Nate's wounded heart

[EveretteB1975]

what an amazing chapter it had me in tears because it was so touching. keep up the great work.

 

[Helped]

I love it

 

[subfer1]

Hey, Subfer,

Boy this story is really progressing. I love all the intrigue. And I want to know how a handsome young man from San Jose, Costa Rica knows so much about Cape Girardeau and Missouri...lol I always look forward to your new chapters.

Craiger

Let's just say that I know a lot of people, lol I am thinking of what is going to happen in next chapter and I think it will be here around the weekend as usual.

 

[botboy03]

Wow, That was a great chapter, lots of twists. I loved it!

Zac

 

[subfer1]

Ok, I was really honry when I wrote this one, and also I want you guys to know that I will be having mid terms all week long so I'll probably take longer to bring in a new chapter, but anyways I hope you guys enjoy this.

Chapter 13 ––Let’s do it––

He had been waiting for almost an hour, he felt ridiculous, yet he couldn’t help it, he was dying to hear Brent’s voice, they had gone out on a couple of more dates but they had decided to take it slow. So besides from kissing, they had only hugged and ran their hands all over each other’s backs. However, there had been a few times when Martin had to fight the urge to throw the shorter man down and then take his clothes off. It was amazing how much he and Brent had gotten to trust each other, but still Martin couldn’t help it, every time he’d think about Brent he would smile. Luke, Nate and Becca hadn’t stopped teasing him during lunch because he would start smile constantly whenever he would think of Brent, it had been over an hour and he was still waiting for Brent to call him after he’d get done with class.

The phone began vibrating. “Hello?” he said into the phone.

“Hey, it’s me.” Brent said.

“Hey, I’ve been waiting to hear your voice.” Martin said as he blushed after realizing how corny he had just sounded.

“Aw, well I would love to kiss you right now…” Brent told him.

“Where are you?” Martin asked.

“Outside the library, I just saw Nate in there by the way, you have some cool friends.” Brent answered.

“Yeah, I wouldn’t change them for anything; they are just as cool as you are.” He said.

“Shut up… so you like me?” Brent asked a little nervous.

“Duh… well you saved my life for starters, then you are incredibly cool, funny and… you’re pretty hot too…” Martin said.

“No, you are the one that’s hot…” Brent said feeling his heart beating faster.

“Whatever, are we getting together tonight?” Martin asked him, trying to change the subject.

“Well, my roommate is going to be out of town, he’s going to go to some frat party or something.” Brent answered. Martin choked up, they would be completely alone, in Brent’s room, they had avoided this situation and now Brent was laying the cards to be dealt. Now Martin was the one who had to choose. “Are you still there?” Brent asked after some 45 seconds of silence.

“Yeah, sorry I was just thinking.” Martin answered.

“We don’t have to do anything, I mean I know it’s because I’m a virgin, you don’t have to avoid talking about it.” Brent said.

“No, no, it’s not because you’re a virgin, I just don’t want to rush it, I really like you and so I don’t want to go and just do it… I like you so much…” He said as he didn’t know any other way to get the feelings out.

Brent stayed silent for a while, and Martin started moving nervously as he sat on his bed, he started scratching his head and Brent could hear it over the phone and he smiled to himself. “Stop scratching your head, it’s ok, we’ll come here and we’ll let it flow.” He said.

“How did you know I’m scratching my head?” Martin asked.

“You always do that when you’re nervous.” He answered.

“You know me that well?” Martin asked him.

“Well, we’ve been seeing each other since over a month ago, and I like paying attention to you…” He managed to say before Martin jumped in.

“What time do you want me there?” He asked.

“Well… Gary is going to leave around seven so I guess at seven thirty?” Brent proposed.

“Ok, I’ll be there.” He answered.

“Ok, can’t wait for it.” Brent said as he hung up.

* * * * *

“How have you been feeling lately Becks?” He asked her.

“I’ve been ok, just doing my stuff.” She answered trying to avoid the conversation she knew Nate was trying to get started.

“Rebecca Wyler, don’t you try to do to me what you do to your mom.” He told her.

“Jeez, chill out man, I’m ok, my boyfriend was a sexually disoriented psycho, that’s it and I’m just going on with my life.” She said.

“I’m sorry honey, it’s just that I am sick of looking at you and think that…” He stopped before finishing the sentence.

“Is everything ok here, Mr. Thompson?” Ms. Hepburn asked from behind them.

“Oh, yes Ms. Hepburn, we were just…” Nate began.

“He was just helping me…” Becca started.

“…her homework…” He stammered.

“…trying to get my stuff done…” She muttered, as she saw the expression Ms. Hepburn gave after she heard Becca say ‘stuff’.

“Well, Mr. Thompson, perhaps you and you and this fine young lady could speak in a lower tone, this is a library after all, and if you’d speak to each other less then you could probably finish your ‘stuff’ faster.” She said making a horrible smirk when she said ‘stuff’.

“Of course Ma’am I’m sorry about it…” Nate said.

“We’ll just be quieter, we promise…” Becca said.

“Very well then, now if you’ll excuse me I will go check the books that Mr. Thompson had to put back in the chemistry section, I hope they are arranged properly for your own sake young man.” She said before strolling off down the aisle where they were.

“I still feel like a little lamb in a butcher shop when she’s around.” Nate said.

“Well Mr. Thompson, I have the slight suspicion of that she might be Hitler’s long lost granddaughter… or daughter.” Becca said before Nate had to cover his face with a book to muffle his laughter.

They were sitting at the devolution table near the back exit of the library. Nate was receiving books as Becca took notes from books with information she needed for her homework. “Honey, back on the subject, I’m just worried that it’s been over a month and you haven’t even gone out.” Nate said as he sat back down.

“Well, this is the second relationship in a row where I end up falling for a complete fucktard, so I think I’m entitled to have some time alone.” She answered.

