Chapter 312 – Jordan Confesses and Ethan Wants In
Andy caught me off-guard, asking about bringing Ashton back into the fold as a shareholder rather than just a friend. I was at a loss for words, although I wanted to hear his and Trevor’s plea to do so.
“What do you think we should do, Andy? Obviously, you have an opinion on the subject, or you wouldn’t have brought it up,” I simply stated.
“I think Ashton has completely changed and understands the value of love and friendship. Trevor and I haven’t said anything about it, but he’s been staying with us, and sleeping with us. I wasn’t comfortable with that at first, but Trevor was the one that thought Ash needed some loving care. Let’s face it, all he ever got from Chuck was a big dick up his ass. Ashton realized it was an empty relationship and Chuck was basically just a toy, more or less a dildo. He had no emotion. He was simply taking care of a need Ash had in order to have a place to live and food to eat, and not have to work too hard. Ash really began to miss what we once had together and saw how happy Trevor and I were together. He started hanging out with us at first with nothing sexual going on. We reminisced about some of the weekends we had in the City where we all had so much fun together. We reminisced so much, he started crying and couldn’t stop. Trevor and I both asked him what was wrong. He told us he really screwed up and forgot what was important in life. He realized the love he lost was the most important thing he ever had, and he traded it all in for a big cock that had no emotion. He just kept saying he was sorry over and over, and hated himself for what he had done, and most importantly, what he had lost. Trevor and I felt so terrible for him that we all slept together that night and made love for the first time between the three of us. I think it would be a great gesture of love to take him back again. I don’t think he’ll ever disappoint us again like he did before,” Andy said with great conviction.
“What do you think, Trevor?” I asked, wanting his take on the situation.
“I have to agree with Andy,” Trevor said seriously, something out of character for Trevor most of the time. “I truly think he learned his lesson. He never stops talking about how wonderful you all were and how loving you are. Even today, he still feels guilty about what he did. Andy and I have grown to love him since he changed. He doesn’t go out and look for new dick like he did before. He tells us the ones he loves are with him all the time and that’s all that matters to him anymore. I think he’s definitely changed, guys. I vote to bring him back. He works for us now for nothing, and works hard with the lighting and sound. He’s a natural at it. Not only that, but he does all the design work for our web pages and does a fantastic job at that,” Trevor explained.
“He does do that. We’d be hard pressed to find someone else to do it as good as he does, much less, better,” Allen chimed in. “I think OBB and I could vote to reinstate him.” OBB agreed.
“You all realize if we took him back, we’d all have to fuck him,” I reminded them, chuckling as I did.
“Oh, fuck. Now we’re in trouble, Andy. If Dustin fucks Ash’s ass, we’ll never get him back and will have lost him for good again,” Trevor chided. We all laughed. “With all seriousness, we need to do this for him.”
“He’d have to come in the same as the new guys then, because we retired his stock for him, cashing him out a lot less than the stock is worth today,” I reminded them.
“Don’t think he’d care one bit, Josh, as long as we’re fair with him about compensation for what he provides us in lighting and sound and webpage work to retire the debt. I actually think he’d be overjoyed just to know we all still loved him and thought enough about him to welcome him back into the fold,” Trevor stated.
“Jake, you have anything to say?” I asked him.
“I think we all still love him. I owe him so much in a way. If it hadn’t been for him falling in love with Andy and Andy loving him, I might not be here today loving you, Josh. In a way, I owe him big time,” Jake remarked. I leaned over and kissed him.
“It’s amazing the way things work out. I have no objection, and actually, miss him also as a major part of us. Let’s do it then,” I replied. All the guys thought it was great.
“Good, we’ve got some new ass to tap,” Allen remarked. I rolled my eyes at him. “Maybe we should invite Sandy to join up, Josh, so we can fuck his virgin ass,” Allen suggested. Trevor thought that was a great idea also. I told them to stop, that would never happen.
“Hey, what about Ethan?” Brady asked. “We all love the kid, even though he’s straight. Would he really have to be fucked by all of us to join up?” I shook my head.
“Let’s not get carried away here. We may have to make some exceptions later down the road. We really shouldn’t be discriminating when it comes to talent we need for our corporation. However, I don’t think we’re quite there yet. It’s still a closed company for now. When we get to be the size of Apple or Walmart, then we’ll think about it,” I replied. They all laughed.
“Yeh, we could call it Gay-Enterprises. I’m sure Wall Street would love that,” OBB chimed in. The guys all laughed.
We decided it was time to grab something to eat and put our jeans and t-shirts back on, then headed downstairs. The place was actually a little busy so some of the guys pitched in and helped.
Jordan was sitting at the bar drinking a beer and talking to Sandy, nonetheless, when we got downstairs. He looked rather disheveled, like he had a hard night out. “There you guys are,” he said, as Jake and I got close to him. “I thought you guys were never coming down.”
“Gees, Jord, you could have come up,” I suggested.
“Well, you never know if you might have an orgy going on up there. I didn’t want to walk into the middle of anything,” he stated.
“Well, we could have used your help, actually. Even if it was an orgy, your ass would have been welcomed and very appreciated, I’m sure. Seriously, we kind of had an unofficial shareholder’s meeting, you could say,” I told him, which peaked his curiosity. “What the hell happened to you and where’s Buzz?” I asked curiously, as we moved over to a table where we could have some privacy. Jordan rolled his eyes.
