lakesinclair
Porn Star
Partner now Partner Chapter 19
Normally the sky light of Atlanta is an awesome and breathtaking site. I have spent many nights over the years looking out across the lights wondering where that twinkle was that I just saw or what fun thing was going on in the room where that light just came on. But not tonight. All the lights were just a blur. Why am I so upset ? Why did I let her words get to me so bad ? I guess the stress of the last two weeks and me feeling like I had to fight to keep my love, my family, and my happiness had finally come crushing through. I was tired. Too tired to talk, too tired to move, and further more too tired to cry anymore.
The room was silent. Chris and Todd were there but neither said a word. I heard a light tap on the door and the movement of the two men made me realize that I was not alone. I heard whispers in the doorway as James entered the room and greeted Chris and Todd. “We are going to get a room just down the hall.” Chris said to James. “No you two go on home. I can take care of the both of us.” James said. “Thank you so much for taking care of Ronnie. I know the stress over the last couple of weeks has worn on him and I think Carol was the last straw.” James continued. “I have never seen him this way and I have seen him go through stress I couldn’t even imagine.” Chris said. “I have seen him close to this one time a few years ago but nowhere near this bad. He is the strongest man I know. I have seen him take the weight of the world and paint a smile on and keep marching. I think we just need to slow a few things down and focus on us and the girls.” James said. “Well you know if there is anything that Todd and I can do all you have to do is ask.” Chris said. “Don’t worry. I am not like that man laying on the bed. If I need help I will ask. I wont carry the whole burden myself to keep from inconveniencing anybody else.” James said. “Good to hear my friend, good to hear. If you need us just call.” Chris said as he and Todd left the room.
The room was silent again. I could hear James footsteps going across the room. I saw the light come on in the bathroom as it reflected in the window. There was water running. Not knowing if James was mad because I took off without telling him made my anxiety even worse. When I get really stressed and start having anxiety attacks my body seems to shut down. When Carol attacked me I could feel myself shutting down and knew that I would be totally at her mercy if I didn’t leave. When I feel like I am shutting down it drains all my energy. Tomorrow my muscles will be so sore I wont want to move.
James returned and lay down on the bed beside me. I could hear the water running in the bathroom. “Sweetheart everything is going to be o.k. I love you more today than I did yesterday. Can you forgive me for what happened ?” James said softly. After a moment of silence I put my hand over his still not looking at him. “James it wasn’t your fault. I guess it was mine. If I hadn’t have been selfish I would have turned you down that first night and you would have found some woman and then I wouldn’t have caused you problems with your Mom.” I said “Her problem is hers not ours. My only regret is that I waited as long as I did. The girls and I have never been happier. If Carol can’t get a grip and be happy for us then she can go to hell. Me and the girls can be just as happy without her.” James said. “Come on sweetheart we need to loosen some of this tension.” James said.
James helped me up and guided me to the bathroom. The bathroom there had a Jacuzzi tub in it and that was the water I heard. James had turned the water on to fill the tub. He began removing my clothes and then his. I was still letting all the stress out in the form of tears rolling down my cheeks. Once he had both of us undressed he turned me around to face him. He took my face in both of his hands and kissed me lightly. The kiss was sweet and loving and not of a sexual nature. He then took my head and lay it on his shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. Some people would say I was nuts but if I were blind and in a room full of men I could pick him out by his scent. Its not a body odor type scent nor is it soap or aftershave. Its just a natural odor that he has that sooths me. Between his scent and the warmth of his body soaking into mine I began to relax long before we sat in the water.
Normally when we set in the tub or in the hot tub I ser with my back to the side and James in front of me leaning back against my chest. I love that position because I can look down at his face and then below to his chest. Tonight was different though. James had me pulled to his back with his chin resting on my shoulder. There was silence for a few minutes letting the heat of the water wash the stress and fear we had both just went through seem to flow out into the water. “James I want to start by saying I am sorry fro running out on you at your Mom’s. I just knew from her tone and the language she was using that if I stayed there would be a major scene in front of the girls and I couldn’t have that. It was just a little too much a little too soon for me to handle it all.” I said.
