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The Coming of Josh

Well done, Ft, well done. :=D:

And happy 600th chapter :bday: :wheee: :hurray:

Now, back to the chapter.

I can't say I was surprised that Tyler identified himself as being gay after the intense love making scenes they had at the PF and mansion. I hope Tyler is as good an actor as he thinks he is trying to hide his real self from Sue and even his parents won't be easy. Telling Sue now would be heartbreaking but to live an entire life as a lie would be much worse for everyone involved.

I totally agree with Brian on this one, it will take some good acting skills for Tyler to pull this off. I can understand the reasons behind it, but it will be a long straining nightmare.

And I'm curious too about the letters, more so if they are really about two gay men and that maybe could be a turning point for Tyler... ? Am I looking too much and too far into it?

Anyway, can't wait for another hundred chapters !oops! or as much as this story asks for :corn:

As always, great work ..| so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming ..|
 
Just as each of us are faced with our own sets of choices, everyone else makes their own choices, too. Thinking that there are no choices is also a choice. There is no such thing as pure black or white. Everything has at least some shades of gray. Nothing is indelibly etched in stone. Each of us has more options, at all times, than we likely realize. However, the choices we make impact more than just us, as the choices that those around us make impact us, too. Ripples upon ripples.

I'm thinking Tyler is even deeper than Tink, and/or Josh, suspect he is. He's making extremely considerate, wide picture, decisions. There are no reasons that what he is planning can not turn out to be rewarding, and fulfilling, for himself, as well as all those around him. These are not cut and dried, either/or, situations he's opting for. Instead of one or the other, why not both?

Sex and Love are not the same, and are possible by themselves. Alone they are Fantastic. Together they are Awesome!

One of the main threads throughout Josh World is that Love is best realized when it is not limited. There are no reasons that Tyler can not love Sue, as well as Josh, at the same time. Yes, the sex and relational considerations are different, but they aren't exclusive of each other. Just because you like riding bikes, doesn't mean you can't enjoy rowing boats. It's also possible to admire, 'love', certain cars, while not being able to drive them.

In other words, I don't think Tyler's outlook is all that terrible or devastating. Yes, there may be temporary, immediate, 'pain', but nothing that would be considered fatal (trust me, I know). In the long run, though there are compromises, Tyler's plan could be the very best outcome for all involved, including him. Why not have it all?
 
Loved all my bros' comments, but Wow, Chaz. You nailed it. Brought tears to my eyes. I too think somehow Tyler's sense of perceived responsibility to his family and in protecting Tink in the form of supporting him, seems to prevail over his new found sense of need for love. I have seen this many times. We all know closet cases, guys that are married with a family that love gay sex. I'm sure all of us have had experiences where we've had a crush or fallen in love with a straight guy that cared enough about us to try so show intimacy back, but not join our team. Then there those that are gay deep inside that can't live the life, because they just can't, yet yearn for the love they never got to experience. Or, some are more comfortable living a straight lifestyle with someone to love on the side or at least enjoy sexually when they can. Not condoning or applauding one way or another. I guess it's up to each individual that seeks out what they need in their lives to be happy. Like you said, Chaz, some guys can handle both. I think Tyler can love Sue and Josh, especially knowing he could never be with Josh exclusively, since Josh is deeply in love with Jake. As you said, Chaz, we all know Josh has a huge heart. He cares about all of his guys.

Loved the chapter, deep and revealing, concerning, yet promising. I have no idea what you have in store for us in the Tyler/Josh relationship, but I'm sure it will be interesting and possibly touching, not to mention sexy and hot, FT. I just love all the relationships in this story whatever they are and wherever they go.

Hey, and if you want to write 1500 chapters, I'll read them all. Josh's world has become a part of my weekly life these days. I'm hooked. What a great escape from reality this is. So, buy as many keyboards as you need, but keep banging away at them for our sake and your therapy. We love it. BC
 
FT said:
Now you get to consider their feelings, then let me know your thoughts. Sorry if I was too wordy tonight, but I'm still a little unnerved about this whole affair. It bothers me, in case you couldn't tell.

Yep! Seems I have the same 'problem'. Fascinating proposition.

"Tyler's Solution" may not be ideal, butt it's also centuries old. I would also venture to say he won't be "living a lie" as long as he's fully aware, honest, and true to himself, as well as all others. That doesn't mean he has to tattoo a rainbow over the unicorn on his forehead. Tuck and Eric are married, still mess with Josh, and their wives don't know (as far as we know). Then there's Ethan, Dustin, and Sandy, if you're catching my drift.

Some might say that "Tyler's Solution" is the most considerate, practical, and perhaps even noble way to go.

Besides, Tyler is just discovering the magic of gay sex, on top (no pun intended) of his already established love for Josh. Could the newness of it all be a temporary crush/lust? Tyler hasn't said he's now attracted to other guys. He does say he has deep feelings for Sue. It's actually possible, that even after this explosive (no pun intended) adventure, Tyler isn't gay after all. Gay experienced, yes. However, does he now have an urge to try Lonnie's big dick up his ass? Is he going to find himself suddenly checking out dudes as he never has before? He's not like Tink, who wasn't interested in girls in the first place.

The thing is, when situations like Tyler's and Josh's arise (which they do in real life more often than most would think), there is never a Best solution that fits all.

FT bud, you've brought up an age old human condition that has gotten all of us involved.

FT said:
I'll keep typing, if you guys keep reading, but if you get tired of all of this, let me know. It must be therapy for me somehow, as I look forward to sitting down and letting my fingers take off on my abused keyboard.

Happy to hear this is therapy for you, as much as it is for all of us, too. Bad news is, you might have to invest in some protective covers for your finger tips, if not gloves, and likely a new keyboard, here and there. We're not about to stop reading!
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MORE Please!! :gogirl: (*8*) :kiss:
Chaz :luv:

P.S.
This second post is because I was interrupted before I was completely done with the one before this one. I'm still not confident that I've managed to fully explain what I'm trying to get at. I'm not even sure I totally understand it myself! #-o :slap:
 
BC just pulled a 'Thanatos', and popped in there while I was still typing! :eek: :lol:

He did better at saying what I was trying to, in many fewer words! :=D: ..|
 
Chaz, my "living a lie" line referring to Tyler was thinking he would never believe he could love both Sue and Josh or whoever else he loved at the same time. Hope I didn't muddy the waters any more than I have already.

Brian
 
You all had excellent comments on this last chapter. Sometimes I think you have better insight into these characters than I have at times. Some were very touching in ways. I really liked what Chaz and BC had to say as far as being able to share love in different ways. I don't know how much or how long Tyler will be struggling with his new found love, whether he'll be able to live in both worlds. I know Josh is concerned and wants to help him, possibly worrying about him because he cares. But then, what will Jake think about the whole situation? Is Jake willing to share Josh? There are still many unknowns as well as all the regular business, projects, school, swim team, gymnastics team, the scandal that needs exposed and a ton of other things going on during all of these items I just mentioned. I see a couple of new keyboards in my future, I do believe.

Thanks for all the encouraging support from all of you. I feel like we are all a team of sorts. I admire your thoughts and comments which do help to shape some of the story. You guys question and think of things I miss or point out things I need to clarify at times, which is a great help. Between all of us, we can keep Josh and his friends going and growing. Thank you all for your great support during this saga and may we have a few more years to grow together. I love all of you as part of my extended family. With a little luck, I'll be back to you on Wednesday. That shaping up to be a very insightful chapter in one way at least. In the meantime please stay healthy, safe and happy. Huggs from the bottom of my heart, FT
 
Chapter 601 – Leaving Key West and Settling Back Into Reality

Tyler and I were emotionally, and physically worn out by the time we climbed into the Expedition to go pick up Rod, Mary Ann, Lonnie and Ginny. Tyler held my hand the entire short drive to the Victorian, trying hard to hold back the tears. I was right there with him. He kissed me one more time before we got out to go inside.

“Are you ready for this?” I asked him. He gave me a half smile.

“I guess as ready as I’ll ever be, but it you said, hey, we have a good half-hour before we have to return to our normal lives, I’d grab you up and go for it,” he replied with his cute smile. I chuckled, telling him I was right there with him. He squeezed my hand.

The Victorian was a flurry of our four straight pals rushing around to get ready. Tyler and I were surprised they weren’t packed and ready to go. “What have you crazy people been doing this morning?” Tyler asked, a little miffed we had to wait on them, not in the best of moods anyway, not anxious to deal with them at the moment.

“Well, we got distracted and a little short on time,” Mary Ann proclaimed, as she scrambled to do her hair and makeup, promising to be presentable in the extreme near future.

“You know there’s something good to be said about being gay, Josh. You don’t have to put up with women getting dressed and putting makeup on. I never knew it could be such a pain in the ass,” Rod mentioned. ‘How they hell are you guys anyway?” he asked.

“Great, glad we got as much done as we did, and ready to move on,” I replied. Rod looked at both of us.

“Lover boy here didn’t give you any problems, did he?” Rod asked, referring to Tyler. I chuckled.

“Tyler? He’s been a big help on this trip, Rod. I couldn’t appreciate him enough,” I replied, smiling at Tyler.

“He didn’t try to kiss you or anything at the PF, did he?” Rod chided. Tyler and I both laughed. I shook my head.

“Hell, that would have made my day had he done something like that. We might never have picked you guys up again,” I chided. Tyler had the biggest smile. I was glad he was feeling better, getting back to his old self being teased and taunted by his cousin and buddy.

“You guys didn’t leave any embarrassing messes in the beds now, did you? Not sure who Stanley is getting to change the bedding, or strip the beds,” I asked.

“Ah, there might be some DNA around, but nothing that would get anyone too excited. We put all the used rubbers in a Baggie and put them at the bottom of the trash. Damn, you should have seen Lonnie’s. He damn near filled them up, the prick was so horny. Get this, I had one more used one than Lonnie did. Now who’s the biggest stud?” Rod gloated.

“Well that’s because I didn’t use one the last time we fucked,” Lonnie chided.

“You ASSHOLE. Are you crazy, fuck head? Damn boy. You trying to get someone pregnant?” Rod asked, terribly concerned. Lonnie just smiled.

“Hey, she popped her period this morning, so I figured what the fuck. She can’t get pregnant during her period. You should have seen how red my fucking dick was though. We had to scrub it extra hard to get the red off. It was fucking funny. Got me hard again scrubbing that thing. It’s all good, Rod. Kind of hot barebacking,” Lonnie commented.

“It always is. It’s the only way to go if you know your partner,” I replied. They looked at me, then laughed.

“Guess there’s no worries about pregnancies with you guys,” Lonnie commented. I smiled. “Speaking of you guys, anything hot going on at the PF we might have missed out on?” Lonnie chided, the girls still off primping. I smiled.

“Anything and everything a guy could ever want in hot sex, Lonnie. That’s the PF for you,” I told him. Rod and Lonnie gave me a timid smile as if to remember some good times.

“Speaking of which, the girls have been asking what that horrible place is behind the house here, you know, the old gay resort you’re tearing down. We just played dumb about it,” Lonnie admitted.

“Yeh, like that’s hard for you to do,” Tyler chided. Lonnie hit him playfully in the shoulder.

“Just saying, in case anything comes up in conversation with the innocent unsuspecting ladies,” Lonnie warned. “Oh, and there were more questions about why there are gay men’s resorts for men only. We just told them your resort was as nice as any other resort, but catered mostly to gay men, although when we were there, there were straight and gay men just like anywhere else, as the place was exclusive just for us. There could be more questions as we referred their questions to you to answer, as being the straight guys we were, we didn’t understand the dynamics of a gay resort,” Lonnie admitted.

“Oh great, now you sicked them on me. Wonderful,” I replied. Rod and Lonnie looked a little sheepish, but we didn’t have any more time for this discussion as we could hear the girls coming our way.

“Okay, we’re finally ready to go, although I hate leaving this lavish place that we had the run of all weekend long. This is going to be one beautiful place once we get it together, Josh,” Mary Ann said, in a very excited, playful mood. “Boys be good little boys and go get our luggage for us,” She told Rod and Lonnie, as if she was the tour director and they were the bellmen. Tyler and I had to chuckle. Rod and Lonnie took off to do their bidding.

“So, what did you boys do this morning before you had to come get us?” Em asked. I was surprised when Tyler stepped in.

“Actually, it was kind of nice sleeping in, then having coffee on the veranda of the lavish suite Josh has there and just taking in the sun?” Tyler replied.

“Oh, the lavish suite we can’t see because it’s men only in your exclusive men’s club,” Mary Ann said sarcastically. I smiled, as Lonnie and Rod returned with the suitcases. “Did you guys run around in your tight little Speedos like the rest of the guys?” she asked, making Rod and Lonnie laugh out loud. I gave them the evil eye. “What’s so funny?” she asked, as if there was some kind of inside joke.

“Nothing my dear. Nothing at all. It’s really a first-class resort with tons of amenities,” Rod replied, trying to get us off this subject. “Speaking of sitting out and soaking in the sun, we’re missing an opportunity here standing here inside. There’s a quaint little outside restaurant downtown that looks like it’d be great for lunch since we have some time before heading to the airport,” Rod suggested, as he picked up Em’s suitcase, and threw his small backpack over his shoulder ready to roll. The girls liked the idea, so we looked the place up on our way out and headed downtown.

