Silvernitrate
Porn Star
This new year is very different! I had flown from out of state to see family and hadnt seen my friends in like a year; some two. But nearly all except two actually have ingored my calls or never returned my call to back with me. It's okay though it didnt hurt my feelings. I just think it's weird. I think they upset that I been hanging out with some group of guys I used to hang out with a long time ago. Once i quit sports we grew apart, but I ran into some of them, and they were way more excited to see me more than my actual friends, which was strange.
Anyways, I've been hanging out with my old jock buddies everyday since, and now are line of business has got us back in touch so we are glad about that! I didnt realize how much i missed them until i got to spend time with them!
But the biggest shock came on new years day! Lauren came to my house today, and I hadnt seen her in a while. She's absolutely gorgeous! even though I'm gay i'd go straight for her! And She know's it! She always tells me I'm hot and flirts with me but I always do my best to ignore it.
She is a model and has been doing a lot of work recently and today she asked me to take nude photographs of her!
Wow, it was intense! at first i was a nervous wreck! I kept fumbling my camera and at one point she was like, "you have the camera backwards!" I was like, "oh yes, sorry!" hahaha.
She kept hitting on me and we ended up taking pictures together. I think we got a little too comfortable, and they turned out to be very dirty but fucking hot! Really hot!
She is so fucking manipulative though! Before she got me to do her pics she asked to see gay porn!! Duh I should have known it was to get me turned on first, because right after that is when she asked me to take nude photographs of her!
Then after that, my ex bf came over and we just planned on watching movies, but we ended up having sex, and in the middle of it he stopped and he got my camera phone and started taking pics of himself! i was like.. wtf? He started taking pictures of himself doing things to me with both of our phones, then moved on to the digital camera. he then asked me to take some pictures of him! I thought to myself, "what has this year got in store for me, to start out like this?!"
I have never taken any dirty pictures of anyone before in my life! I'm not even a photographer. I just do it on my own time as a hobby! And in one day I get asked by two people to do nude photo shoots!
We ended up taking a lot of pictures of us having sex, but it was strange! Because I then realized i had been taking nudes pictures of my self all day but with two different people, and now one girl has pictures of her and I, and now my ex has pics of him and I. And he came over about 20 min after she left!
I have always been against nude photos of myself, just because of the work i do and one day they might leak and bite me in the ass later on, but these pictures were very artistic and very hot! They are very edgy! In fact if they were to ever leak, i think it would give my career a boost! hehe JK! But I would never deliberately put them out for people to see!
I guess i shouldn't complain about this as a way of starting off the new year, but it sure was quite the unexpected like the rest of my past week and half!
Anyways, I've been hanging out with my old jock buddies everyday since, and now are line of business has got us back in touch so we are glad about that! I didnt realize how much i missed them until i got to spend time with them!
But the biggest shock came on new years day! Lauren came to my house today, and I hadnt seen her in a while. She's absolutely gorgeous! even though I'm gay i'd go straight for her! And She know's it! She always tells me I'm hot and flirts with me but I always do my best to ignore it.
She is a model and has been doing a lot of work recently and today she asked me to take nude photographs of her!
Wow, it was intense! at first i was a nervous wreck! I kept fumbling my camera and at one point she was like, "you have the camera backwards!" I was like, "oh yes, sorry!" hahaha.
She kept hitting on me and we ended up taking pictures together. I think we got a little too comfortable, and they turned out to be very dirty but fucking hot! Really hot!
She is so fucking manipulative though! Before she got me to do her pics she asked to see gay porn!! Duh I should have known it was to get me turned on first, because right after that is when she asked me to take nude photographs of her!
Then after that, my ex bf came over and we just planned on watching movies, but we ended up having sex, and in the middle of it he stopped and he got my camera phone and started taking pics of himself! i was like.. wtf? He started taking pictures of himself doing things to me with both of our phones, then moved on to the digital camera. he then asked me to take some pictures of him! I thought to myself, "what has this year got in store for me, to start out like this?!"
I have never taken any dirty pictures of anyone before in my life! I'm not even a photographer. I just do it on my own time as a hobby! And in one day I get asked by two people to do nude photo shoots!
We ended up taking a lot of pictures of us having sex, but it was strange! Because I then realized i had been taking nudes pictures of my self all day but with two different people, and now one girl has pictures of her and I, and now my ex has pics of him and I. And he came over about 20 min after she left!
I have always been against nude photos of myself, just because of the work i do and one day they might leak and bite me in the ass later on, but these pictures were very artistic and very hot! They are very edgy! In fact if they were to ever leak, i think it would give my career a boost! hehe JK! But I would never deliberately put them out for people to see!
I guess i shouldn't complain about this as a way of starting off the new year, but it sure was quite the unexpected like the rest of my past week and half!