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[sb]

father i killed my monkey
i let it out
to taste the sweet of spring
wonder if i will wander out
test my tether to
see if i'm still free
from you

steady as it comes
right down
to you
i've said it all
so maybe we're a bliss
of another kind

lately, i'm into circuitry
what it means to be
made of you but not enough for you
and i wonder if
you can bilocate is that what i taste
your supernova juice
you know it's true i'm part of you

steady as it comes
right down to you
i've said it all

so maybe you're a 4 horse engine
with a power drive
a hot kachina who wants into mine
take it with your terracide

we're a bliss
of another kind

 

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looking for some education
I made my way into the night
all that bullshit conversation
baby can't you read the signs
I want bore you with the detail baby
I don't even want to waste your time
lets just say that maybe
you could help me ease my mind
baby, I aint Mr Right
but if you're looking for fast love
if thats love in your eyes
its more than enough
had some bad love
so fast love is all that I've got on my mind
whats left to think about baby
looking for some affirmation
I made my way into the sun
my friends got their ladies
they're all having babies
I just want to have some fun
I wont bore you detail baby
got to get there in your own sweet time
lets just say that maybe
you could help me ease my mind
baby, I aint Mr Right
but if you're looking for fast love
if thats love in your eyes
its more than enough
had some bad love
so fast love is all that I've got on my mind
in the absence of security
I made my way into the night
stupid cupid keeps on calling me
but I see nothing in his eyes
I miss my baby
I miss my baby
so why don't we make a little room in my bmw
searching for some peace of mind
I'll help you find it
I do believe that we are practising the same religion

 

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I wish I had not woke up today
Everyone mistakes the things you say
Take a simple truth and twist it all around
Make it sound important
Make it seem profound
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
you make me feel so worthless
Everyone I know has gone away
Died or left or just forgot to stay
Sometimes took for granted
Sometimes turned away
Sometimes didn't say what I meant to say
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
you make me feel so worthless
I never would have pegged you
For what you have become
Everyone lies, everyone cheats
Not like you've done
Dog new tricks
Nothing you learn will stick
Dog new tricks
you make me feel so worthless

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when I was a young buck
I tried to be liked by everyone
everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
It didn't work for me
It got old quickly
But now I'm not losing sleep at night
Cos no one is calling me on the the telephone
To see if I'm at home
Cos now I got everything that I ever wanted
Or so it seems
So it seems
You don't have to like me anymore
I got money now
I don't care what you say about me anymore
I got money now
When I got a little older
I realised it's all lies
There is no prize
there is no prize
There is no heartache if you can afford
Everything delivered right to you door
Responsibilities
This life is easy
So now the girl with everything
How can she complain
Cos she's got it made
yeah she's got it made
I don't need to be tucked in at night
And told that everything is going to be alright
is going to be alright
Cos I don't have to fight
You don't have to like me anymore
I got money now
I don't care what you say about me anymore
I got money now
I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense
I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends
I got everything and all is what it seems
I worked so hard all of my life
Just to have things to call mine
So I don't need no love cos I have got enough
So now I don't mind being alone all the time
It's alright
Cos I got money now
That's what its all about
And I'm so busy buying things
And travelling the world
I don't have time for friends or family
And it's fine with me
Or so it seems
You don't have to like me anymore
I got money now
I don't care what you say about me anymore
I got money now
You don't have to like me anymore
I got money now
I don't care what you say about me anymore
Cos I got money now

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[sb]

I would pay to be a jub supporter. But I am not going to pay to be a member of a site where my posts / threads get deleted especially when they do not breach the terms of service. It happens to often to ignore.