“Josh, what is that horrible mess behind the Victorian? It’s an eyesore and needs to be torn down. Can you find out who owns it, and see if you can get the city to make them tear it down?” Em asked, as we got in the Expedition. I told her we’d already checked on that, and it was scheduled to be torn down in the near future, but we were building a privacy wall behind the Victorian, so anything that would be built back there in the future would be hidden from view from the Victorian. Mary Ann was so thankful to hear that. I told her what the wall was going to look like, and she got even more excited, thinking that would just be perfect. “I’m telling you, I could just fall in love with this place. Key West is just so beautiful and quaint. It’s so romantic, don’t you think, Rod?” Em asked. Rod totally agreed with her, as did Ginny and Lonnie. I told them I rather liked it myself, as it was a great escape from winter and our business here was extremely profitable. Em said she was sure we sold a lot of skimpy Speedos. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her, we didn’t wear anything at all at the PF. The less she knew about it, and the new one, the better, I had to believe.

We found their quaint little outside restaurant and sat down and ordered lunch, enjoying the fantastic weather, soaking up the warm sun’s rays. The girls had Mimosas, Rod and Lonnie had beer, but Tyler and I just had ice tea. It seemed more refreshing at the time. Mary Ann talked continually about the finishes she thought she’d recommend and the workups she and her design class would create so we had something to look at. I asked her if she wanted to have a discussion with Devvy or forget him altogether. She opted to forget him altogether, although she did say it was my decision since I was paying for it. She thought I should consider all the options. I told her I’d think about it. After I paid for lunch, I decided to hit the bathroom, as I drank two glasses of ice tea and they wanted out for some reason. I excused myself and headed to the men’s room. As I was finishing up peeing, Tyler walked through the door, grabbed my head and kissed me passionately, sticking his tongue halfway down my throat, starting our passion for one another all over again. We were all over one another with hands, our mouths glued to one another.

“Sorry, couldn’t help myself. Thought we could have some privacy for a few seconds if I caught you here. I miss you already, Josh, even though we haven’t left each other’s side,” he told, me between passionate kisses. I told him he was making me hard. “Good, as I’m rock hard right now myself,” he replied, as he took my hand and rubbed it across his bulging shorts, letting me feel the hardness of his manhood. I felt an intense need to pull his shorts down, and inhale that hot cock of his, but knew that wasn’t feasible here.

“We’re so bad, Tyler. I can’t believe we’re making out in the men’s room,” I said between kisses. We were going at it pretty good, until someone tried to get into the men’s room. Luckily Tyler had his heel up against the bottom of the door. I quick let him go, and he jumped into a stall to get himself under control, while I jumped to the sink to wash my hands. The guy was able to enter the men’s room then. “Sorry about that, I was on my way to the sink and the door hit me,” I told him. He said ‘no problem. It was kind of cramped in here’. The guy stepped up to the urinal and did his business. I headed back to the table, not wanting to return with Tyler at the same time.

“So, you two have to pee together now too?” Rod teased, obviously referring to Tyler and me. I rolled my eyes, telling him that ice tea was murder on the bladder. Tyler returned a few minutes later, saying he was good to go. He wasn’t sporting a bulge in his shorts, so I assumed he was under control once again, although I had to admit, I liked him with a bulge, knowing his beautiful manhood very intimately now and loving every square inch of it.

We jumped into the Expedition and headed to the airport. Tom had texted me he and James would be landing within the half-hour so we wouldn’t be waiting long. The girls said again how much they enjoyed this weekend. I caught a couple smiles from Rod and Lonnie, knowing how much they enjoyed the weekend in bed with the girls.

We watched Tom and James land effortlessly and pull the Latitude up to the ramp. He shut the engines down, then they joined us on the tarmac. “Gonna fuel up real quick, Josh, then we’re out of here. How was your weekend?” he asked, as he quickly gave me a hug. I told him we got a lot accomplished and we were off to the races as far as getting this project online. He was glad to hear that. “Tyler, did you survive the PF okay?” Tom asked Tyler, with a big grin. Tyler smiled.

“Hey, it’s always a great stay there. Couldn’t ask for a better place to stay and relax, although we didn’t get to spend much time there. Josh worked us pretty hard,” Tyler replied. Tom said he could only imagine, then winked at me, as if to say he knew we surely had fun. I shook my head at him.

Tom and James hit the bathroom, then we loaded the luggage and took our seats. Tyler had his laptop backpack with him and I had mine, not that I wanted to do much work. I was thinking about taking a nap. Mary Ann wanted to know if she and Ginny could use the seats Tyler and I used on the way down so they would work on the table between the seats. I really didn’t care, so Tyler and I moved to the couch, sitting beside one another. We buckled in for takeoff. Tyler’s knee was up against mine. I liked the feel of his bare knee touching mine. He even patted me on my leg, unknown to the others. I began to wonder if I was hopeless, almost searching for ways to be near him. We had to stop this craziness as we were, for all intent and purposes, back in the real world and out of our passionate fantasy we enjoyed as a short lived reality. Tyler and I talked about the Victorian mostly and some about their home renovation. Lonnie and Rod were playing video games on their phones. Em and Ginny were sourcing textiles on Em’s laptop. I got up to see if anyone wanted anything. I handed out some soft drinks, then checked on my two favorite pilots. James was in the left seat for this leg with Tom in the right. I knelt down between them, patting both of them on their shoulders wanting to catch up on their weekend. They told me about the charters to and from Miami, saying they were easy legs and very profitable. I was thankful we covered our expenses at least, knowing the Latitude was not a cheap plane to fly.

“So, how did you and your new boyfriend work out for the rest of the weekend?” Tom asked. I smiled, and shook my head.

“We’re just friends, guys. Tyler did what he did because he was worried about Dexter and Brighton, shocked I’d say is more like it. He just did something spontaneous to stop their advances. He’s straight, and this gay shit is all new to him and scary,” I replied. Tom shook his head.

“Now tell us what really happened, Josh,” Tom replied. “That boy had love and lust written all over him and you know it as well as we saw it. You’re gaydar isn’t any worse than ours is, and you know damn well, he deeply cares about you. He can say he’s straight all he wants, and deny the fact he loves you, but that boy is in love with you, Josh. So quit hiding the fact you two boned one another the rest of the weekend, because you both were beaming this afternoon when we picked you up,” Tom said, with a huge smile.

“Damn, is it that obvious?” I had to ask. Tom just grinned.

“We knew it. James and I had a bet on how long you were going to deny it, Josh. I told him you’d take it to your grave, but I guess he won. It’s no sin to care about him, Josh. Be honest. He’s a sweet guy. Hell, James and I fell for him also. Kind of hard not to,” Tom replied.

“Well, it’s no major love affair. I’m still very much in love with Jake, and am going to tell him about what happened after I get back. I know he’ll understand, and may eventually care about Tyler also. Nothing changes there. I was just trying to help him find himself, guys. He’s struggling. He’s struggling hard, torn between two worlds right now, ours and his straight world with his friends and family,” I told them.

“That sucks. Didn’t you say he had a gay brother?” Tom asked. I nodded my head, ‘yes’, then told them I helped Tink find himself along with Jake and several other of our guys. I told them that Tyler was concerned, if he came out as gay, it would destroy his parents. “We all know he’ll destroy himself and live a very unhappy life if he denies himself who he is,” Tom replied. I told him I knew, but it was something he was going to have to come to terms with on his own.

“Hey, just please don’t tell anyone about this. I can’t lie to you guys. I care about you too much. Like I said, I’m going to tell Jake about what happened also, as we don’t have any secrets between us.”

“Josh, your secret is safe with us. We love you too much to ever betray you, and love you even more for always being truthful with us,” Tom said, as he pulled me to him to give me a quick kiss. James protested, wanting to know where his kiss was. I had to kiss him also. I pulled both of their heads up against mine for a brief moment, hugging them, telling them I loved them both.

We talked business and the soon arrival of Dallas. Tom said he needed to get here soon as he thought Rick really had the hots for Jody, although he never told Jody how much he cared about him. I asked them if Jody was being true to Dallas, since they were married and we were with them when they said their vows. Tom said he was sure, but Rick was really falling for him, which meant eventually, Rick might do something he might regret, plus Tom and James warned him about falling in love with someone he couldn’t have. Gees, did that ever ring a bell. I told Tom and James, they needed to find Rick another boyfriend or fuck him themselves if he was that horny. They said they opted for the boyfriend first, not wanting to start something they’d regret. I had to give them credit for that. I asked them if he was still doing a good job and they assured me he exceeded all expectations. They laughed when I suggested they check him out in bed to see if he exceeded expectations there. They told me they’d send him over to me, since I was good at breaking guys in. We had a good laugh at my expense.

“I think as obviously gay as Rick is, someone has broken him in already,” I suggested.

“Not sure about that, Josh. Not that we bothered to ask him, as it’s none of our business, and we certainly don’t need it to be our business, but we think he’s more talk than anything. We’d love to see him find someone, but he’s so persnickety about everyone and everything. He has standards or ideals way beyond what us normal gays care about. Whoever he ends up with, if he ever does end up with someone, has to almost be perfect, and then I don’t know if they’d be good enough for him. I sure as hell don’t see what he sees in Jody, other than he’s innocent and vulnerable, and is probably clueless Rick has the hots for him and may be trying to seduce him. Who knows?” Tom replied. James totally agreed. I told them I was glad I wasn’t the only guy with friends that had relationship problems.

“Speaking of which, how are Dale and Cam getting along? That romance happened rather quickly,” James asked. I smiled.

“It did really. Hey, they’re two great guys, and if they make each other happy, then more power to them. Cam is a few years older than Dale, but has never had a boyfriend. For that matter, Dale hasn’t either, although he makes no bones about enjoying male companionship and sex. He’s a true sweetheart, and Cam is just as great also. Cam is so damned smart, he scares all of us. All those years of being depressed, I guess he retreated into his own mind and really ramped up the knowledge. He’s practically got a photographic memory. I’m sure that’s great for being a pilot,” I suggested.

“Yeh, he can memorize all the approach charts. We used to have to carry around a huge briefcase full of aeronautical charts. Now we have screens where they automatically show up on our glass panel equipment, and are continually up to date. What a game changer that was. Cam’s mind could have been extremely helpful back in those days,” Tom explained. “Anyway, those two are going to be a great addition to the company and keep you guys going when we can’t. You won’t have to wait on us anymore to take off and go. Dale is great in the King Air and I’m sure Cam is right there with him. Just wait until we get them type-rated in the Citations. Look out then. You’ll be skying down to Key West every weekend with your new boyfriend,” Tom chided. I gave him a playful punch telling him that wasn’t funny. He pulled my head to his and gave me a quick kiss. “I don’t know, James, we may just have to kidnap this one and use him for our love slave,” he chided. I told them they were both crazy, but I loved them anyway.

My knees were getting stiff kneeling. I told James and Tom, as much as I enjoyed their verbal and mental abuse, I had to go sit down for a spell. They joked they’d miss me, but to go set my ass down on the cushy seats. When I got back to the rest of the group, they were all asleep except for Tyler. He had tears in his eyes, trying hard to disguise it.

“You okay?” I asked him, concerned, as I sat back down beside him, and threw my arm around him. He looked up at me so sad. I noticed he had the letters out he found in the Victorian attic, and had been reading them.

“Josh, you wouldn’t believe how beautiful these letters are. I’ve only read a few, and I need to put them in order so the make more sense. Apparently there were two guys, Willem and Morgan who came from wealthy families up north. They were boyhood friends apparently, as they refer to their school days back in the late 1800’s and later their university days around the turn of the century. It appears they were roommates in college. They fell in love with each other at an early age and were pretty active sexually with one another while rooming together, which was a huge taboo back then and thought to be sinful and almost mentally deranged to the point some were subjected to shock treatments in insane asylums. They talk about what could happen to them if they were ever found sexually together, fearing the worst. They mention they would, no doubt, be socially ostracized, disinherited and run out of town, stripped of all their social stature. The language they use is pretty incredible. No one talks like that anymore. The letters, from what I can briefly determine, span several decades. They both married and had children, but kept their love for one another a secret all those years, denying themselves the pleasure of physical love, except on some secret getaways. They profess how they long to be together physically after they graduated from, what looks like Harvard, which they refer to as simply ‘university’. Josh, it’s so sad, reading how much they love one another and miss the steady physical contact they used to have. It’s horrible, just horrible,” Josh said, tearing up again.

“Maybe you shouldn’t be reading those right now until you’ve had time to get your feet back on the ground, Tyler,” I told him, whispering, not wanting any of our crew to pick up on what was bothering him. He looked concerned.

“I swear I’d lose my mind if I thought I couldn’t ever be physical with you ever again, and had to deny myself the love I felt,” he replied. I gave him a quick hug, after looking around to make sure everyone was really sound asleep.

“We won’t let that happen. Somehow I need to take care of your needs. I don’t know exactly how that might happen just yet, but I know for sure I will be there for you. Just know I will, and be content to know, it will happen. Hopefully that will reassure you when you need me,” I told him. He gave me a big hug. “Put those away and read them when you’re in a perkier mood. So much happened so fast in just the last couple of days, life changing events, actually. We need to get past the shock and awe of all your new found emotions and feelings. Then you might be able to read more and see if you get more insight into their lives and the denial of intimacy between the two,” I suggested. He said I might be right, then put the bundle of letters back into his backpack. He leaned his head over on my shoulder and comforted him, putting my arm around him.

“Josh, I have to be strong when we get back, but I love you so much. I have to be with you occasionally. I just have to know you care,” he told me. I assured him nothing would change about the way I cared about him. He was rubbing my bare leg extending out of my shorts, then sat up and kissed my hand. Damn, I had fallen hard for him. I was trying to think about how to explain all of this to Jake, as I knew I had to. I couldn’t keep this from him, and just prayed he’d be understanding and supportive, knowing we both had to help Tyler through his turmoil. I got to thinking this almost amounted to, if not worse, thinking about how to explain to homophobic parents you were gay. Actually, having just experienced something similar to that a week earlier with Erin, I thought that was easier than the conversation I knew I needed to have with Jake.

