Chapter 127 – Fun at the Nude Beach and True Confessions
We had decided to spend our last afternoon at the nude beach, taking in all the sights of hot guys in the gay section. One never tired of gazing at a nude male body. We all had the same equipment, but each individual was interesting in itself and the intrigue never waned.
As we arrived at the line of demarcation where nudity began and clothing ended, we dropped our board shorts and let our willies and chippies hang free. What a great and free feeling that is, to let it all hang out, literally. There we were, a small troop of hot gay males letting our cocks swing back and forth as we continued on our naked journey to find the right spot to park for the afternoon. We liked being close to the water to catch all those walking up and down the beach. More scenery, I guess you could say. We never seemed to be disappointed. We finally parked and spread our beach blankets and towels, setting up our small open compound. We got quite few looks from the guys walking the beach. One guy seemed to be sporting some semi wood as he gazed upon our naked bodies passing by. We all smiled at him which caused him to have to speed up or go to full mast, we suspected. It was kind of fun flirting like that. Jake and I were lying beside each other, propped up on our elbows to watch the continuous string of naked guys walk up and down the beach. They came in all shapes and sizes. One hot guy walked by with two others. Quintin, who was sitting nearby with Trevor said, “I think I just fell in love all over again.”
“Easy, big guy. You had one hell of a night and never even called your friends you were staying with,” Trevor reminded him.
“I texted them and told them I got lucky and not to expect me home as this was a sleepover with major benefits,” Quintin replied. “I got a text back that just said ‘lucky bastard’.” We all laughed. If they only knew. “I’ll text them today and tell them not to expect me back until tomorrow. That is if it’s okay if I stay with you guys again tonight?” Trevor looked to me for an answer. Allen heard him ask also.
“Quintin, if you’re crazy enough to hang out with all of us, you’re more than welcome to sleep with us, you hot little fucker,” Allen said making us laugh again. Quintin gave us all a high-five sign and shook his cock at Allen who rolled his eyes.
“Trevor, do you want to walk down to the straight section with me to get a pic of smoking hot blonde? I need to show my friends a picture of someone I supposedly spent a couple of nights with. I want to make them jealous,” Quintin said earnestly.
“Why don’t you just let them imagine what you spent the night with? That way you won’t be lying,” Trevor asked.
“They’ll never believe me. In fact, one of them told me one time, he thought I was gay. No, I need to show them a pic. I don’t need the slightest bit of doubt that it was a smoking hot blonde girl,” Quintin said emphatically.
“Suit yourself. I’ll walk down there with you. Just be careful not to get caught taking someone’s pic. I’m sure that’s frowned upon here,” Trevor replied. Then they got up and started walking to the straight area. Jake shook his head.
“The fake lives we lead sometimes. Someday I hope no one cares one way or the other. It’s getting better, but we’re not there yet,” Jake said shaking his head.
“Just thank your lucky stars we have a great support group of friends to rely on, Jake. Poor Quintin, Max, Simon, they all have to go it alone for the most part. That would really suck,” I responded. Jake agreed and hugged me.
A shadow appeared above us. We looked up and it was none other than Heath. “Hey, guys. Fancy meeting you here,” he said grinning from ear to ear.
“Why, Heath. Do tell, what naughty things did you do last night that we aren’t supposed to tell anyone?” I asked.
“Well, let’s just say it was interesting. Got my willie wet a couple of times last night with the likes of a tight anus. Marvelous what a male asshole can do for a nice cock. I still like a wet pussy, but you mates have it over the ladies any day with the tightness and feel of a tight asshole. Makes my willie hard just thinking about it,” Heath replied as he sat down quickly. Ashton blew him a kiss, then came over to join us.
“Damn, Heath. You disappeared too early last night. I was hoping for round two. That English uncut cock of yours felt great in my ass last night. I’ll remember that for a long time to come,” Ashton stated as he fondled Heath’s cock to hardness, which Heath quickly covered over with his hands so as not to be a spectacle in public.
“Ashton, you’re being rather nasty, you bloke. I may get another crack at that ass of yours when I take you to the airport tomorrow. Just be prepared. That’s too hot an ass to pass up on. Well, in all reality, all you mates seem to have a hot ass. I had to leave last night or I’d have fucked myself to death with all your hot asses running around naked. Damn, you blokes really know how to throw a party. We have to change the subject so I can get rid of this boner,” Heath said looking at his hard cock as he moved his hands quickly to check on it.
“Are you sure you aren’t one of us, Heath?” I asked.
“Wouldn’t take much to cross over. A couple more nights like last night and I might be hooked. I must say, that hot ass of yours, Ashton, wow, that was some fuck last night. You certainly know how to entertain a man’s cock in that tight ass of yours,” Heath replied.
“Tight ass? Hell. It’s not that tight anymore,” Andy chimed in. “As much action as that ass got this week, it’ll never be tight again. My cock will be bouncing from wall to wall in that loose asshole. I might have to go out and find another tight ass to use since this one is almost used up,” Andy said in not too pleasant of a tone.
“Sorry, mate. Didn’t mean to horn in on your best mate, or as you yanks put it, ‘boyfriend’. I thought it proper and all since I wasn’t the first last night. Seemed the bloke liked it rather well and there was a crowd including you, Andy. I’m sorry if I did something wrong,” Heath apologized.
“Heath, you did nothing wrong,” Andy reassured him. “He’s got the right to fuck whoever he wants this week, but then he has to behave himself when we get home.”
“Right then, Good. Certainly didn’t want to break up a couple. You mates are great fun to be around and all get along famously. Wish I had a bunch of mates like you to have fun and fuck around with,” Heath added.
“So did you come with a girl or are you being gay today?” I asked.
