TAKING CARE OF JASON
Chapter 33
Jason had promised that he wouldn't do anything to hurt Ren, and he most certainly hadn't. He'd asked a simple question: "So, you guys ever fool around with each other before?"
Chuck had laughed it off, saying that he would never even consider doing anything more than just jerking off together like a lot of good buddies do, and he would do it only with Ren, but Ren's reaction caught his friend by complete surprise. As I said before, Ren looked frighteningly guilty, a look which was not lost on his buddy.
"Apparently
one of you has considered it," Jason said, a hint of playfulness in his voice.
"Oh, shit, man," Chuck began energetically. "Don't tell me you're a fa. . ." He caught himself and quickly corrected his terminology. "Don't tell me you're gay, too!"
"No!" Ren objected quickly. "I'm not!"
"But you've thought about playing around with me?"
Ren dropped his chin to his chest, hiding his dark, handsome young face from us and remained completely silent.
Chuck leaned closer to his friend, his voice dropping to a soft hush. "C'mon, man," he said. "We've been friends forever. I won't get mad if you tell me you've thought about suckin' my dick an' stuff."
Still, Ren remained silent. I could see his body quivering with fear.
Chuck reached out his hand and put it on Ren's forearm. "Ren, c'mon, buddy. Tell me."
The seconds ticked by before Ren's head nodded ever-so-slightly.
"Shit, man. Really and honest? Why didn't you tell me?"
Ren spoke softly into his chest. "I knew you'd tease me about it if I did."
"Shit, man, I wouldn't do that to ya."
Ren finally turned his head toward his friend, but kept his head bowed as his eyes looked up at him. "You tease other people for a lot less."
"Shit, man, that's all it is. Teasin'. That's all."
"Maybe to you," Ren said quietly, "but I couldn't handle you teasing me the way you tease James and everyone else.."
"I'd never tease you, Ren."
"You tease me about being uncut, Charles." The fear was gone from Ren's face now, replaced by something which looked like pain. That pain was reflected in his voice. "Always telling me to check the oil under the hood. Telling me there's enough skin there to use as a belt. Telling me we could use it as a tent when we go camping. It hurts, Charles. You think it's teasing, but it hurts."
"Shit, Ren. I'm sorry, man," Chuck said apologetically. "I won't do that anymore."
"Yes, you will, Charles. You're going to tease me about that just like you tease me about my foreskin. That's why I couldn't take the chance, Charles. I've thought about it, but that's all. It's not like I'd really do it or anything. I knew if I told you, everyone would know."
We saw a totally different Chuck. Gone was the cocky, macho football player with the attitude. That Chuck was replaced with a more real person, the one I suspected he was really like inside, away from the show and outward appearances. I felt we were seeing the
real Chuck, the one which Ren saw in their private moments when Chuck didn't have to put on his act.
"I'm sorry, Duncan," Chuck said sincerely as he leaned forward once more and placed his palm against his friend's cheek. "I really am. I didn't think my teasing you bothered you that much."
"It does, Charles. Every time I thought about doing something with you and worked up the guts to tell you, I would remember the way you teased Peter and Rick after we saw them in the locker room shower, and they weren't doing anything that
we weren't just doing. I couldn't handle being teased like that."
"I wouldn't do that to you, Duncan."
"Yes, you would, Charles!" Ren said louder as he became angrier. "You say you won't, but you will! The only reason I did it today was because you did it first! I thought I'd be safe because you did it, too!"
Chuck tried to laugh it off and the ‘old' Chuck returned. "Hey, I was horny an' wanted to jerk off an' your dick got in the way, but it's not like I want to jerk you off or anythin'. Not that gay stuff like Scott and Jason here."
Ren's sudden fury set me back into the sofa. "There, you see, Charles!? You're doing it already! Christ! You're such an asshole!"
Chuck stared at him, his eyes wide and full of stunned ignorance. "What?" he said. "What am I doing?"
