Chapter 290 – Buzz Gets Naked, We Add A New Dancer and Dawson Is Delusional
Here we were in our bathroom, Jake, Jordan, Buzz and me, taking our clothes off, preparing for the first time to be naked with Buzz. Jordan was nervous as hell, as was Buzz. Jake and I thought it might be kind of fun. They asked us to be there. We didn’t suggest it. I, myself, and was sure Jake was right there with me, couldn’t wait to see what Buzz looked like au natural. I wanted to see if all the teasing we gave him about a ‘big dick’ was warranted.
Jordan and Buzz were fumbling around with shoes, socks and what not. Jake and I were completely naked in no time. “Don’t you have to turn on the water or something?” Jordan asked nervously. I smiled at him from ear to ear, then humored him by turning on the water.
“You both know that Jake and I are gay. Don’t want you getting grossed out if we help each other out by washing backs and what not while showering. We’re used to it, but others may not be. Just wanted to warn you. If you can’t take it, there is plenty of room in there to spread out where you don’t have to watch,” I warned.
“You’re not going to have sex in the shower are you?” Jordan asked, concerned. I gave him a devious look.
“No, not unless you want us to show you two how to do it,” I replied. “We are going to affectionately help each other wash our bodies and we might get a little excited, so if you see a boner coming your way, just step aside and I promise it will not hurt you,” I said sarcastically. Jordan was still fumbling, but managed to finally get us underwear off and hurriedly jumped in the shower room in the midst of all the jets hurdling water everywhere. Buzz took his time and was finally starting to slide his briefs off. I wasn’t moving until I got a full unadulterated view of this wonderful person, fully naked to see if my imagination was anywhere close to reality. Finally, the briefs were off. I patted Buzz on the back and ushered him into the shower room to join Jordan.
Buzz was fairly normal. He was semi-hairy, with a small patch of dark brown hair on his breast between his pecs, flowing over to his nipples. His nipples were nice and perky and begged attention, not that they were going to get any tonight. I was almost sure of that, as skitzy as Jordan was acting. He had a nice treasure trail leading down from his breast plate to his naval and fanning out over his decently bushy pubes. His dark pubes fanned out above his penis onto his thighs somewhat, making him look hot in my mind. His penis looked to be about Jake’s and my size, maybe slightly larger, but then we hadn’t had the opportunity to get it angry yet, something I was very much looking forward to, if we could ever get Jordan and him over the finish line for gay sex. Buzz seemed to be comfortable and in control, albeit quasi-nervous. Jake and I were enjoying the scenery. We kind of guided Buzz in and out of the various jets, telling him where to stand to get the most potential from the shower. There were jets that hit you in your chest, legs, cleaned your asscrack, if you bent over in front of them. I told him to guard his balls for certain jets. We had some that gave you a back massage, but warned him not to turn around without cupping his junk. Oh, did I mention he had lightly haired ass cheeks, with darkness in his ass crack. I couldn’t dwell on that area, or risk an immediate boner. Jake was laughing at me behind Buzz’s back. I finally got Jordan and Buzz close together in the shower, and handed Jordan the liquid body wash, telling him to wash Buzz’s back. Jordan immediately got a semi. I quickly grabbed some body wash and started soaping up Jake to make it look like we were serious about washing and not just exploring bodies. I knew Buzz saw Jordan’s growing erection, but he didn’t say anything. Then I noticed Buzz getting a little aroused himself, which I took to be an excellent sign. I quickly turned Jordan around, grabbed the body wash from his hands and had Buzz wash Jordan’s back. Buzz didn’t waste time washing down Jordan’s back, skipping the most important part, his ass cheeks. Buzz looked at me for approval, as if to ask if he did it right. I took the shower gel from him and put some in my hand, then rubbed it on Jordan’s ass and brought my fingers up through his ass crack making him jump a little and turn around, noticing it was me instead of Buzz. He gave me a weird look. I told him I was showing Buzz how to do it. Buzz said that wasn’t how Jordan washed him. I turned Buzz around so his back was facing Jordan and me and put some soap in Jordan’s hand to wash Buzz’s ass. Jordan wasn’t so sure he could do it. I grabbed his hand and helped him get there. That just gave him a further erection. I rolled my eyes at those two.
I had to do something to break the nervousness. I told Jake to get me hard. He started washing my cock and I washed his, causing us to bone up in seconds. Then I washed Jordan’s to his shock. I told Buzz we were going to have a dick measuring contest after all and see how big his cock really was. I grabbed his cock with soapy hands and started sliding my hand up and down his shaft, boning him up rather quickly. I figured with all of us hard, no one would feel out of place. Buzz thought it felt kind of good and was anxious to see how he stacked up. I was quite amused by my ingenuity. I got the boy hard, and it didn’t create a major concern. I stood in front of Buzz and put our two cocks together. His was slightly larger than mine, not much in length, but more in girth. Then Jake stood in front of him and put their two cocks together. Jake and I were almost the same, so the results were similar to mine. Then I pushed Jordan in front of Buzz and put their two cocks together. I thought Jordan was going to faint for a split second. Jordan was a little longer, but Buzz had more girth. Then, of course, there was the difference in penises, where Jordan’s was narrower at the head, then got wider in the middle, then slimed down some towards the base. Buzz had the same girth all the way, from head to base, like Jake and me. I was almost certain Buzz’s cock was going to be a wonderful match for Jordan’s ass, but I didn’t mention it at the time. Buzz wanted to see us measure up to Jordan, so we repeated the measuring process with Jordan, Jake and I jacking our cocks together with Jordan. We all got to giggling somewhat with our crazy antics, and the nervousness disappeared to my great relief.
I told them I wanted to see them kiss again. I had them line up together, wrap their arms around each other, making sure their pelvises, cocks and balls were pressed up against each other, then passionately kiss. I swear I could see their cocks throbbing as they managed to kiss in front of Jake and me. Jake and I embraced each other, as we watched the two new guys kiss, sporting major hardons between one another. I was pleased.
