A few months back I posted a thread talking about a guy I REALLY like (actually, I think I love him! I think about him at least once a day. And when I see him I get happy and excited.), but he says he's straight. I haven't seen him in a long time, but two days ago I saw him at a friend's party. I was so happy to see him after all of this time apart. Everybody was drinking, especially me. I think I drank like 15-20 jello shots of Everclear and a mostly full JOOSE (it's like an energy drink already mixed with 9.9% alcohol). I don't remember anything about that party, but there are "flashbacks". In this "flashback" I was making out with the guy I like and we were in his truck on the driver's side. I was sitting on his lap and he was kissing my neck. He starts sucking on my neck and bitting it, giving me a painful hickey. Being the masochist I am, I loved it so much that I started giving myself a hickey on my upper left arm. I'm not entirely sure if that's what happened and I don't think it is what happened because I tend to fantisize a lot. But when I woke up the morning after the party, I saw a hickey on my left arm where I did it in the flashback. A few minutes later, I felt a sharp pain on my neck. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror and I saw a hickey on my neck, exactly where he was kissing me in the flashback. I also haven't been able to contact him since the party. I can't make any sense of this. I don't believe it's what happened but there is evidence. What do you think?


















