I am a straight man in my mid-40s living near London. For as long as I can remember I have been a total exhibitionist. I love being naked and I love people enjoying seeing me naked. I get a real thrill from people perving at me and getting turned on. As I get older that is fewer people because I don't have a perfect body by any means, but people have still found me attractive. Being straight I most like it if it's a woman, but I also get off on a gay man enjoying my naked body too.
From about ten years ago I found that it was possible to find men on Craigslist who wanted me to strip for them. Sometimes I would do a striptease for them, sometimes I would just undress without a performance, sometimes they liked to undress me themselves. I have been watched just going about the house, or having a bath or shower, or wanking on their bed. If they are respectful and understand and abide by my boundaries, I let them touch me all over. I've done all sorts, and when I'm on a wavelength with somebody it's a serious turn-on for both of us.
I am straight and I have no attraction to these guys. It is purely about them being turned on by me, and me being turned on by that. It has never involved kissing, sucking or fucking, and never would. I do not reciprocate because I am not attracted to the man. That's just not what this is about for me. I prefer the man to remain clothed. I know that's all a bit niche, but it hasn't been difficult to find men who get off on this before CL personals was taken down.
Having done this with individuals, I now have a fantasy of doing it for a group. It would only be a small group, a maximum of six. I'd love to strip for them, or have them strip me. They could touch me, I could wank for them, or whatever. I think that would be awesome.
The trouble is all the guys I have met for this are loners. They don't have a bunch of gay friends they are involved on the gay scene with. I have never known how to find a group. I put up an advert on on a personals site that is similar to CL personals recently and I actually got some abuse back saying that I was a complete weirdo.
Am a weird for having this fantasy? Do you have any suggestiong on how I could find a group of guys not just individuals?
From about ten years ago I found that it was possible to find men on Craigslist who wanted me to strip for them. Sometimes I would do a striptease for them, sometimes I would just undress without a performance, sometimes they liked to undress me themselves. I have been watched just going about the house, or having a bath or shower, or wanking on their bed. If they are respectful and understand and abide by my boundaries, I let them touch me all over. I've done all sorts, and when I'm on a wavelength with somebody it's a serious turn-on for both of us.
I am straight and I have no attraction to these guys. It is purely about them being turned on by me, and me being turned on by that. It has never involved kissing, sucking or fucking, and never would. I do not reciprocate because I am not attracted to the man. That's just not what this is about for me. I prefer the man to remain clothed. I know that's all a bit niche, but it hasn't been difficult to find men who get off on this before CL personals was taken down.
Having done this with individuals, I now have a fantasy of doing it for a group. It would only be a small group, a maximum of six. I'd love to strip for them, or have them strip me. They could touch me, I could wank for them, or whatever. I think that would be awesome.
The trouble is all the guys I have met for this are loners. They don't have a bunch of gay friends they are involved on the gay scene with. I have never known how to find a group. I put up an advert on on a personals site that is similar to CL personals recently and I actually got some abuse back saying that I was a complete weirdo.
Am a weird for having this fantasy? Do you have any suggestiong on how I could find a group of guys not just individuals?
