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I want to kill myself, I need help, I don't know where to go. I live in NYC, I need to check into somewhere. I don't even know where to start.
 
Help Line Crisis Services
(212) 532-2400

Gay Men's Health Crisis Inc: Client Advocacy Help Line
(212) 367-1125


Mental Health Help Line
(212) 222-7666
 
helpme said:
I want to kill myself, I need help, I don't know where to go. I live in NYC, I need to check into somewhere. I don't even know where to start.
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Hi~
We don't want you to kill yourself. Please use the numbers I posted for you, I looked them up because I did not have them readily available since I no longer live in Manhattan.

I will be online a bit if you care to chat but maybe these numbers will help best.

Help Line Crisis Services
(212) 532-2400

Gay Men's Health Crisis Inc: Client Advocacy Help Line
(212) 367-1125


Mental Health Help Line
(212) 222-7666
 
Don't give up! I hope you can hang on and work through your problems. They won't last forever. (*8*) :kiss:
 
Please use those numbers!!!!!! Killing yourself just isn't worth it!!!!!!!
 
I'm just so tired of this! I don't know what to do really. Death would end it all, I don't believe in god so I'm pretty sure this would be the end. I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping pills the the other day and it only knocked me out for 2 days.

I'm 32, my life sucks, some bastard that said he loved me and that I was the only one gave me hiv. I'm not getting any younger. I want to just end it, but I know it would hurt a few people. But is that really a reason to keep on? Just to make a few people feel happy while I continue to feel like this.

Thanks for the numbers, perhaps I will call one.
 
helpme said:
I'm just so tired of this! I don't know what to do really. Death would end it all, I don't believe in god so I'm pretty sure this would be the end. I swallowed an entire bottle of sleeping pills the the other day and it only knocked me out for 2 days.

I'm 32, my life sucks, some bastard that said he loved me and that I was the only one gave me hiv. I'm not getting any younger. I want to just end it, but I know it would hurt a few people. But is that really a reason to keep on? Just to make a few people feel happy while I continue to feel like this.

Thanks for the numbers, perhaps I will call one.
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Perhaps?

If you're truly feeling miserable about your life, and you need to talk to someone there are several volunteers behind anyone of those numbers that have been provided that want nothing more than to get a call from you.

From my experience you sound to be depressed for a month of Sundays, and for good cause.

Call anyone of those numbers, and if you don't get an answer from one, then try another!

(*8*)
 
Please call!!!!! I'm sorry to hear about the hiv. You are meant to be hear for a reason!!! Stop thinking about death. That feeling will not last. We all have those ups and downs. God knows I have seen better days. If possible, let your friends help. The most important thing is to let someone know what you're feeling. You Are Not Alone!!!!!!!!
 
I'm sorry to hear about the hiv. And no one gets any younger, but 32 is not old. Letting someone know how you feel is the first step in getting help. You are not alone!!!! The feel you have now will pass. We all have ups and down, God knows I've seen rough times!!! And I know it does get better - I know it does.
 
centexfarmer said:
Perhaps?

If you're truly feeling miserable about your life, and you need to talk to someone there are several volunteers behind anyone of those numbers that have been provided that want nothing more than to get a call from you.

From my experience you sound to be depressed for a month of Sundays, and for good cause.

Call anyone of those numbers, and if you don't get an answer from one, then try another!

(*8*)
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I concur~
Please call one of the numbers. Your an amazing individual with so much to offer unfortunately you have just hit a few bumps in the road.

You have a lot of people here rooting for you..... go ahead PLEASE make that call.
 
Don't do it, call someone. People are there for you, call one of those numbers. You're never alone as long as you have someone to talk to.
 
to feel free of the burden you are carrying you have to be alive if you kill yourself you will never fell such relief, such freedom, pleas do not kill yourself, love yourself, there are many choices you are not considering now...love you
 
I'm sure everyone has had rough times. feeling someone's pain makes mine no more bearable.

Part of me is saying help me, which is why I posted this. But the other half is saying kill me. I don't know which to listen to. If I call a helpline, they won;t talk to me, they will send the police to bust down my door. Perhaps that's what I want, perhaps that is what I need.

Perhaps I'm just intention seeking, god knows that's why I'm where I am now. I have been a lone for so long. The government demands I go back to work. If I go back to work I will loose my health coverage and die anyway. So what's the point of even trying.

My parents kicked me out when I was 16, because I told them I was gay. I have spent my whole life looking for that person to grow old with and share a life with.

But now it seems more likey that my life will be a lonely one. Yes I'm bitching and crying over little things. But those little things add up.
 
centexfarmer said:
Perhaps?

If you're truly feeling miserable about your life, and you need to talk to someone there are several volunteers behind anyone of those numbers that have been provided that want nothing more than to get a call from you.

From my experience you sound to be depressed for a month of Sundays, and for good cause.

Call anyone of those numbers, and if you don't get an answer from one, then try another!

(*8*)
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helpme said:
I'm sure everyone has had rough times. feeling someone's pain makes mine no more bearable.

Part of me is saying help me, which is why I posted this. But the other half is saying kill me. I don't know which to listen to. If I call a helpline, they won;t talk to me, they will send the police to bust down my door. Perhaps that's what I want, perhaps that is what I need.

Perhaps I'm just intention seeking, god knows that's why I'm where I am now. I have been a lone for so long. The government demands I go back to work. If I go back to work I will loose my health coverage and die anyway. So what's the point of even trying.

My parents kicked me out when I was 16, because I told them I was gay. I have spent my whole life looking for that person to grow old with and share a life with.

But now it seems more likey that my life will be a lonely one. Yes I'm bitching and crying over little things. But those little things add up.
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Listen to the side that is saying HELP ME!
 
most of the numbers mentioned above are not open, I'm on hold with 800-784-2433
 
helpme said:
most of the numbers mentioned above are not open, I'm on hold with 800-784-2433
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Okay, stick with that one....... thanks for calling them.

Once not so long ago on the outside I looked fine but on the inside I was counting the broken pieces that have been broken....but then someone thought I was worth it !!

I think YOU are Worth It!
 
The line keeps hanging up on me. I just tried the Trevor Project and was told it's for gay youth.

i don't really have many friends anyway. I really can't take another night of crying myself asleep. I think I should be out now.
 
helpme said:
The line keeps hanging up on me. I just tried the Trevor Project and was told it's for gay youth.

i don't really have many friends anyway. I really can't take another night of crying myself asleep. I think I should be out now.
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Are you in the city?

I used to live on 31st and First over by the East River..... On one side I had the UN and on the other was Bellevue Hospital - - Can you get there.....

If not, I know this may sound a little crazy but call 911 and tell them how you are feeling and that you need help..... explain the on hold, hang up situation. No one will come busting down your door but they can get you connected through to someone.
 
So, have not been able to get a hold of any helplines. I guess suicide is only important if it takes place place during bank hours.

Gonna make a tape now about exactly why I decided to end it all. I will send this tape out to as many people as I can think of. My wish, my last wish, is to get it out to as many people as you can. Perhaps my fucked up life and my pussy way out, will help others avoid it.
 
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