“Buzz was moving a bunch of his stuff into that damned construction trailer of Todd and Chad’s most of the day. We didn’t even get to have lunch together. I’m not sure I like the idea of him having to spend as much time in that trailer and not down the hall in his office,” Jordan replied. “He said he’d even be late tonight, as he wanted to get himself situated so he could start fresh on his feet in the morning. I may not even get to see him tonight,” Jordan complained.
“I totally understand what he’s doing, but what the heck happened to you today? You look like rough around the edges,” I suggested.
“Oh, fuck, Josh. I think I screwed up again. I was lonely and missed Buzz, so I went to Noah’s bistro for lunch. He gave me hell because I was eating here all the time and not coming to his place anymore. I told him, as a shareholder I owned part of this place and he was technically the competition. Oh, he reminded me he wants some time with Fritz and wanted me to ask you about that again. I told him I would. Anyway, I took a long lunch talking to him. He wasn’t busy for a Monday afternoon and talked me into going back to his place. Well, as you can imagine, we tore the place up with some of the hottest male sex I’ve ever had. That boy can fuck like no other. Call it perverted monkey sex, or whatever, I drained my balls so bad today they actually hurt right now. Fuck it was crazy, a whole afternoon or raw, unadulterated, hot male sex. It shouldn’t be like that, but it is, and I can’t stop thinking about it. That damned Buzz, if he’d just been there for me, none of this would have happened,” Jordan complained. I shook my head at him, as did Jake.
“Jordan, Jordan. I wish you would make up your mind who you truly want to be with, because the longer it takes you to decide, the more you’re going to break Buzz’s heart, as deeply as you’ve drawn him in, if you decide on Noah. Buzz worships you, Jord. It’s your life, but if you really string him along and then dump the poor boy, I’m going to have to hurt you,” I threatened.
“Guys, I love Buzz. I truly love the guy, in more ways than you could ever believe. That being said, I just go bananas with the sex Noah and I seem to have together. I truly think Noah might be incapable of love, and I happen to think I’m not his only lover. But, damn, I think I’d spend big money for sex with him, as bad as that sounds,” Jordan confessed. Jake and I couldn’t believe it.
“I’m telling you, you need to make up your mind. Please don’t hurt our Buzz, Jord. He doesn’t deserve that,” I urged. Jake agreed.
“I know, and it would kill me to think I hurt Buzz. Truth is, I really love him. I love the time we get to spend with one another, the fun we have, the joking around we do, the quiet time we just spend not even talking, but just being there for one another. I even love the wonderful loving sex we have together. It’s just like the devil tempting me, with Noah. I’m telling you guys, you’ve never had sex like having sex with Noah. It’s mind blowing. The boy really knows how to trip all your triggers and then take you to the moon and back,” Jordan said, half exciting himself once again. I couldn’t believe it.
“So, what are you going to do about it?” I asked.
“Nothing. Not a damned thing. I’ll try not to let it happen again. But, I don’t know if I can stop myself if the opportunity is there. I need Buzz to be with me most of the time, at least all the times Noah is available. That would eliminate the urge,” Jordan explained.
“Well, that ought to be interesting. You ever hear of the term, ‘self-control’?” I asked.
“How does that work for you guys? Don’t you have sex with your friends also. You’re not totally monogamous, now are your?” he lectured.
“Touche,” I said, knowing both Jake and I had done the same thing as Jordan had done this very day. “Okay, you’ve got us there. Most of what we share, we share together, but there are times we do things to help our friends and express love with our friends, Jordan, like what we’ve done with you, for instance,” I told him. He smiled.
“You guys do more with others that you’re not that close with. How about our pilots? That was shear animal magnetism the first time, the keen interest in each other. You guys weren’t great loveable friends then. You are now, and some of that’s because of the great sex you had together. That much you have to admit,” Jordan stated.
“Fuck, Jordan, you should have been a damned prosecutor instead of a business attorney. Okay, you have both of us on that. Sex is a pretty powerful attraction to someone. We admit that, but we try to keep it in perspective,” I explained.
“I’m just saying, let’s not get too judgmental here lest we slip into some hypocrisy. Am I right?” Jordan asked.
“You know, if I didn’t love you so much, I might be pissed at you right now, but you’re right. It’s your life and I will endure almost anything to insure your happiness one way or another. Jake and I won’t pry into your personal life, but don’t do something to make us hate you for hurting someone we care about almost as much as you,” I urged. Jordan shook his head at me.
“I won’t, Josh. I love both you guys so much, I couldn’t do that. You brought my life back, and for that I’m totally grateful. You know how much I care about the two of you, and hopefully that lasts for a lifetime,” he said sincerely.
“I think I want to kiss you right now, but you’ll just have to wait until we get a private moment,” I informed him.
“Better not be more than a kiss, as my junk and ass has had the workout of a lifetime this afternoon, and it may take days to get it back in shape,” he chided. Jake and I cracked a smile.
Dylan came over to see if we wanted anything to eat. “Sup, guys? You want anything?” he asked very unprofessionally.
“Dylan, what did Seth teach you to say when you approach customers and ask them how you might be of service to them?” I asked him. He looked at me rather strangely.
“He told me to ask them what they wanted. What do you guys want?” he asked.
“Dylan, can you try being a little more polite by saying something like, ‘hey guys, what can I get you all this evening?” I asked.
“Well, what the hell can I get you guys? I need to know soon, as I have other tables to wait on,” he said. I shook my head. “I mean, what the fuck, I’m trying here, help me out a little,” he said, getting upset.
