benlemieux2003
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Hi guys... thought I'd share this sweet story.
My best friend from high school was visiting recently since I am now living and working away from my hometown. Due to crazy schedule I haven't been back much in the past little while and I did miss my pals very much, especially him. We've known each other for over 10 years, and well we know each other inside out.
He's a straight, jocky, gorgeous looking type who can get any girl he wants. We've discussed sexuality a bunch of times, and while he said he's questioned himself like every guy out there, and he's definitely at the end of the straight scale but says he can find guys "gorgeous". Which is reasonable, in my opinion. It really puts us on a leveled ground when we talk about people we're attracted to.
Back 8 years ago, he was the first person I told I had a crush on. He was totally supportive and very caring about how I felt.
After a nice evening out on the town recently we came back to my place and shared my bed. At that point I asked him:
"Dude, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, man, anything."
"Well... uh, no, forget it."
"Buddy it's clear you want something. Just tell me."
"Well I don't want to make you uncomfortable..."
"Come on, dude."
"Well, can you hold me or something... or can we cuddle... I mean if you don't want to it's fine and..."
He interjected:
"I'll tell you honestly, I'm feeling uncomfortable, but not for the reason you think. I am feeling uncomfortable because you THOUGHT I would feel uncomfortable with such a thing after all this time we've known each other. So shut up and get over here." he said with a smile.
So there he was holding me after all those years, my head on his upper chest. I had never had the guts to ask him for this closeness I was longing for before. It felt so right, so real. You could totally feel the energy of the mind-bonding going on.
We kept talking while in that position and after a couple of minutes he said:
"Man, this is unreal... this feels so nice. I've never been this close to a guy... this is REALLY something else... I totally feel worry-free right now."
"Yeah I feel it too."
"Wow, why the hell am I feeling like crying right now?" he said.
"It's okay if you want to, I'm here for you" I replied.
He didn't end up crying, but he was breathing very deeply, holding me tight and stroking my back.
The interesting part is I didn't feel like kissing him nor having anything sexual there. I really realized the difference between "loving" somebody and being "in love" with somebody. This was definitely in the first category.
"You're the best friend I'll ever have" he said.
I kissed him on the cheek and said: "I love you."
He held me even tighter and said: "I love you too"
And then we just went to sleep.
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PS: There was no post-cuddling guilt backlash. We spoke on the phone and he was as enthusiastic as ever.
My best friend from high school was visiting recently since I am now living and working away from my hometown. Due to crazy schedule I haven't been back much in the past little while and I did miss my pals very much, especially him. We've known each other for over 10 years, and well we know each other inside out.
He's a straight, jocky, gorgeous looking type who can get any girl he wants. We've discussed sexuality a bunch of times, and while he said he's questioned himself like every guy out there, and he's definitely at the end of the straight scale but says he can find guys "gorgeous". Which is reasonable, in my opinion. It really puts us on a leveled ground when we talk about people we're attracted to.
Back 8 years ago, he was the first person I told I had a crush on. He was totally supportive and very caring about how I felt.
After a nice evening out on the town recently we came back to my place and shared my bed. At that point I asked him:
"Dude, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, man, anything."
"Well... uh, no, forget it."
"Buddy it's clear you want something. Just tell me."
"Well I don't want to make you uncomfortable..."
"Come on, dude."
"Well, can you hold me or something... or can we cuddle... I mean if you don't want to it's fine and..."
He interjected:
"I'll tell you honestly, I'm feeling uncomfortable, but not for the reason you think. I am feeling uncomfortable because you THOUGHT I would feel uncomfortable with such a thing after all this time we've known each other. So shut up and get over here." he said with a smile.
So there he was holding me after all those years, my head on his upper chest. I had never had the guts to ask him for this closeness I was longing for before. It felt so right, so real. You could totally feel the energy of the mind-bonding going on.
We kept talking while in that position and after a couple of minutes he said:
"Man, this is unreal... this feels so nice. I've never been this close to a guy... this is REALLY something else... I totally feel worry-free right now."
"Yeah I feel it too."
"Wow, why the hell am I feeling like crying right now?" he said.
"It's okay if you want to, I'm here for you" I replied.
He didn't end up crying, but he was breathing very deeply, holding me tight and stroking my back.
The interesting part is I didn't feel like kissing him nor having anything sexual there. I really realized the difference between "loving" somebody and being "in love" with somebody. This was definitely in the first category.
"You're the best friend I'll ever have" he said.
I kissed him on the cheek and said: "I love you."
He held me even tighter and said: "I love you too"
And then we just went to sleep.
---
PS: There was no post-cuddling guilt backlash. We spoke on the phone and he was as enthusiastic as ever.
