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Alex ran frantically to the edge of the cliff and looked over but could not see a thing. He ran back down the path yelling out for help. “They fell, they fell” he yelled “he’s over the cliff. It’s Jason” he spluttered the words out in his urgency. Jerome appeared on the porch and immediately ran following Alex along the path at the base of the headland. Once off the main path the awkward rocks slowed their progress and the slower pace increased their anxiety. Alex was a nervous mess but had no time to stop and catch his breath - he had to hurry.
Jerome saw something first above his head and 30 metres to his right. He shouted and pointed across – to Alex. It had to be Corinne - her body half on and half off a high rock ledge.
Alex yelled “Jason we have to find Jason.” They jumped from rock to rock searching. Where was he! “Jason” yelled Alex. “Jason where are you. … He has to be here” he yelled to Jerome.
Alex looked to his left where the waves were rolling along a narrow gutter then crashing on the rocks at the base of the cliff. He scrambled over a boulder and out the corner of his eye glimpsed a flash of blue in the white foam inside the gutter. “Jason” he yelled. He paid no heed to self preservation as he jumped between the rocks into the surging white foam and frantically looked about. A flash of blue again he saw Jason’s arm feebly paddling as he tried to keep his head above the water. He lurched forward without a foothold and reached out. His hand grabbed Jason’s right forearm and tightened its grip. The wave receded giving Alex time to push his feet down on the slippery surface and slither as hard as he could to back away from the surf, but the next surge of water rushed forward pushing him back hard, scraping his body on the rocks where the sharp barnacles ripped into his flesh as he desperately held on to Jason’s arm. Jerome wedged his legs between rocks, bent his back and his strong arms hauled Alex back by his shirt. Jerome took a hold on the limp body of Jason under his shoulders and lifted him clear of the water and up onto the rocks. Jason lay on his back and looked a mess. He looked up at them, rolled his eyes and passed out. His face was covered in blood from a deep gash above his left ear and another under the corner of his Jaw there were also many scrapes over his body. His left arm was obviously broken and who knows what else. Blood was pouring from the gashes in and around his mouth and other pools of blood was spreading around his lower body where his clothes were ripped and raw flesh exposed.
“What do we do?” asked a panicked Alex.
“Pressure, he told us pressure to stop bleeding … and don’t move him right. We gotta get help.”
“How” screamed Alex “What do I do?”
Jerome put his ear near Jason’s mouth looked sideways along Jason’s chest. He placed his hand along Jason’s sternum where he detected the rise and fall of Jason’s chest and felt a faint breeze on his cheek. “He’s breathing.”
“Get help. Get Paul ok … I’ll stay here. I know some CPR if I have to use it.”
Alex took off leaping from rock to rock scurrying as fast as he could. His feet landed on the path and he sprinted up towards the steps into the house. “Paul” he yelled “Jason’s hurt.” Paul appeared and saw Alex diving for the phone. “What’s the emergency number” he screamed “it’s not 911.”
“It’s here on the cooler door, 000.”
“Ok ok”
“I’ll do this” he said as he rang “grab blankets … bandages … anything.”
The emergency service operator answered from the other end as a flustered Alex did his best to answer the operator’s questions. Paul listened while he took the first aid kit from the bathroom shelf and grabbed some fresh towels.
Alex put the phone down and snatched the items Paul had found from his arms. “The gate” he spluttered “we have to open the gate, no wait … I’ll do that I can run faster … take these … no wait … you do the gate … he’s around the headland.”
Paul watched Alex sprint to the base of the headland. He took the car keys and drove around to open the locks on the gate and wait for help to arrive.
Alex hurried back as fast as he could, his heart racing and his chest heaving as he fell to his knees next to Jason’s inert body. “Is he ok?”