They held each other, looking into one another’s eyes for a few moments. I looked at Jake, as if to tell him we should disappear and let the two of them have some privacy. I patted Jordan on the ass and told him we were going to leave. He abruptly told me they were done too, and we could turn off the water. I gave him a disturbing look, but turned off the water anyway. There we were, the four of us with raging boners in a brightly lit shower room with no water running. What a sight. You certainly got to see everything in all it’s glory. I did notice that Buzz’s balls didn’t hang as low as Jordan’s, but one hung lower than the other, which I always thought was sexy.
I gave the guys towels. Jordan was nervous again. Buzz seemed to be okay. We dried off. I dried Jake’s back and he dried mine. We even dried each other’s ass crack, balls and cocks. Buzz and Jordan only dried themselves off, not helping each other with the drying process.
“Anyone ready for another beer?” I asked, trying to break the nervous silence.
“I am, at least two or three,” Jordan quickly said. I knew he needed to get some alcohol in him to relax a little. I didn’t want to turn them out just yet, until we had a chance to debrief. I know this was crazy, but I loved them both. I didn’t want to see this special time turn into an apologetic awkward moment. I wanted them to be proud of what they had accomplished with each other tonight, and I was going to make sure they did.
I told them to relax in their briefs, like we did, and not put their shorts on. Buzz slipped on his boxer briefs and so did Jordan, although I could tell Jordan wanted to get fully dressed, but he had dress slacks and dress shirt. I wanted to study Buzz’s naked chest more. Afterall, this was the first time I got to see him out of his clothes. I didn’t want the opportunity to slip away too quickly.
“So, how’d you like the shower, Buzz?” Jake asked as Jordan and Buzz sat on our kitchen island stools, while I brought out some beer from the fridge and shoved them in front of the guys.
“Wow, that was something else. You know, what I really found amazing was how similar we were in dick sizes. How often does that happen?” Buzz chuckled. I thought Jordan was going to choke. Buzz patted him on the back and asked him if he was okay. I wanted to laugh, but held it in. Then I thought, Buzz discussing cocks, now that was a great sign our boy was working with us. I was impressed. “It’s amazing, Josh, how yours points straight up and the rest of ours point straight out. I thought that was really interesting. I’ve never seen a hard cock before that did that, not that I’ve ever seen that many hard cocks before other than mine. But you know how you kind of do that stuff in Junior High, when you first get hair on your cock and right away, comparisons are drawn,” Buzz commented.
“Yeh, I used to get teased about that, but now my friends think it’s kind of hot. To each his own. Can’t do anything about it. It’s beyond training at this point,” I commented. The guys laughed. Jake kissed me, telling me he liked it just the way it was. Buzz thought that was cute.
Jordan sucked down his beer rather quickly, but declined a second one, saying he’d had enough for one night. He was worn out from a full day at his old firm’s office dealing with Baxter, working on Trent’s case.
“Jordan, thank you for today and all you did to help Trent. You’re a true friend and brother. You know Jake and I love you dearly,” I told him. Jordan looked embarrassed.
“Hey, I was just doing what you pay me to do,” Jordan humbly replied.
“No, you weren’t. You were doing something for us, out of love for us, making us love you that much more. You’re our family, Jord. We love you for that,” I said, expressing my gratitude, then went over and hugged him, giving him a kiss on the lips, telling him I loved him again. He told me he loved Jake and me also.
“Jordan is kind of special, isn’t he?” Buzz remarked, looking at Jordan fondly.
“Buzz, he’s the best. Doesn’t get much better than this guy. He is special to all of us. We couldn’t get along without him. We love him to death,” I said, patting Jordan on his bare back, making him blush.
“I’m starting to realize that,” Buzz replied, looking at Jordan longingly. “You know, I’ve never met any guys quite like you all before. You are such loving, caring guys. You just don’t find friends like you guys anywhere. I mean you were great to work with business wise. I love your ideas and inspiration. You’ve inspired me in so many ways. But the friendship and caring blows me away. I couldn’t feel more blessed than to have you all as friends,” Buzz confessed. The three of us all gave him individual hugs.
“I think someone is getting kind of emotional,” Jordan said to Buzz as he hugged him.
“I guess you bring that out in me,” Buzz replied, then kissed Jordan once again. I got to feeling things were going the right way.
“Not to be party poopers, but Jake and I need to study for class tomorrow. You guys are welcome to stay as long as you like, but we need to study. I hope we get to see you tomorrow,” I said, as we kissed them both goodnight. I could hear them leave shorty after we left them.
“So, you want to bet they have sex tonight, or is it still too early?” I asked Jake.
“I think it’s going to take a while for that to happen, but they definitely see the value in each other and seem to have compassion for one another. I read that loud and clear. We’ll have to ask Jordan tomorrow what happened after they left,” Jake replied.
Jake and I hit the books for a couple of hours, then had some rather hot passionate sex ourselves, before falling asleep in each other’s arms. What a day.
Tuesday went better for all of us. Our macro econ course was interesting and went by quickly. I loved classes that I could really enjoy and understand. Jordan and Buzz were there for lunch, as usual. They seemed happy together. I gave Buzz a hug and told Jordan I needed to see him on a business matter for a couple of seconds, if he could join me in the office. He told Buzz he’d be right back and followed me in the office.
“Okay, so what happened after Jake and I left you last night? Spill it. Did you guys have sex?” I asked, not able to contain my curiosity. Jordan smiled.
“No, but we did talk about it. Josh, Buzz is so sweet. Oh, I think I love him. I think I really do. Wow, I couldn’t be happier,” Jordan went on. I shook him to bring him back to reality.
“So, what do you mean by, talk about it. Talk does not get a dick up your ass, Jord, need I remind you,” I chided. He just smiled at me.
