Taking the Plunge

[DocBone25]

So as I posted in my intro, I've never thought of myself as interested in guys but I started having thoughts and fantasies and decided to explore. About a month ago I signed up for Grindr just to see what was possible and if this was something I wanted to purse. This is where I started chatting with Alex; he's a bit older than me (26) but was fun to chat with. Anyway, yesterday, we met in person for the first time, his suggestion.

We met at this coffee shop in our college town; turns out we're both grad students, albeit in different departments. But as we talked I felt literal butterflies... holy smoke I didn't think I'd feel those. He's got these intense green eyes and this laugh and sense of humor was the same as mine. We got a lot of the same nerdy interests and it was just great to talk to him.

More to come as we're gonna meet again for lunch next! It's gonna be slow and he's cool with it since he knows I'm not out at all at this point. But I am like totally giddy and excited for lunch.

 

[BiBtm64]

So as I posted in my intro, I've never thought of myself as interested in guys but I started having thoughts and fantasies and decided to explore. About a month ago I signed up for Grindr just to see what was possible and if this was something I wanted to purse. This is where I started chatting with Alex; he's a bit older than me (26) but was fun to chat with. Anyway, yesterday, we met in person for the first time, his suggestion.

We met at this coffee shop in our college town; turns out we're both grad students, albeit in different departments. But as we talked I felt literal butterflies... holy smoke I didn't think I'd feel those. He's got these intense green eyes and this laugh and sense of humor was the same as mine. We got a lot of the same nerdy interests and it was just great to talk to him.

More to come as we're gonna meet again for lunch next! It's gonna be slow and he's cool with it since he knows I'm not out at all at this point. But I am like totally giddy and excited for lunch.

Good for you, buddy! It sound like you might be falling in love It's great that you're taking it slowly and he's cool with that. Looking forward to hearing how it develops!

 

[DocBone25]

Update One:
Alex and I met for lunch on Sunday afternoon. Started a noon at a great deli in town and quickly turned into a longer day together. We didn't mean for it to happen but we were just having fun, no pressure at all. And our conversations just came naturally. Didn't talk about much of anything just talked. We did have one moment that made me blush a little. We were sitting on a bench on campus. I had my arms stretched over the back of the chair and he nonchalantly just moved his hand back and there was a slight touch. Based on his reaction this was a legit accident (not that fake accident) but it sent a shock thru me and he smiled as I blushed.

Never knew I could be like this around another guy. This all new, exciting and very overwhelming but in a good way.

Anyway, after that he asked me out on a date-date.

I stupidly asked what does a date look like between two guys as I only have dated girls before. He laughed again and said it could be casual without any pressure. There's a great pub that serves happy hour drinks and apps on Thursday so I actually said "yes".

My first date with guy. Holy crap!

 

[DocBone25]

Post-Date Update:
Alex and I met at the pub in town last night (Thursday). Turns out it was really, really crowded (like an hour to even get a table crowded); Alex knows I'm not out so we tried a different venue and Alex suggested this local LGBTQ bar because I wouldn't feel so on-the-spot. It wasn't as nice but the atmosphere was great! This place was more of a basic bar; they had normal bar apps and drinks but it wasn't as loud.

It was a great fucking date!

We only both had like 2 drinks each and we nursed them most of the night; food was perfect. Conversation flowed easy. I think we both were testing our limits because his hand kept brushing mine on the table. After the second time, I kind of gave him this "seriously?" look and he gave me this flirty glance. So after a bit, I decided to see how he'd react and I tried (and failed) to subtly brush against his hand. At that point, I think we both knew we are into each other so we made plans for another date-date tonight!

And here's the best part of the night: he walked me home. We get to the door and exchange the usual "I had a great time" statements, (I feel like I'm smiling too much), he leans in and give me a goodnight peck on the cheek before just walking away. My cheeks are red at this point. And, I kid you all night, I got a little hard when he kissed me.

My heteronormative brain is trying to process this lol because he acted like I have towards the girls I've dated so I'm swimming in a huge sea of emotion and excitement for tonight. Will post updates later.