“He’s breathing … I don’t know how he is” replied Jerome who had taken off his shirt and ripped it into bandages then wrapped the bandages around the larger wounds to provide pressure. They were blood soaked. Jerome wet more of them using sea water and cleaned some of the blood off Jason’s face. “What about her?” he asked.
“I don’t care” spat Alex.
“I don’t think we can reach her from here.”
“She did this … she pulled him over the edge … I saw her.”
“What?”
“She was swinging this club thing and I saw them struggle then she pulled them both over the edge … she’s crazy. She meant to do it. She’s his fucking mother and she threw him off a cliff.”
Jerome stared at Alex. Then looked back down at Jason and wisely handed a wet cloth to Alex to give him something to do. “Clean him up a bit.”
It would have been no longer than 10 minutes before the wails of approaching sirens could be heard drawing nearer. Jason came to several times only to lapse back into unconsciousness. Then a further 5 minutes before Paul appeared with two paramedics in blue overalls. One set to work on Jason while the other checked the situation with Corinne and spoke into a mobile.
Both paramedics worked on Jason checking his vital signs, set up a flow of oxygen through a face mask, then checked his body for breaks. The old blood soaked bandages were left in place but new dressings were wrapped around them.
“Shouldn’t we remove them first … they’re dirty” asked Paul.
“No if the blood is clotting under them that could make the bleeding start again, it’s better to bandage over the top” replied the Medic in a calm voice.
“Is he ok” pleaded Alex.
“We’re trying to keep him stable” the other one said. “He’s hanging in there but we can’t tell, they’ll know more in the hospital. He’s in shock. His blood pressure is low, pulse is weak, he’s unconscious but breathing on his own – the oxygen is only there to assist his lungs.”
The other paramedic put a splint on Jason’s arm then rigged up a spinal board around him feeding straps below his body. Next he put a head brace on each side, fastened them to the spinal board then attached a harness to hold him in place on the board.
Meanwhile a second team appeared on the top of the cliff with one member abseiling down the short distance to Corrine where he set to work.
Jerome, Alex, Paul and the paramedics lifted the spinal board and started the march towards the waiting ambulances which by now had police vehicles adjacent. It was much easier once they reached the path and were on flat ground. The spinal board was strapped into the back of the ambulance, the doors closed and Jason was quickly on his way to the hospital. Paul drove closely behind following the ambulance.
The ambulance drove directly to the Emergency Department of the Maxton District Hospital where Jason was quickly transferred to a mobile bed and pushed through double doors out of sight. Alex, Jerome and Paul could not follow and had to stand outside in the waiting room.
Five minutes later a nurse came out asking if any of them were relatives. No Alex shook his head but Paul lied chiming in with “Yes, he’s my brother.”
“Doctor will be with you shortly and let you know how your brother is. Could you come with me to the interview room? We need to get some basic details.”
“My friends … can they come?”
“Yes. That’s fine as long as it’s your choice.”
“Is he ok? Can you at least tell me that much?”
“Doctor will talk to you, but, he is stable. They will look after him. We need to complete an admission and require some information.”
“Is he conscious?”
“Doctor will talk to you, ok, I don’t have the details.”
“She led them through a security glass door along a corridor and into an office space. She sat behind a desk and prepared to take records typing them into the hospital computer network. Basic questions – name, address, age – easy ones to answer – medicare number … Paul fumbled with Jason’s wallet he had brought with him and found a card handing it over … health insurance – another card … nature of current incident, allergies, medical history … the questions continued.
Meanwhile Jason was in a bed space surrounded by a medical team with curtains drawn around for privacy and the Emergency double doors opened again as another patient was wheeled in – her huge body dwarfing the bed.
 