Tyler was quiet for the moment. I thought maybe he might have fallen asleep. Then he ran his hand down my bare leg again, his head on my chest, almost in my lap. “What are you thinking?” I asked, hoping he’d moved on to more pleasant thoughts. He kind of chuckled.

“I was thinking how great it would be if you could rip my clothes off right now and fuck me here on the couch,” he said with a little chuckle in his voice.

“Don’t tempt me, as I would love to do that with you. Can’t say it hasn’t been done, though,” I chided. He looked up at me with a curious look. “It’s called the ten mile-high club. Yours truly is a member,” I replied. He got real curious with a big smile.

“Oh, shit, who’s the lucky guy. Jake?” he asked. I chuckled.

“Well, if memory serves me right, it happened more than once, but I think it was Tom and James, one at a time of course, as someone had to fly the plane. I will tell you, it was pretty hot though. Nothing like a good fuck ten miles up in the sky,” I added.

“Oh, Josh. We have to do that sometime. We just have to. I want to belong to that club with you. Please, can we do it sometime?” he asked anxiously. I wasn’t so sure that was such a good idea, as there would be pilots involved.

“Uh, maybe, but we’d have to find the right type of situation to keep it private and make it work. Tom and James wouldn’t mind, but we couldn’t do it with all your buddies and girlfriends back here with us. I don’t think you’re that kind of exhibitionist yet,” I chided. Tyler smiled, shaking his head.

“Josh, we have to make this happen sometime. We just have to,” he replied, excitedly. I gave him a big hug, telling him if it was meant to be, we’d make it happen. That seemed to satisfy him at the moment.

I could tell Rod or Lonnie was starting to stir. I got up quickly to go grab a soft drink, asking Tyler if he wanted one. He said he’d take one. I asked Tom and James how far out we were now. They said we had just been cleared for our descent, but it’d be anther half-hour or so before we landed. I asked them if they wanted another soft drink. They told me, not unless I had a pocket for them to put their piss in. I laughed, telling them I suggested they not have one then. They told me that was a good answer. I did tell them I wouldn’t mind their dicks in my pocket. They told me to go sit down on that note. I did love those guys. I texted Jake to tell him what time we’d be landing. He texted back, saying he’d be there.

When the boys woke up, they had to wake up the girls. “Gees, I didn’t believe I was that tired, but I swear this plane ride lulls you to sleep,” Em commented.

“More like the last two nights we’ve had made you tired,” Rod teased. Em told him he was bad, but then we all knew that. “I’m, going to be early tonight for sure, and by myself. Putting you on notice, Rodney,” Mary Ann said rather emphatically. Rod rolled his eyes. Ginny said the same thing, disappointing Lonnie also.

We all shot the shit until James announced we needed to buckle up for landing. I had to reach under Tyler’s ass to get my seat belt to buckle up. Tyler smiled at me, acknowledging my touch. We both smiled at one another. James did a great approach to landing in Uni, giving the group an air tour of the town and university, their house and our new dorm, office building and the CNB. “Gees, things look so small from up here,” Maru Ann mentioned. James did his usual magic, just like Tom had done before, greasing the Latitude onto the runway, reversing the thrust, then taxiing to the ramp, where he shut down our magnificent bird. We all got up and stretched. Tom opened the door and we all filed out. Jake was there along with Dale, both giving me big hugs. Tom and James got hugs from Jake and Dale also. Tyler looked a little sheepish seeing how Jake hugged me. We got our things from the luggage compartment. Mary Ann had her car there, and was dropping off the boys at their house. Rod, Lonnie and Tyler gave me hugs, Tyler giving me an extra special hug. They all thanked me profusely for taking them along on the trip, telling me what a great trip it was. They asked about Sunday night at the house, if that was still on. Jake said it was and to come over if they were hungry. They said they’d be there. They all took off.

Jake and I stayed and talked to Tom, James and Dale for a few minutes. Dale was in the Latitude, ‘soaking up the atmosphere’, as he put it. We got a kick out of that. I was sure he had a boner, sitting in the left seat. All of us had to feel his crotch when he stood up to see if he had one. That made him laugh, but he said it felt good, actually. Tom and James told him, he was definitely on the flight team now. I asked him how Cam did on his written tests. Dale just beamed, telling us he scored in the high 90’s on both tests. We were excited for him. He told us to razz him at the dinner tonight, but Dale was extremely proud of Cam’s accomplishments.

“I take him over on Wednesday afternoon for his check ride with an FAA examiner. I know he’ll do a great job. Piece of cake for him. Then the following week, I’ll take him for his commercial, instrument and multi-engine. He’ll do it all in the 310,” Dale told us, saying he had no doubts he’d handle the plane flawlessly. “I’m telling you guys, Cam is just a natural. He’s a great pilot. He’s done in no time at all what it took me a semester to do,” Dale commented.

“Don’t forget, Dale, Cam had tremendous simulator hours before any actual flying experience, which makes a huge difference. He basically had been a pilot for possibly years with no actual flight experience. You just sharpened up his skills and gave him actual flying experience. You are the better pilot for your practical experience and perseverance in getting your ratings,” Tom reminded him. Dale looked humbled.

“Well, had it not been for Josh and Jake, I’d still be plugging along. They gave me the opportunity, and I didn’t want to disappoint them,” Dale replied. I gave him another hug, saying he earned what he got with his willingness to help us. We had a selfish interest in his success.

“Be ready to take us to Key West in the King Air sometime soon, as we have quite a project going on down there. You and Cam can take us down and back the next time so we don’t have to screw up Tom and James’ schedule,” I told Dale. Tom shook his head.

“Hey, we had a good time for the short time it was. Can’t say we had any regrets about any of it,” Tom replied, smiling. He was certainly right about that. They wore me out the short night we had together, but I wasn’t complaining, as Tyler wore me out even more.

We hugged our flyboys goodbye, then stood there with Dale to watch them take off again. “Damn, that is a gorgeous plane, that Latitude. I can’t wait to get more time in a Citation. I love the King Air, but that Citation is just unbelievable. Makes my dick hard just thinking about it,” Dale commented, making Jake and I chuckle.

“Well, you make our dicks hard just thinking about you, Dale,” I teased, embarrassing him some. “I know you and Cam are having fun together, but don’t forget about Jake and me, when you’re horny sometime. We don’t want to lose you there anytime soon,” I assured him. He told us it was an honor to have sex with us, and he’d never turn that down. We asked Dale if he and Cam were coming to the house tonight for dinner. Dale said that was the plan. We told him we’d see him there, then gave him another hug and a nice kiss.

Jake and I hopped in his Jeep and headed for the apartment. “So how was your gymnastics match yesterday?” I had to ask. He smiled.

“Shit, Josh, we cleaned up. Johan did a demonstration act with the ropes before the match started and drew more of a crowd than the match, if you can believe it. Coach says he’ll have him do that every time, just to generate crowds. Taylor can’t believe he’s as good as he is. He told me we should have found him a long time ago and recruited him for the team. I had to agree,” Jake told me with a smile. I asked him if Gay Night went well. “It was a normal Saturday night, except we didn’t have Rob, Lonnie and Tyler performing last night since they were with you. Everyone pretty much came to see Johan anyway. That boy can make your dick hard for sure,” Jake replied.

“How’s Terry and Johan getting along? They fall in love or just good fuckbuddies?” I asked. Jake shook his head smiling.

“Terry says Johan is beautiful and hot, as we all know. He says he can be sweet, but Terry misses someone he can really talk to and relate to. Terry says Johan seems to sense what Terry is feeling or needs, but the language barrier kind of hurts their communication. Terry is more like, you, Josh. He’s a romantic and likes the cuddling and the melding of the minds as well as the body. That’s kind of hard to do with Johan, at the moment anyway. Don’t get me wrong, the boy is hot as fire in bed, but then when it's over, there’s not much to talk about. He’ll cuddle some, but usually just goes to sleep. Not much foreplay to him either. He likes to get right down to business. Hell, maybe Riley trained him that way for all we know,” Jake replied. “So, did you get everything accomplished in Key West you wanted to? Meet any big dicked boys that tried to steal you away from me at the PF?” he asked, chuckling. I told him about Brighton and Dexter and our conversations with them. I told him about Dexter’s big 9 incher, then about their vocation as financial investment guys, them living in Chicago. I told Jake they might come to visit us sometime to see Gay Night at the CNB. Jake got a kick out of that. “You didn’t try that 9 incher on, did you?” he asked, chuckling. I laughed, telling him that was too big for me to handle, and I wasn’t there to play. “You should have tried that on, Josh. Might have been one hell of an adventure,” he replied. I told him that wasn’t for me.

“When we first met them, Tyler, Tom, James and I slipped into the hot tub and Brighton and Dexter asked all kinds of questions, just making regular gay resort or bathhouse conversation. They asked Tyler if he liked to play. Tyler asked them, ‘play what, like volleyball, basketball, etc. They chuckled. I told Tyler they were actually asking if we wanted to go to their room and have sex with them. Get this, Jake, Tyler freaked out and jumped into my lap, wrapped his arms around me and kissed me passionately, and I do mean passionately. Even scared Tom and James. He told Dexter and Brighton he was my boyfriend. We were strictly monogamous, and we didn’t play. I mean the kid was really freaked out. Took awhile to calm him down.”

“Unbelievable. So the kid got a taste of what real gay resort fun was like. I bet you even got a thrill out of having a naked Tyler in your lap,” Jake replied.

“Oh yeh. Took me a little bit to calm myself down after that, but I managed to recover. I told him later that it was different when we were there for Spring Break, because it was just our group, no one from the outside except maybe Stanley’s cousin and friends, but not the normal crowd that comes there to hook up and play. He’d never been exposed to that, and I never thought about telling hm about any of that until he got propositioned and didn’t know he had. It was funny. Tom and James laughed their rocks off,” I told Jake, who was cracking up.

“So, you did get to play with Tom and James, didn’t you? You wouldn’t let them go away without, I hope,” Jake asked. I smiled.

“The boys put me in a sandwich that night. I guess we all got what we wanted. Damn, those guys are something else. Can’t help but love them,” I replied. “You get any this weekend, I hope?” I asked. Jake smiled.

“The usual, Terry and Johan spent Friday and Saturday night at our place. I think Terry just needed some circumcised dick for once, after having that uncut dick in his ass lately. The boys wore me out, though. They both want to be bottoms when I’m around, which means they need me for stud service. I think you might have to fuck me tonight, as I miss that sweet dick of yours in my ass for sure,” Jake chided. I told him, I missed that sweet ass of his also.

When we got back to the bar, Will was there waiting on us, making himself useful tending bar, since most of us were over at the house. I got a big hug from him, asking if everything went well and to plan. I told him it did, and we now had a contractor. I told Will, I’d explain it to the group this evening at the house. Jake said I should probably change into jeans as it was still a little cool for the shorts I was wearing. I told him it was in the 80’s when we left there, so we all wore shorts home. Both Jake and Will said they were so envious of the great weather down there. We all went up to the apartment for me to change.

“So how was your date with Forest, Will. I want details and don’t leave anything out,” I teased. Will was all smiles.

“Where do I start? Well, we had a nice dinner and talked for almost two hours during dinner, we just enjoyed each other that much. He invited me over to his house after we left the restaurant. We hung out at his place, had a couple of beers. We just really enjoyed being with one another. Seems as if we have a lot of things in common, you for one, Josh. Forest told me all about your antics helping Caleb and the misery you put yourself through, along with him trying to straighten out Caleb. That was one impressive story. You even got him to reconcile with his brother and uncle. That was some work, Josh. It was also quite a story. Forest also told me about how you fixed it with Tuck to let him coach the last quarter of the championship basketball game, to give him his head to really embarrass Tennessee’s coach. That was genius and it all worked. Obviously, he thinks you’re the greatest friend a guy could ever have. But then, we all feel that way about you,” Will told me. I laughed, as I stripped off my shorts, and looked for a pair of jeans to put on.

“So, were there any good parts? Did you guys have sex? I mean it’s about time,” I teased. Will rolled his eyes.

“He’s not the kind of guy to jump my bones when I show up, Josh. The friendship is blossoming. We’re just really getting comfortable with each other. I think we both know we have something good going in the form of friendship, which will turn into deeply caring, then possibly love, if things keep going the way they’re going, but we didn’t have sex. I did get a kiss goodnight, and it turned into several kisses with some passion behind it, which was a good sign. He’s a damn good kisser too. Much better than Jules ever was, more like you and Jake,” Will replied. I looked disappointed.

“Damn, I was hoping you’d get down to business this weekend and have at it. No use wasting time as you both know you like each other. Might as well see how compatible you are in bed,” I suggested. Will laughed.

“Maybe he won’t think I’m that good, Josh. You never know. Might be more important for him to fall in love with me first, then if I don’t quite measure up to what he expects in bed, he’ll still love me enough to keep me,” Will replied. I gave him the weirdest look.

“Will, Jake and I both know you’re hot as fuck in bed. Don’t give me that shit. The two of you will be extremely compatible. Trust me on that,” I assured him. Will was all smiles. “Hey, did he mention about growing up in Tennessee and his brothers?” I asked. Will wasn’t sure what I was referring to.

“He told me he had a couple of brothers and their family was pretty backwoodsish. He said he was hesitant to tell me too much about it as it might take on the form of the Deliverance movie. Forest does have a great sense of humor, I will definitely say that. He did say there are so many things he wants to share with me, but that’s for another time,” Will replied. I told him I could see that, as they were just getting to know one another. I guess he wasn’t ready to dump all his past anxiety on Will on their first date.

“So, did you get a stiffy when you guys kissed?” I asked, rather precariously. Will laughed, Jake told me I was terrible.

“Well, maybe a little bit. Like I said, he is a damn good kisser,” Will replied. I got all excited. “You’re awfully nosey asking about the intimacy between Forest and me.”