"All I did was tell you I'd thought about it and already you're teasing me about being like Jason and Scott! Fuck, Charles, that's why I've kept my fuckin' mouth shut all these years! I'm getting the hell out of here!"
Ren began to rise to his feet, but Chuck's hand shot out, grabbing Ren by the arm and pulling him back down. "Duncan, look! I'm sorry, okay? Sometimes my mouth says things before my brain's had time to think about it. I'm really sorry!"
"Not ‘sometimes', Charles!" Ren shouted. "
All the time! You're such a fuck head, you know that!?"
Chuck opened his mouth to respond, then closed it again in stunned silence.
"This is precisely why I didn't say anything to you before, Charles! I knew you'd make a big joke out of me! Christ, you're such an asshole! I don't know why I even want to be your friend!" With a quick, angry jerk of his arm, he pulled it free from Chuck's grasp. "And keep your fuckin' hands off me! I wish you'd never talked me into this, but ‘no'! You had to let your balls do all the thinking for you! Anything to get your rocks off and then you grind everyone under your foot! Just fuck off and leave me alone,
Chuck!"
"Ren! . . . Duncan, please!" Chuck pleaded desperately. Apparently Ren had never stood up to him like this before and Chuck was concerned that he was about to lose his best friend forever. "I'm sorry. I really am sorry. Please don't hate me."
"I don't hate you, Charles, but you make me so mad sometimes and you don't even understand why. You're my best friend, but I'm just like everyone else to you. I finally get up the guts to confess a secret to you and all you can do is to tease me about having your own personal cocksucker."
"Hey!" Chuck protested. "I didn't say anything about you suckin' my cock!"
"But you were thinking it, weren't you?"
"No!"
"Oh, come on,
Chuck," Ren said, rubbing Chuck's name into his face. "I know you better than that. It was the first thing you thought of, and you're thinking about it right now. I know you, Chuck. You're thinking how great it's going to be never needing to jerk off ever again. Getting a blowjob any time you get horny." He paused long enough to look down into Chuck's crotch and to point an accusing finger. "Just the thought of it is giving you a fuckin' hardon for fuck's sake."
Chuck looked down and tried to cover the extended tent in his towel with his hands. "Okay!" he shouted angrily. "I admit it, Duncan, but what's the big deal about gettin' horned up thinkin' of you givin' me a blowjob?"
"The big deal,
Charles, is that now you're going to tease the shit out of me, just like you do with Rick and Peter! Everyone in town thinks they're gay now, whether they are or not! That's exactly what's going to happen to
me, too. Do you think I could live here if everyone thought I was gay? As soon as we leave here, everyone's going to know about it. That's what's going to happen, Charles."
"No, it isn't, and I can guarantee it."
"How, Charles? How can I be sure you won't go blabbin' it all around?"
"Because, Duncan,
I was the one who jerked
you off
first!"
That stunned Ren into silence.
"He's got you there, Ren," Jason said. "If he says anything, you've got ammunition. . . and witnesses. Sounds to me like you're pretty safe."
If Ren's skin weren't so deep-tan dark, I'm sure I would have seen him blushing as he thought about what Jason had just told him. "Yeah," he said calmly after a very lengthy pause. "I guess I am."
"Still friends, Ren?" Chuck asked hopefully.
"Yeah, Chuck. We're still friends."
"Good," Chuck announced with great relief. "I'll try not to tease you, and if I slip up, just remind me about jerkin' you off."
He relaxed back into the settee as his hand grabbed his terrycloth-covered cock. "Now, what am I supposed to do with this?" Chuck turned his head to face me. "Hey, you into gettin' fucked?"
"Who, me?" I asked, and I was just about to shout ‘Hallelujah' when sudden inspiration suddenly hit me. "Nah. I'd rather suck a cock than get fucked by it. But, if you really want a good fuck, Jason here has an ass that will rock you."
Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Jason's head spinning around.
"Him!?" Chuck said at the exact same moment that Jason said, "Me!?"