“Well I hope this time doesn’t take too long.” He said, she sat down and started taking notes again. “Because it’s frankly a waste that a good girl like you is keeping herself from finding a guy, believe me I blocked guys away and it sucks, thank god I found Luke.” He said. She stopped for a second, thought about it and nodded before continuing.

“You never quite told me how you and Steve ended,” He said, she looked up and stared at him for a second. “After Derek started spilling the rumors about me all over town I just withdrew myself from social life, and then I saw you here, but you never mentioned how you guys broke up.” He said.

She thought about it for a second, and then when Nate thought she was just going to ignore it she spoke. “He knew all along,” He looked at her, she was speaking without taking her eyes off the book. “I started fighting Derek when I realized he was saying all those things about you, and then Steve tried to stop me, I knew he would I mean he and Derek were best friends, but I never thought he would let someone say those things about my best friend. So, I started adding it up, I asked him ‘how long have Nate and Derek been getting it on?’ and he said ‘six months’ and then I realized that he knew about you guys and he had been spreading the rumors too.” She confessed.

Nate nodded. “So you broke up with him for that and then when I saw you here I thought you were just one of them…” He said.

“Honey, you didn’t know and quite frankly I would’ve reacted just like you.” She defended.

“I’m sorry,” He said as he reached out and held her. She snuggled up to him and he looked down when she did. “Hey, what’s up?” He asked looking down at her.

“A hot guy hugs me and you ask what’s up? Jeez Luke must be sucking your brains out or something…” She said before a guy that was walking by stopped and looked back at them.

“I’m sorry…” Nate began.

“Didn’t your mom ever tell you that eavesdropping is rude?” Becca asked as the guy blushed and walked away.

“Oh my god keep it down before Hitler’s kid comes to kick our asses.” Nate said.

“Oh lord, don’t even mention it, if she comes back here with that horrible plaid vest she’s wearing I think I’ll have a stroke…” She answered.

“We so need to get you some sex…” Nate said shaking his head.

“That would be nice.” She said smiling before letting out a sigh.

* * * * *

“So, what did you want to talk to me about?” Luke asked as he sat on Martin’s desk chair and Martin sat on his bed.

“Well… uh… ok, so Nate told me about a month ago that well… you lost your… you know with him…” Martin said scratching his head.

Luke smiled to himself. “Yeah so? Stop being nervous cuz, you don’t need to be, ok so yeah I lost my virginity with him, did you want to talk about that?” He asked Martin.

“Well, not exactly about how you two did it, I mean yeah, but not details, just some pointers… you know…” He said scratching his head again.

Luke laughed a little bit; he got up and sat down next to Martin on his bed. “Ok, stop being nervous and now I get it, you and Brent haven’t done it and there’s a chance that it might happen?” He asked.

Martin nodded, he scratched his head a little bit and then stopped when he noticed he was doing it again. “Well, I am no virgin, but he is and I dunno I guess I had just tried to put off the event thinking I want him to have a good first time but I don’t know how to make it… special? I guess.” He said.

Smiling Luke patted him on the back. “Well, I don’t know if there was anything out of the ordinary Nate and I did that could’ve made it any more special, I mean we just did it, and we were careful, we took it slowly. And I think what was most important was that we were tender and caring for each other, you know kissing, caressing whispering nice things.” He said.

“I guess I’m just freaking out about this too much.” Martin said.

“Well, I think the deal here is that you like Brent and it’s actually sort of cute that you’re worrying like this, but just relax, I know you have good equipment anyways…” Luke said and then he realized they hadn’t talked about that time they had experimented before knowing they were related.

Martin noticed the sudden silence and he reached out from behind Luke and wrapped his arm around him, at first, Luke stiffened at the contact but then he relaxed. “We didn’t know we were family back then.” He said to Luke.

“Yeah, it just feels weird.” Luke replied.

“Well do you regret it?” Martin asked.

“No, I mean it’s just weird I never thought I would do a cousin, I mean the ones I have on my dad’s side are all jerks, but I guess with you it feels kind of cool I just didn’t know what your thoughts on the subject were.” He answered.

“Well I think it was fun, and if you ask me I don’t mind, it’s not like we’re going to go and do it again now that we know we’re related, but at least it’s something special we know we shared.” Martin said.

“Yeah, it is cool to know we did it, and I’m glad it happened that way…” Luke said before laughing a bit and Martin joined too, after a few seconds they were still holding each other.

“Hey Lukey?” He asked.

“Yup?” Luke asked back.

“How good is Nate in bed?” He asked with a mischievous grin.

Luke turned his head to look at him straight in the face with a smile on his face. “He’s very good, he let me fuck him first, that was great I thought I was going to die, and then a few days later I said I wanted him to do me, so he did, gently, slowly, it was great…” He said looking down at the end as he felt his face blushing.

Martin smiled and nodded. “Damn, you boys are lucky; now all I gotta do is try and do a good job with Brent.” He said.

“Oh, you will don’t worry about that.” Luke said looking up.

Martin kissed him on the cheek. “Thanks.” He said.

Luke smiled and kissed Martin’s cheek too. “No problem, so when are you two getting together?” Luke asked him.

Martin looked at his alarm clock. “We’re having dinner in a while and then we’re going to his room, his roommate is not going to be there, and I don’t know I still feel weird about doing anything here…” He stopped as he realized he was speaking about that.

Luke held him tighter and kissed his cheek again. “Do you think maybe that might be a part of why you’ve been putting off having sex with Brent?” He asked Martin.

Martin thought for a few seconds and then sighed. “I don’t know, I trust him I just fear that I would freeze up or something like that…” He confessed.

“Well, I think a way of fixing that is letting him know that you can do it, but that you have to take it slowly, so you’ll feel safe and all.” Luke suggested.

“Don’t you think he might feel weird if I tell him that?” He asked.