“Dylan, you’ve got to do better with the customers than that. Never mind, just order something, guys,” I told Jordan and Jake. They gave him their order and then I gave him mine. He never said thank you or anything, just took off and turned it in. Ethan was still tending bar at the moment and I held up my empty beer glass so he could see we needed more beer. Ethan brought three beers to the table.
“Hey, the new guy’s not doing so well it seems. Not getting very good comments about him. Sorry you had to wait. He could have brought you more beer instead of having me deliver it to you,” Ethan stated.
“That’s okay. You just earned his tip,” I told Ethan, making him smile. I patted his ass as he took off. He turned around and smiled at me.
“Cute kid,” Jordan commented. “Have you tapped that yet?”
“Jordan, he’s straight, okay. We don’t fuck everyone around here. Besides he’s my little brother in the frat. I have responsibility for him,” I replied.
“Seriously, nothing like a little kinky fraternal incest,” he said chuckling.
“Who are you anyway? What did you do with the Jordan we loved?” I asked, half chuckling. “What has this Noah guy done to you? I’m definitely going to have to talk to this guy and find out what kind of bad influence he is on you,” I declared. Jordan shook his head, smiling.
“Just kidding. Would you lighten up?” Jordan asked, and patted me on the back.
Jake and I spent the next half-hour discussing what we had discussed with the shareholders about adding some new ones and the note agreements. I asked him to prepare the notes and we’d supply him with the names and social security numbers to put this all together. He asked me if I talked to Greer about it. I told him I had not, but he could or I could, it didn’t matter. Jordan said Greer was not himself lately, a fact I knew only too well. He said Greer asked him about the exit agreement for the company if someone like any of us officers elected to leave the company. That really got my attention.
“I thought at the time, he just wanted to know, from the standpoint of language, how we wrote it up in the by-laws. He’s not going anywhere, at least I don’t think he is. He did say, if something wasn’t resolved with Stoney in the near future, he might say fuck it and leave, but that was just his frustration talking. At least I think it was,” Jordan told us. “Anyway, he’s not himself lately as you very well know. You don’t need his permission as the CEO. The agreement that I drafted for the officers outlined the duties and obligations of each officer’s position. You have the right, at your option, to add shareholders and or ask them to resign if they don’t meet the criteria set for shareholder participation in the corporation. The board can add or call for the resignation and cash out a shareholder at their discretion. The three of us could decide that tonight, not that we wouldn’t want to include Greer in on the decision making out of courtesy. Right now, I don’t think he’d care what any of us did, based on the last time I talked to him which was yesterday,” Jordan advised.
“You have any objection to us adding some shareholders such as our pilots and Will?” I asked. “You already drafted and executed their operating agreements and even equity agreements for the corporation. Might as well include them as shareholders. In addition. We want to add about four more that we think will be great assets to the business as we go forward,” I explained.
“Sounds good to me. I don’t see why Greer would object what you have in mind. It actually saves the company a lot of money, giving stock for labor and participation as opposed to cash. They’ll be minority shareholders like the rest of the group, with the board, and of course, our Chairman being the majority shareholders. It’s a great way to build a team structure, Josh, giving the ones creating and operating the business an equity position. I think you’ve seen the results of that already and Stoney believes in that 100%,” Jordan replied. Jake and I both had to agree.
Seth came back with Dylan to deliver our food, watching him carefully. Dylan placed the right food in front of us. He was definitely not stupid, just didn’t have any personality. Dylan never said a word to any of us as he delivered the food, then took off without asking us if there was anything else he could get for us. Seth finally spoke up.
“Josh, we need to talk. This Dylan thing isn’t working. He’s pissed off half the customers in the place tonight and in previous nights and lunches. He can’t talk to people at all. It’s like their putting him out or something, with him having to wait on them. Can we move him to the kitchen or someplace out of the public view?” Seth pleaded.
“What does Eric think, even though he’s not here today?” I asked.
“Oh, Eirc would love nothing better than to send him back to jail. He says he’s praying for you guys,” Seth replied. I shrugged.
“I’ll talk to Eric tomorrow and see if Fritz can use him in the kitchen. We can’t have any waiters pissing off our customers,” I replied. Seth gave me a quick hug, then took off.
“Gees, now what do we do?” I asked the question.
“Minor decision for a CEO,” Jordan chided.
“Maybe you’d like to have him assist you in your office, Jord,” I suggested.
“Don’t think so, Josh. He’s your boy. You get to tame him, or reform him, or whatever you’re supposed to do with him. Maybe he is only good for fucking, hell, I don’t know,”
Jordan teased. Jake and I shook our heads.
“According to one guy in here on Saturday night, he wasn’t even good at sucking cock. Can’t make much money as a male prostitute if you can’t even give a good blowjob,” I suggested. We all believed that was true.
“Well, I know where he can find a couple of great teachers for blowjobs and I’m sitting right here with both of them,” Jordan stated. Jake and I tickled him, catching him completely off guard. “I deserved that. Guys, you have to try Noah out sometime. I could probably arrange that. I’m telling you, the man is crazy wild in the sex department. Unbelievable!” he said, bringing up his afternoon sexcapade one more time.
“Jordan, you have got to behave yourself. Now you have Jake and me wondering what it is that he does that’s better than anyone else,” I commented.
“Hey, try it out sometime and you’ll find out. Let me know when you want to get together to party and I’ll set it up. But, we have to do it sometime when Buzz is tied up and busy. I don’t want to hurt him,” Jordan replied.
