Tonight, a big long juicy portion: Dissenbark makes ritual, Pol falls deeper into love with Austin and Gabriel and Derek recommit to their vocation as Anson meet with Cedd and Ohean plans their flight from Kingsboro.
HYRUM HOUSE
“Friend, we saw you sitting alone,” Gabriel said, coming to sit across from the young man.
The young man nodded and he said, “I just like to come here.”
“Well, that’s fair too,” Gabriel told him.
In the last few years Gabriel had come back to the Blue Work which, for a time, he had avoided. When he was not doing it, merely living as a scholar, he felt something missing from his call, and when Conn said he would be leaving, then Gabriel knew he would be returning to the work of meeting and loving men.
This boy, who looked like he was barely twenty, possibly a university student, came to the tavern room often. Across the sea there were blue temples, but here the temples were set up like taverns so that those who were curious, but not ready, could sit, like this one, with a drink, and look at the young men walking off with others.
“I haven’t even been feeling very well,” the boy said.
“What’s the trouble?”
“Tonsilitis, I think.”
“That’s something to be here with a sickness like that,” Gabriel told him. He was a strong man, thickly built and orange haired, with northern blood. “Maybe it’s a sore throat only.”
“Maybe. Hopefully,” the young man said.
“Tea,” Gabriel said. “And pineapple juice. Hot. And swallowing raw honey.”
“Thank you,” the boy said. “But I don’t know that I have any of that.”
He lifted up his cup, which was sasparilla, and Gabriel said, “That will help, but not much.”
The compact man rose and said, “I will get something for that sickness.
The boy watched him walking away. He wore a blue shirt, as all Blues did, but unlike many of the blues here, he wore leather trews, and they clung to his thick thighs and firm buttocks. He walked slowly away, and the boy felt his penis rising as he watched him. The whole time Gabriel was gone he wondered after him, and though it could not have been five minutes, when Gabriel returned, the boy thought he had been gone forever.
“This will make you feel much better,” Gabriel set it down, smiling at him with great green eyes.”
“It smells so good, the young man looked down at the thick golden juice, and them up at Gabriel, and when Gabriel signaled for him to do so, then he drank, and opened his eyes in pleasure.
“And it will make you feel much better much quicker.” Gabriel told him while he drank.”
“Is there magic in it?”
“Not as you think,” Gabriel said. “But I believe there is a magic in all things.”
They boy sipped the sweet, dark liquid, and it was hot with something in it which Gabriel said was pepper.
The boy took a few sips and he said, “Sir?”
“You can call me Gabriel.”
“Gabriel—”
“Or you can call me sir, whatever suits you.”
Apparently neither did because the boy simply said, “I don’t know what I am supposed to do. Or what you are supposed to do. I mean… do I buy this? What do I owe you for this?” he gestured to the hot drink.
“This is our home,” Gabriel said, “and everything in it is free.”
“Well, then, what do I do? I mean…?”
“You do what you wish,” Gabriel said, simply. “If you come to make love, you come to make love, and if you come to experience things which most would frown upon you for experiencing, then you may do that here too. And if you come here, merely to gain courage, then that is fine as well. You do not pay us. We are not whores. We never press, though we may encourage if we see the encouragement is needed.”
The boy nodded, continuing to drink, and after three sips, when there was a bit of orange moustache on his upper lip he said, not daring to look at the beautiful Gabriel:
“Do we choose the men we can be with?”
“Oh, yes, and they can choose you.”
“Can I choose you?” the boy took another sip.
“You may,” Gabriel said, “for I have already chosen you.”
The boy looked up, past Gabriel, to the rest of the room. But no one was concerned with him. There were Blues talking to each other or to other men.
“I think…” the boy said, “that I could use some encouragement.”
Gabriel moved closer, and he placed his hand high on the boy’s thigh.
“I think,” Gabriel told him, “ that I would like to straddle you and ride your cock and watch your eyes get all big.”
