Chapter 60 – Jack Gets Passionate and Tuck Is Perplexed
The alarm clock went off way too early the first morning of the new semester. My morning hardon was tightly up against Allen’s asshole. It felt so good there. I was half tempted to penetrate him and make love to him, but I was still somewhat spent from the all out passion Kevin and I shared in the shower the night before. I had to stop thinking about that or end up oozing pre-cum into my Allen’s hot asshole. Although some might think that embarrassing, I was sure he’d appreciate it nonetheless. Still we had to get ready for classes. Ravishing Allen would have to wait for another time, although looking at his hot ass was mighty tempting.
Allen finally stirred and wiggled his hot ass up against my hard cock. “Morning love. I see you still love me since your cock is hard and up against my asshole. What a way to wake up,” he said wiggling his ass up against my hard cock teasing me more. I started stroking his hardon and tickling his droopy balls since he was teasing me. It was starting to get interesting when we both finally realized we did really need to get up. We both peed together with our semi’s which wasn’t always easy to do, then climbed into the shower where I lathered him up good and inserted a finger into his hot little asshole between his oh so firm, hot little buns. He clenched his ass muscles on my finger giving me a little thrill. We were both hard as a rock when Kevin finally joined us after peeing through his hardon. There we were, three guys in the shower sporting wood. Allen went down on Kevin which almost took his breath away. Kevin remarked how great Allen was getting at sucking cock. Kevin said he had turned out to be a damned good little cocksucker. Allen guessed he should be proud of that label. I finally brought Allen up for air. Kevin even took a turn sucking on Allen and sucking on his small dangly balls. Allen seemed to enjoy that immensely. I finally had to bring Kevin up for air.
“Easy, boys. We have early classes this morning. We don’t want to get all horned up before we go to class. Got to take a raincheck on the cocksucking,” I said in jest to my two smiling guys. Eric finally made his way into the shower. Of course Allen had to get Eric boned up with his oral attention. Even Eric admitted Allen was getting damned good at sucking cock, although he could never admit he got sucked off by guys all the time in the showers to anyone. Still he liked it when it happened. We were all bent, but happy. We deeply cared about each other and the physical attention to each other felt great.
So it was an interesting day finding my way to new classes, listening to my new profs try to scare us with the work we would be doing during this semester, writing down all the so called requirements of the class, the text books, or on-line books we would need for our classes, the professors expectations, the lab work we would do and when papers we had to prepare would be due. Also we were given schedules of the larger tests we would have to take, and of course, the infamous syllabus. Most of the classes were less than the allotted time, dismissing us after we were shocked with all the information we were given. I guess the profs and TA’s thought they had shocked us enough. I had one TA in my beginning accounting class that was rather hot, and I made a mental note to study him further. Our eyes met as he was handing out the syllabus, which by now was mostly on-line, however, this professor was old school and wanted to give us a hard copy. His TA was definitely a hottie in my opinion and I was starting to look forward to the labs for Accounting 101. He was not your typical accountant by any means. I mean this guy actually had a personality and even smiled. His behavior was way different from the typical stereotype accountant one generally thinks of with glasses, no personality and a very serious attitude, i.e. your typical book warmish type person that just loves numbers, but does not want to be bothered by people. This guy was outgoing, smiled, kidded around and basically was a guy you thought you would really like to hang out with. He was about five 5’-10” tall, thin, but not too thin, looked fairly athletic, around 160, I guessed, with nice pecs showing through his polo shirt he was wearing, showing off the goods, I had to think as his nipple tips were poking at his shirt. He was a wavy haired blond, blue-eyed hot looking guy in all. As he handed me my syllabus, I didn’t detect much hair on his arms which led me to believe he was fairly hairless except for hopefully, the obvious parts that were unseen. His trousers were showing a decent bulge there. I tried my darndest to catch an outline of his cock as he stood in various positions, but no cock head outline was revealed. I tried to think of what kind of underwear he was wearing, what his ass crack might look like and if he had any hair around his asshole or if he really was fairly hairless except for pubes and underarm hair. I wondered what type of athletic activity he was into. He was possibly a runner with some upper body workouts. One could only imagine. I had him naked in my mind, getting hard imagining what it would be like to have sex with him. That thought gave me a boner. I wasn’t sure if he noticed it or not when he handed me my syllabus, but it was there to my embarrassment, which may have been the reason he smiled so nicely at me. Okay, I had to slap myself back to reality. He did tell us if we needed any additional help with any of the class information or the material we would study, to call him at his personal number and he’d try to help us. I guessed he was a graduate student working on his MBA or his CPA certificate. His name was Kenneth Smythe. I thought that was a rather distinguished name and I began to wonder about its origin. That wonderment was cut short when I began to wonder how he was hung, which painted a more remarkable picture in my brain than his origin. I began to think I was really going to enjoy accounting. This was the lecture part of the class today, but I would be in the lab part 3 days a week with Kenneth. Some of the other 100 students would be in one of the other labs with other TA’s. Kenneth was definitely the hottie of the TA’s. He was probably engaged or something, but he was definitely a contender for gay lust as far as I was concerned.
We were finally dismissed, and I had a couple of hours to kill back at the dorm until my next class. I headed back to the dorm, but not without one last glance at Kenneth to permanently seal his hot image in my brain. He caught my glance and smiled at me once more. I did a kind of stupid thing and kind of waved to him which made him smile even more. How dumb was that? Who gives a TA he doesn’t even know a little wave as he leaves the classroom. I was a total dork for that move. At least the guy would not forget me, that was for sure, but for all the wrong reasons. I was going to be his class idiot the way I presented myself. Stupid me!
When I arrived at the dorm, I was by myself at the moment. I heard Kevin and Eric next door, or at least one of them just used the bathroom. I headed into their room to see how their morning had gone so far. Kevin was all smiles when he saw me. Eric didn’t get the glance we gave each other, but had learned not to pay too much attention to our bantering anyway anymore. He was in love with his girl and mostly ignored our gay innuendoes Kevin and I threw at each other.
“Hey, I didn’t get my hug when you got back yesterday,” I said as I went over and hugged Eric, which made him smile as he did enjoy my hugs. I got a nice hug back and a pinch on the ass which I did enjoy.
“I heard you did great these last few days trying to get your new bar opened. I think it’s amazing what you guys have done. It has to be a success, Josh. Hell, you’ll be the main attraction, you and the boys. Maddy and I will have to come and check it out, if you can guarantee my safety there.”