I ignored Jason and replied to Chuck. "Yeah. When I first moved in, I tried to get him to let me fuck him, but he wouldn't let me. He said he'd hate it so I bet him a hundred bucks he'd love it. Guess who lost the bet?" I turned to Jason. "Remember the bet? You still haven't paid up."
Jason just smiled at me and shook his head back and forth. "You sneaky little son of a bitch."
From the look in Jason's eyes, I knew I'd better have my
own ass ready for him when he was done and I could feel my asshole tingling at the thought of the pounding I was going to get from him. No-one could throw a fuck into me like my Jason.
I turned back to Chuck. "Two rules, though," I told him. "First, you have to wear a condom."
"I'm cool with that," Chuck agreed eagerly as he leaned forward. "What's the second?"
"Jason loves it when the guy fucking him jerks him off at the same time."
Chuck fell back against the loveseat again. "Fuckin' shit, man, do I have to? Couldn't you. . . like. . . jerk him off for me or somethin'?"
"It's not the same when someone else does it," Jason said, playing along with me now. "If you want my ass, then I get your hand."
Chuck lifted his hand from his crotch and held it in front of him, looking at the palm as if it were diseased. "Oh, shit," he said. "No fuck's worth that."
I found that quite amusing. Here he was, getting ready to shove his cock up Jason's ass and he was ready to puke at the thought of having Jason's cock in his hand.
"I'll do it," Ren said quietly.
"What?" Jason asked. He sounded as surprised as I was.
Ren's eyes turned to meet Jason's. "If you let Chuck fuck you, I'll jerk you off as long as you want."
"Ren!"
"Shut up, Chuck. This is
my deal." His eyes never left Jason's. "What do you say, Jason? My hand instead of Chucks for as long as you want."
I think Jason was as stunned as I was, and it took a lot to do that. For once, Jason was as speechless as I was.
"Fine!" Ren continued. "You want a blowjob? I'll give you one. You want to fuck my ass? You can do that. I'll do anything you want if you let Charles fuck you."
"Ren! What the fuck are you doin'!?"
"I'm trying to get you laid, Charles!" Ren returned. "That's what you want, isn't it?"
"But, shit, man! Offering him a fuckin' blowjob!?"
Ren jumped up from the settee. His towel unravelled and fell to the floor. He ignored it, turning to face his friend. Fury burned in his handsome, young face once again and his hands were clenched into tight fists. The muscles in his thick neck throbbed. "Christ, Charles! Do you have to be so fuckin' dense all the time!? Haven't you figured it out yet!? I'm gay, Charles! I always
have been, but I've been too fuckin' scared to do anything about it! I've been terrified what you might think of me, but no more! I'm sick of the lies! This is the real me, Charles! I like men! I want to know what it's like to suck a cock! I want to feel one in my ass! I don't want to pretend anymore, Charles! I want to do it all! I want to do it with. . ."
Ren stopped suddenly and the anger dropped away from him as quickly as the towel had fallen away from his waist. He left his sentence unfinished. I don't think Chuck knew what the ending was going to be, but I did, and I'm sure Jason did. Ren wanted to do it all with Chuck.
Chuck remained motionless and silent as he stared up at his long-time friend.
After a long pause, Ren relaxed into resignation and spoke very quietly. "Okay. I think I should leave now. I'll leave and you'll never have to see me again. I swear, Charles, I won't say anything to anyone about what you did here today."
As the two friends stared at each other, Jason's hand found mine and he held it, squeezed it.
Finally, Ren sighed deeply and bent over to pick up his towel. As he turned to leave, Chuck stood up and grabbed it. "Don't go, Duncan," he said gently as Ren turned back to him. "Please. I want you to stay."
As they stood there, Chuck tugged on the towel, finally forcing Ren to release it from his grasp.