James pulled me a little tighter and said. “Sweet heart you have no reason to apologize. My Mom and your Mom both can be a bitch when they want to be. Carol was never around when I was growing up and for some odd reason she thinks now she is a Mom. First off never apologize to me for looking out for me and the girls. I love you more than life itself and that is one of the reasons why. If you thought I would be happier you would walk away. You love me enough to put my happiness first. No one has ever loved me that much except my Grandmother. I wish she could have met you. She would have loved you as much as me and the girls. You and the girls are my world and I have realized even more during this last week that anyone that can’t accept that can go to hell. They don’t have mine and the girls interest first.”
There was a moment of silence. I am very sentimental and at that point I would normally cry but I had no tears left. My eyes hurt from trying to cry. “I asked you earlier today to marry me. You only answered with and I love you. How many people do you know would answer someone like that so that they could give them the opportunity to back out and still save face. I don’t want to save anything but you and me and what we have. I wasn’t too concerned about you not answering because I knew I wasn’t taking no for an answer. The girls must have overheard me telling Granny O that I had asked you. I am sorry, well no I am not sorry that the girls brought it out. It was going to happen sooner or later. Now I know how to deal with it but I want you by my side to deal with this. I want to be married to you. I want to be the one to change your diaper at 95 and you be the one to change mine. So will you please do me a big favor ?” James asked. The man already knows I can’t say no to him for any reason. “What ?”
I asked. “Will you please do me the honor of marrying me ?” he asked. I sat for a minute and then said. “Under one condition. If you ever get unhappy and want me to go you have to promise me that you will tell me.” James hugged me tighter and kissed me on the shoulder and said. Baby I guarantee you never, but deal.”
Once the water had done all the soothing it could we both needed some rest. We got out of the tub and James dried both of us off. He lead me to the bed and we both lay down. Tonight I got the feeling he was trying to make sure I didn’t escape. We lay there naked spooning with one of his arms under my neck and the other across my hip and between my legs. There was no intimacy in this except love and caring. I don’t think either of us had the strength to make love if we wanted to. I pretended to fall asleep so that James would try to sleep. I still looked out over the sky line wondering what tomorrow would bring but enjoying having my lover hold me as tight as he could.
Hi this is Todd. Seeing Ronnie in the shape that he was in really had me concerned. He is always the strong one. He is not muscular or anything like that but when it comes right down to it I would not have to battle with him. He is worse than any mother lion when it comes to what he considers his. Hell I wouldn’t want to fight with him over Chris and Chris is mine. I guess he was due this though. With what he has been through the last couple of weeks he has held up better than I would. He has stood there with his chest out like a bullet proof vest and with a deep growl in his voice he has stood against everything and told them to bring on their best. They do just that and he hit them head on shielding everyone around him from the fall out.
We were almost home and I could see the concern is Chris’ face from the street lights. “You alright sweetie ?” I asked him. “Do me one favor Todd” Chris said. “Anything lover, what is it ?” I asked. “If anyone ever acts that way to you stand up and tell them to kiss you lily white, and might I add, sexy ass and then come tell me.” Chris said. “Don’t worry. I am not the peace maker Ronnie is.” I said. Chris kept his eyes on the road. “Damn her. Ronnie is the last person to deserve being treated that way.” Chris added. “I don’t know either of them that well but I think this may have been a wake up call for James tonight. He seems to be the type that doesn’t take what people say seriously but I think this made him see there is another side too.” I said. “I think you are right. I have never seen Ronnie like that and the expression on James’ face when he opened that door said all I needed to know about how scared and mad he was.” said Chris.
We pulled in the driveway and started to get out of the car. “You grab the suitcases and I’ll get the laptop.” I said to Chris. “Lock the car and leave it all. I have something else for you to unpack.” Chris said as he grabbed his crotch and winked at me. “Oh my, lead the way lover boy.” I said. We stepped inside the door and before I could close it Chris grabbed my arm and turned me around and landed his lips like it was target practice right on mine. This was not a sensual kiss. Before I could stop moving his tongue was trying to reach the back of my throat. We started down the hall taking off each others clothes as we went. We got to the bedroom and Chris stopped. He held me tight and began to kiss me again as we did at the door. This time he had both of my ass cheeks squeezing them. “Hey lover you know you have to slow down. I have a couple of quick things to do before we continue.” I whispered. “Damn.” Chris said and laughed. He reached out and popped me on the ass as I headed for the bathroom.