“Buzz said he never thought of sex with another guy before, but he is curious. He said it would definitely have to be with someone he trusted and really cared about. He definitely wanted to be sure we were both aware it might not work, or it might take some time to get used to and accept. He said he was game if I was. I told him I certainly was. We agreed we’d try it this weekend, when we had more time off to relax together and not do something hasty. He has had sex with a woman before, but it didn’t do anything for him. He was rather evasive about the whole incident in our discussion, and I didn’t pursue it. He asked all kinds of questions about my boyfriend in law school, wanting to know what he was like, did he make me happy, what we used to enjoy doing with each other, things besides sex, that is. He really wanted to know if things happened between us, what he’d have to do to make me happy. He’s a real sweetheart, I’m telling you. We talked in my car for a couple of hours. At the end, he kissed me passionately, telling me it felt great to do that. Guess what? This morning he came in my office and kissed me good morning. Can you believe that?” Jordan said excitedly, like a guy in love for the first time.
“Jord, this is great. Finally, a breakthrough. Good deal. This is going well. I’m impressed. I wasn’t sure if we grossed him out last night in the shower or not,” I replied. Jordan hugged me.
“Josh, that experience was a great ice breaker. You did a phenomenal job setting that whole scenario up like you did. Wow, I never imagined what happened to ever happen. That was great. Isn’t he nicely hung too? Damn, I can’t wait to get that cock of his up my ass. I had to jack off last night just relieve the tension in my balls. I never thought I’d stop cumming, it was intense trying to visualize in my mind what it would be like for our naked bodies to be together as one. I’m getting hard right now just talking about it,” Jordan said, excitedly. I felt his crotch, and he did have the makings of a nice boner going. He giggled when I felt his hardening cock.
“Okay, this is great. Jake and I’ll stay the hell out of it. The two of you have made plans and now all you have to do is execute. Keep in mind, his first time may not be as exhilarating as your experience, because it is so different and foreign to him. But, the fact his experience with a female wasn’t earth shattering might sway things the other way. I can tell he really cares about you. That little speech he gave us last night, about how much we loved and cared about one another, impressed the hell out of him, went a long way to indicating he is also a loving individual, hungry to love and be loved. I’m happy for you, Jordan. Jake and I are both happy for you. Just don’t forget us, every so often, for a crack at your ass, if we can keep Buzz’s cock out of there long enough to get ours in,” I teased. Jordan hugged me again with excitement.
“I better get back out there. Don’t want to keep Mr. Romeo waiting,” Jordan said, excitedly. I kissed him passionately, and slapped his ass on his way out. Jordan smiled back at me.
Jordan rejoined Buzz, sitting tightly beside him this time. The two were talking a mile a minute. I couldn’t help but smile at them both, my heart warm that they were finally going to get together. Now, if the sex could just be as exciting for Buzz, as I knew it was going to be for Jordan, we’d have a match made in Heaven. One could only hope.
I found Jake, and we grabbed some lunch at another table away from our two lovebirds. Thad joined us. I filled them both in on what Jordan told me. They both shook their heads smiling. Thad had questions about Buzz’s naked body and equipment. We gave him a quick rundown on what we thought anyway. Thad seemed impressed, but hoped to have them both join us in the shower sometime to see for himself.
I ran into Riley in American Lit in the afternoon. He pulled me aside and told me how excited he was looking forward to Friday afternoon, making sure I was still planning to be there with him. I made sure his sister was definitely going to be gone, and on her way home before I agreed to go to his apartment. He said she was definitely going and would text me when she left. He said he was going to make it very special. I told him all we needed was a bed, some lube and a shower. He just smiled. I got pinched on my ass as I left him to sit by Jake. I told Jake how excited Riley was. Jake said he hoped Riley knew he was getting the best teacher in the world for this experience. I laughed and squeezed my boy’s inner thigh.
After class, I left Jake, and walked over to the hospital. Cory lit up like crazy when he let me in the glass doors, leading into the Psych ward. “How’s my boy today?” I asked in passing.
“This boy’s excited to see you and wishing he had your dick up his ass. The other asshole in the room over there, well, he’s still an asshole, but you already knew that. Why do you put up with him, when one of the sweetest asses in the world is standing right here, practically begging for your cock up his ass?” Cory chided. I wanted to kiss him in the worst way, but was reminded of all the cameras all over the place. I told him one of these days. He frowned because he knew it wasn’t today. I gave him a quick hug anyway, then went in to see Dawson.
“Hey sunshine. You get up on the right side of the bed today?” I asked. He actually smiled at me. He was dressed in shorts and a t-shirt, sitting in a chair. He had his shoes and socks on today, of all things. He had been freshly showered and even smelled good.
“I’m better, Josh, but I’d be even better if you’d fuck me and shoot your load up my asshole,” he replied.
“My, we are feeling better, I do believe,” I replied. “No sex, though, Dawson. Remember? You and I are good friends, for now anyway. That might not last too long, but for now we are. I’ve got your back, and I care about you, but we’re not having sex, so get that wishful thinking out of your mixed up head, buddy,” I replied. He frowned at me. “You ready to go see Dr. Wayne?” I asked.
“The shrink? The rather hot shrink? Maybe if he’d get naked and massage my naked body and give me a happy ending, we might find common ground to agree on. I think that type of therapy might work the best if you ask me,” Dawson replied.
“I don’t think that’s what he has in mind, but you can ask him, D,” I suggested. Dawson shook his head, knowing that was over the edge. He stuck his arms out for me to help him out of his chair. I pulled him up to his feet, where he immediately grabbed me and kissed me on the lips, while I held onto him. I let that go, but wasn’t crazy about it. “How’s your balance today, D?” I asked him.
“I’m still unsteady. You need to hold onto me so I don’t tumble over,” he advised me. I was beginning to wonder if Dawson was just telling me he was unsteady so I had to hold him against me, or was he really unsteady, due to the drugs he was taking? I couldn’t tell, but was determined to find out.
Cory shook his head at us, as he pushed the button to let us out of the Psych ward to walk to Dr. Wayne’s office. Doc, once again watched us walk down the hall to his office. He smiled at us, as he ushered us in.
“So, how you feeling today, Dawson?” Doc asked. Dawson shook his head at him.
“I’m still unsteady and I have a headache. Other than that, I think I’m ready to get the hell out of here, if it’s all the same to you,” Dawson replied. Doc shook his head.
“Well, tell me how therapy was today,” Doc asked. Dawson frowned.