“Hell, Eric, you’re so hot all the boys will be hitting on you. I’ll have to get you in a thong and have you strut your stuff on stage shaking it at the boys and making tons of money doing it,” I said and laughed.
“That will be the day. If I ever do anything like that, you know I have gone over the edge and that will be your fault. I get enough razzing from you and Kevin, I don’t need it professionally. Besides, all the gay guys will know I’m straight anyway and then they won’t like me,” Eric said thinking gay guys didn’t necessarily like straight guys.
“Eric, you know that’s not true. Gay guys love straight guys doing gay things. It makes them think there’s hope to bed a straight guy, which in their mind, is hotter than bedding a gay guy. Every gay guy dreams of breaking in a straight guy. It’s the greatest accomplishment a gay guy can achieve almost. We have a couple of straight guys dancing for us at the bar. They did it on a bet from their girlfriends, but I know they had fun at the audition and will have a blast teasing all the gay guys next week who’ll pack the bar to see them. It’s a major turn on for them to be fantasized by all the guys and make money doing it. They’re big cockteasers and they know it.”
“Man, I can’t imagine doing something like that, but you might be right. Some guys like that kind of attention, I guess. Kind of like achieving celebrity status of some sort,” he said.
“Just think of it, Eric. They are on posters, practically stars, adored by their fans, entertaining like crazy, achieving practically rock star status in the gay world, signing autographs, selling their thongs to guys they could care less about. Tell me that’s not a turn on. I think they may have some trouble with the girlfriends that put them up to it once they receive the recognition and extreme attention the guys will give them. Wouldn’t surprise me if the girlfriends get a little jealous and the boys dive a little deeper into the gay culture. Hell, we might even have a couple of converts,” I said, causing Kevin to roll his eyes and chuckle.
“We could only hope,” Kevin said.
“Have any hot guys in your classes this morning, Kev?” I asked with great curiosity.
“There’s a couple I noticed,” he replied. “What about you?”
“I think I’m in love with my TA in accounting. He’s definitely hot and he smiled at me. I think I may have had a hardon when he smiled at me, which might be a little embarrassing just getting to know him and all,” I confessed.
“Josh, you crazy bastard. What caused the hardon?” he asked. “Never mind, Eric and I don’t need to know.” Eric shook his head he didn’t really want to know.
“I had a hot woman TA in one of my classes this morning. When she bent down, you got to see a lot of cleavage. She definitely had some nice knockers,” Eric said trying to change the subject.
“Ooo, gross. I guess every hot blooded hot stud in the class will be chasing that one. You should have shown her a stiffy, which may have caught her attention seeing that big bologna of yours. That might have got her hot pussy a little wet. Too bad the guys never get to see evidence of a pussy getting wet with all the crap they stuff up their twats. Hell, when we spot pre-cum, it shows through our jeans and all. Kind of hard to stop that from showing. I guess I’ll have to wear a bandaid over the tip of my cock to shield my pre-cum from now on,” I suggested.
“Josh, you idiot. The best thing to do is not get excited when you’re in public that way. That should be for more of an intimate moment with someone and not in a public setting,” Kevin said somewhat scolding.
“Hey when you see someone hot and you start thinking about it, it just kind of happens. It’s hard to keep it from happening. At least in my pants anyway,” I offered causing both Kevin and Eric to shake their heads at me.
“Enough, enough. Let’s go catch lunch. See if Allen is back and let’s go eat. Hopefully, you won’t see anyone in the cafeteria that will excite you in the penile department,” Eric said. “I don’t want to eat my lunch looking at a wet spot on your jeans. Gross me out.”
Allen had just arrived as we went to grab him for lunch. Allen was all excited about a guy he had sat next to in one of his classes. He was telling me all about the guy and how hot he was. He wasn’t sure if he was gay or not, but he thought he was a cool guy anyway. I told him all of us had many friends and not to label them as far as sexual orientation goes. Just enjoy friendship if you could. Allen said he would, but if something happened otherwise, he was sure he’d enjoy it. I just rubbed him on his head and told him he had become a
Real Cock hound, but I was proud of him.
The last two classes of the day were similar to the first. I didn’t see any real cause for concern education wise. I still got a pain in my gut when I had a brief moment to think about Andy and Ashton together. I tried to convince myself nothing would change and the love we had between us would endure anything. I wasn’t sure what I would say to him when I saw him later at swim practice. I couldn’t ask him if he had sex with Ashton last night even though I was sure they did. After all, he never asked me each day if I had sex with anyone the previous night. I was grateful for that as I wouldn’t lie to him. I really did want to know or did I want to know? I guess I was better not knowing which is probably the position he took not asking me. He probably thought he was better off not knowing who all I was having sex with including Allen and OBB which just kind of happened more frequently than it probably should have. But, Andy was involved with them also. Jake might have caused him some grief. Andy couldn’t help but notice the intense feelings Jake had for me, although I dismissed them as un-concerning. Andy knew the intense feelings he had for me and he saw those same feelings from Jake. Jake would die if he felt he had driven Andy away from me. I wasn’t sure how I was going to handle telling him what happened. I guess I wouldn’t really have to let Jake know how much it hurt me, otherwise he would feel guilty about the whole thing and accept the blame. I didn’t want that to happen. The best approach, I concluded, was to act if Andy’s and my relationship hadn’t changed at all. According to Andy our relationship hadn’t changed, but I couldn’t stop thinking it had. Love was complicated.
Swim practice arrived and Allen and I went to the natatorium together as we always had. Andy was there looking chipper as ever. He gave me a kiss and Allen too when we stripped off to change. I took a quick look at his cock to see if it looked like he had had any recent action in that department. I didn’t notice anything other than he was still my hot little Andy when it came to his nakedness around me. OBB and Allen headed off to their dive squad and Andy and I to our squads.
“So how was the first night in your new digs?” I asked.
“Great, Josh. Ashton and I talked for quite a while last night about the bar and the planning. He’s worried about getting everything perfect for the opening. He doesn’t want to disappoint you and me in any way,” Andy said.
“Hey, Andy, there’s bound to be some hiccups before and during the opening, but that’s to be expected. As hard as we all have worked on this thing, we all know we’ve done the best we could do. I think it’s going to be a winner no matter what mistakes happen during the opening. I just hope we can keep all the dancers junk in their little thongs so we don’t lose our liquor license. That’s what worries me,” I said, enjoying the fact we were talking constructively about our favorite subject. Andy laughed.