“Jordan, we have enough distractions around here already without adding new ones, and a possible one that if news got out, might hurt someone we really cared about. Best you keep that one under wraps. Even better, try to get over it and move on, if you don’t want to hurt someone I hope you really care about,” I advised. Jordan knew what I was talking about.
“Getting back to our discussion on Greer, I think he’ll be in a much better mood next week. Greer, Jake and I have been summoned to meet with Stoney this next Saturday to discuss the future. I assume that is his way of preparing us for whatever he’s been working on for the past few months. I also assume Greer and Stoney will try to catch up on some much delayed sex, if Stoney allows any time for that. We’re to stay, wherever, for one night and return on Sunday. I’m not sure Stoney’s coming back with us or not. Greer’s going to be super pissed if he doesn’t, unless what he’s working on is so spectacular, Greer will forgive him. At any rate, the two will be reunited this Saturday for sure, which hopefully, will end Greer’s depression, and get the boy back on track,”
“Where are you meeting Stoney?” Jordan asked.
“You know, that’s a very good question. We don’t know. Greer pinged his phone in Key West somewhere, but we’re not sure if Stoney is going to meet with us there or not. Even Tom and James don’t know the destination to file the flight plan. We may not know until the plane is ready to take off. They’ll fly over here to pick Jake and me up then head to wherever, I guess. Can’t be too far away as we’re only going for one night, and it wouldn’t make sense if it took forever to get to where we’re going. I’m guessing Key West, if that’s where we’re going, is about a 2.5 to 3 hour flight at most, which wouldn’t be a bad overnight trip to get some business in,” I suggested.
“What could he possibly be doing in Key West?” Jordan asked. “Not a bad place to go, don’t get me wrong, but not much enterprise there other than tourism. It’s a pretty large gay community there, so he may have bought a chain of gay bars for all we know. I haven’t seen anything come through for any real estate purchases, and I’m sure Greer would have shouted to the Heavens if he got anything that indicated what Stoney might be buying. We’re clueless on what he’s up to. There isn’t anything, corporate wise, to indicate he’s doing any business of any kind, unless it’s something totally secret that none of us are supposed to know about until he pulls the trigger on it. I guess then we’ll have to scramble to get all over it, as you very well know, like Ft. Lauderdale. That was a quickie,” Jordan stated, remembering it only too well.
Just then, Buzz walked in and hugged Jordan from behind. There were mixed couples at the bar tonight, so he didn’t kiss him in front of everyone like I knew he wanted to. “How are my favorite guys tonight?” he said, as he hopped on a stool beside Jordan at our table. “Sorry, Jord, I haven’t seen you most of the day and that bothers me to know you were all alone without me today,” Buzz said apologetically. If he only knew. Jake and I kind of smirked at each other, thinking about Jordan’s wild afternoon with the mad sex fiend, Noah.
“Just another boring corporate day, without you around to keep me amused,” Jordan told him. Buzz said he was sorry, but would make it up to him.
“Good grief, Buzz, you just now getting done moving in what you needed in that construction trailer?” I asked. “Did you move your entire office or what?” Buzz shook his head.
“No, but there were a lot of things I had to sort out for Todd and Chad. It’s a good thing I’m spending time there, as mistakes were about to happen. Todd told me we waited too long to get me over there. Once I got organized for me, I had to get them organized and then he held a meeting this evening with the contractors to introduce me and review my role in all this going forward. I must have had a million questions, which was good they were answered now and not later after we made mistakes that could have been costly. I should have spent more time over there before now,” Buzz admitted.
“I’m sure you’ll get them all straightened out, Buzz,” Jake chimed in. Buzz smiled and shrugged his shoulders.
“What’s good to eat tonight?” Buzz asked. I saw Dylan, close by, but waited until I got Seth’s attention to get him to grab something to eat for Buzz. Ethan saw Buzz show up and brought him a beer without us even having to ask. He was so good and so cute too. I was proud of my little brother. I thanked him and told him he was wonderful for being so thoughtful to take care of Buzz. He said, ‘always’. Again, I patted his rear end, making him smile.
We talked a little more about our impending trip to wherever to meet with Stoney and possibly see the next big deal for the company. Buzz asked a lot of questions, then told me to float the office building project by Stoney and see if he liked it. I told Buzz I would wait and see if it was appropriate timing to mention something like that. I didn’t want to distract from whatever big thing Stoney had planned. Buzz said I was probably right, but in his spare time, which was limited, he was working on the project, he believed in it so much. I patted him on the back and told him, ‘you go boy’. Buzz didn’t think I was taking him seriously. I told him I believed in him, but I had no idea what all we were up against this weekend, and we couldn’t do everything at one time. Buzz said he understood, but he wasn’t giving up. Somehow, I knew he wouldn’t.
Buzz finally finished eating, then he and Jordan got up to leave. We gave them both hugs and told them we’d see them tomorrow. Jake and I headed back upstairs, with Ethan in tow, since the business had died down, being a Monday night. Seth and Lance had everything under control, with maybe, the exception of Dylan, but I wasn’t going to deal with that situation tonight anyway. There weren’t that many customers left for him to piss off at this time of night.
We got down to our briefs. Ethan set up shop on the kitchen island and Jake and I studied in our bedroom. Dustin was by himself as Thad had gone back to his new home with Cliff already. The rest of the guys were studying in their rooms. Sometime later, after we studied for an hour or so, Ethan came into our room in his briefs and plopped down on our bed.
