Sometimes being gay just makes me sick

[belamyi]

... Like when you are walking along a street and you notice a hunky young man, doll-size (under my own, namely 5'9") with broad shoulders, slim waist, a manly neck and a pair of ass cheeks with the perfect oval shape, meaty, well-rounded, not too bubbly, not flattened, totally eyeball-boggling, hiding and revealing themlseves at every motion of the hips and lefs under a tight underwear under a white shorts... I didn't even get hard... well, maybe I had to fight it: the street is pure downtown and you bet there is always a breeder guy or woman noticing that your eyeballs are rolling under your eyeglasses and your brain is slobbering at the other guy's lovely restrained loco-motion. Then the day after or a couple of days later you have a similar, if not the exact same sight...



... then there are all those redheaded tourists, the manly, the boyish, the young dads, every one of them so cute (I always thought foreigners were rather Neanderthalish-fugly compared to Spaniard redheads, who are cute as a rule)... then the blond ones, oozing sex from every ring of hair, eyelash, eyeball, every stare, every pore and even through the waft of the shirts over their athletic shoulders... hell, I am pleased even by the sight of freshmen uptight slim dolls with perfect skin, old-fashioned "emo" haircut, big glasses and high-end store overpriced clothing.i
I'm not anything as [proudly] lecherous and raunchy as Kyanimal , I'm not actually as smolderingly lusty as I used to be until recently, and lately even the daily jo/s are a burden, let alone thinking about meeting a whore, especially when the best ones are now travelling abroad and there are no finer ones coming, at least until July or, worse, August, when I am away from town... damn I didn't even WANT to write this, but I felt I HAD to... and I still find a certain displeasure in all those silly pleasing little joys when I am not interested in them any more and the only thing I can make of them is a stupid thread on a gay porn site for my fellow losers to read.

 

[star-warrior]

[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7qkXLYjJwQ[/ame]

 

[Telstra]

I wonder the lives of those in video post1 and video post2
in those times.

 

[belamyi]

I forgot to praise the athletic Catalan hunks, basically a slender and slightly wirier yet equally meaty and somewhat more aristocratic version of the guy described above... I love even their faces, not as bland and dolly as your typical first generation mixed-race (b)latino (think Enrique Iglesias) but an elaborate one with rugged, finer, straighter manlier features... and unlike yours truly they look so damn sexy with their stub and young dark beards... they are a blessing to look at under those awful (T-)shirts that yet fit them so well and enhance their shapely broad-shouldered, slim-waited, figures with well-rounded male asses.

As for the fantasizing and the "cruising" thing meantioned by prince... as I said, it's not about that, and I don't care when and why a cute queen chatting with a friend in a cafe terrace stares at me, from my face to my middle section, or any straight-looking inquisitively staring guy: it's not that I considered myself too old for games at 25, let alone at 36, it;s as I said, that I would not be going anywhere with that sort of "experience"... and, again..: AT MY AAAAGE!!

 

[undisclosed1234]

... Like when you are walking along a street and you notice a hunky young man, doll-size (under my own, namely 5'9") with broad shoulders, slim waist, a manly neck and a pair of ass cheeks with the perfect oval shape, meaty, well-rounded, not too bubbly, not flattened, totally eyeball-boggling, hiding and revealing themlseves at every motion of the hips and lefs under a tight underwear under a white shorts... I didn't even get hard... well, maybe I had to fight it: the street is pure downtown and you bet there is always a breeder guy or woman noticing that your eyeballs are rolling under your eyeglasses and your brain is slobbering at the other guy's lovely restrained loco-motion. Then the day after or a couple of days later you have a similar, if not the exact same sight...



... then there are all those redheaded tourists, the manly, the boyish, the young dads, every one of them so cute (I always thought foreigners were rather Neanderthalish-fugly compared to Spaniard redheads, who are cute as a rule)... then the blond ones, oozing sex from every ring of hair, eyelash, eyeball, every stare, every pore and even through the waft of the shirts over their athletic shoulders... hell, I am pleased even by the sight of freshmen uptight slim dolls with perfect skin, old-fashioned "emo" haircut, big glasses and high-end store overpriced clothing.i
I'm not anything as [proudly] lecherous and raunchy as Kyanimal , I'm not actually as smolderingly lusty as I used to be until recently, and lately even the daily jo/s are a burden, let alone thinking about meeting a whore, especially when the best ones are now travelling abroad and there are no finer ones coming, at least until July or, worse, August, when I am away from town... damn I didn't even WANT to write this, but I felt I HAD to... and I still find a certain displeasure in all those silly pleasing little joys when I am not interested in them any more and the only thing I can make of them is a stupid thread on a gay porn site for my fellow losers to read.

That's a lot of words for "I saw a hot guy and got a boner today". Jesus.

 

[Telstra]

Its all about your mind set.
If you are thinking about fun it will be fun.
If you are thinking of sadness, you will be sad.

 

[belamyi]

That's a lot of words for "I saw a hot guy and got a boner today". Jesus.

