So when I turned 19 back in January, my friend took me to the first gay club, we all enjoyed it, we all danced, and I danced and everyone was happy. Not its been a very long stretch between January and August, almost after 6 months of not going I went back with my friends. This been my second time in the club, I was like yea I'm going to part like a rock star and fuck a any guy like a porn star tonight, well the funny thing about it was that in the club I froze, I couldn't move I couldn't get my flirt on etc, I don't know why but somehow I didn't feel like been in the place.
Now last night I went again to the same club, this been my third time, and here I was like an outcast sitting in a table everyone else dancing... I just wanted to run out of there and go somewhere alone, but I couldn't cause my friends were dancing, so after been for 45 minutes in hell we all left, and my friends told me I did the same thing as last time. but I didn't have an answer for them as I don't know whats wrong with me..](/images/smilies/bang.gif "Brick wall ](*,)")
Now last night I went again to the same club, this been my third time, and here I was like an outcast sitting in a table everyone else dancing... I just wanted to run out of there and go somewhere alone, but I couldn't cause my friends were dancing, so after been for 45 minutes in hell we all left, and my friends told me I did the same thing as last time. but I didn't have an answer for them as I don't know whats wrong with me..