From my age 12 to 18 most everything I did behind closed doors (and doors sometimes not always closed) was then classed by others — elders, of course! — either as “experimental” or “appropriate for the age” and nothing especially to worry about. Touching, looking, holding, fondling, dressing, smelling, kissing, sucking, swallowing, and fucking (finger and otherwise) seemed not to cause much alarm with anyone, excepting those left out of the activities. At 12:01 a.m. on the day of my 18th birthday all became felony. The chargeable offense? For Unlawful Carnal Knowledge. What I began at 11:30 p.m. of the hour before might have led me (depending on the jurisdiction) to a term of 10-20 years residence in a state penitentiary if continued on to the following 12:15 a.m. and having been caught in the act. No longer as a matter of acceptable conduct could I suck the nipples of an ever-eager sixteen-year-old girl or the vibrantly enflamed cock of an even more ever-eager fourteen-year-old boy. Decades after my date of transition, I’m still trying to fully understand the mania for validating by chronometry any important human experience.
Prenatal erection and intrauterine male masturbation are now matters of common documented record. Whether or not I led the vanguard on those two points remains an unsettled question — for others. Leadership notwithstanding, the first sexual experience, at age four, of which I retain any recollection was with my little playmate who lived only across the street from my house. While playing with our trucks under her front porch, she suddenly stood up, turned around, pulled up her skirt, pulled down her underpants, leaned forward, and asked, “Do you want to smell?” At that early age I didn’t know the firm implications of “yes” or “no” to any questions, so I simply said, “Yes.” In went my nose and, after decades later, it’s never been removed. This first reverie was aborted too soon by the arrival of her father. “Do you want me to tell your father what you’re doing?” “No, sir.” I fled home, forgot the (w)hole incident by the time I had crossed the street, never again saw my playmate, and never ceased to wonder if everyone smelled the same — as good! — back there as she. Jumping ahead a bit . . .
About age ten I began awakening to new anal sensations when wiping myself. Good things happening. On a lark I tried activating my butt with finger insertion, using the only available lubricant, Dr Scholl’s Foot Cream. Instant burning with an irresistible sustained inflammation! This continued intermittently until age 12, when one evening my friend, Billy, jumped me, aggressively pulled down my pants, and then gave me my first blowjob. My first swallower. Reciprocity didn’t need to be requested. Because Billy was only a pre-ejaculating 10-year-old, he gave me my first mouthful of piss; wholly unexpected, but its own kind of bliss. (Preadolescent boys’ piss has a crystalline del-cacy in a class of its own.) I wanted to smell Billy’s asshole. He willingly turned around, bent over, spread himself wide, and in I went. I’ve seldom come up for air since.
I’m drawn to all very strong body odors, especially feet and crotch, front and back. My one requirement is that everything be reasonably clean; definitely not recently washed, but clean and having been confined for at least a few hours (preferably on a hot day). There is nothing that can surpass a lack of aggressive cleanliness, in preparation for a fulfilling smellfest, than concentrations of natural body odors. Drugs? Though I’ve never tried, No contest! One special treat is having the chosen-of-the-moment propped up on his knees with his head resting on a pillow. This is, for me, one of life’s great views. From the rear, this gives me direct access to his hole to smell and pendulous balls to lick and suck.
From this position I also can blow air in his ass so I can suck out his farts. In and out, back and forth ‘til both tire. No harm done; delight for both. And his feet are never far behind. As many a veteran rimmer sure has lamented in conflict, the more the tonguing the less the aroma.
Amidst all this passive ménage a gymnastique, I’ve got to say I could, if possible, dine regularly on cum.