And as he said this, the boy’s penis swelled, and under the table he felt Gabriel’s hand close around it, and squeeze gently.
DISSENBARK
There was a death in the city, and not a day’s journey away, the people of Kingsboro mourned. But this was the driest year they’d experienced since the drought thirty years before and so all that day they had cleared the land, making sure there was nothing but dirt, and now, as the fires were lit, the people began their song. Dissenbark lifted her voice, for they knew that she was not only the cure all, but a wise woman of the old ways, close not only to the God in the great cathedral, but to the Gods of the trees and the land the heah, to the Mother herself gone bone dry and flammable.
The firelight shone on the plains of Dissenbark’s young face as she sang:
“I am the holy one!”
The women behind her keened:
“I am the yielding one!”
The women sang again: “I am the holy one!
“All of the grain on the earth is me.
The skill in the reaper’s hand is me!”
“I am the yielding one!” Dissenbark keened, stretching her hands out, and the women keened after her, “I am the bounteous one!”
“All the wealth of the trees is me.”
“The holy one!”
“I am the bounteous one!”
The wind lifted and threatened to carry away the fire.
“I am the holy one!”
“The skill in the reaper’s hand is me.”
Dissenbark stretched out her hands like the priestesses of old. They put the wooden cup in her hands, and she lifted it. She drank from it, and then she passed it to the women behind her. Caitlin Mallory, Dawn Ingalls were among them, white as anything, but surely with the old Royan blood somewhere. What they were was only whispered. Wise women, this was better to say. Dissenbark had been orphaned, and lived on the edge of town. Dawn was a slip of a girl in the service of Dissenbark and Caitlin in the glow of her first year of marriage to Cotton the Weaver. They passed the cup about, Caitlin first to her flaxen haired husband and then Cotton to another and as kirk bells rang in the night, the women sang:
“I am the holy one!”
“I am the holy one!”
When the cup had made its way around the circle, reverently, Dissenbark raised it and spilled the last of the water upon the ground, and then she lifted the two torches lying on either side of her and stepped forward, touch them to the fire as she moved about, and Caitlin murmured:
“So did the Queen of the Underworld bear her torches as she came up to meet her mother, the Belledame of all the Earth, and so did she bring for fruitfulness again.”
With great care Dissenbark moved slowly at the head of her people, throught their fields, swishing the fires over their boundaries, but never touching the fires to the dry grasses, singing as she went:
“I am the holy one!”
“All that you need I give to you.”
“The bounteous one!”
“I am the bountiful one!”
HYRUM HOUSE
“But what do you want?” the Blue asked the man in the corner.
“I want to not be judged?”
The Blue raised an eyebrow.
“I don’t want to go to hell.”
“Annatar is the Lover. He is the Lord of Mystery and Shadows as much as he is the Judge of the World, and he weighs the balance between those things done in the dark for desire, and those things atoned.”
“I am afraid.”
“Are you afraid to speak what you want?” the Blue said, not touching him. “Nothing can happen until you speak it. This is how the world was made.”
Nervously, the young man leaned forward and whispered quickly:
“I want my cock sucked!”
The Blue placed his hand on the man’s knee, and he looked around. surprised.
“Surely not…” the young man began, though his penis was making a tent in his pants. “Surely not here.”
But the Blue, on his knees, opened up the young man’s trousers, and before he could protest, he took his cock in his mouth and, bracing the bench, the young man looked up to the ceiling, closing his eyes tight while the Blue worked his mouth up and down.
“You would never have come here,” the Blue said, taking his mouth away, “if you did not want this.”
His mouth descended on the young man again, his head moving up and down the man’s shaft.
At another table a Blue talked to a man with steel grey hair who seemed to be in his fifties.
The Blue said: “I am presuming that you love your partner and are loyal but not sexually fulfilled and this is why bath houses are easier for you than actually meeting men.”
“Yes, something very close to that....Gonna need to go in a minute. Check on my father. Remember, I said he was sick.”
“Forsake thy father,” the Blue said, placing his hand on the man’s knees.