“Oh, I have a girl with me. She’s down in the other section. She’s a bit of a floosy, but she likes to fuck like crazy. Smoking hot also, not as tight in the pussy department as your ass, Ashton, but those titties, they make this bone of mine damn hard,” Heath said as he jacked his boner just a little reminiscing about his time with this girl. He did have a rather handsome cock on him that caught the attention of both Jake and I. “In fact, I ran into two of your mates who walked down to the straight section, I believe you call it. I asked them where you were and told my girl I was going to walk up to say hi, as you were extremely good customers. I’m sure your mates enjoyed talking to her even if her hotness didn’t turn them on. She’s wearing a bikini bottom. Didn’t want to show her snatch and all,” Heath added. That could only mean Trevor and Quintin ended up meeting up with Heath in the hetero section. I shook my head. Hopefully, Trevor didn’t meet up with Betty and company. Heath finally got up to leave saying his goodbyes, once his cock had a chance to relax.
“I should have had a crack at that cock,” Andy said watching Heath’s hot ass walk away as he returned to his girl.
“Hey, I told you he was great. The straight ones always are. They know how to fuck, Andy. I’ve been telling you all this time. If they can fuck an ass like they fuck a girl, well, you’ve got a winning combination,” Ashton assured us.
“Just how many straight guys have you fucked in this life, Ashton?” Andy asked.
“Well, just a few, but they were all great. I never told you this, but a friend of mine in high school was straight, and at the time, he thought I was too. We got drunk at my house one night and we got naked playing around and somehow we got hard and I dared him to fuck me. He did, saying it was the hottest fuck ever, but we could never do it again. We never did do it again and we never talked about it ever. We weren’t that close of friends after that incident either. It’s a shame. That kid was smoking hot too. He married one of the cheerleaders after we graduated. I think he does landscaping work now. I bet he looks hot in his cutoffs with no shirt mowing lawns. Probably gets a lot of pussy that way also. Fuck he was hot enough to dance at the CNB. Maybe I ought to look him up. His cheerleader wife got fat. He just might need to get drunk again and have some real fun this time,” Ashton said reminiscing.
“Maybe you just need to forget about other guys after this week, Ashton,” Andy reminded him. He kissed Andy to reassure him he was just dreaming a little. Quintin and Trevor returned finally filling us in on Heath’s girlfriend. Quintin said she let him take a picture of her topless knowing it wasn’t going anywhere in the gay community. He said she was pretty cool about it. He definitely was going to show it to his friends vowing it was the reason why he spent two nights away from them and their hotel room.
I rolled over on my stomach after feeling a little too much sun on my front. I didn’t want to burn my weenie. “Rub some suntan lotion on my back, Jake. Please?”
“With pleasure, Josh. You know I love doing this for you,” he said as he poured some lotion on my back and began to massage it into my skin.
“I know you do, but don’t get me hard by sticking your finger up my ass,” I warned him. The fucker did stick his finger up my asshole making me jump. “You fucker!” I hollered. Jake just laughed. Andy and Ashton got a kick out of Jake’s actions also, not to mention Trevor and Quintin.
“I think it’s cool the way you guys tease each other. Up until just recently, I would never have even thought of sticking a finger in another guy’s asshole. That would have weirded me out. But now, wow, I think I’d love to and also like it done to me,” Trevor said admiring our playfulness.
“I’d be more than happy to accommodate you, Trevor,” Quintin said smiling at him. Trevor rolled over on his stomach beside me and Quintin climbed on his back. You want the finger also?”
“Maybe, but I’d rather have your cock. I guess we’ll have to wait until tonight for that,” Trevor said sadly.
Ashton was restless for some reason and said he was going for a walk. Andy said he’d go with him, but I could tell, Ashton wasn’t crazy about having company. I wondered what he might be up to. I supposed he wanted to check under the pier to see if anything was going on down there he could get his ass around. He was so needy lately and I could tell it was definitely bugging Andy.
Jake had finished the suntan lotion application, and I was propped up on my hands checking out the views of hot cocks and balls walking by. The next thing I felt was that I got hit with something on the back. It didn’t hurt but surprised me. I rolled over to see what it was. Two cute guys started apologizing profusely, but all I noticed was their full body tans and nice cocks. They had to be
Freshmen like us. Their Frisbee had landed on me they were throwing back and forth on the beach near the water. They were stunned when I rolled over and smiled at them.
“Dude, I’m so sorry. Hope we didn’t hurt you or anything,” one of them said.
“Hey the pleasure is all mine. It was better you hit my back than hit my balls,” I replied.
“Yeh, you don’t want to hit his balls. He gets all pissy when you do that,” Jake said grinning.
“The wind caught it and, well, you know what happened,” the other one said. “Thanks for catching it for us though.” I had to laugh.
“Wasn’t much of a catch, but I can’t say I mind looking at you two. Glad that happened so we got a chance to meet,” I added. They blushed. “So where you guys from?”
“Ohio,” one of them said. “Columbus, Ohio State.”
“Not too far from us. We’re Midwesterners also. You guys got a great tan for being down here for a week,” I remarked admiring their deep tan all over. They blushed again. “You guys have fun down here this week?”
“Sure did. First time this far away from home. This is so cool being out here on the beach playing frisbee and not wearing any clothes. We feel so free. It’s amazing. Going to hurt having to go back up to the cooler weather and wearing clothes all the time,” one of them remarked.
“Sucks, don’t it?” Jake chimed in. “We’re going to hate it just as much as you guys.”
“I’m Dean and this is Maury,” the two said introducing themselves. Jake and I introduced ourselves and then Trevor and Quintin.
“So what have you guys done since you’ve been down here?” I asked them.
“Just kind of hung out at the beach, playing volleyball and frisbee mostly. We’ve eaten at a couple of the restaurants downtown. Mostly just chillin, I guess you could say,” Dean replied.
“You been to any of the bars?” Quintin asked. “They have some pretty cool ones down here.”
“We went to a couple, but didn’t find any chicks to pick up. We’re a little slow in that area,” Maury replied. I gave them an odd look.
“You guys have any experience with the women?” Jake asked somewhat confused.