 

[BiBtm64]

Post-Date Update:
Alex and I met at the pub in town last night (Thursday). Turns out it was really, really crowded (like an hour to even get a table crowded); Alex knows I'm not out so we tried a different venue and Alex suggested this local LGBTQ bar because I wouldn't feel so on-the-spot. It wasn't as nice but the atmosphere was great! This place was more of a basic bar; they had normal bar apps and drinks but it wasn't as loud.

It was a great fucking date!

We only both had like 2 drinks each and we nursed them most of the night; food was perfect. Conversation flowed easy. I think we both were testing our limits because his hand kept brushing mine on the table. After the second time, I kind of gave him this "seriously?" look and he gave me this flirty glance. So after a bit, I decided to see how he'd react and I tried (and failed) to subtly brush against his hand. At that point, I think we both knew we are into each other so we made plans for another date-date tonight!

And here's the best part of the night: he walked me home. We get to the door and exchange the usual "I had a great time" statements, (I feel like I'm smiling too much), he leans in and give me a goodnight peck on the cheek before just walking away. My cheeks are red at this point. And, I kid you all night, I got a little hard when he kissed me.

My heteronormative brain is trying to process this lol because he acted like I have towards the girls I've dated so I'm swimming in a huge sea of emotion and excitement for tonight. Will post updates later.

Your heteronormative brain needs to stop trying to get in the way of your true feelings! If you know this is what you want and is right for you. Let this develop as it will, and enjoy the experience.

 

[DocBone25]

Date 2 Update (and it's a doozy):
Friday night dinner goes well; I am clearly smitten LOL. Alex invites me to his place for video games and drinks as we're both not ready to call it a night. We're sitting on the couch talking more and we're looking at each other and the conversation starts getting more flirty. Things like he touches my shirt and tells me I look good in it and he likes how my jeans frame my butt. It's silly but like I said, smitten.

Then, the dam finally breaks; it's fast but still slow, he leans in and kisses me deeply on the lips and I just melt. I ask, "what was that for," and he just shrugs with, "thought you wanted it." Then I lean in and kiss him and we start making out lightly on the couch. During all this, I got harder faster than I have in a long while; like rock hard/pitching a full tent/can't hide it. He keeps trying to move closer while I awkwardly try to keep my hips apart (granted I have done this with women too for the same reason). Anyway, he catches this and stops and asks what's wrong and I try to say I'm trying to get comfortable and then point blank says, "look, Rich, I don't care that you have a boner. We're guys, it's expected."

I am flush red and try to stammer to deny it but we both glance down and see my tent and start to chuckle. Alex just smiles and says, "I take it as a compliment" before throwing his arms around me and kissing me more. But this time he manages to pull me closer so I can't escape and my boner presses into him. To my surprise, he just giggles in my ear and says, "how do I feel?" before pushing his crotch against my leg... the dude was hard as well! We both laughed and went back to making out.

To tell the truth, that feeling of a hard cock against me was something quite hot (to put it mildly) and it is invigorating to feel us mesh together like that.

But that's the latest update. I'll post more but probably if only anything significant happens. I doubt folks want to hear about mundane dates.

 

[MusicMan321]

Sounds like you two are trying to enjoy yourselves together that's nice

 

[DocBone25]

The last week has been awesome but this morning got a little fun!

Alex and I spent much of the week together; total new couple vibes and most evenings end up with us making out on the couch. God, I love feeling his hard cock against me when we're kissing. And I love how hard I get when he kisses me. But we're not ready for intimacy quite yet but I think we're close to trying something.

So Friday night was amazing and we were having such a good time. We're at his place and it's getting late and I think I should probably head home before it gets too late.

Alex asks me if I want to stay over since he doesn't want to say "goodnight" yet.

I'm a bit flustered because I have nothing to sleep in. He just smirks and says "sleep in your underwear. It's what I do."

Part of me is internally saying, "no, this is moving too fast," but the other part is way too excited and is already jumping in bed. Thankfully the latter won out so we head to bed.

