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The Coming of Josh

So much happening, so many questions I'm keen to know the answer to.

Will Maksim be rescued safely and be reunited with Sergie?

Will Josh and Tyler's visit to the villa go smoothly, or will the FBI have to raid it to rescue our boys?

How will Cal's boyfriend situation be resolved? Once a supposedly straight operative, he now has three hot guys that he has strong feelings for! Amazing.

Why did Vance roll a condom onto Josh's cock this time, when he told Josh before they fucked the first time, that he'd been tested and he was clean?

Will a chat with Josh over a beer reveal some interesting insights into Vance's life and why he seems to be so needy sexually? And will it change how Josh feels about him?

Who will Kirk end up with as a boyfriend? He seems to be very hot and desirable.

Will Bryce see the light and come out as gay?

How will the San Diego situation be resolved?

So many fascinating possibilities!

Cheers, HF
 
Thanks for the great comments as always. Yes, It's Vance instead of Lance in case you were wondering. Thanks for keeping me straight. Well, not really, but you know what I mean. Every time I think I'm about to resolve some issues, new ones appear. Sorry, it just can't be helped. One thing leads to another.

So, in this next chapter Josh does have a discussion with Tuck about Forest, or Tuck has a discussion with Josh about Forest and gives him a directive. Josh meets with Forest to try to work out the issues he and Cal are having. Not sure that worked out, but it was a crazy time. Josh breaks a promise to Bryce of listening to what Bryce needs to talk to him about that seems serious in Bryce's mind. That has to be postponed until after the Big Brother/Little Brother meet at the Frat house. In the meantime, Sergie, Cal and Josh are still putting together last minute details of the trip to Southern Pointe. Josh can't seem to get a break. Like you guys said, so much going on.

Enjoy the next chapter and I will be back to you with another in a few days. Have a great week. Huggs, FT
 
Chapter 906 – Everyone Needs Josh

It felt good knowing that Will still loved me as much as he did. Obviously, the feeling was mutual or he wouldn’t be running the day-to-day administration of the company for me. I trusted him with everything. I wished we had more time to spend with one another, but that seemed to be extremely limited these days, much to my disappointment. I remembered all too well the days when things were much simpler and Will and I could find a spot and make love, enjoying the connection of our two bodies letting the love we had for each other just flow between us. Life was a lot different these days, but we still loved one another as much as one could.

I filled in small details at our luncheon meeting with the rest of the team. Will was the only one, other than Jake, that knew all the details of what I would be doing this weekend. I hadn’t heard from Russ in San Diego for an update other than they had all the bad players under surveillance. At least we had good reason to believe Toby and Griff were safe although still being extorted. Our profits at the Lubed Hole sucked, but we had good reason to believe that would be short lived. At least there was some financial relief coming soon we could expect.

My Creative/Technical writing class was interesting where we broke down more of the ‘creative’ side, learning the basics of writing skills when trying to express emotional ideas. We were given a short class assignment, earlier in the week, to write a few paragraphs expressing love for some ‘thing’. I wrote about my love for our company, SE, and how it helped so many people. I wrote about all the different personalities and backgrounds that formed the team where together we built a very successful company with tremendous potential for growth. Our prof, Professor Larkin returned our papers after having graded them. I got an A+++ with a note that I had tremendous writing potential and should give it serious consideration, although from the sound of my paper, I was already a success in business. He wrote I had unique insight and was able to express it clearly with passion. I thought to myself that maybe I should write a paper on expressing love in a physical sense to see if I could get his cock hard. It was a little joke I told to myself after checking Larkin out in his tight trousers that showed off his hot butt and nice bulge. If I was a betting man, I definitely would have placed him on our team. At least the scenery was good in this class, I thought to myself. My great surprise came when Larkin actually read my paper out loud to the class and used it as an example of how to express oneself in a passionate but explanative way. He said that was what he was looking for. In that paper, I left out all the gay references and just dwelled on the professional and caring characteristics of the personalities in the company. In future papers I thought I might include gay references where they applied to test the waters with him. I was at least ahead of the game at this point and had Professor Larkin’s attention.

I only saw Vance briefly at swim practice. He smiled and winked at me when we passed by one another. I guess he was remembering the hot fuck he had yesterday. He still owed me an explanation for his kinkiness which I couldn’t wait to discuss with him. The question was when would I have time.

So I got Aiden aside at swim practice and asked if he and Chase were having fun with Kirk. He smiled sheepishly. “Josh, that boy is hot for the dick if there ever was one. He’s new to all this, but boy does he love it. He almost wears Chase and I out at times, but damn are they fun times. That boy has passion like none other except maybe you,” Aiden replied.

“Seriously? Has he said anything about Bryce at all, because when he came here he had the hots for Bryce and wanted to have sex with him in the worst way?” I asked. Aiden smiled.

“He said at the beginning Bryce told him sex was out of the question in their relationship. However, in the past several days Bryce actually relented and the two tried a few things. I guess they sucked each other’s cocks a couple of times after Kirk sucked Bryce’s cock and then Bryce fucked him with a condom a couple of times. Who in our group uses a condom for shit’s sake as safe as we all are?” Aiden questioned. I chuckled. “Anyway, Kirk said it just wasn’t working. As much as he thought he loved Bryce and wanted to have sex with him in the worst way, the sex was very disappointing after having sex with Chase and me. Even Leo got in on the action with Kirk, getting his ass fucked by Kirk. Leo thought Kirk was dreamy. With Leo’s little dick he can’t fuck much boy ass, at least his partner wouldn’t feel much, but he has a very hot ass to treat a cock with extreme passion. Kirk said Leo definitely had a hot ass, which Chase and I both know and love,” Aiden replied.

“Why, did we get him in trouble messing with us?” Aiden asked. I told him absolutely not, but I just wondered if Kirk and Bryce made any progress. “No, I guess not. Kirk didn’t seem too disappointed though like we thought he might be. He said Bryce must really be straighter than he thought, but at least he tried and they did have anal sex together, something he could remember and cherish,” Aiden replied. “He did say he was going to talk to you about the possibility of him rooming with this new guy Harry, as he thought they could have a lot of fun together, and he wouldn’t have to stay over with Chase and me all the time. That might work out better. Even though Leo is back in the Frat House, he still sleeps over a few times during the week when he’s not too busy studying, but horny. Damn hot ass on that boy for sure,” Aiden commented. I smiled.

“I just wondered if Kirk was happy and getting laid occasionally. Sounds like you guys have done a great job taking care of him,” I replied. Aiden said ‘no doubt about it’ and they loved doing it. I thanked him for letting me know.

I was feeling a little disappointed that things weren’t going in the right direction between Bryce and Kirk like I hoped they might. I was running out of ideas to get them together. I wasn’t sure why Bryce wasn’t showing Kirk the kind of passion he was able to show me when we had sex. I couldn’t figure out why he was holding back. One thing was for sure and that was we needed to talk.

Beer-thirty was just what I needed to cap off the day, except that I had to go to B-ball practice tonight. I was going to tell Tuck and Forest I couldn’t be there every Wednesday night and would be more dedicated to these practices once we got the game schedule going again and we were playing other teams. I didn’t see me contributing much to their effort just in regular practice. Besides that, I was missing Ladies’ Night, not that I missed messing with the Ladies much, but it was an all hands-on deck type of night for us at the CNB. I hated missing Gay Night as that was so much fun and the scenery was fantastic also. I would miss two Gay Nights in a row with me being in Key West this weekend. That I regretted.

The normal crew showed up for beer-thirty. Kirk and Harry came over together from the office building. I asked what they did with Jamie. Kirk said Jamie liked to go back to the house to swim a bit with Ryder. Kirk said he thought they liked to fuck in the pool, loving the feeling of the water on their balls when they did. I chuckled, but had to admit, it was kind of hot. Bryce showed up also which surprised me some. He said he might as well have dinner here and then catch a ride to basketball practice afterwards. I told him that was fine and was glad he came. Blake, Will, Logan, Troy, Roger, Lucky, Dirk, Jake, Terry and Colt also showed up. I asked Logan where Tex and Johnathan were these days. Logan said they were probably burning up the sheets in their penthouse apartment on top of the dorm. I chuckled, but it was probably true. Logan said Clark and Cooper were close behind them, he thought, although they did show up more often than naught. Still, we had a great time with beer and food.

On the way to basketball practice, I asked Bryce why he seemed so down lately. He rolled his eyes at me. “Don’t give me any grief about not trying to seduce and have sex with Kirk, Josh, because it just isn’t working. Neither one of us feel anything for each other anymore, and now it’s almost embarrassing for me to even try. I can’t do this with him, I just can’t,” he replied, somewhat irritated or disturbed.

“Okay, you tried and found out there isn’t really any spark between you two. I can’t figure out why as all Kirk wanted when he got here was you naked in bed with him and your cock deep in his ass. I’m not sure what changed all that, as I sure as hell know you are extremely capable of pleasing another male way beyond expectations. Why can’t Kirk feel that is what I’m wondering,” I replied.
 
Chapter 906 - B

“Because I can’t give him what I give you, Josh. It just doesn’t work. I know you wanted me to try and I tried, but it’s not me. Yes, there was something strong there between us at one time and he pissed it all away. Before you give me any grief about anything, I know and understand it wasn’t him that kicked me to the curb, it was his stepfather. Kirk made a fool out of himself, but I ignored that. Still, it happened and that created a whole other chain of events that changed the relationship between us forever. I’m sorry, but that can’t be forgotten. Yes, he has a nice cock and a nice ass and he’s great looking. But, that’s all physical. I know his heart also and loved his heart at one time like he did mine. But a lot of things changed all that once he got crazy with his, ‘look at me, I’m straight’ attitude and his obnoxious pursuit of skag women who he couldn’t get his cock hard for. He became somewhat of a joke while I sat on the sidelines,” Bryce told me as we pulled into the Arena lot for practice.

“The two of you couldn’t rekindle the spark that was once there now that you have no barriers between you and you can speak the truth to one another while you are naked. Surely there must be some thread of love between the two of you to build on again,” I suggested as I parked and put the emergency brake on then opened my door.

“There is something I need to tell you that I have not told another living human being before ever and it eats me up inside, Josh. That might explain some of what we’re going through, but even Kirk doesn’t know anything about this and he never will. This is not the place and time to discuss this though,” he said as we walked through the locker room doors. “Maybe after practice we can go somewhere and talk?” he asked, obviously feeling down and wanting to get something off his chest, but he was right, this was not the time or place to talk about something that seemed extremely personal to him.

“Sure, after practice, we can do that. You know I’m here for you always, but I thought I knew everything there was to know about you already. I guess I was mistaken,” I told him. He put his arm around me as we walked.

Once inside the locker room I was being besieged by everyone at that point. I thought Auggie was gong to pick me up and carry me to the court floor, but he finally set me down and gave me a big messy kiss instead, to my surprise. Bryce looked shocked at Auggie’s actions. “Hey, I’ve known him longer than you have, kid,” Auggie said to Bryce who looked totally bewildered. Dave came by and gave me a hug and a kiss on top of my head, along with Caleb.

“Watch that Auggie guy, Josh. He’s something else. Greatest three-point shooter I’ve ever seen though,” Dave said as he gave my ass cheek a little squeeze, then turned around and gave me a smile. I chuckled, telling Bryce I’d see him on the court then I took off. I almost felt guilty about leaving him, as he seemed to be hurting about something or at least he made himself think he was. I wasn’t sure.