Great story! I think Alex will stay in Australia to care for him. And hopefully the bitch dies on the table :D.
 
They're both alive, for now. Jason took a lot bigger dive than the bitch did, but he got help sooner - good thing, with all of the gashes.

A not so little white lie so they could get in to give info and maybe get some back - and so Jason'd know they were they if he surfaced back to consciousness.

It's been a pins and needles wait for this installment - and will continue to be for the next, too.

Thanks for the update.
 
Michael,

They had to rush me to the emergency room immediately after I read that last chapter and here it is four days later that I can finally relax. I think you are trying to kill me....................... Thank goodness Jason is alive and in good hands. Paul was quite cleaver in saying he was his brother. Poor Alex is so shaken, but did well by pulling him out of the surf and Jerome, fortunately fairly calm and knew what to do. As for the whale, who knows (or really cares) what will happen to her. This brings us now to the mystery of Jason's real mother.... Love this story, but, please, no more paralyzing cliffhangers for a while.....

Craiger
 
Aw shucks - I so love having people read my story and you guys are a reason why I keep it going. I had a huge grin as I read your comments. What a buzz!
I think you do more good than you realise - you're very supportive and generous guys - thanks.
 
Paul was permitted to go through to the emergency ward to see Jason who by this time had been moved to the second of three small rooms adjacent to the nurse’s desk. A doctor was with Jason and told him his brother was there to see him – Jason started to become agitated, but, then relaxed upon seeing Paul – the agitated look being replaced by a quizzical expression. Despite it being morning still and not even 9 am Jason looked really tired. Apart from that at first glance he looked fine, but, up close his skin was already showing signs of severe bruising. He did look a lot cleaner and the bandages looked fresh, but, the best thing of all was that he attempted a smile. The doctor spoke to both Jason and Paul addressing most of what he said to Jason. He told them Jason had a broken bone in his forearm – the ulna – which had now been set inside a lightweight fibre glass cast, he also had two ribs cracked that were in place and required strapping only, but, would remain sore for some time - and then outlined the cuts and abrasions - and the treatments that had been carried out – all up 14 stitches. Then he went on to detail the injections he had received up to that point which had included pain relief, anti-inflamitory medication and antibiotics. The treatment was standard protocol. He told Jason he would be kept in for 24 hour observation and assuming there were no problems he could be discharged in the morning. Paul told the doctor about Alex and Jerome in the waiting area and asked if he could bring them in to be with Jason. With permission granted he found the nurse who escorted him back out through the security door so all three of them could pass through and be with Jason.
Jason tried to lift his head and speak but the strain was accompanied by a grimace brought on by pain.
“Whoa buddy! Don’t – we’re here” reassured Alex “the best thing you can do right now is rest. Paul already filled us in.”
“You sure look better than when I saw you last” murmured Jerome.
Alex gently lifted the stray brown hairs from Jason’s forehead pushing them back away from his face. He ran his fingers lightly through his hair stroking affectionately. “I was so scared” he admitted “I don’t think I have ever been scared like that before. Jerome was the opposite … he was so calm and knew what to do.”
“Um no” replied Jerome “It just seemed that way to you … inside I was like jelly.”
“Don’t listen to him … he was brilliant.”
“Pffft.”
“What … it’s true … you were …”
“What about you? … jumping into the surf between the rocks … you talk about me … man that’s damn brave” argued Jerome.
“Ok, ok let’s not argue. I’m just glad you’re going to be ok” added Alex as he looked down into Jason’s weary golden eyes. “The police want to talk to us …they said they want us to make statements. Only I’m not sure what to say. Just nod if you want me to tell them everything I know.”
Jason nodded, then, a little while later closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
“I want to stay here” Alex stated plainly to the others.
“We’ll have to take turns” replied Paul “the nurse said only one person at a time … and … since I’m his brother …” he grinned.
“That was quick thinking” added Jerome “I wish I thought of it.”
Alex and Paul both sniggered from nervous laughter as they tried to hold it back from becoming too loud.
“Yeah there’s a family resemblance” grinned Alex.
“Go make the statements … ok … I’ll wait here” instructed Paul.
The rest of the morning passed by as Jason drifted between sleep and periods of being awake – the medication probably had something to do with it and the regular observations being taken by the nurses. Alex, Jerome and also Paul made their statements. Alex made a trip back to the house to gather some clean clothes for Jason. Whilst there he met up with two policemen to explain to them how events occurred and show them where everything had taken place. One had a camera and took pictures. The cricket bat was already at the police station being examined.
Once at the bottom of the cliff the scene looked different. The gutter was not filled with surging water because the tide was now too low. The officers and Alex could actually walk along the gutter stepping carefully on the rocks avoiding the slippery areas and the encrusted edges.
“He was very lucky” one said to the other.
If it wasn’t a full moon and the tide unusually high …
If it wasn’t exactly right on the high tide …
If he wasn’t flung so far out from the cliff …
If the cliff was any higher …
If he didn’t land exactly in the natural rock gutter … no further left or right …
There were a lot of ifs.
Then of course … if Alex had not jumped in to save him …
If Jerome hadn’t had the presence of mind to use what first aid knowledge he possessed …
“It’s hard to believe he survived this” they said to Alex “that’s an 18 metre drop, equivalent to around 4 or 5 stories from a building.
The rock where Jason had lain still had visible blood stains on it and a swarm of flies buzzing about.
“What happens now?” asked Alex “we have our flight back to the states on the 3rd.”
“It’s not up to us” one answered “If the public prosecutors decide to press charges there would be a hearing.”
“It’s our job to collect evidence and put it together to make a scenario for what we believe to have happened. That and the statements put together make the case. My guess would be it’ll go to court. We know how to contact you if it’s necessary, these things take a while though.”
Alex nodded. He would do everything in his power to support Jason. “Count me in ok. Is it ok for me to go back to the hospital now?”
“I think we’re finished here, so yeah we’re done.”