“There was a hot guy that held me up against him, like Josh did coming down the hall. We walked around a bit, but I was still unsteady. I asked him if he’d like to fuck, but he told me he was just there to help me walk and keep me vertical to build up my muscle mass again from laying down too long. He told me it’d help my strength also, so I could walk on my own. I told him I had all the strength I needed in my dick to get hard. I could just lay there and let him ride my cock and be perfectly fine,” Dawson replied to both Doc’s and my shock.
“Huuumm,” Doc, sighed. “So, were you attracted to this young man that helped you, Dawson? Doc asked.
“Shit yes, he was hot. I got hold of his cock at one point in time. I think I pissed him off doing that, but the boy had a nice basket. Too bad he wasn’t up to riding my cock. I could have shown his ass one hell of a hot time,” Dawson replied. Doc pondered that response for a couple of moments.
“Dawson, do you believe you have homosexual desires, the desire to experience intimacy with another male possibly?” Doc asked.
“Me? Fuck no. I don’t need intimacy. I just need to fuck ass or have someone fuck mine. Josh, here was the only one to fuck my ass, and he made me love it. Now, that’s practically all I can think about anymore. Is it okay if he fucks my ass sometime? I really think that would help my disposition and recuperate faster. In fact, I’m almost sure of it,” Dawson asked. I just shook my head, but remained silent.
“Dawson, with these physical desires you have for guys, you don’t see that as having homosexual desires?” Doc asked.
“Fuck no, I’m no faggot Doc. I never liked faggots. They disgust me. Except I think I was in love with Drew at one point in time. I know we used to have hot sex together, hell we used to fuck like rabbits for years, but he’s not gay and neither am I,” Dawson replied. Doc looked at me very concerned.
“Would you say that a male who desired another a male to have sex with, oral and anally, that the two males might be gay?” Doc asked.
“Hell yes, Doc. Fucking faggots, I’d say. Guys don’t fuck guys and they don’t kiss them either. It’s not right. It’s an abomination of nature. You don’t want to hang around with fucking queers or you might get your dick sucked or your ass violated by those guys. No, I stay away from those guys. Don’t like being around them at all,” he replied.
“Are you pulling my leg, or are you serious about what you just said?” Doc asked him.
“I’m fuckin serious. What don’t you understand about what I just told you? Fucking queers are an abomination. That’s not me. I can’t stand those guys,” Dawson said, getting upset. Doc shook his head looking at me. I was just as stunned as he was.
“Do you hate faggots, Dawson, or do you find you can be friendly with them?” Doc asked.
“Fuck no! You can’t be friendly with fucking faggots. Hell, before you know it, they’ll rape your ass if you don’t protect it. No dick is every going up my poop shoot. No, sir! That’s virgin and no faggot’s ever going to fuck it,” Dawson replied emphatically. Doc and I were more confused than ever.
“Dawson. You love your friend, Josh, don’t you?” Doc asked.
“Hell, yes. Josh is the most wonderful friend a guy could ever have. He’s the best, Doc,” Dawson replied.
“But you just told me that you and Josh had rather intimate sex with one another. You told me that he’s the only one that has ever had anal intercourse with you, penetrating you with his penis. You told me you love it,” Doc reminded him. Dawson looked out into space.
“Well, yes, and it was wonderful. But Josh isn’t a faggot, Doc. I love him. He’s my friend, a rather intimate friend at that. Damn can he make an ass feel great,” Dawson responded.
“Josh, let’s you and I step outside a moment and talk,” Doc said, motioning me to get up and walk out the door which he closed behind him, so we could talk in private. “I hate to say this, but he’s far worse than he was before. I really thought the medicine would help him, but he’s delusional. He’s not making any sense at all. For some reason, I think he truly believes he hates homosexuals, but he talks lovingly about you and his previous boyfriend, Drew. The two don’t relate to one another at all. There’s no rational thought there, Josh,” Doc said, totally perplexed.
“This is crazy. Is he really crazy, gone mad or something?” I asked, very concerned at this point.
“He’s totally delusional at this point. He shouldn’t be that bad. I really thought he was fighting himself over the fact, he knew he was gay, but could never bring himself to admit it. He admits he likes gay sex and he’s attracted to other guys, but wholeheartedly would fight you to the death if you thought he was gay. That’s whacked, which is a term, we psychiatrists, don’t like to use, but use occasionally when we don’t have an answer,” Doc told me. I had to kind of chuckle. I was completely baffled.
“What now? Is there some other drug you can use that might restore the reasoning somehow?” I had to ask.
“Ah, not really in this case. It scares me to think he’s stuck in this state, because that might mean a life of being institutionalized. That has to be the last resort of all things,” Doc said, as he racked his brain trying to analyze the situation. “Let me try one more thing, Josh. He could just be putting us on, but I don’t think he is. I really believe he believes himself when he said what he did, none of which made any sense to any rational person. Still, we need to rule out the possibility of him playing us,” Doc informed me.
“Hey, try anything at this point. I’m scared to death we’ve really lost him, Doc,” I told him. Doc squeezed my arm and told me not to give up just yet.
“Let’s let him rest for now. Tomorrow, I’ll try and hypnotize him to get the truth out of him. We’ll see where that gets us. I’ll give him a sedative tonight and a small one tomorrow before you get here to relax him some. He’s uptight right now, hating faggots like he does,” Doc said smiling at me. “Kind of makes you sick, doesn’t it, caring about someone that supposedly hates you.”
“You’re telling me. He tells me he loves me, but he hates what I am. Then he loves telling me, he liked me having anal sex with him, but hates anyone that does that. I’m going to need therapy after this is all over, I swear,” I told Doc. Doc laughed, and gave me a half hug.
