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Ex isled
Tumbled headlong into this happy virtual community.
And stayed.
Sometimes wonder why I did this ?
Curiosity to see what others like me are all about? Maybe. I really dont know. Definitely its a deep seated urge within me to express myself.
Amazing what a virtual space can do to your personality - and its annonymity to your sense of security.
Here I am saying( OK,typing) things out for people to hear (read ) -- using squiggly little emoticons to color my speech.
Amazing how much emotion I hide in my everyday closet conversation with those who surround me. How often I "laugh out loud" when I really do not want to. How I conceal things when Im really puzzled. How I only pat a quick manly pat on the shoulder when I really want to hug or kiss someone.
So why am I doing this ? To be a complete emotional being - to laugh, to cry, to love and to share - without the fear of rejection?
Again only perhaps. It could well be a whole lot more.
Including the fact that - Im secure in the belief that the others in here will also laugh and cry and ...who knows ... love and share in the same way that I would want to.
It is a space - that I found - a space for me in my confused world -- that I value.
Philosophical, eh?
And stayed.
Sometimes wonder why I did this ?
Curiosity to see what others like me are all about? Maybe. I really dont know. Definitely its a deep seated urge within me to express myself.
Amazing what a virtual space can do to your personality - and its annonymity to your sense of security.
Here I am saying( OK,typing) things out for people to hear (read ) -- using squiggly little emoticons to color my speech.
Amazing how much emotion I hide in my everyday closet conversation with those who surround me. How often I "laugh out loud" when I really do not want to. How I conceal things when Im really puzzled. How I only pat a quick manly pat on the shoulder when I really want to hug or kiss someone.
So why am I doing this ? To be a complete emotional being - to laugh, to cry, to love and to share - without the fear of rejection?
Again only perhaps. It could well be a whole lot more.
Including the fact that - Im secure in the belief that the others in here will also laugh and cry and ...who knows ... love and share in the same way that I would want to.
It is a space - that I found - a space for me in my confused world -- that I value.
Philosophical, eh?