Hello everyone. Some of you may remember me as the guy who posted a lot on these forums referring to my issues with receiving anal sex, douching, shit, and what not. Unfortunately, I'm still having these problems, but I do have some good news: I've finally gotten an appointment with a GI doctor. I should be able to get checked up by him, but more bad news is that I won't be having this appointment until July 28th. Being the impatient person I am, I'm still probably going to attempt to fuck myself with a Dildo until then and I want to see if I can get some answers about my condition before I go to my appointment. I sent a letter to the doctor and his associates about this to see if I can get some answers, so the following paragraphs may seem a bit out of context:
I'd like to tell you a little about myself and what I've done that may have resulted in the current situation I'm in. One important thing that I should probably note is that I've been experimenting with anal masturbation since I was 16. When I was around 18 or so, I accidentally made myself bleed from anal masturbation because of a possible cut from my fingernails in my rectum. After the bleeding, I didn't notice any problems afterward so I just didn't think of it much. When I was 19, I bought a Dildo and an anal douche. I bought an anal douche because I found it increasingly difficult to anally masturbate without running into problems with stool.
The first time I tried douching I incidentally made myself bleed. Nothing serious happened the days after this so I paid no attention to it. The second time I douched I was able to douche without making myself bleed and proceeded to anally masturbate with the Dildo I've been doing this once or twice a week since August of 2013. Recently though, I've been running into a lot of problems when I try to anally masturbate with the Dildo
For starters, I haven't been successful with emptying myself of stool with douching. I can douche without any pains or complications, but just a few minutes after douching, I have a bowel movement and there's stool in my rectum again. By the way, the reason I don't anally masturbate with stool in my rectum is because it's very uncomfortable for me to anally masturbate with stool in my rectum.
Another problem I've been having is my internal sphincter being tight. This could be the reason why I haven't been able to empty myself of stool with douching. When my internal sphincter is tight like this, I have trouble emptying myself of stool and also end up having pelvic pain and penile pain. This pain can last up to two hours before it settles down.
One big problem that I've been having lately is my stool having hard specks in it. The specks can range from being black to yellow in color. I know they exist because when I try to douche, I can feel the stool in my rectum and it feels a bit like sand with all these hard specks. This doesn't happen all the time, but I feel like it's been more frequently lately. I have been taking daily multivitamins recently and there are 2 mg of copper in these tablets. I've also recently started taking fish oil supplements daily. Could these be the source of the hard specks in my stool?
Another thing I should mention is that I had somewhat of an injury when I was 18. I was running in the cold for tennis practice in high school when suddenly I felt a pull in my lower abdomen. I ended up stopping me from running and I had to go home after it happened. About an hour after this happened, I had some serious diarrhea and I told my mom about it. She gave me Flagyl to take for three days, but I took it the first day, skipped the second day, and took it the third day. I remember having green stool after the first day and that was the primary reason why I didn't take it the second day. After this, I felt very sick and stayed home from school for three days. I ended up visiting my doctor after this and she prescribed me some antibiotic that I forgot the name of. After I finished this antibiotic, the same problems still persisted: I had unusually thin stool, my stool never seemed completely tough and would end up broken up often, and I still had pelvic and penile pain (the pelvic and penile pain happened long before I experimented with anal masturbation, but it happened on a very rare basis). My doctor ended up diagnosing me with general IBS and just left it at that.
I also have hemorrhoids that almost always exist on my anus and what I think is an anal fissure on the side of my anus that's nearest to my tailbone.
Now that I've got all that covered, I will now move on to asking questions:
1. Back to the hard specks in my stool, are they because of the multivitamins and fish oil supplements? Are they because of certain foods I'm eating? Are they because of some disorder in my intestines?
2. About my tight internal sphincter, I've read that this could be a result of anal stenosis and scarring in my rectum. Whenever I douche, especially when it's successful, I can feel that the area around my internal sphincter is loos but also has what feel like ripples around it. Is this scar tissue or is it normal to feel ripples in my rectum?