“No way, he’s great, do you think I would keep my mouth shut if I thought he wasn’t a good person?” Luke asked him.

“Ok, I’ll tell him then…” He said.

“Just relax, it will go ok, and remember to take lube, lots and lots of lube and condoms, the second time is always better than the first.” Luke said.

Martin laughed a bit. “Damn, you and Nate sure have fun from how you say it.” He said.

Luke got up and walked to the door. “You bet we do, now I’m gonna go have dinner and you boys have fun.” Luke said, winked at him and left.

* * * * *

Nate heard the room door open and heard Luke walking around the room; he wrapped a towel around his waist and then got out of the bathroom. As he walked towards the beds, he saw Luke standing there. As Luke saw him coming he started taking his clothes off, and then he wrapped his arms around Nate, kissed him on the mouth, and used his hands to remove the towel from Nate’s waist. “Freshly showered, were you waiting for me?” Luke asked.

“Well, I hate the dusty smell of the library and I just wanted to get it off, you’re the one that seems to be all worked up.” Nate said as he felt the bulge in Luke’s pants pressing against his own growing member.

“Let’s just say that someone reminded me of how lucky I am to have you.” He said.

He took his pants and underwear off, and was now standing with his erection pointing to the ceiling, he moved closer and held Nate, then he started grinding his crotch against Nate’s though because of the three inches of difference his dick was rubbing more against Nate’ balls. Nate started to grind his crotch against him too, and soon they were both humping each other.

“If we keep this up I’m gonna cum.” Luke said.

“Well I don’t mind, go ahead.” Nate said as they kept their humping.

“I want you to fuck me afterwards anyways.” Luke said.

“Well I think we can fix that.” Nate said smiling, their humping became faster and faster and Luke’s breaths started to become heavier and heavier, until a few minutes later he held Nate very tightly.

“Here I go,” He said before kissing Nate, and then his dick erupted in between the two of them as his grinding became slower and slower, and then he stepped back a bit. “Get a condom and lube, I want you Babe.” He said as he got on his bed.

Nate got a condom and lube out of his night stand and then he got in position in between Luke’s legs as he was putting on the condom he stared at Luke. “I love you so much Luke,” He said, he lubed up his dick and got on top of Luke and kissed him on the mouth, his cheek, jaw line, he kept kissing up to his ear where he stopped to gently suck on Luke’s earlobe causing him to shiver and moan in pleasure. “Though I’m so horny that I bet I’m gonna cum real quick.” He said as he kissed his way back to Luke’s mouth.

“I don’t care, fuck me already damn it!” He said as Nate pressed into him. “Oh fuck yeah…” He said as he felt Nate’s thick dick enter him. They kept on kissing and running their hands over each other’s bodies as Nate pumped into him and kept it up for almost ten minutes, when Nate started jerking Luke’s dick. “You keep that up and I’ll cum again.” He said when Nate started jerking him.

“Ok, then I will.” Nate said smiling before kissing him. He pulled almost all the way out and then started doing shorter thrusts, aiming at Luke’s prostate. Luke started moaning at this, and Nate gripped his dick a bit tighter as he kept jerking it.

“Shit, here I go…” Luke said as he started moaning and shooting in between them again.

“Fuck that’s good…” Nate said as Luke’s ass clamped around him, he gave a few more thrusts before his own orgasm came, making him twitch and moan. “Oh shit…” He said as he shot repeatedly into the condom and then fell next to Luke in bed.

Luke started running his finger on Nate’s chest and stomach noticing that there was cum smeared all over it, then he got partially on top of Nate wrapping his arms around him and kissing him. “God I love you…” He said in between kisses.

“Who do I have to thank for this?” Nate asked.

“Martin…” Luke said smiling.

“Why did I already suspect that?” Nate said laughing.

* * * * *

“So, I’m a little bit nervous to be honest with you.” Brent said as he closed the door behind him.

Martin sat on Brent’s bed and started tapping his fingers on the edge of the bed as he saw Brent slowly walk to the bed, and then sit down next to him. “Brent, I have something to ask you.” He said now that Brent was beside him.

“Ok, so tell me.” He said, as Martin remained silent for a few seconds.

“You know, I haven’t been with anyone, since, well you know.” He asked and Brent nodded. “So, I just want you to know that I do want to do this, you don’t know how much I want to be with you, but I think we’re going to have to take it slow and go easy, I don’t want to flip out or anything and I don’t know how I’m going to react…” He said and Brent took Martin’s hand in his own and squeezed it hard.

“I know, babe, and we’ll take baby steps if that is what we have to, I don’t care about that, all I care about is to share this with you.” He said before he leaned closer and kissed him. They kept kissing and even though Martin felt his heart quicken, he let himself go and gave free will to his desire. He reached for Brent’s shirt and pulled it off him. As he saw Brent’s lean body he took a few seconds as he looked at his slim chest and stomach, he was actually skinny, you could say so, but he did have some muscle in his chest and abs. and his arms weren’t all that big, but they had some definition. He looked up and saw Brent looking down at him, his green eyes sparkling as he began to breath heavily in expectation to see what Martin would do next.

“I can’t believe we’re finally doing this,” Martin said before he leaned forward and kissed Brent’s nipples, one after the other, and then he stopped to gently suck on his right nipple, causing Brent to gasp and shiver at the contact. “You’re so beautiful, and I’m so lucky, not only did you save me, but you like me and I’m so thankful for that.” He said as he started kissing his way up and then kissed Brent’s jaw, cheek and mouth.

“Stop it, you’re making me blush.” Brent told him.

“Shhhh, you know it’s all true.” Martin answered.

“I want to see you.” Brent said as he pulled Martin’s t-shirt off him. He smiled when he saw Martin’s torso, Martin was bigger than he was, in muscle and definition, and he had a thick treasure trail that went down from his navel into his crotch. They had never seen each other shirtless, not until now, and he could feel his dick ache inside his underwear now that he had Martin before him. He tentatively kissed Martin’s chest and heard Martin sigh when he did so. He started planting kisses all over his chest and then he liked Martin’s left nipple. “You’re so hot…” He said before he started sucking on his right nipple.