I am literally shaking as I start to undress for bed. Alex is in bed 1-2-3 and I look over and I see his body for the first time; he's got some sort of boxer-briefs on. He just smiles and laughs at how shy I am and tells me to relax; that he's already into me and just wants to spend time. So I am finally down to just my briefs, still shaking, Alex just lifts the covers and says "come to bed". We kiss lightly. He asks if I would like to spoon a little and I say yes.

I turn over to be little spoon and he snuggles up as big spoon and starts kissing my neck. I am in heaven but there's more. I feel his dick, hard as a rock, pressing into my butt. God that was electric. He give a playful little hump and we keep making out until we fall asleep.

The next morning was the best part. I wake up with morning wood; not unexpected. But my briefs have a different fly and its angle basically allows a boner to grow and poke out fully. I notice this when I move the covers and still being shy try to cover and breath so that it goes away.

I am not very subtle and Alex, wakes up, smiles, tells me, "good morning" and sees it and adds, "very good morning!"

While I am bright red, Alex, just pulls the covers off and it turns out he's also sporting morning wood and it is out as well. "See, me too," he laughs.

First time I ever saw a dick in person like that and hard to boot. Definitely intrigued and I felt my mouth go a little dry and I reflexively licked my lips a little.

"Glad you like it," Alex laughed to break the ice.

We just kissed a little more while our dicks flopped out. God, that was hot!

 

[JaykeEarle25]

I am really happy for you. You say you are not ready for intimacy, but what you described sounds like intimacy to me. You sound like such a good fit for each other, I wonder why you don't want to go further? I hope you eventually get to blowjobs. I guarantee you it will be exhilarating and so much more intense than with a woman. I wish you two the best.

 

[DocBone25]

BIG UPDATE THIS WEEK!

Alex and I went out to a club last night and had a really great time dancing and just partying it up. As usual, we needed up back at one of our places making out on the couch. This time it was my place. It got really hot and heavy this time and we started undressing and got down to just our underwear.

We are both rock hard as well.

I end up on the bottom with Alex on top of me and we both slow down a little because we’re both getting a little too turned on. We’re both a bit out of breath. But I look down and we both have very clear wet spots from the precum. I’m a little embarrassed by it still but it’s only slight at this point but I am seriously turned on by him being so wet. He sees it and just looks so deeply in my eyes; never seen that look from him but I know it and I love it.

Alex just slightly adjusts himself a little so that his cock is right against mine and begins to grind against me. He’s starting to moan a little and I feel it starting. I gasp out a little warning him that if he keeps that up, I’m gonna blow and he just says ,” I know. Just go with it.”

Before I can protest anymore, I feel him like press down hard against my waist and let out a little moan. I feel him begin to twitch just a little and I just let myself go and thrust up just a little against him and I just lose it and splurge in my shorts bucking our hips together.

After a few minutes we just look at each other and laugh and kiss softly.

Alex just smiles and asks me if I liked it and I just stupidly nodded and smiled.

So I just had my first orgasm with a man. I want more so bad, but sadly my refractory period is long. Doesn’t matter if I’m jerking it alone or when I was with women, once I cum, I’m dead for a decent while. Alex is planning to spend the weekend at my place, so I may have more updates in quicker succession because even as I’m writing this, my dick is springing back to life. LOL

 

[MusicMan321]

Just reading made me horny little bit

 

[Kbtha0]

I am happy that you are at least exploring that part of you. If you feel comfortable, feel free to share to him how you feel so that he can understand certain boundaries too. Continue with the best of luck!

 

[DocBone25]

I am happy that you are at least exploring that part of you. If you feel comfortable, feel free to share to him how you feel so that he can understand certain boundaries too. Continue with the best of luck!

Thanks. And no worries! Alex and I talk about what I'm comfortable with all the time. There's also a good degree of trust that is building. Like we hadn't talked about humping like that before, but we're starting to get in sync in a way where I can trust him to maybe push it a little knowing that if I don't feel right I can say "no" or "stop" and he will. That almost makes me more willing to try stuff I might be on the fence with.