I walked out of the bathroom to see the hottest man in the world laying their naked. He had two envelopes that he was fanning himself with. “Whatcha got there handsome ?” I asked. “Our test results came in the mail while we were gone.” he said with a smile. I lay beside him and he handed me the envelope that was addressed to me. He tore into his and began to read it. “Clean as a fucking whistle.” Chris smiled as he said. I was not afraid of mine so I opened it and looked at it. I gave him a concerned look and pointed to one of the lines. “What does this mean Chris ?” Chris’ smiled dropped and grabbed the paper. As he searched real quick I slid down and began to suck his growing dick into my mouth. I stopped and said. “Clean as a fucking whistle here too now I am going to clean this whistle of yours so you can fuck me.”
As he dick began to harden I began to suck and lather it. I have had practice over the years so deep throating is not difficult. Chris’ size takes a little adjustment but its not difficult. I got all his dick in and swallowed as often as I could so that my throat rubbed the head while my nose was buried in hi pubic hair. Chris was laid back on the pillow moaning He raised up an maneuvered himself so that he could reach my throbbing dick. I came up and released his dick and sucked both of his eggs into my mouth which sent his head back to the pillow. I rolled them around in my mouth applying light pressure to each with my tongue. I thought Chris was going to fly up and claw the ceiling.
I let his eggs slip from my mouth and began to lick my way up his body. I paid special attention to his navel and the hair around it before moving on to the prize. He has the most beautiful small round nipple that shrink even more when I play with them to make the erect. The hair that swirls around them just mesmerizes me. I could look at this all day for the rest of my life. Sucking on one nipple while twisting the other I had my leg rubbing up and down his hard shaft while mine was trapped between our bellies.
The next prize is his sensual lips. That small mustache and short cut goatee surrounding them make me want to attack them. That’s just what I did. My tongue sought depths in his mouth I had never tried before. He had pulled me close and had one hand pulling one ass cheek out to expose my rosebud while the other sought it out. He played with the entrance to my ass with his finger. Once I gave up on the lips and went for the neck so I could move to the ears he stuck his finger in his mouth to wet it. His hand returned and he entered me with his finger which sent me grabbing for the headboard. I leaned back against his hand to get his finger even deeper. Chris began to finger fuck me like a pro. I was now at his mercy and he knew it. I lay my head on his shoulder breathing heavy as I humped his finger.
Chris inserted a second finger and I was headed to the headboard again. He pulled his finger out and slid out from under me. In one swift motion he had me on my stomach and he was startling my shoulders. He began to massage my ass cheeks and pull them apart totally exposing my rosebud. He sank down putting his weight on my back and began to lick around the entrance to my ass. Between his tongue and finger playing with my ass ring I thought I was going to cum right then. He rimmed me for along time and could tell when I began to loosen up. I guess that was the sign he wanted because instead of a finger inside me I had my lovers tongue. All I could do was bite on the pillow to keep from screaming.
After rimming me well and getting me softened up he slid down and sat up. He began to jack his own dick and stop to take the precum he was leaking and spread it on my ass. He collected more and rubbed it all over his dick. At this point he was setting on my ass cheeks and using his precum to lube my hole and his dick. Chris leaned up and put his toes just inside my arm pits. He balanced himself on one hand and guided his dick towards my aching hole with the other. I have never fucked bareback so I was not expecting what happened. The large mushroom head of his dick touched my ring and began to enter. The feeling was nothing like I had ever felt before. I could feel the shape of the head of his dick. He began to slowly lower his body. Each movement pushed him further in. I could feel every inch of his dick sliding into me. I could feel the veins that went down each side of his dick. I could feel him not a condom. Chris had managed to get his dick all the way inside me backwards. The feeling was unreal. The pressure of his dick forced backwards trying to do what natural and move upward. He pulled back up slowly and went back in with more force. He picked up the pace a little and on the 4th stroke in oh my god I am cumming. I buried my face in the pillow and screamed as I bucked back against him shooting cum between me and the bed with every thrust of my hips.
