Str8 thinking about trying with a man

[cockster21]

Hey guys...

Some of you might know me for my picture thread. Anyways, I am a 25yo straight guy. When I get horny, I can get very kinky and I have some fetishes that might be considered borderline bisexual or gay.

For example, I love cuckold scenes where the husband has to clean his wife's pussy. I also have a fetish of tasting my own cum, being fucked by a girl with a strapon, snowballing cum with a girl, etc.

Most recently, I have starting watching a lot of "ass to another girl's mouth" scenes and when a guy would pull out from a girl's ass, I would totally see myself as the girl sucking the cock clean. Same thing when a girl sucks a guy dry and swallows his cum.

I know for one that I absolutely love anal play. I often stick a few fingers in my ass when I masturbate and sometimes use my butt plug. I always wanted to know what a Real Cock would feel like. Even though I am straight, there are a lot of cocks that I am "attracted" to and would like to suck when watching a movie.

Now, I know I am not gay at all. I could never ever be in a relationship with a guy and I could never even kiss a guy. I am also not attracted emotionally at all by any men. I have been in love with girls before and I am strongly attracted to girls all the time. I do not like gay porn and can hardly watch a guy suck a cock or getting fucked. I love lesbian sex and I am absolutely turned on by two girls kissing. I totally love boobs and pussies and get turned on all the time about it.

However, I have had thoughts of sucking a cock and being fucked in the ass and these thoughts have really grown in the last few days.

So I went and posted an ad on craigslist. I got a few replies, most of them not serious except one. The guy is bisexual and seems interested to meet. The thing is, when I am not horny or not in the mood, I keep having guilty feelings about it and it doesn't make me feel too well about it. But when I am in the mood or just a little bit turned on, I really want to do this and try.

To finish, I haven't had any success with girls as I am a very shy person and was to afraid to make the first move... I have had my heart broken by a girl a few months ago and still feel really bad about it.

What are you guy's thought about this? Should I do this to satisfy my curiosity or will I regret it later?

Thanks in advance.

 

[BillyT]

The concern I have is in your opening you said "can hardly watch a guy suck a cock or getting fucked" but you are wanting to try this. I do not think you are ready to try the real thing. I think your best bet is just buy a dildo and play around. If you set up a hook up and just fall apart when the time comes I then think you may regret it. After a period of time if you get confortable with doing these things to yourself then look for someone to try the real thing.

 

[cockster21]

The concern I have is in your opening you said "can hardly watch a guy suck a cock or getting fucked" but you are wanting to try this. I do not think you are ready to try the real thing. I think your best bet is just buy a dildo and play around. If you set up a hook up and just fall apart when the time comes I then think you may regret it. After a period of time if you get confortable with doing these things to yourself then look for someone to try the real thing.

Well I already do that to myself so... I dunno :S

 

[gdwatcher]

Why would a straight guy be on this site.. I'll bite though. You are already half way there. You wrote that you are not gay. I have a suspicion that if we were speaking face to face you would pepper our conversation with this tid bit of info. This suggests, along with the guilty feelings, you equate gay sex with negative behavior. More likely it is a fear judgment from others in your life if they find out or you view it as a sinful. Be honest and deal with this issue. Accept your feelings. If you don’t learn to accept yourself then you are more likely to begin in very destructive behavior. There is nothing to feel guilty about.

There are many straight guys that enjoy having their prostate stimulated. It does not mean you are gay or even bi. It does not mean you have to jump into bed with a man. There is more to gay sex than just anal. There is scents, whiskered kissing, muscles, hair., etc that go along with it. If guys do not turn you on then you probably will not find it pleasurable.

 

[cockster21]

Why would a straight guy be on this site.. I'll bite though. You are already half way there. You wrote that you are not gay. I have a suspicion that if we were speaking face to face you would pepper our conversation with this tid bit of info. This suggests, along with the guilty feelings, you equate gay sex with negative behavior. More likely it is a fear judgment from others in your life if they find out or you view it as a sinful. Be honest and deal with this issue. Accept your feelings. If you don’t learn to accept yourself then you are more likely to begin in very destructive behavior. There is nothing to feel guilty about.