Tuck and Forest gave me a hug. I got a strange look from Forest though, as if I didn’t know that Cal had something to do with that. I could only imagine what Forest was going to tell me complaining about Cal, if he was even going to say something about Cal at all. I guessed it depended on how much pent-up depression he was harboring about Cal. I was sure I was going to hear it sometime, if maybe not tonight but soon. After all, I was the only one he could vent about Cal to. No one else knew about the relationship the two had together, or at least no one Forest could trust to confide in. Yep, I was pretty much it.

The three of us, Tuck, Forest and me, talked small talk for the first few minutes then Tuck yelled at someone and went running on to the court after them. I didn’t say anything to Forest, but he had plenty to say to me while we were momentarily alone. “So, I’m sure you heard about the big breakup between Cal and me this week,” Forest said rather curtly. I gave him a sheepish smile. “Thought so, the asshole couldn’t wait to find some kind of pertinent friend to tell them I’m an asshole for not letting him fuck two lovers at one time. I guess I’m pretty much a shithook because I want a monogamous relationship and he wants a prison felon probation lover to live with us and fuck with us. I’m just totally unreasonable for wanting a normal life,” Forest semi-unloaded. I didn’t say anything at first.

“Forest, I know there are two sides to every story, and I’m not judging by any means. That’s something the two of you have to figure out,” I replied. I thought he was going to cry, but before he could answer, Tuck was back with us and told Forest to gather the troops for a pep talk. I was hoping Tuck was going to give the talk because there was absolutely no pep in Forest at all for sure. Forest took off to gather the guys.

Tuck put both of his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eye like he was going to tell me ‘what for’. “Josh, you need to do something with that guy to get him to grow a set of balls so he can come to me and admit he’s gay so this shit doesn’t have to stay in the dark. He needs to be happy and go on with his life,” Tuck said rather adamantly, almost knocking me over. I asked Tuck what made him think that Forest was even gay. He rolled his eyes at me. “Hey, the boy is definitely having relationship problems. I can spot those a mile away having gone through that myself as you very well know and were extremely helpful getting me through them. It’s a fact Forest is having relationship problems. I can see them. He doesn’t have any relationship with any women so that must mean he’s got boyfriend problems as his only friend seems to be that FBI agent the two of you both know. I mean what else could it be? I’m not stupid. He’s probably petrified of me finding out he’s gay which isn’t helping his relationship problem. Hell, I don’t care if he’s gay or not. I could give a shit. Forest is like a brother to me, just like you’re a brother to me, well you’re kind of a more intimate brother to me, but that’s not the point here. I would love him, gay or straight, as long as he was happy with whomever he choses to share his life with. I got over the gay shit years ago when you set me straight, and I love you for that, Josh. I would love for Forest to have someone he cares about that can do things with Millie and me socially or hang out with us, bar-b-que, all that stuff that friends do with one another. Whatever problems he’s having, I know you are well aware of and you need to help him, but also, you need to convince him I still love him no matter whether he’s straight or gay. You straighten him out first, then if he doesn’t admit to me who he is, I’m going to drag his ass into my office and make him tell me so I can assure him I’m happy for him. Don’t tell me you don’t know what’s going on either, because I know you do. You always know when someone is hurting, and you always do your best to fix it. I’ve lived through it too many times with you so I know. Right?” he said rather dramatically. I was stunned at what I just heard, but I was so grateful to hear it.

“I will do my best, but I might need your help. I’ll try my best first so I don’t totally traumatize him in the process,” I said looking him straight in the eyes.

“Good man, as always,” Tuck said then gave me a quick hug. Out he went to jump in the huddle for his pep talk which I joined in as well. Tuck was on a roll and very charismatic in the huddle talking about teamwork and sharing things with one another to make us all closer and a better team. I looked to Forest who was taking this all in but wondering what provoked it. I knew, now if I could just convince him to accept who the hell he was and get out of the closet, it might help his situation with Cal, I thought to myself.

As the practice went on, Forest migrated back to me as we watched certain drills from the sideline. “What the hell was Tuck so fired up about when he talked to you before practice started?” Forest asked. I chuckled.

“He was being typical Tuck, but we need to talk, Forest,” I replied.

“Am I in any trouble?” he asked. I shook my head at him.

“No, you’re not in any trouble but there are those that are worried about you because they care about you and love you, Forest. You’ve kind of excluded your friends and colleagues to a certain extent. What are you doing after practice?” I asked.

“I was going to ask you the same thing as I need to talk to you about Cal. This is just tearing me up inside, in case you couldn’t tell,” he told me. Again I shook my head, then told him others had noticed so we knew something was bugging him. “Come over to the house after practice and we’ll talk. I need to talk,” Forest said, then patted me on the back, as he ran onto the court blowing his whistle seeing something with the guys he didn’t like or wanted to change. Then Tuck migrated my way.

“So, you going to straighten him out or what?” Tuck asked referring to Forest. I sighed, wondering why everyone else’s problems were mine as well.

“I’m going to talk to him tonight after practice as a matter of fact,” I replied. He patted me on the back giving me an ‘atta boy’.
 
Chapter 906 - C

“In the process you might give him a hot fuck as I think he needs a good fucking to get him back on track. Apparently, his boyfriend must be neglecting that ass of his so you might want to pitch hit for him as he definitely needs a good fucking,” Tuck replied. I shook my head in dismay.

“Then why don’t you fuck him then?” I asked somewhat disturbed he told me to do it. Tuck shook his head.

“Nah, not for me, Josh. I can’t do that type of thing, but you’re good at it. I’m sure you’re the best at it actually,” he replied.

“What the hell do you think we’re doing when you fuck my ass then?” I asked him, somewhat perturbed.

“That’s not fucking, Josh. That’s making love. Forest needs a good fucking. Let his boyfriend make love to him,” Tuck replied, the slapped me on the back and took off again onto the court to direct more drills. I stood there totally confused, but happy in a way, having heard it from the horse’s mouth, Tuck, that he didn’t care if Forest was straight or gay, he just wanted him to be happy and not afraid to live his life in the open unashamed of who he was. Boy, were we going to talk tonight.

Practice over, I went to the locker room to ask Bryce if he could catch a ride with Dave, Caleb or some of the other guys as I had to meet with Forest for something and would be awhile for sure. I got there right as Bryce stripped off his team shorts and pulled off his jock, leaving him totally naked. He flipped his jock at me which I caught right at my face, giving me a nice whiff of his sweaty balls which almost made me pop a boner. I was holding it in my hand when I asked if he could catch a ride or walk home with some of the other guys.

“What? Why do you have to talk to Forest? I really need to talk to you myself,” he told me getting somewhat upset as he threw his shit in his locker and slammed the door shut.

“Bryce, you know I love you, and I want to hear what you have to tell me in the worst way, but I absolutely need to do this tonight for Forest. I’ll explain later. Oh, we have a meeting at the Frat tomorrow night so how about we talk after that. We’ll have some time then,” I told him as he threw his towel over his shoulder not covering up his nice cock and balls which I enjoyed staring at.

“I guess, but damn I really need to talk to you, Josh. Maybe we can talk in the workout room at the Frat after the meeting. Yeh, that might work,” he suggested. As much as I was hoping to avoid that, hoping by now he and Kirk would be fucking up a storm together, that was not to be, so the onus seemed, once again, back on me.

“Okay, yeh, we’ll figure something out for sure. Are you okay? I mean you need me, Forest needs me, Cal needs me, the whole world seems to need me right at the same time,” I replied rather frustrated.

“Josh, I’ll live until tomorrow night. Trust me on that. I can never be mad at you anyway as I love you too damn much. You are my world and I love you for that. Now give me my damn jock back since you’re not going to talk to me until tomorrow night,” he said grabbing his jock out of my hand I had been holding the entire time since he threw it at me. I took a big sniff of it, smiled, then threw it back at him. He cracked a smile. “God I love you,” he said then took off for the showers. I lingered a couple of seconds to see those nice glutes moving as he walked away. Damn, he had a hot ass on him.

I followed Forest back to his house and parked my Jeep in his driveway, not giving a shit what his neighbors would possibly think. He held the door for me to come inside. Once the door was closed, he grabbed me and hugged me tightly, then kissed me passionately. The next thing I knew he was pulling my t-shirt off and my shorts down. “What the hell are we doing?” I asked concerned as things were moving fast. He looked up at me with my shorts and briefs down to my ankles as he quickly kissed my flaccid cock.

“We’re going to jump in the shower, then you’re going to fuck me hard to get all this anxiety out of my system, then we’ll be able to have a rational conversation,” he told me as he popped off my sneakers and socks then pulled my shorts and underwear over my feet, leaving me totally naked.

“Damn you are needy, Forest,” I replied, deciding not to fight it but just get it over with as the boy seemed extremely desperate. We were both naked in seconds it seemed. He pulled me into the bathroom our clothes strewn behind us. Forest turned on the water in his shower tub, holding me until the water was warm enough to jump in the shower. I hadn’t showered in a shower tub in ages, but it wasn’t like I wasn’t used to it, having done it for years at my house. I guess I was spoiled by the infamous shower we had at the apartment and the house. Still, it was just Forest and me. Forest made sure I was boned up to join him as we lathered each other up and probed assholes and cradled balls while we fisted soapy cocks. I had forgotten how nice his cock felt in my hands. Forest was somewhat hairy, having a nice hairy chest, pubes, thighs and under his balls. I even fingered his ass taking his breath away as I searched for his prostate to move this show along. I hit it a few times making him cringe and leak more precum.

“You trying to make me cum or what?” he asked teasingly. I just told him to shut up and enjoy the ride. He was more than willing to do that. Having had enough foreplay in the shower, he finally turned the water off then we dried each other taking liberties with genitalia as we did. Fully boned he pulled me by my cock to the bedroom and threw me on his bed.

“So this is where the magic happens with you and Cal, huh?” I teased, getting a glaring look.

“Not any more, I guess. Fuck him anyway,” Forest replied as he slid his naked body on top of mine and gyrated his hard cock against my junk as he sunk his tongue deep into my mouth and kissed me passionately. I did remember how passionate Forest was in the kissing department. His kisses could definitely put steel in your cock for sure. You felt it all the way to your toes. Eventually, he rolled over on his back bringing me on top of him then. I started kissing that hot naked body of his from his lips, through his pits, down to his nipples which practically drove him insane. I spent some extra time there, knowing how much it drove him crazy, then down is treasure trail to his pubes and eventually down over his cock to his balls where I licked and sucked on them until he begged me to stop. My tongue then ventured up over his ball sack between his two balls then the underside of his rigid shaft to the head of his penis which was leaking precum galore. I savored some of his precum then sucked that cock of his as far down as I could, taking his breath away. I was just starting to have some fun there, recounting the last time I had visited that area of his body, when Forest flipped me over on my back, then turned around over me to put me in a 69 position. “You can’t have all the fun, Josh,” he said as he inhaled my cock sending me into orbit with his skillful tongue on the head of my cock and then inhaling my balls one at a time. Shit, this guy was better than I remembered. Damn he was giving me goosebumps.

“Okay, I want your ass, Forest. I want to eat that hairy ass of yours,” I told him as I brought his ass down to my face and ran my tongue through his hairy ass crack to find that cock eating hole of his. Damn if he didn’t practically smother me with his asshole over my nose. For a second I thought I was fucking his asshole with my nose until I finally got him down to my mouth. I attacked that hellacious hole of his mercilessly, him sighing and gyrating all over my mouth as my tongue and lips attacked that wonderful hole of his where my cock longed to be.