"Look, Duncan," Chuck began as he wrapped the towel around his friend's waist and secured it. "I know I'm dense sometimes, but I'm not so dense that I don't know who my best friend in the world is. I just thought you were shy around girls. I didn't clue in that you might like guys. But that doesn't make you not my friend."
Chuck looked down at the floor between them, grinning and chuckling to himself. "Not very grammatical, is it?"
When he looked back up into Ren's eyes, he put his hands on his friend's upper arms. "I guess what I'm tryin' to say is that I don't really care. We've known each other since we were kids and you're my best friend in the whole world. The fact that you like guys doesn't matter to me.
You matter to me, Duncan. I just wish you didn't feel like you had to keep it a secret from me, but at least I know why you did, and I don't blame you. You were right. I probably would have gone ‘round blabbin' it all over the place. But I promise you, whatever happens here, whatever happens between us, will stay between us."
Chuck's hands suddenly slid around Ren's back and pulled him into a powerful hug. It didn't last long, but I'm sure it meant more to Ren than Chuck might have realized.
"Thanks, Charles. . . Chuck," Ren said quietly. "I'll still do whatever Jason wants, though. For you."
Chuck smiled than. It was actually a very pleasant smile. "I won't let you do that, Ren. Not for me. When you're ready to give someone a blowjob, I want to be first."
A long moment of silence passed between them as they looked into each other's eyes. "Tell you what, Ren," he said softly. "We'll take turns jerkin' him off. How's that? I mean, it's just skin, right?" Chuck turned his head, his eyes falling on Jason's cock which was standing straight up from his groin, ready and waiting. "Yup. Nothin' but skin."
I turned to Jason and flashed him a wicked grin. "Pucker up, Babe," I told him. "You're in for a bumpy ride!"
Jason grinned back at me and said, "Your ass is mine when he's finished, and it will be a fuck you'll never forget."
My whole body shook with anticipation. "Ooooo! I can hardly wait!"
"Hey," Chuck said. "You said you didn't like to get fucked."
"No, I didn't. I said I'd rather suck a cock than get fucked by it, which is true. I love getting fucked, especially by Jason, but I love to suck cock more."
"Would you let Ren fuck you, then?" Chuck asked hopefully.
The most delightful expression suddenly filled Ren's handsome face. It was a cross between frightened shock and eager anticipation. I simply smiled at him and said, "I've got something
else planned for
you, Ren, but I guarantee you'll love it."
Jason's hand squeezed mine again. He knew what I was talking about. I don't think he knew what I had planned for
him, though. This was my bet and I was going to make Jason pay me back the way I wanted it. Don't worry yourselves, though. I'd make sure Jason and the others enjoyed every second of it.
"What do I have to do?" Ren asked nervously.
"You?" I replied. "Nothing just yet, unless you want to help Chuck put on the condom." I pointed to the small, carved, wooden box on the coffee table. "Help yourself."
Chuck opened the box. As usual, it was filled with condoms of all sorts. "Holy, shit!" Chuck exclaimed as he began pawing through the various packages.
"Jason likes the purple ones with the ribs," I told him.
"Shit! Help me out, Ren," Chuck said desperately. By this time, his cock was bouncing in anticipation beneath the towel. He looked like a kid trying to find the prize at the bottom of a cereal box. "Find a purple one!"
"There's lot of then in there. I can see one from here," I said.
Ren looked up at me. "Chuck's colour blind. Blues and greens and purples all look the same to him." He looked back at the box and swiftly picked out a condom and handed it to Chuck. "Here's one."
"Shit. Thanks, Ren," Chuck said as his fingers began to fumble with the plastic wrapping.
"FYI, guys," Jason added, "there's condoms in every room in the house. Including the kitchen."
"Gives us something to do while we're waiting for the toast," I joked.
"Make sure you use them," Jason continued. "No barebacking in this house."
Fortunately, we didn't have to wait as long for Chuck as we often had to wait for our toast. As soon as he had the condom out of the packet and in his hand, he rolled it over his cock. When he was ready, I stood Jason up, turned him around to face the sofa, then had him bend over and spread his legs, leaning his hands on the seat cushions and his head against the back. Chuck moved in behind him and I joined Ren by standing on either side of Chuck.