“Thank God, you’re understanding. We know this is not him. Has he always been an asshole, though?” Doc asked me. I told him he was somewhat of one, from the time I first met him, but he seemed to get much worse the end of the last semester, this summer with Drew and then when he got back, but he was injured then also. I thought he was just irritated with his injuries and being rolled like he was, making him angrier than before. I explained to Doc he spoke very lovingly of Drew last semester, but he was a player. He loved Drew and wanted to be with him, but ignored him at school, as if he might have to admit to himself, he was gay. On the way home the two had passionate sex, had the same while at home and on the way back to school during breaks. Then, once they got back to school, Dawson wanted everyone to believe he was totally straight and ignored Drew. Doc said that sounded like he went from denial to delusional. He warned me that was not good, like going from bad to worse. Doc was concerned there was some mental deterioration there that disturbed him greatly. That concerned me as well. Still, he said we had a long way to go to try to get to the source of his problems and not to give up hope. I told Doc, I hoped he was right and could find a cure. He gave me a hug and told me to hang in there. His hug felt great, him holding me in his arms. Damn, here was another man I could fall for. I decided I might need some therapy myself, if I didn’t get better at not letting my desires run away with me. Then I chuckled to myself, thinking I liked the way I was just fine.
Back in the room, Doc told Dawson we were done for today, but we’d meet again tomorrow and try a little experiment. Dawson asked him if he had to get naked and did it involve male sex. Doc and I chuckled. Doc told him it was painless and he’d feel great after it was done, but he could keep his clothes on during the experiment. Dawson made a comment about that not being much fun. I was ready to take him back to his room. Doc asked me if I could possibly bring Drew with me tomorrow. He thought if Dawson could see Drew, we could kind of determine if that spark between the two lifelong friends was still there with Dawson. He said there was an outside chance that might spark something deep down in his brain, and give us a clue as to what might be going on in his mind. I told him I’d try, but Drew hated him at the moment. Doc said he could certainly understand it.
Cory opened the glass doors, as I slowly walked Dawson back to his room. Cory blew me a kiss as I passed him by. I couldn’t get over what a character he was. I plopped Dawson down in his chair and gave him the TV remote. I asked him what kind of shows he liked to watch. He told me he’d watch gay porn if they offered it, but they didn’t have that on any of the channels. I just shook my head. He said he mostly watched home improvement channels and some investigation channels. I thought that to be fairly mundane and not too intense for him. I thought how boring that had to be to sit and watch TV all day. My heart went out to him. I told him, I had to leave, but to hang in there, and I’d see him tomorrow. He pulled me in and kissed me passionately on the lips.
“Hey, you didn’t jerk me off today, Josh. Damn, my balls are full again and ache. I got to get a load or two off before they bust,” he said concerned. I shook my hand at him, making the motions of jerking off, which he could do himself. He shook his head at me. “You want me to masturbate myself. Where’s the fun in that? I told him he could empty his balls that way all by himself. He scoffed at the suggestion. I told him goodbye, and kissed him on the forehead. He told me he truly loved me, and hugged me tightly, then kissed me again on the lips. I told him that was good and broke it off. I couldn’t stop thinking, for a guy that hated gays, he sure knew how to behave like one.
Cory grabbed me behind the security desk and pulled me into the security office. There we made out for a couple of moments, that ended with him sticking my hand down the front of his uniform pants into his underwear to feel his swollen cock and balls. Damn, he felt good. I was afraid we’d get caught if he took it too far and broke it off. He smiled at me, telling me we had to get together soon or his balls would burst. I swatted his hot hard ass cheeks for that.
I quickly walked over to the natatorium and got naked with Andy and Ethan, as we changed into our trunks. I told Andy about how whacked Dawson was these days. Andy couldn’t believe how bad he really was. I told him I was extremely worried about him at this point and so was his doctor. Ethan couldn’t believe how someone could be that confused and screwed up. I told him we were all baffled by it, and really didn’t know what to do.
“Hey, Josh. I got an e-mail from Taylor at the frat, telling me I had been selected to for the pledge class this year and am supposed to show up Thursday night for induction into the pledge class. Is it okay if I go, since I’m supposed to work that night?” Ethan asked. I shook my head at him.
“Oh, Ethan, this is important. Of course, you have to go. I suppose Zach has to go also and, obviously, the big brothers, so Jake and I will too. Brady I’m sure will go too. When did you get the e-mail?” I asked.
“Got it this afternoon before I came to swim practice. Didn’t you get one?” he asked.
“I guess maybe, but haven’t checked my e-mail all afternoon since I was dealing with Dawson. I’ll check later, but, yes, we need to plan on that. We can get someone to cover for you, don’t worry about that,” I assured him and gave him a sideways hug, our bare skin touching, feeling good to me. Didn’t seem to bother him also. Andy smiled.
“Oh, Trevor told me to tell you, Josh, that we had a new dancer that was coming in to audition this afternoon when we get back from swim practice. He said that Stan and Gentry found him somewhere, but they wanted the rest of us to help evaluate him also. He’s supposed to be there when we get back. He said to meet them in the dressing room,” Andy informed me. I wasn’t sure what that meant, but obviously, if Stan and Gentry were involved, it could mean just about anything, especially if Trevor was added to the mix.
While the rest of the guys practiced, I stopped by Coach’s office to tell him about Dawson. Coach could not believe how bad Dawson had slipped into a deeper mental distress. I told him I was really worried about him. I also told him what Doc had said about the possibility of having to institutionalize him, if we couldn’t snap him out of it.
“Damn, Josh, it’s stress enough living the lives we live, being considered degenerates by a large percentage of the population, but staying happy and living our lives the way we need to. Dawson was a pain and just can’t come to grips with who he really is. But hell, no one deserves a permanent deep depression over the guilt he has to feel. What can we do?” Coach asked me, obviously as concerned as I was.
“Doc said he was going to try hypnosis tomorrow to see if he’s faking it or if his mental state is really as bad as it seems. I’m worried, Coach. Dawson might be a prick and piece of shit for the way he treated Drew, but he really doesn’t deserve what he’s going through right now. Oh, Doc wanted to know if Drew would come with me for the first part of our session tomorrow. He wants to see if that changes anything in Dawson’s outlook on this whole situation. Dawson will probably plead for Drew to come back to him and tell us everything will be fine if he does. We all know that’s a lie. No one knows that better than Drew. Drew will get pissed and walk out probably. Still, we need him there for stimulation, of the mind that is, not for what Dawson would like to have stimulated,” I quickly added. Coach smiled and wished me good luck. I got a hug before I left his office.