“You and Jake will have to attend to that one. It was great you and Jake helped Parker out with the bartending as busy as it got. At least we know you guys can pitch hit if we need it.”
“It was actually kind of fun, having the customers flirt with you and all. Made me feel kind of important even. The more your flirt with them, the better the tips get. It’s amazing the way that works. If I play my cards right, I could make a small fortune in tips for us. At least that would give us all some extra income we hadn’t counted on.” I said somewhat excited about the extra income.
“We can use all we can get at this point. And you are the king at flirting, no doubt about that. Just don’t let one of those hot guys steal your heart away from me, you hear?”
Wow, he was making reference to our love. Maybe I was way over reacting. My mind was torn, but I liked what I heard anyway. “You’re safe right here,” I said as I patted my heart and Andy gave me a sideways bro hug. We rounded a little alcove that we often stole a kiss in quickly before practice. Andy pulled me in there and kissed me affectionately. Gave me tears.
“You okay, Josh? Ashton and I were worried about you. He said maybe rooming together may not have been a good idea if it created any concern from you in anyway. He actually said he had never had such wonderful friends and so much fun with them in so many ways. He loves us all, including Jake who has shown us all his love also. He would never want to create any problems in our tight little loving group, and he hoped by asking me to room with him, he hadn’t done that. He’s really concerned about you, Josh,” Andy said as sincerely as he could, and I believed him because I loved him so damned much. I hugged him tightly sobbing like a baby. He held me just as tight.
“Andy, I love you so much. I was being stupid thinking I might have lost you, and it was killing me to think that even though I know your heart and I thought I knew Ashton’s. He’s a great guy and you deserve to room with a great friend. I don’t care what you two do together as long as you still love me. I couldn’t bear the thought of losing you, Andy. I just love you too much,” I said still holding onto him as tightly as I could.
“Josh, I’ll never stop loving you. Ashton and I thought it best not to have sex together unless we were in our group together and then whatever happens, just happens together like it has been. He’s not in love with me. He loves me as his friend as he does you and even Jake. He knows how I feel about you, and you feel about me. He would never do anything to hurt that relationship, nor would I ever let him, Josh. I love you. You are the love of my life, Josh. That’s never going to change until you send me away. You need to know and believe that.” We were still locked in each other’s arms our junk tightly up against each other. If I could have taken him there at that moment, I would have, even with an audience, I just loved him so much.
“I’m fine, Andy. I’m fine with everything. And if you and Ashton happen to have some sort of recreational sex, you know getting prepared for a big weekend with the four of us, I am okay with that also. It’s bound to happen, but I’m okay with it because I know how much you truly love me.” Andy pinched my buns and let me go, saying I was the only one truly in his heart.
We got close to the pool and I dove in hoping to remove any evidence from my eyes I had been sobbing. I finally emerged as Dawson walked by looking at me kind of funny then saying it looked like I was really anxious to get started since I was in the pool already, and, usually, he had to almost throw me in to get me started. Then he asked what the matter was with my eyes, which kind of shocked me. I told him the chlorine was bothering me today and maybe they ought to cut down on the amount they were using in the pool. Then he said if the gay boys would quit fucking in it and jizzing in the water, maybe they could reduce the chlorine a little. I asked him if that was where he wanted me to fuck him once I won the state title. He waved his hand at me in disgust and walked off. Andy just told me I was impossible, but that was what he loved about me. He made me smile once more.
Actually my times were really good this afternoon bumping up against my record. The hectic activity and nervousness with the bar had not affected my speeds at all. All the weight and track training I had done was paying off. James would be so proud of me. Thinking of James, I needed to thank him again for all his help in a way he could really appreciate I thought. That meant another hot session with him in the near future, something I always enjoyed. Drew came walking by wiggling his ass at me as he stopped to give me more encouragement about my times. He told me he was getting needy again and we needed to schedule another session in the inventory closet. I told him the next time we did that, Jack, Andy and I were all going to fuck him. He had to take three of us, one at a time. His eyes got real big as he imagined the hot fuck his ass would get. I told him he was about to get the ride of his life, and he’d better enjoy it. The boy actually got a boner hearing this from me. I told him he needed to sit down somewhere if he didn’t want to advertise his hardon to the whole team. He quickly took off keeping his ass pointed towards all the team members around the pool, not wishing to show off his prowess from having talked to me. A couple of the other distance swimmers and myself were talking when Jack came by and motioned for me to step over to talk to him. He said he had contacted the two hayseeds Andy, Ashton and I had met on the bus, Marty and Tommy, and they were coming over tomorrow night to meet with him and Ted.
“I asked Ted if he wanted to experiment a little with some strange ass or cock from a couple of guys you had met and said they might be decent, seemingly decent farm boys that like a little male to male action from time to time. Ted told me he thought that might be kind of interesting anyway. I told Ted he could take Marty’s big dick or he could fuck Tommy, it was his choice. Ted told me he’d check them out when they got there and maybe we could do both. Knowing how much Ted likes a dick up his ass, I kind of thought he might like to try out Marty, but we’ll see. You said Tommy was small, but had a hot little ass that could take a big cock. I thought I’d try that little hottie out on the end of my dick to see how nice that might be. I thought I would mention that to you in case you wanted to stop by tomorrow night at Ted’s room and join in the fun. I wouldn’t want you to miss out on some hot action you helped to put together,” Jack said smiling ear to ear.
“I thought you and Ted were becoming a thing and now you’re inviting strange dick and ass into your bed. What gives, Ted?”
“Well, you know, you find yourself getting comfortable with someone, but you don’t want it to get old, so you find ways to liven up the action a little. I gotta admit, Josh, that last session with you still makes my cock rock hard every time I think about it. I mean you are the most passionate guy I’ve ever been with in my life. Ted is decently passionate, and I find myself loving him more and more each day, but I kind of need that real thrill once in a while that only someone like you can give a guy like me. Maybe these guys can give both Ted and I a little spark. I guarantee they could if you’d jump in the mix there, buddy. Although I’d rather just have a session with you alone, having you there with others is better than not having you at all,” Jack said trying to persuade me to join in the fun.
