Temptation Invites Me Again

[Shepherd 2]

Help!
Yes, I had a really difficult moment in a large department store the other day.
I observed a man (30 ish and muscular) lean over to check an item or two at knee level. His trousers bagged down over his ass, and only his multi-colored silk boxers overed his back side. I watched and in a multi colored display I could easily see his man cherry.

I was so tempted to walk up behind him and push my considerable package into the gaping round firm cheeks of his ass and enjoy the moment. Luckily I came to my senses before I caused a real ruckus and scene. One day I may lose control of my senses in that situation.

I walked away and thought of the possible consequences, what would you have done?

Shep+

 

[Shepherd 2]

Raven, I was never like this before I signed on to JUB 27 months ago. I think I am having way too many sexual thoughts as I look at any man I see when I am out. Is there help for a dirty old man?

Shep+

 

[Telstra]

ask AndrewD for advice ........ what would he say ...

 

[G-Lexington]

I consider such moments "fantasy fuel". No more, no less.

Lex

 

[Shepherd 2]

Lex,
It was your kindness and good advice that got me going two years and three months ago here at JUB. And Also above you there was JAG, who has good adivice for the cold shower. In fact a few others suggest it in response to some of my posts on JUB. I miss NONI, but he did check in for a bit a couple of weeks ago.

But Lex, you are always thoughtful. Trust me I have had far too much fantasy fuel the last couple of days. That may was and is a big part of my formerly quiet times these past few days. I did have strong emotions, and on occasions really strong sexual urges.

Shep+

 

[Shepherd 2]

ask AndrewD for advice ........ what would he say ...

Andrew D. I remember him. No thanks, but I could tolerate an Aussie like you without the atitude he had. Does he still come by?

Shep+

 

[BINOWGAYLATER]

Oh SHEP - i'm right there with you man !
I see this like 3-4 times a week - at work --
Particularly - a fine 26 year old - who constantly bends forward to reveal furry ass crack and a couple of inches of usually dark grey/ black boxer briefs (I'm assuming) - He is , indeed fantasy fuel - and i get great mileage on that kinda fuel - especially when i see him on a weekly basis --- WHEW !
! the Summer has been good to me --
hairy legs and all...............................

 

[Telstra]

Andrew D. I remember him. No thanks, but I could tolerate an Aussie like you without the atitude he had. Does he still come by?

Shep+

Don't know if he is still come by but i remember you had a clash with him .... quite a sight !!

 

[Shepherd 2]

That is correct my Aussie buddy, and I banned myself from Hot Topics for over a year. I am now back, and so far I have promised, I would avoid him at all costs.
There were a couple of others a year or so ago. Why people like that thrive on being so damn miserable is a total mystery to me, and since life is for me so precious and short, I have no time for it.

But your memory is right on target.

And all the posters here, I have been thinking about this some more, and want to thank binowgaylater for identifying with me. I know that I am a horny old rascal, but I only expressed a tendency to see almost all men now in a sexual frame, and I have lots of fantasy fuel. I hope I never lose good self discipline and self control.

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[SonOfSlobone]

Man... cherry? Does that mean what I think it does? Good Lord, how far down did his boxers slip?

 

[hungrybrownbear]

That is correct my Aussie buddy, and I banned myself from Hot Topics for over a year. I am now back, and so far I have promised, I would avoid him at all costs.
There were a couple of others a year or so ago. Why people like that thrive on being so damn miserable is a total mystery to me, and since life is for me so precious and short, I have no time for it.

But your memory is right on target.

And all the posters here, I have been thinking about this some more, and want to thank binowgaylater for identifying with me. I know that I am a horny old rascal, but I only expressed a tendency to see almost all men now in a sexual frame, and I have lots of fantasy fuel. I hope I never lose good self discipline and self control.

Shep+

You may feel bad or scared getting the urge, but the fact still holds: you didn't do it!

And I don't think you will --you seem like you have enough self control!

I mean I have had intense urges to just grab a hot guys butt or make-out with him but I think if you think about the consequences you'll convince yourself out of it!