“Can I ask you guys a question?” he began. I told him sure.
“Would it be a possibility somewhere down the road, if I got a business degree and all to get involved with your corporation?” he asked.
“Sure, why not. Do you want to work for us or manage some of our properties, get involved with accounting, marketing, sales, property management, building management, site analysis, advertising? There’s no end to what we’re going to need as we grow larger, Ethan. Depending on what interests you, you can pretty much take your pick of what you can do for the business,” I advised him.
“I’m not exactly sure which niche I like the best yet, but I’ve been watching you guys and I know you’re going places like no one could ever believe. It would be an honor and an exciting career to work with you guys during and after I get out of school. Some of my family had always said if you love the company you work for, buy into it and support that which supports you. I know you two have shares of the company and some of the other guys, but how do you become a shareholder?” he asked.
“Gees, you planning your entire future lately or what?” I asked.
“No, it’s just this place is exciting and you guys excite me with your ideas and business execution. I just want to know how to become a part of that someday down the road, and get excited with you,” he replied. I smiled.
“It’s exciting just to have you as my little brother and teammate on the swim team, Ethan. That’s what’s exciting to me. But if we’re really going to care about you, and love you, platonically that is, we’d love to have you in the family business. I think we might have to alter the unofficial, but adhered to, initiation process, however to make that possible,” I said, thinking out loud.
“Why, what’s that all about?” he asked. “I can do it, whatever it is. I’m up for it, Josh. You just say what it is and I’m 100% good for it,” he said excitedly.
“Not this you aren’t, nor would I let you,” I assured him. He gave me a sad look, as he sat on our bed in his underwear with his well-defined junk, giving me a nice bulge to look at.
“Come on, Josh, I’m as good as anyone on the team. I can handle anything you throw at me that everyone else has done. Don’t make any exceptions for me. I wouldn’t have it any other way,” he pleaded. I looked at him so pathetically. He looked back at me, begging to know what it was he needed to do to prove himself worthy.
“Should I tell him?” I asked, looking at Jake.
“I wouldn’t,” Jake replied. “Don’t scare the shit out of him now already, until you come up with a better initiation process that’s acceptable somehow,” Jake replied.
“I don’t want any waivers. I’m as good as anyone else in the group, and if they made it through, I can make it through,” Ethan boasted.
“Not this you can’t, so don’t even say that. We’ll work on something else before we get you involved. That’s a ways off, but we’ll take care of you somehow, Ethan. Trust me on that,” I told him.
“Can’t you at least tell me what the regular process is that you think I can’t handle, so I can decide if I can or not, which I have no doubt I can do if the rest of you did,” he replied. I hem-hawed around, not really wanting to answer him. “Please. You know how much I love, respect and look up to you, big brother,” Ethan pleaded. I wanted to cry. Jake was about to laugh his ass off seeing me squirm like I was.
“Ethan, you’ve got your big brother in a quandary. He desperately wants to tell you, but he can’t,” Jake told him. I just grimaced at the thought.
“Josh, tell me. Please tell me. I’m a big boy. I can handle it. I swear I can handle it. Jake, you tell me then,” he said, looking to Jake to answer his question.
“Hey, leave me out of this. That’s between you and your big brother. I’m just his boyfriend,” Jake replied. Ethan smiled.
“Please, Josh, in all seriousness, tell me,” Ethan said rather persuasively.
“Our bond, between all of us who have invested in the company, is extremely tight, Ethan. We not only share our business skills and talents, but an intimate friendship. It’s a love and respect for one another that goes far beyond what most people imagine when it comes to the closeness, caring and respect we have for each other. It’s extremely hard to describe, and I’m not sure I can describe it in any way you’ll understand it. That’s why it’s hard for me to explain it to you,” I told him, trying to make some sense of it to him.
“Well, maybe if you told me what happened in the initiation, I would understand the meaningfulness of it, and it would make sense to me,” he suggested. I rolled my eyes. Jake was waiting and watching curiously to see where I was going to go with this. “I understand how close all of you are together. In fact, I think the friendships between all of you is beautiful in itself. Believe me, you’ve taught me so much about how wonderful friends can be and to cherish them. I’m all in on that. I understand that and love it, Josh. What makes it different when you become a shareholder? I have to know now, as what you just told me, makes me think it’s even more meaningful than I could imagine.
“Ethan, you’re killing me, buddy. Let me see if I can explain this to you in another way. You’re dating a girl and the two of you become very close. Love and deep caring develops from trust and mutual admiration. You are in love and you think you can’t live without the other person. That feeling is mutual. The two of you totally trust one another and want to take that trust and love to another level. What’s the next level that makes you one mind, heart and soul together?” I asked him.
“I guess it would be making love, having sex and becoming one together, united in each other’s love. But what does that have to do with shareholders in a corporation. I don’t understand,” he said, giving me a puzzled look.
“Okay, Josh, you’ve come this far, you might as well clue him in,” Jake suggested.
“Ethan, as close as we all are isn’t by accident. We do love and trust each other. We made the initiation so strong that whoever we invited into our family of owners had to be totally trusted and cared about by the rest of us, to the max. Therefore, oh shit, this is hard. Anyone new coming into an equity position in the company, owning shares of the company and pledging loyalty to the company and to his other partners, has to show his love for the others by having anal sex with each of us,” I blurted out quickly. Ethan looked totally stunned.
“Well, shit, that can’t happen,” he said in some mild state of shock, I had to believe.