I found Drew and told him I needed him there tomorrow for the therapy session. He could meet me in Dawson’s room or Doc’s office. He wasn’t happy about being summoned, but I reminded him, he had volunteered to a minimal amount of help. When I told Drew if we couldn’t change his downhill plunge, there was a possibility of having to put him in a mental institution, Drew all of sudden said he’d give it a shot. Although Dawson had made him miserable, Drew was starting to realize it might not just be Dawson being Dawson, but possibly a deep mental depression that was causing his mind to degenerate. Even Drew got a little concerned when I told him how serious this was.
Halfway through practice, I got the team together, telling them to change into shorts or underwear, whatever, and meet in the weight/exercise training area of the locker room. Some guys wore workout shorts and jocks, others wore their trunks and some wore their boxer briefs. One guy even wore bikini briefs, which the other guys razzed him about. He had a nice little package. I freeballed it in some gym shorts. Ethan wore a jock and gym shorts. Andy just wore his trunks. Jack showed up wearing a jock, orange pubes sticking out all over, especially in his ass crack, which was uncovered in a jock. I could only imagine he was advertising. Les had some tight thin briefs on to show off his big cock. I was beginning to think maybe we were a little lax in not having a standard dress code. I told them maybe we ought to all wear gym shorts for workout sessions so we wouldn’t distract one another. I think the straight guys appreciated that. I know Ethan did. I told them they were good for today, but in the future, plan on gym shorts. They could go shirtless if they wanted and wear whatever they wanted if they came over in the evening to workout. That all settled, I used a few different guys to show how each machine worked and the proper form to use on the weight benches using free weights for curls, squats, bench pressing, leg lifts, etc. Then I had each of the guys, used in a machine demonstration, to work with the guys as they came through on a circuit, to make sure they understood the proper use and form for each. It took the entire hour to work through all that, but we got it done. I finally told them all to hit the showers or steam room if they needed it.
Andy, Ethan and I showered, along with Aiden who joined us. Aiden said he was going to come to the bar on Saturday night. He said he was a little nervous about it, but he made up his mind he was going to do it. Ethan told him it was a blast and there was nothing to be nervous about. Ethan said if he was straight in a gay world, with dick flying all around on stage and survived it, Aiden surely would. Aiden thought that was funny, but Ethan assured him it was all great fun. We finally dressed, told Aiden goodbye and headed back to the bar.
“Ethan asked me if there was anything weird he had to do or hazing he’d have to experience as far as the frat was concerned and this Thursday night. I told him, actually, our frat was very tame as compared to some of the others, the ivy league frats on campus. We were all athletes and stressed teamwork and brotherhood more than partying and fucking bitches. Ethan chuckled, but said he thought that’s what we were all about from what he’d read, and was glad he was going to be a part of a classy fraternity, inside of one that partied all the time. I put my arm around him and told him on Thursday night, he would officially be my little brother, and I would not lead him astray. He side hugged me and told me he trusted me with his life. I thought that was pretty sweet. Andy smiled.
Trevor met us when we got back to the bar and ushered Andy and I towards the dressing room. “Wait until you see this guy. Wow, is he ripped or what? I just saw him in a wifebeater and tight jeans. Who wears jeans when it’s this hot out, but I have to tell you, they really hug his junk, and it has to be big. Hope we get to see everything today. Can’t wait. Andy, hold me back if I get too horned up, or I just might have to jump his bones,” Trevor told him. I saw Jake and Thad making their way towards the dressing room also. Jake gave me a quick kiss before we piled into the dressing room. There his was, all 6’4 inches of him, almost a giant in our midst. He was ripped, from what you could see through is wifebeater shirt. And, yes, there was either a grapefruit in his undies or a massive mass of junk down there making his jeans protrude out in his groin area. Stan cleared his throat and got our attention.
“Gents, I want you to meet someone that Gentry and I discovered a couple of days ago who wants to audition as a dancer for us on both Ladies’ Night and Gay Night. This is a new recruit that we just signed, but I wanted you to get to know him. We will all know and address him as ‘Bone’. You’ll understand in a few minutes, as we watch him perform for us. I know you’re going to enjoy him as much as Gentry and I have already,” Stand said, finishing his introduction. We all clapped, giving him a warm welcome. Allen and OBB were standing close to him, mesmerized by his stature and form.
“Thanks, guys. I really am looking forward to performing with these two guys here, who’ve befriended me. You couldn’t ask for a greater couple of friends and they tell me you all are just as great. I’ve talked to a few of you already. Allen and OBB couldn’t be cuter. This Trevor guy you have is a real character. Sandy wanted to know if I could outdo him. Watch out, Sandy, I just might, but then you’ll have to wait and see,” he said chuckling. “Stan wanted me to put on a costume and show you a little of what I have to offer, so I’ll just step back in the shower room there and dress quickly, although it comes off quickly, and give you a little hint of what I’m like,” Bone told us. Allen and OBB were almost ecstatic. Stan and Gentry went with Bone to help him get dressed. I was pretty sure it was just to see him naked, but if I was a betting man, I would bet on the fact they had seen him several times and even fucked around with him. Oh well, they did have a nose for talent, a talent I was grateful to have as part of our team. If Jake and I were being reduced to building buildings and buying and managing businesses, we needed guys in charge of talent. Stan and Gentry had proven their worth over and over in that area.
While Bone was getting dressed, OBB and Allen told me they had all kinds of social medial releases prepared for him already. Andy said it was a good thing Ashton wasn’t here to see this, or we might lose him forever. We all kind of laughed. I asked Andy if Ashton had teased or flirted with Sandy yet. Andy looked at me like I had holes in my head. Andy told me that Ashton definitely tried. He said Sandy was overjoyed at showing him his large cock, but told Ashton in no uncertain terms, that was for pussy only, except he had fucked Trevor one time, because Trevor dared him. Andy said Ashton dared him again, but Sandy told him he had to get to know him better first. He only fucked chics on first dates, not dudes. Jake and I had to chuckle, as did Trevor.