“I don’t know. I was more or less helping you the last time we got together. You needed to know what passion was, and we certainly tried to recreate it. It worked. There was real passion there, Jack. It only comes from the heart. You have it, it’s just hard to find sometimes because your cock is more in control than your heart. You’ve shown Ted your heart, and he understands it. It’s meaningful to him. You have his heart. Just be careful you don’t blow the one chance you have at happiness with someone you truly care about,” I warned him.
“That’s why I thought if you joined us, it would be more of a fuckfest and not a lovefest. We don’t want anything serious, just a chance to try out some new cock and some new ass. No one is falling in love tomorrow night. At least I’m not planning on it anyway. I don’t think those guys are really wanting a relationship. Ted and I are comfortable with ours, as long as you fuck me once in a while and maybe Ted. He loves your cock, Josh. I mean he really loves your cock. He loves mine, but he really loves yours too. It’s that passion thing you give someone on the end of your dick. I just give guys a load of my cum, but you give guys passion and make them feel heat in their balls, wanting to explode their passion all over the sheets. I just can’t put my finger on it to duplicate what you do to me. I mean you and I are there with each other when we fuck. It’s totally mind blowing to me anyway. I really can’t get over it. It’s just not the same with other guys, Josh. Hey, don’t get me wrong, fucking is still my greatest recreational sport, and even when it’s not the best, it’s still pretty damned hot, but with you, wow, I mean you rock someone’s world, dude.”
“Jack, you’re fantasizing again. I have a cock and balls just like you. There’s no magic to any of this. It’s just that I have feelings during the process for the other person for the most part. There are a few I’ve been with where that wasn’t so, but if you really connect with someone, it’s hard for the act not to be meaningful. You just have to let your heart and mind connect, and not just that hot cock of yours. Give of yourself a little, sense what the other person is feeling and help them to share that feeling with you so you both hit that peak of the mountain together.” Jack was bone hard listening to me talk about an act of love or just sex. It could be one or the other or both. To him it was just mainly sex, unless I made him see passion in the act. I could do that with him. Hell, he could do it also, but he had a hard time initiating it on his own. I had to think about what I needed to do to get him to really feel what he was doing, and not just do the act to get his rocks off. Even with strangers, while more difficult, it was still possible to do if you really got them into it. Jack was still a little short sighted in that area, but he had improved dramatically since I had met him. He, at least, had some deep feelings and caring for Ted now, which he thought would never happen.
“Josh, come up tomorrow night and see if you can show me how to connect. I know I’ve done that with you. Fuck, I fell in love with you the first time we were together. I knew you were too good to be true. I never fell in love with anyone before then, but you were special. You made me feel things, sense things, that I never felt before. I could look at you with your clothes on and get hard, knowing how hot you were underneath all that garb. More than that, I knew how hot you were as a person that cared about your friends. You love Andy, which I totally never understood what love was all about. Guys were just beautiful specimens to horn you up until you relieved yourself by fucking them. You put emotion into all that and made me sense some sort of need to be with someone that cared about me and could possibly love me, if I really knew what that was. Because of you, I sense some of that now. Don’t get me wrong, I have a long ways to go, but I need what you give me in my life. That unjudging friendship and caring, the willingness to understand and help me, and, yes, the intense feelings your body gives mine when we really connect. I have never connected with anyone in my life, Josh, like you. I swear you blow my balls off, buddy.” I had to laugh a little at that. The boy was still bone hard and tenting noticeably. I had to stand between him and others to keep the rest of anyone around us from seeing this embarrassing sight.
“Jack, you need to get control over your cock right now. I do love you as my friend, and I will always help you in your endeavors to find love and happiness, but right now talking to me with your cock sticking out between us is not going to help either one of our reputations,” Jack looked down to see his prowess stretching his trucks noticeably. Hell it had to hurt, was all I could think about. I was trying to hide that from anyone else, but sooner or later one of us was going to have to leave, and then it would not be a pretty sight. “I’ll stop by tomorrow if I can, but I’m not sure I want in on your little foursome. It might be kind of neat to see Marty and Tommy in action. I heard Tommy can cum like a fountain so you might want to use plastic sheets. Too bad we have community showers at the frat and not the ones we have in the dorm. Otherwise it would be best to fuck him in the shower. I don’t think you and Ted want the rest of the frat brothers to see you fucking some kid in the showers. Your status as a pledge might get revoked for that one.”
“Thanks, Josh. I know we can have fun. Hell, it would be great just to kiss you. I haven’t been able to do that since the last time we kind of got together,” he said somewhat embarrassed.
“Get your cock under control, buddy.” I reached down and pulled hard on his balls almost bringing him to his knees. His hardon subsided rather quickly after that act. “I didn’t want to hurt you, but you needed to get rid of that boner,” I said grinning.
“Shit, Josh. You almost got rid of my balls on that one. Fuck the boner. That was painful, man,” he said grimacing.
“Yeh, but it worked. Look. No more hardon. See how easy that was,” I said kind of chuckling. “Now you won’t be embarrassed walking around here with the rest of the half-naked guys. We don’t want to get a reputation now do we?”
“Man, that sucks, but you’re right. I hope I didn’t embarrass either of us, but I can’t help what you do to me. I mean I really get lost in you sometimes. You’re the greatest friend a guy could ever have. I truly think I do love you, Josh,” he said staring at me sincerely. “I mean I love you as my true friend, although it could be deeper than that if you’d ever let that happen.”
“Jack, I think you won’t be satisfied until you love every hot guy out there, but that’s okay as long as you get out of it what you need, I guess. Still you are my friend and I care deeply about you. I’ll help you however I can, but we’re never going to be a couple, and I think you know that. Keep working on Ted. Learn to really care about him as I think he truly cares about you. That’s worth a million Martys and Tommys out there.”
“I’d hug you and kiss you right now if I could. I want you to know that,” he said looking me in the eyes.
“And I would you too, Jack, if it were the right place. You know that, buddy. Now go back to being horny Jack. You got too serious today, buddy. I need you as my horny friend Jack right now, orange bush and all,” I said slapping him on the back and walking back towards the pool again.
Drew stopped us before we got to the pool. “I got the closet for a few minutes. I need you guys terribly,” he pleaded. Jack looked at me kind of funny.