“How far do you want to go?” Martin asked down at him.

“I dunno, why don’t we… take off the rest of the clothes first?” He answered.

Martin nodded and reached for Brent’s belt buckle. Brent did the same to him and soon they were standing kicking their pants off. Brent felt his heart quicken when he saw the bulge in Martin’s boxers, he looked up and caught Martin looking down at the bulge in his own boxers, and then he looked up leaned to kiss him. They started running their hands all over each other’s backs and then Martin started grinding his crotch into Brent’s. “Your dick feels nice.” Martin said into the shorter man’s ear.

“Can I suck you?” Brent asked him.

“Let me do you first.” Martin said, and then he reached down and pushed Brent’s boxers down, the feeling of Martins’ fingers so close to his own dick made Brent shiver and then he felt them on his dick, he closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling. “Babe, let’s get in bed.” Martin said and made him open his eyes.

“I want to see you first.” Brent told him.

Martin blushed and smiled, before he pushed his own boxers down, revealing a dick about half an inch shorter than Brent’s own, but still it was as thick. He reached for it and grabbed it, he saw Martin started breathing heavily when he did so and he used his other hand to pull him down and kiss him. “Ok, bed now.” Martin said breaking the kiss. They got on bed and Martin started kissing him and hugging him as he began rubbing his dick against Brent’s. “Have you thought if you’d like to, I dunno… what would you like?” Martin asked him.

“I don’t know, do you mean, do I want to try topping or bottoming?” Brent asked him blushing.

Martin smiled blushing too and nodded. “How about you top me?” Martin asked him.

He felt his stomach tighten at the thought, and his heart started beating faster than it had at any point that night. “Ok, I guess…” He answered.

“We can try the other way later if you want too.” Martin said.

“Yeah that would be nice.” He said.

Martin smiled, took a deep breath and then he went down and took Brent’s cock in his mouth, Brent gasped at the new feeling and felt every muscle in his body tighten as Martin bobbed his head up and down while rubbing his tongue along the head and part of the shaft of his dick. Then he stopped and started to sit up. “I’ll get a condom and some lube.” He said as he went to his pants and got the little bottle and a condom out of its pockets.

As Martin got on the bed again, Brent reached down and wrapped his lips around the head of Martin’s cock. Martin sighed and he loved the taste and texture of it, so he started running his tongue all over the tip of it, and then took a bit more in his mouth, moving his tongue in circles along the shaft as he slowly went down on it. “Be careful, don’t try to take too much, you might gag.” Martin told him, he licked a little bit more and then Martin grabbed his head by the sides and pulled him up. “Boy are you eager to learn.” Martin said before kissing him passionately. Then he applied some lube to Brent’s dick and unrolled the condom on it. Brent felt his heart quicken as Martin straddled him and used his hand to guide Brent’s cock to his butt hole. Then Martin started to push down on him and he closed his eyes as he felt the head of his dick slowly enter Martin little by little.

“Oh shit, this is going to be good.” Martin said looking down at him.

“My god, it feels so tight…” Brent said biting down on his lower lip. Martin kept pushing down and up on Brent’s cock for a few minutes before he felt he couldn’t take it anymore. “Martin stop, or I’m going to cum.” He said.

“Babe, that’s the point.” He said as he leaned down and kissed him on the lips while still sitting up and down on his dick.

“Oh fuck here I go.” He said as he felt his dick erupt inside Martin. He moaned and covered his face with his hands as he felt his cum shoot repeatedly into the condom, and Martin started running his hands on Brent’s stomach, gently rubbing it.

“How did you like that?” Martin asked him.

“Oh my god, that was so fucking good…” He said as he sat up and held him very tight against him, his dick still inside him he started kissing him. “Does it feel good, you know to have a dick up your ass?” He asked Martin.

“Well at first it hurts, but as long as you do it slow and you keep jerking off and try to stimulate the prostate, you’ll like it and then you’ll get used to it.” He answered.

Brent kissed him again. “Would you fuck me now?” He asked Martin.

“You sure about this?” Martin asked him.

“Hell yeah, I want to have you in me now, I want to know how you feel inside of me.” Brent said as he pulled outside of Martin.

“Ok, just push out, you know like when you’re taking a dump…” He said.

“What?” Brent asked.

“It causes the ass muscles to relax and that will make the entrance easier and less painful, just relax.” He said.

Brent nodded and he lay down in bed, spreading his legs Martin put the condom on his dick and he rubbed it with Lube, then he kneeled in front of Brent’s spread legs and he lay down on top of him, carefully aiming his dick at Brent’s hole.

“Try to relax and push out like I told you.” Martin said. “I’m going to start pushing in.” He said and Brent nodded. They kissed as Martin started to press in. Brent felt the pressure and he started to take deep breaths as Martin’s dick head started to go in, little by little. Then about half of Martin’s dick was inside him and he was hugging Martin tight against him. “Are you ok Babe?” Martin asked him.

“Yeah, it hurts a little but you’re being great.” He answered before kissing him again.

“Ok, I’m going to start pulling out and pushing back in, that might help a little.” Martin said. Then he started to pull out almost completely and then he slowly thrust back in. As he kept doing this Brent felt that Martin’s dick would rub against something inside him and that would make his cock twitch. He guessed it had to be his prostate and soon he felt his cock was again rock hard and pressed in between him and Martin. The pain was almost gone and he started loving it.

“Shit, I love it when you touch that spot.” He said.

Martin smiled at him. “What spot?” He asked, and then he pulled out and thrust back in and hit his prostate again, causing him to moan. “Oh, that one.” He said smiling

“You idiot, I love this.” He said, Martin kept thrusting and hitting his prostate.

