Re: *Sigh* Why do I always fall for the straight o
I hope you guys don't mind me using this thread to vent, because it's the only outlet I truly have.
Oooooo! Let me add to the venting!
*ahem*
I have a friend whom I've known for 4 years now and considers himself straight and acts very much like it. Gaydar goes off around him, but, for me, gaydar doesn't necessarily mean that they are gay. However I digress... already...
We've had our share of ups and downs. There was one period of time were he wouldn't talk to me for a year because of a joke his sister and I decided to pull on him (everyone thought it was funny except him), but he never spoke badly about me during that time. Just refused to look in my direction or be around me. He came to me and apologized for his behavior on his bday and I apologized for the joke, but it was funny at the time (came up behind him, grabbed his balls, watched him jump, and we proceeded to LOL at it).
Things have been fine since. We hang out when we can and I provide a safe haven for him at my apt whenever the beans he took were stronger than he expected them to be. Though, recently, he's been a lot more touchy feely and then tends to "forget" what happened prior.
Prime example is two weeks ago when he had some particularly strong ones that made him feel tingly all over and he wasn't sure what it was and didn't want me to even leave him in my room so I could play my Wii in the living room. So I sat with him all night and we talked and such.
Then he got a hardon and it was noticeable. Now, mind you, he doesn't have the largest dick in the world (about 6") nor is he drop dead gorgeous, but he's got a marvelous personality when you don't piss him off. But his loose basketball type clothing make it noticeable plus he's latin and that's one of my weak spots. Anyway, he asked me to give him head for a while because the feeling is enhanced while the effects of those are still going, but it may be impossible for him to cum.
It took a while, but he did cum finally and he had no problem lying there naked. He then held my head to his chest and said, "thanks for being a real friend" and proceeded to kiss me on my forehead. And we talked some more about various things like when he got mad at me and all the stuff we've been through together and he wouldn't let me get up.
Then the sun was rising (7 am) and he said he should get home before his mom wakes up since the effects are slowly dying off. I asked him if he was sure he could drive and he said yes. He gave me another long hug and left.
Two days later, he contacts me on AIM and ask if he left anything at my apt. As a test, I said, "yeah. your beans and ring pop," but didn't mention the CD he told me to get out of his car nor the one I burned for him. He then said he thought so but "couldn't remember anything from that night other than going to [my] apt." And when I try to "fill in" what he was "missing" he "didn't want to know."
So he came over and got the stuff, gave me hug, we talked some and then he goes, "what about the CDs?" GOT HIM! He remembers all right... he just doesn't want to admit it. Dammit all... If this would've happened a year ago, I'd be an emotional mess trying to figure it all out. So VERY glad I have my wits about me...!