 

[Kbtha0]

Thanks. And no worries! Alex and I talk about what I'm comfortable with all the time. There's also a good degree of trust that is building. Like we hadn't talked about humping like that before, but we're starting to get in sync in a way where I can trust him to maybe push it a little knowing that if I don't feel right I can say "no" or "stop" and he will. That almost makes me more willing to try stuff I might be on the fence with.

That is very good! I hope you enjoy this journey that you're embarking in!

 

[DocBone25]

Hey folks!
Not dead but just enjoying life so thought I'd give folks an update from the last two weeks.

On the platonic side: I have come out to folks in our social circle so they know I am not straight and am currently seeing another guy. Yes, we are officially boyfriends and it's a lot of fun to refer to Alex as my boyfriend. I seriously get giddy and giggle when I say it or think it. We've met some friends on either side and there's a lot of approval. One of Alex's best friends is his former roommate named Sydney; she's awesome to hang out with and we've gone out clubbing with just the three of us. Officially, I am saying I am bi but we'll see how I feel as this progresses.

On the more sexy side (which you all care the most about): things are getting hotter. Honestly, I've hit a super-horny phase. If I'm not with Alex I've been jerking it at home and my current thing to watch are videos of other guys getting hard and cumming hands free or JOI videos. But that level of horniness likely led to what happened the other day...

Alex and I got back to his place from playing basketball. We're both super sweaty. We played on opposite sides so I guarded him and I got up close and he smells incredible when hot like that so I'm already primed. He was more playful, smacking my butt when no one was looking or letting his hand glance over my crotch.

Alex says he's going to grab a shower and I stupidly say, "let me know when you're done and I'll get in after you."

Alex: "or you could just join me and save time and water?"

At this point, I am all in so we practically run to the bathroom and we're taking clothes off and I realize I'm actually rock hard so I keep facing away from Alex just out of habit. He then goes, "damn your ass looks great," and I turn and he's unabashedly sporting a hard-on as well. I turn and we both spy how hard we both are and laugh.

We turn on the water and get in the shower and we start making out, cocks still hard AF. It's really hot to feel our cocks touch like that.

After a bit I soften and turn to the water but Alex decides to surprise me. He puts his hands on my shoulders and keeps kissing my neck from behind. He playfully makes a grunting sound and starts "thrusting" (lightly) he still-hard cock at my backdoor. At first I'm caught off guard but the blood rushes to my own cock and I get hard all over again. Now, Alex knows I'm not ready for that quite yet (though as turned on as I was in that instant, I kinda wanted it). So Alex teases me a little more with those mock thrusts (and yeah, his cock head actually touched my hole), but then he gets real close to me and starts grinding his cock between my ass cheeks.

His cock felt hotter than it ever felt when we've been making out and grinding dressed; and just the firmness as he humped away. I started moaning as I braced against the wall and jerked my own cock; Alex grunted with every hump. I just felt so horny I started saying things like, "Alex fuck me, babe," and "god your cock feels amazing, fuck me." I felt him tense and moan as his cock switched against the small of my back and I felt the every little hot splash of cum on my skin before the water washed it away. My own cock just lost it and I shot it against the shower and all I could do was moan a wordless "ooooooo".

When I cam down, I just turned and kissed him deeply, pressing against him.

That was the best shower ever and I don't have any other words for it. Stand by because I think I'm gonna try sucking his cock soon.

 

[BiBtm64]

Hey folks!
Not dead but just enjoying life so thought I'd give folks an update from the last two weeks.

On the platonic side: I have come out to folks in our social circle so they know I am not straight and am currently seeing another guy. Yes, we are officially boyfriends and it's a lot of fun to refer to Alex as my boyfriend. I seriously get giddy and giggle when I say it or think it. We've met some friends on either side and there's a lot of approval. One of Alex's best friends is his former roommate named Sydney; she's awesome to hang out with and we've gone out clubbing with just the three of us. Officially, I am saying I am bi but we'll see how I feel as this progresses.

On the more sexy side (which you all care the most about): things are getting hotter. Honestly, I've hit a super-horny phase. If I'm not with Alex I've been jerking it at home and my current thing to watch are videos of other guys getting hard and cumming hands free or JOI videos. But that level of horniness likely led to what happened the other day...

