So, I'm at work yesterday around lunch time. I was very focused on getting my tasks done because I was off on Friday and I could leave on Thursday as soon as I finished my workload. I was less than an hour from finishing and just working away minding my own business. I heard voices down the hall but paid them no mind as that's nothing strange. My back was to the door of my office and I was working at my computer. I turned and much to my surprise was a friend of mine sitting in the chair across from my desk. I was startled yet so pleasantly surprised since I'd not seen him in about 3 weeks. He's married and straight but I've had the biggest crush on him for about a year. Everything in me just melted at the sight of him. I was like a little child grinning ear to ear, trying to maintain my composure. He had come to take me to lunch. So, I said, "To hell with my work", and we went out. We sat in the corner of the restaurant and had sweet conversation as my heart fluttered. I gazed into his eyes and had to remind myself that he's straight and taken. But I was caught up in the fantasy. He's such a sweet man and definitely the kind I want as a lover. Time sped by and we had to leave. He gave me a hug and we parted ways, vowing to get together again sooner rather than later. I drove back to work listening to a romantic song dreaming about my friend and how nice it would be to have someone like him. I finished up my work and came on home.
It was such a lovely spring evening that I decided to take a walk. I strolled through the neighborhood enjoying the sweet fragrances of spring and beautiful colors of the blooming azaleas and flowers. My mind was flooded with thoughts of love as I walked the 3 miles. I got home and sat outside in the swing for at least another 20 minutes......no one around....the day's noises quietly transition into night and the stars coming out seemingly one by one. I rested peacefully through the night.
Today I awakened refreshed and still smiling inside about my friend's visit. The day was cloudy and threatening as storms were forecasted. I meandered around doing laundry and other chores as the threats of rain turned into the real thing. A nice spring storm it was. Nothing devastating occurred....just rain and a few distant rumbles of thunder. As quickly as it came it left and the sun again began to shine.
Another friend called and wanted to meet me for some tennis. I love playing so I eagerly accepted. We met at 5:00pm and there was little evidence that it had rained so hard earlier in the day. A puddle or two could be seen on some of the courts but we found a dry one and began playing. Then as if sent from the heavens themselves, I noticed one beautiful specimen of a man on a neighboring court beginning to practice his serves. After checking with my buddy, I called out to him and asked him if he wanted to hit with us. He came over and I greeted him with a handshake. His name was Ben. He was so beautiful I had a hard time not staring at him. I was instantly infatuated. We played, joked and had a really good time. He was very nice and had a smile that invoked that old spring fever in me. When he got ready to leave he came back up to me again at the net and thanked me for inviting him to play with us. We shook hands and he left. I may never see him again but the whole time, I'm thinking how wonderful it would be to meet someone like Ben and spend our lives together in a state of loving bliss.
I've been pining for someone for so long but I swear I feel like I'm right on the brink of finding that special person who understands how I feel inside and who I can give my heart to and share all the passion that churns in me daily. I want to belong to someone so badly that I'm about to explode. My heart is emblazoned with love and the spring season fuels the fire hotter and hotter. I'm intoxicated with love. How long must I wait to find my dreamlover? Come to me. Come to me.
It was such a lovely spring evening that I decided to take a walk. I strolled through the neighborhood enjoying the sweet fragrances of spring and beautiful colors of the blooming azaleas and flowers. My mind was flooded with thoughts of love as I walked the 3 miles. I got home and sat outside in the swing for at least another 20 minutes......no one around....the day's noises quietly transition into night and the stars coming out seemingly one by one. I rested peacefully through the night.
Today I awakened refreshed and still smiling inside about my friend's visit. The day was cloudy and threatening as storms were forecasted. I meandered around doing laundry and other chores as the threats of rain turned into the real thing. A nice spring storm it was. Nothing devastating occurred....just rain and a few distant rumbles of thunder. As quickly as it came it left and the sun again began to shine.
Another friend called and wanted to meet me for some tennis. I love playing so I eagerly accepted. We met at 5:00pm and there was little evidence that it had rained so hard earlier in the day. A puddle or two could be seen on some of the courts but we found a dry one and began playing. Then as if sent from the heavens themselves, I noticed one beautiful specimen of a man on a neighboring court beginning to practice his serves. After checking with my buddy, I called out to him and asked him if he wanted to hit with us. He came over and I greeted him with a handshake. His name was Ben. He was so beautiful I had a hard time not staring at him. I was instantly infatuated. We played, joked and had a really good time. He was very nice and had a smile that invoked that old spring fever in me. When he got ready to leave he came back up to me again at the net and thanked me for inviting him to play with us. We shook hands and he left. I may never see him again but the whole time, I'm thinking how wonderful it would be to meet someone like Ben and spend our lives together in a state of loving bliss.
I've been pining for someone for so long but I swear I feel like I'm right on the brink of finding that special person who understands how I feel inside and who I can give my heart to and share all the passion that churns in me daily. I want to belong to someone so badly that I'm about to explode. My heart is emblazoned with love and the spring season fuels the fire hotter and hotter. I'm intoxicated with love. How long must I wait to find my dreamlover? Come to me. Come to me.