It was not today. Nor yesterday, I'm not sure it was even last week. If you had actually read it you would know that I found it silly to get bony with a bone after a fine piece of young male ass , which leads to the actual point of the post and thread, which is that it all somewhat bothers as much as pleases me...
You look like the sort of guy who can read a 400-page book and have no idea what it was about if he can not get the idea from the four words of the title of the book. Similarly, you could be someone for whom the American flag with just be a plain silly-looking, flamboyant gay rag of cloth, and not a symbol of anything abstract or ideal.

If you had just wondered what was the matter with me it could have made at lest some sense.
Christ.

 

[belamyi]

Its all about your mind set.
If you are thinking about fun it will be fun.
If you are thinking of sadness, you will be sad.

Yeah since when I am that simple. Does what I wrote aobve sound anything as simple as that

 

[Lefty]

Wow,

Bellamy/Belamo confessing his serious erection caused by

his so serious non-racial predilection

for his blond selection

whilst striving to avoid detection.

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to hell with sick of being gay
as it hits the end of the day
I am still verse perverse
and that is still way far worse

 

[undisclosed1234]

It was not today. Nor yesterday, I'm not sure it was even last week. If you had actually read it you would know that I found it silly to get bony with a bone after a fine piece of young male ass , which leads to the actual point of the post and thread, which is that it all somewhat bothers as much as pleases me...
You look like the sort of guy who can read a 400-page book and have no idea what it was about if he can not get the idea from the four words of the title of the book. Similarly, you could be someone for whom the American flag with just be a plain silly-looking, flamboyant gay rag of cloth, and not a symbol of anything abstract or ideal.

If you had just wondered what was the matter with me it could have made at lest some sense.
Christ.

Lol, is this the part where I get offended and involved and reply something that will inevitably serve as launching pad to another lengthy and unfocused rant? Pass.

Seriously, between that and the attention-begging thread title, I have to ask; just how starved are you for dialogue, mate? Genuine suggestion; start a blog.

P.S. Those 400-page books usually have, y'know, a point. Not always but often. A slight but crucial difference absent from your logic.

Cheers,

 

[belamyi]

Wow,

Bellamy/Belamo confessing his serious erection caused by

his so serious non-racial predilection

for his blond selection

whilst striving to avoid detection.

----------------^-----------^------------
to hell with sick of being gay
as it hits the end of the day
I am still verse perverse
and that is still way far worse

He was dark-haired.
I didn't let my bird go fly.

 

[belamyi]

Lol, is this the part where I get offended and involved and reply something that will inevitably serve as launching pad to another lengthy and unfocused rant?

No.
Well, only if you WERE an idiot.

Seriously, between that and the attention-begging thread title, I have to ask; just how starved are you for dialogue, mate?

You got well the obvious first part, so try to do the same with the part that asks the question and MAYBE you will get that obvious part too, without me having to tell you

Genuine suggestion; start a blog.

If I had the time to elaborate and keep a blog I wouldn't be throwing Z-class pseudo-intellectual homolongings on a porn site, and the blog would certainly NOT be about idle personal whims.

Cheers,

(Mine should hve no ice but what the hell...)

 

[bankside]

My diagnosis is EMAS.

(European Mandatory Angst Syndrome).

Have you visited Russia recently? It's endemic there.Kyanimal has the antidote.

Enjoy them. Revel in their delectability. Think nothing to prevent the slightly lewd contours of an erection from sullying the streets of barcelona. Why withdraw the compliment? It's in all of our blood.

 

[Telstra]

Yeah since when I am that simple. Does what I wrote aobve sound anything as simple as that

Who said it is simple.
Even 1 blood cell is not simple.

 

[freefall]

Another thread of this
Just have a sex surgery and be a woman if it disturbs you.

 

[birddog7]

belamo, I know exactly how you feel. What's worse for me is knowing I'll never have a chance with any of the hot bodies I see daily...

 

[belamyi]

My diagnosis is EMAS.

(European Mandatory Angst Syndrome).

Have you visited Russia recently?

I'm studying Russian. It's such a lovely language, despite the Russians

 

[belamyi]

Another thread of this
Just have a sex surgery and be a woman if it disturbs you.

Mungkin Encik masih belum selesa dengan keadaan akal di sini. If "this" disturbs you, I suggest surgery to you too... of whatever sort

 

[healingduck]

belamo, I know exactly how you feel. What's worse for me is knowing I'll never have a chance with any of the hot bodies I see daily...

This type of thing is what kinda gets to me. Especially famous people or people you think are absolutely the perfect package or insanely hot, but you know it will never happen...

Oh lust....how you annoy the shit out of me...

 

[belamyi]

Another thread of this
Just have a sex surgery and be a woman if it disturbs you.

Sorry but I'm still trying to make sense of your post..: you didn't actually think that I got sick by the fact of being gay did you? You DID get my idea that some random hot guys' asses simply almost make me swoon, right?