Chris pulled his dick out and turned me over onto my back. With one swift motion he had my legs in the air and was entering me again. I watched the expressions on his face. It was sheer extasy. He pushed my knees up to my chest and leaned in and kissed me with a renewed fury. He began to pound my ass. He would raise up and come completely out and with no directions by hand his dick would find its target on the way back down and enter me with one quick motion. All the way to the hilt. I could feel every inch of him. He would slam all the way into me and stop. I had my hands on his ass cheeks and I could feel his muscles flex at the same time I could feel his dick flex deep inside me. He was trying to get deeper than length would allow. He began to slow his rhythm and slowed to a medium speed. He leaned down and whispered in my ear. “I am going to cum deep inside you. I’m gonna fill your ass with my juices.” I whispered back. “Fuck me stud. I want you to fuck me with all you have and fill me up.” Chris picked up his pace and oh my god the feeling of his raw dick pounding my love button made me start cumming again. I leaned forward and was able to reach his ass with my finger. I stuck my finger up his ass and began to finger fuck him as fast as I could. Chris mead about 3 more thrust and came up on his tip toes using his body weight to bury him as deep as he could get inside me. “mmmmMMMMM……oh fuck. I am cuummmiinngg. Deep in your ass baby, deep as I can get. I ‘m cummmmiinngg…uuuuhuhuhuhuh….” Chris slammed in one more time and became perfectly still. My lover was dumping his load of cum deep inside me for the first time. I could feel the head of his dick flex. Oh my god I can feel his cum as it sprays deep inside me. I don’t think Chris has ever cum this much since we started having sex. His body twitched and he held his breath while he dumped his load deep in me.
Totally breathless and exhausted he lay his weight on me. “James told me that when we finally fucked raw that the feeling would be more amazing than I could imagine. The man was right.” Chris said. He began to kiss me deeply like he never had before. His still hard dick buried deep in my ass keeping all his juices as deep as he could get them. I have never felt this before as many time as I have had sex. This is my man and he isn’t going anywhere. Now I know how Ronnie must feel.
Sometime during the early morning hours I finally dozed off. When I awoke I felt like I was totally drained. It felt sort of like a hang over. I realized I was cold and alone. When I fell asleep I was wrapped as tight as I could be in my lovers arms. Now I am alone. I heard James’ voice from the bathroom. He was on the phone with someone. I rolled onto my back to try to listen better. Moment later he walked out of the bathroom. This beautiful man was walking naked towards me with that enormous but gorgeous dick bobbing back and forth as he walked. He lay down on top of me and kissed me lightly. “Feel any better baby ?” he asked. “Actually I feel like hell but the sight of you coming out of the bathroom made me feel better.” I said. He smiled and gently kissed me.
“I have changed our plans for the next couple of days and I don’t want any argument out of you.” he said. “Sweetheart you lead and I will follow.“ was the only comment I had. “First Ben is going to meet us with the girls for breakfast. He assured me that he could drive the truck and trailer that far. Second I have talked to Nikki and Will. They are going to meet us at Chris’ house to get the truck and trailer. The girls are going with them to spend the night and we are going to get your new SUV. Next we are going to spend the night at Chris and Todd’s and then go to get the girls tomorrow. When we go to get them we are going to spend the night at your Moms and let her know that we are getting married. If there is going to be anymore dram it is going to be over and done this trip.” James said. “I am too tired for all this James I am sorry. Do me one favor in all this. Take Chris with you to get the vehicle. Pick out what you want and make it my wedding gift or something. You know I am not picky. I just can’t go through all that today.” I said. “O.k. sweetie I will get Chris to go with me. I just want you to rest today. When I walked in the room last night my heart sunk. When I saw you laying there and saw what bad shape you were in I was really scared. I promise you I will never let anything affect you like this again in your life.” James said. He leaned forward and kissed me again.
I reached down to put my hand on his dick. I wanted him inside me so bad but didn’t have the strength. “ No sir. You don’t have the strength and this isn’t about sex for an assurance that you love me. I know you do you don’t have to prove it.” James scolded. “Now lets get you up and into the shower. There are two little girls that are very anxious to see you. I had to assure both of them that you would be at breakfast. So lets get a move on. “ James said as he pulled me up and picked me up and walked into the bathroom.
