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This guy is beautiful. I wish I could find a guy just like him...
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Welcome to JUB but I am editing and redacting this post to remove numerous underage references which are not allowed.
I have a 5-incher, Erect of course. Compared with Most of the guys in my Gym Classes I was and am Small and I (now) Love being small, not only for real but Also as a Fetish. There's this widespread assumption that small is very limited and even Beta-weak and frankly I Love it. In part over being a Sissy-Queer as I had very low healthy male bonding as a Divorcing Family child.
I had my first Homo experiences with a neighbor boy. We got us undressed together and he promptly began Sucking me, often stopped and saying "It's the cleanest part of the body" then continuing to Suck me. When we were getting undressed I saw some urine color on his underpants and thought it was "dirty" as with him sucking me also - so, regrettably I did Not suck him back. I much later realized that somebody, maybe a cousin or an uncle must have been ''Grooming'' him - trying to Teach him to be a cock-sucker- and he was Loving it. I think The Worst decision in my life was Not sucking him ... Darn !! I loved sharing naked-ness yet I didn't suck him - or anyone Else in my times of getting naked and exposing myself ... Damn !! I missed Many good and safe, and easy chances to pursue my Real Inner-Queer Childhood Needs.
I Loved getting Naked with other boys, including swimming at the Boys Club where All of us were naked.
Indeed roaming around in hallways with offices that were not open on Saturdays - I even met some notably older bigger of the two guys was was abundant with pubic hair and a Nice larger cock, sticking out his zipper opening yet was basically silent. The other kid I would call the Side Kick said to me, "Suck it. It tastes like strawberries." and so I Sucked him. It didn't taste like strawberries, heh-heh. Yet it was Not at all unappealing or gross to me - and felt OK although awkward that I was Doing it, having notions of being a "queer" crossing my mind, without realizing Any real Depth of what Queer or Any sexuality even Is, let alone homosexual.
In any case it was a Feel Good experience being with some who,,, "accepted" me, and so I Felt Good being with them and Sucking a guy's Penis as well.
There were more times that did not last long - I still Loving getting undressed with other Boys.
Then the first time getting drunk with a school mate, a 21+ year old bought beer for me and my high school classmate Gene and I while we were skipping school - and the Buyer invited us to his apartment (his mother's actually) to stay low to drink, that is not appearing in public on the streets at all, let alone drinking. As a first time drinker and I got loaded, and got sick in the bathroom. That older guy was waiting for me outside the bathroom door and when I went out, he took me into his bedroom, lead me to his bed and sat us down, where he opened my pants, go my penis out, fondled it erect and began sucking me, stating "nice piece of meat" and continuing to suck me, opening his pants got his penis out and motioned me to play with it, which I did and after a couple of minutes then pushed my head down toward his cock and said "suck it", so I sucked him. I was not feeling at all aroused and although I was erect I wouldn't call it HARD, sucking him was Grossing me out, even slightly gag-feeling - and, I was not Emotionally-Sexually, aroused at all, either. Quite the opposite, I was grossed out and even gagging, yet I didn't show or say that I was not OK about it, feigning Interest and compliance and yet though grossed nearing a vomit-maybe, point - I Could Not Quit Sucking Him, still feigning OK with it - Longer story Shorter he Did cum in my mouth at which point I Did puke on him. He said, "Oh, you're Puking!", got up and went into the bathroom. Again feigning more drunk that I actually was, when he returned to the bedroom, and I still feigning, acting that I as passing out.
He lifted me by my shoulders and French Kissed me, my First time - Which I Loved, yet still feeling weirdly - acting disinterested so he left me there in the bedroom and went back to the living room.
End of this scene ... yet I Loved That Kiss - and had not been in this "out of it" state I could have thought, Both aroused and yet "In Denial" at that point - not yet realizing that if I had not gotten sick, I might, as he was leaving, have motioned him back to me, and kissed him back - Wow - he could have had us undressed together in just a moment. Ultimately my level of confusion - and Shame, including Trauma, left me badly shocked - I mean to the point that I Never told anyone, never discussed it, and hid it... For Decades.
I thenceforth Stopped all hanging out with, or showing Interest with Girls. Thenceforth Never got close with anyone , I mean NOT ANYONE - sexually, despite crushed Urges ... with anyone, anytime, just shut myself Off, almost permanently.
I had one only one, much later - age 30 to 31 - relationship with a woman, lasting eight months - and - living together with her and her 4 kids - having sex, yet Never talked together about Sex, and neither of us having great fun together - I only barely got aroused - I nearly Always prematurely ejaculated, and had Weak or No orgasms, literally in the "not worth the bother" level. Suffice to say I moved out realizing we were both in an "any port in a storm" situation.