“Not really. They don’t get us for some reason. We get to talking to them, but we really aren’t that good at closing deals. To tell you the truth, and I guess we can tell you because we’ll probably never see you again, we’re both virgins. Girls don’t seem to like us for some reason,” Dean said disappointedly.
“Have you ever done anything with guys?” I asked.
“Like what?” Maury asked confused.
Like sexually. Jacking off together, blowjobs and stuff?” Jake asked. I was even more confused than ever at this point.
“No never. Well, I guess we’ve jacked off together a few times,” Dean admitted.
“Dean, we’ve jacked off every night we’ve been here. Had to do something to relieve the need. You guys know about that, I’m sure. We’re not gay or anything,” Maury tried to assure us.
“Then why are you down here in the gay section of the beach?” I asked. Trevor and Quintin were about to bust a gut, but they were trying to hold it all in.
“We are? We were down there where the couples were and some girls told us we were in the wrong place, that single guys had to come to this section. We had no idea it was the gay section,” Dean stammered. “Do we need to leave?”
“Not unless you’re afraid of gay guys,” I reassured him.
“Should we be? I mean we’ve never been around any to tell you the truth,” Maury admitted. “Are you guys gay? Or maybe that’s not polite to ask.”
“Yep, we all are as gay as they come. I don’t think we look hostile though,” Quintin said proudly.
“You seem like regular guys. Are gay guys regular guys for the most part?” Dean asked.
“Are you guys putting us on?” Trevor jumped in. “I wasn’t really gay until I found out how hot it was to enjoy sex with another guy or guys. I mean this is a more wonderful world than the one I came from and I had a pretty hot girlfriend, but these guys here have shown me I missed out on a lot of intense orgasms. Hell, I’m never going to back to those stuck up twat stinking bitches ever again. Not when these guys send me to the moon and back every time we fool around. I mean I’m never going back.” Dean and Maury looked at him and didn’t know what to say.
“What kind of things do you guys do with one another, if that’s not too personal to ask?” Dean asked.
“We suck each other’s cocks until you can’t hold your cum back anymore and you have the most intense orgasms of your life. Then we lick each other’s asses. We call that rimming. It’ll drive you insane. Then some of us like to get fucked in our asses. You know, like you putting your cock in Dean’s ass, Maury. I mean that’s way fucking hot, and a hell of a lot tighter than fucking a girl. You guys need to try some of that stuff to see if you like it,” Quintin replied. Maury and Dean really didn’t know how to respond, but they had some stiffness working downstairs.
“You’re the first gay guys we’ve ever met. I guess we’ve kind of lived some sheltered lives, more rural than urban. We’re both kind of backward, but always thought about, you know, sex with women. Never thought about having sex between ourselves,” Dean confessed.
“Might as well. We aren’t getting anywhere with the ladies,” Maury lamented.
“So, you guys are really gay? All these guys on this end of the beach are gay?” Dean asked in amazement. I shook my head yes. “These guys don’t look any different than we do or you do. I always thought gays were very feminine and sissy like,” Dean said looking around at what he saw.
“Some gays are, but some straight guys are also. You have a mix of all kinds of guys straight or gay. It doesn’t matter. And for the record, guys, I grew up on a farm also, only I had friends that liked to mess around with each other. I can’t believe you guys made it all the way to college and haven’t had a gay experience of some sort in your lives,” I said in disbelief. They hung their heads a little.
“Well, I guess some of the things we’ve done might have been considered that way, but we never had any formal training on the subject,” Dean confessed.
“Dean, if it feels good between the two of you, just do it. Experiment with one another. See what you like and what creeps you out. Find some gay friends on campus. I know they’re there,” I suggested.
“Don’t suppose you guys could show us a thing or two?” Maury asked curiously.
“Could of if we’d have had more time. I guess if you two want to come over to the house tonight, we might be able to show you a couple of things. You have to be gone by 8:00 though as it’s a private party by invitation only after that. We’re just going to be sharing between some very close friends at that point,” I told them. They looked at one another and decided maybe they might take us up on the invitation. Then they jumped at the chance when I told them there was beer and food. I gave them the address. They thanked us and shook our hands and said they’d see us later. I told Allen he had a couple of new recruits he and OBB could break in early tonight. He got all excited about that. He had seen them talking to us and thought they were fucking hot.
How about a little frisbee boys?” I asked Quintin and Trevor. The four of us got up and started throwing the frisbee.
“Why frisbee, Josh?” Jake asked.
“I don’t know. Look what those guys found throwing the frisbee. Maybe we’ll get lucky too.” Jake said I was terrible. We threw the frisbee for about 30 minutes or so then decided to play some volleyball with the guys we had played with earlier in the week. Luckily, they were still playing. They had deep tans over their entire bodies this late in the week. They told us they had a blast this week and got drunk and fucked every night. They had been to the baths also and had a great time. We compared notes about the steam room and the sling room. One of their guys liked the sling and took several cocks one night. I told him he needed to meet our power bottom. He just laughed and said he’d like to meet our cocks. Gees, another Ashton, I thought. A blonde surfer guy playing with us ran into me and knocked us both down in the sand. He looked into my eyes then kissed me before he helped me up. I looked at him a little funny. He laughed and said he had wanted to do that earlier in the week but couldn’t get the chance. He said he wasn’t giving up his last day this time. We laughed. I kissed him again at that point making half excited. We played competitively. Finally, we had to say our goodbyes to our volleyball friends as we knew it was time to head back. Gathering up the troops, we reluctantly collected all our stuff and put our board shorts back on, then piled in the SUV to head back. Andy was somewhat miffed, I noticed, which meant Ashton probably got some action this afternoon along the way.
