two met at a bakery, or resturaunt or like hotel kind of things. Where the lady worked. Apprently she flirted with him, and draw'd him in, because she knew he was filthy rich. My mom first of all... had NO idea he was a lawyer, they were introduced through extremely close friends. The lady said they went on vacations together.. to America.. or Mexico, I can't remember, this wasn't told to me in English. My mom told me she found out from the lady, she had called in and told her all about it. She knew my step dad had been "married" to my mom. I put quotations around that because they technically aren't married. They just said they we're, he didnt want to tie the knot officially because he said he didnt want to pay for the ex wife if they ever divorced. I wonder why... He had confessed he had, had other dates before her. Which is completely normal. She totally understand, and so did I. I mean your divorced, have grown up kids, been lonely for a while, you want to start dating again.
Well most of you are wondering why the lady called in. She said, my step dad had left her because he believes my mom doesn't deserve this, and my mom is better than her. How much? I have no idea. It sucks because my mom is stuck with him. While hes on his break since it's winter. She cant go anywhere because in Canada, we're snowed in. 20 inches. It's really sad rather. She wants to kill her self, which I partially believe. That i'm the ONLY one filling her life. I use to think that when I was a little kid. I was the only love in her life. Until the man came in the picture, I thought I had lost the love.
I really don't know what to do. I didn't cry when she told me although I was extremly upset. I think that was because I didnt have words to explain it. I thought he was a honest guy as he demonstrated. She now relies on me to finish school, and support her. She has no money .. I saw her account. Her bank account is connected to mine. She only has $800 some odd dollars. She doesnt want to tell her family, or even close friends. Not even her parents or siblings. She feels they'll LAUGH at her. Oh geez. Is she that dumb to think that? I have no idea what to do. She claims she wants to kill herself, which I partially believe. She doesn't want to tell anyone. The only thing she said to me was... "I'm not longer going to trust him/ believe him" He came in saying.. Let me explain in a soft voice.
Forgot to mention. Apprently the lady faxed in "PICTURES" my mom said to our house. Which is owned by the city of where we live. They can trace calls as well. I don't know what kind of pictures are these. But im afraid to admit I think there.. you know.
No Idea what to do. I post here because I belive this is one of the most friendlist communities I know. I mean my mom can't really leave him. He's supporting us. She doesnt have a job. If she did leave him.. we're DEAD broke.
I guess she'll be more open to tell her that' im bisexual. I was planning to live a straight life, and have some gay hook ups. I'd feel extremley guilty now.
Share your thoughts, exp
i've been with Jub for about a year now. I had no desires to post until today. When someone important hit me
My braces ended up costing $10,000 because it took around 3 years. My "step dad" had offer to buy her a $80,000 dollar car. He bought us a home, we're currently living in. $400,000. She never asked for this. She lost her job, because the owner moved out, and closed down a shop. She worked as a low pay full time taylor. Anyways i'm rambling here. But my mom got all of her friends, to support my step dad with his new job as a city counsellor; asking for votes. He was a so called, honest and loyal man, my mom had told me. My mom wanted me to be just like him one day. Honestly high school years, I was extremely bright. But I wanted to be nothing academic, I wanted to be a singer, and they never supported that, because it wasn't a "real job". My step dad wanted me to be a well.. something professional along the lines. He had 4 children, all grown up in their early 20's. One of them, was just like him, more cautious and bright. He's a lawyer now as well. Another who I heard grew up as a dumb idiot, and never went to university, now works for the Parliment of Canada.
I don't even know how to word this. With my mom laying on my bed crying. I recently found out he's been cheating on my mom for approximently 1yr. She just found out today. Some old chinese lady, apprently older then my mom. Who's only 47. Apprently the two met at a bakery, or resturaunt or like hotel kind of things. Where the lady worked. Apprently she flirted with him, and draw'd him in, because she knew he was filthy rich. My mom first of all... had NO idea he was a lawyer, they were introduced through extremely close friends. The lady said they went on vacations together.. to America.. or Mexico, I can't remember, this wasn't told to me in English. My mom told me she found out from the lady, she had called in and told her all about it. She knew my step dad had been "married" to my mom. I put quotations around that because they technically aren't married. They just said they we're, he didnt want to tie the knot officially because he said he didnt want to pay for the ex wife if they ever divorced. I wonder why... He had confessed he had, had other dates before her. Which is completely normal. She totally understand, and so did I. I mean your divorced, have grown up kids, been lonely for a while, you want to start dating again.
Well most of you are wondering why the lady called in. She said, my step dad had left her because he believes my mom doesn't deserve this, and my mom is better than her. How much? I have no idea. It sucks because my mom is stuck with him. While hes on his break since it's winter. She cant go anywhere because in Canada, we're snowed in. 20 inches. It's really sad rather. She wants to kill her self, which I partially believe. That i'm the ONLY one filling her life. I use to think that when I was a little kid. I was the only love in her life. Until the man came in the picture, I thought I had lost the love.
I really don't know what to do. I didn't cry when she told me although I was extremly upset. I think that was because I didnt have words to explain it. I thought he was a honest guy as he demonstrated. She now relies on me to finish school, and support her. She has no money .. I saw her account. Her bank account is connected to mine. She only has $800 some odd dollars. She doesnt want to tell her family, or even close friends. Not even her parents or siblings. She feels they'll LAUGH at her. Oh geez. Is she that dumb to think that? I have no idea what to do. She claims she wants to kill herself, which I partially believe. She doesn't want to tell anyone. The only thing she said to me was... "I'm not longer going to trust him/ believe him" He came in saying.. Let me explain in a soft voice.
Forgot to mention. Apprently the lady faxed in "PICTURES" my mom said to our house. Which is owned by the city of where we live. They can trace calls as well. I don't know what kind of pictures are these. But im afraid to admit I think there.. you know.
No Idea what to do. I post here because I belive this is one of the most friendlist communities I know. I mean my mom can't really leave him. He's supporting us. She doesnt have a job. If she did leave him.. we're DEAD broke.
I guess she'll be more open to tell her that' im bisexual. I was planning to live a straight life, and have some gay hook ups. I'd feel extremley guilty now.
Share your thoughts, exp
i've been with Jub for about a year now. I had no desires to post until today. When someone important hit me
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