“What?” the man looked as if he were just waking.
“And forswear thy mother.”
“From the plays,” the man began. That is from—”
His voice rose as the Blue straddled his lap and kissed him on the mouth.
“Oh, but—” the man’s voice was lost in the kiss, and the Blue’s hand moved in the man’s trousers.
“Say nothing,” it was the Blue who spoke at last. “Say nothing at all.”
“Why have you brought us here?” Yvan demanded.
“Because we should be here,” Bayle said, though his voice had lost its force. It had not been like this last time, men receiving head at tables, there the older man’s trousers being worked down the Blue sitting on his lap, the two of them gasping as he slipped the man’s cock inside of him.
“What kind of place is this?” Keyser demanded.
“Exactly the kind of place you knew it was,” Derek said, pointing to the erection tenting out of Keyser’s trousers, “when you followed your friend here.”
“I don’t want to be here,” Yvan said as the older man began to cry out, and the Blue bounced up and down on him, as the young man tables away that the Blue was servicing, shouted while he filled the Blue’s mouth with his coming.
“No, no,” Derek said, business like. “Come with me.”
Bayle was as one transfixed, one who had seen new mysteries, but Keyer and Yvan looked about and then away. For as they walked up the stairs and down the halls, lovers were kissing, men were getting on their knees pleasuring men who were thrown against the walls to be pleasured. Behind doors; the sounds of shuttling mattresses could be heard. Headboards slammed the wall.
“This is older than the Faith,” Derek said. “They say Holy Jadaye who founded the Faith was himself a Blue Priest, and it was in a house like this that Annatar first came to him.”
None of the three men said anything, but Derek said, as he led them into a well appointed room filled witth gold white light, “The only reason you are afraid is not because these men are different from you, but because they show you what is in you.”
As Yvan opened his mouth, Derek kissed him. He thrust his tongue in his mouth and hooked his hands around his trousers pulling them down. Keyser, in this new place, looked on with frank curiousity. But only a few minutes later he cried out when Derek squeezed his cock while kissing Ivan. All the time, Bayle stood by watching, his penis pointing out of his tight trousers.
“You three must obey me in all things.” Derek said.
“Take off your clothes,” he told Keyser and Ivan, and they did so awkwardly and quietly, their young bodies lean, but not completely formed.
Derek was the strongest, most well formed, and Bayle looked on with rising desire and no jealously as Derek rode Ivan, and the boy cried out in shock. He moved from Yvan to Keyser, from one to the other, finally bending down to kiss them as he climbed off of one onto the other. Bayle did nothing, sensing he would be interrupting, though his cock cried out for touch.
Now Keyser and Yvan moved like fish over and on either side of Derek, greedily kissing him, greedily rubbing him, and he began to place their hands away from him, to each other. They were both kissing him, and now he moved, kneeling over them placing their faces close together. At first they looked afraid, and then, like men starving, they kissed and Derek drew their bodies together. Their thighs twisted around each other, and they began to make love.
“Will they regret it?” Bayle wondered, and did not know if he spoke out loud
But Derek pulled him by his stiff penis and said, “No,” bringing him to the bed, “Now for you.”
While they made love, Bayle could hear his friends beside him, and when he heard a high tenor cry, he turned, and he could see Yvan on his stomach while Keyser entered him slowly. Yvan clung to the bedhseet and clinched his teeth while Keyser whispered, “Tell me when to stop.”
“Don’t stop,” Yvan pled, and soon Bayle had stopped what he was doing with Derek to watch his friends. To watch Keyser press his face into the hollow of Ivan’s throat and then, kissing his ear, begin fucking him. Tears went down Ivan’s face as it reddened, but Bayle did not think they were tears of pain. Yvan grasped at the pillows less and now his wet shining eyes opened, and he looked at Bayle, reaching out. Bayle took his hand while Keyser fucked him, and now Bayle lay on his side, watching his friends.
