My posts lately have been pretty big downers, I have been in my head a lot but I figured I post something a little bit more positive that is going on.
I am (was) pretty vanilla with sex but I never turned down the idea of exploring what I might be into. I think that is one of the most important things to do in life in general, to explore, put yourself in a place that is not normally in your comfort zone and maybe you'll discover something about yourself. Though I don't practice this often myself in general, I have been able to find someone I am sexually compatible with where exploring my sexual desires is pretty much happening.
This is very exciting, I was talking to this individual last night and I won't go into details what these activities would entail but they are very exciting for me and I was surprised by some of the things he brought up that I just totally found myself open about and was racking my brain about them.
As much as I have been down, I feel I am lucky with the kind of people I run into and make a connection with. Whether that connection is friendship, sex or more.
What works as well is that this guy is an "average guy", which is right up my alley when it comes to the kind of guys I am attracted to. Just your every day guy that you see walking down the street being himself, not trying to impress or anything. And that's incredibly attractive to me.
This is the type of adventure I am really looking forward to, I think it's going to be interesting and very enjoyable one. And I think the biggest part of it is the possibility of finding out something about myself that I didn't know and what would be better discovering that through something like sex?
I am (was) pretty vanilla with sex but I never turned down the idea of exploring what I might be into. I think that is one of the most important things to do in life in general, to explore, put yourself in a place that is not normally in your comfort zone and maybe you'll discover something about yourself. Though I don't practice this often myself in general, I have been able to find someone I am sexually compatible with where exploring my sexual desires is pretty much happening.
This is very exciting, I was talking to this individual last night and I won't go into details what these activities would entail but they are very exciting for me and I was surprised by some of the things he brought up that I just totally found myself open about and was racking my brain about them.
As much as I have been down, I feel I am lucky with the kind of people I run into and make a connection with. Whether that connection is friendship, sex or more.
What works as well is that this guy is an "average guy", which is right up my alley when it comes to the kind of guys I am attracted to. Just your every day guy that you see walking down the street being himself, not trying to impress or anything. And that's incredibly attractive to me.
This is the type of adventure I am really looking forward to, I think it's going to be interesting and very enjoyable one. And I think the biggest part of it is the possibility of finding out something about myself that I didn't know and what would be better discovering that through something like sex?