Back at the beach house and naked once more, we started on the beer. Sooner than later, Maury and Dean showed up. They were kind of surprised we were all naked. I asked them why they were so surprised as we were all naked when we first met. Then I accused them of throwing the frisbee on me just to meet all of us. Dean blushed but assured me it truly was an accident, but he was glad they did meet us. The two were nervous as hell. We got them a couple of beers. They did take in some action from some of the guys that stopped by for a cookout before we shut it down for the week and had our private party. After watching a couple of guys explode their cum all over, Allen and OBB took them aside and demonstrated on them what they should be doing with each other. The boys were rock hard as Allen took Dean’s cock in his mouth and OBB took Maury. They hollered when they came, and came quickly, shooting large loads into Allen’s and OBB’s mouths. Allen seemed to like what he was tasting. So did OBB. The last I saw of the four, Allen and OBB had condoms on. I guess they had to cram for this experience as time was running out.
Erin and Jason joined Trevor, Quintin, Jake and I for beer and conversation. I was admiring how cute Jason was, when Jake bent over and whispered in my ear. “You can fuck him if you want to.” I gave him an odd look. “I see the way you look at him. I’m not jealous, I’d fuck him too given the chance. I think he really wants you to fuck him, Josh. I really do. Want me to ask him?” I told him no.
The next thing I knew Jason was sitting on my lap again and Erin was on Jake’s. Quintin and Trevor had gone for a swim. I was rock hard underneath Jason, as hard as Jake was underneath Erin. Jason started kissing me and kissing me passionately.
“Jason, we shouldn’t do this,” I whispered in his ear.
“I asked Jake if it was okay and he said it was more than okay, we both needed it. Jake is a wonderful guy. I know why you love him so much, Josh. I really do. Hell, I’d love him too, and I don’t know him that well or you either, but the two of you are so special. Just the way you’ve helped Erin and loved him. I wish I had someone to love me like the two of you love him. I need to feel you inside me, Josh. I really need to feel what it’s like to be penetrated and loved at the same time. I know that’s what you’re about. Please, share my body with me and show me your love. I beg you. I may not ever know the feeling of love like it was meant to be if you don’t show me. Erin has, but he said you have so much more love than he could ever show. I need to feel it and sense it, Josh, for me, to know what love really is and not just imagine it the way I think it should be. Show me, Josh. Only you can show me what it’s really like,” Jason pleaded. He made my heart melt. I pulled him into me and kissed him passionately over and over. I could hardly come up for air. Our tongues intertwined and our bodies melded, my hard cock pushing his balls aside as his prowess was sticking straight out below his beautiful pubes. The boy was literally driving me crazy, not so much from his beauty as he was a heartthrob to look at, but for his big heart. I didn’t know him that well yet, but I knew I loved him and wanted to know him so much more. Erin was kissing Jake profusely, knowing the love that emanated from Jake, the love Jake and I had between us. It was like we were in a daze, four people that cared so much for each other all of a sudden and the world stood still to acknowledge that deep unconditional love between all of us. Erin had already professed that love over and over again, but Jason had just discovered it and needed to know its meaning. He was all over me, dripping pre-cum on my abs as he continued to explore my mouth with his tongue. My heart was throbbing as was his. He finally inched back and raised himself up enough to guide my rock hard penis into his waiting body. I felt my penis being engulfed by a warm moist cavity as my cock slid into his rectum setting my senses on fire. My eyes moved to the back of my head as Jason continued to kiss me on the lips and on my neck and forehead as his ass accepted the vessel of my love. He was tight, very tight, sending my cock into a frenzy of passion. I couldn’t believe this was really happening. It reminded me of the first time Jake and I made love, a night that made me love him for life. Why was this happening with Jason? Jake was my true love, but Jason’s passion was competing for my heart, and I didn’t really know him. I felt empathy and caring for this beautiful kid, but my heart belonged to Jake. Still, Jason demanded a piece of it, for some reason I couldn’t understand. With every movement of my penis in and out of his beautiful sanctuary, his ass caressing and begging my cock for all my balls could pass through it, I felt such caring and love for this boy, this innocent boy that hat stolen all our hearts in a just a couple of days. My mind went crazy letting my heart overrule it. My cock was wanting to erupt in the worst way, but I didn’t want it to end just yet. The feeling between us was so intense, I couldn’t hardly bear it, nor did I ever want it to end.
“Josh, you’re so wonderful. I feel true love between us. I feel your passion, your caring, your heart and your love. You blow me away. No one has ever made me feel like this before. No one will ever be able to do this for me again,” he whispered in my ear as he nibbled on it and practically bit it off in a fit of passion. I attacked his mouth even harder as our bodies heated up between us with intense passion, both of us literally wanting to explode.
“I’m gonna cum, Jason. I swear, I can’t hold it any longer. Buddy, did you hear me, I’ve gotta cum. You have to get off of me. Jason please, I can’t hold it,” I said as he pressed our foreheads together and looked me in the eyes letting our souls meet as my cock exploded in his guts just as he exploded all over my chin, chest and abs. Cum flowed and flowed in one of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had, our heads still pressed tightly together as we felt the explosions of our bodies between us, holding each other tightly as we tensed up to let our pressures explode. Then we went limp. He collapsed on top of me, my cock still firmly inside him, but cum running out of his ass down over my balls. Then he tenderly kissed me over and over again. We hugged each other tightly. Looking over we saw almost the same type of exchange between Jake and Erin as they exchanged semen between each other like Jason and I. Jake was so loving to Erin who accepted his love unconditionally just as he had mine. Erin kissed Jake over and over again telling him how wonderful he was and how much he loved us both. When we finally became more aware of where we were and what was going on around us, we noticed Dean and Maury standing there watching us, cum dripping from their cocks. Jason and I looked over at their startled faces, like they had just witnessed something that totally blew their minds. “What?” I asked them.
“We’ve cum three times tonight since we’ve been here. Each time was more intense than the last. Allen and OBB did a number on our cocks, our asses, but you and Jason, you guys did a number on our hearts. I’ve never seen or felt passion like we just witnessed with the two of you and Erin and Jake. Wow! That just blew us away. There is something to this loving your own gender. Never really considered it before, but Maury and I are definitely going to experiment more and more now that we’ve seen what it’s really like. You guys rock,” Dean professed as he was trying to sort it all out. They were blown away with passion. They had never experienced passion in their life, according to them. It literally blew them away. Well, if we hadn’t accomplished anything more today than to teach two newbies what passion was, it was a successful day by any standards.