"Fuck," Chuck muttered in a low voice. "I never thought I'd get so fuckin' horned up just thinkin' ‘bout fuckin' a guy's ass."
"Well," I told him, "better grab his hips ‘cause you're in for quite a ride."
Chuck grabbed hold. He might have panicked had I reminded him that he now had Jason's ass in his hands, but I kept my mouth shut and smiled to myself. Ren was right. Chuck thought with his balls and not his brain. When it came to sex, what he was doing didn't even seem to sink into his brain.
"Ren?" I said as I put my right arm over Chuck's back, holding onto his shoulder. "Hold Chuck's dick and point it at Jason's asshole."
Ren did as asked.
"I've never fucked ass before," Chuck said. "How do I do this?"
"Just shove it in and start fucking," I told him.
Chuck pushed his hips forward until the tip of his cock touched Jason's asshole, then pushed slowly until the head was inside and Ren pulled his hand away. It seemed to take Chuck forever just to get even that far in so I stepped behind him and said, "Brace yourselves."
Chuck thought I was talking to him, but it was more for Jason than Chuck. I could see Jason bow his head and grasp the cushions in his fingers. His muscles bulged with the added tension.
With my hip near Chuck's ass, I said, "Jason likes it hard." With a sudden slam of my hip, Chuck soon found his cock buried balls-deep in Jason's ass.
Two animal growls filled the room and echoed off the walls and ceiling. Both Chuck and Jason tilted their heads back as they roared.
"Holy fuckin' shit!" Surprisingly, that was from Ren. He seemed quite impressed by what he had just seen.
It soon became very apparent to me that this was definitely Chuck's first time fucking ass and he certainly didn't know how to do it. With his cock up Jason's ass, he just stood there, holding onto Jason's rock-hard ass cheeks and howling at a moon that was nowhere to be seen. I shoved my thumbs between the cheeks of Chuck's football player's ass and grabbed his cheeks with my fingers, digging them into his solid flesh and pulling his hips back. I peeked around him, watching as his cock withdrew from between Jason's humongous ass cheeks and, when only the head of Chuck's cock remained inside, I shoved him back in. . . hard! Chuck didn't seem to mind my hands on his ass - part of that balls and brain thing again - so I left them there for awhile, guiding him in and out until he picked up the rhythm on his own. And then I left them there for awhile longer.
A lot of gay guys are ass men or cock men or size queens. They find excitement on one part of a man's body and they stick with it. They're not willing to explore or open themselves up to new adventures. I'm quite happy with any part of a man's body I can get and I'll find a way to make it feel good. That's what's important - at least to me. And so, with Chuck's ass in my hands, and not getting any complaints from him, I let my fingers do the walking.
It suddenly dawned on me a few strokes of Chuck's cock later that I held in my hands the ass I had so admired as Chuck had run up the street earlier that day, and then I realized that there was something I would much rather have shoved between those cheeks than my thumbs.
I left my thumbs where they were, using them to pry his cheeks apart, as I dropped to my knees behind him. A moment later, Chuck had an ass full of my face. When he first shoved his cock in Jason's ass, he sounded like a wolf. When I planted my face in Chuck's ass, he sounded more like a grizzly bear. I was never more grateful for soundproof walls since I'd moved in.
"
Holy fuckin' shit, Ren!!" he screamed. "
He's got his fuckin' tongue shoved up my ass!! Oh, God, Ren!! Oh, shit!! Oh, fuck, Ren!! This is incredible!!"
Chuck fell forward onto Jason's back. His left hand stayed on Jason's hip, but his right hand disappeared beneath him. From its movements, it was easy to tell that he was busy jerking Jason's cock, and very energetically I might add. Man-to-man sex didn't seem to be as big a problem to Chuck as he might let on, not as long as he let his balls do his thinking for him.