There are many straight guys that enjoy having their prostate stimulated. It does not mean you are gay or even bi. It does not mean you have to jump into bed with a man. There is more to gay sex than just anal. There is scents, whiskered kissing, muscles, hair., etc that go along with it. If guys do not turn you on then you probably will not find it pleasurable.

I can tell you that guys do not turn me on at all. Kissing, muscles, hair, not at all... But a nice cock though..

 

[hotatlboi]

I don't think it makes someone gay just because they want to experiment with oral sex with another guy.

I mean if I got a blowjob from a girl I would probably enjoy it, that doesn't make me straight.

 

[Telstra]

Anal sex is dirty.
Make sure the holes are very very clean.

 

[cockster21]

I never understand the whole- I'll never kiss, but I'll suck cock thing....Sucking cock is far more intimate and GAY than kissing....getting sucked- OK, a mouth's a mouth, I can see that logic- but doing the sucking....ah, probably bi.

Kissing is much more intimate in my own opinion and shows more emotions than giving oral... I don't know, I couldn't do it.

 

[mbamike]

Cockster, I see a great deal of myself in your posts. You are right now where I was before I faced my reality that I am gay. I did the whole "I like girls" thing. I even got married and had a kid. I thought sucking a guy's cock was disgusting. I functioned as a "straight" guy until I got horny.

I loved playing with my ass and sticking objects into my hole. The play started out with my fingers, then I changed to various objects and tools around the house. Mostly anything with a handle or that was cylindrical in shape. Then I bought a dildo Then I bought a bigger dildo Then I bought a butt plug.

Finally, I decided I wanted more than just toys and objects in my ass; I wanted to know what a Real Cock feels like. So, I found a guy on Adam4Adam who agreed to fuck me. I told him I was a gay virgin and wanted to experience gay sex. I had a brief moment where I thought about backing out, but I did not. Boy, I am glad I went through with it!

The guy I met was amazing. He was very understanding and patient with me. He was out and proud, but he also worked as a counselor. He answered a gazillion questions for me about being gay.

When he first came over, we sat on the bed in my motel room and just talked; this experienced occurred when I was out of town on a business trip. Then he slowly started touching me and rubbing my arms and shirtless chest. Then I just asked him if he was ready to fuck. I was wearing only a pair of sweat pants, so I was completely naked in about five seconds. It took him a little longer to get naked.

When we cuddled for the first time, it was like I went into automatic pilot. The only way I knew how to have sex was how to have sex with a girl. So, I was a bit aggressive and started to climb on top of him. I caught myself and told him I was sorry. He said that was OK, that I was just an aggressive bottom. LOL, this hasn't changed much either. I am still a bit aggressive in bed.

So, we went back to kissing and carressing. Before I realized what I was doing, I found myself sucking his cock. He was above average in size too. Then when he rimmed my ass, I lost control of my body. I was convulsing and gyrating out of control. I begged him to fuck me!

It felt wonderful when he finally penetrated me! It was like this is where I am suppose to be. It was the best sex of my life!

We were supposed to have hooked up for one time, but we ended up spending the entire weekend together. We fucked like rabbits! He had me in all kinds of positions, but I enjoyed every one. My ass was sore when I went back home Sunday night, but it was well worth the experience.

I hope this helps. Best of luck to you!

 

[cockster21]

Cockster, I see a great deal of myself in your posts. You are right now where I was before I faced my reality that I am gay. I did the whole "I like girls" thing. I even got married and had a kid. I thought sucking a guy's cock was disgusting. I functioned as a "straight" guy until I got horny.

I loved playing with my ass and sticking objects into my hole. The play started out with my fingers, then I changed to various objects and tools around the house. Mostly anything with a handle or that was cylindrical in shape. Then I bought a dildo Then I bought a bigger dildo Then I bought a butt plug.