Alex and I got back to his place from playing basketball. We're both super sweaty. We played on opposite sides so I guarded him and I got up close and he smells incredible when hot like that so I'm already primed. He was more playful, smacking my butt when no one was looking or letting his hand glance over my crotch.

Alex says he's going to grab a shower and I stupidly say, "let me know when you're done and I'll get in after you."

Alex: "or you could just join me and save time and water?"

At this point, I am all in so we practically run to the bathroom and we're taking clothes off and I realize I'm actually rock hard so I keep facing away from Alex just out of habit. He then goes, "damn your ass looks great," and I turn and he's unabashedly sporting a hard-on as well. I turn and we both spy how hard we both are and laugh.

We turn on the water and get in the shower and we start making out, cocks still hard AF. It's really hot to feel our cocks touch like that.

After a bit I soften and turn to the water but Alex decides to surprise me. He puts his hands on my shoulders and keeps kissing my neck from behind. He playfully makes a grunting sound and starts "thrusting" (lightly) he still-hard cock at my backdoor. At first I'm caught off guard but the blood rushes to my own cock and I get hard all over again. Now, Alex knows I'm not ready for that quite yet (though as turned on as I was in that instant, I kinda wanted it). So Alex teases me a little more with those mock thrusts (and yeah, his cock head actually touched my hole), but then he gets real close to me and starts grinding his cock between my ass cheeks.

His cock felt hotter than it ever felt when we've been making out and grinding dressed; and just the firmness as he humped away. I started moaning as I braced against the wall and jerked my own cock; Alex grunted with every hump. I just felt so horny I started saying things like, "Alex fuck me, babe," and "god your cock feels amazing, fuck me." I felt him tense and moan as his cock switched against the small of my back and I felt the every little hot splash of cum on my skin before the water washed it away. My own cock just lost it and I shot it against the shower and all I could do was moan a wordless "ooooooo".

When I cam down, I just turned and kissed him deeply, pressing against him.

That was the best shower ever and I don't have any other words for it. Stand by because I think I'm gonna try sucking his cock soon.

That's beautiful. It must bring a sense of relief and freedom to come out to your friends; not only do you not need to hide anything, you can enjoy being accepted.

And who says showering together saves time and water? Reading that got me hard with anticipation of where it would end up. I know the feeling of wanting desperately to be fucked in the heat of the moment, but he was right to not try it just yet - anal, good first time anal, is not to be rushed. It will happen, and you'll enjoy it. You're going to love sucking his cock! And I look forward to reading about it.

 

[Kbtha0]

Hey folks!
Not dead but just enjoying life so thought I'd give folks an update from the last two weeks.

On the platonic side: I have come out to folks in our social circle so they know I am not straight and am currently seeing another guy. Yes, we are officially boyfriends and it's a lot of fun to refer to Alex as my boyfriend. I seriously get giddy and giggle when I say it or think it. We've met some friends on either side and there's a lot of approval. One of Alex's best friends is his former roommate named Sydney; she's awesome to hang out with and we've gone out clubbing with just the three of us. Officially, I am saying I am bi but we'll see how I feel as this progresses.

On the more sexy side (which you all care the most about): things are getting hotter. Honestly, I've hit a super-horny phase. If I'm not with Alex I've been jerking it at home and my current thing to watch are videos of other guys getting hard and cumming hands free or JOI videos. But that level of horniness likely led to what happened the other day...

Alex and I got back to his place from playing basketball. We're both super sweaty. We played on opposite sides so I guarded him and I got up close and he smells incredible when hot like that so I'm already primed. He was more playful, smacking my butt when no one was looking or letting his hand glance over my crotch.

Alex says he's going to grab a shower and I stupidly say, "let me know when you're done and I'll get in after you."

Alex: "or you could just join me and save time and water?"

At this point, I am all in so we practically run to the bathroom and we're taking clothes off and I realize I'm actually rock hard so I keep facing away from Alex just out of habit. He then goes, "damn your ass looks great," and I turn and he's unabashedly sporting a hard-on as well. I turn and we both spy how hard we both are and laugh.