“Don’t look at me, Jack, I think he needs you this time,” I said looking around for Andy. Dawson was drilling the hell out of the relay team so Andy was tied up and not paying attention to our squad at all. Jack, Drew and I slipped into the inventory closet after Drew unlocked it with the key. No one saw us go in. I pulled his trucks off his hot ass freeing his hard cock as I did. His cock flung up, unleased by the removal of his trunks. Jack slid his off also. I dropped mine to my knees. The sight of Jack’s orange bush was enough to get me hard. Jack neglected Drew and pulled me to him kissing me passionately making him rock hard in an instant, our hard cocks pressed tightly up against each other sending us to another place. We were really getting into the kissing when Drew reminded us it was his ass that needed attention and not our mouths.
“Why do gay guys always have to kiss and seem to get off more doing that than fucking for shit’s sake. It’s fucking that gets a guy off, shooting a load, not kissing. I’ll never understand that,” he muttered totally frustrated with his back on the small sorting table in the middle of the room, his legs in the air ready and needy for a penetration.
“You do the honors, brother,” I said to Jack as he leaned down to slick up Drew’s asshole. Drew was squirming all over the little table. I pushed my hard cock down to his lips.
“Fuck, Josh, get your cock out of my face. You know I don’t like that oral thing you gay guys like. I don’t like sucking cock. I need you to fuck me. No one does it like you. I mean I like Jack’s cock in my ass, but I love yours,” he whined.
“It’s Jack’s cock or none today, Drew. I swear he is just as good as I am if not better. And you better lick and suck on my cock if you ever want to see it in your ass again. You can’t play gay and straight at the same time. You are either all in, or we are all out. Make up your mind,” I said dictating terms. Immediately, I felt the warmth of Drew’s lips on my cock while he made the strangest face, which became more a face of great satisfaction as Jack’s sheathed, lubed, hard throbbing cock penetrated his ass. All of a sudden Drew became a rather great cock sucker. I knew he had it in him. I stuffed my balls in his face and made him lick them. His tongue was all over my nice smooth balls causing my cock to leak. I chuckled to myself, as I watched my pre-cum ooze from my piss slit and down onto his lips where his tongue smeared it on my balls. That only made me leak worse. Jack motioned for me to move my cock for a moment and he leaned in and kissed Drew passionately. Drew fought that at the onset, but quickly relented and eagerly embraced it. The boy had become a passionate dynamo all of a sudden. It’s amazing what a big cock in a straight boy’s ass can make him do. I swear we were winning him over. Jack was pumping his ass harder and sucking on Drew’s lips and tongue. Drew was fighting back with his tongue. The two were really into it to my surprise. If I remembered correctly Jack barely got involved the last time Drew needed a cock up his ass. He was rather lost in his own concerns that time and really didn’t get into the Drew fuck, as most of us really didn’t. We considered it more a pity fuck for a friend, not really getting into it ourselves. But Drew always did. Now Drew was needy, kissing, squirming, pushing hard against Jack’s cock, buried deep inside him, needing Jack in the worst way to fuck his brains out. Jack was all over the guy, as if it was the last time he would ever make love to the guy he loved most in this world. I was totally amazed at my friend, who suddenly developed a sense of passion for an otherwise somewhat irritating guy. I found myself really horned up watching with my rock hard cock in my hand, pleasuring myself, as I observed some intense male passion right before my eyes. I started stroking Drew’s hard cock as Jack pounded his ass hard, trying to fuck Drew’s seed out of his cock and relive himself of his own. Jack came off Drew’s lips and motioned for me to kiss him as he pounded Drew’s ass harder and harder. I got on the table and straddled Drew with my balls on his lips telling him to lick my balls as I kissed Jack passionately. I stroked Drew harder as he shook violently then blew his load all over the place in the most intense orgasm I had ever seen him have. The boy wouldn’t stop cumming. Drew hollered for Jack to keep fucking him. He needed more, even though his immense load was all over his chest with some of it on my chest. I jumped off the table and kissed Jack harder as he pulled out, moved up to Drew’s head and forced Drew to take his large load in his mouth. Drew never protested, but sucked Jack for all he could, wanting the last drop of his seed from Jack’s balls. Jack then scooped up some of Drew’s cum and fed it to him. The boy licked it up and swallowed it like it was candy. I shook my head in amazement. They looked at me for where I was going to unload. I had completely forgotten about my horniness at the time and really didn’t need to cum. I just put up my hands in the air and said ‘I’m good’. Jack looked at me bewildered.
“Hey, I just witnessed two hot guys have passionate sex with each other, both doing things they never thought they could do. That was fantastic, guys. You don’t need any contribution from me. You did it all, and did it well. I couldn’t have made it any better. That was totally hot,” I said totally amazed at how passionately the two made love. I wasn’t sure if it was my talk with Jack, that horned him up so much, he unleashed all his pent up passion on Drew or what. Drew sensed the passion, and surrendered to it to have the orgasm of his life. I wasn’t sure if he wasn’t a changed man at this point, or if he would drift back to his hetero side. The boy was definitely not straight after what I just witnessed. Jack came up to me and kissed me passionately again, his cum leaking cock dripping on my leg, getting me sticky. I didn’t care, I loved my friend and was loving him even more for the passionate guy he was becoming. I guess I did have some influence over him after all. I bent down and sucked the last stickiness from his cock and shared it with him with a kiss. Then I kissed Drew passionately, for which he returned my passion. We found some paper towels and cleaned up our boy. I sucked his cock clean for him, for which he was grateful. We pulled our trunks back over our limp, but somewhat swollen, cocks, putting up a nice hot front from all three of us as we checked to see if anyone would see us leaving the closet. The coast was clear. Drew went one way and Jack and I walked back to the pool area. Dawson was still drilling the relay team hard. He had a bug up his ass for some reason today it seemed. Must not have got much pussy over the long weekend was all I could think of. He’d have more than a bug up his ass in a couple of months when I put my cock up his ass to celebrate my win and new state record. That gave my cock a little thrill thinking about Dawson’s hot virgin ass. I wondered if his thick cock would be hard when I fucked him. What a thought.
Slapping Jack on the back, I told him I was proud of him. “I knew you had it in you, Jack. All that passion wanted to come out and it did. I never expected it to be with Drew, but you definitely had it. It was so real he embraced it and ran with it. I think the boy might be in love with you now, as intense an orgasm as you gave him,” I said smiling.
