Chapter 816 - E
“I’m so glad the two of you are as happy together as you are. That means a lot to me as your friends. I love the fact you guys work together and love one another also. Kind of like Jake and me. That doesn’t always work out, but I’m so happy it did in your case,” I told them. I got a kiss from both of them.
“I have no regrets, Josh. This was meant to be, I just know it. We love living here and working here. The CNB is a ton of fun in the evenings, and we’re making a lot of money, plus making even more money for the company. Parker is great. I think he and Gerald are very happy together these days. Parker told me he used to drag anything home with a dick just to get his ass fucked. He’s not like that anymore. He’s pretty much a one-man guy. I think he respected that second chance you gave him, Josh. He was headed nowhere until you rescued him. He’s so changed these days from what he used to be according to him. I told Paker you seemed to change all our lives,” Tyler shared with me.
“Sure changed mine also when you changed Tyler’s,” Benji spoke up. I chuckled. “Hey, you were my first kiss, Josh. Remember that?” Benji commented. I told him I remembered him telling me that, having a hard time believing it as sexy as he was. “I’m not that sexy but I do have a big dick. Tyler likes all of me, though. For that, I’m grateful. You do too, which I appreciate also. Being able to do things like this tonight just only makes it all seem perfect in all regards, sharing with each other the way we did. Got to say I gave up a couple of nasty loads. Hope I didn’t get you too sticky,” Benji added. I chuckled.
“I think we all shot some heavy loads tonight. Tyler could always shoot a large load as he was so turned on. You seem to be right there with him, Benji. Your loads have a long ways to travel from your balls out your cum slit. Doesn’t seem to slow it down any that I can tell,” I teased, as I flopped his big dick back and forth which he seemed to enjoy.
“So you think Rod and Lonnie will survive the loss of those bitches?” Tyler asked me. I sighed, telling him I hoped so, but also they should find some decent girls to care about if they had to be straight. “Oh, Rod is straight alright. I think Lonnie could go either way these days as much experimenting he got with Dylan. I swear he liked it. And if this Wes can suck a cock like you say he can, then at least Lonnie will survive. Rod will just have to get used to it. He might just find out it’s damn good and better than putting up with female bullshit to dip your dick in smelly pussy juice,” Tyler added.
“Did the two of you really fuck that many girls in high school?” I had to ask Tyler. He looked embarrassed.
“Unfortunately, I have to confess we did quite a few. Hell, Josh, they just threw themselves at us as we were star football players, and it was like having our cocks up their snatch was an honor or something. I’m telling you, I’d never admit it then, but it got old. There wasn’t any meaning to it. It was too mechanical. Yeh, I shot a heathy load into a condom, then got to the point of pulling out, ripping off the condom and shooting my load at their mouth or on one them, as shooting a load in a condom didn’t do anything for me at all. I never told Lonnie this, because he was way into it, but I got tired of it and would rather have gone home and jerked off together than pretend like I was enjoying myself. It was the same with Sue. I thought it might be different because at the beginning I thought I might really be into her. The longer we dated and had sex, the less I liked it, until the sex I had with you the first time, Josh. Wow, that was way over the top. My eyes began to open then. I know I bugged the shit our of you for sex back then, but I just couldn’t get enough of it. It didn’t take long for me to recognize, I liked boys and having sex with boys, a hell of a lot better than having sex with girls. And Mary Ann just made us all miserable. Rod was too pussy-whipped to see it. I guess he finally came to his senses when he realized how selfish and wicked Mary Ann really is. You guys need to watch out for her as she’s vengeful. I wouldn’t put it past her to try to make your lives, especially Rod’s, miserable. You’re going to have to watch her, Josh. Watch out for my cousin since I’m not around as he needs help to protect him from himself. I love him, but sometimes I can’t begin to understand him. Still, we’re blood, and we have to look out for one another,” Tyler admitted.
“He was looking out for you, telling Mary Ann there was no way he was denouncing you or losing me as a friend. He did stand up for you and me, Tyler. I give him credit for that,” I replied.
“That’s true, and I really respect and love him for that. But for all the things you’ve done for him and for the rest of us, he should love you more than I do, if that’s even possible,” Tyler told me. I chuckled.