 

[sb]

If I ever had my way
It would be a different game
I would get away with what I want
And never be to blame
I'd make the weekend last for days
And sit it in the sun
I'd never care what people say
Only what they've done

All I wanted to be was
Queen of the world
Never wanted to be no other
All I ever wanted to be was
Part of the world
Where I could laugh and take control

All the men would worship me
I could pick and choose my fun
Everybody would be free
To love and live as one
I'd take away the attitude
And put it in a cage
I'd never have to be alone
Cos this is the world I made

All I wanted to be was
Queen of the world
Never wanted to be no other
All I ever wanted to be was
Part of the world
Where I could laugh and take control

I'm in control of your soul

All I wanted was a chance
To lead this royal dance
ANd make my people sing
All my problems would just leave
I'd live my life in peace
If I could just find my keys

All I wanted to be was
Queen of the world
Never wanted to be no other
All I ever wanted to be was
Part of the world
Where I could laugh and take control

 

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I haven't thought of you for years you know
Your memory seems to come and go
Our time meant so much to me
Now you can't be find
You were the first to want me
The first to love me
The first to need me
Who was the last to know you
The last to love you
The last to hold you

It's a wonderful wonderful life
It's a wonderful wonderful life

I thought of you again today
Reminded me of how time has changed
If you only knew what you gave to me
Now you can't be find
You were the first I trusted
I learnt what love is when we were just kids
When did you get so lost
How could you think you'd be better off

Its a wonderful wonderful life
So why did you have to say goodbye

Thank you for those special moment
You will always be here in my mind
Did you know you changed my life
I'm thankful for that time

It's a wonderful wonderful life
So why did you have to say goodbye
I'm asking why but I'll never know
It's a wonderful wonderful life

 

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What is my day going to look like?
What will my tomorrow bring me?
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn’t have to predict the future

I wish that you would do with some talking
How else am I to know what you’re thinking?
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
They don't love me; I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you’re looking for love, for what it's worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere

If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Tell me where it hurts,
to hell with everybody else.
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me; yeah I can tell
but you do, so they can go to hell

I’ve been loved but I didn’t know how to feel it
And I’ve been adored but I don’t know if I ever believed it
I’ve been loved my whole life but I didn’t know how to take it
Until...

So tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that's the truth
they don't love me, yeah I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts now
Tell me where it hurts...

 

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give me a taste of whats to come
give me a medicine
teach me a lesson
maybe I deserve to know
cut me down to size and paralyze me
with the contents of your pretty little head
give me somewhere else to go
give me one thing
tell me something I don't really need to know
I am so afraid of breaking what we've made
it is delicate and lovely
but its a weight above me
and your words are like weapon
but you keep them inside
they cut like a knife
and you keep it together
all the feelings inside
theres nowhere to hide
but away from me
and I just want to listen to your words
I'd like to step into your world
show me a secret
I promise to keep it safe and sheltered from the storm
I want to cross the great divide
that keeps me swimming
treading water from your shore
I want to coax you from your hell
Into an alley
the hidden valley where the truth can surely spill
I want to take the weight that drags you to the ground
spare this treasure that I've found
but your words are like weapon
but you keep them inside
they cut like a knife
and you keep it together
all the feelings inside
theres nowhere to hide
but away from me
and I just want to listen
theres a lock
someones stolen the key
they took you away from me
somewhere that noone can read you
I see a bible
I see a bible in your eyes
all those cold and hidden meanings
full of metaphors
something for the faithless in me
and your words are like weapon
but you keep them inside
they cut like a knife
and you keep it together
all the feelings inside
theres nowhere to hide
and your words are like weapon
but you keep them inside
they cut like a knife
and you keep it together
all the feelings inside
theres nowhere to hide
but away from me
and I just want to listen to your words

 

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I don't want excuses
I don't want your smiles
I don't want to feel like we're apart a thousand miles
And I don't want your attitude
I don't want your things
But I don't want a phone that never rings
I want your love and I want it now
I want your love and I want it now
I don't want your history
I don't want that stuff
I want you to shut your mouth
That would be enough
And I don't care if you've been here before
You don't understand
Tonight I feel above the law
I'm coming in to land
I want your love and I want it now
I want your love and I want it now
My heart is that much harder now
Thats what I thought before today
My heart is that much harder now
And I thought that it would stay that way
Before today
I don't want a phone that never rings