“You think. Surely not Drew. I don’t know what came over me, Josh. It was like it was with you or something. I got lost in the act and in Drew of all people. I don’t get that, but I have to admit, it was pretty damned hot, and there really isn’t anything that turns me on about Drew. Today, though, it was like it was just he and I for some reason. We really made love,” he said somewhat surprised by what happened.
“You made love all right and gave him a belly full of your cum, which normally would never have happened. Drew boy was really into your cock today though. I really think you changed him, Jack. Time will tell, but that boy has a whole new perspective on male intimacy he never had before. He may dip his willie in pussy, but he’s kidding himself if he doesn’t think he likes cock, and almost everything about it, at this point. If we’d had a little more time, I’d think I could have had his tongue up my ass, as horned up as that boy was. No straight guy would ever do anything like that,” I chuckled at the thought of what we got away with and what Drew accepted and actually enjoyed today.
“It’s all you, Josh. You taught me and helped me to see everything. I think I can be a better lover to Ted now. I saw what you’ve been trying to tell me. I got bits and pieces, but today it all came together, like you’ve been trying to tell me. We won’t tell Ted about this, as I want to see if I can experience passion with him the way I was able to experience it with Drew,” he said excitedly.
“Don’t worry, Jack. If you could do that with Drew, who was desperately holding out relinquishing his man card, you’re already there with Ted. He loves you already so you don’t have to worry about him.”
“You think, Josh. Damn, I hope you’re right. I can’t wait to fuck Ted tonight. It’s going to be fantastic. I hope I can do it right,” he said with great hope.
“Hey, you’re the passion machine now, dude. Show them all that passion you’ve been hiding inside. Give Ted the thrill of his life. I’m sure you’ll blow Marty and Tommy away also.”
“Hey, you still have to help me out with those two, and Ted a little, getting into that scene. I’m not sure I’m that good at all this yet.” I slapped him on the back again showing my vote of confidence. Jack was a very excited and happy guy at the moment.
Dawson finally dismissed the relay team and Andy came running over to Jack and I. “What a prick that guy was today, Josh. He had a bug up his ass about something. He sure took it out on us for some reason. He didn’t rag on you guys today,” he said wondering why he took his wrath out on them.
“That’s because we hit some good numbers today. Numbers that win state championships. He doesn’t want to fuck that up. I might have set him off when I mentioned the ass fucking he was going to get if I won, and I will win. He knows that now, and it might be getting to him,” I said as Jack and Andy smiled.
“Yeh, well I wish today was the day, as I’d like to see your cock up his ass and him squealing like a pig at the end of your dick,” Andy said as we all laughed. We knew we only had a few weeks before the conference matches would start, and Dawson was worried about our performance. I knew it wasn’t my comment that upset him, but rather the team’s performance in the upcoming conference matches. We had a non-conference match in a couple of weeks and Dawson wanted to be ready.
Andy and I headed to the showers where Jack joined us. Jack’s cock was hanging limp, but still somewhat enlarged from its intense orgasm some few minutes before. Actually it looked rather hot on him with his orange pubes and all. He looked like he had an ever larger cock than he already had. I noticed Drew showering off down the line a little, washing his ass, cock, balls and chest thoroughly. Imagine that, I thought. He had the biggest smile on his face as he passed by Andy, Jack and me on his way out of the shower area. Andy gave me a peculiar look. I gave him an ‘I’m innocent’ look back. After leaving Jack, I told Andy about the fucking Jack gave Drew and how I was almost certain, Drew was changing. Andy didn’t believe that could happen. I asked Andy if he thought maybe Drew didn’t really realize he was gay and that he was just trying to be normal. Andy dismissed my theory, somewhat questioning whether a gay guy could really enjoy sticking his cock in a sticky, fish smelling pussy. He had me there. If he wore a condom, it might not be so bad, I told Andy. Andy rolled his eyes and asked who could really put up with their personality anyway. That was more believable considering what Tuck was going through. Still I had had some decent girlfriends at different times and had explored, though very protected, the finer points of a female’s sexual organs. It was okay, but nowhere near the intensity of a male’s. I guess if you didn’t know, you didn’t know, and ultimately found out through experience. Was it Drew’s anal experiences that led him to enjoy male intimacy? I intended to have a talk with the boy sometime to explore this a little further. Andy told me I should leave that subject alone with Drew. Still my curiosity was bugging me.
Leaving the natatorium, Andy now had to go a different way to his and Ashton’s room so we didn’t get to walk back to the dorm together anymore. The reality of him being somewhere else, with someone else, kicked me in the gut one more time, only not as intensely as it had before. Our heartfelt talk before swim practice had done wonders to sooth my concern a little and reinforce the fact he truly did love me, but still there was that small concern there and the change in our intimate moments together. Walking back to the dorm alone, when I had done that everyday with him before, was a change I didn’t like. I was going to have to hook up with OBB and Allen for that trip in the future, I thought to myself.
After dinner, and some brief kissing and fondling with OBB and Allen, Eric and I set out for the frat. I was dying to hear how Tuck made out with his emergency trip to Washington and what state of life he was left after that trip. In my gut, I was worried, but I trusted him to be strong and take a stance. Eric wished me luck with Tuck this evening. We didn’t really have anything to study tonight, but we did have some reading to do before the next classes. The profs were not shy with handing out reading assignments on the first day of classes, that was for sure.
Tuck was missing as usual when I arrived, and I quickly discarded my clothes down to my CK boxer briefs with the contoured pouch. Tuck arrived shortly thereafter adorned only with his boxers, a solid green color for a change. I congratulated him for his choice in under attire, having noted he had graduated from Geranimals to something more mature. He laughed, then picked me up off my feet and hugged me tightly, telling me how much he had missed me for the past few days.
“So how is the state of the world according to Tuck these days?” I asked, hoping he would spill his guts. Tuck released me to my chair then sat on his across from me.