But Yes, she really fell in love with me - likewise with her four children. I Still Never talked about Any of my earlier Sex Stumbles Or the trauma I still Carried and Lived. I just walked away - yet remained good friends, even when she remarried.
Shit - it really Sucked. I never attempted Anything, neither Hetero nor Homo. Counselling was useless, as I wasn't truly opening to it And the Counsellors I encountered seemed likewise - in the "not worth the bother" realm. Actually I realize that They were sort of Numb to it all, not catching on to this as a Lifetime Alone, Trauma situation.
Now I've been eager and outwardly writing about it on a Porn website called ImageFap.Com - which I like a lot, as there is a Wide range of interests there, including writing about Everything with others - I have met someone on there, with Interests with each other. I'm 75 and He's 81, married yet sex-less as his wife Stopped having sex after 5 years and with 2 children, she just went Sexless, yet they are otherwise happy and committed together.
Awkwardly - he has become Very inclined to get Bi-Sexual - I mean as a true cock-sucker, Versatile - as either Dom or Sub - and Loving our discussions both On image-fap and lengthy e-mailing.
He's a retired Cowboy in Utah - and I mean riding and herding Capable at Five Years of age - then driving herds, browsing Cattle and Horses over a range of 200 miles from Utah way into Nevada - !!
Then, he's a college educated archeologist - with years of experience in Jerusalem (of all places, for goodness' sake) ... plus hewas an Archology Teacher there as well - a true Scholar.
Sadly we live at opposite ends of the country - Me in Maine, USA, Nearby the Atlantic Ocean - while He is in Utah, USA - most of the way out to the West Coast.
Now he is an anxious and horny Bi-wanna-be, with whom we Both share our sexual interests - and - want to get together. Yet the distance between us - and our circumstances - are rather tough, for now.
I have Lots of work to do just to get my home and property finished off enough to Sell the place and I Truly Want to get Out of Northern USA Cold Winters. I've been here nearly 50 years and actually wanted to move away by the late 1990s. Yet depression and procrastination have kept me emotionally dragging my butt weakly around and addictively hanging out on the Internet, like right now.
So Anyway, there's my Cock-Sucking Sissy-Faggot Wanna-Be story - and as I often sign off my letters,
Love Robin,
"Still Lost In The Northern Maine Woods"
I have a 5-incher, Erect of course. Compared with Most of the guys in my Gym Classes I was and am Small and I (now) Love being small, not only for real but Also as a Fetish. There's this widespread assumption that small is very limited and even Beta-weak and frankly I Love it. In part over being a Sissy-Queer as I had very low healthy male bonding as a Divorcing Family child.
I had my first Homo experiences with a neighbor boy. We got us undressed together and he promptly began Sucking me, often stopped and saying "It's the cleanest part of the body" then continuing to Suck me. When we were getting undressed I saw some urine color on his underpants and thought it was "dirty" as with him sucking me also - so, regrettably I did Not suck him back. I much later realized that somebody, maybe a cousin or an uncle must have been ''Grooming'' him - trying to Teach him to be a cock-sucker- and he was Loving it. I think The Worst decision in my life was Not sucking him ... Darn !! I loved sharing naked-ness yet I didn't suck him - or anyone Else in my times of getting naked and exposing myself ... Damn !! I missed Many good and safe, and easy chances to pursue my Real Inner-Queer Childhood Needs.
I Loved getting Naked with other boys, including swimming at the Boys Club where All of us were naked.
Indeed roaming around in hallways with offices that were not open on Saturdays - I even met some notably older bigger of the two guys was was abundant with pubic hair and a Nice larger cock, sticking out his zipper opening yet was basically silent. The other kid I would call the Side Kick said to me, "Suck it. It tastes like strawberries." and so I Sucked him. It didn't taste like strawberries, heh-heh. Yet it was Not at all unappealing or gross to me - and felt OK although awkward that I was Doing it, having notions of being a "queer" crossing my mind, without realizing Any real Depth of what Queer or Any sexuality even Is, let alone homosexual.
In any case it was a Feel Good experience being with some who,,, "accepted" me, and so I Felt Good being with them and Sucking a guy's Penis as well.
There were more times that did not last long - I still Loving getting undressed with other Boys.