“Fuck, Josh, you’re killing me,” he groaned as I ate his hole like crazy sucking on the smooth piece of flesh then attacking it with my tongue. He wiggled it all over my face trying to find the right place for the most pleasure. “Gawd you’re driving me crazy. I want to suck your cock again. Let’s 69 on our cocks again,” he said then slid his pelvis further down wiping his balls across my nose and mouth until I grabbed his cock and sucked it into my mouth. We were rocking and rolling on the bed with dicks in our mouths until he begged me to fuck him finally. I was all for that as my balls were starting to churn like crazy. I just knew I was going to blow in his mouth any time.

“How do you want it?” I asked him, wanting to know what position he wanted and remembering whatever position we started out in would not be what we finished in. Forest was one hell of a flip-flopper. I knew my ass was going to have Forest’s cock up it sometime in the very near future even though my cock was driving into his ass first. Forest told me to take him doggy first as he rolled over on all fours and arched his back. I got up on my knees and grabbed the bottle of lube he had strategically placed on the bed before we arrived in the bedroom. It seemed to me he might have been anticipating this copulation we were having tonight before we even got to the house. Oh well, better to be prepared, I thought. I ate his hole one more time and slathered it up good, then gave it some lube for extra help and lubed my cock as well. Lined up, I slipped my penis inside his ass as he sighed deeply.
 
Chapter 906 - D

“Fuck I forgot how wonderful you feel in my ass, Josh. Damn, you feel great,” he added as he pushed himself back against me to bury my cock balls deep. I felt the warmth of his body and the grip of his ass as he welcomed me into his body. His ass was expanding and contracting on my cock like it was milking my seed from my balls. It was doing a number on my libido. “Don’t’ play with my ass, Josh, fuck it, fuck it hard,” he begged. I started slamming my dick deep in his ass as my thighs slapped up against his, our balls banging together as I bred him hard. He felt tight on my dick for some reason which was only adding to the pleasure my cock was giving me, my balls falling in line with the intense feeling my cock was giving me. I was really getting into it when suddenly, Forest pulled off my dick and rolled me over on my back. He threw my legs up in the air, lubed up his cock and immediately penetrated me, taking my breath away.

“Fuck! Wow, Forest. I kind of forgot how you managed to flip-flop with me. Talk about dramatic. Damn! Shit, this is intense. Damn your cock feels fantastic, buddy. Oh shit,” I said trying to catch up in words what I felt in my ass. Forest wasn’t holding back shoving his cock in and out of me. He leaned in and kissed me telling me he had become a power top. I almost laughed, but then he had a point as hard as his cock was slamming in and out of my ass. Normally, I’m used to it and prefer a little more tenderly action with much passionate kissing, but damn if this didn’t feel great. His mouth covered mine and kissed me passionately over and over until he, all of a sudden came out of my ass then sat on my cock riding me, making me do most of the work at first, then helping out the process by rocking back and forth on my dick until BAM, his cock shot a hell of a load over my head and then landing on my chest as his cock gripped my cock like a vice until his dick quit convulsing his load. He finally slumped over and kissed me passionately over and over again, my cock still buried in his ass and wanting to unload itself. His wilting cock was drooling cum all over my abs and in my pubes. Realizing I hadn’t cum yet, Forest lifted himself off my cock and onto my side, then grabbed my dick and started to jack it.

“No, no, lay on your back as I’m going to fuck you until I cum. None of this hand job shit. I want that hot ass of yours,” I told him as he did as I instructed.

“Hey, knock yourself out. Fuck me till you cum,” he told me offering me his ass once again as he placed his legs on my shoulders and I guided my penis back to his used hole. I was more gentle this time with my thrusts, but that hot ass of his was milking me almost as bad as it had before, and in mere moments I pulled out and blasted Forest with my cum, my body shaking as it unloaded my balls on his abs and chest, with maybe some in his pubes just to irritate him. I remembered Forest did not like to get cum in his pubes, but hey, it goes where it goes when it leaves your cum slit on your rigid cock. Too bad, so sad, is what I always say. Having shot my large load, I fell on top of him. Forest hugged me tightly, wrapping his arms around my naked spent body, then he pushed me over to his side.

“Gees, Josh, we made a hell of a mess,” he said somewhat disappointedly. I actually laughed.

“Like who the hell gives a shit, Forest. This mess was a product of our love for shit’s sake,” I replied. He looked at me and shook his head.

“You’re right. I’m sorry. Cal says that’s one thing that irritates him as when I seem to need to clean up before he’s ready to move period, telling me to just lay there and enjoy the moment, the closeness we have. I was kind of getting used to that, and now I guess it’s not a big deal anymore as that’s probably the last sex I’ll have for a long time,” Forest replied.

“You don’t know that,” I said, as I lifted my head up on my hand with my elbow cocked beneath me. Forest pulled me to him for another kiss.

“Thanks, Josh, I needed that like you wouldn’t believe. I just needed to feel like someone loved me. You were always there for me when I needed you. Damn, I can’t believe Cal wants to throw what we had away just as it was really getting serious,” Forest stated. I rolled over on my back then scooted up against him on his back. My left hand felt his cummy dick as I squeezed some residual cum from his cum slit. He giggled some. “Thanks, I guess,” he stated chuckling. Then he did the same to me. I leaned in and kissed him for that. “That was a nice thank you. Why can’t Cal be more loving like you?” he asked. I sighed.

“Everyone is different, Forest. None of us are just exactly alike. It wouldn’t be fun if all the penises in this world were the same size and all the male balls the same size, all of us looking the same down there. Each dude is different physically and personality wise, which is what makes us unique and fun to be with,” I explained.

“Or not so fun to be with,” Forest replied. “What the hell am I going to do, Josh? I know I’m going to lose Cal if I don’t come out of the closet and declare myself as a gay man. I’m just not willing to embarrass myself, Tuck and the team by doing that,” he told me. I chuckled.

“Listen, Tuck told me tonight you were having relationship problems, probably with Cal because he knew you weren’t dating any girls and the only friend you had you did things with was Cal. He told me I needed to drag your ass into his office so you could tell him face to face you were gay and then the world could go on and he’d love you just the same, plus breathe a sigh of relief you didn’t have to hide things from him and the others anymore. He said he loved you just the same, but would feel a huge relief that you didn’t have to hide things from him anymore,” I explained to Forest.

“Oh shit. He really said that? How did he know?” Forest asked rhetorically. I chuckled.

“Probably by your close association with me and me introducing you to Cal. I’m telling you, Forest, Tuck is cool with you being gay. He absolutely doesn’t care, and he will love you just the same, maybe even more because he’ll know you aren’t struggling with keeping it a secret anymore. He wants you and Cal to come to dinner at his house, have barbeques with him and Millie, do things together. You’re family and he likes it like that,” I explained. Forest had to digest this for a moment.

“I can’t believe he actually figured it out and said what he did,” Forest exclaimed. I chuckled.

“So, now you have to do this for him and all the rest of us that love you, especially Cal,” I told him.

“Fuck Cal, Josh. I think that’s over. What fun is it to come out as being gay to your friends and boss if you don’t have anyone to come out for?” he asked.

“You don’t know that it’s over. Cal is struggling just like you right now. He hates that he might have hurt you, but he’s kind of trapped trying to walk a fine line helping someone he deeply cares about and feels responsible for their trauma while trying to desperately hang onto you because he loves you,” I explained. Forest had to think about that. “Seriously, you two need to sit down, stay calm, and talk things through before you just throw what the two of you had away. The biggest problem is your coming out, which is not a problem anymore, and Tuck swore to that,” I reminded him. Forest thought about it more.

“There is still the Kelly issue, Josh. He told me before that’s the only true love he ever had even knowing it was for naught while he experienced it. He said he’d never been happier with a partner in all his life and he had to professionally end it,” Forest reminded me.

“Yes, but that was some time ago, Forest. The dude has been in prison for a few years. Cal didn’t even know if he was gay or not after he put Kelly in prison, thinking his assignment was over and he was a heterosexual man again. It wasn’t until he kind of slipped one night on a stakeout we were at and things kind of got out of hand which made him suddenly remember he loved a dick up his ass. From then on out, he was convinced he was gay, but he didn’t care if that’s what brought him love and companionship. He was very patient with you, remember. We don’t know what this Kelly is like after being in prison for a few years. He might be a hundred pounds overweight and ugly as sin now. Prison is hard on a guy. Cal hasn’t seen him for ages so there may be no attraction there at all anymore. You just don’t know until you find out. At any rate, he may just have to be responsible for him, making sure he goes to his job on a regular basis, checks in with his parole officer, stays off drugs and doesn’t steal any money from anyone. He doesn’t necessarily have to live with the guy. Don’t throw Cal out the door until you two explore all possibilities as you might be getting excited over nothing, Forest. Who knows, you might really like the guy also,” I suggested. Forest was deep in thought.
 
Chapter 906 - E

“What’s he like this week, Josh? Is he depressed like I am or happy that I’m not in the picture at present?” Forest asked.

“Well, he’s depressed to say the least, not only about you, but for the mission he’s on with the Bureau this week. He’s going out of town tomorrow for this mission he’s working on currently. He has a forward team for something that Tyler and I are going to help with on Saturday. None of us are excited about it as it’s a little dangerous for Tyler and me, but we need to do it to help a friend. That’s all I can say about it, unfortunately,” I told him. He looked at me strangely. “I can’t say anything else about it to anyone, Forest, or I would,” I explained.

“If Cal was as depressed as I was, did you have to fuck his ass too to get him out of his funk?” Forest asked. I chuckled.

“Nope, just you, sweet cheeks, I said then gave him a kiss on the cheek. He chuckled.

“I bet someone did somewhere as that seems to be the only thing we gay dudes need is a good fucking to prove to ourselves someone still cares about us whether we know them or not,” Forest replied. I asked him what mystery man has been taking care of him that he didn’t know. “You’re the only one I’d let in my ass, Josh, and you’re no mystery by any stretch of the imagination. I just hope if Cal got fucked by a mystery man, he had the dude use a condom for shit’s sake. You know how he gets excited and sometimes doesn’t think straight. Just saying.”

“Why don’t you call him tonight and tell him you were thinking about him and want to talk when he gets back. Tell him you love him and want him to be safe doing whatever he’s doing in the next few days,” I suggested. Forest said he’d think about it although he wasn’t sure. “Hey, the guy is still someone we all care about and, as a friend at least, should have some encouragement from his friends, don’t you think?” I suggested. Forest said maybe I was right as I always seemed to be right in affairs of the heart.

“Okay, let’s get this dried cum off us, as I need to get home. I have school tomorrow, you know,” I said, as I rolled out of bed and got my feet on the floor. I pulled his ass out of bed with me. We looked at each other and laughed at the dried cum on our chests, abs and pubes. I twirled Forest’s pubes with a finger mixing in sperm with his fine pubes, irritating him to no end.

“I could never live with you, Josh. We could only get together to fuck, but not live together. You do things that make me cringe, like you just did. I hate cum in my pubes and you just made it worse. If it dries on top of your pubes, you can just kind of wipe it off, but you stirred it in to the roots making it almost impossible to clean. Darn you anyway,” he protested to my laughter.

“Got to have a little fun in life, Forest. Don’t be such a neatnik. It’s more fun if you smear the cum all over your hairy chest. I hear it’s good for the skin also. There’s a lot of protein in that, you know,” I teased. He told me to get my ass to the shower as we were going to get cleaned. As I was walking into the bathroom, I watched him rip the sheets off the bed and throw them in a pile.