“Well, I wanted to make sure he could take care of you like Jake and I take care of you,” I said, as I approached him, running my hands over his chest, embracing him, pulling him to me and kissing him passionately. I pulled Jake in with us, and we damn near molested Will. We were all naked in no time at all, as we pulled clothes off each other. He gasped, when we finally came up for air. Jake had Will’s hard cock in his mouth, while I kissed him passionately, and fingered his ass, wanting desperately to breed the boy.

“Fuck I don’t know if I can fall for Forest now. You guys are way too hot. Don’t think I ever want to give you two guys up,” Will said panting. I told him he better not give us up. We pushed him down on the bed and continued our three-man orgy, getting all sweaty taking turns fucking and getting fucked. We really worked up a sweat in our orgy marathon. When we had all emptied our balls, we laid there together and chuckled. “Okay, I should have moved over here ages ago. I didn’t know what I was missing. This is way too over the top. I love you guys so much. I have the dream job of my life and the greatest guys in the world to share my life and body with. I’m telling you both, I couldn’t be happier than I am right now,” Will said, then leaned into me and kissed me tenderly, then did the same to Jake. I reached down and shook cum off his cock as I shook his post orgasm cock that needed sucked clean. I jumped up, then pulled Jake and Will off the bed.

“Come on, you cum sluts, we have a dinner to go to and don’t want to be so late, they start talking about us,” I chided. We did have fun in the shower together, however, taking our time and enjoying the feel of each other’s bodies. Will couldn’t have been happier.

“You are okay with me seeing Forest, aren’t you?” Will asked me, pretty sure I was, but after what just happened, wasn’t totally sure. I smiled at him, then grabbed him for a big hug.

“Hey, I love you both, and I want this to work for the two of you. You guys are made for one another, and you need to get Jules out of your head, mind and ass for good,” I replied. Will shook his head.

“That’s a done deal, Josh. Jules is history in my mind and totally out of my heart, not that he actually occupied that much of my heart anyway. I just never could be comfortable with him, always wondering if he was playing some angle I wasn’t sure of. I don’t feel that way at all with Forest. I feel like we’re totally honest with each other, and I can trust him with anything,” Will remarked.

“You can. He’s just a genuine guy, very caring, and with a big heart. I’m so glad to know you guys are becoming great friends, and hopefully lovers in the near future,” I told him as we prepared to quickly get dressed and head to the house.

“I really feel that way also. Like you and Jake, I can trust you with everything I have. You’re just the greatest. Like I said, I couldn’t be happier,” Will replied. Jake and I gave him another kiss before we took off for the house. Will followed us over in his Jeep, so he could leave for his apartment after we had dinner.

Everyone was excited to see us when we arrived. I got all kinds of questions about Key West and the Victorian closing and meetings with the contractors, which I told them I would explain after dinner, but they could be excited about our new enterprise. That seemed to get most of them excited. I saw Dale and Cam running around in their underwear, almost making me horny seeing them like that. Kyle was there also with Blake. Apparently, they arrived some time ago and helped Allen and OBB, which was thoughtful of them. They both looked especially hot in their underwear also. Lucky and Marvin were here also, looking very happy. I was so proud of Lucky for taking a step to be who he really was and winning Marvin, a hell of a stud, because of it. No more one-night stands for those boys, not that Marvin had ever had sex before Lucky, and Lucky only had me as a male sex partner before Marvin. They were both newbies to our world, but seemed extremely happy to be here. I saw Rod and Lonnie, but didn’t see Tyler right off. Tink and Luke were hanging with Dylan and Garth. Everyone was having a great time.

Rod came and slapped me on the back. “You really did it, Josh. You totally outdid yourself this time,” Rod stated, making me a little concerned as to what he was referring to. Did Tyler tell him anything? The thought sent chills through my body. I gave him a dumb look, as if to say, I didn’t know what the hell he was referring to. “You gave us the perfect weekend of our lives, bro. Fuck, if I could stand it and wouldn’t puke, I’d even suck your dick for what you did for us. I’m telling you, this trip was the greatest thing ever,” Rod praised. “I had so much sex with Mary Ann, I thought I was going to wear out my cock. I’m telling you, Mama loves my big guy,” Rod said, rubbing his hand over the crotch of his briefs, giving himself a semi in the process, making me chuckle. “No laughing matter, Josh. I think we are in love, or definitely on our way there. That was the piece de resistance that topped everything up to now. Oh, she’s still in love with you, just so you know, but willing to settle for me as second best, since you aren’t available. Oh, and we did get a lot of questions about running around a gay resort in our little Speedos. Mary Ann said she’d pay money to see you in a Speedo. Relax, we didn’t say a word about running around naked for a whole week. Some things are just better left unsaid,” Rod chided. I had to agree. “Women, they don’t understand male bonding and the effort put into it,” Rod joked. “Oh, I hope Tyler wasn’t too much of a bore. I had no idea he was going to pull a trick like that and want to stay at the PF with you. I hope to hell he didn’t cramp your style with any hotties you might have had while you were there. That would definitely be unfair to you for sure. He should have left you alone and hung out with us, although he was right, he would have been a total fifth wheel. We were happy he split with you, but sorry you had to babysit him when you could have been having fun.” I smiled.

“Hey, I wasn’t there to have fun. I can have more than that with all my friends here. I was actually glad to have Tyler’s company. We really got to know one another and understand each other more this weekend. It was good we had the chance to do that, Rod. He wasn’t a bore, and very helpful in many ways. I was glad to have him, actually,” I replied. Rod looked as if I was just trying to be nice.

“He’s a good kid, but sometimes a little deep. I hope he didn’t take you too deep, as he has a tendency to do that sometimes, getting a little too emotional and over the top at times, even moody. I always kid him about being on the rag when he gets that way,” Rod chided.

“Well, there were times when we were a little deep, but it was very enjoyable,” I remarked, only thinking about my dick deep in Tyler’s ass. “I appreciated him actually, as I’m kind of that way myself at times,” I replied, thinking if he only knew how deep in Tyler’s ass I’d been. Rod patted me on the back, saying I was a great sport and a great friend. I told him I tried to take care of my friends. He gave me a quick hug, saying he couldn’t have a better friend than me, and was forever grateful. “So where is our boy tonight?” I asked, not having seen Tyler here anywhere.

“Oh, he said he was tired and thought he better check in on Sue. I think the boy is horny, Josh, not having all the hot sex that Lonnie and I had this weekend. I think he was kind of jealous, if you ask me. He was pussyless for a few days. That gets to a guy after a while, giving you blue balls,” Rod chided. I shook my head.

“Well, you’ve been pussyless for months, so how’s that any different?” I chided. I thought he was going to choke on his beer.

“Boy, that’s for damn sure, but you helped me out of that phase of my life. Maybe you can help Tyler too. But then, he and Sue seem to be getting along extremely well. I think the boy is in love, Josh. I’ve never seen him this happy in a long time. He was so happy about this weekend, but I think he was just looking forward to getting back, fucking Sue to make up for lost time. But he did seem kind of moody then when we left, telling us to apologize to you for not being here, as he owed you. Must have been for putting up with him for the weekend and ruining your chances of getting laid with a hot stud at the PF,” Rod replied. I chuckled, telling him we weren’t all looking to get laid. Sometimes hanging out with a good friend was fulfilling enough, which was more my style, and I thought might be Tyler’s also. Rod said I might be right.

Allen hollered at us to come get the steaks, as they were coming off the grill. We all stood in line and hooked us a good one. I was feeling a little down at the moment, hoping to see Tyler, and somewhat worried that he was a little moody when he told Rod he wasn’t coming tonight. I was beginning to think all kinds of crazy things like he was feeling guilty for what we did. Was he really that anxious to see Sue, or was he putting up a good front? I began to imagine all kinds of things, getting myself concerned about his mental wellbeing, hoping he wasn’t depressed or anything. I told myself, I’d call him later tonight to check on him.

Dinner was great as usual. Allen had outdone himself as usual. There was a guy that needed my dick up his ass and let me love on him. I missed his hot little ass on my dick all those times in the dorm room, when we’d sleep together and wake up with our hard cocks pressed against each other’s assholes, the thought reminding me of Tyler this morning, as a matter of fact. Why did I keep thinking about that? Everything that came to mind, drew my thoughts to him. I had to convince myself, it was over now, and we were back to our normal lives. I just had sex with two guys I loved more than anything, and felt wonderful we got to share that with each other. I had to let Tyler go, if not for his own sake, if he was committed to living the straight life he thought he needed. I didn’t need to hurt his chances of happiness there. I just couldn’t do that to him. Still, I continued to worry about him.

After dinner, I gave an extensive report to the guys about what was accomplished in Key West this weekend. I even showed them the outline of the gay resort, and how Woody, who I told them was definitely on our team and easy on the eyes also, suggested we turn the resort around to have the back of the rear buildings up against the wall between the Victorian and the resort. Then I explained what Woody suggested we do with the wall. Everyone thought that was great. They wanted to know if I got to see Woody’s woody, making everyone laugh. I told them I didn’t have that opportunity, but next time we’d have a meeting at the PF so some of us might have that chance. That got them all talking. I did tell them Woody had been to the PF a few times and fallen in some short-term love. They all got a kick out of that, thinking this dude was okay.

I also had Will give them an update on where he was in choosing a management partner for the dormitory. They all appreciated the update.

Luke raised his hand to ask a question. I acknowledged him. “Josh, when are we going to receive the new shareholders into our group and have their initiation? I think we have a few that need to be initiated, like Tink for one. Then there’s Gath, who’s technically working for us, Cam and Dale also,” Luke noted.

“We also have Ted and Taylor to add also,” I replied. “Blake, make a note of that and bring it up at our next senior staff meeting. We probably should bring these guys into the group and soon,” I replied. Blake said to consider it done.

I told the group, it would only be a matter of a few weeks, and our offices would be relocated to the new office building at the end of the parking lot of the CNB. They were amazed we were that far along. I told them it was a lot easier and smaller project than the dormitory, which was a very large project. I told Blake and Will, we’d need to plan on an open house for that, so to be thinking about it. I told them all to have a great week, and I’d keep them informed on the progress of the Key West project.

Terry came up to me with Johan afterwards. “Josh, is there anyway, you think we could work on getting Johan to become a citizen?” he asked, genuinely interested. I told them I wasn’t sure, but we could have Nate or Jordan look into it. Terry said it would be nice if we could find a way, as Johan really would love to stay here and not have to go back to Romania. I told them, Johan was a great guy and a great asset to our business with his immense talent. I told Johan, Jake said he was a real hit at the gymnastics meet this weekend. Johan smiled, then hugged me. Terry said he was a great inspiration to the sport and he hoped Johan could help attract some great talent to our program. I told them we’d see what we could do. Terry gave me a hug also, and thanked me for letting Jake hang out with them this weekend.

“I want to know one thing, guys? Did you guys clean up your mess or am I going to have to sleep in it tonight?” I chided. Terry grinned from ear to ear.

“We washed the sheets this morning and made your bed for you. You and Jake have clean sheets to make love on tonight and sleep, if you get the chance,” Terry joked
 
That was another great chapter. The whole emotional journey for Tyler and Josh has a ways to run yet, it seems to me. Josh admits he's fallen heavily for Tyler. He can't stop his thoughts returning to Tyler, how he might be feeling, why he really didn't come to the house on Sunday night. Tyler is a long way yet from just loving Josh from afar, attacking him passionately the first opportunity he got, expecting some day to join the ten mile high club. He seems to be intending to get physical with Josh as often as he can.

What Tyler decided was that he would be the Tyler the world thinks he is, and not change. I agree with you, Chaz, about that being a considerate, practical and even noble way to go. I also agree he could live a fulfilling and happy life as a straight man. Maybe that's not "living a lie", but it's not being fully open and honest either, especially if he intends to have sex with Josh as often as he can. My two concerns with that are firstly, that the chances of Sue (or whomever he marries) finding out eventually are high, and secondly that he wants Josh to be complicit in this deception. That's not fair to Josh, even if Jake were fully on board with it. It's against Josh's nature not to be open and honest. Yes, he's played around with Tuck and Eric at times, but what we're looking at with Tyler is an ongoing love affair, it seems like.

I love how complex this situation is. And I think it's remarkable just how engaged we bent bros are in this storyline, how much we've commented! I can't wait for the insights you promised us in the next chapter, FT.

There were lots of other things I Iiked about this chapter too, but I think I've said enough.

Just one more little thing: this is no doubt another little test you gave us, FT, to see if we're paying attention, but Johan is from Hungary, not Romania.

Cheers, HF
 
That was another great chapter. The whole emotional journey for Tyler and Josh has a ways to run yet, it seems to me. Josh admits he's fallen heavily for Tyler. He can't stop his thoughts returning to Tyler, how he might be feeling, why he really didn't come to the house on Sunday night. Tyler is a long way yet from just loving Josh from afar, attacking him passionately the first opportunity he got, expecting some day to join the ten mile high club. He seems to be intending to get physical with Josh as often as he can.

What Tyler decided was that he would be the Tyler the world thinks he is, and not change. I agree with you, Chaz, about that being a considerate, practical and even noble way to go. I also agree he could live a fulfilling and happy life as a straight man. Maybe that's not "living a lie", but it's not being fully open and honest either, especially if he intends to have sex with Josh as often as he can. My two concerns with that are firstly, that the chances of Sue (or whomever he marries) finding out eventually are high, and secondly that he wants Josh to be complicit in this deception. That's not fair to Josh, even if Jake were fully on board with it. It's against Josh's nature not to be open and honest. Yes, he's played around with Tuck and Eric at times, but what we're looking at with Tyler is an ongoing love affair, it seems like.

I love how complex this situation is. And I think it's remarkable just how engaged we bent bros are in this storyline, how much we've commented! I can't wait for the insights you promised us in the next chapter, FT.

