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Count Hedgecula
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There are two types of pathetic gay men, according to most people. One, the ones who fall in love with their best friend(s) (and the feelings don't reciprocate, suppose the best friend is also gay). Two, the ones who fall in love with a straight man.
I happen to be those two =="
Even before he got a girlfriend, I'd sworn myself to stop hoping anything. Yet, it's been three years and I keep winding myself back at him. Today is one of the stupid climax---for me.
Every year, he often gets shirts from his other friends for birthday (who are also my friends) and I never see him wear it to the campus (we all know the type of shirt because he always opens his presents in front of us).
He had his birthday one month ago. I forgot to give his present, which was a shirt, and ended up submitting it three days ago---approximately a month late.
This morning, he wore it to the class.
I immediately recognised the shirt at the very first glance.
And for the whole day, I acted like an idiotic
, smiling all the time the lecturer thought I was either making fun of her or talking jokes with the one sitting beside me. Somehow, I felt the passion, the abrupt bliss blossoming instantly when I see him wearing it.
No no no no no no
 ](*,)](/images/smilies/bang.gif)
Damn am I pathetic
 ](*,)](/images/smilies/bang.gif)
I happen to be those two =="

Even before he got a girlfriend, I'd sworn myself to stop hoping anything. Yet, it's been three years and I keep winding myself back at him. Today is one of the stupid climax---for me.
Every year, he often gets shirts from his other friends for birthday (who are also my friends) and I never see him wear it to the campus (we all know the type of shirt because he always opens his presents in front of us).
He had his birthday one month ago. I forgot to give his present, which was a shirt, and ended up submitting it three days ago---approximately a month late.

This morning, he wore it to the class.
I immediately recognised the shirt at the very first glance.
And for the whole day, I acted like an idiotic
, smiling all the time the lecturer thought I was either making fun of her or talking jokes with the one sitting beside me. Somehow, I felt the passion, the abrupt bliss blossoming instantly when I see him wearing it.No no no no no no
 ](*,)](/images/smilies/bang.gif)
Damn am I pathetic
 ](*,)](/images/smilies/bang.gif)