“Gentlemen, I give you the newest sensation at the CNB, a CNB exclusive, a magnificent male species that makes women’s genitalia wet with anticipation and men pre-cum at his sight, the one and only, ‘BONE!”, Stan announced. We all clapped. There was a little plywood platform in the dressing rom the dancers used to check themselves out in the mirrors before going out on stage. Bone strutted out onto the platform in what looked to be a tuxedo. Damn, if he didn’t fill that out completely also. Stan had a Bluetooth speaker sync’d to his phone and the music blared. Damn, if Bone wasn’t sexy, fully dressed. Then the top came off with only a bowtie, and suspenders on his torso. Fuck, he was all muscle, every muscle defined and big. Stan and Gentry had oiled him up his hairless chest and his muscles glistened. He swung around on the platform, bending over, then jumping up, showing off all his muscles. The guys were yelling, ‘take it off’. Bone didn’t do the usual routine of taking his time and teasing the crowd, since it was just us, and quickly flipped off his striped trousers along with the suspenders, but the bowtie remained. He wore a black sequined bikini brief that was chock full of something. Allen said he reminded him of Chris Evans from Belami. Obviously, Allen and OBB knew all the porn stars and what studios they worked with, something Jake and I had not bothered to study, having each other and friends to study instead.
A few more moves, and the sequined bikini briefs came flying off. We almost gasp as the thong he was wearing made our cocks instantly hard. I swear he had a good three or four inches of dark bushy pubes above the top of his ballooning thong, that struggled like hell to hold all his junk. Allen and OBB were chanting for him to take it off. To our amazement and shock, the thong came flying off. It took both hands to cover up his junk, but Bone was damned good at what he was doing and never gave us a glimpse of his manhood. He did have an amazing body, tight muscles, big muscular tight, beautiful thighs and magnificently toned calves. His buttocks looked like they were carved out of stone. Hell, even his feet and toes made my cock hard. I reached over and checked Jake. His dick was as hard as mine. He grinned at me when I felt him, knowing exactly how I felt. Trevor and Andy were both tenting, even Thad. I couldn’t tell if he had an erection or not, but Sandy was mesmerized by the guy. All of a sudden, Bone threw his hands in the air, letting his magnificent manhood fall out below him. We all gasp at that point. That boy was hung like a bull. He had a huge flaccid cock and some of the biggest balls I’d ever seen. He turned around and bent over spreading his buttocks apart and showing us his dark hairy asscrack. I nearly fainted. He wiggled his ass in front of us, his balls swinging back and forth, those big orbs hanging low between his legs. The music finally stopped. Bone turned around and bowed to us.
“Bone, how big does that thing get when it’s angry?” Trevor had to ask.
“Come here and suck it and I’ll show you,” Bone replied. Trevor jumped on that big cock in nothing flat. “Someone suck on my balls to get me hard fast,” Bone added. Allen took one big testicle and OBB took the other. Three guys were working on his junk. Bone finally had to stop Trevor, Allen and OBB, saying they were doing such a great job, he was close to cumming. That would have been a sight to behold, I had to believe. Bone’s big bone was finally revealed. Trevor grabbed a ruler.
“Fuck, this bone is 10” and thick too. Fuck me running,” Trevor exclaimed.
“Actually, I’d rather bottom, Trevor. Not too many guys can take what I have, and I like what most of you have just as well in my hairy asshole. Gotta love a big dick up your ass to make you moan, groan and shoot one hell of a load,” Bone commented. We were all taken aback by that disclosure.
“Are you a shooter or a dribbler?” Trevor asked him. Bone smiled at him.
“Suck it some more and I’ll let you be the judge,” Bone said smiling. All three boys went to work on his cock and balls again. He finally took his big cock out of Trevor’s hungry mouth and pulled it up against his six-pack belly, letting Andy and OBB continue to suck on his balls. The he abruptly told them to stand back. We all parted in front of him like Moses parting the Red Sea. Bone rubbed his big tanned nipples, then threw his head back and violently shoved his big swollen cock through both hands and fired his first shot hallway across the room. We all gasp. He had no less than five powerful salvos of man liquid shooting across the room, followed by a few more subsequent ones that fell significantly shorter, but amazingly hot to watch. I looked over at Trevor, who happened to capture it on his phone. I was glad he did, because I had to see the instant replay later on that one. We all gave him a round of applause, as he stood there with his big cock hanging down, pointing at the ground at this point, with a string of cum hanging from his piss slit. My cock was still hard, as was most of ours in that room. Even Sandy said that was a spectacular cum shot. We all had to agree, this guy was something else. He was destined to be a star at the CNB. I couldn’t wait to get the skinny on him later from Stan and Gentry. Who was he? Where did he come from? Was he a student at Uni or a porn star passing through? Fuck, whatever he was, he was hotter than hot and full of cum. That was about the hottest act I had ever witnessed and we had seen several. I thought about Francis, our Thor, at the CNB in the City. We definitely had to get Bone over there for a night or two at some point in time.
Someone asked him if he was gay or straight, after Allen licked off the remaining leaking cum from his cock, squeezing out another dollop or two from a now flaccid bone, then smacking his lips. Bone told us it didn’t matter. He liked sex with either model. We took that to mean he as Bi. He did warn us that if we were bold enough to have sex with him, he wanted us to know, it would be a long night, as he didn’t stop until his balls were drained, and he was accustomed to having multiple orgasms in a night. He got razzed as to who was on his list for the rest of this evening. He just smiled and told us he hadn’t decided yet. Stan introduced Jake, Thad, Andy and me to him, telling him we were the partners along with Allen and OBB and Trevor. He shook our hands, although I seriously wanted to shake his cock. We welcomed him and told him we were sure this would be a profitable venture for him. He was sure of that also.
Stan ushered Bone off to the shower to get all that oil off his body, and whatever else he had in mind. We all left for the bar and beer-thirty. I needed a beer after the day I had with Dawson.