(to be continued ???? You tell me )
Normally the sky light of Atlanta is an awesome and breathtaking site. I have spent many nights over the years looking out across the lights wondering where that twinkle was that I just saw or what fun thing was going on in the room where that light just came on. But not tonight. All the lights were just a blur. Why am I so upset ? Why did I let her words get to me so bad ? I guess the stress of the last two weeks and me feeling like I had to fight to keep my love, my family, and my happiness had finally come crushing through. I was tired. Too tired to talk, too tired to move, and further more too tired to cry anymore.
The room was silent. Chris and Todd were there but neither said a word. I heard a light tap on the door and the movement of the two men made me realize that I was not alone. I heard whispers in the doorway as James entered the room and greeted Chris and Todd. “We are going to get a room just down the hall.” Chris said to James. “No you two go on home. I can take care of the both of us.” James said. “Thank you so much for taking care of Ronnie. I know the stress over the last couple of weeks has worn on him and I think Carol was the last straw.” James continued. “I have never seen him this way and I have seen him go through stress I couldn’t even imagine.” Chris said. “I have seen him close to this one time a few years ago but nowhere near this bad. He is the strongest man I know. I have seen him take the weight of the world and paint a smile on and keep marching. I think we just need to slow a few things down and focus on us and the girls.” James said. “Well you know if there is anything that Todd and I can do all you have to do is ask.” Chris said. “Don’t worry. I am not like that man laying on the bed. If I need help I will ask. I wont carry the whole burden myself to keep from inconveniencing anybody else.” James said. “Good to hear my friend, good to hear. If you need us just call.” Chris said as he and Todd left the room.
The room was silent again. I could hear James footsteps going across the room. I saw the light come on in the bathroom as it reflected in the window. There was water running. Not knowing if James was mad because I took off without telling him made my anxiety even worse. When I get really stressed and start having anxiety attacks my body seems to shut down. When Carol attacked me I could feel myself shutting down and knew that I would be totally at her mercy if I didn’t leave. When I feel like I am shutting down it drains all my energy. Tomorrow my muscles will be so sore I wont want to move.
James returned and lay down on the bed beside me. I could hear the water running in the bathroom. “Sweetheart everything is going to be o.k. I love you more today than I did yesterday. Can you forgive me for what happened ?” James said softly. After a moment of silence I put my hand over his still not looking at him. “James it wasn’t your fault. I guess it was mine. If I hadn’t have been selfish I would have turned you down that first night and you would have found some woman and then I wouldn’t have caused you problems with your Mom.” I said “Her problem is hers not ours. My only regret is that I waited as long as I did. The girls and I have never been happier. If Carol can’t get a grip and be happy for us then she can go to hell. Me and the girls can be just as happy without her.” James said. “Come on sweetheart we need to loosen some of this tension.” James said.
James helped me up and guided me to the bathroom. The bathroom there had a Jacuzzi tub in it and that was the water I heard. James had turned the water on to fill the tub. He began removing my clothes and then his. I was still letting all the stress out in the form of tears rolling down my cheeks. Once he had both of us undressed he turned me around to face him. He took my face in both of his hands and kissed me lightly. The kiss was sweet and loving and not of a sexual nature. He then took my head and lay it on his shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. Some people would say I was nuts but if I were blind and in a room full of men I could pick him out by his scent. Its not a body odor type scent nor is it soap or aftershave. Its just a natural odor that he has that sooths me. Between his scent and the warmth of his body soaking into mine I began to relax long before we sat in the water.
Normally when we set in the tub or in the hot tub I ser with my back to the side and James in front of me leaning back against my chest. I love that position because I can look down at his face and then below to his chest. Tonight was different though. James had me pulled to his back with his chin resting on my shoulder. There was silence for a few minutes letting the heat of the water wash the stress and fear we had both just went through seem to flow out into the water. “James I want to start by saying I am sorry fro running out on you at your Mom’s. I just knew from her tone and the language she was using that if I stayed there would be a major scene in front of the girls and I couldn’t have that. It was just a little too much a little too soon for me to handle it all.” I said.
