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[puka-pride]

well lately in my life I've been really stressed out and emotional for abosolutlety no reason and no one has cared... at all... people have been saying they are worried and shit but so far no one is treating me different.. and well I don't know if I can take it much longer... yesturday for instance my mom made a joke about the way I was talking.. it was about defragging the computer and she mimiced what I said but as if I was a valley girl and instead of saying defragging the drive she said defagging it.... and for some reason I was really upset by it.. all my friends thought it was hilarious tho which just hurt my feelings more... earlier in the week my friend kept calling me an idiot and moron which was really upsetting me so I grabbed his hat and smacked him with it and he didn't stop.. and my bf sided with him and told him to get back at me by grabbing my scarf.. so he did.... then my bf didn't wanna be on my team for playing pool for some reason and that really bothered me....

just all together the past few weeks I haven't been right in the head and its really getting to me the way people are treating me.... its nothing new.. people have always treated me like this... but I'm just not able to handle it the way I could before.. hell last night me and myfriends were all playing video games and I accidentally killed my partner in a team halo match twice in a row because he kept popping up in front of me.. like litterally popping up in front of me and he started yelling at me for it even though I apologised for it and I almost started crying again.. my best friend meghan told me to stop being a big baby cus he told me to just stop helping the other team so I put the controller down

and I know I am being a big baby about it all but I can't help it that I can't handle it anymore

this site is no exception I haven't really felt the love on this site for a while.. I haven't wanted to post much because of some people.. I haven't wanted to go into chat because of some people.... and other than the porn I don't know why I keep comming to this site... its not a happy place... its not helping me through this tough time in my life.. all its been doing is upsetting me more... so I'm starting to think about not comming back.......

 

[puka-pride]

ok well last weeekend in case any of you actually want to keep up withmy life I semi got back together with my bf.. we still love eachother, we still think of eachother as a bf but we are not gonna make it official like it was b4 bcause he is moving away still sometime before summer and we wanna avoid that awkward breakup( I personally don't think it can be avoided)

 

[puka-pride]

So I know all of you have been sitting in your little chairs going typity typity typity on your computers and make sweet sweet lovings to your significant other and or hand(s) when it clicks.. hey where'd that puka-pride fellow go... well I'm still here and my life has been having its ups and downs... I'm still together with my bf who was supposed to leave for nova scotia 3 months ago and we've been dating for about 6 months now.... longest relationship I've ever had but considering that I haven't had many relationships its not that impressive lol. Its almost summer and life is greener and hotter... a lot hotter which I like better than cold because it gives me more reasons to get naked the problem... ALLERGIES OH MY FUCKING LORD THE ALLERGIES. My allergies are in overdrive and no allergy medicine I've used seems to be strong enough to stop me from having a stuffy nose... and if that isn't bad enough my asthma is constantly bothering me with the smog and allergies and all those smokers out there you damn dirty bastards are all trying to kill poor lil old me with your sin sticks (jokes some of my favorite people in the world smoke but that doesn't mean I'm ok with it). So I haven't been enjoying the heat as much as I could be.... on the bright side my doctor upped my asthma medication to a stronger medication I don't really know if I should be happy my asthma is getting worse but hey what can I do. what else has happened to me..... hmmm.. oh I made out with a girl for the first time.. she was a good kisser but it did nothing for me.. oh and I did it because my bf wanted me to try it out.. he was sick at the time and me and the girl wanted to make him feel better so he told us to make out for him...

anyway thats about all I'm gonna talk about, who knows when I'll right another blog maybe never... but if your really curious about anything just ask I'll respond.. maybe
-jeff-

 

[puka-pride]