When he arrived back at the hospital and was permitted entry to Jason’s room, Alex found him raised up in bed, bare chested with bandages wrapped around his ribs and alert. “You look better” exclaimed Alex.
“My head’s clearer, not so sure about the bruises though” Jason replied.
“I brought you some clean clothes and your toothbrush … stuff like that.”
“You’ve been home?”
“Yeah … made statements to the police … took them out there so they could see for themselves, and brought this stuff in. Have they spoken to you yet … the police I mean?”
“Yeah, I saw two and told them what I could remember, they’re typing it up for me to sign.”
“Do you remember much?”
“Not all of it, no. I remember falling … not really anything after that. Before it yes … it’s clear … I don’t want to think about it but can’t put it out of my head.”
“You remember what she said then.”
“ … what? … you heard? … you know?”
“I heard her, she was screaming so loud.”
“What she said … I don’t care ok.”
“It doesn’t change who you are. You’re still the same person.”
“I’d rather not be hers.”
Jason bent his head and looked down suddenly ashamed.
Alex stepped closer raising his hand to place it gently under Jason’s chin and lifted his face up so he could see directly into his eyes.
Jason found it difficult to look at Alex’s face, his brilliant blue eyes in particular, but, he was so gentle and his words were simple. Jason looked through the long dark lashes into Alex’s inner being and heard his words “Jason I thought I had lost you” … and his emotions bubbled to the surface while Alex held him carefully.
Once he thought Jason was back in control, Alex suggested he might like to wear something other then the loosely draped hospital gown now around his lower half. Alex brought out a crazy coloured Hawaiian button up shirt and gently slid one sleeve up his broken left arm, he then lifted Jason forward to pull the shirt across his back where he could use his good arm to place itself into the right sleeve – he left the shirt open at the front with buttons undone. He adjusted the curtains around the bed for privacy then lifted the bed covers down and the hospital gown off revealing Jason’s naked lower body. “Do you want boxers or briefs” he asked. Since Jason replied and asked for boxers only Alex took a lime green patterned pair and placed his feet through the legs then slid them up to his thighs. Jason started to arch his body so the boxers could be brought up higher covering his private parts but stopped quickly as pain shot through his chest from the cracked ribs. He lay there helpless as Alex gently lifted and slid the boxers up one side at a time. The finished product was definitely bright and lacking somewhat in terms of colour coordination. Jason asked Alex to help him up. He stood up ok. His legs were fine with barely a scratch. The most pain was from his ribs.
“Toilet, ok”
Alex didn’t really need to help Jason the short distance to the toilet – he was watched by both the nurse and Alex anyway. Fortunately Jason could do his own toileting but Alex did help him dry his one hand afterwards.
Back in bed once more the afternoon wore on and their idle chatter continued right up until the evening meal after which Jason fell asleep once more.
 