James pulled me a little tighter and said. “Sweet heart you have no reason to apologize. My Mom and your Mom both can be a bitch when they want to be. Carol was never around when I was growing up and for some odd reason she thinks now she is a Mom. First off never apologize to me for looking out for me and the girls. I love you more than life itself and that is one of the reasons why. If you thought I would be happier you would walk away. You love me enough to put my happiness first. No one has ever loved me that much except my Grandmother. I wish she could have met you. She would have loved you as much as me and the girls. You and the girls are my world and I have realized even more during this last week that anyone that can’t accept that can go to hell. They don’t have mine and the girls interest first.”
There was a moment of silence. I am very sentimental and at that point I would normally cry but I had no tears left. My eyes hurt from trying to cry. “I asked you earlier today to marry me. You only answered with and I love you. How many people do you know would answer someone like that so that they could give them the opportunity to back out and still save face. I don’t want to save anything but you and me and what we have. I wasn’t too concerned about you not answering because I knew I wasn’t taking no for an answer. The girls must have overheard me telling Granny O that I had asked you. I am sorry, well no I am not sorry that the girls brought it out. It was going to happen sooner or later. Now I know how to deal with it but I want you by my side to deal with this. I want to be married to you. I want to be the one to change your diaper at 95 and you be the one to change mine. So will you please do me a big favor ?” James asked. The man already knows I can’t say no to him for any reason. “What ?”
I asked. “Will you please do me the honor of marrying me ?” he asked. I sat for a minute and then said. “Under one condition. If you ever get unhappy and want me to go you have to promise me that you will tell me.” James hugged me tighter and kissed me on the shoulder and said. Baby I guarantee you never, but deal.”
Once the water had done all the soothing it could we both needed some rest. We got out of the tub and James dried both of us off. He lead me to the bed and we both lay down. Tonight I got the feeling he was trying to make sure I didn’t escape. We lay there naked spooning with one of his arms under my neck and the other across my hip and between my legs. There was no intimacy in this except love and caring. I don’t think either of us had the strength to make love if we wanted to. I pretended to fall asleep so that James would try to sleep. I still looked out over the sky line wondering what tomorrow would bring but enjoying having my lover hold me as tight as he could.
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Hi this is Todd. Seeing Ronnie in the shape that he was in really had me concerned. He is always the strong one. He is not muscular or anything like that but when it comes right down to it I would not have to battle with him. He is worse than any mother lion when it comes to what he considers his. Hell I wouldn’t want to fight with him over Chris and Chris is mine. I guess he was due this though. With what he has been through the last couple of weeks he has held up better than I would. He has stood there with his chest out like a bullet proof vest and with a deep growl in his voice he has stood against everything and told them to bring on their best. They do just that and he hit them head on shielding everyone around him from the fall out.
We were almost home and I could see the concern is Chris’ face from the street lights. “You alright sweetie ?” I asked him. “Do me one favor Todd” Chris said. “Anything lover, what is it ?” I asked. “If anyone ever acts that way to you stand up and tell them to kiss you lily white, and might I add, sexy ass and then come tell me.” Chris said. “Don’t worry. I am not the peace maker Ronnie is.” I said. Chris kept his eyes on the road. “Damn her. Ronnie is the last person to deserve being treated that way.” Chris added. “I don’t know either of them that well but I think this may have been a wake up call for James tonight. He seems to be the type that doesn’t take what people say seriously but I think this made him see there is another side too.” I said. “I think you are right. I have never seen Ronnie like that and the expression on James’ face when he opened that door said all I needed to know about how scared and mad he was.” said Chris.
We pulled in the driveway and started to get out of the car. “You grab the suitcases and I’ll get the laptop.” I said to Chris. “Lock the car and leave it all. I have something else for you to unpack.” Chris said as he grabbed his crotch and winked at me. “Oh my, lead the way lover boy.” I said. We stepped inside the door and before I could close it Chris grabbed my arm and turned me around and landed his lips like it was target practice right on mine. This was not a sensual kiss. Before I could stop moving his tongue was trying to reach the back of my throat. We started down the hall taking off each others clothes as we went. We got to the bedroom and Chris stopped. He held me tight and began to kiss me again as we did at the door. This time he had both of my ass cheeks squeezing them. “Hey lover you know you have to slow down. I have a couple of quick things to do before we continue.” I whispered. “Damn.” Chris said and laughed. He reached out and popped me on the ass as I headed for the bathroom.