“Josh, you are one of the most loving guys I have ever met in this lifetime. I knew you were when I first met you. Erin confirmed it for me. He is a loving guy now thanks to you and Jake. He confessed that to me also. I truly see why now. I wish beyond all wishes to be able to be with you guys for the rest of my life. I realize, I’m here and you guys are up north and the possibility of being together to work out financially and for school is virtually non-existent. But if there was ever a way, I’d be with you guys forever. I could really fall hard for Erin. I know I could and being around you and Jake would only add to the warmth and love I need in my life right now. It is truly going to hurt and hurt bad when you leave tomorrow. I know that in my heart and in my mind. These few days have been the most wonderful days of my life. I will never forget that and I will never forget you guys. We have to stay in touch as I need friends like you, Jake and Erin in my life. I truly do. I don’t know what I’d do if I thought I had lost you. Promise me, you’ll keep in touch,” Jason begged.
“Jason, you are one that cannot ever be forgotten. If there is ever a way to be together again, we’ll find a way. Keep the faith, buddy. You’re just too loving a person not to try to be with permanently. I know Erin truly loves you. I can see it in his face and feel it in his heart. I know you feel the same way, and I certainly know how you feel about Jake and me. Someday you’ll have to love Jake like you just did me. I promise you, it would be just as intense as what we just shared, or possibly more so,” I told him.
“Wow, I don’t know how that’s possible, but it makes me want to jump his bone right now,” Jason replied. “To be with you guys would be wonderful. I promise if you find a way, I would make whatever sacrifices necessary to make that work. Keep thinking along those lines. I want this so bad,” Jason replied.
“You think we need a shower?” I asked my new lover. “I think you pretty much covered me in your cum. Damn, you’re a fountain of cum tonight, Jason,” I advised him.
“I think you pretty much drowned my bowels with yours also. It was the most fantastic feeling, actually experiencing the warmth of your seed flowing through my body filling me with your love,” he said as he kissed me once again. We had a hard time breaking form the kissing, it was so emotional and intense.
“Anyone for a shower?” I hollered over to Erin and Jake who were still locked together the way Jason and I were. “My balls are getting cold from my cum running out of Jason’s ass. I seem to be covered in some sticky stuff myself. Don’t know how that happened,” I said jokingly.
“It’s called cum. And you brought it out of me,” Jason said playing along. My cock had pretty much fallen out of Jason’s ass by the time we stood up, but it almost felt lonely when it finally fell out for good. Jason hugged me tightly and thanked me again for showing him my love. He was so damned sweet, I just wanted to fuck him over and over again. The four of us made our way to the shower by the swimming pool. Dean and Maury were there cleaning up also. They smiled when we showed up at the shower. We took turns getting wet and soaping up. I pulled Dean into me and kissed him passionately, catching him totally off guard. I soaped up his back as I sucked his tongue in my mouth, feeling a satisfaction from him that didn’t seem to want to end finishing with my finger up his asshole causing him to almost cum one more time.
“Fuck, Josh. That was fucking hot. I want to be gay. I swear I need to be gay,” Dean said over and over again.
“Keep practicing with Maury and you’ll get there,” I told him as I let him go. He ran right over to Maury and kissed him passionately. While it was a little awkward between the two at first, it ended up being pretty passionate, we all thought at least. Jason patted me on my ass and told me that was nice of me.
Eight o’clock came and we ushered out all the guests that weren’t invited to stay for the intimate cultural exchange we had planned. We said our goodbyes, hugged each other and there was some kissing and groping going with all that, but eventually we arrived at the core group for this evening before departing for good in the morning. Andy, Ashton, Max, OBB, Allen, Simon, Erin, Jason, Trevor, Quintin, Jake and I remained for a special intimate evening of sharing with one another. We gathered our chairs around in a small circle so we could be close to one another. Although fairly well lubricated, we all got a new pint of beer to sip on. Before we got started we all kind of went to the back of the compound and watered the bushes with our piss. Once drained, it gave us more capacity while we shared with one another. Everyone looked at me for someone to start off. I suggested we share experiences that led us to this point, who we had cared for over our lives, who we cared for now, any revelations from this weekend or whatever we wanted someone else to know and understand about ourselves. This was purely confidential and we needed to participate in this with trust and love for our fellow friends. We could ask questions about what each of us exposed or related to the group. We could not nor should we want to criticize one another, but only show support or suggestions to the betterment of each other. Then I told Simon, since this was kind of his idea, he should start off.
Simon was kind of nervous. “I want to thank Allen, OBB and the rest of the group for the wonderful time I’ve had this week with all of you, well most all of you realizing Jason, Quintin and Trevor arrived fairly late, but fit right in with the rest of us I like the fact that we are totally naked together, shielding nothing from one another in a true spirit of sharing with no holds barred. Wow, where do I start. I love all you guys because you have shown me how much you care about me. I didn’t know any of you at the beginning of this week and now I feel like I love all of you and you have been my family for some time. I am going to hate leaving you tomorrow and will probably cry my eyes out for a couple of days until school starts again on Monday. Still, I will carry all of you in my heart for the rest of my life. I haven’t been this active sexually, until this week, of course,” he said making us all laugh. Boy, how true that statement was. “I am an only child. I had a great childhood, a loving mother and father and wonderful grandparents. Still, when I came out to them, there was great disappointment with some of them. They all act like they love me, but it hasn’t been the same since before they knew I was gay. My parents still love me, don’t get me wrong. But I know my father is disappointed that I wasn’t fucking cheerleaders instead of the football team. Well, only a couple of guys on the team which will remain nameless. That was some time ago. Been a big dry spell since then until this week. My mother is distraught that she’ll probably not have any grandchildren, but she still loves me with all her heart. My grandparents can’t understand how this happened and are looking for someone or something to blame. I can’t seem to make them understand. All in all, I’ve felt lonely lately until this week when you guys showed me how much love there can be between guys of like mind and bodies. I love you all and will continue to hold you in my heart forever. I will endeavor to find friends like you all, although I know they are rare, which is what makes all you guys so special. There, I’ve said what I needed to say,” Simon concluded. Allen and OBB were sitting beside him and hugged him when he finished.
