Quick update...
The hot cousin of mine that I used to jack with... is now my room-mate! Finding a used cum-rag now seems less exciting because new options have opened up. (however since he leaves for work before me, I still go into his room every once in a while to find his rag and sniff it and jerk off.)
By the way, this guy has only gotten hotter as the year have gone on. His body is near-perfect. He takes extremely good care of himself, and we only eat organic foods, with no dairy or refined sugar, so we are both very healthy.
We have a long history of watching hot videos together and rubbing one out. Back when we used to do this a long time ago it would be in my room on my bed (since I had a tv hooked up to a computer. ) We'd drink a bunch, maybe indulge in some other substances and then would come the inevitable. Of course, we'd always fall asleep in the same bed.
Fast-forward to today, and we share a 2 bedroom bungalow. The TV is in the living room, and we still occasionally watch hot flicks. I guess we have become accustomed to sleeping in the same bed when were are messed up, so we still do. (he has a king sized, so we always sleep in his room, but only when were real messed up.) If we had already jerked off by the TV, then he usually just falls right asleep. If not, then I'll let him rub one out while I watch, then he falls asleep. After doing this a few times, I finally got the courage to reach over and feel his cock while he was asleep. The first time I did it I was so scared, but I figured, you know, this has gone on for so long, that he can't possibly get that mad at me for this if he wakes up. He starts to get harder, so I pull down his boxers and start stroking him nice and slow. Rolling his foreskin back and forth over his huge mushroom head. Then I go for it, I slide down the bed so my face is next to his gorgeous member, and I start to lick the tip. He moans, but is still snoring. Then I start taking him deeper and deeper. He starts to get really close, with his cock twitching and throbbing and of course, he wakes up. To my surprise, puts his hand on my head and forces his cock further into my throat. Then he starts humping my face. He literally took complete control over me. I was nearly choking, but having the time of my life. I gave his cock every last bit of attention and loving that I could. Finally he gabbed my arm (while still holding my head down with his other hand) and felt my muscles (which I was flexing, as he has a muscle fetish, but usually only for girl muscles) And he blew his seed into my throat. I savoured it, and kept sucking him after his orgasm until he couldn't take it any more. Even then I would't let go, and kept licking the drops of cum that were still slowly seeping out for the next few minutes.
He always blows the biggest, sweetest and tastiest loads. It is fucking magical. The next day I decided not to bring it up in case he was feeling awkward, but I said something like "damn, I'm in a good mood today" to which he responded, "well of course you are, you ate a fucking legend for breakfast." I smiled, and told him it was the best tasting load ever...by far.
This has now happened 4 times over about 3 months. A fifth time I couldn't get him off, but as soon as I stopped sucking him he gave himself about 8 strokes and shot a huge load, so I couldn't have been doing that badly lol.
So while he really is straight, and would much prefer to have a GF, he certainly doesn't mind his hot little cousin sleeping in his bed and releasing him in the wee hours of the morning every once in a while. I keep under the sheets so he can't see me, and that way he can imagine whatever hot girl he wants to think about, but somehow, I think he likes the idea of submitting to someone he shouldn't, so I think he is thinking about his little cousin taking care of him.
Damn, life is good.