TONIGHT WE RETURN TO THE BLOOD, AND THE LEGEND OF THE OLD GHOST SLAVE SHIP. MEANWHILE KRIS MOURNS MISSING OUT ON HIS INHERITANCE
…Tor behold! thou, o prophet, shalt not behold all these mysteries hidden therein.
-The Book of the Law
This land is no man’s land, a place easy to be lost in. There was no greater predator than the white one, and all who wished to escape him, fled into these marshes, into these islands which disappear and reappear, connect and disconnect. When the English, both greedy and lazy came, all along the Carolina and the Georgia coasts, they settled their few cities but believed that death lay in the marshes and low country. Plantations they established, but they left them to Africans they had enslaved. Now and again the white men came to reassert their dominance, and this always resulted in trouble.
History is written by white men and their disgraceful deeds they had washed away, and so most of their relationships with us were washed away. Alongside those the defeats done to them by us have also been forgotten, and so the blood of the English that was spilled in these lands, the uprisings of Black men, have long been silenced and then forgotten.
In the days when George Washington and Thomas Jefferson were fretting about their slavery to England while putting a lash to the backs of the Negroes who made them money, the Harrowing of the Dark and Light occurred. It was called this because many people who fled to the wet lands and the hidden lands for peace. Indians and white men, white men who were pirates, and Negroes as well, and in those days, the white families at the heads of the plantations became to much to take and so, behind one called the Black Witch, the Negroes, the pirates, the poor white men, the Indians all rose. They slaughtered all the planting white families. They killed, it is said, three hundred and seventeen Anglo souls.
In 1803 at Dunbar Creek on St. Simons Island, Glynn County, on the coast of Georgia there was grounded a slave ship called the Wanderer filled with Igbo and other West African captives from what is now Nigeria were taken to the Georgia coast. In May 1803, the Igbo and other West African captives arrived in Savannah, Georgia, on the slave ship the Wanderer. They were purchased for an average of $100 each by slave merchants John Couper and Thomas Spalding to be resold to plantations on nearby St. Simons Island. The chained Igbo were packed under deck of a coastal vessel, the York, which would take them to St. Simons.
But the flying folk kept their power, although they shed their wings. All the time they were on that ship, They had felt the snarl of the driver's whip around their legs. They all felt the skin being torn to rags, and they all felt the ship and so, when their King called for them to do so, they rebelled, approximately 75 Igbo, and they took control of the ship, drowned their captors, but they were not sailors, and it was in that process the ship was grounded in Dunbar Creek. Grounded in this place, he learned the legend of the Black Witch who had led other African souls to freedom forty years before. By his magic, it is said, he called out to that Witch.
That very day, the King of the Igbo declared, "the time is come." He raised his arms out to the others. And he sighed the ancient words that were a dark promise. He said them all around to the others in the field under the whip, "...kum yali... kum tambe...." He raised his hands and sang to Ala and Amadioha, Ikenga God of Strength, Idemmili, Ogbunabali, and especially Legba, who conceals.
They gave a great outcry and the Black Witch joined them with his tribe. They had taken their name from the Harrowing of the Black and the White, for when darkness and light combine, is it is often called Dun, and so the Dunharrow and the Igbo straightened their bent backs and stood like spears. Old and young who were called slaves joined hands. Freed of their chains, one by one, they marched from the ship and leapt into the water, coming to shore and disappearing into the marshes. The head of the Dunharrow was called, as you have guessed, Augustus, and that Igbo king was Niwala. Niwalla’s daughter married the son of my brother, Octavian, from them come most of the Dunharrow family, even you.
Rather than admit that living Black men were free in the hidden land, the white people said the Igbo were ghosts because Africans could not swim.
And so, the Negroes could fly. White men, lazy and murderous as they were, did not understand the marshes and feared them anyway, while the Africans understood the heat and the land very well, so when white men dared the marshes to drag back the Igbo, the ones Niwalla could not kill, I did, and the spells he could not make, I raised, so that the white men who rarely came into these lands, in time, could not even find them.
After Kristian strauss had gone into the house, the others turned to go back inside as well, but as Jim was heading back, Seth caught his arm. The blond man looked at him and Seth shook his head.
“We’re going to walk a bit,” Jim said, clearing his throat, and he was conscious that the great pelt was still rolled up under his arms.
Lewis and Loreal nodded, but their faces revealed nothing, and it was Marabeth who smiled stangely as she went back into the house, and then the two young men were together on the great porch, and presently, they headed down into the green, and kept walking silently, Jim feeling Seth’s hand in his as they disappeared into the trees where Seth turned quickly, but gently, and pulled h im forward to kiss him.
They kissed for a long time, the blood rising in Jim, and Seth parted from him.
“When you came back from the woods it was still on you,” Seth said. “The wildness. The wolf. You even moved like a wolf, and I can smell the earth on you, and the grass… And the animal you killed. The wolf is on you.”
