For me it is all about the cock and only the cock with almost every man I have had sex with. The second man to give me a BJ was one of my best friends,(his name was Terry) who was gay and I was attracted to the whole man, the way he looked, his personality, intelligence and eventually his cock, especially his cock. We were very close friends and one night when I was over at his apartment he just came right out and told me he wanted to give me a blowjob. This happened when I was 26. I turned him down but inside I was turned on by the idea, very turned on. I was not really surprised when he did this because he had told me previously that he was very attracted to me. He did not know that when I was 22 I had let a man, a complete stranger, give me a hand job in a straight porn theater. It was 1976 and I was 22. I didn't reciprocate. This was a very spontaneous experience and was definitely not something I was looking for or expected to happen, especially in a straight porn theater but there was no question that I thoroughly enjoyed this experience.
After my friend propositioned me I was intrigued by the idea of not only letting a man give me a BJ but also of me giving a man a BJ. A few months after he propositioned me I went to SF (I lived in LA) to find out if I actually could give a man a BJ and would I actually like it.. I hooked up with a man in the sauna. We went to his room and I sucked his cock. I let him cum in my mouth. I knew as soon as I touched his cock and took him into my mouth that I loved sucking cock. I wanted the full blowjob experience and that meant having him cum in mouth and me swallowing all of his cum. I did not ask him to reciprocate and I left his room soon after he had cum.. The next step for me was to see what it was like to have a man give me a BJ. Seven months later I went to a bathhouse in West Hollywood for the sole purpose of hooking up with a man and having him give me a BJ. A guy came onto me, said I had a nice cock and asked me if he could touch my cock. I said yes and he proceeded to give me a BJ. It felt amazing and I came in his mouth after about 15 minutes. I already knew I loved sucking a man's dick so after I came t told him I wanted to suck him off and that he could cum in my mouth. After that experience I knew I was bisexual. A couple of years later when I was certain that I could totally trust my friend Terry I called him on a Saturday morning and told him I would let him give me a BJ. Forty five minutes later I was in his apartment, totally naked, laying on his bed and receiving the best blowjob I had ever had. We didn't hook up again until four years later when I was at his apartment, said I had to use the bathroom. When I came out of the bathroom I was totally naked and I laid out on the loveseat facing the couch where he was sitting. He was in total shock.. He started sucking my cock and after about 20 minutes I told him I wanted to give him a hand job. It was only then that he took all his clothes off and I saw him naked for the first. His cock was already hard and I knew I just had to have him in my mouth. I just skipped the hand job and went straight to sucking his very large, very thick cut cock with the largest mushroom head I have ever seen until he came in my mouth. I spent the night and the next morning I basically woke him up by pulling his underwear down and sucking his cock until he came. He then did me again. .
I am far far more attracted to women than I am men and probably at least 90% of my sexual experiences have been with women. I have no desire to have a "relationship" other than sexual with a man. My sexual relationship with Terry lasted for 15 years. It was very intense and something I really enjoyed most frequently from 1988 when I got divorced thru 1992. I am bisexual and most definitely not gay.