3. Concerning the issues that I have, could any of this be attributed to the anal masturbation I've been experimenting with? Could I have scarred my rectum through some of this experimentation?
4. If I do end up having permanent damage to my rectum, would I still be able to receive anal sex even with these problems? Receiving anal sex is something I really don't want to give up.
I'd like to tell you a little about myself and what I've done that may have resulted in the current situation I'm in. One important thing that I should probably note is that I've been experimenting with anal masturbation since I was 16. When I was around 18 or so, I accidentally made myself bleed from anal masturbation because of a possible cut from my fingernails in my rectum. After the bleeding, I didn't notice any problems afterward so I just didn't think of it much. When I was 19, I bought a Dildo and an anal douche. I bought an anal douche because I found it increasingly difficult to anally masturbate without running into problems with stool.
The first time I tried douching I incidentally made myself bleed. Nothing serious happened the days after this so I paid no attention to it. The second time I douched I was able to douche without making myself bleed and proceeded to anally masturbate with the Dildo I've been doing this once or twice a week since August of 2013. Recently though, I've been running into a lot of problems when I try to anally masturbate with the Dildo
For starters, I haven't been successful with emptying myself of stool with douching. I can douche without any pains or complications, but just a few minutes after douching, I have a bowel movement and there's stool in my rectum again. By the way, the reason I don't anally masturbate with stool in my rectum is because it's very uncomfortable for me to anally masturbate with stool in my rectum.
Another problem I've been having is my internal sphincter being tight. This could be the reason why I haven't been able to empty myself of stool with douching. When my internal sphincter is tight like this, I have trouble emptying myself of stool and also end up having pelvic pain and penile pain. This pain can last up to two hours before it settles down.
One big problem that I've been having lately is my stool having hard specks in it. The specks can range from being black to yellow in color. I know they exist because when I try to douche, I can feel the stool in my rectum and it feels a bit like sand with all these hard specks. This doesn't happen all the time, but I feel like it's been more frequently lately. I have been taking daily multivitamins recently and there are 2 mg of copper in these tablets. I've also recently started taking fish oil supplements daily. Could these be the source of the hard specks in my stool?
Another thing I should mention is that I had somewhat of an injury when I was 18. I was running in the cold for tennis practice in high school when suddenly I felt a pull in my lower abdomen. I ended up stopping me from running and I had to go home after it happened. About an hour after this happened, I had some serious diarrhea and I told my mom about it. She gave me Flagyl to take for three days, but I took it the first day, skipped the second day, and took it the third day. I remember having green stool after the first day and that was the primary reason why I didn't take it the second day. After this, I felt very sick and stayed home from school for three days. I ended up visiting my doctor after this and she prescribed me some antibiotic that I forgot the name of. After I finished this antibiotic, the same problems still persisted: I had unusually thin stool, my stool never seemed completely tough and would end up broken up often, and I still had pelvic and penile pain (the pelvic and penile pain happened long before I experimented with anal masturbation, but it happened on a very rare basis). My doctor ended up diagnosing me with general IBS and just left it at that.
I also have hemorrhoids that almost always exist on my anus and what I think is an anal fissure on the side of my anus that's nearest to my tailbone.
Now that I've got all that covered, I will now move on to asking questions:
1. Back to the hard specks in my stool, are they because of the multivitamins and fish oil supplements? Are they because of certain foods I'm eating? Are they because of some disorder in my intestines?
2. About my tight internal sphincter, I've read that this could be a result of anal stenosis and scarring in my rectum. Whenever I douche, especially when it's successful, I can feel that the area around my internal sphincter is loos but also has what feel like ripples around it. Is this scar tissue or is it normal to feel ripples in my rectum?
3. Concerning the issues that I have, could any of this be attributed to the anal masturbation I've been experimenting with? Could I have scarred my rectum through some of this experimentation?
4. If I do end up having permanent damage to my rectum, would I still be able to receive anal sex even with these problems? Receiving anal sex is something I really don't want to give up.