There were lots of other things I Iiked about this chapter too, but I think I've said enough.

Just one more little thing: this is no doubt another little test you gave us, FT, to see if we're paying attention, but Johan is from Hungary, not Romania.

Cheers, HF

And, I thought Josh had already talked the Nate and Jordan about looking into Johan citizenship.
 
That was another great chapter. The whole emotional journey for Tyler and Josh has a ways to run yet, it seems to me. Josh admits he's fallen heavily for Tyler. He can't stop his thoughts returning to Tyler, how he might be feeling, why he really didn't come to the house on Sunday night. Tyler is a long way yet from just loving Josh from afar, attacking him passionately the first opportunity he got, expecting some day to join the ten mile high club. He seems to be intending to get physical with Josh as often as he can.

What Tyler decided was that he would be the Tyler the world thinks he is, and not change. I agree with you, Chaz, about that being a considerate, practical and even noble way to go. I also agree he could live a fulfilling and happy life as a straight man. Maybe that's not "living a lie", but it's not being fully open and honest either, especially if he intends to have sex with Josh as often as he can. My two concerns with that are firstly, that the chances of Sue (or whomever he marries) finding out eventually are high, and secondly that he wants Josh to be complicit in this deception. That's not fair to Josh, even if Jake were fully on board with it. It's against Josh's nature not to be open and honest. Yes, he's played around with Tuck and Eric at times, but what we're looking at with Tyler is an ongoing love affair, it seems like.

I love how complex this situation is. And I think it's remarkable just how engaged we bent bros are in this storyline, how much we've commented! I can't wait for the insights you promised us in the next chapter, FT.

There were lots of other things I Iiked about this chapter too, but I think I've said enough.

Just one more little thing: this is no doubt another little test you gave us, FT, to see if we're paying attention, but Johan is from Hungary, not Romania.

Cheers, HF

I completely agree with HF and his comments about this chapter.

It's not in Josh's nature not to be honest as HF commented and I believe its not in Tyler's nature not to be honest either.

I remember reading when we first met Johan, Josh asking Nate and Jordan what was the process to start him becoming a citizen as tomnkellyp mentioned.

This was another amazing chapter FT there were so much action.

I am excited for the next installment Wednesday night and what happens at the house Sunday night.

Brian
 
I agree with HF, tomnkellyp and Brian about Johan's citizenship already moving and in general about this chapter.

I thought it seemed that Josh got distracted by other things (like getting updates from Jake and Will) and got back to the reality of Tyler when he didn't show up at the villa, yet it's a little bit weird that Josh and Jake didn't talk about it.

Maybe the rest of the evening at the villa or back in the aparment will give them a private moment to address the situation.

Can't wait :corn:

As always, great work ..| so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming ..|
 
Loved reading HF, Tom, Brian and Thanatos' comments. Anxious to read Chaz's when he checks in. Gees, do we have to wait two more days until Wednesday??? Ugh. Can't wait.

I'm sure Josh is waiting for the right moment to talk to Jake about his experience with Tyler. Am anxious to see how Jake takes it. Knowing the strong love he and Josh have, I feel like he might be supportive of Josh helping Tyler out. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, as I would hate to have Tyler come between Jake and Josh. I don't think you could do that to us, FT. But then, you are so full of surprises. Keeping my fingers crossed that works out okay.

Loved how Lonnie brought up the ladies possibly asking about the mess behind the Victorian and his concern they might ask about the gay resort again. Little Speedos? Em seems fixated on these. If she only knew. Will she ever know? Could be interesting.

So Josh tells Tom and James what happened, as if they didn't predict just that. I think they were very surprised Tyler snuck into Josh's bed replacing them when they left. If they only knew the half of it. My bros were right when they said Josh has always been honest to those he cares about. Thus, he actually told James and Tom the truth about Tyler and him. Keeping my fingers crossed on both hands, things will be fine with Jake.

I also enjoyed the rendezvous in the men's restroom, Tyler unable to keep his hands and lips off Josh. The boy has it bad, I have to tell you. I suspect that will happen again when the opportunity presents itself. I hope Josh can handle it.

Then we have the letters that Tyler was reading while the other guys were sleeping. I have a feeling Tyler is going to get all sentimental reading those and it's going to haunt him, knowing he's in somewhat of a similar situation, in love, but not able to show his love openly. This was a big revelation in this chapter, I thought. I can see a parallel to his and Josh's situation. In those days they wrote letters, now replaced by texting. I have a feeling Tyler is going to blow up Josh's phone texting him about his love. It will be interesting as more of the letters are revealed and how they affect Tyler in his emotional thinking. He already tears up when he reads them, and he's only just begun.

Great news about Cam acing his written flight exams. Dale and Josh have to be proud of him for that. Cam needs all the help he can get with the bad news coming his way about his dad.

Looks like Will and Forest are progressing nicely. He got kissed at least. Come on Forest. Dude, you need to get more aggressive. Forest wants romance, which I'm sure Will would like also. The two seem right for one another. Let's move them along, FT. Loved the show of affection to Will with Jake. Will has to love being in Uni with Josh and Jake, two people that truly love him and not use him like Jules.

It was interesting how Rod described how happy Tyler was, thinking he was just happy to get back to Sue. Actually, he was happy he had all that great sex with Josh. If Rod only knew. Will he ever find out? What would he do if he did? Now that might take a few chapters to resolve. You've set up so many interesting scenarios, my head is spinning. But, there's an indication there's some great reading ahead for sure. As Thanatos would say, 'keep it cumming'. We need much more, FT. BC
 
Great comments, Bent Buds! (group)

I'm not trying to argue a point, or advocate one way or the other. Everybody's case is unique, including the individuals that are in the same situation together. What Josh wants, and what Tyler thinks he himself wants (if he can figure it out eventually), are not identical by at least a mile. Too many 'other' considerations, all different, to be coped with from opposing angles. The main 'problem' is how strong the attraction between them is.

They both "know better", from different perspectives, butt are having difficulties telling their hearts, who don't "know better". Josh always says, "The heart wants what the heart wants." What about HIS, now?

On another 'front', there is being honest, and there is blabbing everyones' secrets, including yours. Josh is quite talented at diversion. Is he being 'dishonest' that he hasn't let Tyler's current secret slip? Is he being insincere not detailing to the str8s what happened at the PF? For that matter, has he been lying to Maddy and Millie all this time? I believe the term is "discretion" in those instances, and though it may be deceptive, I wouldn't qualify it as being dishonest. Everybody does not have a right to know everything about everybody else. And, quite often, it's for the best that they don't!

Of course, Josh is going to have a chat with Jake about Tyler, and talk about his feelings, I'm sure. On the other hand, might Jake have something to talk to Josh about after "doing gymnastics" all weekend with Terry and Johan? Hmmm?

As with all, FT knows, even if only moments before we find out, too! Gotta keep going, and going, and going ...

MORE Please!! :gogirl: (*8*) :kiss:
Chaz :luv:
 
Way to put things into perspective Chaz. Both Jake and Josh have a few things to talk about not to mention Tyler talking maybe not now but in the near future to Tink, Sue and his parents.

Brian
 
You guys are doing a great job of keeping me on track. So, I cleaned up the Romania/Hungary question about Johan, thanks to you, HF. Thank you guys for pointing that out, and the fact that Josh and crew had already talked about helping Johan become an American citizen. Thanks for straightening that out. As you will see in this next chapter, the boys set Josh straight. It helps to be Josh and the author of this story. Ha.

So Josh finally has his talk with Jake. Let me know your take on their discussion, as it was a little unusual, but I felt like it worked, at least for the story line for the time being. Time will tell. Josh is at least honest with Jake. Jake's reaction is somewhat unusual, but probably typical of Jake who loves Josh beyond words. We'll see what you think. I know you're anxious to hear what Josh has to tell Jake, so we'll get to it. I'll try to be back to you on Saturday. I recently lost my main foreman in my business, so I'm everything right now, running my crews, doing customer relations, back office work, the whole business, Ironically, it seems to be working well, but then I get distracted with business when I try to write, so help me with my little slip ups if you can. I really appreciate you guys. Enjoy the rest of your week. Please be safe, healthy and stay happy. Huggs, FT.
 
Chapter 602 – Josh and Jake Have a Heart to Heart Talk

Sunday nights at the house were always enjoyable. Everyone just relaxed and had a good time. I mean with beer, steak and our great group, how could you go wrong? Still, I was disappointed Tyler wasn’t there. We promised each other we wouldn’t be awkward around one another, but I was already starting to feel like we might be, him not showing up tonight like he always loved to do before. I hope this wasn’t a sign of strangeness to come. I was sure I was reading too much into his no-show appearance, but then, I wasn’t sure.

Rod and Lonnie were getting ready to head out, and were getting dressed. “Tell Tyler I was disappointed he wasn’t here to give me a kiss and that he traded me in for a woman,” I told Rod, teasingly.

“Damn, Josh you two had the whole weekend together, and you didn’t get enough of one another?” Rod chided. I chuckled. “I’m sure he was horny and needed some tail for sure, after hearing all our stories of hot pussy all weekend long. I’m sure you’ll get your hugs and kisses from your boy, your biggest fan, the next time he sees you. I doubt you could ever lose Tyler. He thinks you walk on water,” Rod replied, as he gave me a bro hug.

“What no kiss?” I teased him.

“Fuck that shit. Tyler can do that if he wants, but you and I are bros, not boyfriends,” Rod replied, then gave me a peck on the cheek, making me laugh. “I guess I really owed you that after almost volunteering to suck your dick for the great weekend ever you gave us,” Rod added. I told teased him, telling him he made my heart pitter patter. Lonnie gave me a hug and a quick kiss on the lips.

“There, I’m a better friend than Rod, Josh. That’s one for Tyler and me,” he joked. Rod shook his head. I told Lonnie that was mighty sweet of him. Lonnie said he thought so too. Off they finally went.

I hugged and kissed Will goodbye also. He reminded me he had some interviews coming up for interested management partners for the dormitory this week. I told him the sooner the better. “Oh, and thank you and Jake for the special attention I got before we came over here tonight. As always, it’s very special being with the two of you,” Will said, giving me a big hug and nice kiss.

Cam, Kyle and Dale were leaving about the time we were. I caught Cam. “Hey someone told me you did great on your written test exams yesterday. I just want you to know how proud of you we are. All of us, Cam. That’s a great accomplishment. Dale was all excited to tell us about your scores. Wow, that’s great. Good luck on your actual flying check-ride this week also. I’m sure you’ll ace that too,” I told him.

“Dale was a huge help in all of my accomplishments, Josh. He’s been a huge help to me in more ways than just a flying instructor,” Cam replied. “I kind of like having him around.” I could certainly tell that, and was glad the two were getting along so well. We gave Cam, Dale and Kyle a hug as they were leaving.

Blake, Jake and I decided to head back to the apartment. It had been a long day, not only with the physical travel, but emotionally as well, starting out with some rather intense sex with Tyler. I was still mulling it over in my mind, how to tell Jake about what happened. I made up my mind I was going to do it tonight, as I didn’t want to carry the guilt any longer. He needed to know. I didn’t see the need for anyone else but him to know, but I had to tell him. I just had to confess as to what happened. He deserved to know.

When we got back to the apartment, Jake and I went into our bedroom to strip down to our briefs again. He had some reading to do also, sitting in is desk chair after he got comfortable in his briefs. I rubbed his shoulders for him, which he loved. I leaned in and kissed him, telling him I missed him. He stood up from his chair, then hugged me tightly, telling me he missed me also, and was glad I was back. We kissed for a few moments. I moved him over to the bed with me to sit together on the end of the bed.

“You horny already, after the round we just had with Will?” Jake asked, with a hint of excitement to him. I chuckled.

“Well, not overly, but with you and me, it could happen anytime. There is something I wanted to tell you, though. I need to tell you, because we don’t keep secrets from one another,” I said, getting his undivided attention. He told me I could tell him anything. He was always there for me. That was a given, and would never change. I took a deep breath, cleared my throat and began. “Something happened while I was in Key West, and I’m still trying to process it in my mind,” I started to say. “I had sex with Tyler, Jake,” I said quickly, waiting for a response.

“No shit? You’re kidding? You actually had sex with Tyler? Wow, that had to be something hot, or was it, considering he’s probably never had sex with a guy before. But, then, we all know he really likes you. You dawg you. So tell me about it. Was it hot?” Jake asked, as if he was excited for me. I gave him an odd look.

“I didn’t think that’s the way you would respond, but okay, I’ll tell you how and why,” I started to say, somewhat surprised by his initial reaction. For some reason, he was excited, almost overjoyed for me. While I didn’t expect that, I was somewhat relieved and more comfortable discussing it with him now. “Jake, Tyler is concerned he might be gay too, just like Tink. He says he’s been having these feelings for me that he’s never felt before, and it’s deeply bothering him. He wanted to experience sex with me to see if it was real or if he was fantasizing about something he thought might be meaningful, but really was kind of gross to him. He pleaded with me wanting to know,” I explained.

“Wow, the poor guy. That’s not an easy thing, being straight all your life and thinking your fine and a solid dude, then having different intimate feelings for a close friend. I feel terrible for him, Josh,” Jake replied, giving me another hug. “So did he survive this experience?” Jake asked.

“Well, it was more than one experience. He not only survived it, but he liked it, unfortunately,” I replied. Jake scratched his head.

“Isn’t he kind of in love with Sue?” Jake asked. I nodded yes.