Keyser’s body was olive colored and lightly covered in black hair, and his buttocks were round and heavy, and they flexed and unflexed. Bayle’s hand strayed to them, running over his friends ass. He inserted a finger and ran it up and down the hotness. His cock went harder than ever, and as he was preparing to straddle Keyser, Derek pulled him back, and so he left his friends alone, he and Derek enacting their own drama, and he was unconscious of his friends until he heard a short shout, and he saw Keyser, dolphin like, back arched, buttocks clenched, face to the ceiling while he shuddered and came, his hands grasping Ivan’s shoulders.
When they had all climaxed in the large bed, and on one side of it, squirreled together in the mess of bedsheets, Keyser was holding Yvan in his arms, Bayle whispered:
“They would have never discovered how they felt for each other if you had not brought them here, if I had not done what I did. There was a great wall up between them. They were being whom they were supposed to be. They might have gone to a whore together or something, married women, spent their whole lives knowing a thing was missing. You did right to bring them here.”
“But in the morning,” Bayle said, looking over his friends, “will they regret it?”
“They would have if you had joined them, maybe,” Derek said. “This was for them to discover themselves. There is no regret in a Blue House.”
Bayle wondered if that was true, but he was already held in Derek’s very capable arms, and he felt no regret.
IN THE MIDDLE of the night he was awakened by hands running over him. He looked up to see Keyser’s lazy, handsome, goateed face looking down at him.
“We’ll always wonder if we don’t.” he said, simply.
And so they fucked, and as they gave themselves up to everything, Bayle realized it was true. If they hadn’t done it, they always would have wondered. He surprised himself by convulsing powerfully in Keyser’s arms. He surprised himself by having sex with Yvan as the sky turned pale. In the early morning the four of them woke up in bed, tangled together. They kissed and one by one got up to relieve themselves and then returned to the bed to sleep, and to experiment a little more. As Bayle shivered, coming between Keyser and Ivan, amazed by the different feels of their bodies, their different smells, he knew there would be no shame between them as sure as he knew that, despite them being with him in this moment, the two of them belonged to each other.
THE KINGSBORO
Anson was aware of brushing down his heavy grey blue cloak and straightening the brooch that clasped it, as he made his way to the private chambers of his brother, the King.
Anthony was there, and Anson said, “I would like a word with my brother, his Grace.”
When Anthony looked to Cedd, Cedd nodded, and then Lord Pembroke nodded to him and left, nodding to Anson as well, though not quite with the grace Anson thought he deserved.
“I request permission to travel north.”
“Toward Inglad,” Cedd said.
“Aye.”
“You do not need my permission,” said Cedd.
“Still I request it all the same.”
“Then it is granted.”
Anson wondered when Cedd thought he might kill him, or if he still planned to do so. He did not dare look at his brother lest his eyes give away his thoughts.
“Morgellyn and Hilda are leaving today.”
“When should I leave?” Anson asked.
“When can you leave?”
Anson answered: “In the morning too.”
“Then let nothing hold you here,” Cedd said, spreading out his hands.
Anson nodded, thumped his chest and clicking his heels together, turned to leave.
“Brother,” Cedd called to him.
The bronze haired man turned to the King.
“I hated your mother,” the King said, simply. “I hated her, and I hated you. She would have taken my place, and so I told myself you would too.”
“I have ever been loyal to you.”
“Yes,” Cedd said. “Yes, I see that. And I ought to trust you.”
“But you cannot.”
Cedd said, “That is to my discredit and not yours. Still,” his brow furrowed, “for years we never saw one another, and it is probably best if we resume that habit.”
“Aye,” Anson nodded, his face expressionless as he bowed low and turned to leave the room
“Then you should leave as soon as possible,” Thano said. He was out of his robe in black snug trews and a fitted black shirt, a shard of silver in his left ear, and his green eyes glowing.
“Exactly,” Ash said. He made a gesture of warding over the door and waved his hand through the room before adding, “The King is in such a hurry to be rid of you for reasons I cannot guess. I do not imagine he has forgotten your father left you the most important part of the country next to Kingsboro, perhaps more important.”