“I’m gonna cum soon, you’re so tight.” Martin said, blushing and with sweat shining on his skin.

“Cum, I want you to.” Brent told him and then kissed him. Martin started thrusting faster, still hitting Brent’s prostate and then Brent couldn’t take it, and felt his dick started shooting in between the two of them. “Oh shit, yeah…” He said as he splashed cum all over his stomach and on Martin’s chest.

“Oh fuck, that’s so tight…” Martin said before biting down on his lower lip and holding Brent tight to him as he started shooting inside Brent. “Oh fuck that was so good…” He let out a deep breath and started kissing Brent.

“I don’t know which one I liked more, we’re gonna have to do it all over again.” Brent said smiling.

“Oh god, you’re not hanging around Luke anymore…” He said before kissing his neck and then his mouth.

 

[Craiger]

OK! Little guy that knows lots of people...lol

That was one hot chapter. I'm glad Martin and Brent have finally made it. Now we have to work harder on finding Becca someone...

Best of luck on the mid-terms. I'll be glad when they are finished and you can concentrate on the new chapter......lol

Craiger

 

[harry113]

Great subfer, Thanks
I'm glad they got together at last
Good luck with your mid-terms
We'll be patient 'til you can write again!!
Hugs
Harry

 

[botboy03]

Wow, that was hot!

 

[hungbuzz]

happy birthday Nate!

 

[mexamor]

another awesome chapter, thanks so much, and good luck on your finals.

 

[subfer1]

Actually if you look at my profile you'll see that it isn't just Nate's birthday, lol I turned 21 today

 

[JakeLucas]

¡Feliz Cumpleaños, Luis!

¡Felicitaciones!

¡Enhorabuena!

 

[hungbuzz]

happy 21st b'day for yesterday subfer1

 

[botboy03]

Happy Birthday Luis. Hope it was a good one.

 

[Craiger]

Happy belated birthday. Oh to be 21 again...lol Enjoy!

Craiger

 

[willybob]

Yeah happy late b'day man
A great couple chapters seriously

 

[caddymac]

Happy Birthday-- sorry it is late!

 

[harry113]

Belated Birthday wishes Luis!
Also the wish that this will be your year, and all the loneliness will be in the past!!
Big Birthday Hugs, dear Guy
Harry

 

[subfer1]

Thanks guys I had a lot of fun yesterday and right now I'm just putting off studying for this midterm I have tomorrow I think there are no brain cells left...
And besides I'm itching to start writing a new chapter but I'm willing myself to wait until wednesday evening when I'll be done with assignments.
Thank you all very much and I promise I will bring you a new chapter this weekend

 

[subfer1]

Ok, so I know I've taken a lot of time to bring you guys this, but I hope you like it, 'cause I did a DOUBLE effort to make it good and there will be more like it, so here it is, it is sort of teasing.

Chapter 14 ––Twin Beauties––

“Oh, come on Uncle Nate, tell me more, I want to know what it’s like to have sex with a dude.” Ginny told him over the phone.

“Oh god put your mother on the phone and stop being a freak.” He replied.

“I’ve seen the pics you sent mom to her e-mail and let me tell you that Luke guy you’re shaking up with is kinda hot.” She said with a chuckle.

“Dear god would you stop already? I’ll send you a video of the two of us after we die ok?” He said.

“Yeah right, wait I think mom just got here I’ll get her for ya.” Ginny told him.

He waited a few seconds as he heard the phone move around. “How’s my little brother doing?” Susie asked as soon as she got the phone from Ginny.

“Missing my girls, that’s how I am.” Nate told her.

“Aww, stop sweet talking me, how’s Luke?” She asked smiling at the thought of Nate having a boyfriend, it had been months since he had called and told her about him and Luke and she still felt so happy that he had finally found a decent boyfriend.

“I’m gonna send him down there so the two of you can get your hands on him and you’ll stop asking, jeez I shouldn’t have sent you girls any pictures.” He said teasing her.

“Well, I can sure as hell fix your room, or maybe he can sleep with me if you do send him.” She said knowing the effect her words would have.

“Ewww, I don’t think he likes twenty eight year old women so back off and stay away from my boyfriend.” He answered in defeat.

“Ok, ok, maybe he can sleep with Ginny.” She said nonchalantly.

“Oh dear lord, one of these days child services is going to find you I’m sure of that.” He answered feeling butterflies in his stomach at the feeling of him and Susie joking around like they usually would, knowing that he was about to tell her something he was struggling to say because he didn’t want to acknowledge it.

“Nate, honey what’s wrong?” She asked.

“Oh, nothing why?” He said trying to dodge a bullet.

“You’ve been quiet for almost a minute, I know there is something wrong.” She shot back, fearing what she thought could be coming.

“Ok, it’s just that I’ve been thinking and it looks like…” He choked up before getting out.

“Looks like, you won’t be coming down for Christmas.” She said finishing his sentence.

He wanted to cry as soon as he heard her saying it. She knew him so well. “Yeah, I just don’t have enough money, and I won’t ask you for any, you have enough trouble with all that you pay like to be giving me money.” He told her.

“And you even send me money from time to time…” She said fighting not to cry.

“Susie, don’t start, you girls have needed that money and if spending Christmas away from home is what it takes to know that you two are fine then I’ll just bear with it. Please don’t feel bad about it, I won’t stand it if you do, it already sucks as it is.” He said feeling a tear fall from his right eye down his face.

She took a deep breath as she shook her head; she looked around her room and saw Ginny standing at the door. Ginny looked away as soon as Susie spotted her to try and hide the fact that she was crying, she had figured out what the whole phone call was about. “You know Natey, those rednecks don’t know what they threw away when they kicked you out.” Susie said smiling.

The tears started flowing freely. “I love you big sis.” He said trying to calm down.