“You can help me put new sheets on the bed when we get through showering,” he told me as if I lived there with him. I rolled my eyes, but then turned on the water. I was all over him in the shower and had my cock up his ass one more time making him cum in the shower, this time where we didn’t make a mess that wasn’t immediately cleaned up. I was sure that pleased him to no end. I will say our shower fuck was damned hot and there was no flip-flopping. He loved my cock and rode it hard this time. I had to concentrate not blowing my load inside his ass, it was that hot. I had to save something for Jake tonight after all.

I helped Forest put new sheets on the bed once we got out of the shower. I wiped my semi across him a few times as we went about putting on the sheets. He complained but I knew he enjoyed it. I kissed his hairy ass a couple of times making him giggle as we were making the bed. He was finally relaxed and seemed happy by the time he kissed me goodbye and I got in the Jeep and headed home. I still felt bad about not being able to be there for Bryce, but I promised myself, I’d be there for him tomorrow night.

Cal was in his undies at the apartment when I got back. I stripped down to join him and Sergie who were going over some last minute details for the trip. “Where in the hell have you been?” Cal asked as I slid off my shorts to my briefs. I smiled.

“Taking care of your business, Cal, which you should thank me for, I think,” I replied. He asked what that could possibly entail. “I was with Forest who was extremely depressed and wanted to talk to me about yours and his relationship. Somehow, I got thrown in the middle of all this,” I explained. Cal shook his head and apologized, asking what I possibly could have added to the situation. “I told Cal what Tuck told me. Cal laughed, saying he knew it all the time, but couldn’t convince Forest that Tuck probably knew and wouldn’t care. “That’s what I told him also. I think we got past that hurdle, but he’s still not convinced that you’re not going to leave him for Kelly once he gets released to your care. I told him, Kelly might be looking a little ragged and ugly after being in prison for a few years so he probably wouldn’t be a threat,” I told Cal. Cal smiled, then pulled out his phone to show me a recent picture. “Damn, he’s that good looking. Wow, I think I might even be in love. Oh shit, that’s not helping matters,” I replied.

“I know, Josh. I’m not sure how I’m going to rectify this with Forest. I have to get more information on what’s required for me to do to be responsible for him. Maybe there is a half-way house type of set up for starters for a few months or a year and I don’t have to have daily supervision of him, I’m was hoping that Forest would learn to care about him also and help me with his probation. That would be the thoughtful thing to do being my so-called partner, finally acceptable to Tuck. I’ll have to give Tuck a hug the next time and thank him for welcoming me to the family,” Cal chided. I told him not to get too carried away and to take it slow at the beginning, act professional. “Just kidding, Josh. I know how to handle it to get on Tuck’s good side. I’ll make it work for sure,” he assured me. I shook my head.

“Oh, and I told Forest it would be nice if he called you in the morning and told you to have a safe trip for your mission this week. I didn’t tell him where we were going or what we were doing, but that it had you concerned for what all that needed to be done and words of encouragement from him might mean a lot to you,” I told Cal. Cal actually gave me a quick hug and thanked me for doing that, although he thought Forest shouldn’t have to be told to be considerate, he should have thought of that on his own. “He may have, but I just prompted him some, Cal. Don’t judge him on that,” I replied.

“Hey, I’m sorry I said that. I know you always know better in the affairs of the heart, Josh. I should have never questioned that,” Cal replied.

“Gees, Forest said the exact same thing, Cal,” I replied shaking my head. Cal gave me a hug telling me it was true.

“I don’t suppose him being upset and all, you had to fuck him to calm him down some so you could talk to him,” Cal added. “I mean it is okay if you did as he probably needed it.” I put my head in my hands and shook it.

“Tuck told me to fuck the dude because he needed a good fucking to get him out of this funk, and he wanted him out of it as he was tired of it himself. Okay, so I took care of the boy and made him feel better, and I helped resolve some of your problems, I hope,” I replied.

“Hey, I’m glad you did, as he did need a good fucking to get his head out of his ass and replace it with one hell of a nice dick to make him happy, Josh. Bless you for taking care of him,” Cal replied.

“Oh, he did ask me if I fucked you out of your depression. I told him I did not and I didn’t. I did not mention Sergie to him, just so you know,” I informed him. Cal laughed.

“Good, we don’t need to bring up Sergie although I’ll never forget that night I had with him,” Cal replied. Sergie grinned as he shook his head, saying it was his honor to help out in this crazy but wonderful family. I thanked him for that, telling him he saved me one wild ass fuck at least. Cal shook his head at me.

“Goodnight, Cal. Time for you to go home and the rest of us to get some sleep,” I said suggesting it was time for him to leave.
 
Chapter 906 - F

“Gees, I’d love to stay and shower with you guys, but I guess I should get some sleep and pack for tomorrow. I think our flight leaves about 10:00, Sergie, so you’ll be there in the office with me and we can leave from there. Let me know when you land in Key West, Josh, on Friday as I will already be there. We can meet up at the PF so I can get naked and oogle all the hot guys naked there while we discuss next steps. I promise not to get too distracted,” Cal chided. I told him that would be the day. “Call me as soon as you hear where the Russian Gulfstream is headed so I can get Bureau eyes on our buddy Zerkov Sr wherever he lands. Okay, hug time,” Cal said, standing up to give us hugs while still in his briefs. He couldn’t help gyrate his junk into mine in just our underwear. Cal was Cal with no hope for redemption I had to believe. You just had to humor him. We finally pushed him out the door.

“So, any hope of Cal and this Forest getting back together after your discussion with him tonight?” Sergie asked.

“Not sure, Sergie. I think Forest will come out of the closet now that Tuck is going to make him if he doesn’t do it on his own, and that’s certainly a major step to boosting their relationship, but the Kelly thing might be a real roadblock. It all depends on what he’s like and the conditions of his release as to whether Forest can feel comfortable with him around Cal. I don’t know what to think of that. I guess I’m going with him next week sometime to visit Kelly in prison and find out more about the conditions of his release. It kind of depends on those conditions as to whether they have a future or not. I thought maybe the dude was overweight and ugly now, but by the looks of his picture in his orange jumpsuit, the dude is still hot. Forest is handsome and nicely built also, being athletic and all, but Kelly is definitely a looker for sure. Not sure about downstairs on Kelly, although Cal has said some great things about his junk, but Forest is nicely hung so those attributes might be a wash. Doesn’t matter as the personality and the heart have more to do with a relationship than a dude’s junk so it could be a toss-up. I will say one thing, I have never heard Cal talk as wonderfully about Forest as he has about Kelly. It’s rather obvious he really fell hard for Kelly. My guess is the scales are more weighted towards Kelly, although I hate to think that,” I replied. Sergie said it was going to be interesting for sure. He just hoped Forest didn’t get hurt in this love triangle as he hated to see anyone go through something like that. I had to agree, but puzzled as to how Sergie developed those feelings having never been able to go through something like that himself, only having one love and that being Maksim.

I found Jake studying in our room and gave him a hug from behind while he was sitting down as I kissed his bare neck. “Gees you were late tonight. What happened this time?” he asked smiling. I told him everything about dealing with Forest tonight. “Damn, if the boy would just come out and be who he is, most of this wouldn’t happen. Tuck suspected and guessed right about him. I guess he has you to thank for that. You made him gay-friendly and now he has at least a smidgeon of gaydar. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure Forest out though, as like Tuck said, he doesn’t date women and he only has one friend other than you, which could be considered more professional. So, for sex, it had to be the one friend, Cal. Not a shocker. Well maybe things will get better between Forest and Cal now,” Jake speculated. I reminded him about Kelly then and that Cal showed me a recent picture of him and he looked hot. “Well maybe things won’t get better between Forest and Cal,” Jake replied making me chuckle.

“I’m going with him one evening next week to meet with this Kelly at the prison. He wants me to assess what I think about the conditions the parole board is offering and whether I think it will work with him and Forest or if this might be a train wreck in the end,” I told Jake. Jake looked suspicious, telling me good luck with that and not alienating either Cal or Forest in the process. “I have to be objective, no doubt about that,” I replied.

Jake then stood up, slipped off his briefs revealing his naked junk, then bent down and pulled off my briefs. “Shower time. Go fetch Sergie since he’s leaving with Cal tomorrow. I’m hungry for a little Russian ass tonight since he’s leaving tomorrow. We need to give him a good sendoff as he won’t be getting any action until he gets back, or will he?” Jake asked.

“None like we can give him, that’s for sure,” I replied with a huge smile. Jake and I walked naked out to get Sergie for a shower. He chuckled seeing us in our nature’s garb. We stripped him pretty quick and gyrated our dicks up against his, giving him the start of a nice boner. “You guys are crazy, but I love you both. I couldn’t have a better American family,” he said as we drug his ass to the shower.

Shower time, as always was so much fun with Sergie. He was rock hard in no time. We probed, tugged, stroked, fondled and even dick slapped him somewhat during our moments of hygiene fun. Kind of prunish, we turned off the water and dried off. Then we drug him to the bedroom where we proceeded to sexually molest the boy who loved everything we did to him and with him. Jake got a Russian cock up his ass which made him happy. I got a taste of it also. We both ate some Russian semen which didn’t taste any different than domestic semen, for the record. It’s all good, what the hell, we all agreed. Sergie swore he’d never had his ass eaten so much since he joined up with us. It was something they just didn’t do much in his situation.

“Josh, Maksim and I were the only ones that ate each other’s asses. We kind of discovered it by accident just playing around trying to arouse each other to new heights. If you’d do that for him, he’d really love it and know for sure that you and I are very close intimate friends. Plus, you’ll make him cum pretty quick also, so I wouldn’t start off with that, or go easy with it at first. It’d be better to wait until he cums a couple of times so it doesn’t happen so fast,” Sergie commented as we took a small break after the three of us shot our loads the first time. We were resting somewhat and talking as we played with each other’s genitals relaxing before resuming another sexual marathon. “Oh, and one other thing you need to know,” Sergie said as I was fondling his balls, “he had a pet name for me, that only he and I knew. He called me Fedor, which in Russian means ‘gift from God’. He’ll know immediately how connected you and I are when he hears that. He always said that at least God gave us each other to help us tolerate the life we were thrown into of male sexual servitude. Shortly after that we were split up and haven’t seen each other since that time. I am so excited that we could be reunited in a short period of time once again. I can’t wait. I pray for that each night. We are both going to be so excited. Tell Maksim Fedor sent you to him. That will blow his mind and several loads, I’m afraid. He’s very sexual, Josh. He’s been trained to follow your lead, but he may take off and ravage you when he learns you love me as your brother. Just be prepared to be worn out, is all I’m saying,” Sergie warned.

“He can do whatever he wants to do to me to make himself happy and satisfied if it’ll help get him out of there and get him back to you, Sergie. You two are destined to be together. There is no doubt in my mind,” I told him getting huge kisses afterwards, then Jake.

“Oh, I feel like I’ve died and gone to Heaven having sex with the two of you. I’ve never felt so loved in all my life. I so want Maksim to feel that love also,” Sergie sighed.

“Maksim won’t recognize you with pubes, ass crack hair and pit hair. But then you’ve adapted to Western naked male looks, well manly ones at least,” I chided as I ran my fingers through his growing, thickening pubes. He chuckled but said he looked much better this way.

Eventually, we fell asleep for a blissful night of sweet dreams.
 
Another fantastic chapter you have given us FT. I enjoyed this chapter from beginning to end. Thank you!!!