Just knowing Jason is going to be OK and the boys are with him to give him support is quite a relief. They only have a short time left before they leave, but since Alex was the one that heard the balloon lady screaming, he will have to come back for the trial. Maybe he can transfer schools and pick up his studies in Australia.....just saying....lol
Thank heavens your cliffhangers have taken a breather...............:-)

Craiger
 
Michael,
It's great to see Jason doing so well, and the investigation advancing quickly.
It will be interesting to find out "the rest of the story".

I wonder if ALL of the boys will make that 3 January flight. . .
 
The following morning Alex returned to collect Jason around 9 am. A nurse pushed Jason out to the front doors in a wheelchair despite the fact he could walk – apparently it was hospital protocol. Jason stood and bade farewell to the nurse, but, did not accompany Alex directly to the car.
“Please wait for me, there’s something I have to do first” was all he offered.
He turned back into the building and followed the signs to where he wanted to go. He found the room he was looking for and entered quietly. Her huge frame was made immovable by a series of braces, supports and traction devices. She looked his way then turned her dull eyes back to the window ignoring him completely.
He stood for a full minute just looking. Then started to speak “I’ve had time to think … I don’t know how or why things turned out like this. I can remember back to when I was five and fell off the swing – you held me to stop me crying. I know you tried once Corinnne … maybe it just got too hard and you gave up … I never understood why that stopped - but I do now. I was just a little boy … maybe if I knew earlier and maybe if you got the help you needed it wouldn’t have come to this. Whoever started this made a mistake … I always thought it was my fault … it wasn’t my fault … I don’t think it was yours either. I came … to say … goodbye ... I don’t hate you Corinne … I never did … I just learned not to care.” He touched her shoulder gently and added “get yourself well Corinne - in body and spirit.” Then he turned and left the room effectively closing the door to a part of his life forever.
Back at the hospital front doors he found Alex waiting by the car. “I’m ready to leave” stated Jason. His words had several layers of meaning.

Inside his house once more and fussed over by his three attentive carers, Jason felt safe again and able to relax despite some discomfort. “It’s new years eve” he stated. “I haven’t really planned anything – have you got any ideas for something you’d like to do?”
“Entertaining us is the last thing you should be worried about” replied Paul. “This whole trip has been better than anything I could have imagined, discounting the latest events that is.”
“Do we have to do anything?” asked Alex “I’m ok about staying here relaxing, surfing, being with you … just hanging around.”
“Me too” added Jerome.
“What about a barbeque and drinks down by the beach then?”
“Sounds good”
“Yeah I’m in that.”
“That’s settled then.”
“Don’t overdo anything Jason. It’ll be nice with just us boys. As long as we’re with you it doesn’t matter where we are.”
Jason looked at Paul’s warm brown eyes and knew he really did mean every word. With friends like Paul, Jerome and Alex it wasn’t necessary to have family was it? Four more days! Then what? He pushed the thought away –for now.
“We’ll need to get some fresh supplies.”
“I’ll go” said Paul “you need to rest.”
“I can manage, maybe not carry anything too heavy … we could all go I have to show my face sooner or later and having you guys around will make it easier.”
Paul drove into town parking directly in front of the supermarket. They went inside and found a shopping trolley which was soon filled with groceries and a selection of fresh fruit and vegetables, next they went to the butchers to purchase meats for the barbeque. At the bottle shop they purchased a case of beer and a bottle of wine. Last on the list was a shop selling hot bread, cakes and pastries, as soon as they walked in the aroma of freshly baked items was really good. Jason was about to place his order for a herbed loaf of bread when the shop owner stepped from her office and told the serving girl she would look after Jason.
“Nice to see you Jason” she said “and these must be the American boys staying with you out at Horseshoe Bay?”
“Nothing escapes you eh Millie” he replied.
“It’s a small community Jason – everybody’s talking – It’s good to see you out of hospital? Were you discharged this morning?”
Jason nodded.
“Oh, so soon - you should be resting.”
“We’re finished in town and about to head back - there’s plenty of time to rest.”
“Aren’t you going to introduce me?”
“Sure – Millie this is Paul, Alex and Jerome, guys this is Millie.”
“Lovely to meet you – I hope your stay is a good one.”
“It’s been fantastic, I love it here” replied Paul.
“Yes it’s a beautiful part of the world” she said as she added more items to the bags she had on the counter and smiled “no charge today.”
“Do you mind if I suggest something that could be helpful?”
“Yeah sure Millie – no problem,
“Well the place at Horseshoe Bay – I was told to allow you to use it – no one else – just you. It know it seems strange, but, those were the instructions. No one exactly knows what happened out there yesterday – it’s not my business poking my nose in either … but after all that’s happened … and putting two and two together … well … I think you should know that it was Tom Beavis who gave me the instructions.”
“Tom Beavis?”
“Yes it was Tom. It might not mean anything but who am I to say? I thought it was odd, but, those were the instructions.”
“Ok thanks, and thanks for the treats.”
“Oh, happy New year and have a lovely evening.”
“You too, bye.”