well today started out the same as every other day.. the difference is today I finally had a job to do... me and my bf were approached by an old lady that lived down the street 2 days ago. she asked us if we would like a job to do.. she wanted us to do her gardening because she was too old to do a lot of the work and her husband had died years ago, she told us she would pay us $25 each and because neither of us have a regular pay cheque or any money coming to us at all we both agreed we would come over this morning and do it. We got all ready to go this morning and do it.. hedge trimmers, spade, the works.. we walked over.. my bf went to the back and got started while I went to the door to tell her that we are here to do the work... I rang the doorbell.... hmmm.. doorbell isn't working..... I use the door knocker.... no answer.. must be asleep still.. she's old.. might take her a while to get out of bed.. tick tock tick tock... I knock with my hand.... still nothing... I go tell my bf that she must not be home because no one is answering.. he told me to keep trying if she isn't home then we would do the work anyway.... I go back to the door and bang on it.. still nothing... there is a small window... I look in to see if she is coming... there she is sitting in a chair fast asleep... I bang as loud as I can.. hmmm she must be hard of hearing because she didn't react at all.. i bang harder... and a lot... damn she is still asleep... wait a minute... her chest isn't even moving her lips are a little blue.... I go tell my bf... I think she is dead.. he doesn't believe me.. he tells me to check to see if the doors are unlocked to go make sure she is ok... all the doors are locked...I get his cell.. I decided to call my mom before I call 911 in case I am just imagining her not moving, wouldn't wanna scare her to death with fireman breaking her door down you know... I see my friend walking by.. he comes to see what was happening... my mom rushes over... she knew the lady... and she checked to see if a neighbour had a key.. no key.. no phone number... the neighbour came over.. banged on the door.. screamed out her name... nothing... she says the lady across the street might have a key.. they are good friends... the lady was calling her at the time.. no answer.... she comes over... she bangs on the door... IRIS IRIS WAKE UP but still nothing.. she is very upset.... she goes to her home and calls 911... I tell her the house number when she asked.. firemen came... broke the door down.. 4 cop cars show up.... an ambulance.. the get the door open..... she is dead... by this time a lot of people have come to see what was going on.... nice old lady.. everyone liked her.. she had a lot of friends... the cops question everyone... they all pointed me out.. he comes to question me (he was very good looking if you were wondering) I tell him everything that happened and he questions my bf and my friend afterward.

interesting day... all before noon..... and my mom.. being the hilarious person she is comes over to me and my friends... god Jeff you just really have no luck with jobs...... so right she is.. so right she is

R.I.P. Iris Cambelle

 

[puka-pride]

so to all of those who read my blogs.. you've probably noticed something is going on.... specifically... my blogs for the past 5 months are gone.....

The reason:

a couple weeks ago I deleted them all.... I had a fight with my ex.... we tried to be friends but well my feelings for him are too strong and he doesn't feel the same way at all.... and he just kept fucking up and hurting me... and well he hurt me again.. more than ever this time... and I just couldn't take it... so we argued.. and he brought up the fact i was writing about all the shit he has been doing in these blogs even though he knew about it all along and never said anything about it before.... oi..... anyway.. i took them off because the only reason i would write them for everyone to read is if i had his consent... since he complained about it i took them off out of respect for him....

anyway me and him had a falling out and aren't really talking anymore... I have stopped trying to patch things up with him since well every time i do he fucks it up.. so now its in his control and if he wants to make amends and be friends then he has to work for it...

anyway... there you go.. thats why my blog is mostly gone.... lol

 

[puka-pride]

or at least I hope you think so

I entered the JUB amateur contest #4 so guys.. vote for me please!!!!

http://justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=61866

I could really use the money.. like hardcore...



on a side note i've been thinking bout putting my cock pics back on my profile.... haven't fully decided on it yet or not though

but yeah.. vote for me.... give me a good vote... hehe

oh god why did i enter

 

[puka-pride]

well I didn't win the contest... didn't think i would win anyway... guess i'll always be second best..

anyway thanks for all the votes....

times for me to go feel sorry for myself

 

[puka-pride]

I GOT A JOB!


after over a year of applying and bullshit I have finnally been hired...

I am now a stock boy at zellers and I offically start on tuesday at 5pm

 

[puka-pride]

I've been working hard.. making money... and in 2 weeks I will have reached my goal to save up $2000 (no particular reason why) and i will be spending some hard earned cash to buy myself a new digital camera...

this is where you come in... this friendly little competition will be for the honor of receiving the first picture I take with it.. and deciding its content... (this means you get to tell me what you want me to take a picture of)

the picture will be for the winner of this competition and only the winner the only thing I ask is that it remain private and that it will not be shared or posted


HOW TO ENTER:
simple... post in this thread stating you wish to enter the competition and your reason why...

http://www.justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=81980

RESTRICTIONS:
-a maximum of 10 applicants will be chosen to participate in this competition
-you must have a minimum of 500 posts to enter or have 3 other members vouch for you by posting "I vouch for *insert user name* because *insert reason*"
- the contestants will be chosen based on their personalities and their reasons for entering not on their looks a slight background check in the forums will be conducted
- the picture must remain private unless I say otherwise... failure to do so will result in horror violence and course language and probably a lot of anger from other members (I know people)

now.. this contest will officially begin on the 20th and will be conducted in a simple voting fashion... your name will be posted into a poll and people vote for you to win.. the winner will be decided 7 days after the poll is opened and the prizes will be distributed as soon as I purchase the camera

PRIZES:
1st place: private picture with no restrictions on content
2nd place: public picture with some restrictions on content
3rd place: I dunno... a hug?

once again the thread is

http://www.justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=81980

 

[puka-pride]

[scene 1- forest of vines/thorns in a swampland... at a wedding]

it was dark.... streams of light shine throughout the branches.. the bride is walking towards the priest and groom... I'm taking pictures and back up into one of the guests... he is tall.. handsome.. very muscular.. he is wearing a police formal uniform.. but its moss green and he has a helmet and aviators on(maybe a police escort?)



he says to me "hey slow down hot stuff if you keep taking pictures you'll miss the wedding"

I blush and don't say a word.... I stay pressed against him though and continue to take pictures...



the wedding is coming to a close... and the officer has started to hold my sides.. he says many sweet things.. i don't remember what it was... but it looked like it was gonna turn into a sex dream...



all of a sudden guests are screaming... running... and then I am alone.... its become dark and I can only see the opening leading out of the forest, the chairs where guests were and the vines and branches near me..