I'm not sure Forest believes Josh when he was told Tuck didn't care if he was gay so long as he was happy and could do things.

Cal is getting his assets in place for the takedown of Nicky and if need be a rescue if things go wrong with Josh.

Sergie gave Josh his pet name for Maksim so that he knows that what Josh tells him should be trusted and he is very much alive waiting for him.

I'm excited for the next installment.

Brian
 
What a chapter 🤯

It's a long build-up to the "James Bond" kind action in Key West, and while we slowly get there things happen, like a lot, equally "wow": Tuck knows Forest is gay so it may be easy for him to come out, but then there's the Kelly situation; Bryce may have had a moment of realization, an epiphany of some sort, but we won't know until tomorrow; Sergie shared with Josh the secret nickname Maksim gave him, so we remember that there's still this huge thing ahead.

Again, what a chapter. Or, better, a few chapters. Can't wait for what's next :corn:

As always, great work (y) so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming (y)
 
Certainly another great chapter. I love Maksim's name for Sergei/Sergie - Fedor. I'm looking forward to how Maksim reacts when Josh tells him that Fedor sent him. You certainly have a way of dragging things out FT, however, when you do you add so much more to the story even if it takes many chapters to get to the main event which then leads to more events. And once Josh makes it to Southern Point, we still have for Cal to get things set for the take down of the entire operation. Not to mention there is Russ in San Diego working on the issues with the cartel there. Things are always happening with Josh and SE. Thanks and please just keep on typing.
 
As always, thanks for the encouraging comments. I need to cut the the chase more, but then we lose some of the interesting characteristics of our characters. So, this next chapter is a tough one. It was hard for me to write. (Don't worry it's not the end of the story by any means) Bryce finally opens up to Josh as to why he's having such a hard time with Kirk and that they could never learn to love one another. This might give you a whole new opinion of Bryce. The bad thing is, I'm going out of town for Thanksgiving and driving many miles again. I'll be gone all next week leaving Saturday. I hate leaving you with this last chapter. Although it is not a cliffhanger, thankfully, but you're going to need a cheering up chapter to get over this one. Don't see how I can work that in before I leave, unfortunately. Try to think happy thoughts as you gather with families to celebrate Thanksgiving. All is well in Josh world while I'm gone. Remember Josh leaves for Key West the next day after this chapter. Things start to pick up. I have most of the following chapter done so it won't take me long to post it once I return on Sunday Nov 30th. Be safe and enjoy your holidays. Huggs, FT
 
Chapter 907 – Bryce Bares His Soul

Harry, Zach, Brady, Jake, Sergie and I all showered together Thursday morning, having a little fun in the process or just sharing brotherly love, although somewhat intimate but without orgasms as we had to get ready for classes and Harry for work and Sergie for his trip to Miami.

“You should have seen Harry last night at Ladies’ Night, Josh,” Zach started to say with Harry looking a little embarrassed. “Damn if the ladies weren’t all over his shit. I think one of them even got a handful of dick and balls,” Zach added, embarrassing Harry. I grabbed his cock with a soapy hand and fisted it some, telling him we needed to really clean that cock good if a woman touched it. He said he cleaned it hard last night for that very reason, making us all chuckle. “I’d say he was fresh meat out there serving drinks and taking orders. One time he came back to the bar with dollars stuck in the waistband of his briefs,” Zach commented.

“Hey, at least if they felt me up, they left me a tip. The one girl that got a handful of my dick gave me $20 and told me there’d be a whole lot more to go with that if I met her after the show. I conveniently disappeared later so I didn’t have to, but she’ll be back again next week, from what Jake told me,” Harry explained.

“Yes, I’ve been dodging them for a long time now. It’s usually the same ones that want a piece of you. I’ve been felt all over, but at least they tip well. It’s the one place they can come, drink a lot, have some fun with the servers and nobody gets hurt. These women feel empowered because they were able to play with a dude no strings attached,” Brady commented. “You probably made her panties wet, Harry, her cunt yearning for your cock,” he added. Harry shook his head somewhat bewildered.

I reminded Jake, Brady and Zach about it being Big Brother night at the Frat and to remind their new ‘little brothers’ they were sponsoring to show up for the 7:30 meeting at the Frat. Jake said he and Terry would probably invite Roman and Chester for dinner here at the CNB, then head on over to the Frat house for the meeting. That sounded like a good idea, and I was going to try to remember to text Bryce to do the same thing, come for dinner then we’d go to the meeting together. That reminded me he had something on his mind he needed to get off his chest it seemed. That also made me wonder how Forest was today mood wise. I hoped Tuck could tell the difference after I gave Forest a ‘good fukin’ as Tuck put it.

On the way to the office building, I asked Harry if he was tired of sleeping with Garth and Dylan and if he needed a break. He chuckled. “Gotta love those two, Josh. We’re fine, but I don’t want to monopolize those two as I’m sure they had a great life together without me. I don’t want to intrude on that relationship. So far, it’s all been great and they’ve been fantastic, but eventually, I should probably move to the couch maybe and let them have some private time,” Harry offered.

“Harry, there is another bed in my bedroom. Josh told you that you could sleep there anytime. I don’t mind at all. It wouldn’t bother me one bit, but you probably wouldn’t have the fun you’re having with Dylan and Garth if that is important to you,” Sergie offered. Harry smiled.

“I might have to do that soon if Josh doesn’t ship me off to the house which is fine with me also. Kirk really wants to talk to you about that, Josh. I don’t want to mess up anyone else there at the house, especially Bryce who’s his roomy, so it’s up to you where you ship me. I’ll be happy anywhere as I couldn’t be happier being in this family anyway,” Harry remarked.

“Something is on Bryce’s mind he wants to talk to me about tonight for some reason. I have a feeling he wouldn’t be sad if Kirk transferred to another room with a different roommate. I’ll let you know something after I talk to Bryce. Don’t say anything to Kirk about that as I have no idea what it’s about,” I asked. Harry said he would not say anything to anyone about moving or roommates. I slapped him on the back for that.

Harry went on to accounting when we stopped at the War Room. I asked Sergie if he had what he needed for his trip. He had a small duffle bag, saying he had everything he needed for his stint in Florida. He dropped his bag and hugged me tightly, then kissed me passionately.

“I know this is kind of scary to you right now, Josh, but you’ll do fine. Nicki will be ecstatic to have Tyler take care of him they way he dreamt it would happen. Just don’t get caught with the listening devices. I will be at your beckon call during this whole process. You can call my cell and I will be there for you. The greatest thing you can do for me is to place those listening devices in key locations which I’ve shown you the areas that should be covered on the house diagram. The sooner we get intel as to what is going on, the sooner we get those guys out of there and to freedom. Now, this is really important. I want you to show Maksim the love you show me. Don’t hold back as it will do more than anything, morale wise, than you can ever begin to imagine. He needs to feel love, and I swear you’re the only one that can show him anything near what he needs to feel. I want that for him in the worst way, Josh, to feel that love you show me. He’s only felt the short-lived pleasure of male sex for ages, not the long lasting feeling of love, being loved and sharing love. You can show him that. I want that for him in the worst way. When you are making love to him, it is like me making love to him. It will mean so much to him, trust me on that,” Sergie told me with tears in his eyes. I hugged him tightly.

“Your love is my love for Maksim this Saturday, Sergie. I will make sure he knows and feels it,” I replied as he gave me a huge tight hug, then kissed me over and over. “Careful, you’re going to give m a stiffy, and then we’re going to have to go to my office and fix that,” I chided. He chuckled some, but then hugged me again. “Take care this weekend, and thanks for helping out Cal. Keep him in line also. Don’t let his crazy mixed up love life distract him from what he needs to do this weekend. Tyler and I are counting on that,” I teased, but was also serious.

“I love you, Josh. Please be careful, but you’ll be fine. This will end soon enough, if we can do this right,” Sergie told me. With one last hug and kiss, he let me go. Damn, I was so loving this boy more and more all the time

I had a few more minutes before class so I went to my office to call Greg at Key West Aviation or should I say, Stoney Aviation at Key West, since we now owned the place.
“Hey, love, I was just about to call you and let you know that the Russian Gulfstream is scheduled to go out this morning at 10:00 for Chicago Midway airport. Time in route is estimated at 2 hours and 45 minutes. Only one passenger listed for the flight, that being the Russian mobster you don’t like. If anyone shows up ang goes with him, I’ll let you know. You still coming down here this weekend?” Greg asked me.

“Oh yeh. I’ll be there tomorrow late afternoon in the King Air. Dale and Cam are bringing me down along with Will and Logan who are staying at a hotel and not at the PF. They’re going to be working with the guys at the Grand Victorian, making preparations for that opening,” I explained.

“Any time for some loving between you and me?” he asked. I chuckled, telling him I wasn’t sure, but I’d let him know as I had to meet with another colleague who would arrive before me, telling him Cal’s name as they would be arriving at Stoney Aviation. “Yes, I have a jet from Miami scheduled in around 1:00 it looks like. Kind of a strange nomenclature, though, usually one for some government situation or sorts,” Greg replied. I chuckled.

“Okay, I didn’t tell you this, but since we’re as intimate as we are, that’s my buddy from the FBI. I’ll explain it all tomorrow when I see you, as I have a class I have to get my ass to. I’m talking to you on my way to class. Just know that I love you, buddy, and I’ll see you tomorrow late afternoon,” I said, He told me to have a safe trip and that he loved me too and couldn’t wait to see me again. I quickly called Cal to tell him about Zerkiov Sr. leaving for Chicago Midway airport at 10:00. He thanked me, telling me he’d have someone to tail him.

Logan and Will went over with the senior executive team at lunch what they hoped to cover during this weekend trip to Key West. I was somewhat grateful I decided to take them to Key West as I didn’t have to make too many crazy excuses as to why I had to go down there myself. I did tell them I wouldn’t be there for our luncheon meeting tomorrow, and if they still wanted to have one, Blake could conduct it. I saw Jordan roll his eyes, but I was sure Blake almost sprung a boner thinking he was in charge tomorrow of the executive team. It would be good experience for Blake to conduct a meeting of the team I thought.
 
Chapter 907 - B

The afternoon went by fast. I avoided Vance at swim practice as I wasn’t in any mood to discuss his sexual problems as I thought about my mission for Saturday afternoon with Tyler.

Everyone of our soon-to-be little brothers in the frat, having been invited to pledge the sports fraternity, showed up for beer-thirty and dinner at the CNB. Bryce was somewhat excited, but I could tell something was weighing on his mind. It was probably what he wanted to tell me last night but I didn’t have time to listen. Still we poked some fun at him and lightened him up a little. Kirk was hanging close to Harry and doting on him some, which went completely ignored by Bryce. There was something there between them that I hoped we could resolve and soon.

We all walked as a group over to the fraternity house for the meeting. Wes welcomed us all as we entered the Frat social room where all our meetings at the Frat took place. I got a hug as opposed to a handshake. “You were so fantastic on Monday night,” he whispered in my ear. I chuckled and shook my head. He was all smiles. I began to wonder if we’d ever have sex together again, or if it was just one time to find out what it was like. Time would only tell, I thought to myself.

