Should i be worried?

[Seasoned]

It's not typical for someone to suck off his boyfriend's friends. My gay brother had a daddy for a lover who was actually whoring him out. I don't like the sound of this. I'm worried about you down the road. I hope you are taking your education seriously.

You sound like you find it all flattering, but are you sure your mission is to be a boy toy? There's a new crop of 18 year olds every year. If you feel safe and feel comfortable introducing him to everyone who knows you're gay, it might be alright for you. I'm concerned that he is passing you around his friends like a party favor

 

[KaraBulut]

Often when we get threads like this, it's quickly apparent that the situation is much to complicated to be worth the misery.

And that's where you are.

No relationship is perfect. Everyone has their faults.

But this is beyond what would be considered typical or even normal. Your partner has serious issues. And he's trying to make you a part of his issues by pressuring you to do things that you're not comfortable with and by using emotional manipulation to pressure you to do them.

You're young. One of life's more unfortunate lessons is that in bad relationships, love is not enough. Love is not enough to fix the other person's problems. Love is not enough to excuse bad things that your partner does. Love is not enough to make a relationship like this survive.

From the tone of your posts, it sounds like you already know what you need to do. But you're hoping that there is another way or some sort of compromise. There isn't.

If you were on the outside looking at one of your friends in a situation like this, you would say, "It's not healthy. End it. You deserve someone better".

And that is the advice that you should take.