“It wasn’t a pretty sight. Julie and I argued most of the flight to DC,” he said. “We couldn’t see eye to eye on anything. I tried to reason with her, Josh. I asked her straight out what she thought a marriage would be like with two people that really didn’t love each other and had a hard time even being in the same room with each other anymore. You know what she said?” he asked as I waited with great curiosity for the answer. “She said it would be like a marriage our parents and all their friends had, like that was something special or something. She said everything functioned nicely she thought, even though there wasn’t any great affection going on in either household. Marriage was a convenience and household function well. Any excitement could still be had, but had to be discreet and away from the household, and not attract any attention to the media. There were actual assistants that could handle such arrangements if a person was so inclined. Julie actually said her mother was well taken care of by a really young hot guy, several actually, as part of an arrangement of men who took care of older women. Julie said the fees were kind of steep, but well worth it. Can you imagine that? I told her I believed that love should be the center of a relationship and family. Through love, there would be strength in a relationship and children would be raised in a loving household teaching them the value of love and family. Julie actually laughed at me and wanted to know if I still believed in Santa Claus and the Easter bunny. I told her I gave up Bugs years ago, but Santa was still revered in my heart. She almost choked and said how naive I was. She said arranged marriages were so much more efficient and created proper breeding for the powerful families to remain powerful. Love, family was all a myth and rarely came into being. Josh, I really wanted to slap her. Then she had the balls to tell me I needed to get with the program. She didn’t care who I screwed, females, males, animals, whatever as long as we got married. Fidelity was not a concern of hers. I had to be available for breeding though when necessary. I just about shit, Josh. What planet did this bitch fall off of? After that, I just ignored her the rest of the trip.”
“So how did it go with your mother and father once you got home?” I asked hoping he was able to persuade them his happiness was second to none as far as anything else was concerned.
“Mother and Father had a private chat with me when I arrived as did her mother and father with her. That amounted to a bunch of bullshit about needing to bury the hatchet and get on with the relationship as we had business to attend to when I finally got out of school. First the two of us needed to get married with one hell of an expensive wedding where the entire ‘A’ list in Washington would be invited, and probably held at the National Cathedral there, then I would need to go to grad school, mainly the Wharton School of Business in Philadelphia. I would need to join Dad’s firm shortly thereafter and then start a family so we had heirs to the fortune he had built and sustain the family fortune and power. Dad seems to think of himself as another Rockefeller or Carnegie. These people live in a delusional world, Josh. Nothing is real to them. I don’t think I’m even real to them. Unfortunately for my parents, I am the only heir they have and not wanting to play their game. I’m sure if I had a brother or sister they would have received the family attention, and I’d be written off in a heartbeat for my radical ideals, the belief in love. How corny could actual love be when power and money were at stake? My father actually asked me that question. I told him I thought he was delusional. He just shook his head at me and wondered how his cock could have spit out the seed that made me. Then he wondered if I was a product of my mother’s infidelity, like the real son of a mailman or something. I told him, based on his actions and behavior, I hoped I had been. Then he stormed out of the room. My mother said, although somewhat insulted by his accusations, I was really his child. I just glared at her like why did you even have to say that. The whole thing was bizarre, Josh. Totally unreal. I couldn’t believe what my ears were hearing. They don’t live in a real world or I don’t live there. One of the two anyway,” he said putting his head in his hands as he shook his head in disgust. I got up and pulled him to the bed where I could sit beside him and hold him as the conversation was obviously painful for him, and he needed to know someone in this world did truly love him.
After sitting beside him, he hugged me tight and cried like a baby. I held his head against mine and told him how much I loved him. He seemed so lost in a world he totally did not understand. He finally got some of his pain out of him and settled down a little. I wiped the tears from his red eyes and kissed him on the forehead.
“Tuck, as painful as it is, you have to get it all out. Let your emotions go. It’s just you and I here tonight talking, two people that truly love each other for ourselves, our caring, our accomplishments, friendship, the friends we have that support us, and not our pedigrees. If we had nothing in this world but each other, what would we tell each other? There would be nothing but truth between us. I can’t even begin to comprehend what you are telling me or understand how one’s parents could say the things to their child yours have said to you. That is incomprehensible to me, Tuck. You have to hurt like hell, buddy. Tell me everything so I can share your pain with you, and hopefully, find a way to put some happiness back into your life. It might take a while, but we have to find a way to get you back into the real world, not the one you were raised in. That doesn’t seem real to me,” I said trying to console him somewhat, at least getting him to talk it through so we could deal with it.
“Josh, you are the only person in this world that loves me right now. I feel so alone. I mean I have all my fraternal brothers, and we care a lot about each other, don’t get me wrong, but you are my only friend that really knows me and the pain I suffer. I have to remain strong for all their sakes as their leader and someone they have looked up to for strength for some time. They can’t know my pain, just you and only you. You are there for me at all times, and you care openly and share your heart with me. You are the only one I love in this world right now and really, the only one that loves me,” he said tearing up again and getting more emotional.
“I am here for you always, Tuck. I’d take a bullet for you, I love you and admire you so much. Your pain is my pain, brother,” I said as I hugged him tightly and ran my hand over his back reassuringly. “So what happened after your dad left the room? Was it all over then or is there more? How did you leave it all? Get it all out and we’ll dissect it together and see if we can’t find a resolution to everyone’s pain.”
“Hell, Josh, it got worse. My mother supported my father and said it was time I finally stopped being unreasonable. Their marriage had worked, and they were proud of me. I could make the same thing happen with Julie. There were ways to find happiness outside the marriage. Hell, she sounded just like Julie, only skipped the sordid details.
I ate dinner in the kitchen with the cook. I guess you could say she loves me also. She said it pained her to see what my parents were putting me through, and if I wanted to run away, she wouldn’t blame me. After dinner I went to my room. I hurt so bad, I couldn’t even think. Then I was summoned by one of Dad’s assistants who came to my room and sat down to talk to me about the benefits of cooperating and how that could make me a rich and powerful man. I told him I wasn’t interested in anything that did not involve true love. I remembered everything you told me, for which I truly believe in myself. The guy kind of made a face, and said there were tradeoffs. He even mentioned relationships outside the marriage, and how it helped many successful families, some of whom I would not believe. I told him to spare me the names and the details, as I wasn’t interested. Then he said he really came up to tell me my parents and Julie’s parents wanted to see me in the study. I told him they could all go fuck themselves as far as I was concerned. He just patted me on the back and told me to buck up and work through this, as it was to my benefit. I went back down to the study where he left me to deal with both sets of parents and Julie. It was to be a joint meeting or sorts. I was glad everyone was there so if I had to tell them all off, it was more convenient doing it once with everyone there. Dad started out the meeting by saying we had all gotten along very well over the years, and he and my mother, along with Julie’s parents, had watched the two of us grow up and enjoyed the great relationship we all had, and what they saw as a budding friendship at first and then a loving relationship develop in later years. They didn’t understand what changed all that and why there was such a rift between us now. Dad said maybe if we all talked it all out, we could figure out how to fix what had been so great in the past. Each one of us was to have a say and then we’d all have a discussion. I guess you could say it was 5 to 1 when that was all over. I gave them all my aspiration for happiness and genuine love speech you told me to stand up for. They all called it a fantasy world that I desired and not reality. I know how much you love me, Josh, and I share that love with you. You have meant so much to me and showed me how to care for others who now care for me. It’s not a fantasy world. You made it work, and most everyone else does too. It’s the Washington set, corrupted by money and power that doesn’t get what love is. It’s unimportant to them,” he said totally frustrated by reliving the events that so terribly depressed him.