Back at the car Jason hopped in the back with Paul, who, being the most forward of the four of them, ventured “Do you know this Tom Beavis?”
“I do, he’s a lawyer.”
“Hmm that’s interesting.”
“Not to me it’s not.”
“Don’t you want the truth?”
Jason thought for a moment. “No not really. I don’t see the point in finding out more. I’d rather have a future than a past.”
“That’s true” added Paul, “but, you have rights. After what your mother said you have the right to know who you really are.”
“Maybe I don’t want to know.”
“Everyone has a past, a present and a future.”
“I have a past and don’t particularly want another one – this one was bad enough.”
“It doesn’t necessarily have to be bad.”
“It could be.”
“Maybe, maybe not. There could be a whole new family out there – you see it often enough on TV and they always seem better off knowing.”
“Real life isn’t the same as TV.”
“No, but someone cared enough to make sure you had a home.”
“Oh … so … I wasn’t really given away to be rejected a second time! I’m not interested in a third.”
“Point taken, but …”
“But, what?”
“You didn’t mind before when I said we might look into it. My dad’s a lawyer – discretion and all that – if it’s something you’re better off knowing then you should know. Anyway maybe there’s nothing to find.”
“I hope there’s not!”
“Discretion ok.”
“Would it make a difference if I said no?”
“Absolutely. If you say no then it goes no further. I’m on your side – you know that. You trust me don’t you?”
“I do. It’s not you I would distrust.”
“Agreed then. Another thing …”
“Don’t you ever let up? Are you sure teaching is your true vocation?”
“Hahahaha I think it is … don’t side track me. Another thing … None of us think you should stay here alone.”
“I could take out an advertisement in the paper – MISERABLE WRETCH, NEEDS COMPANION! – how does that sound?”
“Hahahaa, so funny, I was thinking more on the lines of you coming with us or maybe one of us staying here.”
“You wouldn’t.”
“If you think that then you have misjudged us.”
“I couldn’t ask you to, you all have your courses … your futures … and … there’s the basketball.”
“You’re not asking – it’s us offering. You should let us help you.”
“It’s not fair.”
“You need us.”
“I’ll think about it ok.”
“Sure, just make certain you do and don’t store it away never to be retrieved. Friends forever right.”
“I want that more than anything I have ever wished for” he admitted. Jason’s hand stole across the seat to envelop Paul’s hand and gave it a squeeze. “Forever.”
 
Michael,
A great chapter.
Jason is quite the guy - being able to forgive his "mother" for everything, as he walks out of her life.

He most certainly deserves some happiness in his life from here on out.
 
That was an especially beautiful chapter, Michael. Jason has such compassion and humility. To have forgiven and understood Corinne as he did takes a larger than life person. I like Paul's suggestion also. Either go back with them or allow one to stay with him. Of course I would hope it would be Alex as I feel he is the one Jason desires most. But all of them are "friends forever." Finding Jason's true family is somewhat of a toss up for me. He could benefit greatly by knowing, but as he has said, it could be another disaster. I will anticipate greatly a new update.