I walk towards the opening.. and I look down into a pond... something moves.. then it jumps out at me... I run back down the aisle and turn back to see.. it jumps on my arm... branches.. or vines.. attacking me.. at the centre.. teeth... its like an octopus .. but made of wood... I fight it off and it disappears in a puff of black and purple smoke...



I run towards the exit now.. I'm almost there and a bundle of woo/bark gets up and lunges for me.. this time it looked more human like.. and was angry... its about to tackle me when the cop shows up and tackles him to the ground... shoots it twice and it puffs into the same smoke.. he tells me to get out.. run home..



[scene2 - edge of a freeway just outside the forest in cottage country, there is a small moat around the forest of marshland]



I look at the marsh.. afraid to step in it from fear of something grabbing me and pulling me down into the mud... I look around for a way to cross.. to my right there is nothing... ahead of me is a huge empty road... dead quiet..



to my left.... a gorilla... yes a gorilla.. swimming in the water... its only visible from the shoulders up.. and it has a leaf or stick on its head... it pays no attention to me... but shows me a rock... i use the rock to cross and run down the street



[scene3 - open field near my house.. there are children playing in the park and some guys playing football in the field]



I look around at the lack of chaos... and I finally stopped running... I catch my breath when I hear a kid scream... I look up.. and there are puffs of black/purple smoke forming all over the field... the beings form...they all turn into the same thing... a 10 year old grey skinned boy dressed all in yellow riding a yellow bicycle... theres 7-8 of them.. and they have machetes...



they chase after people.. chopping them up while they ride by on their bikes.. I rush to the park dodging the blades and grab some kids.. all their parents are dead.. I get about 6-7 kids to follow me... and we run... me pushing the grey skinned boys of the bikes as we go.... a couple guys that were playing football have joined us... we run through a fenced area...



[scene4- a wide open feild with rolling hills.. mountain ranges in the back ground and a giant cliff]



we are running from the boys on bikes still.. we got some distance on them but they are on bikes and quickly catch up... the footballers try to take them out while i keep the kids together and run.. down goes one footballer.. then another.... then the last.... we are running up and down hills when they come for us... i send the kids ahead and try to draw attention away... they fall for it and come for me I knock one off his bike and take it.. and peddle fast.. they are all chasing me and not the kids... but they are catching up on me... then BANG one goes into a puff of smoke BANG BANG there goes 2 more... one jumps me no machete. but has pinned me down.. next thing I know he was grabbed of me.. held in the air.. BANG bullets shot right through his forehead.. and he puffs away into smoke.. the cop came back.. and he has more ammo and a friend from the FBI(wtf? i'm canadian).. they tell me these things are popping up everywhere and we had to get to safety.. so we catch back up to the kids.. and run towards a building beside the cliff



[scene5 - inside the building.. its dark and there are stairs that lead down into tunnels that seem to be dug out of the earth]



the FBI agent leads us down the stairs and starts throwing large industrial sized black tubes down the hole... says to climb in.. that we need to go now..... we go through.. me first.. then the kids... the cop.. then the FBI guy... we end up in a small room just the right size for us all but connected to what seems like a mine shaft... the kids are all together with the FBI agent and me and the cop kiss and say hello.... then the FBI agent said something I dont remember what.. and he becomes a roll of paper towels... which then rolls over revealing a logo with a chick holding an axe... who then pulls herself out of the logo and grabs the children and pulls them into the mine shaft... me and the cop followed



[scene6- the mine shaft... all black except the tracks which are old wood and a glowing pale grey... the mine karts are like roller coaster seats]



we rush down the tracks.. like on a roller coaster.. chasing down the kids in the other kart.. there are loop deeloops and ups and downs on the track and we pass the other kart 2 or 3 times... then the woman isn't a woman anymore.. but a tiny robot boy with a big hat.. all silver... he laughs at us and says things I don't remember.. the kids are screaming but I can't tell if they are having fun or scared.... the cop jumps to the other kart while we pass and puts a bullet in the robots head which puffs into smoke...... then the kids scream while a dragon forms...



thats when I woke up