“It was the craziest thing, Jake. Tom, James, Tyler and I went to sit in the hot tub for a few minutes before heading off to bed on Friday night. Tyler was acting a little skittish and nervous about being there with gay guys he didn’t know. We met two great professionals, financial guys, there, Brighton and Dexter, which I’ll tell you more about later. Tyler was sitting beside me. Brighton and Dexter thought Tyler was really cute, and asked him if he played. Well, Tyler had no idea what that meant, being asked at a gay resort. When I told him they were politely asking if he and I wanted to go to their room for sex, Tyler freaked out and jumped into my lap, wrapped his arms around me and kissed me passionately, telling the guys I was his boyfriend and we were monogamous. He let them know, in no uncertain terms, we didn’t mess around with other guys. I was shocked at what he did. You can imagine what Tom and James thought about it also. When we got back to the room and he told us good night, he gave me a hug and a quick kiss. Tom and James said if he was giving out kisses, like the one he gave me in the hot tub, they’d take one also,” I explained. Jake cracked up.

“So, he didn’t have sex with the three of you, did he?” Jake asked. I told him he had his own bedroom and went there to sleep, after telling us good night. “But you did get to have sex with Tom and James, right?”

“Oh yeh, we did. That was hot as usual. They had to leave to go to the airport at 4:00 am so they kissed me goodbye while I was sleeping and snuck out not wanting to wake anyone up. I woke up, I don’t know, about 6 am with someone in bed with me, thinking it was still them and they hadn’t left yet. I had an arm around me and a hard cock teasing my asshole. Don’t get me wrong, it felt great. For a moment, as out of it as I was, I thought it was you, then remembered it couldn’t be, but then thinking it was Tom or James. I even kissed the hand that was caressing me, even giving my morning wood a few teasing strokes. Jake, I felt loved for sure,” I explained.

“So who the fuck was that?” Jake asked. “Surely not Tyler. Was it?” I nodded my head yes.

“Hey I was as freaked out as you are asking that question. I was shocked, let me tell you,” I replied. “That’s when he told me what was going on in is mind, how disturbed he was thinking about he might be gay, and begging me to help him find out,” I explained.

“So, how was he proposing to find out, just have you fuck him good to let him know if he liked cock up his ass or what?” Jake asked, somewhat concerned at that point. I chuckled.

“I wish it was that simple, but it was more complicated than that. He wanted me to treat him like he was you for the rest of the time we had down there, to help him determine, in his own mind, if that lifestyle he pretended to have with a relationship with me, was one he could handle, enjoy, embrace, or if it turned his stomach,” I explained. Jake shook his head.

“I kind of have to give him credit in a way. What a better opportunity to find out, spending private time with you while the two of you stayed at the PF with his buds and their girlfriends at the Victorian fucking their brains out,” Jake chided. I rolled my eyes. “So, you treated him as if he was me, fucking me whenever you got a chance and having him fuck you?” he asked. I wasn’t sure exactly how to answer that question in order to downplay the romance some.

“Well, it wasn’t anything near what you and I would do, but I did show him a few things. He did learn how to suck cock, and he can take a dick up his ass now. He pretty much, got the full regimen of male sex to see if it abhorred him or excited him,” I replied. Jake shook his head some.

“So, which was it?” Jake asked, excited to know the answer.

“Oh, he liked it all, Jake. He really did. There’s no doubt in my mind, he’s one of us. He loved it, as a matter of fact, and he said he loved me. I told him I was in love with you and could only be his mentor on this, but we had to have a serious discussion about what he was going forward. I told him he had to decide for himself what his life was going to be like going forward,” I explained. Jake was all ears. “This morning, he said he slept on what he needed to do, and came up with the following. He was going to remain straight, continue the role in life he thought he was meant to play. He said his parents were going to have a hard enough time accepting the fact Tink was gay, but for both of them to be that way, he didn’t think they could survive that. Kind of crazy to live your life according to someone else’s wishes, but he accepted that. He doesn’t want to freak out his family, and wants to have a hetero relationship with Sue, as he says she’s really sweet and they are kind of soulmates in a way, in every way but possibly sexual. He said the orgasms were so much more intense with me than he’d ever experienced with anyone in his life, if you can imagine that,” I explained. Jake shook his head.

“So, he’s just going to act like this extreme passion you introduced him to didn’t really happen or doesn’t exist for him in his life?” Jake asked.

“Pretty much, going forward, he’s going to try to stay on a narrow path,” I explained.

“Josh, you and I both know that will eventually drive the kid crazy. I don’t know how anyone, once they’ve found themselves to be attracted to the same sex, and have experienced intense passion with another guy, could ever say they were straight. I can see guys experimenting and maybe enjoying both sexes to an extent, although that kind of thing would never appeal to me. If I never see a or smell a sticky pussy ever again, I’d be totally content. Give me a male asshole, clean or dirty, any day, and I’d be much happier,” Jake replied. I nodded, as if he was correct, thinking the same as me. “So now what? Is he over gay sex or just in a holding pattern or pugatory of sorts, not knowing where he really belongs?” Jake asked.

“Well, for one thing, he really respects you, and said he would die before he ever did anything that would come between you and me. He feels very guilty about asking me to do what I did for him. I just felt so terrible for him, I thought I needed to help him find out for himself if his suspected feelings might be real, Jake. And, I admit, I’m guilty also in the fact, we both know how hot he is and, well, I have to admit, I didn’t suffer any, showing him around the block in the sexual area,” I admitted. Jake smiled then hugged me, chuckling some as he did.

“Josh, you couldn’t help yourself because you have the biggest heart of any dude in the whole world. You’ll aways be there to help a friend, and I could never thwart that or deny you the ability to help when you think it’s necessary or helpful to a friend. I love you too much for that. I’m glad you helped Tyler, Josh. I really am. I would have been disappointed in you had you told him to go get lost. I don’t know if this may have confused him more than it helped. I have to believe this experiment of his may caused him more harm than help. If he’s bisexual possibly, then he might be okay. But if he’s really gay and wants to live a heterosexual life, then he’s got a lot of pain awaiting him,” Jake replied. I hugged him sideways. “Josh, I hate to say this, but you might have to continue to help him through this. You might have to have sex with him from time to time to help him out and keep him sane, or until he finally realizes he needs to make a choice,” Jake suggested, somewhat shocking me.

“Jake, you don’t understand. Tyler thinks he’s in love with me, but he knows I’ll never love any other guy as much as I love you. I told him that up front. You are my soulmate, and I don’t care whatever happens to any other of my friends in life if it means hurting you. I will not do it,” I told him emphatically. Jake smiled, then kissed me. He hugged me tightly.

“Let me tell you something, Josh. I have a little bit of the same problem with Terry, only he’s been able to keep it under control. Johan has helped in that area some. When he first broke up with that skank boyfriend of his that was continually on the prowl, he told me he loved me and secretly had a crush on me, ever since we met and worked together as partners on the gymnastics team. He never made a pass at me when he first had these feelings because he was in a committed relationship, or so he thought. I know he loves me, and I love him also, but not to the extent I love you and that will never change. Still, I have sex with him occasionally, and hell, you and I have sex with him still, occasionally. That’s enough for him to know I love him also, and even you. It makes him happy to feel loved by me and even more by you, because you allow me to share that intimacy with him. I never brought that up to you because I didn’t want you to think we had a love affair going along on the side, because it’s not that at all. I think you understand that, Josh. At least I thought you did. What you have with Tyler is almost the same thing. He would never do anything to hurt the love we have between the two of us, but yet he loves you also. Terry loves me also, and would never do anything to hurt the love the two of us have together. You know the problem here, don’t you?” he asked seriously. I asked him to please share it with me. “You and I have the same big heart. We have a heart together that loves and cares for our friends we need to care about. Isn’t that what we’re doing with Stoney Enterprises? Aren’t we one big company made up of great guys that deeply care for one another? I mean when you look at it, you and me, well you, more than anyone, has a huge heart and can’t help but care for guys that need our help. Josh, you taught me how to love first and foremost. I couldn’t love anyone more in the world for the way you taught me to love. That love is infectious, which I’m totally grateful for. But, you have to admit it, we have a huge heart together, and we do, unequivocally, love our friends,” Jake explained, brining tears to my eyes.

“I never thought about it like that. Jake, you are the kindest, most thoughtful, most caring, most loving guy in the whole wide world,” I told him, as I hugged him tightly.

“If I am, it’s because you taught me how to be, and you’re still in front of me in that respect,” he replied. We hugged each other tightly for some time. “Josh, what we have is wonderful, so full of love. I’m so grateful we can share that with others and help them see the magic of love between all of us. I marvel at that every day of my life. Watching you do what you do, and the care you have for our friends, just blows me away. I get so excited thinking it’s me that gets to love you more than any of the others. I’m so special in that regard, it just excites me to no end,” he said holding me tight.

“I am so grateful to have you in my life, Jake. You complete me, there’s no other explanation for it. Without you, I’d be devastated. I couldn’t survive without you. We have to be together forever,” I told him, as he began to kiss me passionately. We finally came up for air.

“Well, no one fucks me like you fuck me, Josh. I couldn’t ever leave you just for that reason,” he chided.

“Well, we might have the same heart, and I do see a lot of truth in what you’re saying there. But, you have the hottest asshole and the nicest dick of any dude out there,” I chided. I got kissed over and over for that. Then he looked deeply into my eyes.

“Are you okay now?” he asked, staring into my eyes. I kissed him on the tip of his nose.

“I am now, because of you. You make me okay,” I replied. I got a kiss on my nose.

“Josh, I think you may need to have sex with Tyler from time to time, just to keep him from going crazy. I am going to talk to him, not to scare him away, but to let hm know we both love him, and it’s okay with me to share you with him if it helps him. He needs to know that, so he doesn’t feel like he’s making you cheat on me or he’s pissing me off,” Jake explained. I hugged him again.

“You do have the biggest heart, Jake. An unbelievable loving heart,” I told him, as I wrapped my arms around him, still teary eyed to a certain extent.

“We both have the same heart, remember?” He chided. I felt exhilarated, never more in love with Jake than I was at this moment. “Now, maybe you need to fuck me so I know you still love me. Fuck the reading I have to do. I want that hot cock of yours in my ass, so Tyler’s not getting more than I get,” he teased. I threw him back on the bed, kicked off my briefs, then pulled his off. He was already half hard when I dove between his legs and inhaled his beautiful cock halfway down my throat. “Oh, damn, now that’s my Josh,” he said, as he kicked back and let me have my way with him. We did all kinds of crazy things for over an hour before we hit the showers to get the smell of male sex off us. I felt totally grateful and wonderful to have Jake as my soulmate, and would never ever doubt the reasons why.

I got to see Clay for just a few minutes, after he came back from the studio. It seemed the new girl trainee was a no-show tonight, so Clay had to step in and do the Sunday night addition of the local news. Clay said that should frost Aiken’s ass, unless the reason she didn’t show was he had his dick up her cunt. Clay said that was a distinct possibility, making Jake and I shake our heads. We got a hug from him before he hit the sack.

Jake and I finally snuggled when we hit the sack. I ran a hand over his beautifully defined pecs and perky nipples, telling him how much I really loved him. “So Terry really does have a thing for you, huh?” I asked teasingly, but somewhat curiously. Jake chuckled.

“He does, the crazy guy. He told me if you weren’t in my life, he’d spend the rest of his life with me and never look at another guy. But, he loves you also, and knows we’re the best there is when it comes to couples. But, he’s happy that we show him some intimacy when we can. He feels close to both of us,” Jake replied, as he ran his hand over my naked back.

“Maybe I should see if Tyler wants to sample both of us sometime,” I casually suggested. Jake chuckled.

“Sounds like he’s just into you, Josh. I think you better handle that one on your own. He’s not the sharing type when it comes to love, you being his one and only lover. A threesome might confuse and scare him. I’ll hug him and let him know it’s okay for the two of you to get together from time to time, if and when he feels like he needs some kind of assurance he’s loved, but I’m not going to suggest the three of us, unless he brings it up and wants something like that. I just have a feeling the less people that know, and the less involved, the safer he’ll feel if he’s planning on denying who he really is to the world. Who knows, this might just be an exploratory phase he’s going through. Maybe if he had sex with Sue tonight, he might have his little trist with you out of his system,” Jake suggested.

“As much as I’d like to think that was true, I kind of doubt it. I should have made his experience with me uncomfortable and painful for him, so maybe he’d decide it wasn’t what he thought it was,” I replied.

“Josh, you know you couldn’t do that. You’re only capable of showing deep unbridled love. He felt that and fell in love with you. He should know that’s the love we show for one another. You showed him the true you, and who we all are. He needed to know that to understand the real meaning so he can decide for himself which life gives him the most satisfaction and reward. He’s got to decide. Who knows, maybe he can enjoy both sides and both bring him happiness, or just be content to have known what our love is like and still settle for what he considers what’s expected of him from his family. You said he has deep feelings for Sue. Maybe those will eventually overshadow what he feels for you. That would be great if he could be happy and content with a heterosexual life. You and I both know that probably isn’t going to happen, unless he somehow convinces himself he’s happy that way. Maybe he can, and forget about his brief gay experience, remembering it fondly, knowing you truly loved him and helped him, but deciding to live a straight life. Sometimes the hard core of reality sets in, smacks you in the face making you ask yourself, what the fuck was I thinking and why did I do what I did. That might happen to him also. He just needs some reassurance that he’s cared for until he can make up his own mind and chose a direction,” Jake explained, being extremely sympathetic, I felt.

“Did you ever have any doubts about who you are now, Jake?” I asked him, as I continued to run a hand over his chest. Jake chuckled.

“Well, when I had to tell my folks that I was gay, I kind of had a few doubts. But then, I had you with me, and that was all the strength I needed to get me through it. Granted, it wasn’t easy, and they weren’t exactly happy about our relationship, but they’re gradually accepting it. I mean it’s a major shock to parents that want a daughter-in-law and grandkids. They have no understanding of our lives. They can’t relate to it, as it is so different from anything they’ve ever known. I might have had some doubts about it myself at the beginning, whether the love we had between us could make us happy in life, accepted by others we cared for, you know, things like that,” Jake replied.

