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Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Party!)

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Brian said:
I would have left my barstool had you invited me ;)
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good grief! mp and brian on my lap?

i would have died and gone to heaven. ;)
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Tonight was the last night of bowling--the big banquet. Everyone together. 14 weeks I've tried to be nice, talk to people, be myself so I can make some friends. Tonight, I finally got some attention from the group. The last fucking night.

Seems like a lot of people thought I was straight all this time.

My friends on my team were flabbergasted. They couldn't believe that there were people who thought that. And you know why these other people thought that? Because they didn't put a single goddamned effort into getting to know me. I posted the weekend of the JUB meet that these people made me basically feel invisible. Apparently, I was.

This has been one of the gayest years of my life. Trying to connect. Make friends. Fall in love for the first time.

And I feel more alone than I ever have in my whole life.

I just keep hearing my inner voice say, "You're too much, Matthew. You're not enough, Matthew."

I tried so long not to be noticed. And now that I've let go of that, I feel more invisible than I ever have.

I'm not even sure what to put in my own thankful thread tonight.
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Killjoke said:
I'm not even sure what to put in my own thankful thread tonight.
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If I were in your shoes I'd post that I was thankful for the year which was filled with pain and gain and learning

Always be yourself my friend. When I met you my impression was of a warm and genuine person. Don't change and don't be afraid to show the world who you really are

(*8*)
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Killjoke said:
Tonight was the last night of bowling--the big banquet. Everyone together. 14 weeks I've tried to be nice, talk to people, be myself so I can make some friends. Tonight, I finally got some attention from the group. The last fucking night.

Seems like a lot of people thought I was straight all this time.

My friends on my team were flabbergasted. They couldn't believe that there were people who thought that. And you know why these other people thought that? Because they didn't put a single goddamned effort into getting to know me. I posted the weekend of the JUB meet that these people made me basically feel invisible. Apparently, I was.

This has been one of the gayest years of my life. Trying to connect. Make friends. Fall in love for the first time.

And I feel more alone than I ever have in my whole life.

I just keep hearing my inner voice say, "You're too much, Matthew. You're not enough, Matthew."

I tried so long not to be noticed. And now that I've let go of that, I feel more invisible than I ever have.

I'm not even sure what to put in my own thankful thread tonight.
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What the hell------


You are so fucking great----I can not believe any of this crap----dont make come up there and kick your ass---you are sexy, fun to be around, and one person I will never forget.
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Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Matt ---what's going on---??? Where are you.
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

When I'm feeling those same feelings you stated Killjoke now I know I'm not really alone it it....lots of people feel that way and I feel bad I'm getting all sorry on myself.You have nothing to feel apologetic for...you are a good,caring,funny,sensitive person who we gained so much from seeing in St. Louis.Welcoming,friendly and warm....that's how I'll remember you from that weekend and so many who attended would echo that.It's the loss of those on your bowling team who never made the effort to get to know you...don't pick yourself apart,because you are a special,quality person.
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Hey.

Sobbing has stopped. Was on the phone with a friend. It helped.

Sorry to worry anyone. I feel slightly embarrassed. No need to post that I shouldn't feel that way-I know I shouldn't. Can't help how I feel.

I appreciate the concern from my family here.
 
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Well can't help how I feel either----miss you so much right now.
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

^ woo hoo! i'll have a blue set myself. ;)
 
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Well, I was able to recover a few pics before I dropped my camera on the first night of the meet. Hope you guys enjoy!

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^^Oh Abs, Abs, Abs--I don't know whether to be embarrassed for you after that bottle picture, or just go with turned on.


Hmmm, I did embarrassed last night.


I'm going with turned on.

(!)
 
Re: Regional JUB Meet St. Louis, MO (The After Par

Whenever Cory and I get together, it always seems to get raunchy! :badgrin: I was about ready to drop my pants after taking this picture! !oops!
 
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Hey, I have no gag reflex. What can I say?

:lol:

(at least no one got a picture of me with my fist in my mouth!)
 
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