“If you all will hold our hugs and kisses until everyone has had a chance to speak, it will speed up the process a little,” I said and got booed. “Trevor, you’re next. Speak and get it all off your chest.
“Gees, Josh. I’m so new to this. You could have saved me until later. I’m not really sure what to say. I’m Trevor. Up until a couple of days ago, I had a girlfriend, a pretty hot one that liked to fuck like a bunny. I thought I was satisfied with my life until I had this strange curiosity where I thought I might be gay,” he said and everyone kind of chuckled. My girlfriend thought it was somewhat of a curiosity, an itch, if you would that might need scratched to show it was ridiculous. She encouraged me to seek out a gay person and experiment a little to find out it really wasn’t me. Someone that we both knew told me to look up Jake and Josh as they were a gay couple and might accept the challenge of seeing if I had any real inclination towards having sex with another male. I found them in my Psych class and Betty, my girlfriend, and I sought them out to befriend them to later ask a favor of them. They were not keen on the idea at first, but then, I guess they thought they could scare me away to the point they wouldn’t have to put up with me anymore and I’d go away. The first couple of sessions we had at my apartment were awkward, and, I have to tell you, disgusted me somewhat. I didn’t like the feel of another male, any of his parts, certainly not his penis or balls. That didn’t do a thing for me and kind of grossed me out. Still, I had this craving for more experience, but in the back of my mind, I truly thought this wasn’t for me and I was truly straight. The funny thing was, after each session with Jake and Josh, I banged the hell out of my girlfriend. These sessions made me a passionate madman with Betty afterwards. She actually encouraged more sessions with the guys because she was getting great benefits from them. That was until we worked out one night at a gym in the frat Josh belonged to. Something changed me that night. We played with each other’s cocks and I actually got a blowjob and a got to experience another man’s penis in my own mouth that night. That sent me over the edge. Then I got to witness Jake and Josh make love to each other right in front of me. They were so passionate and loving, I came just watching the two of them. That sent me over the edge. I was hooked then and couldn’t stop thinking about the two of them and how intense the sex was intensifying the love they had between each other. I couldn’t hardly perform with Betty after that. That truly pissed her off. At first I made an excuse that I pulled a groin muscle. Then she applied Icy Hot only she got it on my balls and it hurt like hell. I swear she was trying to get even with me. After I got over that, I still had trouble taking care of business in the bedroom. Still, I never got to experience anal intercourse with another male until Josh and Jake broke me in this week right here. Unfortunately, some of you remember that my ex-girlfriend crashed the party, made a scene and now that is over for good. I just hope I don’t have to pay dearly for this by her scheming after we get back. I have never been happier discovering my true self. Josh and Jake have loved me like no other. Since then, I have discovered Quintin here who is pretty loving himself. I am definitely going to miss him when we part ways tomorrow. I wish I could take him back with me. He’s such a southern sweetheart. Just makes my dick hard every time I think about him. I’m happy to find out who I really am. For the first time in my life, it’s genuine and real, not fake and put on. I fucked a lot of girls in my day, but I never cared that much for any of them. I’ve only fucked or been fucked by three people since I came out, and I love all of them. What can I say?” Trevor finished. We all clapped.
“That took courage, Trevor. Real courage. Know and understand the love and you can’t lose,” Allen told him.
“Allen, how about your testimony?” I asked.
“Shit, Josh where do I start? I’m Josh’s roommate along with a barrage of other guys from time to time, but his primary roommate,” he started. From there he told the whole story of how he was such a prude and between OBB, Kevin, Eric and Andy, we all drove him half-crazy and he didn’t know why. Then when he hurt himself and I came to his aid, I broke him down, showing him how much I truly loved him and cared about him when he thought all along I hated him. “I didn’t know a guy could love another guy like Josh showed me he truly loved me after what an asshole I had been to him and his friends. Those were some trying times, but some fun times also,” he said then told them the story about the wrestling singlet experience. They all laughed. OBB threw in a couple of good stories also. “What can I say? I love Josh and all his friends who have loved me because of him. OBB and I love each other. Josh has gotten us into an extremely profitable business adventure we’re having a ball with, and I’ve never been happier. This week has brought all of us even closer together. I love you all. All of you are part of my family and life from here on. That’s my story and it’s all Josh’s fault,” he said making everyone laugh again.
“OBB, it’s your turn. Tell them how you got your nickname also. Some of them haven’t heard the story,” I set him up. They all got a big laugh about the nickname and he had to stand up and show them his one ball for all of those that had not noticed or heard the story. We all had fun with that one, at his expense, like he knew we would. He told them about torturing Allen along with me, though he truly didn’t know why we were doing it other than he thought Allen deserved some of it, but he truly had feelings for Allen and for me. He told all of us about the little Christmas tree ditty we did to Allen, an inside joke between he and me that drove Allen absolutely crazy. We all laughed at the story. I began to think about what an ass I had been to Allen in the beginning and how much I loved the guy now. OBB even told them about Kevin and Eric and how we all treated each other in the shower. The guys couldn’t believe how Eric put up with us and how even Allen and OBB sucked him off from time to time in the shower. All this dirty laundry being aired was making me a little embarrassed. I was finally happy when OBB finished. “Allen has become my true love in life, but I owe that to Josh for making it all happen and bringing Allen and I together. I can’t love him enough or his close friends for their love and caring also. Plus we have a great time and are making big bucks at the CNB, which never would have happened without Josh,” he said winding up. We all clapped.