Jordan and Buzz walked in after work to have a beer with us also. Buzz told us they got started at the construction site. There were dozers there starting to clear part of the land where the building was going. He said he was all exited. Todd and Chad came in a few minutes later, needing a beer also. They filled us in on what progress was made. It was starting to get exciting, going from a plan in our minds, to actual construction. I told Todd we had a new dancer, named Bone, he had to see Saturday night. Not knowing how comfortable Buzz was talking about cocks yet, I just told Todd he needed to see this guy, as he was something else. I kept it clean for Buzz’s sake, but created a major interest from Todd and Chad.
I asked Jordan if there was any news on Trent’s release yet. He said Trent was still being treated at the hospital, having a fever from an infection from his wound. They were giving him intravenous antibiotics. He was going to be in the hospital at least a couple more days until they got everything under control. He told us Trent was still in the police ward, no longer under arrest, but for his own protection, should someone come back and finish the job. We were glad to hear that.
After having a beer, I went into the office to check e-mails and make sure I was on top of everything going on. Thad was working on the deposits. I relayed to Thad what Jordan had told me. The news didn’t seem to phase Thad all that much. “I thought you’d be happy to hear that, Thad,” I told him. He looked at me a little weird.
“Happy for Trent, not necessarily happy for us. Remember we have to deal with him when he comes back. I can’t say I’m looking forward to having to deal with him again,” Thad replied. I could see he was torn between helping a friend get out of trouble and then having to deal with that friend afterwards. I wasn’t all that excited about having Trent back either. But, I had to believe we did something that was right. “Never mind me, Josh. The more I think about him coming back, I think it’s going to be awkward. You know what I mean? I don’t know what I’m thinking, but it’s not going to be the same. If it’s not the same, it’s awkward. Does that make any sense?” he asked. I went over to him and gave him a hug.
“We’ll make it work somehow. You have plenty of friends around that love you. It may be more awkward for Trent than it is for you, Thad. Still, he’s been through some trauma. A normal life close to friends, just might be enough for him for the time being, without any love relationships. Then again, I’m not sure who he really is anymore. Not sure any of us are,” I replied, still holding him.
“That’s what I mean. It’s going to be awkward. We’ll have a supposed friend in our midst we don’t even know,” he remarked. I kissed him and told him he was loved. He thanked me and said he felt it. “It was kind of nice when I thought we loved one another. I’m not sure he ever did love me. We went through the motions and he seemed to like having me near him. Remember, I told you there was something about him that I wasn’t sure if I trusted him. I guess that intuition was real. It’s just you have Jake, Brady and Zak have each other, OBB and Allen have each other and Dustin has Dannie for now. We’re not sure which team he’s going to end up on, maybe both, who knows. Jordan and Buzz are finally finding each other. I’m kind of the odd man out,” Thad said, somewhat melancholy. I kissed him again.
“No matter what, you’re still loved,” I reminded him, then kissed him rather passionately.
“Wow, I feel that,” Thad said, as he put my hand down over his boner in his shorts.
“Wo, you did get excited. We may have to take care of that later,” I teased. He smiled. Then there was a knock on the door. I let him go. It was Cliff from the bank.
“Hey, Thad, I brought over more bank deposit bags for you, since you said you needed more,” Cliff said, bringing several bags in and placing them on Thad’s desk. “Hey, Josh. great to see you to as always. Would love to see more of you guys,” he said smiling. “Anything else you need or anything else I can do for you, Thad?” Cliff asked.
Thad walked up to him, grabbed his head with his hands, and kissed him tenderly on the lips. “Wow, that certainly got the juices flowing,” Cliff replied.
“Well, if that did, how about I treat you to a shower upstairs and we get to know each other a little better?” Thad said. You could see the excitement mount in Cliff’s eyes. Thad looked over at me and grinned. My eyes said, ‘you go for it, boy’. Thad grabbed Cliff by the hand and drug him out the door. I was impressed. Good for him, I thought.
Alone, I sat down at my PC and sent Stoney an e-mail telling him we seemed to have resolved the Trent situation. I told him our two police friends played a large part in getting this settled, along with Jordan and an associate of his from his firm. I told him how the bar was taking off also, how our food reputation was awesome and Ladies Night seemed to be an extremely big hit so far. I also told him Jordan had the hots for our architect, and rightly so. I added a little humor, what the hell.
A few minutes later I got a short e-mail back saying, ‘I knew you’d find a way to resolve your friend’s situation. Glad you used your available resources and they worked. Proud of your friends and your team. Proud of all of you. This is just what I was counting on, and you proved me right.’ That was all he said. I guessed we were on the right track, according to Stoney.
I noticed I did have an e-mail from Taylor about Thursday night’s pledge induction ceremony. He told me he knew I was a busy guy, but if I could, he’d love to have me there since I was going to be Ethan’s big brother. I had smile at that thought. Of course, I could never miss that.
I went back out to join Todd, Chad, Buzz, Jordan and Jake for dinner. Fritz had prepared something new and wanted us to test it. Not sure exactly what it was, but it was damned good, and we ate it all. After dinner, Jake and I headed up to study, saying goodbye to Todd, Chad, Jordan and Buzz. Just as we got into the apartment, we saw a naked Cliff and Thad returning from the shower to Thad’s bedroom. They giggled and waved at us. My guess was they had a great time together. Their dicks were in a post ejaculative state, as they swung back and forth during their trip to the bedroom, so obviously there were orgasms involved in the recent past. Jake and I smiled at one another.
Jake and I, finally in our room, got down to our briefs and delved into some studying. I got a call from the security desk at the Psych ward saying that Dawson was having a rough time and was begging for them to call me. They said he told them he thought he was dying and he wanted to see me one more time before he died. I knew he was depressed, but the thought of dying never came up before. They told me he was very animated and wondered if I could come over and help calm him down. Apparently, the sedatives they gave him still hadn’t settled him down. I told them I would be over in a few minutes. I got dressed and kissed Jake goodbye, telling him I’d see if I could find out what his problem was now. Jake wished me luck.
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