“Natey, in the last pictures you sent… are you eating well?” She asked in fear.

“Susie, come on, you know me better, money has been short, but not that much.” He answered.

“Damn it, it’s just a bus ride away, but I don’t think I’d have the money to buy the tickets either…” She said before choking up.

“I know, I had stuff to pay here, you know my scholarship doesn’t cover everything and money from the library isn’t that much.” He answered.

She stopped when she had an idea. “Hey, how about you visit Julian and Dylan?” She asked him.

“The twins? Wait, they live in Cape Girardeau don’t they?” He asked back.

“Yeah, uncle John passed away a few months ago remember? Maybe they would like some company, why don’t you call them and find out?” She asked him.

“Yeah uncle John… I dunno Susie I haven’t seen them since they moved away, and that was over ten years ago.” He answered.

“You and Julian love each other. I remember how cute the two of you were always playing together, and Dylan loved you too, just call them up and tell them.” She told him.

“Well, I don’t have any money and I don’t want to show up like that and just eat their stuff and all…” He started saying.

“Nathaniel Thompson, you will call them and speak with Julian, if you want tell him that you’re broke I don’t care but do it. I know he won’t care. Uncle John was always so cool and so were they, now stop arguing and do as I say!” She strongly said over the line.

“Jeez, ok woman easy, what are you on your PMS or something?” He answered loving the fact that he knew she was feeling a little better to be acting like that.

“Well call them and then let me know what happens.” She said laughing.

“Ok, god this whole thing sucks.” He said.

“Honey, no matter where you are, we love you and whether you’re here or up there that won’t change, and besides have you asked Luke if you could spend Christmas at his house? He said his parents love you.” She told him.

“I know, but I don’t want to get in the way, and I don’t know I thought we could get together or something. His parents have been too good to me I just don’t want to abuse their hospitality.” He said.

“God you’re such a fucking idiot.” She said into the phone.

“MOM!” Ginny yelled from behind her.

“Young lady, you’re barely eleven, don’t push it, I’ll let you use the big words after you turn fourteen.” She said as loud as for Nate to hear it on the other side.

“Oh my god, poor Ginny is going to get white hair from dealing with you before she turns fourteen.” He said laughing.

“Yeah, fuck you too babe. Now call them and let me know. And Natey, please consider spending Christmas with Luke. You love him and I know he loves you, don’t worry so much please.” She pleaded.

“Ok, I’ll think about it, and sis, I love you and Ginny.” He said.

“We love you too Natey. Now I’ll get you the number for the twins, give me a sec.” She said as she flipped through the pages of her address book. “Got it, it’s five, five, five, seven, six, four, and two.” She said.

“Ok, got it, now you girls be safe, tell Ginny I’ll build a snowman with Luke if we get enough snow.” He said smiling.

“She says you’re a dick, and then ran as soon as she saw my evil glare. I’ll get her later. Now call the twins, and take care honey.” She answered.

“Love ya.” He said.

“Right back at ya.” She said before hanging up.

He took a deep breath, he hated this whole situation, but Susie was right, he should think about going to Luke’s. Luke had already mentioned he could go if he wanted, but then again Luke still thought that Nate might go down to Austin and spend Christmas there. Also Susie was right on another subject. He missed Julian and Dylan. they had exchanged e-mails and pictures, Dylan had teased him a little in the years when he had been fat, but Julian never did.

Even though Julian and Dylan were twins, Julian had always been very fond of Nate, and if Julian and Dylan weren’t together, Julian was playing and hanging out with Nate, but then they had moved… A little bit after Susie was kicked out, his uncle John had started arguing with his dad, and then Uncle John had decided to move. Nate and Julian had kept exchanging e-mails even after Nate had been kicked out, but then as they started getting busier with high school the e-mails began to diminish. He had been honest with Julian and Julian knew why he had unwillingly left his parents’ house, and Julian had said he didn’t care, Nate would always be his cousin and he’d always love him.

When he remembered that particular e-mail, all doubts left his mind and he dialed their number, after several rings he was about to hang up thinking no one was home. “Hello.” He heard on the other side of the line.

“Jules?” He asked.

“Natey?” Julian asked him.

“Yup.” He said smiling.

“Man! It’s been ages, how did you know it was me?” Julian asked him.

“I dunno I had a feeling.” He said not really knowing how he had known it would be him.

“I’ve missed you cos…” Julian confessed, startling Nate by the quickness of the comment.

“I’ve missed you too Jules, and I’m sorry, you know I haven’t been exactly supportive since…” He stopped not knowing how to go on.

“I know, and don’t worry; you’ve had a lot of crap to deal with yourself, I haven’t heard from you since you started college, how’s it been cos?” He asked.

“It’s been cool, Becca is here, and I met this cool guy that is the R.A. of our dorm, and then my roommate… well he and I…” He started to say.

“You guys are getting it on?” Julian asked him.

“Well, not exactly, we’re like… a couple I guess.” Nate said blushing.

“Yeah, it was about time, is he good with you? ‘Cause if he tries to pull any crap on you like that S.O.B. Derek did I’ll fucking kill him…” Julian started saying.

“No, no, no, he’s cool, he’s so good to me, and his parents are too, don’t worry about that.” Nate told him, loving how protective he got all of a sudden.

“Well, now that I remember, you are in St. Louis aren’t you?” Julian asked him.

“Yeah, and I was about to ask you if I could visit you guys or something.” Nate said.

“Or something? Get your butt down here and don’t ask. I’ll tell Dylan, how about this Friday night or Saturday? Do you have much to do on Fridays?” Julian asked him.

“No, actually I’ll just do my Friday hours on Thursday and that way I won’t have to work at the library on Friday and I’ll be able to go. Of course I will have to ask Luke to go with me, but his Fridays are light… Jules, is there any problem with him going down there with me?” He asked when he realized about it.