We turn on the water and get in the shower and we start making out, cocks still hard AF. It's really hot to feel our cocks touch like that.

After a bit I soften and turn to the water but Alex decides to surprise me. He puts his hands on my shoulders and keeps kissing my neck from behind. He playfully makes a grunting sound and starts "thrusting" (lightly) he still-hard cock at my backdoor. At first I'm caught off guard but the blood rushes to my own cock and I get hard all over again. Now, Alex knows I'm not ready for that quite yet (though as turned on as I was in that instant, I kinda wanted it). So Alex teases me a little more with those mock thrusts (and yeah, his cock head actually touched my hole), but then he gets real close to me and starts grinding his cock between my ass cheeks.

His cock felt hotter than it ever felt when we've been making out and grinding dressed; and just the firmness as he humped away. I started moaning as I braced against the wall and jerked my own cock; Alex grunted with every hump. I just felt so horny I started saying things like, "Alex fuck me, babe," and "god your cock feels amazing, fuck me." I felt him tense and moan as his cock switched against the small of my back and I felt the every little hot splash of cum on my skin before the water washed it away. My own cock just lost it and I shot it against the shower and all I could do was moan a wordless "ooooooo".

When I cam down, I just turned and kissed him deeply, pressing against him.

That was the best shower ever and I don't have any other words for it. Stand by because I think I'm gonna try sucking his cock soon.

 

[DocBone25]

I did it! Last night I finally sucked Alex's cock! And it was my first cock ever. Honestly, it was a transcendent experience.

Alex and I were at my place and we were making out on my bed. We basically ripped our clothes off and we were naked and rolling around on top of one another. Our dicks were both rock hard and slapping together. This was a first for me as well and it just drove me nuts.

I break a kiss out of breath and just stare at him and I can just feel like this rising lust in my body and he can tell I just don't have enough blood in my brain right now. I just glance down and then back at him and I just decide to go for it and start sliding down his body. My heart is racing and he tries to steady me; he actually said, "don't" in a way like he felt like he was pressuring me. I just said, "but I want to," and he gave consent.

I get down there and the first thing I'm hit by is this musky smell. It was just incredibly intoxicating; never smelled something like that but it just kept me horny enough to keep going. Pheromones maybe? But I grab his dick in my hand and start with a tentative kiss on the head; it felt warm and spongy and the precum was salty. He flinched a little in a good way.

A couple of kisses later and I just take the head in my mouth. It's solid and spongy but warm, warmer than I expected. I start with just the head but manage to take in about half. At this point Alex is moaning as I move up and down and it feels incredible in my mouth. It's hard yet soft and so warm. And the smell of his crotch is just pulling me deeper as I keep sucking.

I then feel him tense so I know what's coming (ha!) and he seems to want me to stop so as not to scare me but I keep going and he bucks and for the first time I have cum in mouth (never been able to get mine in because I crash hard after cumming) so this is a major fantasy fulfilled and I just squirt right on the bed. I manage to swallow some of it down but I do lose some on my lips.

I smile at him and just get back on top of him and kiss him more while our dicks soften and dribble on our bodies. Alex was honestly shocked that I did that and he admitted he didn't want to pressure me but I explained it all and how I couldn't help myself and I told him how good he smelled down there. He said, "yeah, that smell is a major turn-on for me too".

Next time he wants to try a 69 because he wants us to both cum in each other's mouths and then make out and swap mouthfuls of cum. Never thought of that, but it sounds hot.

I've always loved oral both giving and receiving when I dated women and I definitely love it now that I am dating a guy.

 

[Kbtha0]

I did it! Last night I finally sucked Alex's cock! And it was my first cock ever. Honestly, it was a transcendent experience.

Alex and I were at my place and we were making out on my bed. We basically ripped our clothes off and we were naked and rolling around on top of one another. Our dicks were both rock hard and slapping together. This was a first for me as well and it just drove me nuts.

I break a kiss out of breath and just stare at him and I can just feel like this rising lust in my body and he can tell I just don't have enough blood in my brain right now. I just glance down and then back at him and I just decide to go for it and start sliding down his body. My heart is racing and he tries to steady me; he actually said, "don't" in a way like he felt like he was pressuring me. I just said, "but I want to," and he gave consent.