“You have any doubts anymore?” I asked him seriously. He chuckled again, then kissed me.

“Zero, O, ought, nada, Josh. I couldn’t be happier, and I see nothing but the best for us our entire lives. Look at all the lives we’ve touched and made better because of the love you and I share. I mean, if we had to stop today, we have made so many lives that much happier and better. Very few people can say that, even after working a lifetime to try to help as many people as they can. I have no doubts we were meant to be together and to inspire and improve the lives of others like us. You are the perfect example of who we are. Hell, even the straight guys love you,” he teased. I grabbed his balls and gently squeezed them.

“I know, I guess I have to stop flirting with the straight guys as they all take it seriously. That seems to get me into trouble,” I joked. Jake said he thought it was cute, and to flirt with whomever. He got a kick out of me getting myself in trouble. I squeezed his balls again, making him yelp this time. I got tickled for that, very briefly, but enough to make me squirm like crazy. He held his hand over my mouth to keep me from squealing in the process, knowing how much that tortured me. He finally spooned me, and we soon fell asleep.

Before class Monday morning, I got a text from Tyler saying he was sorry he didn’t make the get-together with Rod and Lonnie last night, thinking he should probably see Sue and not wanting to torment himself seeing me and not being able to be with me like we were together in Key West. I sent him a text back, telling him I understood, but was worried about him. I asked him how it went with Sue, and if he was happy to see her. He said he was in a way, but missed me. He said they had sex, which she thought was great, but he never came, unbeknown to her. I suggested he might be out of bullets as crazy as we were over the weekend. He sent me a smiley face, indicating to me, he still had a sense of humor. I told him to have a good week, and I’d see him when I saw him, but I was here for him. He sent me a couple x’s and o’s. I sent a heart back to him. I felt relieved we had a decent exchange and, at least, he wasn’t upset with me.

Rod met us at the SU for coffee before marketing. He looked a little tired. “You look a little rough, buddy. Tough weekend?” I chided. He gave me a snicker.

“You might say a wild weekend. Damn near wore my dick out and shriveled up my balls,” Rod replied, as he playfully touched himself.

“Oh, so you found the perfect guy to fuck you then?” Trevor asked. Rod shot him the finger.

“Fuck you, Trevor. I’ll have you know my dick was buried in pussy all weekend when we weren’t with Josh. I’m talking prime, wet pussy milking my balls for everything they had,” Rod replied. Trevor shook his head.

“Been there and done that, Rod. Nothing exciting there. You think it’s great right now, but wait until they get their hooks into you and try to make you a slave, holding pussy over your head, getting you to do whatever they want you to do, and you’ll do it, because you want that pussy. Then maybe you’ll wise up and switch to boy ass, then liberate yourself from pussy slavery,” Trevor replied, making even me shake my head at him.

“What world did you come from?” I asked, somewhat stunned by his remarks. Trevor smiled.

“You knew that witch I was fucking, Josh. You and Jake saved my ass for sure. And, I’m a lot better off for it. I’m happy and there are no strings attached anymore,” Trevor replied.

“Careful, or I’ll pull in that string of yours I have wrapped around your balls,” Andy commented, making us all laugh.

“See, tell me you still don’t have a tether,” Rod scoffed. Trevor rolled his eyes.

“He just thinks he has a string around my balls. I let him think that because I love him. Still, it’s nothing like what women do to you, just because they think they can. I’m telling you, you need to come to your senses and switch sides and live,” Trevor chided. Rod told him he’d look him up if he ever decided to switch sides, but not to wait for that to happen. We got a good laugh out of their exchange.

Mary Ann gave me a big hug and kiss on the cheek, thanking me again for the great weekend and for allowing them to work on the Victorian. She even playfully tugged on my jeans hoping to see if I had a little tan line where my supposed Speedos were. I told her to get out of there, as that was private. I reminded her that we worked most of the day, and I only sat in the hot tub in the evening before going to bed as it relaxed me. She asked me if Tyler sat in the tub with me also. I reminded her we had the pilots the first night, but he joined us both nights. I told her we actually met a couple of guys that were visiting from Chicago, a couple of financial investment dudes. She asked if they were on my team. I lied, telling her I wasn’t sure. She wanted to know what they looked like in Speedos. I jokingly told her they were fully packed, it looked like to me. She shook her head.

“Why are there exclusive resorts for guys and not for girls? That doesn’t make sense,” she commented. I jokingly told her it was a retreat for battered guys trying to get away from abusive wives and girlfriends. She told me I was full of shit too, as there’d be twice as many women’s resorts if that was the case. Rod changed the subject rather quickly, not wanting to get too far into what went on at the PF. I smiled at him. Mary Ann left us to go show Ty pictures of the Victorian, and to tell him that should be our next project for next year. Ty was intrigued.

I asked Rod if Tyler got to see Sue last night. He smiled. “Sure did, although he wasn’t there all that long. Must have had a quickie, because he seemed happy when he got back, saying he had a lot of reading to do. Guess that’s why he couldn’t stay long with Sue. I wonder if he really did get laid last night, now that I think about it. Damn, how could he not? He had to be horny,” Rod replied, thinking out loud. I just smiled. We soon got to work. Rod took off with Mary Ann after class, and we headed to our luncheon meeting.

At lunch, I went over with the senior staff our meetings and contract award for our project in Key West. I explained about Woody and his company and their suggestion about turning the resort around on that piece of the property. Buzz actually liked the idea, saying he never even thought about it at the time, but it did make sense. Buzz said he liked working with people that could take your design and improve upon it in ways. Buzz said he was looking forward to working with Woody and his team.

“This Woody sent the engagement contracts to us over the weekend, Josh,” Jordan reported. “Nate is reviewing them this morning. They’re standard boilerplate engagement agreements for the two entities, the Victorian and the resort. Todd and Chad are going to review Woody’s suggestions on construction materials, and an overall cost structure. Todd and Chad did say there was no reason to hold off on the leveling of the old resort and the clearing of the resort property. They could get started on that right away. That cost is not going to change regardless, and they said it was very reasonable. So, Nate has that ready for you to sign to proceed with that part of the process,” Jordan reported, then handed me the agreement. I signed it for him to send it back to Woody.

“Woody wants to fly up here to meet with Todd, Chad, Buzz and all of us, really. He thinks we can get a lot done faster if we meet face to face and spend some quality time knocking this out so they can get going on the permitting process and get started,” I told them. They all said they thought that was a good idea. Having his number in my cell phone already, I called Woody and put him on speaker. I advised him I had him on speaker so as not to say anything that might get us all in trouble. He laughed at that, saying he probably needed to find some trouble, as boring as his life had been lately. I told him to go spend an afternoon at the PF and work that out. He really laughed then, but said he had plenty of work to do on our behalf. I told him I signed the contract to clear the resort property, but suggested he get hold of Stanley to tell him to go over there and check to see if there was anything worth saving there, suggesting there was a sling that might have some sentimental value to Stanley. Woody about cracked up when I told him that, knowing exactly what I was talking about.

“So, was he laying in the sling or standing at the end?” Woody chided. We all laughed.

“I’ll let him explain that to you, not wanting to embarrass him,” I replied, making Woody laugh.

“This is going to be so much fun working with you guys on this project. I can’t wait to get started,” Wood replied. I told him we were just as anxious as he was and ready to go. “I’m anxious to get up there and meet all the rest of your team so we can put our heads together and take off on all this,” Woody commented. “That Buzz came up with a fantastic design for the resort. All my team are excited about building it. They can’t wait to get started. I’m going to the permit office to show them the preliminary designs so they can wrap their heads around this early enough to tell us if we’re batshit crazy on anything. From what I’ve seen, Buzz did some excellent work getting it all ready for permitting. Your Todd and Chad may have to clarify some things and change some of the specifications. Our soil down here is mostly sand with water underneath it at shallow depths. That’s a little different from your soil up there, so concrete slab foundations here require different specifications than they do up there. They have to be wider and float on the sand. They might need our engineers help on that part of the design, but my boys are ready to go if they tell us what we need,” Woody assured us. Buzz spoke up.

“Woody, this is Buzz. I read your codes for Key West, and I think I have them close to what is needed, but if your guys would review them just to make sure, it would save us some time. Just have them email me any suggested changes so I can take that into account and see if it changes anything design wise,” Buzz told him.

“Will do, Buzz. Can’t wait to meet you, as you have some fantastic design ideas here. This will be a first for our little island, but a real eye turner for those that like what we like,” Woody replied. Buzz smiled.

“Well, when you work with Josh, all kinds of crazy things pop into mind for designs,” Buzz replied.

“Has he seen the design of the hot tub you put in the resort?” Woody asked. I gave Buzz a weird look.

“I don’t think he saw that yet. It was one of those things I just came up with at the spur of the moment and put it in the design of the common area to see if it fit with the pool and other amenities there,” Buzz said, looking over at my curious face I was giving him. “I’ll show him when we get done talking here,” Buzz said, with a big smile. I couldn’t imagine what he’d put in the design that got Woody excited, but then it was Buzz, so who knew.

“Let me know when you’re ready for me to sky up there to meet with you guys, and I’ll gladly make the trip. Can’t wait to meet all the rest of you guys that didn’t make the trip down. Call me anytime. I’m here for you guys,” Woody said, as we all told him goodbye.

“Well, he seems like a great guy to work with,” Nate commented first. “Buzz, what was Woody referring to in your design?” Nate asked. Buzz pulled out a layout of the property, and showed us the building locations on the plot plan, the swimming pool layouts and the hot tub. We all caught it at once. The hot tub was shaped as a penis with two smaller conversation pools as balls. Okay, we had to laugh. I patted him on he back.

“I suppose you have one of these in your new home too?” I asked. He smiled, but denied having anything that crazy. Jordan shook his head.

“Give him a project like the one you gave him, and he just can’t help himself. He’s an artist with buildings, Josh. It’s a wonder the dormitory hot tub isn’t shaped like a dick and balls,” Jordan chided. Buzz smiled, saying he thought about it, but didn’t think that would go over too well with a coed building. I told him he could have two smaller hot tubs shaped like boobies to go with the dick and balls tubs. He jokingly said there wasn’t room for all that. We all laughed.

“Changing the subject, on the matter of Johan, and I think we discussed this somewhat before, is there any way of helping him become an American citizen?” I asked. “Terry brought this up again last night, and I had kind of forgotten about it, until he reminded me,” I told Jordan and Nate.

“Just because you forgot about it, doesn’t mean we did,” Jordan replied, speaking for him and Nate. I gave them a look, but then smiled and shrugged my shoulders as if to ask, what the hell did you do about it. “We’ve talked to an immigration attorney who’s trying to find some kind of justification for him to be here, other than working in a bar like the CNB. He has a one-year work visa so he’s good for the year. He could always get that extended, but may have to go back to Hungary to make application to the USA again for an extended visa. Don’t ask me why, but sometimes that has to be done. It would be helpful if we could engage him someway in his sport, other than swinging around on poles naked for the entertainment of gay men oogling at his willie and balls and women wanting to bury that hot cock of his in their snatches. I mean, we really need to find a redeeming occupation of some sort for him to justify his worth to have him as an American citizen,” Jordan explained. It made sense. Now we just needed to find a way for him to operate in some kind of capacity where he would add value to the citizenship if he were to become a citizen. Jordan did say we had a year to figure that out, but we needed to be thinking about it.

“Is he from Hungary or Romania? I can never keep those countries straight?” I asked. Jake assured me he was from Hungary, reminding me that the Hungarians were not all that fond of Romanians, a country they considered Dracula country. I was enlightened, not knowing all that. “I promise to be more careful in the future when I tell people where he’s from,” I told them. They thanked me for paying attention and remembering important things like that, so I didn’t possibly insult the guy. “How could you insult anyone as beautiful as Johan?” I chided. They agreed, telling me to remember that in the future.

Thad came and got me to go to accounting, so our luncheon meeting officially ended, only after Blake reminded me, we still had to talk about our next class of shareholders and set a date for an initiation. I told him we had time to work that out, as I had to scat with Thad to go to class. I did tell Blake, before running off, to see if he could set up a meeting with Todd, Chad and Buzz for this evening to see what they needed in order to get the ball rolling to finalize the plans and get the permitting process started in Key West. We could meet in the office at the CNB at 7:00. Blake said to consider it done. It was hell trying to run a business and go to school at the same time.

Luckily, Dennis was very casual as he ate his lunch before accounting, wanting to know how my skipping class went on Friday. I told him he had some time coming to him to spend at our gay resort in Key West whenever he could get there for being so kind as to let me out of class so I could build another gay resort for him and his friends to enjoy. I did tell him briefly about the two finance guys, one with a 9” cock, that we met while sitting around the hot tub naked. I thought Dennis was going to cream his skinny jeans. “What got you so excited, Dennis? You probably have a 9” also when it’s angry,” I chided. He smiled, shaking his head.

“Only 8.5”, Josh. Don’t know what I’d do with 9”,” he replied, with a big smile. I told him I knew what he’d do with it. He just laughed, saying I probably did know. We got to see that big boy, as he shoved his skinny jeans down to adjust his shirt tail, letting it out for a breather, before stuffing it back in his bikini briefs. He had way too much meat for such little underwear, but I guess he liked it that way.

Before going to swim practice, Blake told me he had the meeting set up for 7:00, but Todd and Chad said there’d better be beer or they weren’t coming. I reminded Blake we did have a bar right outside the office. Blake laughed, saying they were just playing around. Blake said Buzz would be here also and bringing stuff for us to review. I gave Blake a hug, then asked him how Kyle was doing or if he was saying much.