“Exactly. That’s why I said, we need to modify the initiation process to accommodate non-gay partners in our business as there definitely needs to be some in the future. We need the best talent, gay or straight. We can’t expect those who don’t know and understand the power of intimacy between male partners to accept anything like this, nor should we,” I mentioned. “So, before you earn your stripes and become a shareholder, which I would definitely like to see you become, because it could make you very wealthy in the future if we all work hard together for the success of the company, and we don’t make too many mistakes,” I added. Ethan stared into space, lost in thought.
“But if you changed it to accommodate straight guys like me, then there would be an inner circle and an outer circle of closeness between members. I would be a member of the outer circle and not the inner circle of those that truly shared together,” he said slowly, as he continued to think about the whole situation.
“Possibly, but it would be like any other corporation there is today, except there’s a lot of politics involved with boards of directors and the like. We want to keep our shareholder group small and intimate, I guess you could say, only that’s not the right word to use in this situation, because it wouldn’t be as intimate as it was in the past with non-gay business partners,” I explained. Ethan was still lost in thought.
“How hard is it to take a dick up your ass?” he asked seriously. Jake about fell out of his chair, as did I.
“What? Did you just ask what I thought you just asked?” Ethan looked at me seriously.
“Hey, if I’m joining this organization and committing to it, I don’t want to be in any outer circle. I want to be in the inner circle and an intimate member of the team. Not that this exercise would happen more than once with each of the partners, but you would know my commitment, care and love for the others by the one-time act of intimacy. Yep, one time, I can do it. I’ll make myself do it. You guys do it all the time. Don’t remind me, or make me think about it, but if you guys love it like you do, it’ll be one hell of an experience for me, and give me a whole new level of appreciation for all the guys,” Ethan said committing himself. I shook my head in disbelief.
“Ethan, I can’t let you do that to yourself. It wouldn’t be right. You realize that you’d have to have sex with Jake and me also. I’m your big brother, and that would be incest, so it couldn’t happen,” I explained lamely.
“Seriously, Josh, that’s not incest. We are not related by blood in any way. That was lame, but clever. I’ll give you that. Nope, I don’t want to be in any outer circle. I’ll make the commitment to be in the inner circle only. I can do what it takes. You might have to help me prepare for such an initiation beforehand so I can make it through,” he suggested.
“Lord, let’s hope this is a few years off before we have to broach that process,” I remarked. Jake was smiling and shaking his head, having a hard time believing what he just heard.
“You know that lube we gave you?” I asked. Ethan acknowledged he did. “Well, you’ll need a hell of a lot of that and some anal conditioning to go with it. Allen has toys to help with that. Still, I think it wise we consider another course and not have you subject yourself to that at all, Ethan. You don’t need to be violated, not in the least,” I said, trying to dissuade him from even thinking about anything like that.
“I’m committed, Josh. If all you guys have done it, I will definitely do it also. But, I’m kind of glad we have some time on our hands before that possibility occurs. I need to think about this long and hard,” he said, contemplating.
“Yes, it’s actually ‘the long and hard’ you need to worry about,” I informed him. He kind of grimaced. “One other thing. This is an intimate secret ceremony, Ethan. You already know more than you should about it, so if you’re serious about becoming a partner down the road, something that Jake and I will try to move you towards, you need to keep all this to yourself. In a sense, you’re already privy to information for the inner circle by virtue of what I explained to you tonight. As part of your commitment, this information is secret. We’re about to add a few more partners, possibly this week, as I think the stock may increase in value soon, and it would be less expensive to purchase the capital stock required by each partner now than sometime in the near future.
“Can I get in on this move you’re making this week then?” he asked, excitedly.
“Don’t you think you ought to wait and see if you really want to become part of this before you commit yourself to becoming a partner?” I asked him.
“Yes, but if it’s a more opportune time now, then I hate to lose this opportunity,” he stated. I told him the capital stock was now some $30,000 to purchase, but he would have to sign a note for that, and his future earnings working for us would go towards the purchase of the stock until it was paid off. I reminded him that he needed the money he made working here for school. He did have a scholarship with the swim team, but he needed some money for incidentals, the frat and food and beer. He reminded me that I gave him $2,500, which he still had, and could live off that for the entire school year, so he could either use some of that to retire his note or live off that and pledge his entire earnings towards the retirement of the note for the purchase of his stock. The kid had thought it through. I reminded him that it would take a few years to retire that note, however his stock would continue to increase in value. He agreed and understood everything I explained. I also made him aware that any future partners we might add, although it might be a once and done thing for him to be penetrated by the rest of the partners, he would have to participate in penetrating future partners. “Hell, I think I could handle that a hell of a lot better than getting fucked myself. “I’d just pretend it was a pussy I had my dick in,” he said proudly. Jake and I shook our heads.
“Let me think about whether this is the right time for you, Ethan. Are you sure you want to work side by side gay guys for possibly your entire career? Are you sure you’re going to be comfortable with that and be able to withstand possible criticism, disdain, name calling, and people believing you, yourself are gay because you associate and work with a gay corporation? It might not be easy on you, and you may be stigmatized working with us. There’s a lot to consider when you think about getting into bed with us for your career, Ethan. If I were you, I’d think seriously about this for some time. Maybe now is too soon to commit,” I offered.