I get down there and the first thing I'm hit by is this musky smell. It was just incredibly intoxicating; never smelled something like that but it just kept me horny enough to keep going. Pheromones maybe? But I grab his dick in my hand and start with a tentative kiss on the head; it felt warm and spongy and the precum was salty. He flinched a little in a good way.

A couple of kisses later and I just take the head in my mouth. It's solid and spongy but warm, warmer than I expected. I start with just the head but manage to take in about half. At this point Alex is moaning as I move up and down and it feels incredible in my mouth. It's hard yet soft and so warm. And the smell of his crotch is just pulling me deeper as I keep sucking.

I then feel him tense so I know what's coming (ha!) and he seems to want me to stop so as not to scare me but I keep going and he bucks and for the first time I have cum in mouth (never been able to get mine in because I crash hard after cumming) so this is a major fantasy fulfilled and I just squirt right on the bed. I manage to swallow some of it down but I do lose some on my lips.

I smile at him and just get back on top of him and kiss him more while our dicks soften and dribble on our bodies. Alex was honestly shocked that I did that and he admitted he didn't want to pressure me but I explained it all and how I couldn't help myself and I told him how good he smelled down there. He said, "yeah, that smell is a major turn-on for me too".

Next time he wants to try a 69 because he wants us to both cum in each other's mouths and then make out and swap mouthfuls of cum. Never thought of that, but it sounds hot.

I've always loved oral both giving and receiving when I dated women and I definitely love it now that I am dating a guy.

We are all happy to see you on this journey!

 

[BiBtm64]

I did it! Last night I finally sucked Alex's cock! And it was my first cock ever. Honestly, it was a transcendent experience.

Alex and I were at my place and we were making out on my bed. We basically ripped our clothes off and we were naked and rolling around on top of one another. Our dicks were both rock hard and slapping together. This was a first for me as well and it just drove me nuts.

I break a kiss out of breath and just stare at him and I can just feel like this rising lust in my body and he can tell I just don't have enough blood in my brain right now. I just glance down and then back at him and I just decide to go for it and start sliding down his body. My heart is racing and he tries to steady me; he actually said, "don't" in a way like he felt like he was pressuring me. I just said, "but I want to," and he gave consent.

I get down there and the first thing I'm hit by is this musky smell. It was just incredibly intoxicating; never smelled something like that but it just kept me horny enough to keep going. Pheromones maybe? But I grab his dick in my hand and start with a tentative kiss on the head; it felt warm and spongy and the precum was salty. He flinched a little in a good way.

A couple of kisses later and I just take the head in my mouth. It's solid and spongy but warm, warmer than I expected. I start with just the head but manage to take in about half. At this point Alex is moaning as I move up and down and it feels incredible in my mouth. It's hard yet soft and so warm. And the smell of his crotch is just pulling me deeper as I keep sucking.

I then feel him tense so I know what's coming (ha!) and he seems to want me to stop so as not to scare me but I keep going and he bucks and for the first time I have cum in mouth (never been able to get mine in because I crash hard after cumming) so this is a major fantasy fulfilled and I just squirt right on the bed. I manage to swallow some of it down but I do lose some on my lips.

I smile at him and just get back on top of him and kiss him more while our dicks soften and dribble on our bodies. Alex was honestly shocked that I did that and he admitted he didn't want to pressure me but I explained it all and how I couldn't help myself and I told him how good he smelled down there. He said, "yeah, that smell is a major turn-on for me too".

Next time he wants to try a 69 because he wants us to both cum in each other's mouths and then make out and swap mouthfuls of cum. Never thought of that, but it sounds hot.

I've always loved oral both giving and receiving when I dated women and I definitely love it now that I am dating a guy.

That's absolutely beautiful! I love your description of the sensory experience - the spongy, solid and warm feeling. It's wonderful to follow the development of your relationship and sexual awakening.

I look forward to reading about your first 69. To cum while receiving cum - if you can time it just right - and give each other cum kisses is next level of hotness.