“You know he acts like he’s fine, but this thing with Hal, has really got him down, Josh. I hate to see him that way. He’s dreading the day Hal talks to Cam and tells him about his illness and short time left in this world. It has to be horrible, knowing you only have so long to be here and wanting to cram so much into the time you have left. I can’t even begin to imagine what that might be like, and I hope I never have to face anything like that. Hal is such a great guy and he deeply loves his son. Look at all he’s done for Cam, desperately trying to make him happy. Cam is finally happy, and Hal’s not going to be able to enjoy him in his elder years, because there aren’t going to be any. That just sucks,” Blake replied, getting a little emotional. I had to hug him again.

“Blake, look at it this way. Fate brought Hal to us which brought Cam, once Hal saw the possibilities of caring friends for Cam. Cam is happy, and no longer depressed, thanks to all of us who adopted him as a very close friend. Cam is on the verge of getting his pilot’s license and couldn’t be happier about that. Hal made all the possible for Cam. Hal achieved his goal of seeing his son come out of his depression and be a normal happy guy for his age with plenty of friends to love him. Hal succeeded in what he set out to do, and can be proud of what he accomplished. He’ll leave this world knowing his son is finally a happy person with plenty of us to care about him and a future that looks fantastic. I guess that’s the most any father could hope for a child of theirs,” I told Blake.

“I guess so, Josh. Guess we’ll never have that opportunity to worry about raising healthy happy kids, but to a father, I couldn’t think of anything more important,” Blake commented, with me agreeing.

“Well, if Edgar comes up with a decent plan for helping orphans, we might just have a whole slew of young men to raise some day, or at least have a part in helping them out and giving them a future. I can’t think of a more rewarding quest, actually. Just think, money from gay bars and gay resorts going to help out orphans. I guess money is money overall. As long as profits are used for the good of others, then why not?” I chided. Blake said he couldn’t think of anything more wonderful. I had to agree. “We have a chance of being surrogate parents, I guess, Blake. I think we’d make good ones too,” I chided. Blake agreed.

While we were naked changing into our trunks for swim practice, I told the guys we had to think about shaving this week towards the end of the week, since our first match was this coming Friday afternoon. It was more of a scrimmage, not counting, but giving us some competition to get ready for the main events coming soon.

“We need someone to shave the backs of our legs, so we need to help shave each other,” Aiden mentioned.

“I suppose we could all meet at the apartment and help shave one another in the shower,” I suggested. Andy said that was probably the best idea, only he’d leave Trevor at home as he was liable to shave pubes if we didn’t watch him. Zach and Ethan thought that’d work. We decided on Thursday night to meet up after dinner and shave our legs, chests, arms, whatever didn’t get covered with our trunks. Ethan said he wanted to be shaved all the way up to his inner thighs so he didn’t look like he was wearing hairy shorts when he was naked. I told him he looked cute either way naked. He blew me a kiss.

On our way to the pool, I asked Ethan if he and Dustin dated the girls this weekend. Ethan rolled his eyes. “I think Dustin is actually enjoying fucking Nancy. Those two really go at it. Can’t say that I’m happy about any of this anymore. Linda can be a real downer and a bitch when we’re intimate. It’s like she has to instruct me all through the process, like I don’t know how to fuck. I mean, give me a break. Dustin just has fun, and Nancy loves it. Sometimes she wears Dustin out, so he doesn’t have anything left for me afterwards. It’s starting to become a real downer,” Ethan complained. Zach and I looked at each other and smiled.

“Isn’t he doing exactly what you wanted him to do, go on dates with you and your girlfriend and share intimacy with his date also?” I asked him. He shook his head.

“Well, I didn’t mean for it to get out of hand. I know we still love one another, but sometimes, honestly, I really hate to admit this, but I get a little jealous of Nancy, like she’s stealing my guy and I’d like him back,” Ethan admitted. “I guess it was a bad idea to start something like this in the first place.” Zach, and I both, had to bite our tongues when he confessed to that. “What’s with you guys?” he asked, noting we were holding something back, trying hard not to laugh.

“Ethan, be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it,’ Zach told him. “What the hell were you thinking anyway? Dustin is a very loving guy, and he’s done a lot to earn your love, including going along with this dating women thing, just to please you and spend more time with you. I have a feeling he thinks it’s a complete waste of time, but he’s doing it to please you, but now you are no longer pleased. You need to make up your mind as to who you are and what brings you happiness, so both of you can go on with your lives, either together or separately. He’s done everything but try to make you happy, but nothing seems to make you happy. Honestly, Ethan, we all love you, but we can’t let you abuse Dustin. You need to tell him you love him and accept his love. Quit this fucking around with these cunts you think you might like to share your life with, when the real object of your love is none other than Dustin, who’s been there for you all along. You might be bisexual, but just go out and screw some bitch from time to time, but don’t share your love with someone other than the one that loves you the most,” Zach said, rather emphatically. At least I took it that way, proud of him for standing up for Dustin.

“I fucked up, what can I say?” Ethan said, shaking his head. “I still think I need a wife and kids, but I definitely know Linda is not the woman in that dream. I’m so torn sometimes, I don’t know what to do.”

“Unless you meet someone on the female side of the equation, who really grabs your heart and makes you think you can’t live without her, give it up, Eath, and just enjoy the person that really loves you in this world. If you fall in love with some girl and want to marry her, Dustin will be there to support you, because he really loves you and wants you to be happy more than anything. That’s what we do when we love someone, we do what we think we need to do to make each other happy. And we do it willingly and lovingly. Don’t let this great guy get away by playing these stupid games, Eath. You’re going to regret this later in life if you do,” Zach told him. Ethan listened, but I wasn’t sure if he really understood, or even wanted to understand what Zach was saying.

“I want Dustin to be happy. Don’t think that I don’t. I’m not that fucking selfish. It’s just complicated. I’m not sure what he really wants half the time,” Ethan replied. Zach looked him straight in the eyes.

“He wants you to be happy, Eath. That’s what he wants more than anything, even if that means being without him. But, let’s get past these stupid games. Ditch this bitch if she isn’t the one and go on loving Dustin until some girl comes along your dick can’t live without,” Zach told Ethan, getting somewhat annoyed by Ethan’s indecision or unwillingness to see the damage he was creating.

“Well, what if Dustin is really into this Nancy, then what happens if I ditch Linda?” Ethan asked, making the situation more complicated. Zach shook his head. I was so glad Zach was handling Ethan, as I was tired of dealing with him and his crazy romances.

“Why don’t you tell Dustin you’re not happy with Linda and you don’t want to date her anymore and see what Dustin has to say about it. If he really likes this Nancy, he might continue to see her, who knows? Then again, he might be relieved he doesn’t have to pretend he’s straight anymore for your sake, and return to your ass again. You two need to talk and be honest with one another. This tiptoeing around each other with your boners sticking out isn’t getting you anywhere and now you’re miserable. Get your act together and take some decisive action,” Zach more than urged.

“I don’t want to piss off Dustin if he has feelings for Nancy,” Ethan replied.

“Oh for the love of God, would you please talk to your boyfriend and figure this mess out, and then be careful not to put yourself back into another one?” Zach asked, now getting a little frustrated.

“I guess. It’s just so fucking complicated with all these feelings involved. I like Linda most of the time, just don’t like having sex with her, as she’s too bossy. I just want to let my animal male instincts take over and pound her out like Dustin and I do with each other. She’s just too bossy and particular. I just get going, and she tells me to slow down, or do it differently. Hell, all I do is wait for instructions instead of driving my dick home and blowing my load. It’s frustrating to say the least,” Ethan complained.

“The reason is you’re gay and making love to a woman is not a natural thing to you, not like it is making love to Dustin. You’ve got to figure this out soon, Ethan. You really do,” Zach assured him. Ethan looked at me.

“You feel the same way as Zach does, Josh?” Ethan asked. I shook my head chuckling.

“I couldn’t have given you better advice myself, Eath. Zach is totally right. This hetero thing is not your gig, like it or not. It may have been at one time, but I think you’ve been over on our team long enough you’re not interested in all the bullshit going on with the other team anymore. Not sure if that’s a good thing or not, but unless you really find a girl that steals your heart and soul, I’d say you’re better off forgetting them altogether, at least fucking them anyway,” I replied. Ethan shook his head, totally unsure about anything anymore. “Talk to Dustin and tell him how you feel and what you’re thinking. Ethan, we all love one another and we want each other to be happy. Dustin will tell you how he feels and what he thinks. The two of you need to honestly discuss your feelings together and arrive at some conclusions. I’m sure he’d appreciate an honest dialogue where you guys can sort out your feelings. You both know you deeply care about one another. You’re the best of friends and you’re pretty good lovers together also, minus the distractions the women provide. Start there, friends and lovers, and meaningfully discuss what the two of you are seeking. See if that doesn’t help,” I suggested. Ethan gave Zach, then me, a big hug, thanking us for caring. Zach looked at me and rolled his eyes, but was happy we finally had closure to this conversation anyway. We both were unsure what Dustin and Ethan would have to say together, if they actually had an honest conversation with each other.

On my way back to the bar from swim practice, I texted Tyler. For some reason, I was a little nervous texting him, not that I should be, but I was. I told him we were having a meeting with Todd and Chad at the bar at 7:00, and he was invited to attend if he wanted to come, but there was no pressure for him to be there. We would discuss some things about the Victorian, but mostly the overall construction project. I got an immediate text back from him telling he he’d like to attend if it was okay. He also asked if he could come for dinner beforehand. I told him that would be great, and we’d see him soon. I wanted to slap myself for not thinking to invite him for dinner when I invited him to the meeting. I was anxious to see him.

Blake was already back from class, but Jake wasn’t back from gymnastics yet. His practice usually ran later than our swim practice. I liked to think they had fun in the showers together, more so than we were able to do at swim practice, but Jake would always just laugh at my crazy ideas of them having orgies after practice. Afterall, Taylor was there, and I was sure he wasn’t into male orgies, at least not all the time. I wondered if he really enjoyed us playing with him or just tolerated us. I hoped to find out someday. He did enjoy the blowjobs Jake and I gave him, it seemed.

I hardly had time to think about Jake, when he showed up and gave me a hug and a big kiss, asking me how my practice went. I told him about our plans to shave our legs and bodies on Thursday night. He said he wanted to be there so I didn’t shave off anything important, making me laugh. I told him the meeting was on for tonight in the office. He thought that would be a great start, asking me who all was going to attend. I told him the players then told him about Tyler coming also and joining us for dinner beforehand. I told him Tyler was the Victorian champion, and wanted to make sure it was well represented.

“Oh, I think he really wants to see you, Josh. He’s hooked. But, I’m glad he’s coming, as I need to have a talk with him, just to set things straight,” Jake replied. I wasn’t sure if I should be concerned or not.

 
Fantastic chapter FT

Jake and Josh both have the biggest hearts in this story. I believe Josh thought Jake wouldn't take the news that Josh had to tell him to clear his conscious of what took place with Tyler over the weekend. I was surprised Jake suggested that he was going to talk to Tyler when they are back in class to let Tyler know Josh and he will make sure he is well loved.

Ethan can't seem to make his mind up whether he is straight or not. Zach told him to make his mind up soon or Dustin might move onto someone who knows what they want. I loved that Zach cared enough about Dustin's happiness to standup for him along with Josh telling Ethan he shouldn't be stringing Dustin along like he is doing. Zach had to get angry with Ethan before he realized that his actions were hurting his relationship with Dustin.

Woody and his team are a step closer to clearing out the old buildings behind the mansion and setting up a visit to Uni to discuss the details soon with Todd, Chad and Buzz.

There was so much action in this chapter that I'm sure I forgot to mention things I hope my bros can fill any holes, no pun intended, that I didn't mention

I am excited for the next installment Saturday.

Brian
 
Fantastic chapter indeed.

And I agree with Brian there's sooo much happening: Josh and Jake's talk about Tyler (and about Terry too), Zach giving Ethan his opinion about the mess he's making with Dustin, Woody's phone call (also revealing Buzz's plan for the pool area :lol:).

There are a couple of things coming soon: Hal talking to Cam about his health and a new shareholders' initiation.

But before all of that, a shaving party (group)(!) can't wait to see what that leads to :lol: :corn:

And as always, great work ..| so keep it coming FT, keep it cumming ..|
 
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What I liked best about this chapter was Zach being very forthright with Ethan about getting his shit together, and having a serious talk with Dustin. We speculated previously about whether Dustin was mostly pretending to enjoy the sex with Nancy, as a ploy to make Ethan jealous. If he is, then it seems to be working. Hopefully the two of them will get themselves sorted soon!

I feel there's more yet to come with Tyler's situation. It seems he didn't perform very well with Sue. Was it just exhaustion? Or a lack of passion, with his heart just not in it, still wanting Josh. For his part, Josh was relieved at Jake's reaction to what he told him. Yes, Jake has a huge heart, and he equated Josh's Tyler situation with his own situation with Terry. But Josh wasn't totally honest with Jake about the depth of his feelings for Tyler. Josh has "helped" a lot of boys, and not hesitated to tell Jake (though I don't think he actually told Jake about his first sex with Tyler at Spring Break). What's different about Tyler is that Josh felt he was falling deeply for Tyler, a new experience that made him uncomfortable and worried about what he'd say to Jake, and how Jake would take it. But he actually just skimmed over that part, happy to let Jake think the situation was similar to his own with Terry. Have Josh's feelings for Tyler gone away? Unlikely, I'd guess. Or am I reading too much into all this? Anyway, I'm keen to see where you take this, FT. Jake's chat with Tyler, and Tyler's next alone-time with Josh, whenever that is, could be interesting.

My bent bros Brian and Thanatos have touched on other fine points about the chapter, so I'll just say, thank you once again for entertaining us so richly!

Cheers, HF
 
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