“Josh, I work along side gay guys every day here at the bar. I trust you all implicitly, especially you, who have been nothing but the greatest thing to happen to my life. I really care about you too, Jake. Since the two of you love one another, how could I not. The rest of the guys are great as well, just like having a whole group of brothers I never had. You’re all wonderful. I have no problem being a part of something as wonderful as this is going to be. I’m committed,” he pledged. I looked at Jake and he looked at me.
“Okay then. But if you change your mind, that doesn’t mean this is the last chance for you to get involved. There will be many others, Ethan. You know we love you already, so we’ll get you involved sooner or later,” I promised him. Ethan leaped into my arms and hugged me tightly.
“Josh, I meant it when I said you were the greatest thing that’s happened to my life. Meeting you, and having you look after me, has made me one of the happiest guys in the world. Being a part of what you’re building here would be utopia for me in every sense of the word. I would be the first of my family to actually make something of myself and be able to contribute back to my family. I’m so excited I might even get an erection,” he said, chuckling. Then he leaped into Jake’s arms and hugged him as well, telling him how much he meant also.
“Okay, Ethan, you’re going to give me an erection if you don’t let go. I’m wired a little differently than you are, remember?” Jake told him. Ethan let him go finally.
“Will this initiation process make me gay somehow?” Ethan asked seriously.
“Yes, it’s a distinct possibility, Ethan. It’s surprising what a penis up your ass will do to the chemistry in the brain, that somehow makes you desperately desire cock up your ass anytime you can get it. It’ll change your life forever. But then, there are all of us to keep that craving of cock satisfied for you. You’ll be fine,” I assured him. He looked a little shocked at what I just told him. “I’m kidding, you idiot. That doesn’t change anything sexually for you. But, you might find out you like it,” I warned. Ethan laughed, relieved to hear his sexuality wasn’t changing due to our initiation process.
“Well thanks, guys. I better get back to studying. I have another chapter to read for psychology,” he said. “I want you to know I love you both, and I’m so grateful for everything you do for me and that you care about me. I couldn’t ask for more wonderful friends than the two of you, and that goes for the rest of the guys also. Being a part of this family is an honor,” he said, as he headed out the door.
Jake and I couldn’t believe what just happened. We were torn betwixed and between, as to whether this was the right move. We were perfectly fine with him being a partner if he was gay, but putting a straight guy through something he had no clue about was a whole different story. We honestly believed Ethan was sincere in his desire to commit to a career with our company and contribute however he could, but the initiation process was making Jake and I both feel terribly guilty. Jake reminded me I offered him a way out, and a different initiation, but the little bugger wanted the inner circle, not the outer circle. Neither Jake or I had ever thought about anything like that, but in reality, Ethan was right about it. We couldn’t help but care about those we had an intimate relationship with, more than with the ones we didn’t. Whether we wanted to admit to it or not, we were almost sure we’d gravitate to those we were intimate with, as opposed to the platonic friendships. Although, as much as we cared about Ethan, we weren’t sure if that would be the case, as we would just love the kid, even if he was straight.
Ten minutes later, Allen knocked on our door and came in. “What the hell does Ethan want to borrow one of my dildos for?” he asked, totally confused. I rolled my eyes.
“He wants to experiment a little to see what a cock feels like up his ass,” I explained.
“Well, hell, why don’t I just let him feel the real thing up there if that’s what he wants to feel?” Allen replied, dropping his briefs and starting to stroke his cock. Jake and I laughed.
“Allen, he’s not ready for that. Hell, he really is straight. He was asking all kinds of questions about it tonight, and we just told him to borrow one of your toys and try it out. That’s all. Let the kid have some fun, hate it and bring it back to you. You know these straight guys. They all think they’re macho enough to take a dick, but they won’t try a real one, just a silicone one to make them think they can take one. Then they try it and say what the fuck am I doing, this hurts like hell, and that’s the end of it,” I suggested.
“Getting a little kinky on us isn’t he? So, what size do I give him?” Allen asked.
“Give him the graduated set you have, just in case he thinks he can go beyond the trainer,” I suggested. “Oh, and you might as well give him another bottle of lube to go with it. He’s going to need it,” I told him. Allen shook his head, but then left to get Ethan his graduated set of dildos.
A few minutes later, Ethan was back with us, carrying the dildo set Allen gave him. “I hate to bother you guys, but could you possibly show me how to use these things?” he asked sheepishly. I couldn’t believe it.
“You lube up the dildo, Ethan, then put some lube on your asshole, and then gradually insert the dildo into your anus. Go slow and stay relaxed when you do it,” I explained. Ethan went over to the bed, dropped his briefs and laid on our bed, after he greased up the dildo with the new bottle of lube Allen provided him with. Gawd what a beautiful site, I thought to myself.
“Can you guide me, Josh. I can’t seem to get it going in the right direction. Is there a trick to his somehow?” he asked, as he was trying to get the end of the dildo in his asshole, his limp cock laying on his thigh and his nice sized balls hanging almost over his hair lined asshole.
“You really want me to help you do that?” I asked cautiously.
“Hell, yeh. How else am I going to get the hang of this so I can practice?” he asked. I went over to him and got down between his legs, staring at his beautiful cock and balls and that hair lined asshole of his, feeling my own penis stiffen as I did. I took a little lube and massaged his asshole with it, getting it well lubed, getting my finger in his asshole up to the first knuckle. “Wo, there. Getting a little personal aren’t we?” he said shocked at my action.
