So it gets worst...

[cmizer]

Some of you may have read my previous post about my homeless experience because my dad was being an ass.

Well its getting worst. I havent spoken to him since he called me last week saturday to bitch at me. Yesterday i had to speak to him because i needed money since i was hoping to attend my high school`s sports day. He bitched and said he gave me money last week (which i used to get home)

Today i had an exam at school which i nearly missed due to lack of transport. My car broke down last year november and he refused to fix it for a couple months but decided to like in early february. Anyways he fixed the car i use and gave it to my cousin who recently got his license. For the past 6 months ive had to ask the girl i like at school to pick me up. She does it and never says anything but i feel awful since im putting her out of her way. She couldnt pick me up today and barely made it in time for the exam herself *family emergency*. Luckily another of my friends was passing through the area and called to see what i was doing. So thank God i asked for a ride to school and just made it with literally 5 minutes before the exam started.

my school is transferring us to another campus meaning id have to look for an apartment in the area which is heavily populated by college kids since there are about 6 colleges all in the area. I got info of a place at a reasonable *damn good price considering the area* and begged him like 2 months ago to carry me there to check it out. Every weekend hes too busy and refuses to let me go on my own. He says he needs to make sure the place is safe and whatever

School is ending for me next month and then our exams are in May, meaning if i dont have a place to stay by the end of this month i am screwed >_< its impossible for me to get there everyday oh wait hell i dont even have a car to get up there anyways

Sigh im so confused and utterly lost. I feel i dunno like nothing ever works out right for me If i have to quit school i dont know what the hell i`ll do...Its bad enough he didnt let me go to two other colleges that accepted me over the past two years because it was too far from home. Now i`ll have to go to the same place he didnt want me too.

my request to whoever reads this What do i do?

Am i wrong for being angry towards my cousin and his family? I mean my dad pays their bill, they live in one of his houses and he supports the family, his brother sister in law and two nephews.

Yet if i ask for lunch money when i go to school its a huge fucking problem

 

[giorgiobaby]

dude, sounds like you're having some rough times with your father. Good luck with that. Maybe you should get him into some kind of family counseling so he could hear thingsfrom your side.

 

[DeafFoxDemon]

wow, he fixed ur car and give it to ur cousin, damn. that mean!

 

[cmizer]

they wont let met get a job and use public transportation which is ironic considering last week they left me stranded and i had too. I dont know, he`s downstairs now but hes in a bad mood. I`ll make him dinner soon and try to talk to him. His family are all worthless bloodsuckers who dont give a shit about him he just supports them because he promised my grandfather on his death bed that he would.

If he doesnt want to get me the place i guess i`ll have to use the bus although the bus station to the school is miles away i`ll have to take a taxi as well. But whatever i`ll learn the route if i have too. I`ll talk to him and explain to him AGAIN that time is running out and besides i`m not the only one looking for a place.

I dont live in the US but thankfully i dont have to pay for school, well the tuition anyways, the exams, books and various other fees i do but hey its a big help not having to pay the tuition costs.

I need to look for a job i can do at home, again noone wants to hire someone who can only work part time >_<
Any ideas of how i can make cash from home?

 

[cmizer]

lol @ ridonkulous

im 19 actually and trust me on this where i live people like me cant do these things like normal people. I live in a country with a terrible crime problem and its even worst for the kids of wealthy families. Kidnappings is an all to real fact here and its almost happened to me, luckily i got away.

Also these criminals are really disgusting, they take the ransom money and still kill the victim.....like horror movie gruesome killings.

Honestly im kinda scared to have to do these things as well. Like last week when i had to take a taxi i was absolutely terrified because you never know. In my case because my family is wealthy and well known its worst for me.

 

[cmizer]

i know its just after my little incident ive got this fear...its like ptsd or something i dunno. I should probaly talk to my father now since tomorow is sunday and hes usually in extra pyscho crazy asshole mode on that day >_< Wish me luck people

 

[GL]

i don't mean to be a debbie downer here but as i've read this all i see are excuses. ok so your dad is acting like a tool but you're 19 years old now. at what point in time do you expect to make it by yourself? whether you like it or not it sounds like you're in that 'sink or swim' situation. you need to take charge of your own life and live it as you see fit. do yourself a favor and learn how to live without daddy and his money. the sooner you do that the quicker you will find success. maybe even happiness in your own freedom.

 

[Huskerboy]

I'm sorry to hear that things are still not going well. Your dad needs to realize that your future (AND safety) is as stake here. He needs to understand that you're trying to better yourself by continuing your education...

Ya know what? Put your dad on the computer. I'll drag him into chat and we'll get the bottom of this!

I'm just kidding... hang in there, and please be safe.

 

[cmizer]

sigh well i spoke to him about getting the apartment and all he did was grunted so i got angry and started to yell saying i need to know what to do. He got pissed and was like i`m busy right now i cant see about that shit. >_< I`m not fucking asking you too!!! Let me fucking go see the place myself jeez i dont need him to know whether or not the goddamn place is safe!

Sigh school is so fucked, im gonna fail a coursework project, along with the entire class because our teacher doesnt fucking teach us so we are screwed >_<

Whatever i did great in my other two and the next one i can do pretty easily So maybe one project wont hurt me...

 

[justsimon]

sigh well i spoke to him about getting the apartment and all he did was grunted so i got angry and started to yell saying i need to know what to do. He got pissed and was like i`m busy right now i cant see about that shit. >_< I`m not fucking asking you too!!! Let me fucking go see the place myself jeez i dont need him to know whether or not the goddamn place is safe!

Sigh school is so fucked, im gonna fail a coursework project, along with the entire class because our teacher doesnt fucking teach us so we are screwed >_<

Whatever i did great in my other two and the next one i can do pretty easily So maybe one project wont hurt me...

Try talking to him like a responsible and respectful adult. Ask him to take a look at his schedule and give you a couple of times when the two of you can look at apartments. Tell him you'll take care of the details (making appointments, finding a place to have lunch... whatever). I know he's being difficult, but this isn't all about him.