Ren appeared beside me, kneeling so he would watch, and put his hand over my fingers on Chuck's right butt cheek, his palm pressing into Chuck's hot, smooth flesh. His other hand, his left, was busy between his legs. His face was so close to me that I could feel his breath blowing over my cheek and it was warm and surprisingly sweet smelling. His exhalations came out in soft whimpers which I found very enticing. It was obvious that Ren wasn't repulsed by what I was doing and it appeared to me that he was taking mental notes so that he might please his friend later, during their own quiet moments. I decided to give him a few more lessons.
After a few more licks at Chuck's delicious butt ring, I began moving lower, tilting my head back as I did. With my nose tucked neatly between his cheeks, poking at his asshole, my tongue stretched out to tickle that most tantalizing and sensitive stretch of skin between his ass and balls. This brought yet another growl from Chuck and he spread his legs wider and began to grind his ass onto my face. This also ground his cock into Jason's ass and I could hear my Babe groaning with Chuck's movements.
Still, I went lower, lapping at Chuck's balls from behind. Once more, Chuck's animal groan sounded, but something else happened, too. When I had shoved my face into his ass, Chuck froze in place, buried inside Jason. Now, with my tongue tickling his nuts from behind and beneath, he started to rock his hips in and out again, dragging his balls over my tongue. He did it to give me more of his balls to lick, but it got him fucking Jason again at the same time.
Somehow, on one of his back swings, I managed to get my lips on his low-hanging left nut and sucked it into my mouth. This froze his hips again, but his voice was completely thawed. He gave everyone within hearing distance a play-by-play of what I was doing to him.
"Holy fuckin' shit, Ren! He's suckin' my fuckin' nuts!!"
I sucked and rolled his left nut inside my mouth for a minute or so before switching to his right ball, giving it the same treatment before moving back to his ass and attacking his asshole once more. I tell you, Chuck had a fine ass for tongue dancing, and we danced cheeks-to-cheeks for a few more minutes until he was grunting and groaning and quivering so wildly that I was afraid he'd cum without even enjoying his fuck.
With great reluctance, I managed to pull my face out of Chuck's most delicious ass again. I looked at Ren and smiled. Ren closed his mouth and swallowed deeply before it fell open again. It was only then that I realized Ren was holding my hand and still staring at Chuck's fine ass.
His next words a whisper meant only for me. "I never would have thought I'd want to do that." His eyes found mine then and he swallowed once more, his gaze locked on mine.
I turned my right hand over, meeting his hand palm-to-palm, and my fingers closed over it. Then, on impulse, I leaned toward him and kissed his cheek. His left hand abandoned his cock and moved to his cheek, his fingers running over the spot where my lips had been. He held his hand out in front of him, looking at his fingers as if he'd find the kiss there, then looked back at me.
And then he smiled such a wonderful smile at me and it melted my heart. It was Ren's turn to kiss my cheek, and, when his lips left my skin, they hovered there long enough for him to whisper, "Thank you, Scott."
Okay, I admit it. Chuck had been the object of my desires when I first saw him, but I was swiftly falling for Ren's innocence and sweetness. There was a whole lot of man stuffed into that body which barely reached Chuck's chin when they stood side-by-side, and that body was filled with a whole lot of love and tenderness and caring, and his shy nature only made that more attractive to me. I wasn't falling
in love with him or anything, but I was most certainly beginning to love him as a very dear friend.
I stood up, pulling Ren up with me until we were facing each other, still holding hands. I stared into is darkly-handsome European face for a few moments, smiling at him. Ren didn't smile back. His face was still serious, his eyes burning with intensity.
"Will you teach me, Scott?" he asked so softly that I barely heard him. "Will you teach me how to love Charles?"
My smile broadened as I nodded to him. Ren's eyes relaxed and his own lips broke into a bright, broad smile. I released his hand and moved into place for his next lesson.
To Be Continued