Craiger
 
Late afternoon Alex walked with Jason along the headland path then supported him across the rock platform to the gutter slicing between the rocks. The tide was half way in and rising with the waves swirling over the entrance to the gutter. Alex pointed up to the ledge that had stopped Corinne’s fall and described as best he could what he thought had happened after the fall. He showed Jason where he must have landed in the water filled gutter and how close it was to the rocks. Jason listened silently not exactly sure how he should react. He listened to Alex’s description of his frantic search, how he jumped into the gutter and how Jerome had hauled them out. Even now he could feel the tension in Alex’s voice and sense the difficulty he had trying to relay events.
“There are parts I remember” Jason told Alex. “I’ll never forget the look on her face – when I was in the air I mean – it wasn’t fear or anger it was almost sublime like she was happy. It’s the last thing I can recall. Seeing it all now makes me realize how close it was – if it wasn’t for you …”
“… and Jerome, and a lot of things … we were lucky.”
“In a way something was going to happen sooner or later … it must have been ticking away like a time bomb … Corinne I mean. I don’t hate her Alex.”
“You’d have the right to.”
“What’s the point” he shrugged.
“I know what you mean … the guy I thought was my dad … but wasn’t … I just wanted to get out of there … hate? – no it’s not hate. It’s different for me - I had my mom till I was 9. I think you had it tougher than me.”
“Why do people have kids if they don’t want them? Corinne’s not my mother so how can I blame her? She said it loud and clear – you heard her – her baby died! She wanted her baby – not me.”
“She could have got help.”
“I don’t think she even knew what was happening – I didn’t.”
“No Jason, but, she was the adult, she should have been the responsible one”
“I’m just saying it got too much for her.”
“She got so twisted.”’
“I survived.”
“So did I.”
Jason held out his good arm welcoming Alex into a careful embrace.
“You’re a good friend Alex.”
“So are you.”
“I don’t want you to go.”
“Come with us … me.”
“I can’t. There are things to be done here – a lot of loose ends …”
“I have to go back.”
“I know you do.”
“Couldn’t you just leave it all.”
“I wish I could.”
“You can, we’ll look after you … I’ll look after you.”
“I know you would. I’ll think about it ok.”
They turned and made their way back slowly.

That evening a gentle sea breeze wafted across the bay. The beach barbeque was turning out to be quite a feast – sizzling spiced prawns still in their shells along with marinated meats on bamboo skewers and the table set with fresh salads, hot bread and a delicious selection of fresh fruits – mangoes, strawberries, cherries, pineapple, melons, and passionfruit. Jason, who was still on medication and unable to drink alcohol, had (with Jerome’s help) set up fruit juices ready to mix into mocktails – cocktails without the alcohol. The wine was chilled and the beer ice cold. Everything looked good and tasted even better – living around Jason meant healthy eating and food with great flavours.
The stunning stretch of beach, the amazing food, the gentle breeze, the soft sound of the waves lapping the shore, being together … and hopefully the start to a new year that would purge the past and bring a future.
“Hmm this one is really good” murmured Alex, who was trying one of Jason’s mocktails, which contained mango, pineapple, coconut, passionfruit and apple juice.
“Ain’t this the life” cooed Jerome as he stretched out.
“It’s hard to imagine there’s snow and ice everywhere back home” added Paul, “going south for the winter definitely has its merits.”
“I could get used to it” answered Jerome.
“I’ve never seen snow” replied Jason.
“Really?” asked Paul. “Is your whole life like summer?”
“Hey, it gets cold – just not that cold. One day … maybe I’ll come visit in your winter.”
“… and leave this? Are you crazy? I was thinking of making this my winter quarters.”
Jason quite liked that comment and smiled.
“It feels like we’ve been here for longer than a couple of weeks” continued Paul.
“… and done so much added Alex.”