“I want to welcome all of you here tonight as by now you have been notified by Frat members you have been accepted to pledge this fraternity. At the end of the year, we will determine if you made it to a full-time member and will be initiated at that time. Meanwhile we have several rules that must be followed and requirements that must be met before a pledge can make it to initiation. Each of you will be assigned a ‘big brother’ a full-fledged Frat member who will be your guide through this process. Listen to and be respectful of your big brother as he has the responsibility for you. If you get in trouble, it means trouble for him, so I suggest you not get in trouble with us or the University. There are study nights where you have to spend time with your big brother studying. Study nights are Sunday through Thursday. Don’t worry, you can have Friday night and Saturday nights off to drink beer and have sex. The rest of the time you might want to pound your pud, or spank your weenie so to speak,” Wes informed the group. That got some laughs but we all knew the unspoken inevitable. “Gentlemen you are now pledges as of this moment. Make sure the secretary knows who your big brothers are. If you don’t have a big brother at the moment, see the secretary and one can be assigned for you. I think when we looked the list over we found big brothers for every pledge so we should be good there. “So, to get to know our new pledge class, I would like for each big brother of a pledge to introduce them to our family here and tell us something about them. Let’s see, who should we pick on first. I see Josh there, so you might as well start off, Josh,” Wes suggested putting me on the spot having to think fast about some nice things to say about Bryce.

“Thanks a lot, Wes, for picking on me first. So, most of the regular members know me as Josh, captain of our swim team here at Uni. I also work for the company that owns the CNB bar here a few blocks away. And, I will say that if you are a pledge or regular member of this Frat, there are two free beers for you a week if you want to take advantage of them. Just show your frat ID to the server or bartender and he’ll enter it into our computer system to keep track,” I told them getting some cheers from the group.

“Okay, so Bryce, come up here with me. Bryce, is a Freshmen this year and member of our national champion basketball team. Unfortunately, you won’t get to see him play this year, unless you come to some of the team’s practices as he’s redshirted this year. But look out next year. Bryce is currently studying business here at Uni. He’s from a small rural town here in the state just like me. He came to Uni to tryout for the team and just missed the final cut, but the coaches were so excited about him, they decided to keep him anyway and redshirt him for the first year guaranteeing a spot for next year. He will be practicing with the team at all their practices. I’ve personally watched some of the practices and I have to tell you, Bryce plays with a lot of heart. He’s going to be great. Bryce worked for my company this summer when we hired a lot of college students to hep put together the new dorm here just off campus, Stoney Hall. I got to know him personally then and was quite impressed. Not only was he a great worker, but I got to know him as a very caring, thoughtful friend to his credit. This dude has all kinds of potential for future success in whatever he puts his mind to. I am honored to have him as my little brother to mentor him to a full-time member in this fraternity. So, give it up for Bryce,” I said with Bryce getting a round of applause and cheers.

One by one each of the big brothers introduced their little brothers to the group. Jake and Terry did a great job of introducing their two new gymnastics pledges, Chester and Roman. Brady was very proud of Decklan when he introduced him. Zach introduced Colt saying some very nice things about him. Everyone did a good job of introducing their little brothers which let us all get to know something about them. We had some very impressive pledges this year it seemed to all of us.

After the meeting was adjourned, we all stood around and talked for a bit, introducing ourselves to the new pledges, learning a little more about each of them and what we might have in common. There were definitely some good looking dudes in our pledge class. I hoped Bryce was taking notes as to any future potential boyfriends if they were interested. He certainly got a lot of introductions from several of the pledges. I told him, being on our basketball team almost gave him celebrity status. He told me I was crazy for thinking he was on that kind of list, but said I was certainly on that list.

Finally, guys were starting to take off. Wes and I talked for bit, then he had to head upstairs. Jake, Terry and their guys had left. Bryce kept hinting for me to go downstairs with him to the exercise room. I was hesitant at first as I was trying to break this bad habit of finding an area too easy for me to be seduced by him. But, knowing he needed to talk to me about something, I finally relented and we took the stairwell to the basement and into the exercise room which still smelled lick a locker room that had been sealed off for some time. I turned on the lights and he immediately hugged me which I returned, caring about him as much as he probably cared about me.

“So what was so important you needed to talk to me about?” I asked. He pulled me over to a bench up against a wall and we sat down beside one another. “Hey, I’m all ears,” I told him as I looked him in the eyes. He looked sad.

“Josh, this isn’t working with Kirk. As much as you’d really like for it to, I just can’t. I’ve tried, but there just isn’t anything between us anymore, and I know now there can never be. I tried, and he tried, but it’s just not there. I can’t have sex with him anymore. I just can’t. On top of that maybe it’d be better if we didn’t room together anymore,” Bryce suggested leading me to believe there was a problem I didn’t know about.

“Did he do something wrong just recently or is this something old that resurfaced?” I asked. He took a deep breath.

“I’ve been wanting to share this with you for a long time, but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. But, in light of you wanting to see if Kirk and I could have a sexual relationship as well as a friendship, I need to share something with you that’s very painful to me to share. On the other hand, I could never discuss this with anyone else in this world that would understand me. So, here goes, but you might have to help me through this,” Bryce said tearing up. I hugged him.

“You don’t have to tell me anything or explain yourself if you don’t want to, Bryce. I mean I’m here for you and I’ll listen to anything you have to tell me, but if it’s too painful, you don’t have to tell me,” I told him as I hugged him.

“I need to, Josh. I need to get it out then maybe you can help me with it,” he said taking another deep breath as I had my arms around him.

“Tell me what you want to tell me, but take your time and know I’m not going to judge you one way or another, as I love you because I know your heart, Bryce. Not much in this world could change that,” I told him hoping that knowing I truly loved him might make, what he had to tell me, easier to say.

“It’s because I love you and know you love me, that I can tell you this finally, that I could have never told a living soul until you,” he said then hugged me again. We hugged for a couple of moments, then he relaxed again.

“Take your time, Bryce. I’m not going anywhere,” I said softly. He took a deep breath.
 
Chapter 907 - C

“Kirk and I were close friends since grade school actually. Back in the innocent days we did typical boy stuff, played video games, played soccer and a little basketball back then. Our hormones weren’t raging, but we were just comfortable with one another and made each other feel good in each other’s presence. He was my buddy and I was his. He was there for me and me for him. We talked about a lot of things back then, but not really sex as until we were 12 or 13 we really didn’t understand it. Yeh, we joked about it a lot, but that’s just what guys did, not knowing what it was all about and how encompassing and powerful it could be. I’m sure you were the same way,” Bryce stated off saying. I had to agree although I kind of remembered getting started playing with dicks before we even got pubes, somewhat excited about the fact we were getting them anytime. “Anyway, things started changing when puberty set in. Now we were more than curious at that point. As you know, our dicks became our favorite toys except for video games when we weren’t playing with our dicks. I think I told you, we’d jerk off together and eventually would jerk each other off. Orgasms were the most fun back then and we liked to have them every time we had the chance. Being best buddies, I was his confidant and he was mine. Sharing the intimacy of jerking off and not really understanding the psychological aspects of ‘love’ everything was still kind of innocent. We just had new toys to play with, mainly our dicks which we shared sometimes jerking off. He told me it felt neat wrapping his hand around my cock and having my hand on his cock. It did. It really did,” Bryce said then chuckled.

“Remember those days all too well, Bryce. I know exactly what you’re talking about,” I concurred. He actually smiled.

“Earlier in his life, Kirk lost his real father. He said for years his real dad and his mother had a horrible relationship and fought all the time. Therefore, he’d spend a lot to time at our house with me which we both enjoyed. Mikie was younger than me and had his own friends so Kirk and I were like brothers. Kirk didn’t like his new step-father after his parents divorced and you can imagine why as you saw first hand what Mr. Penisalter was like. If you ask me, I think he’s a closet case gay myself. I guess he was man enough to give Kirk a half-sister though. That caused some heartache also when his sister came along as he was no longer an only child. He got little attention as an only child and got even less after his sister was born. Even his sister asked him one time what he did to piss his parents off as it seemed like they were on his case all the time. He couldn’t answer her, other than to say, he just existed in their lives and they rather wished he wasn’t there. I guess they got their wish now. Can’t say that for a fact as his mother usually defended him but she usually stood up for her husband in all the disputes. Needless to say, Kirk was somewhat fucked up emotionally and leaned on me for a kind voice and friend.

“It’s horrible that the children are usually the ones that suffer when marital problems happen. They are the least considered in the parents’ decision making. It’s sad, but Kirk has a lot of friends now and should be happier. So what does this have to do with your problem with him now?” I asked.

“Getting there, Josh. This is kind of tough, the next part,” he said getting nervous again. I grabbed one of his hands and held it in mine. “Kirk confided in me more and more, but as our bodies matured, we began to feel a closer sense of purpose together, protecting one another, looking out for one another, that kind of thing. We were almost inseparable which got him away from his problems of being ignored at home. Neither one of us, at the time, realized how close we were becoming. Our hormones were raging and, although we were beating off to pictures of nude girls at the beginning but finding ourselves looking at straight porn online when we could get away with it, and on realizing that we both were focusing on the male partner in that, commenting on how far he could shoot his load, that type of thing. We didn’t realize it at the time, but we were more interested in the anatomy of the male partner and his prowess, getting off on cum shots and that stuff. At one point when we were jerking off together, we just kissed one another. I think it shocked us both. I mean it was just lips against lips, no tongue or anything, but somehow it created one hell of an orgasm for both of us. What we didn’t realize is that our childhood friendship was turning from brotherly love into something more powerful drawing us closer together. Although we still talked about pussy and how bad we wanted to fuck a girl, the things we were doing with each other said otherwise. We were kidding ourselves, probably thinking that this was just a passing phase and we were still very much straight, not knowing anything about being gay at the time. So, the kissing got a little more intense, and jerking off each other got more intense. We would experiment with things like kissing nipples and fondling balls, very innocent from what all we do today, but it was all new to us and we were amazed and excited about the ways we could stimulate one another. This was going on during our Freshmen year of high school. Neither one of us was dating anyone and didn’t have any desire to date. A lot of our buddies from school still weren’t dating girls. That pressure started to mount in our sophomore year. Kirk was getting more pressure from his step-dad to find a girlfriend as he said our friendship was getting a little too close for his liking. We had no idea what he was talking about. Kirk asked me if there were any girls I wanted to date. I told him I hadn’t thought about it as I liked spending time with him. He said he felt the same way. Eventually our sleepovers become a little more involved with us naked, grinding our hard cocks together and acting like we were fucking one another. He’d put his boner up against my hole, and I’d do that with him, but we never penetrated one another. The kissing did become more intense and we seemed to really like it. I would massage his body and he would massage mine. We liked to smell each other’s balls and pubes also. I don’t know why, but it just seemed hot for some reason, probably the musk smell we love now. We also liked the smell of cum. That really turned us on. We’d also catch each other staring at one another as if wondering where this was going. He was having more and more problems with his step-dad at home and I was comforting him in my arms, hugging one another, as if I was the only one that loved him. I don’t know, Josh. We didn’t really know what we were doing but it just felt good, if you know what I mean,” he explained.

“I know exactly what you mean. It all kind of starts out that way, but I was way ahead of you in my growing up, but that’s another story. Go on with yours,” I told him.

“One night I was spending the night at his house and we were playing video games in his room in our underwear. I beat him in the game and he started wrestling with me. Apparently we were a little loud in our wrestling, giggling and laughing so his step-father came in and yelled at us. Well, in our wrestling in just our undies, we’d managed to pop boners from that close physical contact. His step-dad could see we were hard,” Bryce exclaimed.

“Oh, oh, BUSTED!” I chided to Bryce’s smile. We both chuckled.
 