“I had to lube up your asshole, Ethan, to be able to take this dildo. I had to loosen you up a little also. Standard procedure, I swear,” I replied, noting my action made him a little nervous. Now spread your legs a little, and hold them up some, to be able to push the dildo in gently,” I instructed. He took a deep breath. I took his hand with the small dildo and helped him guide it into his hole. He got just the head barely inside and stopped.
“Fuck, how do you guys stand this? It’s not very comfortable,” he said, with a horrific look on his face. I told him to take deep breaths and relax. He said he felt like a pig on a spit, like he had a log up his ass. Jake and I chuckled. He finally got it in a little deeper as I helped him guide it in, the process making me leak some pre-cum myself, embarrassing me, but he couldn’t see that from where he was laying. “Fuck, this is making my dick hard, Josh. What causes that?” he asked curiously. His now 7” decent girthed penis was standing tall, making me want to cum in my briefs, wanting that gorgeous cock up my ass. He was so beautiful with his erect penis.
Finally, I found my words. “It’s a normal reaction. Jake and I are always hard when having anal sex with one another. It’s quite normal. Don’t be surprised if you cum like that also. It’s possible to hit your prostate with the dildo which could make you cum automatically, pretty hard too,” I told him. I guided his hand moving the dildo around a little, hit his prostate, making him yelp, as he shot one hell of a stream of semen out of his penis landing on his chest, never having touched his dick
“FUCK! What was that? Shit, did that ever feel great. Damn,” he said, as he tried to get his breath back.
“See, it caused you to have an orgasm, Ethan. That’s what makes it so fantastic for guys like Jake and me,” I explained. He had taken his hand off the dildo, which was still embedded in his ass. I reached down and slowly pulled it from his ass. I told him to lie still while I got up to get him some tissues to wipe up his cum. I took the liberty of tasting some when he wasn’t looking. Damn, did my dick want to explode right now.
“That was awesome in a way, and really weird in another way. I can’t quite wrap my head around it,” Ethan said, as I helped him clean up. I wanted to suck the rest out of his cock, but decided to abstain. I let him do the cleanup, as much as I wanted to help him. “Damn, Josh, you’ve got a hell of a boner going there yourself,“ he noticed, and quickly pulled my briefs down, releasing my throbbing hardon.
“Easy there, little brother. You’re not supposed to see that,” I warned.
“Why not? You just helped me shoot a load. I just thought I needed to see what I was up against for this initiation thing. Show me yours too, Jake,” Ethan urged. Jake cautiously lowered his briefs exposing his hard cock also. “Yours points north quite a bit when it’s hard, Josh and Jake’s is straight out. That’s amazing,” he commented.
“I can’t believe what just happened. We came extremely close to having sex together, Ethan,” I told him, somewhat embarrassed.
“Well it didn’t kill any of us, so there’s no harm, not that I’d want to make a habit of it, but it was interesting. I guess I’ll keep practicing for the main event,” he said, appearing to have liked it somewhat. “If I can cum like that, it’s a hell of a lot more intense than beating off,” he said, as he finally finished cleaning up, then pulled up his briefs, covering up that beautiful semi-boner of his at the moment. I pulled up my briefs also. Jake was already covered. “Honestly, I think I can handle this, guys. Yeh, it’s a little weird, well very weird to be truthful, but nothing I don’t think I’ll be able to handle.”
“Well, you need to stretch your hole, Ethan, so you can take us. Practice getting used to the small one, then graduate up to the larger ones. The largest toy you have is about what most of us are like. Thank goodness you don’t have to take someone like Sandy, or we’d never get you in the ‘inner circle’, as you called it. His cock even scares Jake and me, although Trevor’s taken him, but not without pain, let me tell you,” I informed him.
“Good grief. I can’t imagine someone like Sandy or Bone up my ass. Just seeing his meat hanging between his legs in his thong, when he dances on the bar over my head, is enough to scare the hell out of you. I have to admit, this stuff scares me, but I need to do this. I don’t want to be left behind, not when I’m this close,” Ethan assured us.
“Again, you don’t have to do this, Ethan. You can have the same benefits as if you did go through with the initiation, and the guys, Jake and I, will love you just the same. You don’t have to compromise your masculinity for us. I would never ask you to do that for us. You’re part of our family, regardless whether you have sex with us, Ethan. We love you just the same,” I assured him.
“Josh, I want to do this to show you and the guys I can be one of you all the way, even though that’s not what I prefer, love is love, and I want to show you I love you intimately just like the rest of the guys. I’ve got to do this for me, so don’t try to talk me out of it after I committed to doing it. This is one hell of a life opportunity and career opportunity. You all are my brothers, and I want to be a full-fledged brother.
“Suit yourself, Ethan. It will be one hell of an experience for you. I just hope you don’t end up hating us in the end. I could never live with that,” I assured him. Ethan gave me a hug.
“Never, Josh. You and Jake are wonderful. The decision is all mine and I have no one else to blame for it but me. It’s the only right decision to make also. I’ll never regret it,” he assured us. Ethan gave us both hugs again, then said he needed to get back to the dorm. He seemed extremely happy when he left with his backpack full of gradated sized dildos and a fresh bottle of lube. Jake and I both agreed we’d love to watch what he did with his new found toys.
Once he was gone, Jake and I jumped each other’s bones. We fucked like maniacs for a good hour or so, having been so horned up by Ethan’s virgin ass and his first lesson in anal conditioning. To think I actually had a finger in his ass, witnessed his boner and watched him cum. Oh, yeh, we were horny, to say the least, and expressed that every way we could, until we both shared our large loads together.
great work as usual