“Of course not, Dylan knows, about… you know, and he doesn’t care, neither did Dad, ever, you check with Luke and if everything is cool then let me know and we’ll be waiting for you guys on Friday evening, if you get on your way after lunch you’ll probably be here before it gets dark.” He said.

“Ok, but first there is some stuff I wanted to talk to you too. Christmas break is coming and I don’t think I’m going to be able to go down to Austin and spend it with Susie and Ginny.” He said.

“That sucks Natey, are you going to spend it with… I take it Luke is your boyfriend, right?” He asked.

“Yeah, sorry Luke is my roommate and boyfriend. I don’t know we’ve gone to his parents’ place in Columbia several times in the last month and a half but I don’t feel right about sneaking in just like that.” Nate told him.

“Well you said his parents are cool, so I don’t get it. Wait, do you want to know if you can spend Christmas with us?” Julian asked.

“Damn you’re still as quick as I remember. Yeah, I was going to ask you, but you have to know that I am literally broke at the moment…” He started saying.

“Nate, come on, I don’t care, you’re my cousin, you’re Natey, if you want you can just come down here and you don’t have to worry about money or anything, I’ll fill Dylan in about it.” He said.

“Ok, but still I would like to visit before then. I still have two weeks before Christmas break, you think you can stand seeing my ugly mug?” He asked.

“Heh, just get your butt down here this weekend and shut up already, I’ll tell Dylan about it, by the way this number you are calling from, is it your room number?” He asked Nate.

“No, the dorm doesn’t have a phone, Luke let me use his cell.” He said.

“So, I’ll save the number and I’ll talk to Dylan a little when he gets here from practice and then if you don’t call me like… tomorrow, I’ll call this number, ok?” He asked.

“Practice, Dyl is still playing football?” Nate asked him.

“Yeah, sometimes I beg for someone to shoot him. Not really, but he gets kind of annoying at times.” Julian confessed.

“Are you two still identical?” Nate asked him.

“Yup, I don’t do sports but I do have the same definition and built he has, and we’ve got the same height and weight, I work out on my own, but I still am the nerdy one.” Julian said chuckling.

“That’s my Jules, I’ll go find Luke and then I’ll call you.”

“Ok, and Natey, don’t be a stranger man. Your parents are idiots, but we love you dude.” Julian told him.

“I love you too cos, and I’m sorry for not calling more often.” Nate said before hanging up.

* * * * *


“So, do they look like you?” Martin asked him.

“Well, yeah, though they were slimmer. Back then I was all chubby…” Nate confessed.

“How hot are they?” Brent asked Becca.

“How would I know, I’ve only seen pics of when they were kids. They moved away like a month before I moved in.” She answered.

“Damn, Nate isn’t really sharing many details about them.” Martin said.

“You bitches just wanna know ‘cause they’re twins, now leave my boy alone.” Luke said pointing his finger at them.

“I will not tell you, so stop perving on my cousins already.” Nate said as he finished his lunch.

“Let’s go get our stuff and get on the road already.” Luke told him as he got up and went to dispose of his tray.

“Would you take pics of them for me?” Brent asked pouting.

“No, and besides you have Martin. That’s enough dick and horniness to keep you busy until we get back.” Nate said as he got up.

“I will get pics right?” Becca asked him.

“Yup, ‘cause you’re a good girl, but you’ll only get them if you start dating.” He answered.

“Dude this guys must be something special. What are they? Brad Pitt look a likes or something?” Martin asked.

Luke got back just as Nate went to return his tray. “Keep asking and you’ll never find out.” Nate said as he walked away with Luke.

* * * * *

“Is that the house?” Luke asked hours later as they were driving slowly looking for the house of the address Julian had given Nate.

Nate looked at the house that Luke had asked him about. He saw a man with dark hair and olive skin sitting at the doorway of the house, and he recognized Julian. “Yup, that’s Jules alright.” He said.

Luke parked in front of the house and he saw the guy get up from the doorway and walk down to the sidewalk. He was shocked to see how much Julian looked like Nate. He was just as tall and had the same broad shoulders and complexion Nate had, though Julian’s face looked somehow softer in comparison to Nate’s strong facial features. They still had the same high cheekbones. “Dude, now I know why you didn’t want to say how they looked. He could pass for your brother.” Luke said as Nate started to get out of the car.

“Natey man, have you grown!” Julian said, as he grabbed Nate and locked him into a hug.

“Like you didn’t grow, man you’re as tall as I am.” Nate said as he embraced Julian.

“God I’ve missed you.” Julian whispered as he hugged Nate with his eyes closed.

“I’ve missed you too, Jules.” Nate said, then they heard a click and saw a flash, they looked to their right and saw Luke grinning at them, while he held his cell phone up after taking a picture of them with its camera.

“Sorry, you guys looked so cute I had to do it.” He said smiling at them.

“So, you’re Natey’s guy huh?” Julian said breaking the hug, and offering his left hand for Luke to hold.

“Yup, dude, you two could pass for brothers.” Luke said as he shook Julian’s hand.

“Well, our eyes are different, check it.” Julian told him.

Luke leaned forward and looked into Julian’s eyes and realized his eyes were sort of hazel, though they looked more like a yellowish brown. They were of a very beautiful shiny color, just like Nate’s caramel brown shiny eyes. “Yup, cool eyes too.” Luke told him.

“Well, let’s go in, Dylan will be her in half an hour or so, and dinner is almost ready.” Julian said as they went up the stairs to the house.

“You didn’t have to cook for us…” Nate started to say.

“Is he like this all the time?” Julian asked Luke.

“Sometimes, though I know how to shut him up pretty nice.” Luke said grinning.

Nate stared at him in disbelief as Julian laughed and stepped inside. “He used to be more laid back when we were kids. I hope you can get it out of his system.” Julian said.

“Hello, I’m standing right here” Nate said waving his hand at the two of them.

