Richie2
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I met this guy like four months ago, lets call him Bob, we are together in every class and we became buds almost instantly. He and I, with a couple of others are always together since we met. He is attractive and I like his personality since I saw him but I knew, or tought, he was straight so he wasnt even an option.
At first I kinda ignored him because I knew I was strarting to feel attracted to him and thats was a road I wasnt willing to walk again, but he kept around me (in a friendly, normal, attitud at that time) and him add me to facebook and later to MSN. Like i said we where together in every class and we always sit next to each other so I didnt have more option that start to know him and we quickly became friends.
After a couple of week we start to talk in MSN regulary, he always started the conversations and usually he kept it going and talking, I just answered with "no" or "yes" or simply with short answers, im not a very good talker in MSN.
Once in a while I sense like some of his comments had a double meaning and he always sended winkles (
) with these massages, but Im a very paranoic and I tend to give up into wishful thinking, and knowing these I forced myself to ingore those comments.
One night we where talking about music and he said that (and i quote) he love his "divas" and said all the celine dion discography, mariah carey and christina aguilera are also favorites of him, I was like... yea... thats gay, but then again, I didnt wanna be paranoic and a straight guy can be a fan of these girls right?
Like a month after we met another guy on school start to hitting on me and Bob kept teasing me (No one knows Im gay) saying things like "there it goes ur boyfriend" or "will you get marry or something?", I usualy just laugh and sometimes I even joke with it, the guy was hot anyway
and in msn I make didnt even bother to denied his jokes or pretend to get upset, I just laugh, that should give him a clue that I was gay, and these types of jokes kept for a couple of months, he send kisses 4 msn, he called me "papi" or honey more that what i think its normal, or said thinks like "ooh tnx, that what i love u papi" for anything, but are only jokes, and straight guys joke like that right?
Long story short, a week ago he start to joke with these like usual, but these time I didnt laugh back and everytime he made a joke about anything gay I just comment back seriously, until he start to send kisses like crazy, and I asked him
Me: "Dude, there is something u wanna tell me?"
Him: emm no, why?
Me: why so much kisses?
Him: what, do u like it?
Me: yes, i do
Him: seriously?
Me: Yes.
Him: well, i dont like guys and I've never kissed, or want to, a guy, but i can do it for you, and only for you, if you want.
Me: and you say you dont like guys?!
Him: no, i dont.
Me: emm, ok... dont worrie I dont wanna make you do anything that you dont want to.
I was a little upset about the fact that he say it like he was doing me a favor.
He later asked me if I have had a boyfriend, to what i answer yes, and he start to ask me how i have met him, how the relationship was and a lot of details.
He said somewhere later in the conversation that he like girls and not guys, but he keep calling me papi or honey. He thinks im inlove with him and keep playing like this, what it seems to me very strange, didnt he supouse to be a little dinstant? Do straight guys jokes go that far?
Bu the way, there attitud of him its only for msn and rarely in school, only when we are alone, that it has been just a couple of times in all these months.
At first I kinda ignored him because I knew I was strarting to feel attracted to him and thats was a road I wasnt willing to walk again, but he kept around me (in a friendly, normal, attitud at that time) and him add me to facebook and later to MSN. Like i said we where together in every class and we always sit next to each other so I didnt have more option that start to know him and we quickly became friends.
After a couple of week we start to talk in MSN regulary, he always started the conversations and usually he kept it going and talking, I just answered with "no" or "yes" or simply with short answers, im not a very good talker in MSN.
Once in a while I sense like some of his comments had a double meaning and he always sended winkles (
) with these massages, but Im a very paranoic and I tend to give up into wishful thinking, and knowing these I forced myself to ingore those comments.One night we where talking about music and he said that (and i quote) he love his "divas" and said all the celine dion discography, mariah carey and christina aguilera are also favorites of him, I was like... yea... thats gay, but then again, I didnt wanna be paranoic and a straight guy can be a fan of these girls right?
Like a month after we met another guy on school start to hitting on me and Bob kept teasing me (No one knows Im gay) saying things like "there it goes ur boyfriend" or "will you get marry or something?", I usualy just laugh and sometimes I even joke with it, the guy was hot anyway
and in msn I make didnt even bother to denied his jokes or pretend to get upset, I just laugh, that should give him a clue that I was gay, and these types of jokes kept for a couple of months, he send kisses 4 msn, he called me "papi" or honey more that what i think its normal, or said thinks like "ooh tnx, that what i love u papi" for anything, but are only jokes, and straight guys joke like that right?Long story short, a week ago he start to joke with these like usual, but these time I didnt laugh back and everytime he made a joke about anything gay I just comment back seriously, until he start to send kisses like crazy, and I asked him
Me: "Dude, there is something u wanna tell me?"
Him: emm no, why?
Me: why so much kisses?
Him: what, do u like it?
Me: yes, i do
Him: seriously?
Me: Yes.
Him: well, i dont like guys and I've never kissed, or want to, a guy, but i can do it for you, and only for you, if you want.
Me: and you say you dont like guys?!
Him: no, i dont.
Me: emm, ok... dont worrie I dont wanna make you do anything that you dont want to.
I was a little upset about the fact that he say it like he was doing me a favor.
He later asked me if I have had a boyfriend, to what i answer yes, and he start to ask me how i have met him, how the relationship was and a lot of details.
He said somewhere later in the conversation that he like girls and not guys, but he keep calling me papi or honey. He thinks im inlove with him and keep playing like this, what it seems to me very strange, didnt he supouse to be a little dinstant? Do straight guys jokes go that far?
Bu the way, there attitud of him its only for msn and rarely in school, only when we are alone, that it has been just a couple of times in all these months.