“Gender preference, Tyler. Gender preference. If I had a pussy the boy would be chasing me everywhere. Don’t have one, and don’t even like them. We’ll always be great friends and care about one another, however, and that’s great. I need straight friends also. I don’t care if they’re gay or straight as long as we care about and respect one another,” I told them. Benji said that was a great attitude.
“Yeh, but it’s always nice if they have a big cock like this one,” Tyler said grabbing Benji’s cock and making him giggle. I laughed too.
We talked for some time, then decided it was definitely time to get some rest. I asked Tyler and Benji if they could take me back to the PF as I had to take the guys to work in the morning and it would look weird if I wasn’t there. Plus, I knew that Tyler and Benji wouldn’t be in until 10:00 or later so if I stayed over, we’d all be late. We had a laugh about the reaction of the guys if that happened. We got dressed then, what little we had to put on, then they took me back. I got kissed and fondled numerous times before they let me out to return. I was beat and ready for bed. I told them I’d see them tomorrow if I was lucky.
On my way to the suite, I saw a familiar beautiful male figure lying naked on a chaise on our veranda by our table. I sat down on the edge of the chaise. It was Jasper of all people. “So what are you doing here, just chilling out?” I asked Jasper. He chuckled.
“Taking it easy, I guess you could say. Just enjoying the stars and peace and quiet out here. It’s nice, very nice. It’s also very calming,” Jasper replied as he grabbed my arm I was leaning on and stroked it some.
“I thought you and Tex were trying to set a record for the number of asses you guys could tap in a night,” I chided. He chuckled.
“Tex still is, but I’m kind of tired of that. You know I told you on the plane, after I lost my boyfriend in that horrible car wreck, I didn’t much care about relationships anymore. For a time I didn’t and I guess I’m still trying to convince myself I don’t, but after a couple of nights of fucking around like we’re doing here, it loses some of its appeal. Honestly, I really miss holding him and cuddling with him in bed, not always having sex together, although that was awesome when we did, but just having someone to hold as your own and cuddle with, someone you deeply cared about and loved, someone you wanted to be near to and share your day with that you knew loved you back. I miss that, Josh. No matter how much I say I don’t, I’m just lying to myself because I do. I miss it in the worst way. I don’t know, I guess I kind of got melancholy tonight. I told Tex I thought I was done for the night, that my balls were dry,” Jasper said, somewhat chuckling as he rolled his big balls around below his large flaccid cock.
“It’s only natural to feel that way, Jasper. You wouldn’t be a loving male if you didn’t. I’ve thought about your tragic story a lot since you shared that with us. I couldn’t imagine the basket case I’d be if I lost Jake. I don’t know if I could even handle it. I think I’d just go to pieces. I admire your strength in getting past it and going on. It takes a strong man to survive what you went through, and you’ve done well for yourself, it seems,” I told him.
“Thanks, Josh. You understand how intense love can be between two guys that love one another so deeply. He was my world and I was his. This meaningless sex Tex and I have had here doesn’t cut it for me. It just doesn’t work anymore. Yeh, sure I get my rocks off and kick the horniness. An orgasm is an orgasm and I’ve never really had a bad one, but I’ve had several that made me feel empty afterwards. Tonight was the limit, and I just couldn’t do it anymore. I just needed some down time to ask myself what the fuck am I doing, if you know what I mean,” Jasper replied.
“For what you’ve been through, I could almost imagine every night being like that, Jasper. I have to admire your courage. You have a lot of strength that I truly admire,” I told him.
“Thanks, but I’m not that strong on the inside as I might appear. I have trouble sleeping at nights at times. Last night wasn’t a good night, but it didn’t help that Tex and I were up half the night fucking guys in the sling until our dicks wouldn’t stay hard anymore, then collapsing out here on some chaises to wake up to the sun coming up. I had a nightmare and woke up during the night. I saw my boyfriend in the casket at his funeral. That just gave me the shakes all over. It took a while to go back to sleep. I was actually relieved to see the sun this morning and know it was another day hoping it would be a happier day. Maybe I need to see a shrink or something,” Jasper told me. I ran my fingers through his thick wavy hair.