“Ondres holds the sea and the mouth of the River Locryn,” Thano added. “It is the original capital. All the oppressed witches, all the oppressed people are fleeing there. It’s almost an alternate Westrial.”
“Or the perfect ground for a civil war,” Anson said.
Ash, who was sitting on the bed, looked up at Anson with a raised eyebrow.
“I am not starting a war,” Anson said, “I’m only noting how possible it would be, and hoping Cedd does not. That is why I spoke of heading north, and made no mention of going to the south.”
“Then let us not speak of it again,” Thano slid out of the windowseat, closing one of the shutters, “Not even with every wizardly ward we can raise.”
“I think,” Ash said, “you are forgetting something.”
Thano and Anson both turned to him, for it was not clear to whom he had been speaking.
“Or someone,” Ash said.
“Pol,” Ash elaborated to Anson. “Whatever else he was before, he is still one of your closest friends. Take him and whatever other friends of your heart will come.”
POL
Pol turned to open the curtain and let light in so he could find the oil, and so that he might look upon Austin’s face. He wanted to look over Austin’s white body, long and lightly muscled, to run his hands over his ample bottom, and watch his body as he made him moan. But then he got up long enough to shut the curtain because some things belonged to the dark. Growing things belonged to the dark and this, whatever it was, born out of lust and curiousity, turning into friendship, was growing.
When it was over, the two men lay on their stomachs and Pol said, “How was it?”
Austin did not speak at first, but then Pol hadn’t spoken right away either. It took a long time to form words from sensation. When Austin had gone on his hands and knees, his eyes had watered, and the dimness of night vision had gone even dimmer from the pain of Pol pressing inside of him, the burning of being entered. He had let his gasps of pain escape, and Pol had whispered, “Do you want me to stop?” But Austin had reached back, and cupped the firm round hills of Pol’s ass, so much firmer, more compact than his, and expertly pulled Pol back inside of him.
“It hurt like hell,” Austin said. “But when you were fucking me I didn’t want it to stop.
“Pol?”
“Yes, friend?”
“What is that song you always sing?”
“Song?”
“And seven came down! And seven came!”
“Oh, yes!” Pol said. “I think it’s about a battle from long ago. An old folk song.”
“Sing it for me.”
“Now?” Pol ran a hand over his face and narrowed his almond shaped eyes to show how tired he was.
“Please.”
Pol sat up, while he sand in a low voice, his long left hand massaged Austin’s thigh.
First was the mage
Who moved from age to age
And second was his hero strong
Third was the starry maid,
who lived in trees,
whose wood would never die
Seven came down
Oh, and seven came down
Four is for the lady who fits inside
men’s hands
Who gave up arms and legs to
be an arm again
And Seven came down
Oh, and seven came down
Five alive, the Great old Man,
the mighty Oaken Tree
Mighty rash, who bore the Ash,
and Ash and onto Thee
Seven came down
Oh, and seven came down
They say a man gave up his
land to be the Woman’s Key!
Oh! And Seven came down
Oh, and Seven came down!
Pol inside of him was the most feeling he’d ever had. It was the most intense thing he had ever known, save being inside of Pol, and feeling him react the same way, being deeper and deeper inside of him and watching the color drain from his face, feeling on the edge of everything, coming, exploding, his insides twisting, blacking out, feeling like he was dying.
“It still hurts,” Austin said. He clenched himself.
“I can still feel you inside of me,” Pol confided.
“I don’t want the hurt to stop,” Austin said. “I didn’t know something could be like this. If it felt good, it felt good. If it hurt then I didn’t want it. With you the pain is the pleasure. I will be in the great hall, beside my wife, watching the new King at table, watching the minstrels sing their songs, and I’ll still be throbbing, Pol, feeling you deep inside me.”
MORE AFTER THE WEEKEND. TOMORROW AFTERNOON: THE WICKED