Jim responded by kissing Seth savagely, and they undressed in the trees, and lay on the pelt, their bodies moving togther roughly. Jim didn’t need to ask Seth if he would accompany him when he changed again. He knew Seth would be at his side, and whie Seth pulled Jim into his arms and inhaled the fragrance of him, Jim’s musk, he understood suddenly what Lewis and Chris had found in each other, the companion who understood their wild nature, who wasn’t afraid of it, who, in fact, rejoiced in it, for he had rejoiced when the gold white wolf came out, rejoiced when he had seen the lamp eyed wolf that was James Strauss trotting beside the night dark one that was Marabeth. He rejoiced in the new way his lover walked.
“You don’t have to hide anymore,” Seth murmured.
Jim parted from him, his eyes hooded, and Seth brushed his unshaven cheek.
“You thought… I thought it too, that being out there was no hiding left. But the fact that you liked men wasn’t the only thing about you, about either of us, and everything else you did, being pleasant, being sweet, hiding your pain so that Kris envies you because he thinks you don’t know pain, was you hid the wolf.”
“Pamela, my… grandmother, she said I should be careful of the wolf. I didn’t know what she meant.”
Jim leaned on one elbow, and there was a leaf in his hair, but it hardly mattered.
“Be careful of it, James,” Seth said, tenderly, “but don’t deny it.”
He drew Jim down, the heat of his body hotter in the warm night. They moved together, kissing hungrily, and Jim sucked on Seth’s shoulder until he bit him. Seth felt the tearing of skin the way he had the first time he’d been with Chris, and almost by instinct, he sank his fingernails into Jim’s back like claws.
They were still for a moment before, deliberately, almost with a curiosity, as if another hand were doing it, Seth caressed the smoothness of the soft skin of Jim’ ass, and then, just like that, with the sharp nail of his little finger, he drew blood, and Jim winced, his buttocks clinching as Seth took his finger to his mouth and tasted Jim’s blood.
“Fuck me,” Seth said, his voice quiet. “Don’t hold back. Don’t be gentle. Fuck me as hard as you want. I need it. I need you to hurt me. A little at least.”
Jim sat up, kneeling, and he made a hocking noise and let a long thread of thick saliva trail from his mouth to his cock, which was thick and arched up toward him out of the darkness.
In the night, under the trees, the darkness was filled with the low, intense sounds of two men fucking, and when Jim had groaned and shouted and come, he turned around and demanded Seth do the same to him They had been so tender with each other in the past, and in need of this tenderness, but now they needed this roughness, and when the roughness was done with them, they lay together exhausted. The night, full of their jarring cries and deep groans and touched by the sounds of young bodies slamming together was quiet now, and the radiating sounds of crickets filled their ears, the tiptoeing of night creatures, the fluttering of wings and the chirp to chirp of birds risen before the morning. In the night the growing moon shone on their bodies, limbs muddied by dirt and grass and smudged of blood, sprawled in contentment past exhaustion, Jim’s head in Seth’s arms, Seth caressing his golden hair.
Jim kissed the bloodied place on Seth’s breast and said, “I love you so fucking much.”
Instead of speaking, Seth lay still while his body was overtaken by emoton, and he responded to Jim one a deep sobbing that rose from the pit of him as he pulled Jim closer and continued to run his hands over Jim’s shoulders.
For a long while Lewis lay in Chris’s arms and he did not wish to move.
“I feel that…” Chris murmured.
“What?”
“Something’s going on in your head.”
“I want to sleep,” Lewis explained, but things are not right.”
Chris waited for an explanation.
“If you could have seen him, if you could have seen the look on Kris Strauss’s face when Marabeth and Jim made the transformation.”
“I imagine it was nice for them, if nice is the word.”
“But not exactly helpful for him. Not one step closer to…”
Lewis sat up in bed, and Chrir watched him sitting on the side of the mattres, nude, smooth skinned and all brown like velvet, and then Lewis stood up and Chris watched him pull on the hooded housecoat, mourning the robing of coffee colored flesh, rounded ass, tender sex so dear to him, but he did say, “Now you look like the witch you are.”
“Don’t just look at me you beautiful vampire,” Lewis said. “Come.”
The two fo them went down the hall and knocked on Kris’s door. They never thought he might beasleep, and he wasn’t. The large room was full of the smell of cigarette smoke, and before he was offered one, Lewis took a Marlboro for himself, and then held out his hand for the lighter.
He had smoked half the cigarette when he said from the windowseat he had invited himself to, “Don’t think we’ve forgotten. we still don’t know what we came for.”
“Mara gets journals and a pelt and Jim does too, but I get nothing. I get these files, these histories, interesting enough but telling me nothing.”
` Lewis refrained from saying that he should be fair, that he should remember what Marabeth had told Lewis, that Kris had refused to read the journals. But Kris probably did not know that Marabeth had shared this confidence, and he would not have appreciated Lewis bringing it up.
“We didn’t come here so Jim and Marabeth could learn to turn into wolves and have fun putting on skins. We came here so I could learn to stop turning into something every time the moon was full.”.