“Andy, you want to take a stab at it?” I asked. Andy hem hawed around a little fidgeting.
“Josh and I met on the swimming team. So I had this idiot boyfriend, that I thought I cared about, but was really only using me and abusing me at the same time. He had me trick Josh into fucking us in my dorm room when my roommate was away,” he began. From there he told about the intense love that developed between himself and me, and how it truly grew to an intense love we shared with each other. He confessed that he probably loved me more than he should have and it worried him. I was always doing more for him than he could do for me and it made him feel inferior to a certain extent even though I didn’t seem to care that I put more into the love than he did. He didn’t feel he deserved me. He admitted it was probably from the abuse he had from his previous boyfriend. Then he admitted that it pissed him off when I gave him shares in the CNB without asking him. He said I was the kindest most loving person in the world and looking out for his best interests, yet he resented it to a certain extent. He told about the love we shared over Christmas break at his house when I came to visit and then we went to the city to meet his gay half-brother who got me interested in putting together what later became the CNB. He said he had never felt closer to me than at that time, yet he was uneasy about it. At this point in his testimonial, I could see Jake starting to put a few things together. It was at Christmas when Jake and I first became involved, yet it was at this same time that Andy said he had never felt closer or more loved by me. I squeezed Jake’s hand reassuringly. Then Andy told them how I put the finances and lease together and presentation to the landlord to get the business started, then brought in the lawyers to make it all legal. He told them how he resented me giving him shares in the CNB because he didn’t think he deserved it, yet I told him I wasn’t doing it without him. He looked me in the eye and said he hated me and loved me at the same time which frustrated him even more in our relationship. I gulped hearing him tell the group that as I remembered that to be a tough spot in our relationship. Then he explained how we met Parker’s brother at school, our Ashton, the one that liked to get his ass fucked, as Andy put it, looking straight at Ashton. Ashton raised his hand as if to plead guilty. Andy went on about how he and I developed a relationship with Ashton and the three of us made love. Then he said how he became smitten by Ashton, but still loved me. He confessed he and Ashton had had sex on the side, but he knew I was seeing someone else as well. He said he could feel it, but didn’t want to thwart my freedom as we didn’t have an exclusive relationship, had never challenged each other with that, so things kind of happened the way they did. He said it still killed him that he agreed to room with Ashton when Ashton asked him to be his roommate after Ashton’s roommate didn’t come back the second semester. He thought he may have broken my heart along with his own, only he loved Ashton and thought he needed to give me my freedom to love whoever I was falling in love with, which ultimately became Jake. I squeezed Jake’s hand. Then he confessed I made the right choice as Jake was a loving and caring guy just like myself, and the two of us were so much alike and the two most caring guys anyone could ever love. Then he told Ashton, he, Andy, had made the right choice also, although trying at times, like this week. I had tears in my eyes hearing him describe the events that led to where we were now. Then Andy told everyone that we all got the best of everything because all four of us loved each other more than anyone else could understand. There wasn’t a dry eye in the group after Andy’s testimony. He kissed Ashton at the end then came over and kissed Jake and I. I squeezed his asscheek as he did, my signature with him.
“We’re supposed to wait until the end of the testimonies to hug and kiss, Andy,” I reminded him.
“Fuck you, Josh. I’m not taking it back. I love you too much,” he said then sat down again. “Make Ashton go next. We need to hear how we were all duped by his craziness.”
“Ashton, you have the floor,” I offered..
“Shit. Well, I guess I met these guys kind of by accident or we ran into one another at a pizza place I guess after they had fucked my brother in the city as they interviewed him for the job of managing the new enterprise, what came to be the CNB,” he started making all of us laugh again. I guess Parker must have kissed and told otherwise, I wasn’t sure how Ashton knew about that incident, but it was all Parker’s fault. Ashton told them about designing the penis soap pumps we used in the bathroom which gave them all a thrill. Then he told them about the sketches and how he tricked us into exposing our cocks for him to sketch and how embarrassed we were doing it in the car on the way to the city while Jake was driving. He told them how he made a sketch of of Andy and I naked together that showed the love he thought we had for one another. The he told how we welcomed him into our loving arms and made him feel so loved. He said he had never felt so loved in all his life as when Andy, Jake and I made love to him in the beginning stages of our relationship with him. He said he presumed that he and Jake would end up together, but then the tide turned somehow. Ashton confessed he saw the change coming. He knew Jake was not as interested in him as he was in me. He didn’t care as he wasn’t looking for a long term relationship at the time. He was just enjoying the intimacy among close friends. He just loved the fact that we all loved him. Then when his roommate didn’t come back he knew Andy hated his roommate and I loved Allen as a roommate, that he asked Andy if he wanted to room with him. From there, it became an intense loving relationship he didn’t necessarily plan on it turning into, but had not regrets that it did We all still loved each other and he could tell I was really struggling with my feelings between Jake and Andy. Ashton said he let nature take its course and everything worked out as it should have. The four of us still truly loved each other and would support each other to our death. He said Andy gets upset with him from time to time. “But Andy, no matter how many cocks I’ve had up my ass this week, and, Max, yours was definitely the largest cock every up anyone’s ass, I still love the feeling of love I get when making love to you mainly and then to Jake and Josh. You guys are my life and my rock. I love all of you, but I’m kind of partial to this one right here,” he said looking at Andy in the eyes, then kissing him passionately. We all gave then some whoops and hollers.
“This is unbelievable,” Jason said in amazement. “I have never before seen so much love between friends. What a great group of friends you guys are, Josh and Jake. You’re truly amazing.” I kissed him on the cheek and so did Jake. I was still holding Jake’s hand.
“Don’t make me go next, Josh. I need time,” he whispered to me.
“It’s either you or me or one of the new guys,” I explained to him.
“Give it to one of the new guys,” Jake begged. I could see anguish in his eyes which troubled me, as I always thought Jake to be so easy going and totally expressive and honest about his feelings. Now I saw him struggling, which concerned me somewhat.
