Silvernitrate
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This past week was really good! I mean, there was nothing spectacular until the weekend, but nothing was bad. It was nice.
(just a quick side note, I'm fucking starving right now!!)
So the past two weeks prior, I took a break from working out. My body just quit making progress in strength, speed, and duration. I remember when my trainer hurt his arm, he had to take a two week vacation from working out, and when he resumed, his first workout was really good, and he began to get results at a more rapid pace. I gave it a try, and it worked! During my run though, I got a little carried away. I kept running faster and faster, and I was thinking, "Well, where is my peak, and when will I get tired?" After some time I began to get tired, and so I focused on relaxing and settling my heart rate, but you can only do that so much, and I tried to stick it out for as long as I could. I felt like I was about to pass out, so I quit, and had trouble trying to calm my breathing. It kind of freaked me out, but I kept my cool. One of the trainers that knows me saw me, and told me to have a seat and as soon as I did, I was breathing back to normal in no time!
This past weekend was great! I have joined this really cool group here in LA and the people are amazing. It's very new so we all are just meeting each other for the first time. One of the guys just bought a house in Hollywood and he had a house warming party that was awesome! I don't know why, but I love meeting new people. Over the course of the weekend I've met about 120 people. I of course cannot recall most of their names, but give me sometime and I'll get it!
At any rate, I really do need to focus on getting to sleep earlier. I have to wake up at 8 and work out then go to school and submit resume's to different places.
I can't wait till tomorrow!! Only reason.. I'm fucking starving right now! For some reason the past week, I have been starving really late at night, as if I hadn't eaten in a day or so! I figured I just needed water, but that didn't work. I may need to increase my portions later on in the day. I dunno, I'll give it a try. I eat healthy food at reasonable portions, and I'll snack on fruits through out the day. I just want these night hungers to stop.
What I really dislike about them, is that whenever I'm in bed and I
I get extremely hungry afterwards! I'll drink water to help it, but it only makes a dent in my hunger thats all.. 
Oh well...
Also, come spring break I get to visit my family once again in Texas! I'm very excited to see them, but I don't want to be there in town! grr! I haven't told anyone I'm going, besides family. They had told me they were coming to LA for spring break, but they instead want me to go down there.. but my dad wants to go camping out of town, so I'm excited for that!
No doubt there's going to be amazing barbecue there! Gosh.. I'm so fucking hungry, but so sleepy. This blog is so pointless, but I felt like blogging. My stomach is growling out of control, so I'm going to sleep, because I can't handle this anymore!
(just a quick side note, I'm fucking starving right now!!)
So the past two weeks prior, I took a break from working out. My body just quit making progress in strength, speed, and duration. I remember when my trainer hurt his arm, he had to take a two week vacation from working out, and when he resumed, his first workout was really good, and he began to get results at a more rapid pace. I gave it a try, and it worked! During my run though, I got a little carried away. I kept running faster and faster, and I was thinking, "Well, where is my peak, and when will I get tired?" After some time I began to get tired, and so I focused on relaxing and settling my heart rate, but you can only do that so much, and I tried to stick it out for as long as I could. I felt like I was about to pass out, so I quit, and had trouble trying to calm my breathing. It kind of freaked me out, but I kept my cool. One of the trainers that knows me saw me, and told me to have a seat and as soon as I did, I was breathing back to normal in no time!
This past weekend was great! I have joined this really cool group here in LA and the people are amazing. It's very new so we all are just meeting each other for the first time. One of the guys just bought a house in Hollywood and he had a house warming party that was awesome! I don't know why, but I love meeting new people. Over the course of the weekend I've met about 120 people. I of course cannot recall most of their names, but give me sometime and I'll get it!
At any rate, I really do need to focus on getting to sleep earlier. I have to wake up at 8 and work out then go to school and submit resume's to different places.
I can't wait till tomorrow!! Only reason.. I'm fucking starving right now! For some reason the past week, I have been starving really late at night, as if I hadn't eaten in a day or so! I figured I just needed water, but that didn't work. I may need to increase my portions later on in the day. I dunno, I'll give it a try. I eat healthy food at reasonable portions, and I'll snack on fruits through out the day. I just want these night hungers to stop.
What I really dislike about them, is that whenever I'm in bed and I
I get extremely hungry afterwards! I'll drink water to help it, but it only makes a dent in my hunger thats all.. Oh well...
Also, come spring break I get to visit my family once again in Texas! I'm very excited to see them, but I don't want to be there in town! grr! I haven't told anyone I'm going, besides family. They had told me they were coming to LA for spring break, but they instead want me to go down there.. but my dad wants to go camping out of town, so I'm excited for that!
No doubt there's going to be amazing barbecue there! Gosh.. I'm so fucking hungry, but so sleepy. This blog is so pointless, but I felt like blogging. My stomach is growling out of control, so I'm going to sleep, because I can't handle this anymore!