“You came here,” Chris Ashby said, flatly, while Lewis was still thinking of something politic to say, “to learn what you were, and you are learning, slowly.”
Kris opened his mouth, but Christopher Ashby held up a hand.
“Once, I was a man and a very plain one, and one night I was attacked—“
“By a vampire.”
“By French soldiers. Kruinh gave me the choice to die right then or live forever, and I chose life and woke to something I never planned on being. These gifts given by the Dark Hand of God,” Chris shook his head, “we must learn how to live with them.”
“I don’t want to learn to live with them,” Kris Strauss said. “I want to be rid of them.”
“And what I am saying to you,” Chris Ashby said, his voice taking on a very different tone, Lewis noted, “is that there may be no getting rid of them. There may be only learning to live with them.”
“I’ve lived with mine for over twenty years.”
Lewis did not speak, because he saw that his platinum haired lover was not done.
“You have not lived with it. You have lived against it. That is what the medicine did. Now you must learn to live as you are, the same as I do. Jim and Mara made their first kills tonight, but I made one in a long list of kills earlier, going out into the towns to find the life that I would end. We must make our peace with such things, or lose our minds.”
Though his face failed to show it, Kris was grateful for the visit of the witch and the blood dirnker. Even when Lewis had ceased talking there was something as old and as powerful, as inhuman in him as there had been in the vampire, and as Kris gazed form one to the other he knew he had as little to do with the regular human world as did they. He had forgotten this.
He was surprised to hear himself singing Johnny Flynn songs, the words in his ear as he slipped off his sandals and left his room to wander through the great mansion. What had happened in this witches’ house, where Pamela had once stayed, making it her refuge, where, apparently, Delia had been born and where, in the end, his own father had come for answers. He wandered through the darkness aware that he should not have been able to see as well as he had always taken it for granted that he could. Jim, his cousin, had transformed into a wolf before him, but as he thought of them all, Myron, Cyrus, Deborah, Amy, Peter, and Marabeth, yes Marabeth, it seemed they were a ring of wolves, staring at him, only thinly veiled beasts in the clothes of Midwestern white people, the savagery waiting to burst out. He approached the solarium doors to the back gardens but was just barely startled to see in the moonlight coming through, Jim and Seth entering. They were messy haired and bare chested, grimy, smelling of the outside, smelling of, yes, fucking, Seth carried their shirts and Jim the great pelt.
Jim stood before him, looking like he’d rolled in dirt and been beat up and strangled. Yet he looked like a god. There was wild hot energy in his cousin, and for the first time Kris longed for it, wasn’t afraid of the wolf. Jim, more like a animal than a man, his eyes blazing, embraced Kris tenderly, inhaled him, rubbed his back and the back of his head and kissed him on the cheek roughly, rubbing his cheek against him. Ut was almost sexual, but it was not that, not quite. It was fatherly, like Nathan’s embraces, and Kris’s heart cracked at theat feeling, And also, he realized, what Jim had done, and what Nathan had done was animal, and the arousal Kris felt was for the animal. As his cousin and Seth linked handed and departed down the hall, they were silent and trotting as animals and Jim’s smell remained on Kris. He had been marked. He would always know his cousin’s odor.
He felt blessed and wild and strange as he continued outside in the opposite direction of the woods his sister and Jim has gone to. He went toward the pool, singing.
“Gotta get out, gotta shout, gotta sing
Gotta dance, gotta jump, gotta run
Think I'll fight a war, I don't know what for
But I'll learn when I get my gun
Well, I left home three days ago…”
He stood before the pool that was lit from within by the shimmering blue and green light, and slipped off his sandals and then removed tee shirt, shorts, watch, ring, laying them on the shirt, pulled down, at last, his underwear, and was surprised and only mildly embarrassed by his erection and the slick bead at the tip of his arching cock.
He stretched out his arms to break the water as he leapt into the warmth of the pool.
His eyes were closed, and he swam through the warm water,, doing deep breast strokes, going up and down in laps before he plunged himself to the bottom and stayed as long as he could, rocketing to the surface where he lay naked on the water, arms stretched out looking up at the night, eyes counting the stars and the half moon as it made its progressing toward the west.
Kris blinked, but he was not embarrassed at knowing two people were watching him on the other side of the pool. He opened his eyes to behold upside down what would turn out to be Marabeth or maybe Loreal, possibly Augustus. Instead he saw, clearly, a chisel jawed man with white gold hair and an arm band on his bicep, a great wolfheaded cloak hanging over his shoulders. Beside him now, stepped a tall cloaked woman with long golden hair who placed her head on Hagano’s shoulder, for he had no doubt that this was Hagano, and as the woman smiled down, or upside down at him, he saw that her cloak, lined with wolf fur as it was, was hooded, and deep red.
Gasping, Kris spun around to look at them directly, and wiped the water from his eyes, but when he looked where they had been, there was no one there, and he floated in the pool alone.
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