Finally, I decided I wanted more than just toys and objects in my ass; I wanted to know what a Real Cock feels like. So, I found a guy on Adam4Adam who agreed to fuck me. I told him I was a gay virgin and wanted to experience gay sex. I had a brief moment where I thought about backing out, but I did not. Boy, I am glad I went through with it!

The guy I met was amazing. He was very understanding and patient with me. He was out and proud, but he also worked as a counselor. He answered a gazillion questions for me about being gay.

When he first came over, we sat on the bed in my motel room and just talked; this experienced occurred when I was out of town on a business trip. Then he slowly started touching me and rubbing my arms and shirtless chest. Then I just asked him if he was ready to fuck. I was wearing only a pair of sweat pants, so I was completely naked in about five seconds. It took him a little longer to get naked.

When we cuddled for the first time, it was like I went into automatic pilot. The only way I knew how to have sex was how to have sex with a girl. So, I was a bit aggressive and started to climb on top of him. I caught myself and told him I was sorry. He said that was OK, that I was just an aggressive bottom. LOL, this hasn't changed much either. I am still a bit aggressive in bed.

So, we went back to kissing and carressing. Before I realized what I was doing, I found myself sucking his cock. He was above average in size too. Then when he rimmed my ass, I lost control of my body. I was convulsing and gyrating out of control. I begged him to fuck me!

It felt wonderful when he finally penetrated me! It was like this is where I am suppose to be. It was the best sex of my life!

We were supposed to have hooked up for one time, but we ended up spending the entire weekend together. We fucked like rabbits! He had me in all kinds of positions, but I enjoyed every one. My ass was sore when I went back home Sunday night, but it was well worth the experience.

I hope this helps. Best of luck to you!

Thanks for the post dude, i'm happy you have found your real identity. I am certain of my sexual orientation and I am confident about it.

And it is not like I just refused to be gay, or just scared to be gay because it wouldn't matter to me. I have gay friends, and even though some people may judge sometimes, it is not really a problem here anymore and people respect them.

Anyways, I will probably just end up doing it to satisfy my curiosity and we'll see from there. I always thought about living my life as I wanted and not give a sh*t about what other people thought, or what is seen as right or bad, so why not just enjoy my life like I want it and explore?

 

[cockster21]

Your post reminds me very much of myself. I considered myself exclusively straight until I was 19 years old (I'm 25 now). Then I started finding myself paying attention to the cocks in the porn I watched, instead of just the girls, and getting turned on by things that were still nominally straight but bordered on bi, like girls blowing two guys at the same time and the cocks rubbing against each other in the girl's mouth. Then I started fantasizing about sucking cocks, then about getting fucked, and by 20 I came to just accept that I like men. It's only lust, though. Like you, I love women. I've been in love only with women and I know I'll never stop liking them. I'm not in denial or in the closet or anything, I'm just honestly not interested in relationships with guys at all and, like you, I wouldn't kiss a guy. But I would totally fuck, suck and get fucked and sucked by them. I also love fingering my ass and tasting my own cum, by the way. So, I'm not gay, but I've come to think that saying "I'm straight but I like cocks" is silly. I guess I'm bisexual in a way that involves women both sentimentally and sexually, and men only sexually. Don't know if there's a word for that. My advice would be satisfy your curiosity if you gat a chance with some guy you know you can trust and you're not in a relationship with a girl at the moment (or you are and she's OK with it). I know I have to try it some day.

Thanks man. If I find someone and still feel like doing it, i'll just try it.

 

[sumyungguy]

You're not in a relationship with anyone now so I would say it's the perfect time to try it out. I could see if you had a gf/wife at the moment, then you pretty much know that this probably wouldn't be a good idea (at least not behind her back). As you can see from the people that responded in this thread alone, what you're trying to experience isn't exactly rare. It's really not too uncommon that str8 guys have fantasies like yours, so don't feel guilty and don't feel scared of having any regrets. Remember to RELAX and just let it happen, and most of all HAVE FUN . If you like it then maybe it'll be something you might want to try again, if not, just chuck it up as life experience and move on.