I walked out of the bathroom to see the hottest man in the world laying their naked. He had two envelopes that he was fanning himself with. “Whatcha got there handsome ?” I asked. “Our test results came in the mail while we were gone.” he said with a smile. I lay beside him and he handed me the envelope that was addressed to me. He tore into his and began to read it. “Clean as a fucking whistle.” Chris smiled as he said. I was not afraid of mine so I opened it and looked at it. I gave him a concerned look and pointed to one of the lines. “What does this mean Chris ?” Chris’ smiled dropped and grabbed the paper. As he searched real quick I slid down and began to suck his growing dick into my mouth. I stopped and said. “Clean as a fucking whistle here too now I am going to clean this whistle of yours so you can fuck me.”
As he dick began to harden I began to suck and lather it. I have had practice over the years so deep throating is not difficult. Chris’ size takes a little adjustment but its not difficult. I got all his dick in and swallowed as often as I could so that my throat rubbed the head while my nose was buried in hi pubic hair. Chris was laid back on the pillow moaning He raised up an maneuvered himself so that he could reach my throbbing dick. I came up and released his dick and sucked both of his eggs into my mouth which sent his head back to the pillow. I rolled them around in my mouth applying light pressure to each with my tongue. I thought Chris was going to fly up and claw the ceiling.
I let his eggs slip from my mouth and began to lick my way up his body. I paid special attention to his navel and the hair around it before moving on to the prize. He has the most beautiful small round nipple that shrink even more when I play with them to make the erect. The hair that swirls around them just mesmerizes me. I could look at this all day for the rest of my life. Sucking on one nipple while twisting the other I had my leg rubbing up and down his hard shaft while mine was trapped between our bellies.
The next prize is his sensual lips. That small mustache and short cut goatee surrounding them make me want to attack them. That’s just what I did. My tongue sought depths in his mouth I had never tried before. He had pulled me close and had one hand pulling one ass cheek out to expose my rosebud while the other sought it out. He played with the entrance to my ass with his finger. Once I gave up on the lips and went for the neck so I could move to the ears he stuck his finger in his mouth to wet it. His hand returned and he entered me with his finger which sent me grabbing for the headboard. I leaned back against his hand to get his finger even deeper. Chris began to finger fuck me like a pro. I was now at his mercy and he knew it. I lay my head on his shoulder breathing heavy as I humped his finger.
Chris inserted a second finger and I was headed to the headboard again. He pulled his finger out and slid out from under me. In one swift motion he had me on my stomach and he was startling my shoulders. He began to massage my ass cheeks and pull them apart totally exposing my rosebud. He sank down putting his weight on my back and began to lick around the entrance to my ass. Between his tongue and finger playing with my ass ring I thought I was going to cum right then. He rimmed me for along time and could tell when I began to loosen up. I guess that was the sign he wanted because instead of a finger inside me I had my lovers tongue. All I could do was bite on the pillow to keep from screaming.
After rimming me well and getting me softened up he slid down and sat up. He began to jack his own dick and stop to take the precum he was leaking and spread it on my ass. He collected more and rubbed it all over his dick. At this point he was setting on my ass cheeks and using his precum to lube my hole and his dick. Chris leaned up and put his toes just inside my arm pits. He balanced himself on one hand and guided his dick towards my aching hole with the other. I have never fucked bareback so I was not expecting what happened. The large mushroom head of his dick touched my ring and began to enter. The feeling was nothing like I had ever felt before. I could feel the shape of the head of his dick. He began to slowly lower his body. Each movement pushed him further in. I could feel every inch of his dick sliding into me. I could feel the veins that went down each side of his dick. I could feel him not a condom. Chris had managed to get his dick all the way inside me backwards. The feeling was unreal. The pressure of his dick forced backwards trying to do what natural and move upward. He pulled back up slowly and went back in with more force. He picked up the pace a little and on the 4th stroke in oh my god I am cumming. I buried my face in the pillow and screamed as I bucked back against him shooting cum between me and the bed with every thrust of my hips.