Then the first time getting drunk with a school mate, a 21+ year old bought beer for me and my high school classmate Gene and I while we were skipping school - and the Buyer invited us to his apartment (his mother's actually) to stay low to drink, that is not appearing in public on the streets at all, let alone drinking. As a first time drinker and I got loaded, and got sick in the bathroom. That older guy was waiting for me outside the bathroom door and when I went out, he took me into his bedroom, lead me to his bed and sat us down, where he opened my pants, go my penis out, fondled it erect and began sucking me, stating "nice piece of meat" and continuing to suck me, opening his pants got his penis out and motioned me to play with it, which I did and after a couple of minutes then pushed my head down toward his cock and said "suck it", so I sucked him. I was not feeling at all aroused and although I was erect I wouldn't call it HARD, sucking him was Grossing me out, even slightly gag-feeling - and, I was not Emotionally-Sexually, aroused at all, either. Quite the opposite, I was grossed out and even gagging, yet I didn't show or say that I was not OK about it, feigning Interest and compliance and yet though grossed nearing a vomit-maybe, point - I Could Not Quit Sucking Him, still feigning OK with it - Longer story Shorter he Did cum in my mouth at which point I Did puke on him. He said, "Oh, you're Puking!", got up and went into the bathroom. Again feigning more drunk that I actually was, when he returned to the bedroom, and I still feigning, acting that I as passing out.
He lifted me by my shoulders and French Kissed me, my First time - Which I Loved, yet still feeling weirdly - acting disinterested so he left me there in the bedroom and went back to the living room.
End of this scene ... yet I Loved That Kiss - and had not been in this "out of it" state I could have thought, Both aroused and yet "In Denial" at that point - not yet realizing that if I had not gotten sick, I might, as he was leaving, have motioned him back to me, and kissed him back - Wow - he could have had us undressed together in just a moment. Ultimately my level of confusion - and Shame, including Trauma, left me badly shocked - I mean to the point that I Never told anyone, never discussed it, and hid it... For Decades.
I thenceforth Stopped all hanging out with, or showing Interest with Girls. Thenceforth Never got close with anyone , I mean NOT ANYONE - sexually, despite crushed Urges ... with anyone, anytime, just shut myself Off, almost permanently.
I had one only one, much later - age 30 to 31 - relationship with a woman, lasting eight months - and - living together with her and her 4 kids - having sex, yet Never talked together about Sex, and neither of us having great fun together - I only barely got aroused - I nearly Always prematurely ejaculated, and had Weak or No orgasms, literally in the "not worth the bother" level. Suffice to say I moved out realizing we were both in an "any port in a storm" situation.
But Yes, she really fell in love with me - likewise with her four children. I Still Never talked about Any of my earlier Sex Stumbles Or the trauma I still Carried and Lived. I just walked away - yet remained good friends, even when she remarried.
Shit - it really Sucked. I never attempted Anything, neither Hetero nor Homo. Counselling was useless, as I wasn't truly opening to it And the Counsellors I encountered seemed likewise - in the "not worth the bother" realm. Actually I realize that They were sort of Numb to it all, not catching on to this as a Lifetime Alone, Trauma situation.
Now I've been eager and outwardly writing about it on a Porn website called ImageFap.Com - which I like a lot, as there is a Wide range of interests there, including writing about Everything with others - I have met someone on there, with Interests with each other. I'm 75 and He's 81, married yet sex-less as his wife Stopped having sex after 5 years and with 2 children, she just went Sexless, yet they are otherwise happy and committed together.
Awkwardly - he has become Very inclined to get Bi-Sexual - I mean as a true cock-sucker, Versatile - as either Dom or Sub - and Loving our discussions both On image-fap and lengthy e-mailing.
He's a retired Cowboy in Utah - and I mean riding and herding Capable at Five Years of age - then driving herds, browsing Cattle and Horses over a range of 200 miles from Utah way into Nevada - !!
Then, he's a college educated archeologist - with years of experience in Jerusalem (of all places, for goodness' sake) ... plus hewas an Archology Teacher there as well - a true Scholar.
Sadly we live at opposite ends of the country - Me in Maine, USA, Nearby the Atlantic Ocean - while He is in Utah, USA - most of the way out to the West Coast.
Now he is an anxious and horny Bi-wanna-be, with whom we Both share our sexual interests - and - want to get together. Yet the distance between us - and our circumstances - are rather tough, for now.
I have Lots of work to do just to get my home and property finished off enough to Sell the place and I Truly Want to get Out of Northern USA Cold Winters. I've been here nearly 50 years and actually wanted to move away by the late 1990s. Yet depression and procrastination have kept me emotionally dragging my butt weakly around and addictively hanging out on the Internet, like right now.
So Anyway, there's my Cock-Sucking Sissy-Faggot Wanna-Be story - and as I often sign off my letters,
Love Robin,
"Still Lost In The Northern Maine Woods"
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How Lovely - a Real hunk of a Man - and his Fabulous Small Penis - which I would Love to Meat with.
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