The lazy days had to come to an end. It would have been too difficult for Jason to drive to Sydney and back so Alex, Paul and Jerome elected to travel to Sydney by train on the 2nd January, stay overnight in a hotel and then get out to the airport for their early morning flight.
The train rounded the bend towards the Maxton Railway Station as their hugs and good byes signalled the end of an event filled holiday. Jason was determined to prevent this from becoming an emotional farewell and instead was full of smiles. The train squealed to a halt and there was no choice but to give another quick hug then get them on board.
Looking through the window into the train Jason smiled as much as he could to mask what he truly felt. It was such a horrible feeling to know they were leaving. He knew he would manage ok on his own, but, he also knew his destiny was wrapped up alongside that of his American friends. It wasn’t pain he felt it was more like the dread of emptiness. The conductor’s whistle sounded, the train gave a shudder and for a fleeting second Jason’s guard dropped before once again rebounding with his smile.
Alex was on the verge of making that split second decision that would have him jump out of his seat and race back onto the platform. He saw Jason’s face drop and realized it had been a front. He had only a second to act, but, froze and missed that chance as the train moved forward taking him away. He stared out the window seeing only Jason’s face.
Paul noticed the fleeting change in countenance as well. His heart reached out and he felt the loss. He too sat in silence as the train picked up its speed increasing their distance apart.
Jerome’s attention was elsewhere making sure their hand luggage was placed in the rack above the seats. Even so he sensed the mood quickly and sat in silence.
 
Oh dear, Michael, that was such a sad chapter. I hate goodbyes. My eyes fill with tears and it is really hard to speak. Even though I am sure they will see each other again it is hard to know that each, in their own way, will feel the emptiness surrounding them. Why does life seem so cruel at times. The only silver lining is knowing that after the hurt and pain is over comes peace and serenity. And the joy as they meet again will be even greater. Love this story and now we have to find what life holds for each of our four young men.

Craiger
 
Thanks so much Craiger, and DA2FL.
Support helps - I do appreciate your encouragement.
Cheers all from Australia.
Love from Michael
 
Michael,
Such a poignant and sad chapter.
So many loose ends needing to be ferreted out, deciphered, wrapped up.

I can't help but feel that there's a bright rainbow at the end of this tear storm.
I anxiously await your next chapter.
:=D: :wave: :D
 
Jason was contracted to attend the fourth event of the Ironman competition even though he could not compete through injury. He would attend the race and could work from a promotional aspect which included selecting between activities the sponsors had organized. Naturally he would shy away from interviews and the like in favour of low key events that would be closer to his own comfort zone. The high profile nature of surf lifesaving had produced national heroes and the public relations branch of the organization took its role seriously. It was in this regard Jason found himself visiting sick kids in hospitals and visiting schools to talk about his sport and how he dealt with training schedules and nutrition.
Inevitably Jason had to come across Caine and eventually the rest of his fellow Ironman competitors. As it was Caine made a direct line for him as soon as he noticed Jason enter the hotel foyer. As he had not seen or heard anything, of what had happened to Jason since the last race at Bondi, Caine was shocked to find him wearing the cast on his arm and his face healing but still wearing the marks of injury.
“Jason … mate … it’s good to see you.”
“You too Caine, ready for a big race.”
“I hope so, but what about you? I had no idea.”
“I’m ok … looking forward to watching you race though.”
“I wish you were there, … in the race I mean.”
“Me too.”
“What happened? Is it a training accident or something like that?”
“I wish.”
“You’re ok though?”
“Yeah sure … I will be.”
“Look … I never got the chance to … um … to say thanks … I tried to find you when I recovered but had no idea where you got to.”
“There’s no need Caine … you would have done the same.”
“Oh yes there is! … what you did … it’s important to me … I mean … it made me take a reality check … I had a good look at myself … hopefully I’m a better man.”
“Thanks mate … but seriously it really is ok.”
“You’re inspirational Jason. You made me understand why I wanted to be a surf life saver in the first place. Thanks to you I’m here, able to compete, and on the way to being the best I can be. I’m honoured to call you my friend and I intend doing my best and … I’m going to try and win this for you … ok.”
“Wow, Caine I don’t know what to say.”
“Just say yes to dinner tonight after the race – my treat – nothing fancy just a meal with a mate.”
“Ok … I haven’t got any plans but I’d prefer to pay my own way.”
“If it means you’ll come then sure – it’s a deal.”
 
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