“Max, how about you blow us out of our little group here and give us an outsider’s view of our new growing family here,” I suggested.
“Gee’s Josh. Not sure I’m qualified, but here goes. Max said he had two older brothers that were quite the ladies’ men. While they weren’t that much difference in their ages, it was evident from the start that Max had the largest penis by far between the three of them. He was continually teased by them and even set up by them at times. In high school they would tell their girls about his large penis and promise the girls a crack at it if they could get a little snatch themselves. Max said it worked to a certain extent. Although he rarely fucked one of his brother’s girlfriends, he was obliged to show them his cock at times, doing his brother’s bidding. He thought it was kind of fun at first, then he realized he was being used and didn’t like it anymore. That created trouble with the brothers as they were getting a lot of pussy at his expense. The girls were pressing for sex dates with Max and Max was not cooperating. His brothers scorned him for not helping out and called him gay as a result, because he didn’t want to fuck his brothers’ girlfriends to help them get more pussy. He told them to get their own on their own. He would take care of himself. His parents didn’t know what the older brothers were up to. He said one time his parents were out of town and one of his brothers was home from college and brought his girlfriend with him. He said he was sound asleep in his own bed when he woke up to lips on his hard cock. He raised the cover to see his brother’s girlfriend sucking on his cock. He stopped her abruptly which pissed her off. She was naked and wanted it. He said he never felt so humiliated in all his life, although she was kind of hot. His brother was standing in the hallway watching and called him a faggot when he stopped the girl. He said he told his brother it was a shame he had to have him fuck his girlfriends since he wasn’t man enough to do it himself. That led to a fistfight. He said he and that brother still don’t get along today, but at least he knew never to do that again. Max went on to tell the freakishness of his large cock and how that caused anxiety over the years, being different from everyone else. All his friends said they wished they were as large as him, but all he wanted to be was normal and known for his personality and caring for others rather than as having a large penis.
As much as I hated to admit, we were all staring at his large cock while he was giving his testimonial . Shame on us, I thought. But who couldn’t. It was a large cock, the male phallic symbol all us gay guys practically worshipped.
Max continued with his story of his wrestling stint, but the bulge he had in his singlet was embarrassing to him, something the rest of us would have been proud of. He told of the girls that pestered him to have a look at his cock and some even ask to blow him or have him fuck them. He realized it was his cock that got all the attention and not his mind and heart. He said up until this week, he thought his mom was the only one in this world that really loved him. He said his dad bragged about creating a child with the largest penis and what kind of genes he had in his family.
“How big were your brother’s cocks or did you ever really see them?” Simon asked.
“They weren’t all that small. They were probably 7.5 to 8 inches, but I got a good 10 and much thicker cock. We used to jack off together at times when I first reached puberty. They were really excited when I got my first few hairs on my cock. I used to have to watch them jack off when I couldn’t produce any cum. They told me I’d grow up someday. That day came and I grew way past them to their surprise. I think it embarrassed them. I could shoot cum farther than they could also and produce way more. I kind of put them to shame and shut them down. I guess that’s why they gave me such a hard time. Like I said, my one brother and I still don’t get along,” he said like it didn’t really bother him at all.
“Do they know you’re gay?” Allen asked.
“I think they suspect, but they’re not going there. I surprise them once in a while when I show up with a hot babe on my arms, even if it’s just to take to the prom. With my reputation, I don’t have any trouble getting dates. I just don’t like to date, if you know what I mean.” We all kind of had to agree with him on that point. “Anyway, I have a great roommate at school, although I don’t share any of my desires with him. He dates a little, but not the typical ladies’ man you find on campus today. We have a lot in common. We are both great students and are seriously minded about school and the cost of the degree. We do put down a few beers together, but have never really shown any interest in each other sexually. He and a couple of my other friends are down here this week. I’m sure they wonder what kind of girl I’m shacking up with this week, but we don’t really discuss those things with each other. No bragging between us. I’ve see him naked quite a bit. He’s nice and muscular, but not overly, just well fit and put together. He has a nice cock. He’s seen mine and marvels at it like they all do. I get a little teasing from him, but he’s conscious of the fact, I don’t like making an issue of it. He did ask me if he could feel it one time just to see what one was like that big. I let him, but he didn’t jack it or anything. I asked him if I could feel his as a comparison, so we kind of did that together. I had to stop or I would have gotten hard. If he noticed anything, he never said anything. We were both cool about it. I have to admit, we’re tight enough, if he asked me for sex, I would have sex with him, but I just mostly care about him as a friend. I never got any indication from my friends in high school that they were gay. Most of my friends are in college somewhere so we get together on holidays. Nothing special there. I really haven’t anyone to confide in as to my sexual desires. I’ve had a couple of clandestine hookups at school, but they kind of creeped me out. I have to say that this week is the first time in my life I have truly felt comfortable with my sexuality. You guys all made that possible and I can’t love you enough for all that. You welcomed me into your friendship. You cared about me. You made love to me in the most incredible ways making me feel special and not a freak of nature. I truly love all you guys. Andy, Ashton, you were so great to share your bed with me. Josh and Jake, you were wonderful last night letting me share your bed and teaching me things I needed to know,” he said as I watched Andy’s eyebrows rise. I’m sure he figured out that we took Max’s cherry. “I just can’t say enough about all of you. Like Simon, I’m not looking forward to going back to school and my life of sexual loneliness. I will miss all of you terribly. I love you all. You are my family now and I hate leaving you.” We all had to get up and kiss and hug him this time.
“Don’t know about the rest of you, but I need a nature break. Why don’t we water the shrubs at the back of the yard and grab another beer before we continue. This is all fascinating. I think we all appreciate the sharing and comparison to our own lives. Some of us have had it a lot easier than others. At least we all have phone numbers now and can support each other wherever we are in this world. That’s the important thing is that we have a network with each other and support. Pee break. Back in 15,” I said as I ran off to hit the bushes, my bladder backed up with beer.