Chapter 907 - D

“I know, kind of embarrassing. So his stepdad tells me he thought it was time I went home. Kirk protested telling his step-dad that we were just wrestling and I was spending the night. He told me to get dressed and he’d take me home. Kirk wasn’t allowed to go with us when Mr. Penisalter took me home. On the way he told me he thought it was best that Kirk and I not spend that much time together anymore as we’d outgrown our childhood and should be concentrating on becoming adults. We should definitely start looking for girls to date as our current friendship was, as he put it, ‘unhealthy’. Then he tells me not to come over anymore as I wasn’t welcomed at their home. You talk about a kick in the balls, Josh. I mean he just ripped the one person that I loved out from underneath me. Kirk and I would talk at school and we both made the basketball team also, but I could tell the pressure was mounting on Kirk to keep his distance from me. One day he tells me we can’t hang out together anymore and we couldn’t talk to one another outside of school. He had a date coming up on the weekend, one with a known slut, of course, trying to impress his step-father. I begged him not to cut off our friendship. He tells me it’s for the best. Needless to say, I was hurt, deeply hurt. He was rather stoic when he told me this. Not sure what happened at home with his stepfather, but I was devastated. We hugged each other tightly for the last time. He gave me a quick kiss and told me that was the last time we could ever kiss. I told him he was killing me. He said it was time we needed to grown up, and I would thank him for this later. That was it. For several weeks, I wouldn’t even talk to him at all, even though he tried to talk to me at school. Josh, I was depressed for weeks. Everyone around me knew I was depressed but then didn’t know why. My parents asked me If Kirk and I had a falling out or what as were like brothers. They missed him too as he was like another son to them. I just told them he got a little crazy dating girls just to have his way with them and I wasn’t brought up that way. They told me they were proud of me, telling me I’d find the right one someday and to hold out for a good one. Dad had his accident in my junior year of high school so a lot of my teammates thought my depression had something to do with that, so they didn’t pry too deeply,” Bryce explained.

“You don’t think you and Kirk could overcome that as he’s apologized to you many times in front of me for the actions of his stepdad?” I asked. Bryce frowned.

“There’s more to this, Josh, much more,” he replied. I squeezed his hand a couple of times. He took another deep breath. “There was another guy on our team by the name of Joel. He was mainly a benchwarmer and sometimes played on the Jr. Varsity team. He was kind of a quiet guy and didn’t have many friends but he was a nice guy. He was nice looking but kind of recluse. He liked playing basketball which seemed to be his only interest in life, at least as far as we knew. I was sitting by myself one day after lunch outside waiting for my next class. I had my head down in my hands, feeling sorry for myself for losing my best friend, actually. Kirk cut so damn deep leaving me like that. So Joel sits down beside me and puts his arm on my shoulder and says to me, ‘you look like you just lost your best friend’. I said to him, actually I did. He said he thought so. He told me he noticed over time how inseparable Kirk and I were and now we hardly ever talked to one another even at practice where we always clowned around together. I think I actually teared up when he said that. He patted me on the back and told me that life went on, and for the one Kirk I had as a friend, there would be many others in my life I would come to trust and care about. I know I thought he was crazy, but I listened anyway. I asked him how he knew Kirk and I had problems. He chuckled. He told me he always admired me, thought I was a standup guy and a very caring friend from what he could see. He told me he thought that Kirk was troubled and had his own problems and would have been better off with the close friendship with me to help him through his problems. I told Joel, I was certainly trying to, but that obviously didn’t work out. He gave me quite a pep talk that day at lunch about the true meaning of friendship causing me to have a whole new perspective on him. We started meeting every day for lunch. Didn’t plan it that way but I sensed he felt I needed a friend. I really enjoyed his company and his insight into things. We had a lot in common I found out. We liked the same movies, music, sports, foods, just a lot of things. He asked me to help him be a better basketball player as he didn’t like sitting on the bench all the time. He needed some help improving his shooting skills. He said he admired mine, often watching me during games. We’d stay after practice a couple of times a week and I’d work with him on shooting. We’d make fun of one another during practice and just had fun. We’d shower after the rest of the team left because we stayed late. I began to notice him more physically because of that. He was in great shape, had a nice size cock and balls and a tight ass if I was to describe him to someone like you, Josh,” Bryce said kind of chuckling.

“So, you’re saying he was decently hot then. Was he hotter than Kirk?” I asked. Bryce stopped to think about that a minute.

“Because he was such a sweet guy, I probably admired him more than Kirk. But beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I began to think he was perfect, actually. He never made a move to suggest he was gay or anything like that. I did hurt my hand one time catching the ball the wrong way and it stung a little. Joel took a look at it to make sure no bones were broken, then he kissed it saying that should make it better. I chuckled, telling him I was sure it would. We really got to know each other the summer between our junior and senior year. We worked hard together practicing basketball. We both had a job at the local supermarket where Mikey works now and our shifts were together at times. We’d tease each other a lot. We’d kid around like most high school guys like I’d tell him to suck my dick if he told me to do something for him. He’d tell me only if I’d suck his back. We’d go ‘Ooooo, that’s gross and go on. We’d shake our hand making like jerking off to another behind peoples’ backs at school, as if to recognize them as a jerkoff when they were acting like one. That was especially true of Kirk when he was bragging about dicking all these skags he was going out with. We were just starting to really appreciate each other in so many ways. One day. after our late basketball practice where I helped him, on the way to the showers, Coach stopped us and told Joel, that he was the most improved athlete on the team and he was proud of the work he put in to become better. Coach said he was going to play him more because of that, and he didn’t have to play any Jr. Varsity anymore. Joel was so excited. When we were showering, I noticed Joel was crying. I grabbed him and asked why he was upset. He hugged me, naked, which surprised me, but I liked it. He told me he was so happy as he wanted to be a better team member and I had made that possible for him. He even kissed me on the cheek. Then he said he probably shouldn’t have done that. I told him he should have done this, and kissed him closed mouth on the lips. He hugged me even tighter then. We kind of forgot we were naked, but it just felt right between us like we were sharing some kind of intimacy together between two very much caring friends. From then on things got even more serious between us. He made me laugh like no one everer has for one thing. He also made me think in different more considerable ways than I had before. He was helping to make me a better person, Josh and I began to love him for it.

“I’m going out on a limb here and suggesting that maybe things progressed some on the romantic end maybe?” I asked. He sighed.
 
Chapter 907 - E

“Yes the did. We’d do sleep overs like Kirk and I used to do. We’d play video games in our undies in my bedroom and then one of us would get beaten by the other in the games and then we’d start wresting to get rid of the frustration. Inevitably we’d get boners as sometimes crotches got wiped over our faces and if you got caught in a headlock, that could do it also. I suggested one night we jerk off with each other to get rid of our boners. He was more than happy to go along with it. Man did that ever help with the frustration. We always slept together though in our briefs, but you’d rub up against the other sleeping and that got you aroused also. I woke up one time and he was spooning me with his hard cock up against my ass. I could feel his boner and damn near ejaculated at the feeling, it felt so fantastic. Our jerkoff sessions became more frequent. We experimented with jerking off each other which made it even more fantastic. The biggest jump was when we began kissing while we jerked each other off. We had some healthy orgasms in the process and we learned to taste each other’s cum. The kissing was fantastic. We weren’t sure why, as it didn’t seem right, but we were making out like crazy not able to get enough of kissing one another. We started sleeping in the nude together like I do now and you do also. That became even more edgy making us want more between us. The move to sex didn’t seem to hurt our relationship, but mainly made it stronger. My love for him was almost off the charts, Josh. I sensed he was feeling the same way. Our kissing became more intense. We even asked each other what was going on. Both of us weren’t sure but we knew it meant the world to us and we didn’t want to stop. We’d jerkoff with our cocks pressed against each other, rubbing our groins together as we kissed in bed at night, not wanting to stop. We’d eventually have to cum to get rid of the sexual tension. Then we started looking at gay porn to see how we might share more intimacy with each other. We both knew at that point that we deeply loved one another and it made us so happy, Josh. I was so thrilled to have Joel in my life, and he felt the same way about me. Kirk even made a statement one time after basketball that it seemed I had replaced him with a new friend. I told Kirk he replaced himself, it wasn’t me. He told me he couldn’t argue with that, but we still didn’t talk much.

“I’m not liking where this is probably going as you are so happy talking about Joel in the past tense. That doesn’t sound good,” I told Bryce. He gripped my hand after being happy talking about the good times with Joel.

“We decided we were going to really share each other’s bodies to experience it all between us. We studied gay porn to learn what we needed to do. Some of it seemed gross as we hadn’t sucked each other’s dicks yet. I did kiss the head of his cock one time rather quickly just for shits and giggles although I was scared to do it. He did it to me also, then we laughed at how inexperienced we were, but we were still not sure if we were crossing a line that shouldn’t’ be crossed. There was the desire, but there was also the concern were we going from innocent playing around to becoming deeply involved in a taboo that might harm us. The more we became convinced that we wanted each other that way, the less concern for our feeling guilty became. After all, who would know but us so we thought we wanted to see if we really loved one another to go all the way. We wanted to do anal also if we were going to do this. Joel ordered a dildo online from somewhere that came in an unmarked box. He was always home before his parents so he was able to grab it before anyone knew a package had been delivered. He also ordered lube. Just doing that scared us to death someone might find out and then what were we to do. There were some anxious nervous moments in preparation for us showing our deep love for one another. Joel would lube up the dildo and then insert it in my ass easing it in taking ages it seemed to finally adjust to it in my ass. I wasn’t sure that I would like anal sex at all as why would someone do something out of love that hurt like hell? Anyway, I’d do the same thing to him. He would tell me it must feel better with a Real Cock than it did with a silicone dildo We decided we were going to do it all and go all the way from oral to anal. We drew the line at eating ass though, neither of us thought we could make ourselves do that. That was just too gross in our minds at that stage of our lives. Now, I love giving and receiving it, but then you’ve taught me a lot, Josh,” Bryce said looking at me and then giving me a quick kiss then squeezed my hand.

“So, I’m hoping you’re going to tell me your debut to gay sex was some of the best ever,’ I replied after our kiss. Bryce looked sad.

“We had decided he would spend the night after our last basketball game of the season on a Friday night. Thursday night, we spent some time making out and asked ourselves if we still wanted to go through with this as it was a huge step psychologically and physically. We asked ourselves if we were wandering into a sordid world that would judge us harshly if anyone found out. Joel held my hand and told me he loved me more than anything in this world, and he didn’t care who knew if we got discovered as he loved me too much to care. He said he might never have the opportunity to care this deeply or love this strongly another guy like me ever again. He would hate himself for the rest of his life if we weren’t able to show each other the furthest depths of our love. I told him I felt exactly the same way, Josh” Bryce said tearing up. He put his head on my shoulder and sobbed. I braced myself for what I feared I might hear as I held him tight.

“Are you okay, Bryce? You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” I offered as I held his head against my chest and stroked his back. He sobbed for a minute. Then seemed to regroup a bit.