“Yeah, sorry, I just missed teasing ya like this.” Julian said as he looked Nate up and down. “Damn Natey, you’ve sure slimmed down a lot.” He said.

Nate blushed. “What can I say, Luke keeps me active.” He said smiling.

“Now that’s better.” Julian said laughing.

“Damn, Julian you’re going home with us. He doesn’t usually tease me back like that, besides having you home would be good for torturing Brent and Martin.” Luke said smiling.

“Who are they, your other friends?” Julian asked.

“Yeah, Martin’s our R.A. and my cousin, and Brent is his boyfriend…”Luke said and realized besides from admitting he was Nate’s boyfriend he still didn’t know how cool he actually was with the whole gay subject.

“Ok, so, just so we’re clear, I am sort of gay too…” Julian told them and then got them both to stare in amazement at his words.

“Why didn’t you ever say something?” Nate asked him.

“Well, I didn’t really come to terms with the whole thing until dad got sick and all…” Julian answered.

“Did Uncle John know?” Nate asked him.

“Yeah, I told him, I hadn’t said anything before because I think I was afraid, I mean when your parents kicked you out he was furious and he kept saying that it should never matter what was a kid’s orientation, his or her parents should just deal with it. So I started thinking maybe he would be cool with it, but still I was afraid and then, they discovered his cancer, and in 2 months he was gone, so halfway through the disease I told him…” Julian said.

It was the first time Nate had heard Julian talk about his father’s disease. “I’m sorry Jules, Uncle John was always the best… wait, what does Dylan think?” He asked.

“Well, after I told dad, he asked me one day during lunch, ‘When are you gonna bring a boy home?’ And Dylan said it was about damn time I’d date any guy, so I asked him what he meant and he said he’d always known I’m gay.” Julian said.

Luke started laughing. “Nice family.” He said and got Julian and Nate laughing.

“And is Dylan…?” He was about to ask.

“Well, he goes through girls like a knife through butter but he’s said a few times that he has actually thought about finding out what sex with a guy is like.” Julian said. “But, I probably shouldn’t have said that, so pretend like you don’t know.” He added blushing.

“Oh, yeah, you blush just like him, you are related.” Luke said shaking his head.

Just then as they were laughing they heard the front door open, and then a perfect copy of Julian walked in, though unlike Julian who was wearing some loose blue jeans and a loose black long sleeved shirt. Dylan was wearing tight football shorts and a tight wife beater, his hard biceps and chest were very easy to notice, and adding the same olive skin that Julian had to his sweaty look, made Dylan look like your classic stud. He stopped in front of them and smiled showing some slight dimples, that resembled to the ones both Nate and Julian had.

“Natey! Damn I always thought we’d be taller than you, come here man!” Dylan said raching out and hugging Nate, Nate returned the hug and Dylan squeezed him hard.

“Damn, let me breathe little cous…” Nate said chuckling and Dylan loosened his grip on him.

“Sorry, I tend to forget about that, hey is this your boyfriend?” He asked as he turned his sight to Luke.

“Yup, that’s Luke.” Nate said smiling as Dylan let go off him and reached out offering his right hand to shake.

“Pleasure to meet you, little cousin?” Luke asked.

“Yeah, this fucktards always call me little ‘cause Julian’s older by five minutes.” He said shaking Luke’s hand with a strong grip.

“Wait, you’re the kind of twins that are mirror images, or something, right?” Luke asked them.

“How did you realize?” Dylan asked him.

“I bet it was the hand shake.” Julian said.

“Yup, Julian gave me his left and you gave me your right, so one is left-handed and the other the opposite, right?” Luke asked.

“Yeah, he’s the lefty.” Dylan said as he scratched his neck and then he sniffed his arm pit. “Damn I need a shower… I’ll join you guys in a while.” Dylan said as he dashed to the stairs and up to the second floor.

“Damn, that boy’s hawt…” Luke said biting on his lower lip.

“Hey!” Nate said before smacking him in the back of the head.

Julian laughed at them. “He’s very easy going, and sometimes I think he doesn’t realize how attractive he is to other people’s eyes.” He told them.

“And he’s got the same eye color you have.” Luke observed.

“Yeah, they sure have nice eyes.” Nate added.

“Ok, I’m going to start serving dinner, so you guys go put your stuff in the guest room. It’s the third door to the left down the hall upstairs. I’ll set the table while Dylan showers, so go clean up and join us.” Julian told them.

“Ok, we’ll be right down Jules.” Nate said as he grabbed his back pack and started going up the stairs with Luke behind him.

They found the room and left their stuff sitting on the bed. It was a large queen size bed, enough for the two of them, and they kissed a little before Luke chuckled. “God, it’s good we didn’t bring Martin and Brent along.” He said.

“Well, they’re gonna end up meeting them at some point.” Nate said.

“You’re gonna keep on visiting from now on, huh?” Luke said.

“Oh yeah, I missed them. Just with seeing them for a few minutes I don’t want to leave… anyways let’s go downstairs and wash up.” Nate said as he went to the door, as they walked back towards the stairs they saw the door in the room next to theirs open and out came Dylan with just a towel wrapped around his waist. The boy was all muscle you could say, tight pectorals, big biceps, slightly hairy arms, hairy hard legs, with quite some strong thigh muscles, a dark thick treasure trail that went up to his navel and a dark patch of hair at the center of his chest.

“Hey guys, whatever Julian cooked it smells good. I’m gonna be down there soon, I’ll just get the stinky smell off me and I’ll join ya.” Dylan said as he went in the bathroom across the hall from his room and closed the door.

“Oh boy, I sure hope you brought condoms and lube ‘cause I sure am getting hornier by the minute.” Luke said biting on his lower lip.

“Stop perving over my cousins! I should’ve listened to Martin and gotten you neutered a while ago…” Nate said with a scowl as he dragged Luke downstairs.