Chris pulled his dick out and turned me over onto my back. With one swift motion he had my legs in the air and was entering me again. I watched the expressions on his face. It was sheer extasy. He pushed my knees up to my chest and leaned in and kissed me with a renewed fury. He began to pound my ass. He would raise up and come completely out and with no directions by hand his dick would find its target on the way back down and enter me with one quick motion. All the way to the hilt. I could feel every inch of him. He would slam all the way into me and stop. I had my hands on his ass cheeks and I could feel his muscles flex at the same time I could feel his dick flex deep inside me. He was trying to get deeper than length would allow. He began to slow his rhythm and slowed to a medium speed. He leaned down and whispered in my ear. “I am going to cum deep inside you. I’m gonna fill your ass with my juices.” I whispered back. “Fuck me stud. I want you to fuck me with all you have and fill me up.” Chris picked up his pace and oh my god the feeling of his raw dick pounding my love button made me start cumming again. I leaned forward and was able to reach his ass with my finger. I stuck my finger up his ass and began to finger fuck him as fast as I could. Chris mead about 3 more thrust and came up on his tip toes using his body weight to bury him as deep as he could get inside me. “mmmmMMMMM……oh fuck. I am cuummmiinngg. Deep in your ass baby, deep as I can get. I ‘m cummmmiinngg…uuuuhuhuhuhuh….” Chris slammed in one more time and became perfectly still. My lover was dumping his load of cum deep inside me for the first time. I could feel the head of his dick flex. Oh my god I can feel his cum as it sprays deep inside me. I don’t think Chris has ever cum this much since we started having sex. His body twitched and he held his breath while he dumped his load deep in me.
Totally breathless and exhausted he lay his weight on me. “James told me that when we finally fucked raw that the feeling would be more amazing than I could imagine. The man was right.” Chris said. He began to kiss me deeply like he never had before. His still hard dick buried deep in my ass keeping all his juices as deep as he could get them. I have never felt this before as many time as I have had sex. This is my man and he isn’t going anywhere. Now I know how Ronnie must feel.
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Sometime during the early morning hours I finally dozed off. When I awoke I felt like I was totally drained. It felt sort of like a hang over. I realized I was cold and alone. When I fell asleep I was wrapped as tight as I could be in my lovers arms. Now I am alone. I heard James’ voice from the bathroom. He was on the phone with someone. I rolled onto my back to try to listen better. Moment later he walked out of the bathroom. This beautiful man was walking naked towards me with that enormous but gorgeous dick bobbing back and forth as he walked. He lay down on top of me and kissed me lightly. “Feel any better baby ?” he asked. “Actually I feel like hell but the sight of you coming out of the bathroom made me feel better.” I said. He smiled and gently kissed me.
“I have changed our plans for the next couple of days and I don’t want any argument out of you.” he said. “Sweetheart you lead and I will follow.“ was the only comment I had. “First Ben is going to meet us with the girls for breakfast. He assured me that he could drive the truck and trailer that far. Second I have talked to Nikki and Will. They are going to meet us at Chris’ house to get the truck and trailer. The girls are going with them to spend the night and we are going to get your new SUV. Next we are going to spend the night at Chris and Todd’s and then go to get the girls tomorrow. When we go to get them we are going to spend the night at your Moms and let her know that we are getting married. If there is going to be anymore dram it is going to be over and done this trip.” James said. “I am too tired for all this James I am sorry. Do me one favor in all this. Take Chris with you to get the vehicle. Pick out what you want and make it my wedding gift or something. You know I am not picky. I just can’t go through all that today.” I said. “O.k. sweetie I will get Chris to go with me. I just want you to rest today. When I walked in the room last night my heart sunk. When I saw you laying there and saw what bad shape you were in I was really scared. I promise you I will never let anything affect you like this again in your life.” James said. He leaned forward and kissed me again.
I reached down to put my hand on his dick. I wanted him inside me so bad but didn’t have the strength. “ No sir. You don’t have the strength and this isn’t about sex for an assurance that you love me. I know you do you don’t have to prove it.” James scolded. “Now lets get you up and into the shower. There are two little girls that are very anxious to see you. I had to assure both of them that you would be at breakfast. So lets get a move on. “ James said as he pulled me up and picked me up and walked into the bathroom.
(to be continued ???? You tell me )

