 

[Shepherd 2]

Castration.

Not in this lifetime, so I still have the urge, just no jizz to blow out of my cock.
Not a good solution. I prefer to keep my prize balls. No thanks to you.

Shep+

 

[hungrybrownbear]

Castration.

oh NO you didnt

 

[Shepherd 2]

You may feel bad or scared getting the urge, but the fact still holds: you didn't do it!

And I don't think you will --you seem like you have enough self control!

I mean I have had intense urges to just grab a hot guys butt or make-out with him but I think if you think about the consequences you'll convince yourself out of it!

Actually, in the moment, I was mostly aroused. Yes, I immediately thought of the consequences. He could have been and likely was a straight man, and even so, he would have reacted defensively. So I retreated to my car and enjoyed the memory, and then thought about how I seem to have very sexual urges about people I probably did not even notice a few years ago.

Yes, I do not wish a bad scene. The cop who comes is likely to be someone I know all too well. Not a good thing.

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[hungrybrownbear]

Actually, in the moment, I was mostly aroused. Yes, I immediately thought of the consequences. He could have been and likely was a straight man, and even so, he would have reacted defensively. So I retreated to my car and enjoyed the memory, and then thought about how I seem to have very sexual urges about people I probably did not even notice a few years ago.

Yes, I do not wish a bad scene. The cop who comes is likely to be someone I know all too well. Not a good thing.

Shep+

Then you're fine!

Don't worry about it!

 

[Shepherd 2]

Man... cherry? Does that mean what I think it does? Good Lord, how far down did his boxers slip?

SonOfSlobone,
What do the younger men call those trousers that sag, I believe they are called Saggers. They can only to so far. There were quite thin and lighted by overhead spot lights. I could see everything down to his anus, but not his balls or cock.

I was not around to observe his standing back up to see how it all works, but I guess they come back up some but still show 6 to 10 inches of undies.

This time it was an exhiliarting pleasure trip for me, but I must more quickly exercise my reasoning options in future moments like this.

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[Shepherd 2]

Fellow Jubbers,
I for one am absolutely certain one is born gay, and looking at pornography or seeing a man who is exposed in a department store does not cause the gay option.

My puzzlement is that in the couple of years I have belonged to JUB, I was beginning to wonder if all the sexual conversation and stuff here influences how I see all men in general. My sense is that I tend to sexualize a man who does or exhibits something that actually turns me on.

The primary question is "am I on a slippery slope of losing my inhibitions?" I do not believe so, but I am aware of subtle changes within me. I will monitor my inner soul and watch vigilantly to see if that change continues in new or other ways. I am not a worrier by nature. This simply made me stop and reflect on the event and its effect on me. I shared it in part, because in a way it is also humorous.

Shep+

 

[Shepherd 2]

LMAO, at your age, I highly doubt you'd need them, anyway.

Young man, I may not need them in whatever way you are want to see this old man. I need them because as a gay man, the sexual experience is still a large part of my life and my partner of 23 years. I could still fuck without balls and get a good erection. I rather enjoy cuming and the experience of sexual pleasure and release. I have no intention that will change even if I live to be a hundred.

So put your doubts away, I need my balls. Period, end of that discussion.

Shep+

 

[hungrybrownbear]

Young man, I may not need them in whatever way you are want to see this old man. I need them because as a gay man, the sexual experience is still a large part of my life and my partner of 23 years. I could still fuck without balls and get a good erection. I rather enjoy cuming and the experience of sexual pleasure and release. I have no intention that will change even if I live to be a hundred.

So put your doubts away, I need my balls. Period, end of that discussion.

Shep+

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just think, he's probably having horrid horrid sex with some amateur 16 year old.

You're having the best sex of you're life.

By default, Your balls>his balls.

Naturally, he's jealous!

 

[Shepherd 2]

My how a 23 year old likes to judge others, but does not like it when the favor is returned. One day he may know better. Until then, is it possible that Andrew D has returned in a new username? Considers using the ignore button again.

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