“So then what happened, Tuck? What did you do?” I asked so concerned for him.
“I left. I drove my car around and around. The plane was supposed to bring us back yesterday afternoon. I jumped on a flight that took me almost all of Sunday to get back, but I didn’t want any part of any of them after all that discussion. My dad was pissed, but so was I and, hell, it’s my life not his. If he wanted to live his life without love, that’s his stupid mistake, but it won’t be mine,” Tuck said emphatically.
“So where did you leave all of this unsettled business? Is it over now? Are they going to leave you alone finally?”
“I doubt it. Dad called me and told me this isn’t over yet. I told him as far as I was concerned, if he and Mom ever wanted to see me again they better get over it, because there wasn’t any Julie in my life. I would marry someone I loved and they could either be a part of that or not. It was their choice. I had made mine. Dad told me I hadn’t heard the last of this and hung up on me,” he said rather proud of himself for standing up to his father. I was definitely proud of him and hugged him tightly. “Josh, I love you so damned much. It if wasn’t for you, I never would have known how to be a real person. I owe you so much,” he said hugging me tightly.
“Tuck, you’ve already paid me back in more ways than you will ever know. Your friendship alone is worth all the money in the world for me, brother,” I said as I looked him in the eyes and then gently kissed his lips.
“You see, you care so much about me, you could care less that you kiss me on the lips. A few months ago, I would have thought that to be a rather gay thing to do, but loving you the way I do, it doesn’t bother me at all,” he said and kissed me back. We spared the tongue thing. This was more of a showing of caring than sexual. Tuck was honestly caring about me, although his bare chest up against my bare chest and the tight embrace of our bodies was a little stimulating to me to say the least. Still, my thoughts were with his pain right now, and all I wanted to do was find a way to make him happy again. It felt great just to hold him in my arms at the moment. He seemed to be comfortable there.
“I need a nice hot shower to relax. What do you say we go take one together like we used to?” Tuck asked. While I wasn’t sure what he had in mind, I was only too happy to oblige Tuck with his requests especially if it involved nudity with him. We grabbed a couple of towels and headed for the bathroom at the end of the hall. It felt good shedding our briefs and standing naked together in the shower. I was getting flashbacks of Kevin and I making love in the shower the night before, but needed to clear my mind of that, lest I get hard quickly and give myself away to Tuck. I massaged Tuck’s back a little as I soaped him up there. He turned me around and held my back up against his chest, his junk up against my ass. I really had to concentrate on keeping myself under control. Feeling his big cock up against my ass crack, knowing what it looked like and felt like would normally have given me a boner in a heartbeat, but I was concentrating on his dilemma with his family. Tuck was rubbing my chest with his soapy hands, enjoying the touch of my body, and holding me, making me feel safe in his arms. He was lost somewhere in his mind, but his body was showing me great love with his caresses. His hands never touched my penis or balls, but his fingers briefly went through my pubes passing over the base of my cock. He never flinched or apologized for where his hands went. I never flinched, but just enjoyed his loving touch. I turned around and kissed him, our penises lightly brushing against each other when I did. Tuck never flinched, but held my head and kissed me back as his hands caressed my shoulders and arms for which I returned the favor. I finally took some soap and ran my hands up and down his legs gently brushing his ball sac as I did. That had happened many times before so it was no big deal to him either. I could have blown him right then and there, and I honestly don’t think he would have cared at all. He may have been a little surprised, but he wouldn’t have cared. Still I was never going to compromise our friendship and brotherly love. Tuck hugged me again, this time with our cocks and balls tightly up against each other. That felt pretty damned hot to me. I was getting a little concerned that I might get hard, but he finally let me go and patted my ass saying we’d better get out before we turned into a prune. I dried his back and then he dried mine. We finished drying off and walked back to his room with towels around our waists.
“Are you okay now, Tuck?” I asked as we got back into the room.
“I am now, Josh. Because of you I’m okay. I hate the fact my family and I am at odds. Hopefully someday that will be resolved, but I know you love me and my friends care about me, so that’s really all I need in my life right now. I may have to lean on you for some support, but I know you’re always there for me,” he said as he kissed me on the forehead.
“Anytime, Tuck. Day or night, I told you I’m always there for you. Brothers help each other. Remember, you taught me that,” I said smiling.
“You taught me how to love, Josh. I guess we do help each other.” I had to hug him again. It was time to leave. We had spent the whole night just talking, with me trying to reassure him he was right in his pursuit of happiness. He was not in this world alone. He did have friends that cared for him and one that truly loved him in more ways than he knew. Tuck was at peace when I left him after many more hugs, reassurances and a couple of kisses. I knew the battle was not over with him. As strong as he was, the loss of your family’s love and faith in you can be devastating. I hated to think what I would feel had that happened to me. The difference there was, I was totally comfortable with my family’s love for me. It was through them I learned how to care for others and love others. My relationship with family was rock solid. I couldn’t imagine what life would be like if it wasn’t. That made me grieve for Tuck and worry about more pain down the road for my friend. I had to try to keep him happy somehow.
I practically had tears in my eyes as I tried to explain it to Eric on the way back to the dorm. Eric was totally blown away by what I shared with him. To brighten my outlook when we ended the mourning for Tuck’s situation, Eric told me that Taylor said he had never seen Jake so happy in all his life. Taylor told Eric that I was the greatest thing to happen to Jake as he had never been happier. I was sure he probably was, but not sure of where Taylor thought Jake’s focus was. Was Jake happy because of all our interactions or because he got to spend more intimate time with me? I had too much on my brain tonight. It was time to just enjoy great thoughts and not over analyze them. I needed to see my boys and mess with their sore pee pees for some amusement when I got back. I just knew they’d be up for it.
What an Awesome chapter, FT, Buddy! 
