cisco_teen
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Wow, its really hard to formulate a beginning to a post when you really feel so concerned about the subject, huh? So if you just bear with me, i think the best thing to do is just type out my thoughts and feelings.
Let me start out with some background. For as long as i can remember, i have always had troube falling asleep at night, unless i was completely, physically exhausted. I would lay down in bed, physically tired, but my mind would just wake up and keep going and going and going...you see my point. So when i would get up in the morning (which was a chore in itself) i would be (and still am) groggy and irritable and its hard to concentrate, etc...
So I discussed my issues with my doctor, and he referred me to the CRMC Sleep Lab. I can honestly say it was one of the worst nights of sleep I have ever had. In fact, to call it an entire night of sleep would be an exaggeration, for i only slept for 3 hours max, finally dozing off at 2:30 in the morning.
When i was awakened, my sleep lab tech informed me that when i did finally sleep, i woke up about 16 times an hour (without realizing it) and my SpO2, at its lowest, dropped to 88%.
I have sleep apnea.
Not to say this is terrible terrible news, because:
a) 1 in 5 adults at least have mild sleep apnea
b) it is easily treatable
c) lifestyle changes have the potential to rectify or improve sleep apnea
However, I am still feeling all moody about this because:
All this being said, i know that sleep apnea is nothing to be ashamed of, and that it is a legitimate and common sleep disorder. Also, as a member of the medical community, i recognise the importance of proper management of the disease. But really now, im 19 years old! It almost feels like this is a glaring "Your too heavy, look at you now" sign.
I know over time i will adjust, i just needed to get this off my chest and out into the open.
I love you all to death, but i dont need a lecture on what sleep apnea is, or how to loose weight or diet ideas and such. Of course, any insight anyone might have on CPAP usage and the titration process would be welcome.
And cisco never turns down a hug
Thanks guys
Cisco aka. Eric
Let me start out with some background. For as long as i can remember, i have always had troube falling asleep at night, unless i was completely, physically exhausted. I would lay down in bed, physically tired, but my mind would just wake up and keep going and going and going...you see my point. So when i would get up in the morning (which was a chore in itself) i would be (and still am) groggy and irritable and its hard to concentrate, etc...
So I discussed my issues with my doctor, and he referred me to the CRMC Sleep Lab. I can honestly say it was one of the worst nights of sleep I have ever had. In fact, to call it an entire night of sleep would be an exaggeration, for i only slept for 3 hours max, finally dozing off at 2:30 in the morning.
When i was awakened, my sleep lab tech informed me that when i did finally sleep, i woke up about 16 times an hour (without realizing it) and my SpO2, at its lowest, dropped to 88%.
I have sleep apnea.
Not to say this is terrible terrible news, because:
a) 1 in 5 adults at least have mild sleep apnea
b) it is easily treatable
c) lifestyle changes have the potential to rectify or improve sleep apnea
However, I am still feeling all moody about this because:
- I am only 19 years old
- I have been loosing a lot of weight this year and hoped that might have helped
- I really dont want to have to wear a CPAP
All this being said, i know that sleep apnea is nothing to be ashamed of, and that it is a legitimate and common sleep disorder. Also, as a member of the medical community, i recognise the importance of proper management of the disease. But really now, im 19 years old! It almost feels like this is a glaring "Your too heavy, look at you now" sign.
I know over time i will adjust, i just needed to get this off my chest and out into the open.
I love you all to death, but i dont need a lecture on what sleep apnea is, or how to loose weight or diet ideas and such. Of course, any insight anyone might have on CPAP usage and the titration process would be welcome.
And cisco never turns down a hug
Thanks guys
Cisco aka. Eric