“Josh, that was the most beautiful experience of my life, our talk before our big night together. We dug deep into our souls as to how beautiful our relationship was and how we’d found our soulmate and now could celebrate our love together. I’ve never been so happy as I was that night together with Joel, just bearing our souls to one another and voicing our love,” he said then took a breath. “Our last basketball game, Joel got to play the whole last second half of the game. He scored ten points in the last two quarters. He was ecstatic. The whole team carried him around on our shoulders after the game and gave him the ball. I was so proud of him but even more excited for what was about to come that night. The team was showering together in the locker room and Kirk came up and asked me if I could give him a ride home. Well, that was the last thing I wanted to do, like take time out from getting ready for Joel, and getting my bedroom ready for the most important night of my life. I told him I couldn’t as I had plans. Joel, who was showering beside me, told Kirk he’d drop him off at his house as his house was nearby. Kirk thanked him a lot saying it would mean so much to him as he had a hot date. They both lived on the south side of town and I lived on the north side. As you know the town isn’t that large, but the north and the south were separated by a highway. I got to kiss Joel goodbye without anyone seeing me. I hugged him one last time. He was so excited just as I was. He was going to drop off Kirk, then head to my house for a night of male sexual bliss unlike either of us ever imagined. I got home and set up some candles in my bedroom, got out the lube, then waited for him to arrive. I waited and waited. Finally, I freaked out thinking he couldn’t go through with this. I was upset because I so wanted to be with him in the most intimate manner. I paced the floor thinking he got held up somewhere. Still, I waited until I got a call on his phone which made my heart go wild knowing he hadn’t disappeared. It wasn’t him that had called me, Josh. It was his mother and she was sobbing like crazy. I asked her where Joel was and she couldn’t hardly speak, she was crying so horribly. She finally got the words out that he had been in an automobile accident. He was crossing the highway at a red light, which was always the safest way to cross it as it was busy. It was a 45 MPH speed zone there, but a drunk driver had run the redlight at 80 MPH, T-Boning Joel sending his car way down the highway and overturning it. She said he died instantly from what the police told her, then she must have collapsed as she dropped the phone. I dropped my phone also and screamed. I got in the car and ran to the site, but they were just taking his body away. His car was a total disaster. The guy that hit him just had a few minor scratches. The cops said his being drunk was the only thing that saved him. I wanted to spit in the guy’s face for killing the love of my life,” Bryce finally got the words out then balled his eyes out again. He even made me cry. I hugged him tightly and cradled him.
 
Chapter 907 - F

“You’re okay, Bryce. You’re okay. We have you now, and we love you just as much as Joel loved you,” I told him. I finally got him under control again and wiped his eyes. He was still shaking.

“If he hadn’t taken Kirk home he would still be alive today and we’d be a couple.” Bryce was finally able to say.

“You’re not blaming Kirk for what happened, are you?” I asked. Bryce gathered himself.

“No, if anything I blame myself as if I had taken Kirk home when he asked me, Joel would still be live today. If anything, I blame myself,” Bryce replied looking at me with his watery eyes. “I don’t know, Josh. It just took all the life right out of me. The whole school showed up for his funeral. That was the hardest day of my life. I had to give a eulogy on behalf of the team. I collapsed during the service, I was so heartbroken. No one knew why I was so upset, and you are the first person to ever know how much I loved Joel. God, I miss him. I will never stop loving him. I used to use the dildo he bought pretending it was him inside me since it had been inside him a few times. It made me cry every time,” he told me as I stroked his hair.

“Hey, I was kind of a basket case losing my grandfather and he was in his late 80’s. If I were to lose someone like you or Jake, I’d be worthless to anyone after that. I think you’ve done remarkable, Bryce, carrying this around with you all this time and not being able to tell anyone about it. It took courage to share it with me. I give you credit and admire you for being able to. Maybe I can share some of your pain, or at least recognize it when I see it. You are not in this world alone anymore, Bryce. There are those that seriously love you and care about your happiness, me being one of your major fans,” I told him. He kissed me very tenderly.

“Can you see now why I can’t handle having sex with Kirk. He’s a constant reminder of my losing Joel. If it hadn’t been for his stupid ignorant stepfather keeping us apart, Kirk would have been my Joel and there would not have been the tragedy that happened, and an innocent life might still be living. Kirk has too much baggage for me. I fucked him, and it didn’t do either of us any good. He got what he wanted, but it wasn’t what he needed. I can’t give him what he needs and it makes me sad to even try. Now you know why,” Bryce said, burying his head in my chest as I stroked his head and he wrapped his arms around me like he never wanted to let me go. Then he looked into my eyes. “Could we make love, Josh? I so need to have you inside me and show me I’m loved. Could we please? I promise I didn’t tell you this story to get you to have sex with me, but I just need to feel loved right now after baring my soul,” he asked with tears in his eyes.

“Sure, Bryce. I’ll be your Joel tonight. We’ll do this in remembrance of him and his love for you,” I replied, then pulled off his t-shirt.

For a good hour we took it slow and made love to one another. It was very sensuous and moving. I truly loved him for the sensuous friend he was, full of caring and love for the right person. I was on top of him, missionary style, our lips all over each other and our tongues in each other’s mouths as he shot one hell of a load between us. I could feel the warmth of his liquid love squeezed between us as his body shook and his cock convulsed. I couldn’t pull out before his ass squeezed the cum out of my cock sending my seed deep inside him. His arms were wrapped around me and his legs were over mine. Although he never said it, it was obvious he wanted my seed. We laid there together for the longest time staring into each other’s eyes, as I ran my fingers through his hair. My cock finally wilted enough to slide out of him. I rolled off to his side.

“I’m pretty sure that if Joel and I had made love that night, it would have been just as perfect as what you and I did, Josh. I can’t love you enough for this,” he told me then pulled my head to him and kissed me tenderly. “I love you so much, you can’t imagine, but I promise you I will never interfere with your life other than to love you forever, as that’s what I would have wanted for Joel and me,” he told me then kissed me again. What could I say to that.

We finally got up, cleaned up some, then ran down to the locker room showers where we washed each other rather sensuously and held each other a few times letting his emotions finally wind down. We finally made our way out of the Frat house without anyone seeing us leave from the basement door, locked from the outside but not from the inside. We walked back to the CNB as I held his hand. We got in the Jeep and I drove him back to the house. On the way I asked him if he’d mind if we moved Kirk out and threw him in with Harry. He thanked me profusely, telling me that would be so helpful in so many ways. I apologized for putting them together in the first place, but I had no idea of the total extend of the damage to their friendship. We parked out front of the house and continued to talk.

“You never would have known the true extent of the the pain between Kirk and me. I didn’t want to sound ungrateful to you for all the wonderful things you’ve done for me and my family, Josh. I could never do that. Kirk and I got along, but there was no way we were ever going to develop a loving relationship again. It’s great you helped him out. He had a rather tragic start also, brought onmainly by his stepfather, but then he added to his problems also being a little arrogant and untruthful about fucking women of all things. Still, I’m happy for him, that he’s free to be his real self now. Maybe Joel would have wanted me to help him. I’ll never know, but you certainly did. You helped us both in your own caring way, being such a beautiful person that you are,” he said, making me chuckle, telling him he was getting carried away now.

“Can you ever really do enough to help those that you care about or have good reason to believe you might care about them? Joel and I used to talk about that wondering about the mysteries of life and how certain people turned out the way they did, some good, some evil and some you just never knew. Some people care so much and some people care less about anything and anyone. I’ll never know how Joel and I would have turned out, but I have to believe we’d have done great things together,” Bryce said.

“We’re going to do great things together, Bryce. Talk about series of events changing lives. I may never have met you had things not turned out the way they did. You are destined for great things in this life, yet to be discovered, but the destiny is there, as I can see it clearly. I also think someday you are going to meet another Joel that will sweep your heart away and the two of you love each other for the rest of your lives, but with me around also, just so you know,” I told him. He chuckled, but said he certainly hoped so. “As traumatic as what happened and the hurt if gave you, I still think you are one fortunate person in that you experienced a deep beautiful friendship full of love. You and Joel were true soulmates and that is to be coveted like nothing else. Many people in this world never get to experience what you and Joel experienced, Bryce. For that you should be eternally grateful that you were one of the lucky ones that actually lived it. Sure, losing that hurts like hell, but never having it is such a waste and disappointment. Be grateful that you found the total depth of love and lived it even if it lasted for a short time. Joel will always be a part of you, his memory is to remind you that true love is there if you work hard and search hard enough to find it,” I told him, making him tear up again.

“I think in many ways, I was meant to find you, Josh, to find maybe the one human being that understood what I experienced and help me to deal with it. Like I said, I couldn’t have had this conversation with anyone else but you who would have understood the love I had with Joel. To everyone else that knew us both, we were just close friends. You understand the intense closeness we had together. Thank you for letting me tell you about my friend as that means the world in all to me to share him with you,” Bryce said then leaned over and kissed me.

“So, getting back to the real world. I’ll have Kirk out of your room possibly tomorrow or at least this weekend. Harry should make a good roommate for him. If he bugs Harry too much, we’ll place him elsewhere. Still, I think they’ll get along fine. I’ll be out of town this weekend again on business, but be back Sunday afternoon sometime. If you need me, you can call me, but I’ll be completely unavailable Saturday afternoon just so you know,” I told Bryce.
 
Chapter 907 - G

Nothing crazy, I hope,” Bryce replied. I sighed.

“More like complicated, but I’ll get through it. Just something Tyler, the manager of our CNB in Key West, and I have to do to help a friend and his friends out of a rough situation. We should be fine as we have a lot of support from the outside we can draw on.

“Tyler was Tink’s brother that fell in love with you? He was a quarterback in high school and dated a lot of girls?” Bryce asked. I smiled, telling him the story of how all that came about. Bryce chuckled asking me what the relationship was now. I told him we were extremely close friends, but he had a wonderful boyfriend. “I’m sorry I seduced you in the shower at my house that first night we slept together, but I couldn’t let another chance go by that I didn’t show my true love for someone I cared so deeply about, Josh,” Bryce said, getting emotional again. “ It meant the world to me like you wouldn’t believe as now you know why. I can certainly empathize with Tyler how that happens,” Bryce replied. I chuckled.

“I have some many deeply loving friends, but I love you all, every one of you, and you in particular because you truly understand what love means and how powerful it is. I’ll leave it at that, so give me another kiss then I have to go home and take care of my boyfriend that loves me as much as you do, and thank him for sharing me with others I love also,” I told him.

“I totally understand and have to love Jake also for sharing you with me and others at times when it’s needed,” he said then gave me a huge hug and kissed me passionately. He finally got out and headed in blowing me a kiss behind him.

Wow, what a night, I thought to myself. I never saw that coming. But, I was so touched that Bryce brought himself to share his painful story. It convinced me he was definitely gay for one thing, not even a question anymore. It also convinced me that trying to have sex with Kirk was never gong to work as it would be too painful and totally unemotional for Bryce after what he went through with Kirk and Joel. The thing I loved most about him is that he took the step to find true love, suffered for it, but never gave up on it happening again and letting his heart open to me, who he trusted and loved because of our shared beliefs. He was a true loving friend. I was one of the most fortunate human beings on the face of the earth because of friends like him.
 
WOW!!! FT what an incredible chapter this one turned out to be, Thank you!!!

Like you promised in the intro to the chapter I have a better opinion of Bryce now after I read the chapter than I did before I can understand Bryce a little better now and hopefully he and Kirk can become friends again telling Kirk about Bryce and Joel relationship would be a good start.

I believe Bryce finally listened to himself and now knows that he is gay in his own mind now.

Unfortunately we don't know how Forest reacted after Josh told him what Tuck said.

So much is happening in Josh World I can't keep it all "straight" in my mind.

I'm excited for the next installment.

Brian

p.s. Wishing everyone celebrating Thanksgiving to please cherish the time you have with family. I lost my Mom to sepsis among other illnesses in August of this year. I cherish every moment I had with her being the sole caretaker. This holiday is going to be rough for me but I'm with family.
 
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